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Kisi Shayar ne kya khoob kaha hai ki "Aashiq ban kar apni zindagi barbaad mat karna......" Lekin samay ke sath sath barbadi to tay hai, jo maine khud chuni....maine wo sab kuch kiya ,jiske jariye main khud ko barbaad kar sakta tha, aur rahi sahi kasar mere ahankar ne puri kar di thi...apni zindagi ke sabse aham 4 saal barbaad karne ke baad main aaj is mukam par tha ki ab koyi bhi mukam hasil nahi kiya ja sakta, Papa chahte the ki main bhi apne bade bhai ki tarah padh likh kar bada aadmi ban jaun...lekin maine apni zindagi ke un aham samay me jab main kuch kar sakta tha, maine yun hee barbaad kar diya, gharwale naraZ hue, to maine socha ki thode din naraz rahenge baad me sab thik ho jayega....lekin kuch bhi thik nahi hua, sabke taane din ba din badhne lage...barbaad ,nakara kahkar bulate the sabhi mujhe ghar me...aur ek din tang aakar main ghar se nikal gaya aur Nagpur aa gaya apne ek dost ke pass, Nagpur aane se pahle sunne me aaya tha ki mera bada bhai Vipendra videsh jane wala hai, aur uske sath shayad mom dad bhi jaye....lekin mujhe kisi ne nahi puchha...shayad wo mujhe yahi chhod jane ke plan me the...khair mujhe khud farak nahi padta is baat se,aur aaj mujhe Nagpur aaye hue lagbhag 2 mahine se upar ho chuke hai, mera bhai videsh gaya ki nahi, mere ma-baap videsh gaye ki nahi , ye sab mujhe kuch nahi pata aur na hee maine in do mahino me kabhi janne ki koshish ki aur jaha tak mera andaza tha wo log mujhe mara maankar shayad hamesha ke liye Mere bade bhai ke sath Videsh chale gaye honge....Yadi koyi mujhse puchhe ki duniya ka sabse bekar, sabse bada bewkoof, even sabse bada chutiya kaun hai , to main bina ek pal ganwaye apna hath upar khada kar dunga aur bolunga "main hoon".yadi kisi ko apni life ki jade khodkar barbaad karni ho to wo beshak mere pass aa sakta tha, aur beshak main uski madad bhi karta.....
Nagpur aaye hue mujhe do mahine se upar ho gaya tha,jaha main rahta tha , waha se lagbhag 20 k.m. ki doori par ek nayi nayi metallurgical industry shuru hui thi...kafi dhakke mukke lagakar kaise bhi karke maine waha apni naukari fix ki , badi hee badjaat kism ki naukari thi, 12 ghante tak apna sharir ko aag me tapane ke baad bas guzara ho jaye itna hee paisa milta tha....khair mujhe koyi shikayat bhi nahi thi....jaise jaise samay beet raha tha, main un factory ki aag me jal raha tha, jeene ke sare Arman khatam ho rahe the, aur jab kabhi aasman ko dekhta to sirf do lines mere muh se nikal padti...
Aasmano ke falak par kuch rang aaj bhi baki hai.........!!!
Jaane aisa kyun lagta hai ki Zindagi me Kuch Arman aaj bhi baki hai.........!!!
aur meri sabse badi badkismati ye thi ki mera name bhi Arman tha, jiske Arman pure nahi hue, ya phhir yun kahe ki Mere Arman pure hone ke liye kabhi bane hee nahi the.

 

Chapter-1:the edge of Sex

 

Update-1
"Arman...Arman...uth, warna late ho jayega..."Varun na jaane kab se mujhe uthane ki koshish me laga hua tha, aur jab maine bistar nahi chhoda to hamesha ki tarah aaj bhi usne pani ki ek botal uthayi aur seedhe mere chehre par udel diya....
"time kitna hua hai..."aankhe malte hue main uthkar baith gaya, aur ghadi par nazar daudayi, subah ke 8 baj rahe the....bhari man se maine bistar chhoda aur bathroom me ghus gaya....
Varun mera bachpan ka dost tha aur isi ki vajah se main Nagpur me tha, jaha hum rahte the, wo ek colony thi,jo ki shahar se door bana hua tha,...is colony me kayi bade bade rahis log bhi rahte the, to kuch meri tarah ghis ghis kar zindagi gujarne walo me se bhi the....Mere sath kya hua, maine aisa kya kiya ,jisse sab mujhse door ho gaye, ye sab Varun ne kayi baar janne ki koshish ki...lekin maine har baar taal diya...Varun press me kaam karta tha, uski halat aur uske shauk dekhkar iska andaza lagana mushkil nahi tha ki uski salary kafi moti hogi aur yadi mujhe kabhi kisi chiz ki jaroorat hoti to wo bina kuch kahe mujh par paise luta deta, ye jante hue bhi ki main uske paise kabhi wapas nahi karunga.....
"ab breakfast kya khak karega , time nahi bacha hai...."main bathroom se nikla hee tha ki usne mujhe toka..."aur pee raat bhar daru, sale khud ko dekh ,kya halat bana rakkhi hai..."
"ab tu subah subah bhasad mat de..."maine jhujhlate hue kaha....
"akad dekho is launde ki,..."Varun bolte bolte rook gaya, jaise use kuch yaad aa gaya ho....wo thodi der rook kar bola...
"wo teri item aayi thi, subah-subah...."
"kaun..."main janta tha ki wo kiski baat kar raha hai, lekin phhir bhi maine anjaan banne ki koshish ki...
"Nisha..."
"Nisha...."maine apna cell phone uthaya, to dekha ki Nisha ki bahut sari miss call padi hui thi....
"kya boli wo..."
"mujhse to bas itna bol ke gayi ki, Arman jab uth jaye to mujhe call kar le..."
"ok...."
Nisha humare hee colony me rahti thi, wo un ayyash ladkiyo me se thi, jinke maa-baap ke pass beshumar dhan-daulat hoti hai, jise wo apne dono hatho se bhi lutaye to bhi unke bank balance par koyi farak na pade.....Nisha se meri pahle mulaqat colony ke garden me hee hui thi, aur jald hee humari ye pahli mulaqat bistar par jakar khatam hui,...Nisha un ladkiyo me se thi, jinke har gali , har mohalle me mujh jaisa ek boyfriend hota hai, jise wo apni hawas mitane ke liye istemaal karti hai...is colony me main Nisha ka boyfriend tha, ya phhir yun kahe ki main uska ek tarah se gulam tha.....wo jab bhi ,jaise bhi chahe mera istemaal karke apne sharir ke hawas ko pura karti thi...dil me kayi baar aaya ki use chhod du, usse baat karna band kar du, lekin maine kabhi aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya....kyunki Nisha ke sath bistar par beeta hua har ek pal mujhe apni dhikkar zindagi se bahut door le jata tha, jaha main kuch pal ke liye sab kuch bhool sa jata tha....
"chal thik hai, milte hai 12 ghante ke baad..."Varun ne majakiya andaz me kaha....
har roj ki tarah main aaj bhi us steel plant me apna khoon jalane ke liye nikal pada,...main abhi room se nikla hee tha ki Nisha ka call phhir aane laga...
"hello..."maine call receive ki...
"Good morning shahabjade...uth gaye aap..."
"itani ijjat se koyi mujhse baat kare, iski adat nahi mujhe...call kyun kiya..."
"oh ho...tever to aise jaise sach me shahabjade ho...aaj mom-dad raat me kisi party ke liye ja rahe hai...ghar bilkul khali hai...."
"thik hai, raat ko khana khane ke baad main aa jaunga..."
Kuch der tak Nisha ki taraf se koyi aawaj nahi aayi aur jab main call disconnect karne wala tha tabhi wo boli...
"khana ,mere sath hee kha lena..."
"thik hai, main aa jaunga..."
Nisha ne mujhe aaj raat apne ghar par bulaya tha, jiska saaf matlab tha ki aaj mujhe uske sath usi ke bistar par sona hai

Nisha se baat karne ke baad main steel plant ki taraf chal pada, jaha mujhe 12 ghante tak apna khoon jalana tha,...
main har raat is aas me sota hoon ki, subah hote hee mera koyi bhi khas dost mere pichhwade par laat maar kar uthaye aur phhir gale lagakar bole ki"relax kutte, jo kuch bhi hua, wo sab ek sapna tha...ab jaldi se chal ,first class dammo rani ki hai, yadi late hue to hathiyaar pakad kar pure period bhar bahar khada rahna padega...."
lekin haqiqat kabhi sapne ya khwab me tabdil nahi hote...maine apne sath kuch banut bura kiya tha...ye bhi ek haqiqat thi....jis steel plant me main kaam karta tha, waha meri kisi se koyi pehchan nahi thi aur na hee kabhi maine unse milne-julne ki koshish ki....jab kabhi ek dusare ki help padti to"ye...oye...green shirt...blue shirt..."ye sab bolkar apna kaam chala lete....us din main raat ko 9 baje apne room par aaya...Varun mujhse pahle aa chuka tha....
"chal , hath-muh dho le...daru peete hai..."ek table ki taraf Varun ne ishara kiya, jaha M.D. Ki botal rakkhi hui thi...
"main aaj Nisha ke ghar ja raha hoon..."
"are gazab...matlab aaj puri raat, live match hone wala hai..."
"live match to hoga, lekin audience sirf hum dono honge..."
"sala ,mujhe abhi tak ye samajh nahi aaya ki Nisha jaise high profile class wali ladki ,tujhse kaise set ho gayi....main mar gaya tha kya.."M.d. Ki botal ko kholte hue Varun ne kaha"Arman, ek kaam kar...tu Nisha se shadi kar le...life set ho jayegi...."
"suggestion achchha hai, lekin mujhe pasand nahi..."
"to phhir ek aur sariya utha ke pichhwade me daal liyo, zindagi aur bhi badhiya gujaregi..."chidhte hue Varun bola...
"main chalta hoon..."ye bolkar main room se bahar aaya...
Nisha ki tarah main bhi chahta tha ki wo har raat meri sath hee bitaye, yahi reason tha ki maine use abhi tak chhoda nahi tha...aur ek saddest person se sex karne ki chah ne bhi use mujhe bandh rakkha tha....wo hamesha jab bhi mujhse milti to yahi kahti ki, tumhare sath bahut maza aata hai aur uske aisa kahne ke baad main ek banawati muskurahat uspar phek ke marta hoon, jiska nishana har baar thik baithta hai......
"come..."Nisha ne darwaja kholte hue kaha, aur mera hath pakad kar mujhe jaldi se andar khinch liya....
"sabra kar thodi der...."maine andar hee andar hazar galiya Nisha ko di
andar aakar hum dono dining table par baith gayi, wo mere samne wali chair par baithi mujhe shararat bhari nazaro se dekh rahi thi, maine bhi uski aankho me aankhe dali aur ishara kiya ki main taiyar hoon...mera ishara pakar wo ekdum se uthi aur khane ki plate ko dining table par rakhkar seedhe mere upar baith gayi.
"tum doctor ho..."apne gahre laal rang ke shirt ki button ko kholte hue wo mujhse puchhi....
"nahi, main india ka president hoon...kuch kaam tha kya..."maine bhi apni khane ki plate dining table par rakkhi aur uske jeans ka lock kholte hue bola...usne apne dono se mere sar ko pakda aur pyar se sahlane lagi....
"Arman, tum jante ho mujhe sabse jyada kya pasand hai..."
"chudai..."main man hee man me chillaya aur Nisha ki taraf dekh kar na me sar hilaya, ab meri nazar Nisha ke chehre se hote hue uske seene par ja atki, jaha uski chhati ke dono phool bahar khilne ke liye tadap rahe the....Nisha ki komal gori kamar ko sahlate hue maine pakda aur use upar utha kar uski jeans ko uske ghutano se bhi neeche kar diya, ab wo mere samne sirf red bra aur panty me thi, uske pure gore jism me ye rang kayamat dha raha tha...
mere seene ko sahalati hui Nisha ne mere shirt ko utar kar phek diya aue betahasha mere seene ko kiss karne lagi, is waqt mere hath uski chhatiyo par atake hue the, maine Nisha ke seene ke un dono ubharo ko kaskar pakda aur daba diya....
"aaahhhhhssss....dhattt..."wo jhoothe gusse ke sath boli..
"nice bra, kafi achchha lag raha hai ,tum par...."uski bra ko uske jism se alag karte hue maine kaha...
"yadi ye bra, mere jism par itna hee acchha lag raha tha to phhir ise utara kyun...."
"kyunki is bra ke peechhe jo chiz hai wo isse bhi khubsurat hai"
Uski chhati ab mere samne nangi thi, aur main uske ubharo ko jab chahe jaise chahu daba sakta tha, waise to main khud ko uska gulaam manta tha tha,lekin sex karte waqt wo meri gulaam ho jati thi...Nisha ke seene ke ek ubhar ko maine pyar se apne muh me bhar liya aur dusare ko teji se masalne laga...
"mana kiya na...aahhhhhh uuuhhhh"Mera hath hatate hue wo boli"kitni baar mana kiya hai, jyada teji se mat dabaya karo..."
Main is waqt Nisha se bahas nahi karna chahta tha, isliye maine uski baat maan li aur apne ek hath ko uske chhati par se hata liya aur apne hatho se Nisha ki nangi pet ko sahlate hue uski chut par apna ek hath rakh diya...mere aisa karne par wo kisi machhali ki tarah uchhal padi aur siskariya leni lagi,...mere paint me bane hue tamboo ka use ahsaas ho gaya tha, wo ek madak si aawaj me boli...
"jaldi .....pleaseeee...i can't wait more....."mere lund ko paint ke bahar se hee sahlati hui Nisha ne kaha....uski aawaz me kanpan tha...jo mujhe madhosh kar rahi thi...
maine Nisha ko upar uthaya aur main khud waha khada ho gaya, chair ko peechhe karne ke baad wo mere samne ghutano par baithi aur meri taraf dekhte hue mere lund par apna hath phhira rahi thi, uske baad usne mere lund ko paint se bahar nikala aur apne hatho me thamkar aage peechhe karne lagi.....
"tum jante ho, tum me sabse khas chiz kya hai...."mere lund ko apne hatho se sahlati hui usne mujhse puchha....
"Lund...."
"bilkul sahi jawab aur aapko milte hai ek chut,jise aap aaj raat bhar ragad sakte hai...."
Nisha ki in chand lines ne mujhe aur bhi jyada pagal aur madhosh kar diya aur ek yahi waqt tha, jab mujhe uski chudai karne ke aalwa aur kuch bhi yaad nahi rahta, inhi chand palo ke liye main aaj bhi Nisha ke sath tha....
"mere inam ko parde me kyun rakkha hai..."aisa kahte hue maine usi waqt Nisa ko pakad kar zameen par lita diya, aur uski rashbhari gulabi chut ko parde se bahar kiya...ye sab kuch maine itani jaldi kiya ki Nisha hairan rah gayi...aur phhir muskurate hue boli...
"bahut jaldi ho rahi aapko.."
"tu kasam se maal hee aisi hai..."
Mera aisa kahte hee wo khushi se machal uthi, Nisha ko zameen par litakar maine ek baar phhir uski chhati ko masalna shuru kiya...
"aahhhhhh....uuuuu....."Nisha ki pyar bhari machlan fadak rahi thi aur wo utejana ke charam seema par pahuch kar dastak de rahi thi, wo is waqt itani madhosh ho gayi thi ki wo khud ke hatho se apne seene ke ubharo ko ragadne lagi aur mujhe ishara kiya ki ,main wo sab kuch karu,jiske liye aaj raat main yaha tha....maine Nisha ki gori chikni kamar ko pakda aur use apne lund ke thik upar baitha liya, uski chut is waqt mere lund ke sprash ke liye tadap rahi thi...maine uski tadap kam karne ke liye apne hatho se uske chut ko thoda failaya aur seedhe apna lund ek tej dhakke ke sath andar ghusa diya....
"ahhhhh.......aahhhhhhhhhhhhhh"Apni ungali ko daanto se dabate hue wo boli, jska chehra is waqt laal peela ho raha tha,...
main zameen par leta hua tha aur Nisha mere upar baithi hui apni gand hila kar maje loot rahi thi...is tarah uska dard bhi kuch kam ho gaya tha, aur ab wo masti bhari siskariya le rahi thi...maine ek baar phhir se apne sabse chahete jagah ko pakda aur jor jor se dabane laga aur teji se apna lund uski chut ke andar bahar karne laga,...kabhi Nisha mere hatho ko pakad leti to kabhi apni chikni gand ko matkate hue aage peechhe karti....mere tej dhakko ke sath uski siskariya bhi badhti ja rahi thi, isi beech maine uske boobs ko kayi baar bahut teji se masla , itna teji se ki uski mast bhari siskariyo me ab dard jhalak raha tha,lekin ye dard wo apni bhari gand ko aage peechhe karke sah rahi thi, hum dono is position me bahut der tak rahe,uske baad maine Nisha ko alag kiya aur ghutne peechhe ki taraf modkar baith gaya aur uski jangho ko sahlate hue use bhi apne upar baitha liya....
"sshhhhh...ye kya kar rahe ho..."Nisha boli...
"kuch nahi, bas apna kaam kar raha hoon..."uske nange badan par kiss karte hue main bola aur phhir apne lund ko uski chut se tikaya aur ek jordar dhakka mara. Is position me main pahli baar Nisha ko chod raha tha,isliye wo taiyar na thi , aur jaise hee mera lund pura andar ghusa wo dard ke maare jor se cheekhi, wo dard se tadap uthi aur mujhse chhutane ki koshish karne lagi,lekin maine uski kamar ko kaskar pakda aur uski chut me lund andar bahar karne laga....Nisha ne apne hatho se mere lund ko nikalne ki bhi koshish ki ,lekin uske hath mera kaam bigadte usse pahle hee maine uske dono hatho ko pakad kar peechhe jakad liya, ab uske pass asahay hokar chudne ke aalawa aur koyi rasta nahi tha,...Nisha ki siskariya is beech lagatar nikal rahi thi , jo mujhe aur bhi utejit kar rahi thi, Nisha ki siskariyo me dard saaf jhalak raha tha....maine Nisha ko zameen par wapas litaya aur uski taango ko pakad kar use khud ke taraf kheencha, uske baad maine uski dono taango ko upar uthakar uski taraf mod diya ,jisse uski chut mere samne ki taraf aa gayi aur bina ek pal ganwaye maine apna lund andar daal diya,Nisha ki cheekh ek baar phhir pure ghar me gunji, uska gora sharir, dard aur masti se laal peela ho raha tha...
"main...ab...aahhhhhh....Arman...i llloooveee youuu....ssshhhhhhhhhhhh yesssssssss"
Nisha jhad gayi aur uski gulabi chut se pani bahar risne laga , ab maine uske galo ko teji se sahlaya aur buri tarah se Nisha se lipatkar aur bhi teji se apna lund ghusane laga...wo mujhe rokne ki koshish karne lagi ,lekin main nahi ruka aur lagatar apna lund uski chut me deta raha, aur kuch der ke baad main bhi jhad gaya....main aur Nisha ab bhi ek dusare se lipte hue the...hum dono ek dusare ki aankho me aankhe daal kar na jaane kya dekh rahe the....phhir usne aisa kuch kaha, jiski maine kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki thi...........

"dilwalo ke ghar to kab ke ujad chuke....
dil ke aashiyane to kab ke jal chuke....."Nisha se maine sirf itna hee kaha ,jab usne mujhse shadi karne ke liye kaha...Nisha ,mujhse shadi karna chahti hai, ye sunkar main kuch der ke liye jaise coma me chala gaya tha, main ab bhi zameen par Nisha ke upar leta hua tha aur mera lund ab bhi uski chut me andar tak dhansa tha....mere dwara kahi gayi in do panktiyo ko sunkar wo pal bhar ke liye muskurayi aur phhir mere sar par hath phhirati hui boli
"tumne abhi jo kaha, iska matlab kya hua..."
"main tumse shadi nahi kar sakta..."
Jab maine use aisa kaha to maine soch liya tha ki uske chehre par narazagi ke bhav aayenge, lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua, wo mera sar sahlati rahi.....
"main mazak kar rahi thi..."wo boli"actually, dad ne meri shadi kahi aur fix kar di hai aur next week shayad ladke wale mujhe dekhne bhi aa rahe hai...."
"good , lekin phhir mujhse kyun puchha ki main tumse shadi karunga ya nahi..."mere hath dheere dheere uske pure sharir ko sahla rahe the....
"main janna chahti thi ki, tum mujhse pyar karne lage ho ya nahi..."mere hath ki harkato se tang aakar usne mera hath pakad liya, aur hasti hui boli...
"aur main tumse pyar karta hoon ya nahi, ye tum kyun janna chahti thi.."maine uske hath ko door kiya aur phhir se apna kaam shuru kar diya, uski aankho me jism ki pyas phhir se utarne lagi...
"maine ye isliye puchha kyunki, mere jitne bhi boyfriend hai, jab maine unhe kaha ki ab main unke sath relation nahi rakh sakti, to wo bahut udas hue, kuch to bachcho ki tarah rone lage aur bolne lage ki,....Nisha please mat jao, main tumse pyar karne laga hoon, to bas main yahi janna chahti thi ki, kahi auro ki tarah tumhe bhi mujhse pyar nahi hua hai, warna aaj ki raat ke baad tum bhi un ladko ki tarah rona dhona shuru karte...."
"don't worry, main aisa kuch bhi nahi karunga...."maine Nisha ke dono hatho ko kaskar pakda aur mera lund jo uski chut me pahle se hee ghusa hua tha, main use phhir se andar bahar karne laga....meri is harkat pe wo ek baar phhir muskura uthi.....
"tumhe, ek baat batau...aaahhhhh..."
"haan bolo..."
"un ladko ne call kar kar ke mujhe itna pareshan kar diya ki mujhe apna number tak change karna pada....jara dheere dalo, abhi abhi jhadi hoon to thoda dard ho raha hai..."
"yadi is kaam me dard na ho to phhir maza kaise aayega,..."maine aur bhi teji se apna lund uski chut ke andar bahar karne lagi, Nisha siskari lete hue hanp bhi rahi thi, aue apne hontho ko daanto se katne lagi....
"please stop...."
"is gadi ka break fail ho gaya hai..."
"is gadi ko abhi roko, raat bahut lambi hai aur safar bhi bahut lamba hai...."usne mere kamar ko kaskar jakad liya aur boli"tumhe kya, tum to mere upar lete hue ho, yaha zameen par neeche to main leti hui hun...utho abhi..."
dil to nahi chahta tha ki main use chhodu, lekin iska ahsaas mujhe ho gaya tha ki wo zameen par neeche letkar bahut der tak mujhse sex nahi kar sakti ,isliye maine apna lund nikala aur khada hua, uke baad maine maine sahara dekar use bhi uthaya....
"ab baki kaam bistar par karte hai..."wo ek baar phhir muskurayi, aur apne kapde uthakar apne bedroom ke taraf badhi....dil kiya ki Nisha ko peechhe se pakad kar wahi lita kar chod du, lekin phhir socha ki jab raat lambi hai to puri raat sokar ise chhoti kyun banayi jaye.......
jaise ki aksar rahiso ke ghar me kisi kone me sharab ki kuch botale rakkhi hoti hai, waisa hee ek chhota sa sharabkhana Nisha ke ghar me bhi tha...jaha ek se ek branded daru rakkhi hui thi,...
main us chhote se sharabkhane ki taraf badha aur waha ki chair par baithkar apna peg banane laga, do -teen peg maarkar maine apne kapde pahne aur Nisha ke pure ghar ko dekha, Nisha ka ghar bahar se jitna bada dikhta tha, wo andar se aur bhi bada aur alishan tha , har ek chhoti se chhoti chiz se lekar badi se badi chiz branded thi,...
daru peene ke baad main kya sochane lagta hoon ye main khud aaj tak nahi samajh paya, daru peene ke baad mere pure dimag me duniyabhar ki baate aati hai, kabhi kabhi kisi neta ka bhasad to kabhi kabhi kisi bf ke position, kabhi koyi filmstar actress to kabhi koyi social worker.....lekin is waqt abhi jo mere khayal me aa raha tha, wo Nisha kw baare me tha,...daru aur Nisha dono ne apna rang dikhana shuru kar diya tha.....

Update-4
lekin is waqt abhi jo mere khayal me aa raha tha, wo Nisha ke baare me tha,...daru aur Nisha dono ne apna rang dikhana shuru kar diya tha.....
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Nisha me ek ajab si kashish thi , jo kisi bhi mard ko apni taraf khinch sakti hai, phhir chahe wo Nisha ke frank behaviour se attract ho ya uski ajab si shape me dhali hui chhati se ya uski kattash figure se....main Nisha se uski chhatiyo ki vajah se attract hua tha, aur yahi karan tha ki main aksar uske sath sex karte waqt uske seene ke ubharo ko pakad kar masalne lagta tha,...
"Arman, zara upar to aana...."
"kaun hai be..."aawaz sunkar main baukhalaya, lekin phhir aise laga jaise ki Mujhe Nisha ne aawaz di ho,...
"usi ne bulaya hoga..."maine khud se kaha aur se uthkar seedhiyo se upar jane laga, mujhe Nisha ka bedroom maloom tha, isliye main seedhe wahi pahucha....
"Nisha...."
"main andar hoon bathroom me..."
Nisha ki aawaz ne mera dhyan bathroom ki taraf kheencha, 
"is waqt bathroom me , kya kar rahi ho..."
"chut saaf kar rahi hu, yadi Interested ho to aakar saaf kar do..."
"haan ,jaise duniya ki sari Interesting kaam khatam ho gaye hai , jo main andar aakar tumhari chut saaf karu..."
"phhir mera towel bistar par pada hai , wo do...."
Maine bistar par nazar dali, waha towel ke sath sath black colour ki bra aur panty bhi rakkhi hui thi, maine towel uthaya aur Nisha ko aawaz di...
"do..."bathroom ka darwaza pura kholkar Nisha ne meri taraf apna hath badhaya, wo puri ki puri pani me bheegi hui nangi khadi thi ,jise dekhkar mere lund ne ek baar phhir salami thok di paint ke andar....
"are do na..."mujhe apni taraf is tarah se dekhta hua pakar wo boli"itne dhyan se to tumne mujhe us waqt bhi nahi dekha tha, jab main tumhare sath pahli baar hum bistar hui thi..."
Maine kuch nahi kaha aur uske pure nange gore jism ko aankho se napte hue use towel de diya, aur bistar par aakar let gaya...ek baat jo main aksar sochta ki duniya bhar ki ladkiya bathroom me jate waqt towel bahar kyun bhool jati hai....
"bra bhi dena...."ek baar phhir bathroom se aawaz aayi aur bathroom ka darwaza khula, 
"ye lo..."bra aur panty dono uske hath me pakdate hue main bola aur meri nazar seedhe uske seene par ja atki.....
"size maloom hai, inka..."wo darwaje ko pakad kar masti me boli aur jab maine kuch nahikaha to wo bathroom ka darwaza band karne lagi....
"Nisha...wait..."
"boliye janaab..."
"jaldi se bahar aao, tumhare bina chain nahi hai..."main apni is harkat par khud sharma gaya.....
kuch der ke baad Nisha bahar aayi, aur mere bagal me let kar meri tarah wo bhi chhat ko dekhne lagi...
"tum sach me shadi karne wali ho..."Nisha ka ek hath pakad kar main bola...wo abhi abhi naha ke aayi thi ,jiski vajah se uske pure jism me thandak sawar thi....mere sawal ko sunkar wo thoda hairan hui aur meri taraf apna chehra karke boli
"ye tum kyun puchh rahe ho, "
"bas aise hee..."
"haan yar, sach me shadi kar rahi hai aur aaj ki raat hum dono ki aakhiri raat hogi..."
"aakhiri raat..."main budbudaya...
"aakhir tumhare man me hai kya..."wo hairan thi ki main ab kyun usse uski shadi ke baare me puchh raha hoon, jabki pahli baar hee use maine maine saaf mana kar diya tha, khair hairan to main khud bhi tha....
"you are a strange Man...lekin aaj kuch jyada hee ajeeb harkate kar rahe ho..."maine uska jo hath pakad rakkha tha wo use sahlati hui boli, uska chehra ab bhi meri taraf tha....Nisha ko aksar aisa lagta ki duniya bhar ka sara suspence mere andar hee bhara pada hai....
"nahi aisi koyi baat nahi hai, main to bas aise hee puchh raha tha..."koyi to baat thi jo mere andar khatak rahi thi, ye main janta tha....
"ab sari raat aise hee bore karoge ya phhir kuch aur........"
wo aage kuch aur kahti uske pahle hee maine uski chut ke upar apna hath rakh diya....
"direct point pe ha..."wo ek baar phhir muskurate hue bole...
"point pe to ab aaya hu..."maine uske panty ke andar hath daal kar uski chut ko sahlate hue bola aur apni ek ungali chut ke andar daal diya...kuch der pahle ke wakaye se abhi bhi uski chut geeli thi...
Hum dono ek dusare ko dekh rahe the , aaj pahli baar wo mujhe bahut hee khubsurat dikh rahi thi, dil kar raha tha ki use choom lu, lekin Nisha ko kiss pasand nahi tha...
"tum kya soch rahe ho..."wo kanpati hui aawaz me meri taraf dekhkar boli...jawab me maine apne dusare hath ki ungaliyo ko apne hontho par rakhkar ishara kiya ki main hotho ko apne hontho me bharna chahta hoon....mere ishare se Nisha thodi uncomfortable hui aur mujhe kuch der tak na jaane kya dekhti rahi.....
"really you want to do it...???"apne honth pe par ajeeb si harkat late hue usne mujhse puchha, meri ek ungali ab bhi uski chut ke andar bahar ho rahi thi.....
"yes...i want to kiss you..."
maine bas itna kaha aur wo mere hontho ke kareeb aayi, hum dono ek dusare ki saanse mahsoos kar rahe the, jo ki hum dono ko aur bhi garam kar rahi thi....aaj pahli baar Nisha ke liye mere dil me kuch feelings aayi thi aur wo feelings isliye thi kyunki Nisha aaj mujhse door ja rahi thi, aaj ki raat humari aakhiri raat thi, shayad isiliye wo maan bhi gayi.....
"tum sach me bahut ajeeb ho..."mere hontho ko apne hontho se touch karke wo boli"but i like you..."
aur iske baad maine samay na gawate hue uske hontho ko bhar liya....aur uske upar aa gaya....isi beech maine usko ek baar chhoda wo mere kiss lene se hanp rahi thi uske seene ke ubhar bahut jaldi upar neeche ho rahe the....
"ek baat batao"main bola"jab tumhe maloom tha ki main kuch der baad tumhari bra aur panty ko utar dunga to tumne pahna hee kyun...."
mere aisa kahne ki der thi ki wo khilkhila ke hans padi, aur mere sar par apna hath phhirane lagi.....
"tum sach me bahut strage ho..."
"wo to main hoon..."
maine dobara uske hontho ko apne hontho se chipka liya aur phhir jamkar chusne laga....main uske hontho ko itna jor se chus raha tha ki uke hontho par khoon utarne laga , aur honth ke kinare pe mujhe khoon ki kuch boonde bhi dikhi...lekin main ruka nahi aur use pee gaya......

(Inspired from the_Vampire's Rabata )
"bahut tasty hai..."
"kya..."
"tumhare honth...lekin zara aaram se, dard hota hai..."Nisha boli.
Nisha ke bolne ka lahja seedhe mere dil par laga, main ye to janta tha ki Nisha ke liye main sirf uski hawas mitane ke hoon,lekin aaj wo kuch badli-badli si lag rahi thi...us pal jab usne kaha ki "aaram se karo ,dard hota hai...."to main jaise us waqt uska murid ho gaya, dil chahta tha ki main bas aise hee uske upar leta use pyar karu aur ye raat kabhi khatam na ho, dil chahta tha ki kal ki subah hee na ho,lekin ye mumkin nahi tha....mere dil me Nisha ke liye aaj kuch aur jajbaat the, ek baar to mere man me khayal bhi aaya ki kahi main Nisha se...........
Nahi ye hargiz nahi ho sakta, jin rasto par maine chalna chhod diya hai to phhir un rasto se guzarne wali manzile mujhe kaise mil sakti hai......
"yar ab is situation me kaha kho gaye, karo na..."
"itni jaldi bhi kya hai Nisha..."maine bahut hee pyar se kaha, itne pyar se maine aaj se pahle kab kisi se baat ki thi , ye mujhe yaad nahi.....
"jaldi to mujhe bhi nahi hai, lekin iska kya kare, sali chain se ek pal jeene bhi nahi deti...."Nisha ka ishara uski garam hoti chut ki taraf tha, jo mere lund ki raah taak rahi thi ki main kab Nisha ko chodna shuru karu...
lekin main Nisha ke upar se hat kar uske bagal me let gaya aur usme jo chiz mujhe sabse jyada pasand thi use sahlate hue maine kaha....
"kuch der baat kar lete hai, tab tak tum normal ho jaogi aur tumhe dard bhi kam hoga..."
Aaj Nisha ko maine ek se badhkar ek jhatke diye the aur mujhe pura yakin tha ki use ab bhi jhatka laga hoga, mera andaza sahi nikla wo mujhe hairan hokar dekh rahi thi.....
"Arman...Aakhir baat kya hai, sab kuch sahi to hai na..."mere chehre ko sahlate hue Nisha ne mujhse kaha...
"ha ,sab thik hai..."main Nisha ki taraf dekhte hue bola lekin mere dil me kuch aur hee tha, main kuch alag hee sapne bun raha tha.....
"Aaj phhir dil karta hai ki kisi ke seene se lipat jaun....
uski aankho me aankhe daalkar saare gam pee jaun....
hum dono rahe sath hamesha isliye...
dil karta hai ki uski takdeer ko apni takdeer se joad jaun....
Main kuch aur bhi kahna chahta tha Nisha se lekin usne mujhe aage bolne ka mauka hee nahi diya aur beech me bol padi....
"phhir kya baat hai...jaldi karo subah hone wali hai aur phhir hum kabhi ek sath nahi rahenge..."
Saanse rook gayi thi ,jab usne chhod jane ke liye kaha.....
dil na toote mera isliye...
dil karta hai ki apne dil ko uske dil se jod jaun.....
"common Arman...what are you thinking ,wo bhi ab "wo mujhe bistar par shant pada dekh kar jhunjhala uthi, tab mujhe ahsaas hua ki Nisha ke liye main ab bhi siway ek sex object ke kuch nahi hoon aur uske dwara kahi gayi baaton ka main 101 % galat matlab nikal liya tha...Mujhe bura to laga lekin sath hee sath apni bhool ka bhi ahsaas hua aur apni bhool ko sudharne ke liye main wapas Nisha ke upar chadha.....
"yes ab aaye na line me, put your finger in my mouth then shake..."wo boli aur maine waisa hee kiya, maine apni ungaliya uske muh me dali aur uske jeebh se touch karne laga aur phhir kuch der baad apni ungaliya nikal kar uska sar pakda aur use apni taraf kheencha......
"mere door jaane se yadi khushi milti hai tujhe to bata de mujhe......
teri is khushi ke liye main tujhe to kya is duniya ko chhod ke chala jaun.....

Update-6
Nisha ke muh se apni ungaliya nikali aur use pakad kar apni taraf khincha, jisse ki uska chehra mere kareeb aa gaya , main uski hawas se bhari aankho me aakhiri baar apne liye pyar dhoondh raha tha, lekin hua wahi , mere armano ka haqiqat se na to pahle koyi wasta tha aur na hee ab tha aur jab mujhe yakin ho gaya ki wo wahi purani Nisha hai jisne pyar ko hamesha hawas ki pyas se neeche samjha hai, to main usko hontho ko apne hontho me buri tarah jakda....
"jaanwar ban gaye ho kya..."mujhe turant dhakel kar wo boli aur apne honth par hath se sahlani lagi....
"sorry..."main wapas uske kareeb gaya aur uski kamar par hath phhirate hue uski bra ko uske seene se juda kiya aur ek baar phhir uske hontho ko apne hontho me buri tarah bhar liya...Nisha ne is baar bhi puri koshish ki mujhe door karne ki, lekin wo is baar nakamyab rahi...lekin kuch der ke baad mujhe uski parvaah hone lagi, uska dard mera dard ban gaya, aur maine uske gulabi hontho ko apne hontho se alag kar diya aur uski gand ko pakad liya aur uski gand par hatho se dawab dala.....
"dirty boy...."mere taraf jhuk kar mere kano ke pass aakar wo boli.
maine Nisha se kuch nahi kaha aur use pakad kar ulta ghuma diya,ab uski peeth mere seene se aur uske nitamb mere lund se touch ho rahe the,..Nisha shayad jaan chuki thi ki ab main kya aur kaise karne wala hoon, aur waise bhi jis ladki ko har din apne bistar ka sathi badalne ki beemari ho ,wo kam se kam sex ke position to jaan hee jati hai....Nisha ne mere kahne ke pahle hee apna dono hath samne ki taraf bistar par tikaya aur apni gand meri taraf karke thoda jhuk gayi aur boli...
"this is called real mast chudai...ab kyun ruke ho, daal do andar aur aisa dalna ki andar tak dastak de jaye...."
Dil kar raha tha ki Nisha ka Murder kar doon aur phhir uski lash ke pass baithkar zindagi bhar rou, dil kar raha tha ki samne ke deewar par Nisha ka sar itani jor se de maru ki uska sar hee na rahe....wo mujhse aise baat kaise kar sakti hai , jabki main usse.......... Aur ek baar phhir dil ke arman hawas me dhul gaye, ye mere liye pahli baar nahi tha.....
"common Arman, fuck me...i am waiting..."apni gand hilati hui Nisha boli...
maine apne kapde utare aur Nisha ke gand par apne hath se dabav banane laga wo abhi se Masti bhari aawaz nikalne lagi, uski panty ko neeche khiska kar apne hatho se uski chut ko failaya , aur apne lund ko uski chut se tikaya aur dheere se andar ki taraf dhakka diya....
"aaaannnnhhhhhhhh......."Nisha ki siskariya chalu ho gayi ,abki baar khud mere muh se bhi madak aawaze bahar nikal rahi thi.
Mera aadha lund uski chut me dastak de chuka tha , jika maza Nisha apne nitambo ko agal bagal hila kar le rahi thi, maine ek aur dhakka mara aur pura lund uski chut me sama gaya , uske baad maine apne dhakke tej kar diye, mere tej dhakko ke karan uska pura sharir buri tarah hil raha tha, main jab bhi apna lund andar dalta wo apni kamar ko meri taraf dhakel deti aur samne ki deewar ki taraf apna chehra karke ek lambi siskari bharti aur uske baad jaise hee main apna lund bahar nikalta,wo phhir masti me char chand laga dene wali aawaz ke sath pahle wale position par aa jati.....ek baar ke liye main ruka aur uski mast jangho ko apne hatho se masalte hue aur bhi teji se use chodne laga, Nisha se ek lagaav sa ho gaya tha mujhe us waqt , isiliye jab wo cheekhti to main thodi der ke liye rook jata aur phhir jab wo wapas normal ho jati to main phhir se shuru ho jata...aur kabhi-kabhi jab wo dard se cheekhti to main apna lund ek tej jhatke ke sath uske chut me daal deta aur phhir uske seene ko teji se dabate hue apna lund ko uski chut ke andar hee hilane lagta , mera aisa karne par Nisha meri kamar ko pakad kar mujhe door karne ki koshish karti....
"ohhhhhhh yyyesssss....Armannn thankssss for this..."wo ye nolte bolte is bhar bhi mujhse pahle jhad gayi, mera lund ab bhi uski chut me tha , jiske karan uski chut se rista garam pani mujhe apne lund par mahsoos hua....main bhi ab game khatam karne wala tha, isliye maine Nisha ki kamar ko pakad kar uski taraf jhuk gaya aur use bistar par pura audha litakar uke upar aa gaya, uski chut ka ras pure bistar me fail raha tha, maine uske nitambo ko alag kiya aur apne lund ko ek hee jhatke me andar tak ghusa diya, aur apni puri taqat ke sath Nisha ko chodne laga, wo buri tarah cheekhi...to maine kaha ki, bas kuch der ki baad hai, ise sah lo....
usne waisa hee kiya...bistar ke sirhane ko pakad kar usne apne sharir ko tight kar liya wo jakadne lagi thi....aur main uski kamar ,uski peeth par teji se hath phhirate hui jhad gaya, mera lund Nisha ki chut me hee tha, Nisha bahut thak chuki thi, sath me main bhi hanp raha tha, mujhe Nisha ke upar lete lete kab neend aa gayi maloom hee nahi chala....
Subah meri neend ek garam sparsh se khuli, jise aksar log blow job kahte hai , main Nisha ke bistar par nanga leta hua tha aur wo mere lund par apne garam garam honth phhira rahi thi,...
"isse achchhi aur khushnuma subah kya hogi Arman, jab koyi tumhe blow job dekar uthaye..."mere lund ko chusna ban karke apne hath se sahlate hue Nisha boli...
karib 10 min. tak wo mere lund ko chusti rahi aur uske baad main ek baar phhir jhad gaya, pichhali raat teen baar jhadne ke karan pet me bahut dard ho raha tha, kamzori bhi mahsoos ho rahi thi aur sar bhi bahut bhari tha.....
"main chalta hoon..."bathroom se nikal kar maine apne kapde pahne...
"jao, and take care..."
main is intezaar me ab bhi khada tha ki kahi shayad use meri aankho me kuch aisa dikh jaye, jisse wo mujhe daukar gale laga le, lekin aisa nahi hua, yaha tak ki usne meri aankho ki taraf dekha tak nahi, uski nazar ab bhi mere lund par thi, Nisha mere lund ko dekhkar muskura rahi thi.....
"tumhara hone wala husband kya karta hai...."
"tum kyun puchh rahe ho..."
"general knowladge ke liye, kya pata ye question IAS, IES ke exam me aa jaye "
"it's not funny Arman...tum jao, aur aaj ke baad samajh lena ke hum ek dusare se mile hee nahi..."
Maine ek jhoothi mukan se Nisha ko dekha aur bola..."tanhayi me jeene wale logo ko aksar unke chhote se chhote sahare se itani mohabbat ho jati hai ki wo unke liye khud ko mita de.....
yadi tumhe kabhi kisi se pyar ho to meri baat par gaur karna ,warna log to apno ko pal bhar me bhool jate hai , main to waise bhi tumhare liye gair hoon...."
Nisha ke man me hazaro sawal chhodkar main uske ghar se seedhe bahar nikal gaya, main apne hee room ki taraf aa raha tha ki Varun ne mujhe call ki...
"kya bhai, aane ka vichar hai ya usi ke sath chipke rahega..."maine call receive ki to Varun taane marta hua bola...
"bas room par hee aa raha hoon..."
"jaldi aa, tere liye surprise hai, aur wo surprise itna bada hai ki , tu...."
main jaha tha wahi khada ho gaya aur Varun se bola"kya hai wo surprise..."
"hmm....to pahle room pe hee aaja,.."aur usne call disconnect kar di

Chapter-2:Revival

Chapter-2:Revival
"fake raha hoga Varun..."yahi sochate-sochate main room par aaya, maine Varun ko aawaz di lekin usne koyi response nahi diya aur phhir jab bathroom ke andar se mujhe shower ke chalne ki aawaz aayi to main samajh gaya ki Varun andar hai, maine time dekha 9:30 baj rahe the, ab itna time nahi tha ki main aaj kaam karne jata, aur waise bhi aaj mera mood nahi tha....maine room ki khidki kholi aur khidki se bahar dekhne laga....tabhi mujhe ek aawaz sunayi di jisne mujhe andar se jhakjhor ke rakh diya....aisa laga ki dil ki dhadkane rook gayi ho...
"kya baat hai be, bahut dino se haweli me nahi aaya..."
yadi meri jagah us waqt koyi aur hota to shayad nazar andaz kar deta is aawaz ko ,lekin mere liye ye shabd ,ye line bahut mayane rakhti thi....main peechhe mude bina hee jaan gaya tha ki mere peechhe kaun hai , lekin itane mahino baad wo kaise yaha aaya.....
abhi main soch hee raha tha ki mere sar par ek jordar mukka pada, marne wale ne itani jor se mara tha jaise ki janam janam ka badla le raha ho.....wo koyi aur nahi balki mera khas nahi mera sabse khas dost Arun tha, aur main bhi uska sabse khas dost tha.....
"ab sale laundiyo ki tarah udhar hee dekhte rahega ya phhir gale bhi milega...."uski aawaz me mujhe apne liye wahi apnapan mahsoos hua ,jo college ke dino me hua karta tha, main ek jhatke me peechhe muda aur Arun ko kasar pakad kar gale laga liya.....main aur Arun ek dusare ke liye itane khas the ki yadi hum dono gay hote(jo ki nahi the) to aaj ek dusare se shadi kar liye hote......
apne gusse aur mujhse narazagi ka ek aur sample dete hue usne mujhe kaskar ek laat mari aur bola"sale gand marwa raha tha tu yaha, tera number change ho gaya, ghar se bina bataye gayab hai aur yaa tak ki...yaha tak ki..."mujh par ek laat ka pyar aur karte hue bola"yaha tak ki tune mujhe bhi nahi bataya, kaha gayi teri wo badi badi baate..."
humari duniya me ek kahawat bahut mash hoor hai ki yadi doobate ko tinke ka sahara mile to bhi bahut hota hai ,lekin mujhe to aaj pura ka pura ek jahaj mil gaya tha Arun ke roop me.....
"sala , khud ko engineer bolta hai, tune sab bakchod engineers ka naam bathroom me mila diya...."wo ab bhi mujh par bahut gussa tha....
"chhod beeti baaton ko aur bata yaha kaise aaya aur Varun kaha hai, kahi tune uska murder to nahi kar diya..."
"bilkul ,sahi samjha be, uski death body bathroom me padi hai, please police ko inform karna...."
kuch der tak hum dono ne ek dusare ko dekha aur phhir jor se hans pade....
"ab chal bata, tu yaha kyun hai..."apni hansi rok kar Arun bola, wo ab serious tha....
"sab kuch chhod chhad ke aa gaya main, gharwale desh ke bahar hai, na to unhe koyi farak padta hai aur na hee mujhe..."
"tere bhai ki shadi hone wali thi , us waqt jab tu ghar chhodkar yaha aa gaya tha..."
"sala meri galtiyo ki list pakad ke baith baya hai...ab jaan nikal kar hee dam lega"maine andar hee andar bahut jor se chillaya...
"wo sab to chhod"Arun ka chehra phhir laal hone laga," mujhe ye bata ki tune mujhe call kyun nahi kiya, college me to mera best friend bana phhirta tha...."
Arun ke is sawal ka mere pass koyi jawab nahi tha aur yadi main usse kuch kahta bhi to kya ye kahta ki "mujhme ab jeene ki chah nahi hai..."ya phhir ye kahta ki"Angel ke jaane ke baad jaise mere dil ne dhadakana band kar diya hai..."
"Kuch bolega..."wo mujhpar phhir chillaya....
"reason chahiye tujhe, to sun....jab main apni b.tech ki khali degree lekar ghar gaya to janta hai mere sath kya salook hua...ghar par bade bhai ki shadi ki baat chal rahi thi isliye ghar me bahut log aate jate rahre the, aur jab koyi mere baare me puchhta to sab yahi kahte ki....humare khandan me sabse kharab main hoon, main hee ek akela shaks hoon, jisne apne khandan ka naam duba diya...aisa isliye hua kyunki mere pass paisa nahi tha, mere pass naukari nahi thi.....yadi mujhse kahi bhi thodi si bhi galti ho jati to meri us galti ko mere education se jod diya jata....main apne hee ghar me rahkar pagal hua ja raha tha, aur phhir jis din ladki wale humare ghar aaye to bhai ne ek chhoti si baat pe sabke samne mujhpar hath chala diya....bas usi samay mere dil aur dimag dono ne gala phhad -phhad ke kaha ki bas bahut ho gaya, aur mujhe sabse bura tab laga jab mujhe kisi ne nahi roka...sab yahi chahte the ki main unki zindagi se chala jaun, so maine wahi kiya...."itna bolte bolte main bahut emotional ho gaya tha, Arun ko apni beeti zindagi ke kuch pal batakar main apne zakhm phhir hara kar liye the....Varun bhi tab tak aa chuka tha aur darwaze par chup chap khada meri baate sun raha tha......
Kuch der tak hum teeno me se koyi kuch nahi bola, aur phhir Arun ne apna bag apni taraf kheech kar khola aur MM ki ek botal nikal kar bola...
"ye le tera gift..."
Meri nam aankho me ek hansi jhalak aayi "tu sale abhi tak bhula nahi..."
ye hum dono ki ek khas adat thi ki hum dono ne ek dusare ko gift ke taur par hamesha daru hee gift ki thi...aur sabse badi baat ye ki Arun ne hee mujhe daru peene ki lat bhi lagayi thi......
" i love daru more than girls..."bolte hue maine uske hath se botal chheeni aur Varun ki taraf dekh kar bola"aaj raat ka jugad ho gaya be..."
Mere aisa kahne par Varun ke sath - sath Arun bhi hans pada...
Varun aur Arun hee mere present life me mere apne the, Arun ke Papa Inspecter the aur Arun railway me kisi achchhi post par tha...
"shadi ho gayi teri..."MM ko ek kinare rakhkar maine Arun se puchha....
"kaha shadi , abhi to life enjoy karni baki hai...shadi karte rahenge aaram se...."
"Varun, le peg to bana, sar dard kar raha hai...."
"Arman, ye Nisha kaun hai be "
"hai , mohalle me rahne wali ek ladki..."main bola....
"maine socha nahi tha ki uske jaane ke baad tu kisi ladki ke sath relation banayega..."Arun janta tha ki mujhe uska naam lena ab pasand nahi hai, isliye usne uska naam nahi liya....
"socha to maine bhi nahi tha, lekin maloom nahi ye kaise ho gaya...."
"le pakad..."isi beech Varun ne hum teeno ka peg taiyar kar diya , jise chadhakar Varun bola"yar Arun, maine isse kitni baar iski beeti zindagi ke baare me puchhane ki koshish ki, lekin isne mujhe ek baar bhi nahi bataya aur har baar kisi na kisi bahane se taal diya...."
"dimag mat kha yar tu ab, ek aur peg bana...mast daru hai.."maine ek baar phhir Varun ki baat ko talne ki koshish ki....lekin shayad aaj main kamyab nahi rahunga iska mujhe andaza ho gaya tha.....
"aaj to khulasa hokar hee rahega Varun..."apna peg gale se neeche utar kar Arun bola"chinta mat kar ,aaj ye sab kuch bakega...."
"main kuch nahi batane wala..."
"nahi batayega..."
"bilkul bhi nahi..."
"ek baar aur soch le..."
"maine bol diya na ek baar..."
"phhir wo bathroom wali baat main Varun ko bata dunga, soch le..."
Arun ne meri dukhti nash ko pakad liya tha, do-teen peg marne se sar bhi ekdum free ho gaya tha, ek dum bindas......
MM ki botal khali ho chuki thi aur main bhi ab bilkul taiyar tha Varun ko wo sab batane ke liye ,jo main nahi batana chahta tha....
"ek aur peg bana...."maine Kaha

 

Chapter-3:First day

Chapter-3: First day
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Har wo chah khatam ho jati hai , jiski hume tamanna hoti hai...sapne humari buri haqiqat ke samne dam tod dete hai aur bachta hai to sirf rakh ,yaadon ki raakh ,jiske sahare hum phhir apni baaki ki zindagi gujarte hai, kabhi -kabhi aapke sath aisa kuch ho jata hai jiski aapne kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki hoti hai....
"College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me padna..."Mera bhai mujhe jate hue naseehat de raha tha wo bhi bade pyar se...
"ji bhai..."
"daru, cigarette in sabko chhua bhi to soch lena...."
"ji bhai..."
"aur yadi ladayi jhagde ki ek bhi khabar ghar par aayi to usi waqt tera T.C. Nikalwa dunga samjha..."
"ji bhai..."Mera bhai mujhe thik usi tarah samjha rahe the ,jaise ki army ka colonel apne army ko instruction follow karne ke liye kah raha ho...Vipendra bhaiya mujhe college me chhodne aaye the, aur mere lakh mana karne ke bawjood mere rahne ka intezaam hostel me kar diya tha aur abhi jate waqt mujhe sab bata ke ja rahe the ki mujhe kya karna hai aur kya nahi karna hai.....bhai ke jane ke baad main wapas hostel aaya, is dauran jo ek baat mere man me khatak rahi thi , wo thi kal humare hone wali ragging , kuch dino pahle hee news paper me padha tha ki ek student ne ragging se tang aakar apni jaan de di thi.... College walo ne ek achchha kaam kiya tha aur wo tha ki first year ka hostel humare seniors se alag tha, lekin shaam hote-hote tak pure hostel me ye khabar fail gayi ki aaj raat ko 10 baje seniors hostel me ragging lene aayenge, jab se ye suna tha, dil buri tarah dhadak raha tha, har aadhe ghante me pani peene ke bahane nikalta aur dekh kar aata ki kahi kuch hua to nahi hai, wo puri raat sali meri zindagi ki sabse kharab raat thi,...puri raat main chain se nahi so paya, us raat koyi nahi aaya aur dusare din meri neend mere room ko kisi ne khatkhataya tab khuli....
"bahut bekar sota hai be..."ek ladka apna bag liye room ke bahar khada tha, aur phhir mujhe pakad kar bahar khinch liya,
"ye, ye kya kar raha hai..."maine jhallate hue bola...
"chal mera saman uthwa yar...bahut bhari hai...."
"tu bhi isi room me rahega..."
"bilkul sahi samjha, aur mera naam hai Arun...."
"Arman..."maine hath milate hue usse kaha, aur jab uska pura saman room ke andar gaya to main nahane ke liye chal diya....
Aaj Us adat ko chhode hue to bahut din ho gaye hai, lekin us samay meri ek ajeeb adat thi, main jis bhi ladke se milta to sabse pahle yahi dekhta ki wo mujhse jyada handsome hai ya nahi, aur Arun ko dekhkar maine khud se cheekh-cheekh kar yahi kaha tha ki "main isse jyada handsome hoon...."
"tu aaj college nahi jayega kya..."college ke liye taiyar hote hue maine Arun se puchha, Arun height me mere jitna hee tha, lekin uska rang kuch sawla tha....
"jaunga na..."
"9:40 se college shuru hai..."
"to...."bistar par pade pade usne kaha...
"to , taiyar nahi hoga kya ,9:20 to kab ke ho gaye..."
"dekh, main koyi laundiya to hoon nahi , jo pure ek ghante taiyar hone me time laga doon aur waise bhi main ghar se naha ke chala tha to aaj nahane ka sawal hee nahi uthta..."
"lag gayi ise hawa..."
Iske baad maine itna dekha ki , 9:30 bajte hee usne apna bag uthaya aur room me lage sheeshe me ek baar apna face dekha aur mere sath hostel se bahar aa gaya....
first year ki classes me thoda change kiya gaya tha, seniors humari ragging na le paye ,isliye humari class ko ek ghante pahle hee shuru kar diya tha aur seniors ki class chhutane ke ek ghante pahle hee humari day off ho jata tha.....lekin kuch seniors aise bhi hote hai jinke pichhwade me jyada khujali hoti hai aur wo humari timing me hee college aa jate the,...
"abey teri branch kaun si hai..."raste me maine usse puchha...
"Mechanical..."Arun ne jawab diya,
"Meri bhi mechanical..."thoda khush hote hue maine kaha"matlab ki hum dono ek hee class me baithenge..."
"abey rook..."mujhe Arun ne roka, hum us samay college se thodi hee door me the, ya phhir kahe ki hum college pahuch gaye the...
"kya hua..."
"udhar dekh, kuch seniors khade hai...peechhe ke raste se chal..."
"tujhe maloom hai dusara rasta..."
"mujhe sab maloom hai , chal aaja..."hum dono ne wahi se turn mara aur kuch der peechhe chalne ke baad jhadi jhunjhati me usne mujhe ghusa diya....
"tujhe pakka maloom hai rasta..."
"abey mere bhai ke kuch dost yaha se pass out hue hai , unhone hee mujhe bataya tha is raste ke baare me...."
Jaise taise karke hum dono aage badhte rahe aur phhir mujhe college ki deewar bhi dikhne lagi, College ke andar jane ka ek aur rasta hai, ye mujhe Arun ne bataya tha...jab hum dono us jhadi-jhunjhati wale raste se nikal kar bahar aaye to mujhe wo gate dikha , jiske baare me Arun ne kaha tha, wo gate college me kaam karne wale workers ke liye tha, jinka ghar wahi pass me tha.....
"koyi fayda nahi hua, "Arun bola"wo dekh sali senior girls khadi hai, liye danda..."
duniya me 99 % ladkiya khubsurat hoti hai aur jo 1 % bachti hai wo aapke college me rahti hai, aisa maine kahi suna tha, lekin meri aankho ke samne abhi 5-6 senior ladkiya khadi thi , jo ek se badhkar ek thi, un 5-6 senior girls ko dekhkar hee aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki duniya ki 99 % khubsurat ladkiya mere college me hee padhti ho....
"yar, kya maal hai..."maine Arun se kaha...
"chup kar aur unhe dekhe bina seedhe chal, yadi pakad liya to behal kar dengi..."
"abey ye ladkiya hai, itna kyun dar raha hai...ghuma ke dunga ek hath sab bikhar jayengi yahi..."main mardana aawaz me bola, 
"abhi to tu inko bikher dega, lekin jab inhi ladkiyo ke peechhe pure seniors aayenge tab kya karega...."
"finally karna kya hai, ye bata..."
"kuch nahi karna bas chup chap andar ghus jana..."
"done..."maine aise kaha jaise koyi bahut bada mission pura kar liya ho.
hum dono un ladkiyo ki taraf bina dekhe samne chale ja rahe the, aur jab humne un ladkiyo ko cross kiya to us samay dil ki dhadkane badh gayi, man machal raha tha ki unko dekhu, unke seene ko dekhkar apne Arman pura karu...lekin maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya aur chup chap samne dekhkar chalta raha....
"oye ma de ladle..."hum bas gate se andar hee ghusne wale the ki un ladkiyo ne aawaz di....
"shayad mere kaan baj rahe hai..."
"nahi beta ,ye kaan nahi baj rahe hai , ye un gori-gori chuhiya ki aawaz hai..."
"to ab kya kare, teji se andar bhag lete hai, college ke andar wo ragging nahi le payengi..."
"abhi bhagne ka matlab hai

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"to ab kya kare, teji se andar bhag lete hai, college ke andar wo ragging nahi le payengi..."


"abhi bhagne ka matlab hai inka dhyan khud ki taraf khinchna, baad me ye aur bhi buri tarah se ragging lengi..."
"final bata , karna kya hai..."mere kadam wahi rook gaye the aur paseene se bura haal tha, us waqt maine socha tha ki shayad Arun me thodi himmat hogi,lekin jaise hee usko dekha , to jo mere muh se nikla wo ye tha...
"sala ye to mujhse bhi jyada dara hua hai...."
"maa de ladlo , sunayi deta kya tum dono ko idhar aao..."jin ladkiyo ko kuch der pahle main swarg ki apsara samajh kar line marne ki soch raha tha ,wo ab narak ki chudail ban gayi thi...
"ji...ji...mam , aapne hume bulaya..."Arun unke pass jakar bola, main uske peechhe khada tha...
"tu hat be..."Arun ko jor se dhakka dekar un chudailo ne meri taraf dekha...
"aur chikne kya haal hai..."
"sab badhiya..."kanpte hue maine kaha, us samay main puri tarah paseene se bheeg chuka tha...
"cigarette piyega..."unme se ek ladki ne cigarette nikali aur meri taraf badhakar puchhi....
Maine ek do baar cigarette pee thi, lekin kisi doodh peete bachche ki tarah, kash kheencha aur phhir dhue ko bahar phek diya....main yaha ye soch kar aaya tha ki jis tarah main hamesha se school me topper tha , usi tarah yaha bhi top karunga, aur cigarette , sharab aur ladki ko bas door se dekhkar maza lunga....
"chal cigarette jala..."un chudailo me se ek chudail ne mera cigarette mere muh me phansa di aur tabhi mere man mere bade bhai ke dwara kahi gayi baat aayi...
"yadi cigarette aur daru ko chhua bhi to soch lena..."
"ji bhai..."
"main cigarette nahi peeta sorry..."un ladkiyo ne jo cigarette mere muh me phansayi thi use ek jhatke me maine muh se nikal kar zameen par phek diya, jisse unka para aasman touch kar gaya...
"kyun be lawde,tu kya samjha ki peechhe ke raste se aayega to bach jayega aur tujhme itni himmat kaha se aayi jo tune cigarette ko phek diya..."
Unke muh se gali suni to mujhe yakin hee nahi hua ki ek ladki bhi gali de sakti hai, main aankhe phhad-phhad ke un ladkiyo ko dekh raha tha....tabhi unme se kisi ka phone baja aur wo sab chali gayi lekin jate-jate unhone mujhe dhamki de dali ki wo mujhe is college se bhagakar rahegi.......
"teri to lag gayi beta...."unke waha se jaane ke baad Arun mere pass aaya...
"ab class chale..."
jab tak hum class ke andar nahi pahuche Arun ragging ke baare me bata-bata kar darata raha, lekin main aise react kar raha tha ,jaise ki mujhe koyi farak hee na padta ho ,lekin asliyat ye thi ki ye sab sirf ek dikhawa tha, main khud bhi andar se bahut jyada dara hua tha....
"wo dekh us chashme wali ko, desi aam lag rahi hai, ek baar khane ko mil jaye to maza aa jaye..."
sarif to main bhi nahi tha, lekin is tarah khule me sabke samne aisi baate karne se main parhej karta tha , jisse sabko aksar yahi bharam hota tha ki main bahut bada sarif hoon aur aksar mere exam ke result is baat par muhar laga dete the...lekin mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki mera jitna bhi achchha waqt tha wo khatam ho chuka tha aur main yaha apni zindagi ki jade khodne aaya tha.....
"first class kiski hai...."Maine Arun se puchha,...
"abey, mera bhi aaj pahla din hai...aur abhi se bheja mat kha..."
First year me sabhi branch walo ka course same hota hai, isliye do-do branch walo ko ek sath arrange kiya gaya tha, Meri aur Arun ki branch Mechanical thi , lekin humare sath Mining branch ke bhi students the, aur mujhe jo ek baat maloom chali wo ye thi ki ,mujhe sirf apne branch ke seniors se darne ki jaroorat hai aur main hostel me rahta hoon to isliye meri ragging kewal hostel ke seniors le sakte hai, jo senior local hai ya phhir city me rahte hai, wo yadi tumhari ragging le to tum unhe pel sakte ho aur yadi city wale koyi lafda kare to hostel wale sath dete hai, aisa rule waha chalta tha.....
"kuch bhi bol Ajay , lekin college mast hai, yaha ki maal bhi mast hai..."peechhe wale bench par apne dono hath tikakar Arun bola, itane der me shayad wo mera naam bhool gaya tha....
"Arman, not Ajay..."
"le na yar ab kha mat..."
"pata nahi kisse pala pada hai..."main budbudaya aur phhir samne dekhne laga....
"good morning students..."apne seene se ek book chipka kar ek mam andar aayi, mam kya wo to puri maal thi maal , 5'8" lagbhag height , models wali kamar, gora rang....use class ke andar aata dekhkar sabhi khade ho gaye aur kuch ladko ka khada bhi ho gaya , 
"sala ye college hai ya Goa ka beach, jidhar nazar ghumao ek se badhkar ek dikhti hai..."Arun apne tharki andaz me dheere se bola....
Uske baad kuch der tak introduction chala, jisme hume us mam ka naam maloom chala,...us 5'8" height wali mam ka naam deepika tha, aur wo hume Computer Science padhane aayi thi, sali jitani jyada gori thi utana hee kala uska dil tha, class me aate hee usne ek sath 10 assignment de diye aur boli ki har 3 din me wo ek assignment check karegi aur to aur next monday ko test ka bolkar usne sabki phhad ke rakh di.....
"ye laudi hai kaun, iski maa ki..."Arun rone wali style me bola" bahar mile ye gand maar lunga iski..."
"control bhai..."uske kandhe ko sahlakar use dilasa dete hue main bola.....
"ghanta ka control, ise to Haweli me le jakar cnodunga,..."
"Haweli...."
"tu bachcha hai abhi, Raj comics padh, ye sab bade log karte hai..."
Arun kya kahna chahta tha, ye to mere sar ke upar se nikal gaya, deepika mam ne aate hee sabki phhad dali thi, ye to sach tha, lekin sach ye bhi tha ki us ek class me hee aadhe se adhik ladke ek dusare ko bolne lage the ki "CS wali mam teri bhabhi hai...."
deepika mam ke mast lambe-lambe baal the,....Sar ke  , aur uske baal aksar uske chehre par aa jate, jinhe kisi filmi actress ki tarah apne samne aaye balo ko wo peechhe karti, us period me humari class ki ladkiyo ki full2 bejjati hoti thi, Yun to pura college fuljadiyo se bhara pada tha ,lekin Humare branch ki ladkiya Comedy circus ki bharti thi, siway ek do ko chhodkar , unhe koyi nahi dekhne wala tha ,kyunki jab heera samne ho to koyale ki chah kaun karega....
"tumhara naam kya hai....""sunayi nahi deta kya..."
"abey tujhe bol rahi hai ,khade ho..."apni kohni ko Arun ne mere pet me de mara aur main jaise apne khayalo se bahar aaya...is tarah mujhe khada karne se main thoda hadbada gaya tha, jiske karan kuch students hase bhi the.....
"yes mam..."main uth khada hua, meri halat us samay thik waisi thi ,jaise ek bakre ki halat kasai ko dekhkar hoti hai, 
"pahle hee din, pahle hee class me bejjati..."sach batau, to meri us waqt puri tarah phhati hui thi, na jaane wo kya bol de....
"tum apni copy lekar idhar aao..."deepika mam ne mujhe samne bulaya....

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"tum apni copy lekar idhar aao..."deepika mam ne mujhe samne bulaya....
dil ki dnadkane badhne lagi aur yahi khayal aata raha ki deepika mam kahi kuch puchh na le, kyunki abhi tak na to maine kuch likha tha aur na hee kuch padha tha, abhi tak mera dhyan sirf aur sirf usi par tha....
"yaha main comedy kar rahi hoon kya...."
"no mam..."apna sar jhukaye main kisi bachche ki tarah samne khada tha, aur us samay ka intezaar kar raha tha ,jab wo gusse se chillati hui meri copy phek de aur main phhir apni copy uthakar wapas apni jagah par baith jaun.....
"naam kya hai tumhara..."
"Arman...."
"kya Arman hai tumhare,...jara sabko batao..."
"sorry mam, aage se kuch nahi karunga...."ye to maine mam se kaha , lekin main use kuch aur bhi bol sakta tha aur wo ye tha"mere Arman ye hai ki tujhe patak-patak kar chodu, kabhi aage se to kabhi peechhe se...."
"sit down, aur dobara meri class me koyi harkat karne se pahle soch lena..."
Apna muh latkaye , main wapas apni jagah par aaya ,jaha Arun baitha maze le raha tha....
"ab chup ho ja..."khunnas me maine kaha aur meri aawaz jara tej ho gayi ,jisse wo 5'8" height wali phhir bhadki aur mujhe ek baar phhir se khada kiya....
"wo mam usse main kuch puchh raha tha..." deepika mam, mera gala dabati usse pahle hee maine bol diya....
"tum bhi khade ho..."abki baar ishara Arun ki taraf tha, aur jab mam ne use khade hone ke liye kaha to uske chehre ka rang bhi badal gaya,...
"kya puchh raha tha ye tumse..."
"wo mam, binary ko octal me convert karne ki method, puchh raha tha..."jhooth bolte hue Arun ne meri taraf dekha aur sari class ne hum dono ki taraf nigahe dali...
"get out...."
"kya..."
"meri class ne bahar jao aur aaj ka tumhara attendance cut, aur agli lass me aao, to jara dhyan se, kyunki yadi next class me tumne koyi harkat ki to Assignment double ho jayega.....is aas me ki mam ka dil thoda dariyadil ho aur wo mujhe wapas neeche baitha de , isliye main thodi der apni jagah par khada raha,...lekin wo is beech hazaro baar mujhe bahar jane ke liye chilla chuki thi , aur phhir usne aakhiri baar Principal ke pass le jaane ki dhamki di...puri class ke samne meri ijjat me char chand lag chuke the, lekin jab deepika mam ne Principal ka naam liya to main kisi bheegi billi ki tarah class se bahar aaya.......
Mujhe ab bhi yaad hai us din main pure 40 min. class ke bahar khade raha, aur phhir jab deepika mam ka period khatam hua aur wo bahar nikali...lekin meri taraf gusse se apni naak sikod kar waha se aage chali gayi, aur jab main class me ghusa to tab sabhi ki najare mujh par hee tiki hui thi.....
"aao beta Arman, kya pure hue aapke dil ke Arman..."
"chup rah sale, warna yahi fod dunga, munda mat bamka..."
"o teri, sorry yar...yadi tujhe bura laga ho to..."Arun bola...
us din us class me do log aise the, jinhe main chahkar bhi nahi bhula sakta hoon, ek to mera khas dost bana aur ek ladki aisi thi, jise dekhkar hee mere muh se galiyo ki pavitra dhara nikalne lagti thi....
"Naveen..."ek ne pahle Arun ki taraf hath badhaya aur phhir meri taraf....
Naveen Mining branch ka tha, aur wo bhi thoda sawla tha, Naveen ko dekhkar ek baar phhir maine khud se chillakar kaha ki"main to isse jyada handsome hoon...."
"bhai, agli class se thoda sambhal kar..."mujhe naseehat dene laga wo.
dusari class to shuru ho chuki thi, lekin teacher abhi tak nahi aaya tha,ladke ho ya ladkiya sabhi sabzi-mandi ki tarah cheekh rahe the, aur usi dauran ek ladki samne aayi aur hum sabko shant rahne ke liye kaha....lekin halat pahle jaise hee rahe...jisse wo ladki samne wale bench par baithe ladko se kuch boli, aur samne bench par baithe chutiyo me sabko shant rahne ke liye kaha, kuch der laga sabko shant karne me....
"Good Morning friend...My Name is Sherin...."
"to kya chusegi sab ka..."Arun ne ek pal bina gawaye ye bola, sun to sabne liya tha, lekin sab sale reaction aise kar rahe the, jaise kaano me rui daal ke aaye ho, samne khadi us ladki ne bhi sun liya tha, lekin wo bhi aise react kar rahi thi, jaise usne suna na ho.....
"ye to chudegi, sali BC..."
"gand me laat maarkar baithao isko..."pahle Arun aur phhir uske sur me sur milata hua Naveen bola, main bhi josh me aa gaya aur bola
"is introduction wali laundiya ko nangi karke pure college me daudana chahiye...."
"main bolta hoon ki muthi maar ke sali ke face pe daal dena chahiye, hoshiyari chodne aayi hai yaha...."
udhar Sherin ke baad baki ki ladkiyo ne bhi apna introduction diya, ye silsila aur bhi aage chalta yadi thermodynamics ke sar waha na aaye hote to....basically humara subject tha,basic mechanical engineering, (BME) , lekin jo sir hume padhane aaye the, unka khud ka base clear nahi tha , puri class ke dauran usne kya padhya kuch samajh nahi aaya, sala boa bhi kis language me tha, ye bhi samajh me nahi aaya....padhayi ki taraf main thoda sensitive tha, aur apna pura sar BME ke period me khapane ke baad bhi jab , kuch samajh nahi aaya to, ek dar dil me uthane laga ki sala exam me kya hoga....
"kya hua,..."
"yar kuch samajh nahi aa raha..."
"to tension kis baat ki ye topic hee chhod de...kaun sa tujhe top marna hai"
"mujhe top hee marna hai..."us waqt to Arun se maine ye kah diya ,lekin ye junoon mere sar se bahut jald utarne wala tha, ye main nahi janta tha.........

"usko dekh, khud ko miss world samajh rahi hai..."Arun ne usi ladki ki taraf ishara kiya, jo kuch der pahle samne aakar introduction de rahi thi....
"mera bas chale to iska T.C. hee iske hath me de du..."Sherin ki taraf dekhte hue maine kaha, kuch der pahle jab wo samne aakar bol rahi thi to uski aawaz natural nahi thi, wo apni alag hee tone me baat kar rahi thi, jo ki aksar ladkiya karti hai.....Naveen us waqt study me laga hua tha, aur main aur Arun us ladki ko dekhkar dil hee dil me bura bhala kah rahe the,...tabhi uski nazar hum par padi , aur maine turant apni nazare uski taraf se hata kar apne copy ki taraf kar li.....
"ye kahi ye na soch le ki hum dono ise line de rahe hai..."maine pen pakda aur teacher jo likha raha tha use chhapte hue bola....
"ghanta ka line, itane bade college me ye akeli hee hai kya, jo ise line denge...ise dekhkar to deepika mam ke class me khada lund bhi so gaya...."
"tu mujhe bigad raha hai..."
"paka mat,..."
Wo period to le deke nikal gaya, lekin maine jitna khaya piya tha, wo sab nikal liya tha, humare guru ghantal teachers ne aur recess me main aur Arun bahar aaye...
"battery low hai yar,chal canteen se aate hai..."apne pet par hath phhira kar main bola...
"chal aaja, maal tadenge udhar..."
Waise to seniors ki class lagi hui thi us waqt, lekin kuch aise bhi hote hai, jo class bunk karke canteen pahuch jate hai, jab hum canteen ke andar gaye to waha items to thi, lekin sath me humare seniors bhi the aur wo aise baithe hue the jaise college unke baap ka ho....
"chup chap ,ek kursi pakad le, warna lafda ho jayega..."
main us waqt kuch nahi bola,aur hum dono ne side ki kursi pakad li....
"usko dekh..."Arun ka ishara canteen me ek taraf baithe hue senior ki taraf tha, jo ki kuch students ke sath baitha baate kar raha tha....
"kya hua..."maine bhi usi taraf dekha...
"uska naam Varun hai, sala 7 saal se is college me padh raha hai, lekin aaj tak 4th year me hee latka hua hai..."
jab Arun ne mujhse kaha tab maine uski taraf gaur se dekha, wo apne sath baithe students me se jyada age ka lag raha tha, aur apne pair se table ke neeche se dusari taraf baithi hui ladki ke pair ko sahla raha tha....
"ye ladkiya bhi na jaane kaiso-kaiso se pat jati hai..."us ladki ke liye jhootha dukh vyakt karte hue maine Arun se puchha"ye 7 saal wala hai kis branch ka..."
"apne hee branch ka hai sala  aur kuch log kahte hai ki ye faadu ragging leta hai..."
Ragging sunkar gala sukh gaya, us samay yahi ek chiz thi jo mujhpar hawi thi, jab se main college campus ke andar ghusa tha, yahi chiz mujhe dara rahi thi....
"sala ,ye ragging band kar dena chahiye..."pani peete hue main bola, Pani ke pura ek glass khali karne ke baad thoda sukoon aaya,
"band hai pyare, raaging to salo se band hai lekin ye log le hee lete hai..."
"ye sala canteen wala kaha mar gaya BC..."hyper hote hue main bola aur meri aawaz pure canteen me gunj uthi , mera itna kahna tha ki sabki nazar ek baar phhir meri taraf hui, mujhe dekhkar kuch apne kaam me lag gayi, kuch aise bhi the, jo meri taraf hee dekh rahe the, unki shakal se lag raha tha ki ,wo mujhe man hee man me galiya bak rahe hai.....tabhi wo 7 saal se college me padhne wala uthkar humari taraf aaya, uske sath kuch ladke bhi the aur wo ladki bhi ,jo uske samne baithi thi.....
"kis branch ka hai..."mere samne wali kursi ko kheenchkar Varun ne mujhse puchha...dil kiya ki us kursi ko ek laat maarkar door kar du, lekin phhir uske baad hone wale mere haal ka andaza lagakar main rook gaya....
"Mechanical, 1st year..."wo raavan mere samne wali chair par pura ka pura sama gaya tha,
"mujhe janta hai..."
"h..h..haan.."gala ek baar phhir sukhne laga aur jaise hee maine pani wale glass ki taraf hath badhaya us raavan ne mera hath pakad liya aur jor se dabane laga, dard to kar raha tha, lekin maine apne muh se ek aawaz tak nahi nikali aur na hee usse bola ki mera hath chhod de,,..
"pani baad me peena, pahle mere sawalo ka jawab de..."wo mere hatho ko ab bhi pakde hue tha aur apna pura jor lagakar dabaye pada tha...
"abey BC,MC , chhod mere hath ko warna yahi patak patak kar gand marunga...."uski aankho me aankh dalte hue maine sirf aankho se kah diya....
"aankh neeche kare be..."Varun ke sath jo ladke aaye the, unme se ek ne mere sar pakda aur neeche jhuka diya..game Shuru ho chuka tha, aur mujhe andaza ho gaya tha ki ab kuch na kuch bura hee hoga....
Mere baye hath ki haddiyo ka kachumar bana kar usne mera hath chhoda aur phhir mere gaal ko pakad kar bola"beta, aukat me rahna seekho aur seniors ko respect do..."
Varun ki item ne apne chair se ek samosa uthakar layi aur uska aadha tukda khakar baki mere chehre par thop di, us waqt shayad main bahut gusse me tha, dil kar raha tha, ki us ladki ko kheench kar aisa thap'ad maru ki uska sar hee alag ho jaye, lekin gusse ko peena pada, main unhe dekhne ke siwa aur kuch nahi kar saka.....wo sabhi mujhpar kuch der hase aur chale gaye...tabhi Varun ke sath wali ladki ,jisne mere chehre ki ye halat ki thi, meri nazar uske gand par padi aur maine man hee man me ye shapath li ki, "isko to aisa chodunga ki iske chut aur gand ke sath sath muh se bhi khoon nikal jaye...."

"isko to aisa chodunga ki iske chut aur gand ke sath sath muh se bhi khoon nikal jaye...."
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Apna naam meri beeti zindagi me sunkar mere khas dost Varun ne mujhe meri college life se bahar ghaseeta....
"abey, ye 7 saal se lagatar fail hone wale ladke ka naam Varun kase hai..."
"ab tu ye uske baap se puchh, ki usne uska naam Varun kyun rakkha..."
"le yar ek aur peg bana..."Arun ne apni khali glass meri taraf badhayi, aur maine Varun ki taraf....
"raat ho gayi kya..."maine uthane ki koshish ki ,lekin sar ghoom raha tha, isliye wapas baith gaya...
"din hai be abhi...dopahar ke 12 baj rahe hai..."Varun ne peg banakar glass meri taraf badhaya aur bola"aage bata, canteen ke baad kya hua..."
"canteen ke baad..."
mujhse yadi us waqt koyi kuch aur puchhta to shayad main nahi bata pata, lekin meri college me beeti zindagi mujhe is tarah yaad thi ki raat ko 12 baje bhi koyi utha ke puchhe to main use bata doon..
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us din canteen ki harkat ne mujhe jhanjhod kar rakh diya, Arun bhi chup baitha hua tha, main buri tarah gusse me tha, aur jab canteen wala humara order lekar aaya to main bola...
"ab tu hee kha BC..."
main waha se gusse me utha aur Canteen se bahar aa gaya, Arun bhi peechhe-peechhe tha...
"Arman, rook na be,..."Arun daud kar mere samne khada ho gaya aur mujhe rok kar bola"bhool ja..."
" us laundiya ka kya naam hai , bata sali ko chod ke aata hoon..."
"uska name to mujhe bhi nahi maloom..."aisa bolte bolte Arun ne mujhe gale laga liya, pata nahi sale me kya jadu tha ki mera gussa shant hone laga....
"door chal, main gay nahi hoon..."jab mera gussa puri tarah shant ho gaya to maine kaha...
"ek baat bata, tujhe Varun ke sath wali ladki maal lagi na..."mujhse alag hote hue Arun ne mujhse puchha...
"maal to hai, isiliye to uska name puchha"
"to bhai, use bhool ja, Warna Varun nanga karke daudayega..."
"wo utni bhi hot nahi hai ki main uske liye pure college me nanga daudu...now concentrate only on deepika mam "
Uske baad hum dono apni class ki taraf aaye, first year ki sari class aas-pass hee thi, isliye recess me har branch ki ladkiyo ko line mara ja sakta tha....hum dono apni class ke bahar khade students ke pass jakar khade ho gaye,jaha group bana kar kuch ladke baate kar rahe the aur jaisa ki maine socha tha topic girls par hee tha.....
"kaha gaye the yar..."Naveen ne hum dono se hath milaya aur puchha...
"canteen..."Arun ne jawab diya...
"Canteen "uski aankhe na jaane kitni badi ho gahi ye jaan kar jab usne suna ki hum dono canteen se hokar aaye hai....
"kya hua..."Uski badi -badi aankho ko dekhkar maine puchha...
"ragging hui ,tum dono ki..."
Ragging....ye sunkar main aur Arun ek dusare ki aankho me jhakne lage aur sochane lage ki ise kya bola jaye...
"nahi...kisi ne ragging nahi li..."
"aaj to bach gaye ,lekin kal se udhar mat jana, seniors dera daal ke rahte hai udhar...."
"to kya hua, phhati hai kya..."ye lafz maine aise kaha, jaise kuch der pahle Varun ki us hot item ne nahi balki maine uske face par samosa dala ho.....
"dekh bhai, jaankari dena apna kaam tha..."Naveen bola
"waise aur kaha-kaha ye seniors pakadte hai hume..."
"teen jagah fixed hai, first canteen, second city bus and third one is hostel...."
Hum is masle par kuch der aur bhi baat karte lekin uske pahle hee waha khade ladko me se kisi ek ne topic ko change karke, apne college ki haseenao par goal mara.....aur is mamle me sabse pahla name jo aaya wo tha deepika mam,...sab yahi chah rahe the ki deepika mam unse set ho jaye, kuch tharkiyo ne to ye tak bol diya tha ki...
"aaj college se jane ke baad deepika mam ko sochkar 61-62 karunga"
"tu bhi bol le kuch..."Arun ne mujhe kohani maari....
"main to us futiye Varun ki maal ko chodunga, wo bhi leta-leta kar..."
"Varun..."ye name sunkar sab chup hokar meri taraf dekhne lage,..us sab mujhe aise dekh rahe the jaise ki maine kisi ka murder karne ka public me elaan kar diya ho....
"maine to aise hee bol diya..."maine baat wahi khatam karni chahi...
"yar, aise mat bola kar, kahi se Varun ko maloom chal gaya to phhir panga ho jayega..."
Naveen ki baate sunkar maine charo taraf dekha aur jab confirm ho gaya ki ,humare gossip ko kisi ne nahi suna to main bola...
"darta hu kya, "
"dekh, jyada sher mat baniyo, warna pol khul javegi..."Arun mere kaan me fusfusaya....
Kuch der aur college ki ladkiyo ke baare me baate karte hue, humne apna samay barbaad kiya aur isi beech mujhe aur bhi kaye sare facts maloom hue jo ki humare college me barso se chale aa rahe the....
1. Jab tum first year me hee raho ,tab hee koyi maal pata lo,warna pure 4 saal khali hath se kaam chalana padega aur honth par ladki ke honth ki jagah boro plus laga kar rahna padega...."
2. Humara college Govt. tha, isliye college ke principal aur teachers ko bhale hee respect na do ,lekin waha kaam karne wale worker aur peon ko SIR kahkar bulana padega, jisse time aane par wo hume lambi line se bacha sake....
Us din ek aur jaroori fact jo maloom chala wo ye tha ki...
3. Jab bhi koyi maal patao to use jaldi chod do, humare college me padhne walo ka manna tha ki girlfriend ko chodne ke baad ladkiya, ladko se kisi strong chemical bond ki tarah bandh jati hai....
Us din aur bhi kuch maloom chalta yadi recess ke baad Mathematics wali mam na aati to....
"kitna baat karte ho tum log,pure Corridor me tum logo ki aawaz aa rahi hai..."samne wali bench par apni books rakhkar Maths wali mam ne dialogue mara....
Maths wali mam ka naam Damyanti tha, jo baad me humare beech "DAMMO RANI" ke naam se famous hui 
........TO BE CONTINUED-

Chapter-4:Esha...
Update-13
College ka pahla din kisi bhi hisab se mere liye thik nahi raha, pahle-pahal to CS wali mam ne mujhe bahar bhaga diya aur baad me Canteen wala lafda...College ke pure periods attend karne ke baad aisa lag raha tha ,jaise kisi ne sari energy chus li ho,...
"thak gaya yar..."room me ghuste hee maine apna bag ek taraf pheka aur bistar par ludhak gaya, 
"chal ground chalte hai, Shaam ke waqt hostel me rahne wali girls aati hai udhar..."
"gand maraye girls...mujhe to neend aa rahi hai..."
"thik hai tu so, main aata hoon..."
Main jyada thaka hua tha, isliye turant neend aa gayi, aur jab meri neend khuli to Arun mujhe utha raha tha....
"kya hua be..."
"abey raat ke 8 baj gaye..."
"to..."maine socha kuch kaam hoga.
"to kya..... raat ke 8 baje koyi sota hai kya..."
"ab tu decide karega ki mujhe kitne baje kya karna hai..."
"time pass nahi ho raha tha, to socha ujhe uthakar gappe-shappe maar loon...."
"time pass nahi ho raha hai to jakar muth maar..."aur main wapas chadar odhkar gahri neend me chala gaya.....
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purani adat itani jaldi nahi badalti, jab main school me tha tab aksar subah 4 baje uthkar padhayi shuru kar deta tha, aur usi ki badaulat first attempt me hee mujhe bahut hee achchha college mila tha...us din bhi maine 4 baje ka alarm set kiya aur jaisa ki pahle hota tha , dusare din meri aankh alarm ki vajah se subah 4 baje khul gayi, light on ki aur Arun ki taraf dekha...Arun aadha bistar par tha aur aadha bistar ke bahar hee jhool raha tha....
"kya khak padhu...kal to sab sar ke upar se paar ho gaya tha..."books aur notebook kholkar maine dher sari galiya di....
kuch der tak try karne ke baad bhi jab koyi fayda nahi hua to , maine lights off ki aur chadar taan kar let gaya....Meri purani adat ke anusar neend to aane se rahi , isliye main kuch sochane laga...jaise ki kis time par kis subject ko uthakar dimag ki dahi karni hai, phhir jaise hee mere dimag me CS subject ka khayal aaya to sabse pahle meri band aankho ke samne deepika mam ka haseen chehra aur uska haseen jism chha gaya....wo mere samne nahi thi, lekin main use pura dekh sakta tha,...aur isi khayalat me gote lagate hue mera hath mere paint ki taraf badha  aur subah subah hee kaam ho gaya  , uske baad jo neend lagi wo seedhe subah ke 8 baje khuli....
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Aaj ke din college me koyi aisa aane wali thi, jise nahi aana chahiye tha, us din bhi main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se andar gaye aur seedhe apni class ke andar dastak di....Naveen pahle se hee aa chuka tha...
"chal bahar se aate hai..."main apni seat par baitha hee tha ki Naveen ne apne bag me kuch tatolate hue mujhse bola....
"kyun....kya hua ? "
"lagta hai, bike ki chabi bike me hee lagi rah gayi..."usne ghabrahat me jawab diya...
Maine socha,Arun ko iske sath bhej du, lekin Arun to peechhe kisi se jaan pahchan bana raha tha isliye mujhe hee uske sath jana pada....
"bike me lagi hai chabi..."bike me chabi lagi dekhkar Naveen ne rahat ki saans li...
hum dono abhi bike stand par hee khade the ki ek teji se aati hui ek car ne waha khade sabhi logo ka dhyan kheencha....Car dekhkar hee andaza lagaya ja sakta tha ki andar baitha hua shaks ki hasiyat kitni jyada hai....
"koyi rahis baap ka launda hoga..."maine socha, lekin meri soch mujhe tab dhoka de gayi, jab us chamchamati Car se ladke ki jagah ek ladki bahar aayi,...ladki kya puri modern apsara thi wo, earring se lekar uske sandal tak uski rahisi aur uski modern jamane ke rang me rangi uski shaksiyat ki pahchan kara rahi thi....pahle to maine us ladki ko pura upar se lekar neeche tak dekha aur baad me mere nazar apne aap us jagah par atak gaye, jo ek ladki me mujhe sabse adhik pasand tha,...aur aisi harkat karne wala main waha akela nahi tha, waha khade lagbhag sabhi ladko ka yahi haal tha, sab apni paseendada jagah dekh kar lalcha rahe the.....
"ye kaun hai..."maine Naveen se puchha to usne jawab me kandhe uchkakar mana kar diya....
Waise to us college me bahut sari khubsurat ladkiya thi,lekin wo ladki jo abhi-abhi Car se bahar aayi thi ,wo unme se sabse alag lagi mujhe...aisa mujhe kyun laga iska reason aaj tak main nahi jaan paya......use dekhkar main aur Naveen wahi khade rah gaye, humare kadam zameen par aur aankhe us ladki par hee jami hui thi....Uske sath Car se ek aur bhi ladki bahar nikli, jo uski karibi friend hogi, aisa maine maan liya....
"Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....

"Esha...."us ladki ki friend ne pahli baar us modern apsara ka naam pukara.....
"Esha...."maine bhi dil hee dil me ye naam liya, aur bahut khush bhi hua aur mere arman use dekhkar bahar aaye
"isko to patana padega..."
"kya...?"Naveen bola...
"kuch nahi, chal class shuru ho gayi hogi..."
barso se kuch lafz , kuch alfaaz badi mushkil aur shiddat se likh rakkhe the maine kisi ke liye, jo mere liye khas ho aur aaj Esha ko dekhkar wo alfaaz mere dil se bahar aane ke liye machal rahe the......
"Whenever I close my eyes , i saw many faces in my mind but one face always remain same in my mind, in my heart......"


That face is my love........


"Whenever i hear any song , i feel her in every word of that song, i hear ,.her voice in every beats of the song......"


That Voice is My Love........


"Whenever i feel emptiness in my life, i saw a dream with myopen eyes,

in which an Angel comes in my dream......"


That Angel is my Love........
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"bahar...bahar, bilkul bahar..."damyanti mam ne mujhse kaha, jab maine unse andar aane ki permission mangi to"ye kya tumhara ghar hai..."
"sorry mam..."najare jhuka kar masoon banne ka natak karte hue main bola...
lekin meri us masoomiyat ka dammo rani par koyi asar nahi hua, aur upar se usne dhamki bhi de dali ki yadi maine usse bahas ki to wo aane wale 3 din tak attendance nahi degi 
Kal se ye sab kuch mere sath pahli baar ho raha tha, pahle kabhi bhi kisi ne class se bahar nahi bhagaya tha, isliye mujhe maloom tak nahi tha ki , time pass kaise karu ,us samay college me ghoom bhi nahi sakta tha, kya pata koyi senior pakad kar ragging le le....dil kar raha tha ki damyanti ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet kar use class se bahar kar du....
"andar aa jao, aur agli baar se samay ka khayal rakhna..."dammo rani ne meri taraf dekha ,Shayad meri jhoothi masoomiyat aur bhoolepan ko usne asli samajh liya tha....jab class ke andar aaya to ek baar phhir puri class mujhe ghoor rahi thi, kuch mujhpar hans bhi rahe the aur kaleja tab jal gaya tab dekha ki Arun bhi hans raha hai....
"aur beta, kaha ghoom raha the tum dono..."main Arun ke left side me baitha aur Naveen right side me baith gaya...
"kahi nahi yar, bike stand tak gaye the..."Naveen bola"time se wapas bhi aa jate yadi wo ladki nahi dikhi hoti to...."
"kaun ladki be, jaldi bata..."
Mam ko shaq na ho isliye hum teeno apni copy me samne board par likha hua sab kuch chhap rahe the, aur dheemi aawaz me gappe bhi lada rahe the.....
"maloom nahi kaun hai, lekin hai ekdum karri item....uske samne to deepika bhi kam hai..."samne board ki taraf dekhkar main bola,...
ek do baar dammo rani se meri nazar bhi mili, tab maine apna sar upar neeche karke use ahsaas dilaya ki mujhe sab kuch samajh aa raha hai , jabki aisa kuch bhi nahi tha, main to us waqt sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me soch raha tha, us waqt main sirf aur sirf Esha ke baare me baat karna chahta tha....
"kitna achchha ho , yadi is dammo ki jagah wo apsara hume maths padhaye...."dil ke armano ne ek baar phhir ghantiya bajayi, aur in ghantiyo ko kisi ne bahut jor se bajaya....
"mam..."class ke gate ki taraf se kisi ki aawaz aayi....aur jab nazare us taraf mudi to bas wahi jamkar rah gayi, gate par Esha khadi thi...
"yes..."Math wali mam ne Esha se kaha...
"ye bhi isi class me padhegi  ,"khush to bahut hua tha , bench par kood kood kar dance karna chahta tha, Arun aur Naveen se kahna chahta tha ki"tum log yaha se uth jao be, wo yaha baithegi..."lekin afsoos tab hua jab wo boli ki....
"mam CS branch ki class kaun si hai..."
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corridor me sabse pahla class humara hee tha, isliye wo shayad humare class me apni class puchhane aayi thi, socha ki ro ro kar use is baat ka ahsaas dilau ki main kitna dukhi hoon, uske yun jane se , Arun mere andar ki bechaini ko samajh gaya aur bola...
"oye, ye natak band kar, now concentrate only on deepika mam"

Esha to apni class me chali gayi, lekin uski chhap mere dil par wo chhod gayi thi, aur Esha ki chhap kewal mujhpar hee nahi padi thi, aur bahut se log the, jinka dil Esha ke is tarah se jaane ke karan udas tha....Arun aur Naveen bhi isi list me the.....
"wo meri maal hai, usko dekhna bhi mat..."Esha ke jaane ke baad maine phhir se board par nazar gadayi aur jo kuch bhi dammo rani likh rahi thi, main use apni notebook me chhapte hue un dono se bola....
"set to mujhse hee hogi..."Naveen ne kaha...
"gand me bhar lo sab ladkiyo ko, deepika ko dekhoge tab bhi yahi bologe ki ye meri maal hai, Esha ko dekhoge tab bhi yahi bologe ki ye meri maal hai, kisi aur ladki ko bhi dekhoge to wo bhi tum dono ki hee item hai, main yaha hilane aaya hu hai na "
main aur Naveen hans pade, aur ek baar phhir damyanti mam apni jwalamukhi najaro se hum dono ko ghoorne lagi, damyanti ke is tarah se dekhne ke karan main aur Naveen chup ho gaye aur ekdum serious student bankar samne desk par rakkhi books ke panne ulatane lage.....
"chal aaja canteen se aate hai..."recess me Arun ne mujhse canteen chalne ke liye kaha, aur meri aankho ke samne wo najara chha gaya jab Varun ki item mere chehre se pyar kar rahi thi....maine Arun ko saaf mana kar diya ki main canteen ki taraf nahi jaunga,aur phhir main apne hee class ke samne aakar khada ho gaya, jaha kuch ladke khade hokar baat kar rahe the, main khada to apne class me tha lekin aankhe CS branch ki class ki taraf tiki hui thi,...main us waqt waha khada us waqt ka intejaar kar raha tha ki kab wo modern apsara apne class se bahar nikal kar aaye aur meri aankho ko sukoon mile....uparwale ne jaise meri man ki baat sun li ho, Esha apne usi friend ke sath class se bahar nikli aur bahar khade sabhi log machal uthe, sabhi Esha ko dekh rahe the.....humari classes first floor pe thi aur corridor ke dono taraf se neeche jane ke liye seedhiya bani hui thi....Esha apne friend ke sath humari taraf aane lagi,...main ye janta tha ki wo mere liye to is taraf nahi aa rahi hai, lekin phhir bhi dhadkane tej ho gayi, aur wo jab mere samne se gujari to meri jubaan ladkhadaye 
"I....."bas itna hee bol paya main Esha ko dekhkar , aur aawaz bhi itani dheemi thi ki mere sath khade mere class wale bhi us aawaz ka na sun paye....
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main pahle bhi hairan hua karta tha aur ab bhi hairan hua karta hoon, ki Arun kaise jaan jata hai ki dusare kya soch rahe hai....
"matlab...."zameen par audha leta Varun cigarette ke chhalle udate hue mujhse puchha...
"matlab ki.."Maine Arun ki taraf dekha, sala daru ki botal liye bathroom se bahar aa raha tha"Arun ki ek khasiyat hai, wo kisi ka bhi shakal dekhkar ye bata deta hai ki uske andar kya chal raha hai ,wo banda kis soch me dooba hua hai...."
"aisa hai kya..."
"ha be,.."
"phhir to..."ye bolte hue Varun zameen par baith gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekha....
"ye sala bathroom me botal lekar kyun gaya tha ?"
"apni adat hai..."mere pass baithte hue Varun ki taraf dekhkar Arun ne jawab diya...
"badi ajeeb adat hai be, achchha hua khane ki plate lekar bathroom jane ki adat nahi hai ,warna ek taraf se material bahar nikalta to dusari taraf se andar jata...."Varun jor-jor se thahake lagane laga aur mujhse bola"tu kyun ruk gaya be, aage bata kya hua...."
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Us din recess me jab maine dheemi aawaz me "I"bola tha , tab Arun mere bagal me hee khada tha, aur jab Esha humari aankho ke samne se gujari to waha ek Arun hee aisa ladka tha jo Esha ki jagah mujhe dekh raha tha aur mere chehre ke badalte rang ko dekhkar wo samajh gaya tha ki mere andar abhi kya chal raha hai......
"chal aaja..."mera hath Pakad kar Arun bola...
"abey kaha aaja..."
"chal Esha se teri baat karata hoon..."
Ye sunte hee maine turant uska hath door kiya aur bola"tujhe aisa kyun laga ki main Esha se baat karna chahta hoon ?"
"ab beta humko ginti ginna na hee sikhao...jab se tune use dekha hai, tere face par lali chhayi hui hai..."
"abey hat....aisi darjano ladkiyo ko main roj dekhta hoon, to iska matlab ye to nahi ki main usse baat karu...."
"abhi un darjano ladkiyo ko chhod aur bayi taraf dekh..."
dusari taraf se Esha apni julfe lahrati hue aa rahi thi, us waqt dil me arman uthe ki kash Esha seedhe mere pass aaye aur mujhe bole ki "hey handsome, what is your name..."
dil me Arman jage ki wo mujhe dekhe aur mujhe dekhte hee use mujhse pyar ho jaye, 
wo karib aati gayi aur mere muh se "I......"word ek baar phhir bahar aaya, lekin jab wo apne class ki taraf ghumi to ye "I...."word wapas andar chala gaya....
"dil tod diya usne us taraf ghoomkar..."apne seene me hath rakhkar sahlate hue mazakiya andaz me main bola...."yar, Arun kuch jugad karna....use ek baar sahi se dekhna chahta hoon...."
"chal aaja phhir..."Arun ne ek baar phhir mera hath pakda...
"abey kutte hath chhod, chhota bachcha hu kya, jo baat-baat par hath pakad leta hai..."
"pyar hai pagle..."
"is pyar ko thoda kam hee rahne diyo "
CS branch me Arun ka ek dost tha,jiske pass jakar main aur Arun baith gaye....jaha Arun apne dost se baat karne laga wahi main chupke se Esha ko takne laga....
Aisa nahi tha ki maine Esha se pahle koyi khubsurat ladki nahi dekhi thi, lekin jo kashish usme thi wo aaj tak mujhe kisi bhi ladki me mahsoos nahi hui thi, us waqt hum dono kisi magnet ke north-south pole ki tarah the, jo hamesha ek dusare ko attract karte hai.....isi beech first time usne mujhe dekha lekin meri nazre eka-ek dusari taraf ho gayi, dil ki dhadkano ne ek baar phhir bullet train ki speed pakad li.....
"kya hua be..."Mujhe dusari taraf dekhte hue dekhkar Arun ne puchha...
"kuch nahi, bas usne mujhe dekh liya...."
"to, yahi to mauka tha , aankh maar deta use usi waqt..."
"phhatati hai meri in sab kaamo se..."
"tab to wo set ho chuki tere se...."Arun ne Esha ki taraf dekha...
"abey Arman, Esha tujhe hee dekh rahi hai...."
"kya...."dil ek baar phhir teji se dhadka...aur maine Esha ki taaf dekha, Arun sach bol raha tha wo mere taraf hee dekh rahi thi...us waqt mujhe aisa laga jaise ki waqt thahar gaya ho, us waqt mujhe aisa laga ki waha us class room me mere aur uske siwa koyi nahi hai....
"two eyes interact with each other at constat time T"Arun bola aur bolne ke turant baad mere kandhe ko pakad kar jor se hilaya"recss khatam hua pyare, ab apni class ki taraf chale ya is baar bhi yahi irada hai ki next period ka teacher tujhe bahar nikal de...."
"recess khatam ho gaya..."
"bilkul aur tu pichhale 20 min. Se usko ghoore ja raha hai bina palke jhapkaye...."
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Arun aur main Esha ki class se bahar aaye, class to lag chuki thi lekin teacher abhi tak lapata tha.....apni seat par baithkar main kuch der pahle jo kuch bhi hua, usko yaad karne laga aur hatho me pen pakad kar desk par Uska naam likhne laga.....
"Esha....."is naam ko samne wali desk par pen se likhne ke baad main use apne hatho se chhune laga, 
wo naam maine normal pen se likha tha, us normal pen ke normal syahi se likha tha, lekin jo 4 akshar waha ubhare the, wo mere liye normal nahi tha,...un char aksharo se ek lagav sa ho gaya tha....lekin us waqt main ye bhool gaya tha ki mere bagal me mera sabse kameena khas dost Arun baitha hai, jo mujhe ek pal ke liye bhi chain se saans lene nahi dega....meri is harkat wo mujhpar chillaya...
"abey ye kya kar raha hai..."
uske is tarah se achanak bolne se mera dhyan toota aur jin 4 aksharo se mujhe lagaav tha ,unhe main mitane ki koshish karne laga....lekin syahi sookh chuki thi, isliye naam mitna thoda mushkil tha......
"hath hata..."
"nahi..."maine Esha ke naam ke aage aise hath rakh kar khada tha jaise ki meri hath hatate hee meri ijjat lutne wali ho....
"dekh Arman, mujhe dikha de ki kya likha hai desk par tune, warna puri class ko bata dunga...."
"teri to"kya karta, majboori me hath hatana hee pada...
"teri headwriting to solid hai..."ye bolkar Arun peechhe muda to maine wapas Esha ke naam ko apne hatho se dhak liya...
"botal hai..."Arun peechhe baithe kisi ladke se bola...
"pani ki botal..."
"nahi daru ki botal....abey class me hu to pani ki botal hee mangunga na...."
"to seedhe se bol na...."Arun ne jisse pani ka botal manga tha wo bola...
"abey ghonchu aise me kya khak engineer banega, sale ne 12th ka exam pakka OPEN se pass kiya hoga...ab la de botal"uske hath se botal lekar Arun ne pani ki kuch boonde desk par dali aur Esha ka naam mitakar mujhse bola...
"ye aashiqi ka jo bhoot sawar hai na, usko sambhal kar rakh warna lene ke dene pad jayenge...."
"sale tu mujhe batti de raha hai..."
"yehi to pyar hai pagle"
hafte me 3 din humara lab rahta tha, aur har ek lab do-do periods ke barabar tha, hum sabhi apne baki ke kaam lab class me hee niptate the, shuru ke aadhe ghante me lab wale sir aakar hume experiment aur equipments ko kaise use karna hai, ye bata kar apni seat par virajman ho jate aur uske baad ka pura samay hum SMS bhejne me, assignment complete karne me use karte the, humare college ke teachers ki ek bahut hee kharab adat ye thi ki wo chhoti si chhoti baat par ya to attendance cut kar dete the, ya phhir seedhe class se bahar hee bhaga dete the...us din Physics ka lab tha aur lab me main CS ka assignment kar raha tha aur is kaam me Arun bhi bakhoobi mera sath de raha tha ki tabhi Kurre sir ki aawaz pure laboratory me gunji....
"jo student reading aur final result dikhayega , main usi ko aaj ka attendance dunga...."
"lag gayi tab to...."ek dard bhari gusse se bharpur aawaz me Arun dheeme se bola....
"ab kya kare..."
"maloom nahi..."
tabhi mujhe apne school ke dino ki yaad aa gayi, jab main lab se aksar pass out ho chuke students ki copy maarkar chhap diya karta tha.....
"hum dono ko practical ka manual nahi mila hai na..."maine Arun se puchha....hum dono ka roll No. Aage peechhe tha, isliye experiment bhi same tha....
"kurre de raha tha, lekin maine liya hee nahi....aur waise bhi isko reading dikhani hai...."
"tu rook main jugad jama ke aata hoon..."
Ye kaam main pahle bhi bahut baar kar chuka tha, isliye dar to nahi lag raha tha lekin phhir thodi si ghabrahat ho rahi thi....
"Sir, humare Pass manual nahi hai..."Lab wale sir ke pass khade hokar main masoomiyat se bola...
Uske baad Kurre ne bahut mathpachchi ki, humara roll No. Puchha, aur uske baad sale ne experiments ke baare me mujhse puchha....us waqt to sala experiment ka object kya hai mujhe ye tak nahi maloom tha to phhir baki uska principle kaise batata......
"Sir, yadi koyi purani copy mil jati to thoda idea mil jata...."apna rambaad maine phheka...
jaha kurre baitha hua tha, waha se bayi taraf thoda andar ek chhota sa room tha...usne pahle 5 min. tak meri shakal dekhi aur phhir mujhe andar jane ke liye bola....
"wo andar baithi hui hai, unse mang lo...."
"thank you Sir...."
aadha kaam to nipta liya tha, bas aadha kaam aur baki tha, pahle maine socha ki andar jis room me main ja raha tha waha koyi Kurre ki age ka hee teacher hoga, yani ki 40 se 45 umra ka, lekin maine jaise hee main andar ghusa aankhe bahar aa gayi ye dekhkar ki andar deepika mam baithi hui hai......
"mam, wo purani practical copy chahiye thi...."us room ke charo taraf dekhte hue main bola....
"sir se puchha hai..."wo table par aise baithi thi, jaise ki wo is college ki principal ho....
"ji mam, unhone hee kaha hai ki main andar jakar apna kaam kar sakta hoon..."maine jaan buchkar aisa kaha....
"kaisa kaam..."chair par seedhi hote hue usne meri taraf nigah dali....
"wahi wala....."main bola, flirting karna mere liye koyi nayi baat nahi thi, main aksar mauka milne par ye sab kaam kar diya karta tha par afsoos ki aaj tak kisi ladki ne mere armano ko thanda nahi kiya tha......
"Mechnical First year right...."
Maine haan me sar hilaya to deepika mam ne ek taraf ishara kar diya...jaha pass out students ki Practical copies jama ki hui thi, main waha pahucha ek do copy ko kholkar padhne ka natak karne laga, lekin is beech mera dhyan sirf aur sirf deepika mam par tha ki wo mujhe dekh to nahi rahi hai....deepika mam is samay apne mobile me busy thi, aur yahi mere liye sahi mauka tha...maine chupke se ek practical copy ko apne shirt ke neeche pet ke pass fansa liya aur uske kuch der baad tak main wahi khada raha....
"thik hai mam, main chalta hoon...."
Mujhe puri ummid thi ki deepika mam ne mujhe nahi dekha tha, aur main apni smartness par khud ko praise karta hua waha se ja hee raha tha ki deepika mam ne peechhe se aawaz di...
"ruko..."
"ji mam..."dil me ghabrahat ek baar phhir paida ho gayi....
"you think that all the staff of college are fool..."
"matlab...?"
"matlab ye ki..."wo apni chair se uthkar mere pass aayi aur seedha mere pet par hath phhirati hui boli"ye tumhare six packs itne majboot hai ya lab ki copy chura kar le ja rahe ho...."
Iske aage bolne ki meri himmat nahi hui,main kisi apradhi ki tarah waha khada deepika mam ke agle action ka intezaar kar raha tha....
"tumhari jaankari ke liye bata doon ki main yahi se pass out hoon aur mujhe maloom hai ye fande...isliye mere samne hoshiyaar banne ki koshish mat karna..."aisa bolte hue usne practical copy nikal li aur boli"tumhare jane ke baad Kurre sir yaha aayenge aur wo mujhse puchhenge ki maine kahi kuch utha to nahi liya, aur phhir jab tum bahar jaoge to tumhari checking bhi hogi...."
" salo ne kohinoor heera chhupa rakkha hai kya yaha..."
"tumne kuch bola..."
"sorry mam,..."
"ab jao..."uske agle pal hee deepika mam ne wo harkat ki jiske karan mera dil left side se right side me shift hone wala tha, 1000 volts ka jhatka diya deepika mam ne mujhe....usne mera hath pakda aur seedhe apni garam chut se touch kara diya aur boli "pasand aaya ho to dobara batana....."

Chapter-5:Worst days of Life

Chapter-5: Worst days of Life
Update-17
Main, us room se bahar nikla,Waha se aane ke baad meri sitti pitti gum ho gayi thi, aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki kisi ne mere hath me kuch der pahle current ka wire pakda diya ho.......
"kya hua ? laya practical copy ?"mujhe apne bagal me chupchap baitha dekhkar Arun ne mujhse puchha....
"abhi kuch der baat mat kar ,sadme me hoon...."
"kya hua....kisi ne chori karte hue dekh liya kya ? "
"meri chori pakdi bhi gayi aur uski saza bhi de di gayi..."main ab bhi sadme me tha.....
"aakhir hua kya..."
"kuch nahi, ab main thik hoon..."mere dil-o-dimag me , mere pure jehan me sirf wahi nazara ghoom raha tha, jab deepika mam ne mera hath pakda aur mere hath ko apni chut se touch kara diya....
"i was trembled..."main badbadaya...
"aisa kya dekh liya tune..."
"kuch nahi..."
deepika mam ne jo kiya uspar mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha, koyi bhi ladki bina jaan pahchan ke aise kaise kar sakti hai, ye jante hue bhi ki main uski complaint kar sakta hoon, shayad maine hee deepika mam ko badhava diya tha aisa karne ke liye...na main double meaning me usse baat karta aur na hee wo mera hath pakadti aur na hee... abhi tak jo kuch bhi mere sath hua tha wo sab unexpected tha, maine kabhi nahi socha tha ki main ek ladki ke peechhe pagal ho jaunga aur na hee maine ye socha tha ki shuruat ke kuch dino me hee mujhe wo chhune ko mil jayega......us din ke baad deepika mam se jaise main nazar hee nahi mila pa raha tha, wo jab tak class me rahti main apna sar jhukaye rahta aur chupke se unki taraf dekhta to wo mand-mand muskurati nazar aati....
"sala main kitna sharmila hoon..."
mujhe meri zindagi ke 18 saal beet jane ke baad ye maloom chala ki, main bhi un ladko me se hoon ,jinki ladkiyo ko dekhkar kuch bolne ki himmat nahi hoti.....Esha kuch dino se college nahi aayi thi, main jab bhi uske class me jakar Arun ke dost se puchhta to wo na me sar hila deta,...dil bechain rahta tha uske bagair , har din recess me main Arun ko lekar uski class me uske dost ke pass jata tha aur jaha wo baitha karti thi, us jagah ko is aas me dekhta tha ki shayad wo late aayi ho,lekin har din uski jagah koyi aur ladki hee waha baithi hui milti aur har din main uske class se udas hee lautata tha....
Abhi tak to main bahut si unexpected chizo ko jhel chuka tha, lekin in sabke aalawa bhi kuch aur tha jo ki meri zindagi me pahli baar hone wala tha aur sabse badi baat to ye thi ki mujhe is baat ki bhanak tak nahi thi....
Kuch din beetane ke baad meri kuch aur ladko se dosti ho gayi aur har din ki tarah hum aaj bhi recess me apni class ke bahar khade aas-pass se gujarne wali ladkiyo ka maza le rahe the.....Esha ke liye mera interest kam hota ja raha tha, main ab har khubsoorat ladki ko dekhkar isi khayal me doob jata ki main use apne hostel ke room me chod raha hoon, ek ajeeb sa badlaav aa raha tha mujhme deepika mam ki us harkat se....
"sab line me khade ho..."kisi ne gala phhad kar kaha, aur jab meri nazar us taraf padi to dekha ki do seniors hume line me khade rahne ke liye kah rahe the.....unka kahna tha ki hum sab line me khade ho gaye....
"aankh neeche kar be...apne baap se aankh milata hai sale BC..."kisi ek ko usne chamkaya....
"kya hai beta , wish nahi karte tum log seniors ko...gand me danda daal ke yaad dilana padega kya...."un do me se ek ne bag tang rakkha tha yani ko recess ke baad wo bunk marne ke plan me tha  aur dusara apne hatheliyo ko ragad raha tha....
"chalo idhar aa jao aur class me jitne ladke hai unhe bhi bulao..."jisne bag tang rakkha tha wo bola...
class me jitne ladke the un sabko bula liya gaya, main dil hee dil me ye chah raha tha ki kahi se koyi teacher aa jaye....lekin sala koyi nahi aaya, sab apna pet bharne me lage hue the.....
"tera naam kya hai...."mujhe upar se neeche dekhte hue wo bola....
"j..j..ji..."main haklaya...sach to ye tha ki waha khade har ladke ki buri tarah se phhat chuki thi...
"naam kya hai engineer saheb aapka..."
"Arman..."maine ek pal ke liye uski taraf dekha aur jawab dekar wapas apni gardan neeche kar li....
"dil ke arman aansuo me bah gaye...."wo gaate hue mere pass aaya aur belt ke pass paint ko pakad kar jor se hilata hua bola "yaha kya karne aata hai..."
"padhne..."
"to phhir kal se formal dress me aaya kar, warna yahi se neeche phhek dunga...samjha"
"j...j...ji Sir..."(tera baap dega paisa formal dress kharidne ka , be saale chutiye...)
"chal relax ho ja..."belt chhodkar mera kandha sahlate hue wo bola"mera naam janta hai...."
"nahi...."
"main hoon bajirao Singham....samjha, kal se students ki tarah dikhna..."
un do chutiyo ko main akela hee dikha tha kya jo sale meri leke chale gaye, unke jaane ke baad maloom chala ki wo dono mining branch ke the.....
"ye to mining ke the, iska matlab Mechanical wale bhi kuch dino me apne darshan denge..."
har college me alag-alag funda chalta hai, humare yaha ragging tab hoti thi, jab kuch hafte nikal jate the...city me rahne wale to phhir bhi bach jate the, lekin hostel walo ki aisi taisi ho jati thi....
us din recess ke baad hum sabke man me yahi sawal ghoom raha tha ki in sabse kaise bacha jaye, aur us din ke baki ke periods isi khauf me nikal gaye,...
Main aur Arun college ki chhutti ke baad hostel ki taraf hee ja rahe the ki hostel se thodi door par bheed dikhayi di.....
"ye sale BC, yahi chalu ho gaye..."Arun wahi rook gaya aur mujhse bola"is raste se mat ja, samne seniors khade hai...."
Hum dono dusare raste se jane ke liye peechhe mude hee the ki kisi senior ne hume dekh liya aur udhar aane ke liye kaha, jaha bheed jama thi....
"wapas kaha ja rahe the Sir..."mere kandhe par hath rakhkar koyi bola...
"wo mobile chhut gaya hai, class me..."
"achchha..."usne mera bag ek jhatke se kheencha aur bag ki chain kholkar pura saman raste me hee bikher kar bag mere hath me thama diya....
"apna saman utha aur nikal yaha se..."
Maine ek hath me apna bag pakad kar apni books aur copy ko uthane ke liye jhuka hee tha ki us MKL senior ne mere pichhwade par kaskar ek laat mari aur main wahi jor se muh ke bal gira....
"chutiya samajh ke rakkha hai kya..."peechhe se uski aawaz aayi, hatho ki mutthiya bandh chuki thi, aur yadi us waqt wo waha akele rahta to us sale ko itna marta ki ragging ki spelling tak bhool jata wo, lekin main uthta uske pahle hee uske kuch aur dost aa gaye, aur usko pakad kar bole ki...
"abhi nahi, baad me dekh lenge in dono ko..."jiske jawab me wo chillaya ki "sale jhooth bolta hai, tu rook aaj raat teri dhulayi karta hai ,sale BC..."
Uske baad sirf ye hua ki meri gusse band mutthiya dheeli pad gayi, aur wo senior jisne mere pichhwade par apne jute ke nishan chhode the wo mujhe galiya dete hue waha se chala gaya....
"maine use mara kyun nahi, kya main darpok....nahi..."aaj zindagi ke 18 saal gujar lene ke baad ek aur sach se samna karna pad raha tha....aaj tak school me sirf chhoti-moti ladai hui thi, jisme main har baar pure jor aur shor se bhag leta tha....aur apni A grade study ke liye har baar bach bhi jata tha....school me aksar sab yahi bolte ki main bahut himmatwala hoon, lekin aaj kunye ka mendhak Samundar me aaya tha, jiska muqabala bade bade kachhuo aur shark se tha......
"chal apne room chalte hai...."Arun ne mera bag uthakar mujhe pakdate hue bola....main chup raha, chehra gusse se ab bhi laal tha.....
"chal, bhool ja..."mujhe jabardasti Arun ne kheencha, jiske chalte main uspar jhalla utha....
"abey chhod"
"bhad me ja..."gussa me wo bhi tha, isliye wo bhi mujhoar chillaya aur mera bag mere hath me pakda kar waha se hostel ki taraf chala gaya......
"us sale ne laat mere pichhwade par mari hai aur gussa ye ho raha hai...."Arun ko hostel ki taraf jate hue main dekh raha tha....kuch der pahle jo hua, wo sab dekhkar shayad Arun ko bhi gussa aaya tha...
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Update-18
"sorry...."jab Arun ne darwaja khola to maine usse kaha....jiske jawab me wo haste hue bola
"sorry se kaam nahi chalega, main to gand marunga...."
"chal be, door chal...main to tujhe dekhte hee samajh gaya tha ki tu  hai..."
Andar aakar maine apna bag ek taraf phheka aur bistar par let gaya, abhi kuch hee der hue the ki ek chhote kad ka ladka Arun ke pass aaya, uski aankho me laga chashma use ek serious student ki upadhi de raha tha....wo seedhe mere pass aaya aur mujhse hath milaya wo bhi bina kuch bole.....aur phhir seedhe jakar Arun ke pass baith gaya...
"sala pagal lagta hai..."use dekhkar maine kaha....
Arun ke pass jakar wo baat karne laga, aur Arun se baat karne ke dauran wo apna chashma utarta aur meri taraf kuch der tak dekh kar wapas apna chashma apni aankho me taangar Arun se baat karne lagta.......
" sun be Arman...ye Bhupesh mere hee yaha ka hai...."
us chhoti si height wale ladke ka naam Bhupesh tha, jiska naamkaran Arun ne pahle hee kar diya tha....
"B.H.U."Arun use isi naam se bulata tha....
"us ladki ka naam kya hai , jo CS me hai..."bhu ne ek baar phhir apna chasma nikal kar meri taraf dekha aur phhir chashme par phhook mar kar Arun ki chadar se chashme ko saaf karne laga....
"Esha...."Arun bola...
Esha ka naam sunte hee sari thakan door ho gayi, main uthkar bistar par baith gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekhkar bola"kya hua..."
"bhu ko Esha se pyar ho gaya hai..."
"ise aur Esha se pyar "Bhupesh ki taraf dekhkar main bola....(abey sale, apni shakal dekhi hai, kaha wo aur kaha tu)
"iske pass uska mobile number bhi hai..."
ye sunkar mujhe jhatka laga,waise to Esha ka no. Maloom karna koyi badi baat nahi thi, uske class me jo bhi uske karib ho usse Esha ka number liya ja sakta hai....lekin mujhe jhatka isliye laga kyunki bhu Esha ke mamle me mujhse jyada active tha....jaha maine use chupke se ghoorne ka aalawa aur kuch nahi kiya tha, wahi bhu ne uska no. Apne mobile me save karke rakkha tha.....
"use call karta hoon..."Arun se wo bola aur apna Nokia 1200 nikal liya....
Maine apni 18 saal ki zindagi me bahut se premi jode dekhe the, lekin unme se sirf ek ya do premi jode hee ek-dusare ke liye perfect the....warna ek se badhkar ek ghonchu launde tanatan maal lekar ghoomte hai, jise dekhkar aksar mera kaleja jal uthta hai aur sirf ek line muh se nikalti hai
"hum mar gaye hai kya, jo is gandu ke sath ghoom rahi hai...."
aur isi dar me ki kahi Esha ke sath ye bhu na set ho jaye, main apne bistar se utha aur Bhupesh ke hath se uska mobile chheen liya....
"abey yadi usne tere mobile no. Ki report kar di to...."use darate hue main bola....
"koyi baat nahi sim farzi hai..."
"aajkal location trace ho jate hai, aur waise bhi wo kisi na kisi se set hogi to kyun apna balance faltu me kharch kar raha hai...."
"baad ki baad me dekhenge..."mere hath se mobile lekar Arun ne mobile bhu ko thama diya aur bola"tu call kar..."
"ye sala Arun, mera sath hai ya iske sath"
"tune kuch bola kya..."Arun meri taraf dekhkar mujhse puchha....
"na, maine kuch nahi bola....main kyun bolunga kuch...Esha meri wife hai kya, jo mujhe uski fikar hogi...."
Mera itna kahna tha ki darwaje par kisi ne dastak di...
"le yar khol..."Arun mujhse bola,...
maine pura darwaja khola bhi nahi tha ki ek jordar tamacha mere gaal aur kaan par pada, main sann rah gaya us waqt aur kaan par hath rakhkar wahi khada raha...andaza lagana mushkil nahi tha ki room ke andar kaun aaya tha, jisne abhi-abhi mera gaal laal kiya tha wo wahi tha jisse meri mulaqat hostel ke bahar hui thi.....
"chal be side chal..."main is waqt darwaje aur room ke beech me khada tha, isliye usne mujhe dhakka dete hue kaha aur seedhe jakar mere bistar par baith gaya, jo haal mera tha, wo haal bhu aur Arun ka bhi tha, wo dono bistar se khade ho gaye the.....
"neeche baith wahi zameen par..."meri taraf ishara karte hue wo bola"shakal yaad hai meri ya bhool gaya..."
"yaad hai..."
"haan to hamesha yaad rakhna, tere baap ki shakal hai..."
usne jaise hee ye bola, pura jism gusse se laal -peela ho gaya, yadi us waqt mujhe apne bhai ke kahe hue shabd yaad na aaye hote to ma kasam us sale ko bahut marta......
"eye contact karega be..."bistar par pura pasarta hue room ke deewar ki taraf ishara kiya"us deewar ko dekh raha hai...maine usi deewar par tere jaise hee ek chutiye ka sar pakad kar de mara tha, sala chaar mahine coma me tha....Police bhi kuch nahi ukhad payi, kyunki use koyi gavah hee nahi mila jo ye bolta ki wo sab maine kiya tha...."
"to ye sab mujhe kyun bata rahe ho...."khoon mera bhi garam tha, isliye maine bol diya...jiska nateeza ye hua ki wo senior jo kuch der pahle mere bistar par pasra hua tha wo ekdum se uth khada hua aur gusse se apne daant peeste hue mere pass aaya....
"sorry sir, use chhod do, pagal hai wo..."Arun ne us senior ko pakda....
"samjha de is launde ko warna yahi jaan se maar dunga...."
"thik hai, main ise samjha dunga...."
"ja ek glass pani la..."
Arun waha se pani lene chala gaya aur idhar room me chuppi chhayi rahi, Arun kuch der me hee wapas aa gaya,lekin uske hath khali the....
"sir, wo waha ka glass shayad kisi ladke ne apne room me rakkha hua hai, main botal me aapke liye pani lata hoon...."andar ghuste hee Arun bola aur botal lekar waha se pani lene chala gaya.....
"tu idhar aa be..."Arun ke jaane ke baad usne mujhe apne pass bulaya aur Cigarette peene ke liye puchha....
"main nahi peeta..."tapak se maine bina ek pal ganwaye jawab diya,
Wo senior aage kuch bolta uske pahle hee Arun daudte bhagte hue botal me pani bharkar le aaya aur use de diya....usne botal me muh lagakar ek ghoot pani piya aur phhir botal meri taraf badha di...
"relax ho ja, aur le pani pee..."
"mujhe pyas nahi hai..."khoon mera ab bhi garam tha....
"pee le pani ,kyunki iske baad main jo karne wala hoon usse tera gala sookh jayega..."
Uske baat ka maine koyi jawab nahi diya aur wo apne kandhe uchkata hua bola"teri marzi...."
usne apne jeb se cigarette ki packet nikali aur Bhupesh ko apne pass bulaya aur room me jal rahe bulb ko off karne ke liye kaha....
"wapas on kar jake..."andhere me dhua udate hue usne bhu se wapas bulb ko on karne ke liye kaha aur jab bhu ne wapas bulb ko on kar diya to wo bola....
"ab tu 100 baar bulb ko on karne ke baad bistar par aakar baith jana aur phhir uthkar bulb ko off kar dena...chal shuru ho ja...."
Bhupesh ki pahle se hee sitti-pitti gum thi ,wo kya bolta...bina kuch bole wo Arun ke bed se board tak 200 chakkar marne laga......
"le pee..."on-off hote hue bulb ke beech me usne mujhe ek cigarette diya....
"meri adat nahi hai..."
"isiliye to pila raha hu, engineer saheb...jab tak nasha patti nahi karoge to engineer kaise banoge...."
mazboori me cigarette ko muh se lagana pada, bhaiya ke dwara di gayi naseehat me ye bhi tha ki main cigarette aur sharab se door rahu, lekin yadi main us waqt ye sab nahi karta to unke dwara di gayi dusari naseehat ,jisme unhone kaha tha ki ladayi - jhagda mat karna, wo toot jati.....
"dhua andar le...muh me rakhkar to pahli-dusari class ke launde bhi cigarette pee lete hai..."
maine waisa hee kiya, cigarette ke dhue ko andar liya...cigarette ke kash ko andar kya kheencha, pura ka pura kaleja jaise bahar aa gaya, aur main khasne laga.....
"ek kash aur maar..."
Maine phhir kash andar liya aur nateeza wahi pahle jaise hee raha...
"ek kash aur..."
teesari baar himmat to nahi ho rahi thi, lekin us waqt koyi dusara rasta bhi nahi... bhu ab bhi bulb ko on-off karne me laga hua tha....
"tere kitne round hue be.."
"80...." hanfte hue bhu ne jawab diya, 
"beta abhi to aadhe bhi nahi hue,...chal shuru ho ja..."
teesari baar bhi maine cigarette ke dhue ko apne seene me ghusaya aur is baar khasne ke sath-sath meri aankho se aansu bhi nikal gaye aur sar bhi ghoomane laga....
"aaj ke liye itna hee kafi hai, kal phhir milenge...."
Uska room se bahar jana tha ki main aur bhu bistar par let kar hanpne lage.....
"gand....gand...."bhu bas itna bol paya aur hanpne laga, 
"kya gand-gand kar raha hai be..."
"gand maar li sale ne, chakkar aa raha hai, pani....pani..."wo phhir hanpne laga....
"idhar to BC sar hee ghoom raha hai...."apna sar pakad kar main bola...
"cigarette ka asar jyada der tak nahi rahta, don't worry..."
"worry gayi ma chudane, tu ja daudkar pani la..."
Arun ke waha se jana ke baad main bhu ki taraf muda, wo apne sar chhat ki taraf kiye hue hanf raa tha....
"kyun beta, kya haal hai...maza aaya.."
"bahut maza aaya, dobara karne ka man raha hai...."
"jab se college me aaya hu, sala sab maar ke chale jate hai, ab deepika mam ko hee le le, aaj lab me sali ne mera hath chut se hee touch karwa diya...."
"kya...."usne jaise hee ye suna uski sari thakan door ho gayi aur wo mere pass aakar bola"deepika mam ke bahut charche hai college me ,jara sambhal kar...ek baar jisko tad leti hai, use chodkar sorry usse chudwakar hee dam leti hai....sali caracterless hai..."
"tujhe kaise pata..."
"mera ek dost 2nd year me hai, usi ne bataya deepika ke jalwe ke baare me, usne ye bhi bataya ki isi vajah se usko last year college se nikalne bhi wale the...lekin phhir hod aur uske beech .....lekin tu fikar mat kar, tujhe wo chhod degi..."
"aise kaise chhod degi..."
"tere me wo baat hee nahi hai, wo unhi ladko ke sath setting karti hai jo handsome ho..."
"sala khud to bawarchi lagta hai aur mujhe bol raha hai, chal bhag yaha se..."
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Us waqt bhu ke upar mera pura dimag ukhda hua tha...sala mujhe bol kaise sakta hai ki deepika mam mujhse nahi pat sakti....Arun jab bahut der tak pani lekar nahi aaya to hum dono hee bahar nikle, maine ye andaza lagaya tha ki hostel me humare room ke bahar baki ladke jhund banakar khade honge aur humse puchhenge ki seniors ne humari ragging kaise li...lekin us waqt waha koyi nahi tha, aur jab aas-pass ke room se jani pahchani aawaz jaise ki thappad, galiya...aayi to main samajh gaya ki ye sab jhelne wala main akela nahi hoon....aur sabse jyada sukoon mujhe is baat se mil raha tha ki ab koyi mujhe ye nahi kahega ki main darpok hoon, kyunki us waqt to sabhi darpok the......
"kaha mar gaya tha be..."water cooler ki taraf jate hue hume Arun mila lekin uske hath me pani ka botal nahi tha , aur wo hanf bhi raha tha....
"kuch senior ne pakad liya tha..."apne ghutno par hath rakhkar hafte hue wo bola"ja mere liye pani lekar aa...."
"botal to aap le gaye the..."
"water cooler ke pass jo glass rakkha hoga, usi me le aa...."aur ladkhadate hue Arun room ki taraf nikal gaya.....
meri aur bhu ki halat to phhir bhi thik thi ,lekin Arun bistar par leta ulti saanse bhar raha tha.....
"abey girls hostel me kaisi ragging hoti hogi..."bhu waise shakal se to chodu dikhta tha, lekin trick badi dhansu lagata tha,.....
"mere khayal se senior girls, junior girls ko bf dikhakar apna chut chatwati ho..."bhu ke in anmol shabdo ne mera aur Arun ka rom-rom khada kar diya.....
"pagal hai kya be, aisa thode hota hai..."maine aisa isliye kaha taki bhu apne shuddh dimag se aur bhi aise khayalat bune, jisse ki humara rom-rom khada ho jaye.....
"abey kisi private college me to senior ladke, bf dikha rahe the....lekin phhir police case ban gaya.."
first year ka student hone ke naate mujhe waise achchhi baate karni chahiye thi, lekin mera tharki dimag us waqt pure lay me tha,...
"jis college me ye hua, us waqt waha first year ke ladke bhi maujood the kya..."maine sawal kiya aur besabri se jawab ka intezaar karne laga....
"tera matlab ,jab first year ki ladkiyo ko bf dikhaya ja raha tha tab..."
"haan...haan, usi waqt..."
"maloom nahi "
"sale ne klpd kar diya "
"main to girls hostel jaunga..."Arun ki saans seedhi chalne lagi to wo bhi humari gyan dene wali baato me shamil hote hue bola....
"kya karea waha jakar seniors ki chut chatega...."
"nahi be, sunne me aaya hai ki kuch ladke hamesha girl's hostel me apni setting se milne - julne jate rahte hai....to kyun na apun log bhi chale..Arman tu kya bolta hai..."
""College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me padna..."
"ji bhai..."

"abey kidhar mar gaya..."mere kandho ko jor se hilate hue Arun ne mujhse dobara puchha...jiske liye maine turant na kar di aur plan ye bana ki mauka dekhte hee Arun aur bhu girl's hostel me jayenge aur main yahi room me pada-pada makkhiya marunga.....
agle din hum phhir college ke pichhe wale gate se andar ja rahe the, lekin aaj bhu bhi humare sath tha, wo 5 chudail aaj bhi gate ke bahar khadi thi.....
"mar gaye..."
"mard ban be, in laundiyo se kya darta hai..."bhu seena taan ke aage chalta hua bola...
"oye chutiye..."un 5 chudailo me se ek ne bhu ko aawaz di "idhar aa be chaparganju..."
pahle pahal to Bhupesh ko yakin nahi hua aur wo wahi khada hokar peechhe ki taraf dekhkar confirm karne laga ki unhone use hee Chutiya aur Chaparganju kaha...lekin jab unme se ek ne M******** kaha to bhu ko yakin ho gaya ki wo ladkiya use hee bula rahi hai.....
"kyun be tujhe sunayi nahi deta..."bhu ki aankh me lage chashme ko nikalkar unme se ek boli, aaj waha un panch chudailo me saat saal se engineering karne wale Varun ki maal bhi thi....
"ek bhartiya nari ko is tarah se baat karna shobha nahi deta...."bhu ne buri shakal banakar kaha aur ye sunte hee wo pancho chudail hans padi, hansi to mujhe aur Arun ko bhi aayi lekin hum dono ne jaise-taise apni hansi ko control kiya.....
"mera naam Vibha hai..."Varun ki item ne apna hath bhu ki taraf karte hue muskura kar boli,...
"Myself bhu..."Vibha ka hath apne hatho me thamkar bhu ne jawab diya"Vibha, wo dono mere dost hai...Arun and Arman..."
Vibha ne pahle Arun ko dekha aur phhir uski nazar mujhse mili aur wo khilkhila kar hans padi "ye to wahi chutiya hai, jiske muh par maine samosa pota tha...."
"teri maa ki "mera dil ek baar phhir khud par chillaya....
bhu ne un ladkiyo se kuch der aur baat ki aur jis shaleenta se wo pancho item bhu se baat kar rahi thi usse mere dil me ek dar paida ho gaya ki kahi ye Esha ko na pata le.....
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"Wo aayi hai kya..."apne class me ghusne se pahle main Esha ki class me ghusa, aur pichhale kuch dino ki tarah aaj bhi Arun ke dost ne na me sar hila diya aur udas man se main waha se apne class me aaya, waise aaj ka first period to dammo rani ka tha, lekin uski jagah deepika mam aayi thi aur main samajh gaya ki is pure period ko apna sar jhuka kar guzarna hai....
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"Arman, stand up...."deepika mam ne mujhe aawaz di, lekin kyun...na to maine puri class me kuch bola aur na hee kisi se baat ki,...us class me us waqt sabse shant bachcha main hee tha, phhir mujhe kyun khada kiya 
"What is JVM ? " apni jagah par main thik se khada bhi nahi ho paya tha ki usne missile dag di....deepika mam ke is question ka answer dena to door ki baat thi maine to ye word JVM hee pahli baar suna tha.....
"chup kyun ho answer batao, abhi kuch der pahle hee to bataya tha...."
"mam, wo main bhool gaya....ek baar phhir se bata do..."kuch der tak deepika mam ko dekha, phhir samne ki deewar ko dekha, aur jab kuch nahi soojha to kuch der is intezaar me chup-chap khada raha ki shayad mere agal-bagal baithe Naveen aur Arun me se koyi dheere se bol de,...lekin jab charo khane main chit ho gaya to deepika mam ke aage maine surrender kar diya.....
"Java Virtual Machine....ab yaad rakhna..."smile marte hue wo boli, mujhe answer usne is andaz me bataya jaise ki The Matrix movie usi ne banayi ho....
"now sit down..."ghamand bhari aawaz me wo boli...
uske baad usne apna pravachan phhir chalu kar diya, aadhe ludhak gaye aur aadhe samne ki taraf dekhkar apne khayalo me khoye hue the....
"now i'm going to ask some basic questions...."
"Arman...."
"yes mam..."ek baar phhir bali bakra main hee bana(aa chus le Arman ka, sali jab dekho gand hilate rahti hai...)
"kuch normal question puchh rahi hu tumse, i hope ki mujhe jawab milenge..."
"i will try..."....(lawda phhek ke marunga nahi to baitha de)
"Windows xp kya hai..."
"matlab..."
"matlab ki what do you mean by Windows xp ? "
"wo to operating system hai, bas itna hee maloom hai..."
"not bad, achchha ye batao, computer use karte ho..."samne ki chair par apni gand sata kar usne agla sawal kiya...
"bilkul karta hu..." (bf dekhne ka maza to bade screen me hee aata hai...)
"to batao ki kisi bhi document ko print karne ke liye shortcut tarika kya hai...."
"Ctrl + P...."idhar ek taraf maine jawab diya aur wahi dusari taraf apne bade bhai ka man hee man shukriya ada kiya , kyunki unhi ke badaulat hee maine is sawal ka jawab diya tha.....
deepika mam ke do questions ka answer kya diya, usne mujhe computer ki duniya ka godfather samajh liya aur phhir ek ke baad ek sawal puchhati gayi, aur main har baar yahi bolta"sorry mam...."
CS subject ka koyi theory exam nahi tha, ye subject fully practical based tha aur jis subject ka kewal practical ho to use practical exam wale din ke aalawa kisi aur din padhna PAAP tha, aur ye PAAP main kaise karta, isiliye deepika mam ke baki ke questions par sirf do shabd muh se nikle "Sorry mam..."
"padhna chalu kar do ,warna fail kar dungi...sit down..."
Usne fail karne ki dhamki dekar sit down kya bola , mera shut down hee ho gaya, aur main chup chap kisi lute peete ki tarah baith gaya.....
"Arman, is par try kar ,ye pat jayegi..."deepika mam ke class se jane ke baad Arun bola
"ise pata kar kya karunga, sali chudte waqt HTTP ka full form puchhegi"
"abey isse achchhi maal nahi milegi, "
"Esha darling hai na...."
" apne Armano par kabu rakkho beta Arman ,warna....."
"warna...."
"ye BC phhir aa gayi..."Arun ke is tarah se turant topic change karne se main chauka 
"kya hua be..."
"ye Sherin lodi ,phhir aa gayi samne..."
maine samne ki taraf nazar dali to dekha ki samne wahi ladki khadi thi, jo college ke pahle din hee netagiri jhadte hue introduction class chala rahi thi, Arun waise to class ki dusari ladkiyo ko gali nahi deta tha,lekin Sherin ko dekhte hee uska para garam ho jata aur uske muh se Sherin ke liye pyar bhare shabd nikal jate......
"itne din ho gaye hai aur hum sab ek-dusare ka naam bhi nahi jante...."muh banate hue wo boli....
Sherin na jyada moti thi aur na hee jyada patli...lekin yadi uska face aur uski adat dhang ki hoi to shayad hum use chhod bhi dete....class khali ja rahi thi aur introduction ka daur aage badhte hue Arun tak aaya....
"your turn...."Arun ki taraf ungali dikhati hue Sherin boli....
Apne Arun bhai taav me aa gaye aur khade hokar bole ki jisko bhi mere baare me janna hai wo dabi me aakar mujhse mil le....
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"what..."naak sikodti hue Sherin boli,...
"Haweli me milna phhir bataunga tujhe ,What...."
"ye to bahut daring hai sala..."is waqt mere dono aankhe do taraf dekh rahi thi, main kabhi Sherin ka chehra dekhta to kabhi Arun ka aur mujhe Na Jaane kya sujha main Arun ke kaan me dheere se bola...
"tere liye perfect maal hai..."
"zindagi bhar muth maar lunga, lekin ise nahi chodunga...."
Arun to Sherin ko dhamki dekar chup ho gaya, lekin ab agla number mera tha ,us waqt mujhe bhi khade hokar Arun ki tarah bol dena chahiye tha ki"jisko bhi mere baare me janna hai wo Haweli me aakar mile,...."
lekin mujhme us waqt utni himmat nahi thi, sabke samne jaane se dil ghabra raha tha,lekin phhir bhi main utha aur jaise -jaise mere kadam aage badhe, main andar hee andar kanpne laga....
"GM , friends... I'm Arman..."ek mari si aawaz mere muh se nikli...jise samne wale bench par baithe students hee sun paye honge.....
"please speak loudly...."Sherin phhir boli....
us waqt Sherin ka face dekhkar man kar raha tha ki apna juta utarkar seedhe uske muh pe de maru,...aur usi waqt Civil subject wali mam andar ghusi aur ghuste hee mujhe par goli dag di....
"yaha kya kar rahe ho khade hokar...."
"w...w...wo wo kuch nahi, bas apna introduction de raha tha aur kuch nahi...."
"jao, apni jagah par jakar baitho..."
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"dekh be wo bajirao Singham pure corridor me ghoom raha hai..." apni copy me likhkar Arun ne bataya...
"abey formal dress to maine nahi pahni hai...sala phhir lafda karega"
"ek plan hai...."Samne board par jo kuch likha hua tha use utarte hue Arun bola"recess me yadi college ke bahar chale to bacha ja sakta hai, aur recess jaise hee khatam hoga wapas aa jayenge...."
"solid idea hai...."
isi dauran Civil wali mam board par kuch likhne ke liye mudi, aur uski badi-badi gand humare samne thi....waise to civil wali mam ki age 45+ rahi hogi aur unhe samne se dekhkar koyi galat khayalat apne man me na laye, lekin peechhe se yadi koyi unhe dekhe to phhir........
"oye, sale isko to chhod de"meri nazar puri tarah se civil wali mam ke gand par jami hui thi....
"kya hua..."main aise react karne laga jaise maine kuch kiya hee na ho , lekin Arun mujhse jyada kamina tha 
"abey ise kyun ghoor raha hai, ise to sab log Mummi bolte hai...."
"Mummi "
"Naveen bol raha tha ki ye bahut pyar se padhati hai...matlab ki ek question ko chahe jitne baar bhi puchh lo, hamesha shant hee rahti hai...Prof. Hai ye yaha lekin is baat ka ise bilkul bhi ghamand nahi hai..."
Us pure class me maine aur Arun ne full2 masti ki , Civil wali mam ne hume kayi baar baat karte hue aur haste hue bhi dekha, lekin wo har baar ignore kar deti....civil wali mam sach me Mummi thi 
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pichhale kuch dino ki tarah main aaj bhi recess me Esha ke class me ghusa is aas me ki shayad wo late aayi hogi, lekin jawab ek baar phhir na me sar hilakar Arun ke dost ne diya....uske baad main aur Arun bike stand par aaye, maine Naveen ke bike ki chabi usse mang li thi, bike stand par jaha ek taraf Arun ,Naveen ki bike nikal raha tha wahi main dsari taraf us jagah ko dekh raha tha,jab kuch din pahle maine Esha ko pahli baar dekha tha....uski car aaj waha nahi khadi thi aur na hee Esha us din ki tarah waha thi,lekin phhir bhi NA JAANE KYUN mujhe mohabbat si ho gayi thi us jagah se, main us taraf badh hee raha tha ki Arun ne horn mara....
"oye idhar peshab mat kar, bahar kar lena...."
"abey main...."aage kya bolu kuch samajh nahi aaya isliye main itna bolkar chupchap bike me baith gaya....
"do plate samosa dena kaka..."college ke main building se 2 k.m. door college ka main gate tha aur usi ke aas-pass bani dukano me se ek dukan par baith kar maine do plate samose ka order diya....
"ek plate bana ke dena...matlab namkin, salad, teekhi-meethi chatni sab daal dena....aur ha thoda dahi bhi daal dena..."Arun ne apni farmaish jhadi, jise sunkar maine kaha...
"jab itna sab kuch dalwa raha hai to thoda zameen ki mitti bhi dalwa liyo..."
"wo tere liye chhodi hai...."
"thanks..."
Pet puja karne ke baad Arun ne apne jeb se 10 ka note nikalkar table par aise phheka jaise tash khelne wala hukum ka ekka phhekta hai.....
"main aaj bhi feke hue paise nahi uthata hayiiii...."
"thik hai..."us 10 ke note ko uthate hue Arun ne kaha"tu hee de de mera bill..."
"nahi be main to aise hee Amitabh bachchan ka dialogue maar raha tha...."aur maine uske hath se 10 ka note chheen liya.....
recess me jab kuch der hee rah gaye the tab main aur Arun class ki taraf pahuche, hum dono us waqt khud ko chalak samajh kar bahut khush ho rahe the ki recess me hone wali ragging se hum dono bach gaye, lekin humari chalaki us waqt dam tod gayi jab bike stand par seniors ne hume pakad liya.....
"Arman & Arun...."seniors ke puchhne par maine hum dono ka naam bataya.....
"tera kya naam hai..."
"Arman...."
abhi maine apna naam hee bataya tha ki hostel wala wo senior waha aa dhamka jisne kal se mujhe pareshan kar rakkha tha, usne pahle apne dosto se hath milaya aur phhir mujhe dekhkar apne dosto se bola...
"aur pahalwan kya haal chal hai..."
"sab badhiya...."
Mera itna kahna tha ki usne kas kar ek thappad mujhe jad diya, aur uske baki dost hasne lage.....
"kitni baar samjhaya ki eye contact mat kar...lekin tere gand me baat ghusti hee nahi...."
Khoon ka ghoot peekar maine apni aankhe neeche ki, aur jab sare seniors ne mujhe gher liya to main samajh gaya ki mere sath kuch bura hone wala hai kuch bahut hee bura....jiski maine kalpana tak nahi ki thi..........
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Humare bharat desh ke Sanvidhan ke kisi dhara ke kisi anuchhed me ye saaf kaha gaya hai ragging allow nahi hai par waha bike stand par sab kuch galat ho raha tha.....mujhse jaane kya dushmani thi ki wo hostel wala senior hath dho ke mere peechhe pada hua tha aur us waqt main waha bilkul akela tha....kuch der pahle Arun ne beech bachav karne ki koshish ki thi,lekin jab Arun ki rok tok se senior jyada pareshan ho gaye the to unhone ek thappad uske gaal par raseed kar use waha se chalta kiya aur mujhe apni bike par baitha kar waha se door college ground par le aaye.....
"bike se utrega BC ,ya utar kar feku..."
us waqt mujhe laga ki kash mere pass koyi super power ya kuch aisa hona chahiye tha jisse main inki band baza saku....lekin main ek normal student tha jisne first attempt me hee itna shandar college paya tha.......
"mujhe yaha kyun laye ho Sir..."bike se utar kar main bola....mere sawal karne se wo aur bhi bhadak jayenge ye main janta tha, lekin waha chup khada rah bhi to nahi sakta tha....isliye maine unse mujhe waha lane ka reason puchha aur jaise ki mera anuman tha mujhe jawab me ek thappad mila aur sath hee sath mere peeth par ek laat aur nateeza ye hua ki main seedhe ground par bikhar pada.....
"aisa to sabke sath hota hoga..."ye sochte hue main utha, aur apne chehre ki dhool saaf karne laga.. 
Ground college se thodi door me tha aur jab college laga ho to udhar ekka-dukka hee aate the, lekin us din jab main apne chehre par hath phhira kar dhool saaf kar raha tha to mujhe do-teen bike ki aawaz sunayi di jo samay beetne ke sath badhti gayi aur phhir wo bike ground me aakar khadi ho gayi, un bikes par ladkiya thi aur wo wahi chudail thi jo aksar college ke peechhe wale gate par khadi hokar galiya bakti thi.....
"7 saal se engg. Karne wale us gadhe ko bhi bula lo be, bas usi ki kami hai...."ye maine khud se kaha....ek normal padhne wala student jab aisi situation me fansta hai to wo aksar ghabraya hua hota hai aur kuch ka moot tak nikal jata hai,lekin main thoda ajeeb behaviour kar raha tha aur andar hee andar comedy kare ja raha tha......
"ye to wahi canteen wala hai.."ek aur bike aakar waha khadi ho gayi aur us bike par wahi 7 saal se engg. Karne wala Raavan sawar tha.....Varun bike se utra to dusare senior ne use ek cigarette di aur Sir kahkar use wish bhi kiya.......
"Good afternoon Sir..."irada to nahi tha lekin phhir bhi main Varun se bola, kya pata sala khush ho jaye aur mujhe bacha le....
"yaha kyun bulaya chhote..."usi hostel wale senior se Varun ne puchha ,jo mujhse na jaane kis janam ka badla le raha tha.....
"ye wahi ladka hai sir, jo bahut uchak raha tha...aaj pakad me aaya hai...."
"idhar aa..."Varun ne apni do ungaliyo se mujhe kareeb aane ka ishara kiya...
"name kya hai..."
"Arman.....First year....branch-Mechanical....."maine sab kuch ek baar me hee bata diya kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki uska agla sawal yahi hoga....
"ye to bada smart banda hai chhote...."
"kuch nahi Sir, aap dekho abhi iski smartness nikalta hu...."phhir us chhotu ne mujhe wahi baithne ke liye kaha....
"up...."jab main baitha tab usne kaha...
main khada ho gaya to usne phhir down bola....sali puri ijjat ki lagi padi thi, wo sab senior ladkiya apna pet pakad-pakad kar thahake laga rahi thi aur idhar uthak baithak karke meri saanse phhool rahi thi.....
"sabse bada chutiya hai ye....maine aaj tak isse bada ghonchu nahi dekha..."Vibha ne mujhe dekhte hue kaha, 
mera pura sharir us waqt paseene se lathpath tha, paanv dard ka raha tha....aur isi beech wo situation aayi jab main kewal baith kar rah gaya....dobara uthne ki himmat hee nahi bachi thi....
"abey uth.....,"Varun ne Vibha ka hath pakad kar use apni taraf kheencha aur apne jute se waha dhool ko mere chehre par udata hua bola....
"ab....himmat......nahi hai.."jor-jor se saans lete hue maine jawab diya aur ek nazara dekha ki Varun aur Vibha ke honth ek dusare se jude hue the.....
"dekho sir, ye nahi uth raha..."
"abey uth..."Varun taav se bola"uth ja warna nanga karke daudaunga...."
"hath laga ke dekh teri maa chod dunga..."taav-taav me maine bol diya ,lekin uske agle pal jab mujhe khayal aaya ki maine kya bola hai to main kuch der ke liye shunya ho gaya aur samajh gaya ki meri zindagi ka sabse bura din aaj aane wala hai.....
"belt nikal, BC ko iski aukat dikhata hu..."Vibha ko door karke Varun mere pass aaya aur apne bade-bade mazboot hatho se mere jabdo ko pakadkar dabate hue apne dosto se bola"abey belt do..."
"Sir, chhodo use....mar jayega ye..."
"marne de "
"arey sir chhodo use..."baki seniors ne Varun ko mujhse door kiya aur phhir mere pass aaye...
"chal push up kar..."
"i can't..."
"tera baap bhi karega ,sale MC"Varun ki aawaz aayi,
unlogo ne maloom nahi kya plan banaya tha ki sabhi ne mujhe gher liya aur phhir push up karne ke liye kahne lage.....
"ek baat apne gand me thoos le ,yadi tu zara bhi ruka to wahi kheench kar ek laat sab marenge...chal ab shuru ho ja...."
wo log had paar kar rahe the aur main us waqt yahi soch raha tha ki kya main kal ka suraj dekh paunga ? Aur yadi main kal ka suraj dekhunga bhi to kis haal me ? us waqt mujhe ye bhi nahi maloom tha ki kal main college me rahunga 
Ya kisi hospital me apne pure jism me patti bandhwa kar pada rahunga ?
maine push up karna shuru kar diya lekin tabhi kisi ne mere paint ka belt utarne ki koshish ki aur main wahi rook gaya aur khud ko zameen se sata diya....
"ye aap log...."main kah bhi nahi paya tha ki mere kamar par kaskar kayi laat ek sath pade , pura sharir dard se kanp utha aur aakhir me mere aankh se aansu nikle....dhool ke kad mere pure jism se chipke hue the,...jab ladko ke laato ki barish thami to un ladkiyo ne apni nok wali sandal se mere kamar par dastak ki aur wo pal aisa tha jise main aaj bhi nahi bhula sakta....us din na jaane kitne dino baad main roya tha........
"chal phhir shuru ho ja aur yaad rakhna ,is baar mat rukna...."
Maine rote hue apne hath zameen se tikaye aur phhir push up marne laga, is baar ek ladke ne apne hath se mere paint me lagi belt ko nikala aur paint ka button khol diya.....lekin main nahi ruka kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki rukne ka matlab phhir se wahi maar khana....pure sharir se betahasa paseena nikal raha tha jisse zameen par meri chhap bani hui thi.....jab main push up kar raha tha to usi waqt Vibha ne meri paint ko neeche khiska diya aur khilkhila ke hasne lagi.....
"rukna mat be..."
uske baad unhone mere kamar ke neeche ke saare kapde utar diye aur main thak haar kar wahi let kar rone laga....wo sab bahut der tak wahi khade haste rahe ,mujhe galiya dete rahe aur phhir jab unka man bhar gaya to wo waha se chale gaye........
Yadi ye sab college ke andar hota to shayad aaj wo sab jail me hote,lekin aisa nahi hua tha....aur college ke bahar jo kuch bhi hua uski responsibility college ki nahi hoti....main ground se uthkar apne hostel ki taraf chala, us waqt main andar se toot chuka tha...rote-rote aansu khatam ho gaye the, aankhe surkh laal thi.....

Chapter-6:The Slam
Chapter-The Slam
Update-23
ground se nikalkar main seedhe hostel ki taraf badha, room ka darwaza pahle se hee aadha khula hua tha,jise pura kholkar main andar ghusa....
"kya hua...."ghabrayi hui aawaz me Arun ne puchha lekin main kuch nahi bola ya phhir kahe ki mujhme kuch bolne ki himmat hee nahi thi ,us waqt yadi main kuch bolta to yakinan main ro padta...isliye main usi halat me seedhe jakar apne bed par let gaya aur apni aankhe band kar li....pura sharir dard aur un chudailo ke sandal ke kharocho se jal raha tha....
"ye kya ho gaya,...wo bhi mere sath...."us waqt na to mujhe Esha ka khayal tha aur na hee deepika mam ka....us waqt main ye bhi bhool gaya tha mere bhai ne ye shahar chhodne se pahle kuch naseehat di thi, dil aur dimag me tha to sirf badla....main kuch bada dhamaka karna chahta tha jiske chapet me aaj ground me maujood sabhi log aa jaye....
"kal sabki maa chod dunga, phhir jo hoga dekha jayega....."kamar bahut jor se dard kar raha tha,lekin phhir bhi main uthkar baith gaya....
" tu aaram kar Arman..."
"bahut sah liya in chutiyo ko, tu dekh main kal inki kaise leta hu...."khade hokar maine kaha aur apna shirt utarne laga,...
"abey kis chiz mara hai tujhe..."
"wo pancho chudail sandal pahan kar naach rahi thi ,sali randiya...."gusse se kanpte hue main bola aur nahane ke liye waha se seedhe bathroom ki taraf ki gaya.....
us raat koyi senior hostel me nahi aaya aur us din mujhe hostel me sabse ajeeb jo baat lagi wo ye thi ki bhu(बी-एच-u)us din raat bhar kisi se phone me baat karta raha ,wo kisi jugad ki baat kar raha tha.....us raat neend mujhse koso door thi, main bas yahi chah raha tha ki jaldi se jaldi subah ho aur main MKL se milu....
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"ma kasam sun kar dukh hua...."har roz ki tarah Varun aaj bhi mujhse pahle utha aur chay banane ke liye gas on karte hue bola...."la doodh ki botal pakda...."
"Arun, udhar doodh ki botal rakkhi hui hai, la de..."
Arun se maine doodh ki mangi thi lekin usne mujhe daru ki botal pakda di aur to aur wo bola ki ek cup chay mere liye bhi bana de....
"abey ullu , mujhe honney Singh samajh rakkha hai kya, jo chips me daru daalkar khaunga aur phhir dono hath upar karke upar-upar wala gana gaunga,..."
"matlab..."sar khujata hua wo bola...
"matlab ki chay doodh se banti hai sharab se nahi...."
"oh sorry ! dhyan hee nahi raha...."
Iske baad Arun ne doodh ka botal mujhe pakdaya aur maine Varun ko,, chay banate hue Varun ne mujhse puchha....
"to phhir uske agle din kuch dhamaka kiya ,ya ek baar phhir unse maar khaya..."
"uske agle din..."main us waqt thoda aur sona chahta tha,lekin Varun ko kuch jyada hee utsukta thi aage janne ki ,isliye mujhe apne yaadon ke Samundar me ek baar phhir tairana pada......
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"aaj kya bolega unse, wo sab to har din ki tarah aaj bhi waha khadi hai...."
Main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se kuch hee doori par khade the.....waise to ek padhne wale student ko galiya nahi bakni chahiye khaskar ke ladkiyo ko....lekin us kal unhone jo kuch bhi mere sath kiya tha usne mere sari achchhi chizo ko khatam kar diya tha....
"cigarette kaise peete hai, jaldi se bata..."
"simple...chhota kash lena aur phhir dhue ko andar kheench lena....."
"la cigarette de, try karta hu..."
"wo to nahi hai...."
"chal koyi baat nahi aaja..."collar ko maine upar kiya aur un chudailo ki taraf badha.....peeth aur kamar me bahut dard tha, isliye hostel se nikalte waqt main thoda jhuk kar aur langda kar chal raha tha...lekin us waqt maine khud ko straight kiya aur bindas chal me chalkar unki taraf aaya.....jaise - jaise main unki taraf badh raha tha beete din ground ka har ek moment meri aankho ke samne chha raha tha......
"Good morning bandariyo...."
"huh...."un pancho chudailo ki nazar mujhpar padi aur Vibha boli"kal ka bhool gaya kya,jo aaj aa gaya..."
muskurate hue maine Vibha ke chehre ko dekha aur phhir jaanbuchkar apni nazar uske seene par tikayi aur apne hontho par jeebh phhirate hue maine Vibha se kaha....
"size kya hai tere mummo ko...."
"what..."usne mujhe thappad mane ke liye apna hath aage badhaya, to maine turant uska hath pakad liya...
"BC, apna hath sambhal..."use door jhatka dete hue maine kaha....
meri is harkat se waha cigarette pee rahi ek ladki ke hath se cigarette chhut kar zameen par gir gayi, jise uthakar maine ek chhota sa kheencha jaisa ki Arun ne bataya tha aur dhue ko uske face par chhodte hue bola.....
"ek cigarette nahi sambhal pa rahi hai tu , phhir mera lund kya pakdegi....tujhe nahi chodunga...tu reject...."
main jab un pancho ko bak raha tha tab shuru -shuru me Arun door khada tamasha dekh raha tha, lekin baad me wo bhi wahi aa gaya aur Vibha ko dekhkar bola....
"ek baat bata tu, tujhe pyar karne ke liye wo gadha hee mila..."aur hum dono hans pade, Arun ne bolna jari rakkha"tere us boyfriend ko best gadha of the universe ka award milna chahiye....sala 7 saal se engg. Kar raha hai...."
hum dono ek baar phhir jor se hanse, aaj hasne ki bari humari thi, kal jaise main shant khada sah raha tha aaj wahi halat un pancho ki thi.....
"suno be randiyo....dobara idhar dikhi to yahi patak kar rape kar dunga aur chut ka bhosda bana dunga....chal bhag yaha se...."
"ruko tum dono , aane do Varun aur uske dosto ko..."ek ladki taav me boli.....
hum un chutiye seniors ki maal ko chheda tha ,jisse mamla garam to hona hee tha...ladayi to honi hee thi...to phhir mere khas dost Arun ne socha ki jab yuddh hona hee hai to kyun na full maza le liya jaye aur uske baad maine zameen se dhool uthayi aur sabse pahle Vibha ke chehre par lagaya, wo gusse se puri laal hokar mujhe ghoorti rahi,....
"ye us din ke samose ka badla aur kal wale kand ke liye....."main bolte-bolte rook gaya, kyunki hume bachpan se yahi sikhaya jata hai ladkiyo ki ijjat karo unhe pura samman karo....lekin jab ladkiya hee tumhari marne par tuli ho tab kya karna chahiye ye kisi ne aaj tak nahi kaha tha....
"chhod de be Arman warna yahi ro padengi ye..."
"jao, tum pancho ko maine maaf kiya, aur jisko bulana hai bula lena....."
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Wo pancho apna pair patak kar waha se rafa dafa ho gayi aur un pancho ke jaane ke baad sabse pahle maine jo kaam kiya wo ye tha ki khud ko thoda jhuka liya, sala bahut der se dard sahte hue straight khada tha aur phhir college ke andar jane ke liye jaise hee muda to dekha ki waha aas-pass bahut se students khade hokar hum dono ko apni aankhe badi-badi karke dekh rahe hai, wo sabhi hostel me rahne wale first year ke students the aur waha unme kuch ladkiya bhi thi....
"abey ye log to mujhe hero samajh rahi hongi...."cigarette ko door fek kar main bola....
"chal be, ye mujhe hero samajh rahi hongi...kyunki jo kiya maine kiya, tune kya kiya...."
"waise ek baat bata..."sahare ke liye maine Arun ke kandhe par hath rakkha aur college ke andar ghusa"Varun aur uski danav sena se kaise niptenge...."
"ek katta kharid lete hai sala aur jab jab wo sab humari lene aayenge hum katta dikhakar unhi ki le lenge....kya bolta hai..."
"kuch jyada nahi fake diya..."bolte - bolte main ruka, aur class ke andar chalne ke liye ishara kiya aur langdate hue main CS class ke andar gaya , aaj bhi Arun ka dost humse pahle pahuch chuka tha aur mujhe dekhkar usne ek jhatke me kah diya ki "wo nahi aayi hai.."
"sala chutiya..."maine use galiya baki,...Arun ka dost tha isliye sirf galiya baki yadi mera dost hota to jaan se maar deta, sala slowly-slowly bhi to bol sakta tha ki Esha aaj bhi nahi aayi, aise ek jhatke me bol kar heart attack de diya sale ne 
apne class me aakar main chup-chap baith kar samne clean board ki taraf dekhne laga, us waqt josh-josh me to maine un pancho ko batti de di, lekin ab mujhe dar lagne laga tha....lekin un sabki kal ki harqat se mujhme itni himmat to aa hee gayi thi ki ab main chup-chap hokar maar nahi khaunga....
"ek mukka to jaroor kisi ko marunga aur wo bhi puri taqat lagakar...."
"kya hua be, kisko marega..."
"kuch nahi ,samne dekh Sir aa gaye hai..."
Samne Sir ko dekhkar Arun jamhayi lete hue bola"ye phhir pakayega..."
wo period BME ka tha aur jo Sir us subject ko padhate the unka naam mujhe aaj tak nahi maloom, baki humlog use kisi bhi naam se bula lete the jaise ki lodu, bakchod,chodu,gandu etc. wo jab bhi class lene aata to ek chiz jo hamesha mere sath hoti aur wo ye thi ki main hamesha gahri neend me chala jata bhale hee main 12 ghante hee so kar kyun na aaya hu......us din bhi main neend ki aagosh me so chakkar laga raha tha ki Arun ne mujhe jagaya....
"kya hua..."apna muh fadte hue maine puchha...
"wo lodu question kar raha hai, jag ja..."
"meri bari aayegi to jaga dena..."
"abey uth..."mere pair par jor se laat marte hue Arun ne kaha....."thoda bahut to respect de be teachers ko..."
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"Isothermal Process samajh me aaya kisi ko..."us lodu ne hum sabse puchha aur aadhi class ne na me jawab diya....
"koyi baat nahi , aage dekho"
" sir...."ek ladka khada hua "jab yahi samajh nahi aaya to aage kya dekhe..."
"ghar me book khol kar padhna yar ,easy hai sab samajh me aa jayega...."
us ladke ko baitha kar us chutiye ne apna chutiyapa jaari rakkha aur main phhir ludhak gaya....jis ladke ne abhi kaha tha ki "jab yahi samajh nahi aaya to aage kya samajh me aayega..."wo branch opener tha, aur uska naam maine to kabhi kisi se nahi puchha lekin aksar discussion karte samay kuch log uska naam Shubham batate the......
"aaj kaun sa lab hai..."maine Arun se puchha....
college shuru hue abhi jyada din nahi hue the lekin itne hee dino me mujhme bahut jyada badlaav aa gaya tha, jaha pahle main school me teachers ki har baat ko bade dhyan se sunta tha wahi ab main teachers ko galiya bakta aur har class me time pass karta....college lage hue yun to bahut din nahi hue the lekin in dino me maine ek baar bhi hostel jakar book nahi khola tha....mujhe subah uthkar file na dhoondhani pade isliye maine sab subject ki lab file apne bag me daal kar rakkhi hui thi, alam to ye tha ki jo bag main college se jakar hostel me fekta tha waisa hee bag subah uthakar college aa jata aur jab bhi ghar se ya bade bhai ka call aata to main aksar yahi bolta tha ki study badhiya chal rahi hai.......
"Assignment jama karo...."deepika mam apne hath me Pen lekar chair par sawar ho chuki thi....
"pahle ye batao ki kisne kisne Assignment khud se banaya hai...."
ye ek aisa sawal tha jisme sabhi ne apna hath khada kiya jabki ek do ko chhodkar shayad hee koyi aisa raha hoga jisne assignment khud se banaya hoga.....
"very good..."apne chehre par aaye balo ko peechhe karte hue deepika mam phhir boli"ab ye batao ,kisne Assignment nahi banaya...."
maine puri class ki taraf dekha, kisi ne bhi apna hath nahi uthaya , deepika mam ne apna dusara sawal phhir dohraya aur is baar sirf ek hath khada hua aur wo hath mera tha......
"kyun...tumne assignment kyun nahi kiya...."
"bhool gaya mam..."maine seedha sa jawab diya.....
"recess me tum mujhse Computer lab me milna..."
maine gardan haa me hila di aur baith gaya , is waqt mujhe sabse jyada gussa Arun par aa raha tha kyunki usne Assignment complete kar liya aur mujhe bataya tak nahi......
"kyun be mujhe kyun nahi bataya tune..."uske pair par jordar laat mar kar maine puchha....
"mujhe laga ki tune kar liya hoga..."apne pair ko sahlate hue usne kaha..."agli baar se bata dunga..."
us din deepika mam ka pura period assignment jama karne aur check karne me beet gaya, assignment check karte samay deepika mam beech-beech me mujhe dekhti aur kabhi-kabhi humari nazare bhi takra jati.....jab period khatam hua to deepika mam ne jate hue mujhe ek baar phhir remind karaya ki mujhe recess me unse milna hai......
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"Aaj to beta deepika mam tujhe chod ke rahegi..."Arun mere maje lete hue bola...3rd Period shuru ho chuka tha lekin teacher lapata tha aur tabhi maine apni akal daudayi aur Naveen se uski bike ki chabi mangi......
"abey bahar seniors honge..."Arun ne kaha aur jise samajh kar main baith gaya.....
Maine socha tha ki ek Assignment copy kharid kar is khali period me hee Assigment pura kar lu aur recess me deepika mam ke muh par assignment de maru, lekin Seniors ka naam sunkar mera pura plan chaupat ho gaya.....
khud ko bajirao Singham aur uske sath rahne wala uska ek aur dost aksar first year ki class ke corridor me chakkar marte rahte the aur jo class bhi khali dikhi wo usme ghuskar apna rola jhadte, us din jab humari class khali ja rahi thi to usi waqt wo dono tapak pade......unme se ek jo khud ko bajirao Singham kahta tha wo andar aaya aur uske sath hamesha college ke chakkar katne wala uska dost gate par khada hokar nigrani karne laga.....bajirao Singham ladkiyo ki taraf jakar gappe marne laga, isi beech sab normal ho gaye aur aapas me baat karne lage....tabhi wo cheekha aur sab shant ho gaye....
"kya hai be ye...Senior class me hai aur tum log diag ki ma-bahan kiye ja rahe ho...."ladko ki taraf aata hua wo bola aur phhir usne mujhe dekh liya"tu khade ho, kya naam bataya tha tune apna..."
"Arman....."
"Arman...."mujhe upar se neeche tak dekhte hue usne wahi kaha jiski mujhe ashanka thi"jyada udi-udi me rahna band kar de ,warna....."gate par kade apne dost ko pass bulakar usne apne dost ke kandhe par hath rakkha aur phhir bola....
"ye jo tumhara senior hai na main iska bhi baap hoon...."uska ishara gate par khade rahne wale senior ki taraf tha...."to ab soch le ki main tera bhi baap hoon...."
uska ye kahna tha ki mera khoon hazar degree celsius par khaula, maine use ghoor kar dekha....ek baar phhir wahi hua jo maine soch kar rakkha hai, wo mere pass aaya aur mera collar pakad kar bola..
"kya ghoor raha hai , main hoon tera baap..."
"baap ke collar se hath hata..."
ye sabke liye ek dhamake ki tarah tha, mere muh se wo lafz sunkar khud bajirao Singham aur uska dost bhi dhamake ke chapet me aa gaye....maie bajirao Singham ke sharir ko dekha aur andaza lagaya ki yadi humari ladayi hui to result bahut der tak me aayega, matlab ki hum dono barabar the......
"tu janta hai kaun hoon main...main hoon bajirao Singham..."apna seea thok kar filmi style me wo bola....
"tu agar bajirao Singham hai to main hoon Chulbul Pandey...ab bol."
Wo shant ho gaya ,aur kuch der tak meri aankho me aankhe daal kar a jaane kya sochta raha, uske baad usne apne dost ko bulaya....aur maine Arun ko khada hone ke liye kaha.....us waqt dono taraf do log the aur dono hee barabar lekin palda humara bhari tha kyunki maine isi beech un dono se kah diya tha ki jab humari ladayi chalegi to usi samay humare class ka koyi ek student jakar Principal office me ye news deke aayega ki Mechanical first year me kuch seniors , juniors ko buri tarah peet rahe hai, aur Principal sir maan bhi lenge....uske baad tum dono ko college se nikal diya jayega.....to behtar yahi hai ki abhi class se bahar chale jao warna college se bahar jana padega........
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wo dono class se bahar chale gaye,lekin mujhe yakin tha ki wo dono mujhe bahar jaroor pakdenge aur usi waqt maine apne dushmano me un dono ka naam bhi jod liya.....Meri aaj is dileri ki vajah se sabki nazar mujhpar hogi ye maine pahle hee soch liya tha, aur usi waqt maine khud se bola ki"kash Esha is class me hoti to aaj wo mujhse jaroor pat jati, phhir hum dono uske paise par bahar khana khane jate, uske baad ek hee cold drink me straw daal kar peete aur uske baad main use ek laal gulab deta aur wo sharma kar kahti ki "Arman...tum kitne wo ho...""
"deepika mam ke pass nahi jana kya...."Arun ki besuri aawaz ne mujhe hosh me laya....
"recess ho gaya..."
"5 min. bhi ho gaye hai...."
"tu bhi chal na..."
"tu ja "angdayi marte hue Arun bola"mujhe neend aa rahi hai.."
main akele hee apni jagah se utha aur class se bahar jane laga tabhi Arun ne aawaz di"sambhal kar kahi wo tera rape na kar de........"
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"sambhal kar kahi tera rape na kar de.."
"ladkiya bhi rape karti hai kya..."maine haste hue Arun se puchha 
"aaj kal ki ladkiya kuch bhi kar sakti hai...."usne bhi haste hue jawab diya.....
"chal thik hai, milta hu kuch der me..."
main class se bahar nikal aaya, computer lab ground floor par tha aur jaise-jaise main seedhiya utar raha tha waise-waise hee ek dar, ek sharam mere andar apna dera jama rahi thi....main yahi chah raha tha ki deepika mam computer lab me akeli na ho, unke sath kuch students bhi ho.....main apne college ka shayad eklauta aisa ladka tha jo deepika mam jaisi hot item ki karibi se dar raha tha...
"May i come in mam..."computer lab ke gate ke pass khade hokar maine andar aane ki permission mangi....
"Arman...come in"wo khush hote hue is kadar boli ,jaise use kab se mera intezar ho.....uski us hasi ne mujhe andar se dara diya aur mere kano me Arun ki aawaz gunjane lagi"Sambhal kar ,kahi wo tera rape na kar de...."
"are andar aao, bahar kyun khade ho..."usne mujhe dobara andar aane ke liye kaha aur main bajrang bali ka naam lekar jung-e-maidan me kood gaya....
"aapne mujhe bulaya tha..."jaha wo baithi thi waha jakar main bola aur charo taraf nazar daudayi pure lab me uske aur mere siwa sirf computers the.... 
"tumne assignment complete kyun nahi kiya...."apni chair ko meri taraf kheench kar wo aaram se baith gayi, 
"mast perfume lagayi hai is lund ki pyasi ne..."main badbadaya...
"tumne assignment pura nahi kiya ,kya main jaan sakti hoon ki aisa kyun hua..."
"sorry mam, i forgot"
"kya bhool gaye.."
"assignment karna bhool gaya..."
wo apni jagah se uthi aur mere peechhe khade hokar dheere se boli" physics lab wali baat to nahi bhoole..."
pure sharir ka pani sookh gaya aur dil ki dhadkane tej ho gayi ye sunkar, meri ye halat dekhkar deepika mam ki hansi chhut gayi...
"tum sharmate bahut ho..."mere kaan pass apna chehra lakar wo boli....
"mujhe bhi kuch din pahle hee ye pata chala ki main ek sharmila ladka hoon..."
"so, ab kya irada hai..."
"irada to ye hai ki main aaj raat bhar assignment likhunga aur phhir kal submit kar dunga..."deepika mam ke armano par pani dalte hue maine kaha....lekin uske agle hee pal deepika mam ne ek jordar dhamaka kiya....
"mujhe chodne ka vichar hai ya gay hai tu..."khunnas me wo boli....
Main ek baar phhir sadme me aa gaya tha, aur aaj ka sadma us din ke physics lab wale sadme se jyada bada tha....wo mere peechhe khadi mere jawab ka intezar kar rahi thi aur main sadme se bahar aane ki koshish kar raha tha......
"pani milega...."maine topic change karne ke irade se kaha....
"kaun sa pani...chut wala ya botal wala...."
deepika mam ke in lafzo ne mujhe ek baar phhir sadme me daal diya aur mujhe dar lagne laga ki mujhe kahi heart attack na aa jaye....
"main ek sarif padhayi karne wala ladka hu , mujhe in sab me mat fansao...."apni ijjat bachane ke liye maine apni koshish jaari rakkhi....
"bol to aise raha hai ,jaise kabhi muth hee na mari ho...."wo wapas samne wali chair par baith gayi aur apne samne rakkhe dekstop par kuch karne lagi.....uske baad kuch der tak wo usi me busy rahi aur phhir boli...
"idhar aao..."
"kidhar..."gala ek baar phhir sookha...
"mere pass..."
Ladkhadate hue kadmo se main deepika mam ki taraf gaya,jaha wo chair par kisi maharani ki tarah baithi hui thi, unke karib jakar main khada ho gaya aur computer ke screen par nazar daudayi,deepika mam ne ek video play kiya , wo video aisa tha ki jise dekhkar mere paseene chhut gaye, is baar to heart attack hee aa jata lekin maine khud ko sambhal liya......
"this position i like most and you..."
Jawab me maine apne hontho par sirf jeebh fira di,abhi mere samne ek full2 nude fucking video chal raha tha....ye kaise ho sakta hai, koyi teacher apne student ke sath aise bartaav kaise kar sakti hai....lekin haqiqat to wahi tha jo us din lab me mere sath ho raha tha, umra ke us padav par shayad bahut si chize aisi thi jise janna abhi baki tha....
mera man aur tan dolne laga , seedhe-seedhe shabdo me kahe to jab aapke samne chudai ki film chal rahi ho to lund apne aap khada ho jata hai, mera bhi lund khada hua , jise dekhkar deepika mam ne apne daant dikha diye....na chahkar bhi us waqt main ye chahne laga tha ki deepika mam pahle apne hatho se mere lund ko sahlaye aur phhir apne muh se mere lund ko chuse aur uske baad kisi slut ki tarah bole ki "wow, your dick is so big...."
"kisi ladki me tumhe sabse achchha part kya lagta hai...."video band karke deepika mam mere taraf mudi...
"matlab...."main janta tha ki deepika mam ke sawal ka kya matlab tha ,lekin phhir bhi maine puchha....
"matlab ki chut,gand ,boobs ,lips....."
"boobs and lips...."maine jawab diya aur ek ajeeb baat mujhe ye lagi ki,ab mujhe sharam nahi aa rahi thi.....
"touch my lips..."
"kisse touch karo hath se ya phhir honth se ya phhir ......"
"abhi to filhal hath se maza lo..."
Maine apni ungaliyo ko deepika mam ke hontho par rakkha aur dheere-dheere sahlate hue uske honth ke andar tak le gaya,....ye sab kuch bahut ajeeb tha, mujhe khud yakin nahi ho raha tha ki meri murjhayi taqdeer me ek apsara kaise aa gayi wo bhi bina kapdo ke....
"waha bhi hath phhira lu..."mera ishara uske mast bade-bade boobs ki taraf tha,...deepika mam ne apne seene ko ek baar dekhkar boli...
"ye sab puchha nahi jata...."
"then ok..."aur mere kanpte hue hath uske seene se ja chipke aur aise chipke ki chhodne ka naam hee nahi le rahe the, lund paint ko fadkar bahar nikalne ke liye betab tha tabhi khade lund par jor se hathoda marte hue deepika mam ne kaha...
"ab tum jao..."
dukhbhare man se maine deepika mam ki chhatiyo ko dekha ,jinse mere hath chipke hue the , main masoomiyat bhari aawaz me bola"ek baar inhe daba lu..."
"tum ab jao...."hanste hue usne mere hath ko door kiya aur mujhe turant waha se jane ka ishara kiya.....
"61-62 karna padega ab..."computer lab se bahar nikal kar main khud par jhallaya aur bathroom ki taraf chal diya, aaj kayi dhamake ek sath ho chuke the, pahle maine un pancho chudailo ko batti di, phhir bajirao Singham aur uske dost ko aur uske baad computer lab wala dhamaka.....lekin ek aur dhamaka bahut jald hone wala tha aur ye dhamaka sabse bada bhi tha........
"Mujhe maloom chal gaya hai ki Esha college kyun nahi aa rahi kuch dino se...."muth marne ke baad mara sa muh lekar main class me ghusa hee tha ki Arun bola....
"kyun....?"maine Arun ki taraf dekha....
Abhi tak main yahi samajh raha tha ki shayad uske ghar me koyi kaam hoga, ya phhir uski tabiyat kharab hogi ya halka fulka bukhar hoga, ye bhi ho sakta hai ki wo apne kisi rishtedar se milne kahi bahar gayi ho aur isi vajah se wo college na aayi ho, lekin Arun ne dhamaka karke mere dimag ko shunya kar diya, usne Esha ke college na aane ka jo reason bataya ,use sunkar yakin hee nahi hua aur maine Arun se ek baar phhir puchha....
"kya bola tune maine suna nahi..."
"Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi......"

Chapter-7:Suicide

Chapter-7:Suicide
Update-27
Mujhe phhir bhi yakin nahi hua aur ye sochkar ki maine galat suna hoga maine ek baar aur Arun se puchha...
"kya..."
"Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai..."
Teen baar se main lagatara wahi sawal puchh raha tha aur Arun mere un sawalo ka ek sa jawab de raha tha....us waqt kuch hua ,kuch alag sa hee hua,kuch alag sa hee ahsaas hua....main waha se daudte hue seedhe college se bahar aaya bina ye soche hue bhi ke mujhe jana kaha hai, bina ye soche ki seniors mujhe pakad sakte hai aur mera kachumar bana sakte hai....college ke main gate se main nikla hee tha ki meri nazar us ek ped par padi jis par rang birange phhool lage hue the....wo wahi ped tha, waha us waqt hawa bhi wahi bah rahi thi ,jo rojana bahti thi , college bhi wahi tha aur usme padhne wale students bhi wahi the...suraj aaj bhi purab se nikal kar apni manzil ki taraf badh raha tha, lekin jab se Esha ke suicide ki khabar suni to us ek pal me jaise puri duniya badal gayi ho, rang-birangi dharti jaise akal ke karan sukh gayi ho, aisa lagne laga tha mujhe us waqt....log mere samne se aate aur chale jate, us waqt yadi koyi mujhpar laat-ghuso ki barsaat bhi kar deta to main use siway dekhne ke kuch nahi karta......
"Arun...Naveen..."maine ye do naam liye, jo mere khas dost the ,
"kaha ja raha hai..."peechhe se mere khas dost Arun ne aawaz di, wo bhi mere peechhe-peechhe aa gaya tha bina ye jane use jana kaha hai....
"Esha kis hospital me hai...."
meri ghabrahat ko Arun pahchan gaya aur meri bechaini ko samajhkar wo bola"ye to mujhe nahi maloom...."
"tujhe kisne bataya ki Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai...."
"class me kuch ladke baat kar rahe the, jise mere dost ne sun liya aur phhir mujhe khabar di...."
is waqt Esha se milne ka bahut dil kar raha tha , lekin usse milu bhi to kaise ,yadi main usse mila bhi to main kya kahunga...ki main yaha kyun aaya, kisliye aaya kis haq se aaya.....dil me hazar goliya fire karke maine waha se wapas apni class me jane ka socha....
corridor me ab bhi students bahar the, kuch tahal rahe the to kuch group banakar baate kar rahe the, waha mujhe Arun ka wo dost bhi dikhayi diya jo Esha ki class me tha.....
"sun na yar...."maine Arun ke dost ko bulaya aur us sale ne meri dukhti rag par hath to rakkha hee sath hee sath hathoda marte hue bola...
"Arman tujhe maloom chala ya nahi....Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai...."
"haan maloom hai...koyi vajah maloom chali ki usne aisa kyun kiya..."
"pyar, mohabbat ka chakkar hai dost....tu bhool ja use..."
jitni aasani se usne mujhe kah diya utni asani se maine uski baat ko ek kan se sunkar dusare kan se nikal diya aur usse puchha ki Esha kis hospital me hai....
"maloom nahi....lekin college off hone tak kisi se puchhkar tujhe bata dunga...."
"thanks , ab chalta hu..."
"chal bye..."
waha se main seedhe apni class me aakar baith gaya ,ye soch soch kar dil fata ja raha tha ki Esha ne kisi ke pyar me apni jaan dene ki koshish ki hai....
"wo use bahut pyar karti hai ,iska matlab main aur mere Armano ke liye uske dil me koyi jagah nahi...."main us waqt khud se hee sawal jawab kiye ja raha tha....
"lekin us din class me to wo mujhe dekh rahi thi...."main us waqt jhooth ko sach aur sach ko jhooth sabit karne par laga hua tha, us waqt mujhe zara bhi khayal nahi tha ki physics wale sir class me aa chuke hai....
"hey, tum..."
"haaaiiiinn...."Arun ne mujhe koncha to main hosh me aaya....
"kya haiin haiin laga rakkhe ho, padhna hai to chup chap raho warna bahar jao..."
"BC maine ek shabd bhi nahi bola..."us Physics wale kurre sir ko dekhkar maine khud se kaha.....
"aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte..."jab kisi ne apne dimag ka theory kurre sir ko sunaya to use yahi jawab mila....ye jawab sirf use hee nahi balki kayi aur bhi students ko mila...jab bhi koyi ulta seedha sawal karta to kurre sir us par apna brmhastra chhod kar kahte ki "aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte...." aur phhir sab shant ho jate....question to mere dimag me bhi tha lekin us waqt main nahi puchh paya shayad Esha ki vajah se......Kurre sir ki bhi ek ajeeb aur badi ghatiya adat thi wo class khatam hone ke kuch der pahle ek-ek student se us din jo padhaya gaya use batane ko kahte...jo bata deta wo baith jata tha lekin na batane wale ko kurre sir Physics department me bulate aur waha , ijjat ki dhajjiya udate....
"tum batao...."
Main chup chap khada hua aur dimag ko parat dar parat khol kar dekhne laga ki main is baare me kuch janta hu ya nahi.....Theory of Relativity ke topic me main virgin tha  lekin kuch din pahle maine kisi news paper me kuch padha tha aur jo padha tha wahi kurre sir ke upar de mara.....
"Sir, mera ek sawal hai...kuch din pahle maine padha tha ki kuch particle aise bhi hai jinki velocity light ke velocity se bhi tej hai aur yadi aisa hai to phhir Einstein ka principle galat ho gaya , aap kya kahte hai is baare me...."
"Einstein ho ya koyi aam aadmi , koyi bhi Physics ke niyamo ke khilaf nahi ja sakta...baith jao..."
"thank you sir "

Us din bahut se students kurre sir ke lapete me aa gaye...main chahta tha ki Arun bhi us lapete me fas jaye lekin sala hoshiyar nikla aur jab kurre sir ne use khada kiya to lamba chauda bhasad usne de dala.....
"bade dhyan se sun raha tha kurre ka boring lecture....."
"matlab...."
" uska lecture sune bina tu itna sab kaise bol sakta hai..."
"ye sab to pahle se maloom tha mujhe..."kandha uchka kar wo bola....
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"main aaj drawing ki class attend nahi karunga...." apna bag band karte hue Naveen ne hum dono se kaha....
"kyun jake gand marwana hai..."
"lawde..."Arun ko ek hath lagakar Naveen ne kaha "jab dekho tab gali bhare rahta hai muh me...."
"tu usko hata aur ye bata ki aaj drawing ki class kyun chhod raha hai....suna hai bahut hard subject hai ye..."main nahi chahta tha ki wo waha se jaye , kyunki Naveen ke sath rahne se class boring nahi lagti thi...
"bhaiya aa raha hai ghar se aur 3 baje unhe railway station lene jana hai,..."
"jab kaam 3 baje hai to phhir abhi se kyun ja raha hai,..."
"bas ja raha hu....room ki saaf-safayi bhi karni hai ,wana bhai room me aakar mera haal-chal baad me puchhega usse pahle mujhe bolega ki chal pahle room saaf kar..."
"aaj tere room par hee rukne ka plan hai kya unka...."mere andar ek alag hee khhichadi pak rahi thi jisme mirch masale dalte hue Naveen bola...
"nahi, 4 baje unki train hai..."
"aaj raat main tere room par rukunga...."
"kyun..."mere ekdum se kahne par Naveen thoda chauk sa gaya,
"kyun be, tu aaj uske room par kyun rukega...."Arun ne mujhe beech me toka...
"kaam hai kuch..."
"gay gay gay gay..."ek dhun me gate hue Arun ne kaha....
"actually main soch raha tha ki Esha jis hospital me hai, waha jakar use dekh aau..."
"Naveen, launda to gaya hath se..."muskurate hue Arun ne kaha"phhir main bhi chalta hu..."
Phhir kya tha hum teeno ne apna bag uthaya aur nikal pade Naveen ke room ki taraf....raste bhar maine plan banaya ki mujhe hospital jakar actually karna kya hai, lekin phhir yaad aaya ki hume to us hospital ka naam tak nahi maloom jisme Esha admit hai.....
"abey tu kisliye mere sath aaya hai..."bike par baithe hue hee maine kohni se Arun ko mara....
"tere sath us hospital me jaunga ,jaha Esha admit hai..."
"ghanta jayega , pahle ye to maloom kar ki Esha hai kis hospital me...."
College se Naveen ke room pahuchane me sirf aadha ghanta laga,idhar Naveen room ki safai me lag gaya aur udar main aur Arun uske bistar par kisi maharaja ki tarah sawar hokar apna plan banane lage........
"bhu ko call karta hu...."Arun ne apna mobile nikalte hue kaha.....bhu bhi Esha ke peechhe pada hua tha isliye Arun ne socha ki shayad use kuch maloom ho aur humara daanv ek dum fit baitha, us sale bhu ko maloom tha ki Esha kaha admit hai....
"kaam ho gaya...."call disconnect karke Arun ne kaha....
"kaha hai wo aur kis halat me hai..."
"Apollo me hai...."
"chal jaldi se chalte hai waha...."main bina kuch soche samjhe jane ke liye uth khada hua, tabhi Naveen jo room ki saaf-safai me laga hua tha wo bola
"hello...kidhar.."
"Apollo..."
"beta ,abhi jana hai to auto me jao ,kyunki 3 baje bhai ko lene railway station jana hai aur waise bhi Apollo 2 kamro ka koyi chhota hospital nahi hai jo muh utha ke pahuch gaye...beta andar ghusne ke liye id card lagta hai....."hum dono ke badhte kadam wahi ruk gaye aur Arun ke hath se Naveen ne bike ki chabi chheen kar kaha"pichhwade me laat maar ke bahar karenge waha ka security guards...."
"to ab kya kare...."
"4 baje tak rook ,bhai ko railway station chhodne ke baad main bhi sath me chalunga...."
Us din Naveen ke bhai ne 1 ghante buri tarah se bore kiya aur Naveen ke room ko saaf dekhkar khush bhi bahut hue, aur jate jate hum teeno ko thik se padhne ki naseehat bhi di, 4:30 baje ke lagbhag Naveen railway station se wapas room par aaya aur hum teeno apollo hospital ke liye nikal pade......
"le aagaya apollo , ab bol andar jane ka kya jugad hai..."Naveen jab bike park karke aaya to maine usse puchha....
"mere idhar ke uncle yaha admit hai, unko bahar bulata hu...."kahte hue Naveen ne mobile nikala aur phhir apne uncle se baat ki,...kuch hee der me Naveen ke uncle bahar aaye, Naveen aur uske uncle ne kuch der hi hello jaisi kayi pakau baate ki aur phhir hume do card dekar bole ki tum teeno me se sirf do log hee andar ja sakte ho....jana to teeno ko tha isliye hum teeno ek dusare ka muh takne lage ki kaun apni kurbani dega....lekin jab koyi faisala nahi hua to uncle ne hum teeno ko kuch der rukne ke liye kaha aur phhir jugad karke ek aur id card lekar aaye....
"Naveen, apne uncle se puchh ke dekh ki ye Esha ko jante hai ki nahi...."
"chutiya hai kya...."
"tu chutiya, tera baap....."iske aage maine kuch nahi bola aur thodi door khade Naveen ke uncle ke pass gaya, jo kisi se baat kar rahe the.....
"uncle, humare college ki ek ladki ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai,...use aap jante hai kya....."
"Esha......"
"o teri "andar hee andar khush hote hue maine Naveen ke uncle se kaha"ha wahi, jab yaha aaye hai to socha ki usse bhi mil loon...."
"wo mere karibi dost Khurana ki eklauti beti hai , Esha ki suicide ki khabar sunkar mujhe bhi dukh hua tha, lekin ab wo thik hai aur yadi usse milna chahte ho to 125 room no. me jao"
"thank you uncle"
Waha se khushi-khushi main Arun aur Naveen ke pass aaya aur unhe room no. 125 me chalne ke liye kaha,..
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gaye the bade aashiq bankar, socha tha kisi na kisi bahane usse baat kar hee lunga , phhir uska haal chal bhi puchh lunga, lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua aur na hee iske aas-pass kuch hua.... Jis room me Esha admit thi , hum teeno us room ke bahar chup chap khade andar jhak rahe the kyunki andar jhakk maar ke jhankane ke siwa hum teeno ya phhir kahe ki main kuch kar bhi nahi sakta tha, kyunki jo kaam mujhe karna tha wo room. No. 125 me koyi aur kar raha tha, jin armano ki gathari banakar main yaha aaya tha wo khul kar jis room me Esha admit thi uske bahar bikhar chuki thi , kano me ek baar phhir wahi aawaz gunji jise main sunna nahi chahta tha, jise main bardasht nahi kar sakta tha....."pyar ,mohabbat ka chakkar hai bhai, tu use bhool ja...." us waqt Arun bhi chup tha aur Naveen bhi chup chap khada tha.....room ke andar Esha ek ladke se baat kar rahi thi, Esha ki aankh me aansu the aur us ladke ki aankh bhi halki nam thi, dono sale meri love story ki dhajjiya uda kar apne liye family planning kar rahe the.....jis ladke ne Esha ka hath pakad rakkha tha use maine college me shayad kayi baar dekha tha, aur yadi mera andaza sahi tha to wo yakinan mera senior hai......
"iska naam Gautam hai aur ye second year me hai...."Naveen ne dheere se kaha, lekin yadi wo jor se bhi kahta to koyi farak nahi padta kyunki waha hume sunne wala koyi nahi tha, jo beemar the wo to allot hue room me hee pade the aur jo unke karibi the wo ya to apne karibi ke sath room me the ya phhir bahar ki hawa khane ke liye bahar gaya hue the...us waqt hum teeno room no. 125 ki khidki se andar dekh rahe the, hum teeno ne dekha ki us ladke ne Esha ka hath apne dono hatho se tham liya aur kuch bolne laga...jise sunkar Esha ki aankhe khushi se chhalak uthi....
us waqt aankho me aansu uske bhi the ,us waqt dil mera bhi roya tha.....us waqt apne pyar ke samne wo bhi chup thi ,us waqt apne pyar ke samne chup main bhi tha....uske bagair jeene ki adat na to use thi aur uske bagair jeena mera bhi mushkil tha......
dheere-dheere mere kadam khud ba khud bahar ke liye chal pade, ab situation bilkul alag thi, jaha kuch der pahle tak main yaha aane ke liye mara ja raha tha wahi ab main jald se jald yaha se door jana chahta tha,jaha kuch der pahle mera dil uske didar ke liye uchhal-uchhal kar betahasha hua ja raha tha wahi ab mera dil hatash hokar shant baith gaya tha....hospital se bahar aate waqt maine kayi logo ko dekha, lekin phhir bhi na jaane kyun aisa lag raha tha ki main waha ,us bade se alishan hospital me bilkul akela hoon....koyi yadi waha dheere se bhi kuch bolta to uski aawaz joro se mere kano me chubhati....mujhe us waqt aisa lagne laga tha jaise ki main barso se us jagah kaid hoon aur waha se nikalne ki koshish kar raha hoon.......
"Arman....."mere kandhe ko peechhe se pakad kar Arun ne mujhe jor se hilaya...."kaha ja raha hai...."
"bahar...."apne charo taraf dekhte hue maine Arun se kaha,"kyun kuch hua kya..."
"ye bahar ka rasta nahi hai...samne dekh tu us room ki taraf ja raha hai jaha anath death bodies ko rakkha jata hai...."
Arun sach kah raha tha, mere samne kuch doori par wahi room tha, mera sar ghoomane laga aur uske baad aankho ke taar sust padne lage main us waqt sona chahta tha aur mere man me na jaane kya soojha jo main usi room ki taraf chal pada jaha mare hue logo ke sharir ko rakkha jata tha....mera dimag mere kabu me nahi tha....main bas sona chahta tha....
"abey rook,..."Naveen aur Arun ne mujhe pakda lekin main unhe ghaseetate hue aage badhne laga.....
"WTF, BC marwayega hume..."Arun mere kaan pass chilla kar bola aur achanak hee main hosh me aaya.....
"mujhe kyun pakad ke rakkha hai be..."un dono ko ghoorate hue maine kaha,....
Naveen kuch kahna chahta tha, lekin Arun ne use ishara karke shant kar diya aur khud bola...."kuch nahi chal yaha se...."
jaha ek taraf Esha ne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi wahi mere aur Esha ke pyar ne bhi, jo ki shuru tak nahi hua tha, suicide karne ki koshish ki.....wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab main bahak kar us kale room ki taraf ja raha tha....engineer tha isliye chhod diya warna yadi doctor hota to dimag nikalkar usme mere us din ke behaviour ka reason dhoondhata........

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Chapter-8:Sidar

Chapter-8:Sidar
Update-30
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"Mandiro me tujhko pane ki laakh mannate bhi kar leta main....
yadi mil jati tu mujhko.....
Masjido me baith kar subah-sham adaab bhi kar leta main....
yadi waha dikh jati tu mujhko....
badi dilkash aur dilchashp nikali teri gam-e-judai.....
na tu mili aur na hee main mandir gaya.....
na tu dikhi aur na hee main masjid gaya.....
lekar hatho me paimana tere ishq-e-sharab ka....
main wapas mehfil me aakar baith gaya......
"thoda baraf daal, sala bahut kadwa hai...."Varun ne apni glass khali karke kaha"ye kya be, tu to senti kar raha hai mujhko apne ye story sunakar, khair aage suna..."
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uski aur meri mohabbat ki badi ajeeb daastan hai...
udhar na uska dil khila , idhar mera dil bhi registan hai.....
Us din na jaane mujhe kya ho gaya tha , Esha ko Gautam ke itane karib dekhkar main apna aapa kho baitha tha...us din main Naveen ke room par nahi ruka, Arun ka bahut man tha lekin meri vajah se , mere hostel wapas aane ki jid ki vajah se Naveen ne mujhe aur Arun ko sham ke samay hostel chhod diya....
"i want to know more about them ki unka relationship kab se aur kaise shuru hua tha...."hostel ke andar ghuste hee maine Arun se kaha....
" main sabki janam kundali lekar nahi baitha hoon, jo tu sabke baare me mujhse phuchhata phhire...."Arun khhisiya kar bola....
"kuch jugad nahi hai..."
"solid jugad hai....yaha se kuch doori par daru bhatti hai waha se ek botal la aur peekar Esha aur apni bematlab ki love story ka the end kar de....samjha..."
"seedhe-seedhe bol na ki teri fat gayi hai..."
"jaisa tu samajh...."
main samajh gaya tha ki Arun naraz hai aur uski narazagi ki vajah shayad ye thi ki main na to khud Naveen ke room me ruka aur na hee use rukne diya...
"Arman ka room yahi hai kya..."main apne bistar par aur Arun apne bistar par leta hua tha ,tabhi mujhe ye aawaz sunayi di, mere room ke bahar koyi tha jo mere baare me puchh raha tha, main khud bahar jane ke liye utha hee tha ki dandana ke teen seniors mere room me aa dhamke....
"tum dono me se Arman kaun hai..."
"main hoon..."maine unse kaha aur andar hee andar shapath le li ki yadi ye kuch ulta seedha karenge to main bina kuch soche inse bhid jaunga......
"ise pahchanta hai..."un teeno me se ek ke hath me ek photo thi ,jise dikha kar wo mujhse puchh rahe the...unke hath me usi shaks ki photo thi jisne Varun aur un paanch chudailo ke sath milkar meri ragging li thi.....
"haan...."
"isne Varun ke sath milkar teri ragging li thi...."
"nishan abhi tak mere peeth me hai...."
"tu sun..."ek ne mere kandhe par hath rakkha aur meri taraf dekh kar bola"ye sala sabse bada chutiya hai aur Varun usse bhi bada, ek senior hostel wala junior hostel wale ki ragging le to wo chalta hai kyunki hostel wale senior ka ye janmsiddh adhikar hai....lekin yadi koyi city wala hostel wale ki ragging le to phhir unki band bajani padti hai....isko to humne bahut mara , ab ye tere pass bhool ke bhi nahi bhatkega aur rahi baat Varun ki ....to kal subah recess me bike stand par milna....."
"thank you sir...."main khushi khushi nachana chahta tha,lekin maine khud ko control kiya....
"ek baat bata..."wapas jate hue unme se ek ne kaha"tune aaj un pancho chudail ko chheda tha kya..."
"halka sa mazak kiya tha unke sath...lekin aapko kisne bataya..."
"mujhe kisne bataya wo chhod aur yadi wo kal college ke peechhe wale gate ke pass dikhe to halka mazak nahi thoda jyada kar lena...."
"Arun ye kaun tha...."un teeno ke jane ke baad maine Arun se puchha....
"abey isko nahi janta..."
"na...kaun hai..."
" Varun ka sabse bada dushman , samne ka naam nahi maloom lekin iska surname Sidar hai aur sab ise Sidar hee kahte hai....."
Sidar ko hostel me rahne wale masheeha ke naam se bhi pukarte the...kahte hai ki jab Sidar first year me tha to uski kisi senior ne jam kar ragging li thi, lekin uske baad usne NSUI ka election jeeta aur saare college me highlight hua aur jab wo third year me aaya to jis senior ne uski ragging li thi use usne kutto ki tarah mara tha.....ab wo fourth year me tha aur hostel ke students ko pareshan karne walo ki khatiya khadi kar deta tha.....hostel walo ki unity ka sabse bada pahlu Shayad Sidar hee tha.....lekin kuch chutiye rahte hai jo khud ko tees maar khan samajh kar hoshiyari marte hai....meri ragging hostel ke jis senior ne li thi wo bhi un chutiyo me se tha aur hamesa Sidar ke khilaf jata tha , yadi Varun ke sath milkar usne meri ragging na li hoti to shayad Sidar use chhod bhi deta aur baat dab bhi jati....lekin jab maine kal un 5 chudailo ko chheda to wo pure college me gossip ka matter ban gaya aur wahi se ground par meri ragging ki khabar Sidar ko lagi......
ek baar phhir se mujhe kal ka intejaar tha, main chahta tha ki ek baar phhir se wo pancho chudail college ke peechhe wale gate ke pass khadi rahe aur meri mulakat unse ho jaye......
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Us din ki baat hee alag thi, do sher aamne samne the, farak sirf itna tha ki ek asliyat ka tha to dusara plastic ka bejaan.....ek sher to main tha aur dusara sher wo pancho chudail khud ko maan rahi thi , wo us waqt college ke peechhe wale gate ke pass khadi hokar is dhun me magan thi ki unke boyfriend meri achchhi khabar lenge, lekin usse bhi achchhi khabar to mere pass thi.....wo pancho bhi shayad college ke peechhe wale gate par mera hee intezaar kar rahi thi.....
"la cigarette de, dhua udate hue jaunga...."jhhadiyo me ghuse hue maine kaha"aur waha meri bejjati kar dena, main jo kahu use karna aur aise react karna jaise main tera baap hoon..."
"pakad ke hila le phhir..."
"mazak kar raha tha, chal aaja..."
Cigarette ke kash marte hue main unki taraf taish se badha , aankho me kala chashma aur ungaliyo me cigarette phhirata hua main unke pass pahucha....
"kya haal hai bandariyo, us din ka yaad nahi jo aaj yaha phhir marane aa gayi...."apna chashma neeche karke maine cigarette ka kash liya aur un pancho ki taraf fek diya....
"jyada over acting mat kar"Arun mere kaan me fusfusaya....
"aisa kya..."dheemi aawaz me maine kaha"chal ab dekh..."
"achchha ye batao, tum pancho chudail yaha kya soch kar khadi ho...."
Pahle bandariya aur phhir chudail....apne liye aise word sunkar unka pahle se hee sab kuch laal ho gaya tha tabhi Vibha ne mujhe dhamki di ki Varun will fuck you.....
"kyun tu kam pad gayi kya ya phhir wo pahle se hee aisa hai..."
"aaj tujhe ghaseet-ghaseet ka marenge humare boyfriends...."
"ma kasam bahut bekar dialogue tha...."apne jeb se rajnigandha ka packet nikal kar maine muh me dala aur phhir bola"muh me rajnigandha....kadmo me laundiya, aise dialogue mara kar...."
na jaane wo kya soch kar aaj yaha khadi hokar mera intezaar kar rahi thi...khair maine apna programme jaari rakkha aur sabse pahle Vibha ke seene par nazar daali...
"yar, Arun aajkal tennis baal bade mahenge ho gaye hai aur inko dekho do do latka ke ghoom rahi hai...."
"You bastard, your kind of boy is like my piss, go fuck yourself and your family, "jhallate hue Vibha boli....
"and your kind of girls are like my lawda ka safed pani, just shag and flow into toilet by applying Bernoulli's theorem and the energy produces by me for this work is equal to the your sucking power of dick,....."
"what...."wo apna sar gusse se khujate hue boli....
"matlab ki dil ke arman aansuo me bah gaye "
"tu rook , abhi Varun ko bulati hu...."paanv patak kar Vibha waha se chali gayi aur uske peechhe -peechhe baki ki chudail bhi chal di....
"kya gali di hai bhai...."Unko jaate hue dekhkar Arun ne kaha..."waise Bernoulli theorem ka formula kya hai ,mujhe yaad nahi aa raha..."
"wo to mujhe bhi nahi maloom "main bola" aur pahle to Vibha ki gand se apni nazar hata...."
"wo to bas main......kyunki i like pichhwada "
"ye mat bhool ki abhi hum bhi college ke pichhwade me khade hai, jaldi chal warna class ke liye deri ho jayegi...."
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panga to aaj hona hee tha, kyunki Varun aur uske dost mujhpar pahle se hee bhadke hue the aur upar se aaj maine unki items ko bhi chheda tha, aur jaha tak mera andaza tha uske anusar wo pancho phhir se meri shikayat karengi aur uske baad Varun apni puri gang ke sath mujhe marne aayega lekin uske aur mere beech Sidar khada tha.....
"yadi Sidar nahi aaya to...."meri dhadkane light ki velocity se bhi tej chalne lage, jab mere dil me ye khayal aaya....kyunki main janta tha ki yadi Sidar nahi aaya to Varun aur uske chamche mera bahut bura hashra karenge, maine khud ko kayi baar samjhaya ki ye sab mere betuke khayal hai, Sidar mera sath jaroor dega lekin jab dil nahi mana to maine apne mobile nikalkar Sidar ka number dial kiya aur udhar se turant responce mila...
"hello..."
"Sir main Arman...."
"Arman...."use mera naam aise liye jaise kuch yaad karne ki koshish kar raha ho aur phhir bola"haan bol, Arman..."
"wo sir, maine aaj phhir un ladkiyo ko chheda , jo college ke peechhe wale gate par khadi rahti hai...."
"good, lekin abhi call kyun kiya...."
"Sir, wo Vibha bol ke gayi hai ki wo mujhe dekh legi aur uska ishara saaf tha ki wo mujhe Varun se...."
"dar mat, aaj recess me call karna"meri baat kat kar Sidar ne kaha aur call cut kar di....
Mobile jeb me rakhkar maine time dekha, recess hone me chand min. hee baki the aur meri saanse tej ho chali thi.....teacher ne 10 min. Pahle hee class chhod di thi lekin ye hidayat di thi ki jab tak recess ka time nahi ho jata koyi bhi class se bahar nahi niklega.....kitaabo se to dushmani ho gayi thi isliye padhayi ke baare me sochna maine munasif nahi samjha aur ek baar phhir Sidar ke baare sochane laga.....
Sidar jaha ek taraf is saal NSUI ke election me president ke post ke liye khada hua tha wahi dusari taraf Varun bhi President post ke liye ek mazboot ummidwar ke roop me Sidar ke khilaf tha, isliye dono me anban ek normal si baat thi....lekin ye anban is saal se nahi balki bahut purani thi....pichhale saal Varun ne college ke main gate ke pass hostel wale ek ladke ka shirt fad diya tha aur use bahut mara bhi tha aur jab ye baat Sidar ko maloom chali to wo pure hostel walo ko samet kar dusare din Varun ko usi ki class me yani ki 4th year ki class me ghuskar sabke samne Varun ko aukat me rahne ki hidayat di thi....Varun na to us waqt Sidar ka kuch kar paya aur na hee uske baad Sidar ka kuch ukhad paya.....Sidar ke pass jaha ektaraf hostel me rahne wale 200 ladko ka support tha wahi college staff bhi uske sath tha, college staff ka Sidar ke sath hone ki sabse badi vajah shayad ye thi ki wo apne class ka topper tha , upar se football ka ek shandar player bhi tha.....
"multi talented launda..."kul milakar Sidar ko yahi bol sakte hai.....
Recess me maine ek baar phhir Sidar ko call kiya aur usne mujhe bataya ki aage kya karna hai.....main, Arun ke sath class se bahar aaya aur bike stand ki taraf badhne laga....ye jante hue bhi ki waha is waqt Varun ki mandali jama hogi....lekin humare plan ke mutabik mujhe bike stand par jana hee tha.....
"College me jakar padhayi karna be, laundiya bazi me busy mat rahna aur na hee is chakkar me padna..."mere bhai ki is pahli advice ki maine kal hee dhajjiya udayi thi....kyunki yadi ek ladka kisi ladki se milne hospital me jata hai wo bhi bina jaan pahchan ke to ise hindustan ke log laundiyabazi hee kahte hai.....ya phhir uski shuruat.

"daru, cigarette in sabko chhua bhi to soch lena...."bhai ki is advice ka haal pahle wali advice ki tarah tha.... 
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"aur yadi ladayi jhagde ki ek bhi khabar ghar par aayi to usi waqt tera T.C. Nikalwa dunga samjha..." aur ab main apne bhai ki is aakhiri advice ki dhajjiya udane ja raha tha.......
"Varun wo dekh...."mujhe dekhkar bike stand par baithe ek bhari bharkam sharir wale ne meri taraf ishara kiya....

"bas , ab aur nahi...."hafte hue Varun bola....
Varun ke dost to kabke surrender kar chuke the aur un sabka maar kha ke bura haal bhi tha, un sabki halat dekh kar man me aaya ki chhod doon, lekin tabhi Arun mere pass aaya aur mere kaan me kuch aisa kaha ,jise sunkar main fauran Varun ke pass pahucha....
"chal jaldi kar abhi 100 baar aur upar neeche hona hai...."
"na, ab himmat nahi hai..."Paseene se bhiga hua Varun zameen par let gaya aur lambhi lambhi saanse lene laga....
"ek shart me chhodunga tujhe..."
"hhaaannn...."
"un pancho chudailo ko yaha call karke bula...."
Mera andesha jaankar Varun ne saaf mana kar diya aur usi waqt Arun ne pass pada hua ek mota sa danda uthakar Varun ke sar par nishana lagaya aur jor se dande ko uske sar par na maarkar zameen par de mara....Varun ne socha ki Arun use marne wala hai ,isiliye wo jor se chillata hua bola ki wo taiyar hai un pancho chudailo ko yaha bulane ke liye......
"pani do Varun Sir ko...."Varun jab hafte hue uthkar waha baitha tab maine apne hee class wale ek ladke se kaha aur bheed ki jhund me se kisi ne bola ki Varun ko pani nahi apna moot pila de....khair maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya aur Varun ko botal wala pani hee pilaya.....
"Vibha, kaha ho...."Varun ne Vibha ko call kiya aur maine use loudspeaker on karne ka ishara kiya...
"kab se dhoondh rahi hu tujhe....chut me khuzali ho rahi hai...kaha ho tum...."
"gazab...."main dheere se bola aur sabko ishara kiya ki koyi nahi hasega.....
"main, wo ground par hoon...."Varun meri taraf dekhte hue Vibha se bola"yahi aa jao..."
"usi ground par na jaha kuch din pahle humne first year ke ek ladke ki ragging li thi...."
Mobile ka loudspeaker ab bhi on tha aur main sab kuch sun raha tha, "aaja chudail , tu aaja ek baar "maine khud se bola....
"ha, usi ground par main hoon..."
" ,yaha meri chut jali ja rahi hai aur tum waha kya kar rahe ho....tumne to kaha tha ki recess me bike stand par milna, aur jab main waha pahuchi to na to tum waha the aur na hee tumhara koyi dost...."
"tu apni chut me ungali daal aur seedhe ground pahuch...warna bahut buri tarah gand marunga agli baar....samjhi"
"ok , i am coming...Condom hai na is baar, yaad hai last time bahut problem hui thi..."
"sab hai, tu aaja jaldi se..."
"flavour kaun sa hai, i like Strawberry wala condom...."
Varun ne apna sar peetkar call disconnect kar di aur phhir meri taraf dekhne laga, jaane use aisa kyun lagne laga ki main use aur uski mehbooba ko waha se sahi-salamat jaane dunga.... Hum me se sabhi seniors waha se chale gaye aur ground par us waqt first year ke 20-25 ladke maujood the....hum sab alag-alag jagah par chhip gaye the aur Varun ko wapas se push up karne ke liye bol diya tha aur use ye bhi bola tha ki yadi wo is beech kahi ruka to hum sab use pagal kutta samajh kar uspar patthar fekenge....
"Varun..what the fuck ?"apni scooty se utarkar Vibha ,Varun ki taraf bhagi aur usi beech main bahar nikla aur Varun ke pass khade ho gaya....
"sun be jhaklet , yadi tu ek pulse ke liye bhi ruka to sab ke sab milkar marenge tujhe...na hee rukna aur na hee kuch bolna...."main dheere se bola...
Vibha jab Varun aur mere ekdum karib aa gayi to maine apna daya pair uthaya aur push up kar rahe Varun ke upar rakh diya,...,jisse Varun rook gaya.
"aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte, ab upar uthe ho to neeche to jana padega due to gravity..."Varun ke peeth par paanv se dabav bana kar maine kaha......
Vibha samajh gayi ki kuch gadbad hai, warna...... Usne apne aas-pass dekha to use uske baki dost bhi pade dikhayi diye....
"ye sab tumne kiya kya ?"
"ha, super power hai mere pass, aankhe gusse se neeli ho jati hai aur Mujhe dard nahi hota, bhale hee koyi pure college ki building utha kar mere upar patak de "
"tumhari itani himmat ki tum apne senior par hath uthao,"Vibha ne mujhse kaha aur phhir Varun ki taraf dekh kar boli"common Varun, utho..."
"ye to aaj uth chuka.....ab teri bari hai..."
"doodh daba de Arman, patak kar pel de ise, jhakkas maal hai, chhodna mat...."ye maine andar hee andar socha  aur Vibha se bola"tennis ball ka rate kya hai..."
"haaaiiiinnnnn....."
"jyada chaukane ki jaroorat nahi hai, jab zameen par pade is gadhe se tu chut-lund ki baat kar sakti hai to phhir tennis ball ke baare me baat karne me kya harz hai......chal bata tere tennis ball tight hai ya dheele-dhale...."
"ekdum tight...."
"size kya hai..."
"what...."naak sikodkar Vibha boli, 
"main nahi dara, isliye apna ye banawati gussa utar kar fek do...."kahte hue maine Varun ki taraf nazar daudayi....sala zameen par pada hanf raha tha, is waqt uski saanse hee itni tej chal rahi thi ki wo humari aawaz nahi sun sakta tha aur hume dekhne ke liye wo apna sar ghumaye ,itani usme energy nahi bachi thi.......
"size nahi bataya "maine apna sawal dohraya...
"why are you doing this with me...."wo pareshan hokar boli...
"us din isi ground par sandal pahan kar jab mere upar kood rahi thi, tab ye samajh me nahi aaya tha kya tujhe, roj college ke back gate par khade hokar dusaro ko gali dena, canteen me baithe ek bhookhe ladke ke chehre par samosa lagate waqt tere jehan me ye khayal kyun nahi aaya...."
"sorry...."Apni aankho me daya ki bheekh liye Vibha boli, waha aas-pass khade mere sabhi dosto ka hans-hans kar bura haal tha...jab Vibha ne sorry bola to Arun apne chir-parichit andaz me mere pass aaya....
"sorry se kaam nahi chalega, main to gand marunga...."
"awwwww......"
"Arun tu in sabko sambhal, main Vibha darling ko konte me lekar jata hoon...."

Update-34
Arun mujhpar bahut chillaya, mujhe bahut roka aur kaha ki tu to deepika mam ke maze leta hai, Vibha ko mere sath bhej de,...lekin main nahi mana aur Vibha ka jabardasti hath pakad kar ek taraf le gaya.....humara college city se door lambe-chaude area me faila hua tha, jaha had se jyada hariyali thi , jhhadi-jhunjhati, jungle sab kuch tha....
"do you like gang-bang or single sex at a time..."chalte-chalte jab hum dono ground se bahut door aa gaye to maine Vibha se puchha aur uska hath chhod diya.....
"Arman , main koyi slut nahi hoon, jo har kisi ke sath wo sab kuch karu...."
"matlab ki single sex  "
"main case kar dungi...."
"kisliye...."
"attempt to rape, aur tumhe maloom hee hoga ki attempt to rape or rape ki saza same hai...."
"phhir to rape hee karna padega....."
ab main Vibha ko lekar ghani hariyali me ghus raha tha, jaise-jaise hum dono aage badhte Vibha ka chehra bhi hara hota ja raha tha, aur ek jagah par aakar wo rook gayi....
"main shor macha dungi aur college me complaint bhi karungi ki tumne mere sath misbehave kiya...." 
Vibha ki baat par main muskuraya aur bola"mere khayal se mere peeth par tumhare sandal ke nishan abhi tak maujood hai aur yadi maine iski complaint ki to tumhare sath-sath tumhare un sare friends ki life barbaad ho jayegi,jo us din ground par maujood the,..."
Vibha gusse se meri taraf dekhne lagi aur Vibha ko dekhkar maine andaza lagaya ki wo mujhe andar hee andar galiya de rahi hai.....
"khade mat raho, jaldi chalo....kyunki 2-3 ghanto se pahle main nahi jhadta ,aur yadi do round marne ki sochi to phhir 6-7 ghante book....."
Ye sunkar to Vibha ki halat aur kharab ho gayi, wo zameen aasman ek karke sochane lagi ki mujhse kaise bacha jaye, wo waha se bhag bhi sakti thi,lekin uske kadam meri ragging wali dhamki ke karan bandhe hue the.....wo dari hui thi aur uska dar badhane ke liye maine ek aur missile chhodi.....
"jaldi socho, kyuni jab main tumhare sath kabaddi khelunga to uska video bhi record karunga, aur yadi andhera jyada ho gaya to video quality achchhi nahi aayegi....."
"please video record mat karna...."uske kadam aakhir kar meri taraf badhe, wo mere pass aakar boli"main badnaam ho jaungi...."
"main to hostel me har ek ko wo video send karunga, sath hee sath facebook me fake id se upload karke , sare teachers ko tag bhi karunga...."
"please aisa mat karna...."wo rote hue boli"yadi tumne aisa kiya to main suicide kar lungi...."
"suicide....."uski taraf dekhkar maine kaha"aur tum jaiso ki vajah se jo student suicide karte hai, unke baare me kabhi socha hai....aaj pata chalega ki ghut-ghut ke apna sar jhuka kar jeena kise kahte hai, mujhe us din kaisa laga hoga, jab tumne canteen me sabke samne mere face par samosa lagayi thi, use to main bhool bhi jaun....lekin us din ground par jab tum aur tumhari chudail friends apni dhardar sandal pahan kar mere peeth par naach rahi thi....BC dusaro ki jaan ki koyi keemat nahi samajhte ho tum log aur aaj khud pe ban aayi to aukat pe aa gaye...."main kuch der ke liye ruka aur phhir chilla kar bola...
"aaj 2 nahi 3 round marunga, aur yadi mood hua to puri raat chodunga aur is beech tune jara si bhi aawaz ki to....har din chodunga..."
Us din mujhe ladkiyo ke baare me ek aur chiz maloom chali, ladkiya bhale hee kitani bhi aage nikal jaye, wo bhale hee sher banti phhirti rahe....lekin jab unki baari aati hai to wo wahi jaane-pahchane andaz me rona-gana shuru kar deti hai.....jaisa ki Vibha abhi kar rahi thi, jab main Vibha ko lekar ground se nikla tha to socha tha ki wo turant apni chut me lund le legi aur thodi himmat , thodi daring bhi show karegi...lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua tha...wo is waqt sadak ke beecho beech apne ghutno par baith kar ro rahi thi.....
"chal natak band kar, jaha tujhe chodunga wo adda bas pass me hee hai...."uska hath pakad kar maine use uthaya,....wo chup-chap mere sath chalne lagi ,bagair kuch bole....
"ek baar maine ek ladki ko choda tha aur josh-josh me apna pura hath ghusa diya tha...."main ab bhi uski fadne me laga hua tha.....lekin wo chup rahi...sadak par chalte-chalte maine apna ek hath uske seene par rakkha aur dusare hath ko uske kandhe par rakhkar use apni taraf kheench liya...maine use khud se sata liya tha aur yadi hume us waqt koyi dekhta to wo bas yahi kahta ki "wo dekho laila-majnu ki jodi ja rahi hai...."
Vibha pure raste bhar apna sar neeche kiye sisakati hui chalti rahi....
"jao...."maine jab Vibha se ye kaha to usne hairat bhari nazaro se meri taraf dekha, jaise use yakin nahi hua ho ki maine use jane ke liye kaha hai.....
"mujhe maloom hai ki main bahut handsome hoon, lekin ab mujhe dekhne ke bajay ,samne dekho....tumhari scooty khadi hai...."
Ek baar phhir wo chup thi, wo chup-chap kabhi mujhe dekhti to kabhi apni scooty ki taraf....lekin phhir kuch der baad wo mujhe hee ghoorne lagi, 
"sali pat to nahi gayi ,mujhse "uski dekhkar maine kaha, lekin jab wo phhir bhi mujhe ghoorti rahi to maine kaskar ek tamacha uske gaal par mar diya aur wo chauk kar hosh me aayi....
"dekha, ye sapna nahi hai, ...ab jaldi se chale jao...."
"tum to kah rahe the ki........"
"sab jhooth tha..."use beech me hee rok kar maine kaha"mera waisa irada bilkul bhi nahi tha,...maine jab tumhe yaha bulaya to samajh gaya ki hostel ke mere dost tum par toot padenge aur tab mujhe apni galti ka ahsaas hua, aur un hawas ke pyaso se tumhe bachane ke liye hee main tumhe apne sath le gaya tha, kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki wo kuch der me yaha se chale jayenge.....lekin maine ye bhi socha tha ki tumhare dost, tumhara yar Varun tumhe call karega, par afsoos ki usne ek call to kya ek msg tak nahi kiya...."
"www...wo...."wo haklate hue boli, ab uski aankhe khushi se bhar aayi thi"mobile silent me tha...."
"ayi le, sala itna badhiya dialogue mara tha, uski ma bahan ek kar di...."
"main jaun...."apni scooty ki taraf dekhkar wo boli..."thanks..."
"aur ek baat, jo tumse kahni thi...."
"bolo..."
"i am still virgin, sirf 61-62 kiya hai....waha maine tumse do ghante, teen ghante...wali jo bhi baat kahi, wo sab jhooth thi...."
Wo muskurane lagi aur apni scooty start ki tab maine ek aur baar use toka"ek aur baat hai, jo kahni thi..."
"bolo..."pahle ke tarah hee usne muskura ke kaha....
"main tumhara video bhi nahi bana sakta tha...kyunki mera mobile mere bag me hee hai...."
"ab jaun, ya kuch aur kahna hai..."
"ek salah leti jao...Varun ne apni jaan bachane ke liye tumhe yaha bula liya tha, to ho sake to apne liye koyi dusara boy friend dhoondh lena...."

Chapter-11:Tiffs & Attraction 
 

Update-35
Jab hostel pahucha to mere dost agal bagal aise khade the jaise ki koyi bahut bada shanshah ghusa ho....sab mujhe dekh - dekh kar muskura rahe the, abhi main apne room me pahucha tak nahi tha ki chhoti height ka malik ,bhu waha aaya aur mere kandhe par hath rakh kar bola...
"choda use...."
Maine aas-pass khade ladko ko dekha aur dheere se kaha "nahi be, chhod diya, bechari rone lagi thi...."
"gay hai tu,"Pata nahi us waqt Arun kaha se tapak pada aur dusari taraf se usne mere kandhe par hath rakkha aur daant chabate hue gusse se bola"kutte, na to khud kiya aur na hee mujhe karne diya, ab main tujhe chodunga....chal room me tu"
Jaise hee sabko maloom chala ki maine Vibha ke sath kuch nahi kiya hai to sab mujhe galiya dene lage, kuch bol rahe the ki itna badhiya mauka maine hath se jane diya....kuch ne ye bhi kaha ki chodu bana raha hai hume, udhar maal ko thok bhi diya aur yaha aake hoshiyari chod raha hai.....aur baki jitne bache sabne gay ki upadhi de dali, lekin un sabko kya pata ki is dil ke Arman to kuch aur hee the.......
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Varun aur uske dosto ki hostel walo ne dhulayi ki ,ye khabar raat-o-raat lagbhag sabko maloom pad chuki thi aur jo do naam uchhal kar samne aaye the wo the Sidar aur Arman....first year ke ek ladke ne apne senior ko buri tarah dhoya, ye khabarlagbhag har koyi janne laga tha, jiska matlab tha ki college me meri popularity share market ke sensex ki tarah raato raat badh chuki thi.....Varun ki pelayi se jaha kuch log khush the wahi bahut se log aise the, jinko maine apna dushman bana liya tha....dusare din se phhir wahi ghisi piti zindagi shuru ho gayi, lekin aaj main aur Arun college ke peechhe wale gate se na jakar samne wale gate se gaye....aaj mujhe koyi fark nahi pad raha tha ki kaun junior hai aur kaun senior aur jab main first year ki class wali corridor me pahucha to waha class ke bahar khade sabhi students ki nazar mujh par zam gayi....
"dekha be, mere sath chalne ka fayda" bakwas karte hue Arun bola
"subah subah kha mat....abhi kurre bhi aayega aur physics ke law padha-padha ke sar par hathoda marega....."
class me bag rakh kar main bahar aa gaya lekin Arun kisi ladke ki copy se CG ka assignment copy karne laga,....class shuru hone me abhi time tha, isliye maine bahar khade ladko ke sath gappe shappe marna hee behtar samjha, waha kuch ladke hostel ke bhi the to kuch ladke city wale bhi the, sab apni aankho me chamak liye mujhse puchh rahe the ki kya maine sach me Varun aur uske dosto ko mara ya ye sirf ek afwaah hai......
"Arman ke case me jo kuch bhi hota hai wo sab haqiqat hoti hai, afwaahe to is chodu ke case me banti hai, jo apne Nokia 1200 me msg type kar raha hai....."bhu ki taraf dekhkar maine ishara kiya aur uske hath se mobile chheen liya....
"abey meri maal ka msg aane wala hai, bakchodi mat kar...."
"lawda maal, tere se kaun ladki pategi be...."
"ye wahi ladki hai...."
"kaun wahi...."
"abey wahi...."
"BC naam bata..."
"Esha...."bhu sharma kar bola, wo Esha ka naam batate waqt aise sharma raha jaise ki haldi lagane wali rasm ho rahi ho,....
maine number dekha, sala sach me Esha se msg-msg khel raha tha, yakin to nahi ho raha tha lekin Esha ka jab reply aaya to mujhe yakin karna pada.....
"kaha ho...."Esha ne msg kiya...
"apni class ke bahar khada hu, "
"main tumhe pahchanungi kaise..."
"tum bas college aao, main tumhe pahchan lunga......"
"class se bahar niklo, main bas pahuchane hee wali hoon...."
"main bahar hee hoon...."messege type karke bhu ne Esha ko send kar diya, aur waha khade sabhi ladko ka muh khula raha hai, khud mera bhi bura haal tha ki isne Esha ko milne ke liye razi kar liya....kahi ye isse pat gayi to ...
"Esha...."is naam ko main hospital wale kand se bhoolne laga tha ,lekin aaj bhu aur Esha ke beech hue is messege-messege ke khel ne mere andar ek tees paida kar di thi, pure jehan me wo Esha aur Gautam ke beech ka love scene phhir yaad aa gaya....aur jab corridor me Esha ko Gautam ke sath aate hue dekha to dil se aawaz aayi ki kash Esha Gautam ko chhodkar mere pass aa jaye, dil se aawaz aayi ki kash Gautam ko dusari ladki pasand aa jaye, aur wo Esha ko chhod de, aawaz aayi ki Kash Esha ke dil me bhi mere liye wahi Arman jaag jaye jo Arman mere dil me uske liye the......
tabhi jordar aawaz aayi, kisi ne kisi ko kas kar thappad mara tha, aur jab nazare aawaz ki taraf hui to hansi ke sath gussa bhi ufan pada, Gautam ne bhu ko karara tamacha mara tha, hansi isliye aa rahi thi kyunki bhu jaha kuch der pahle Esha ke liye apne Armano ko uchhal raha tha wo ab apne gaal sahla raha tha, gussa isliye aaya kyunki jisko pane ki tamanna college ke pahle din se thi uske boy friend ne mere dost ko mara tha........
"oye langoor ki aulad, shakal to dekh leta aaine me mujhe messege karne se pahle...."Esha bhu ka mazak uda rahi thi aur Gautam jisne abhi haal filhal me bhu ko taacha jada tha wo bhi hans raha tha........
Gautam college ka famous student tha aur Varun ka karibi bhi tha, rang-roop aur chal chalan uski rahisi ko dikhati thi, aur kal raat hostel me kisi ne mujhe ye bataya tha ki Varun ki tarah wo bhi badi hard ragging leta hai aur isi silsile me kuch dino pahle college se dismiss hote hote bacha tha, hua kuch yun tha ki city bus me usne first year ke ek ladke ka baal pakad kar chalti bus ki khidki se bahar fek diya tha......
"sun be langoor, dobara yadi Esha ke aas-pass bhatka to pure college me dauda dauda kar marunga....."Gautam apni seniority ki akad dikhate hue bola....
"science kahta hai sabhi insaan ke purvaj bandar aur langoor the, isliye apne baap-dada ki ijjat karo....."bhu ke kandhe par hath rakhkar maine kaha"dobara hatn uthaya to hath tod dunga..."
us waqt mujheme wo himmat shayad jalan ki vajah se aayi thi, warna bhu mera utna khas dost nahi tha ki main uske liye ladayi karta phhiru....
"kya bola be..."
"isko door kar de warna, ladki ke samne bejjati ho jayegi...."mera ishara Esha ki taraf tha, jo halat waha Gautam ki thi wahi halat Esha ki bhi thi, mere liye Gautam ke sath sath Esha ke man me nafrat thi......
"Esha jaan....tum yahi khadi rahna, main dekhta hu ki kal ka aaya ye kya karta hai..."kahte hue usne ek baar aur bhu ko mara....
"Aisa kya, phhir ye le..."main usse thoda peechhe gaya aur kaskar ek thappad Gautam ko jad diya,...
"Esha jaan....tum yahi khadi rahna, main dekhta hu ki kal ka aaya ye kya karta hai..."kahte hue usne ek baar aur bhu ko mara....

"Aisa kya, phhir ye le..."main usse thoda peechhe gaya aur kaskar ek thappad Gautam ko jad diya,...
wo thappad maine apni puri taqat ke sath mara tha, isliye uski gunj sabke kano tak to pahuchani thi, waha khade sabhi students me se kisi ki aankhe badi ho gayi to kisi ka muh khula ka khula rah gaya, kuch ladkiyo ne apne muh par hath rakhkar ladkiyo wali style me awwww bhi kiya....first year ki sabhi class me jitne bhi students baithe the wo sab ladayi ka naam sunkar baar corridor par aa gaye, tab mujhe laga ki Gautam ko nahi marna chahiye tha,...Gautam ki girl friend bhi wahi khadi thi,isliye wo uske samne mujhe gali nahi de sakta tha aur mere samne jise main girlfriend banana chahta tha wo khadi thi, isliye us waqt gali to main bhi nahi de sakta tha....
"chal side me sale..."mera collar pakad kar Gautam ne bola aur jawab me maine bhi apne dono hatho se uska collar kaskar pakad liya.....
"tu khud ko samajhta kya hai be, tujhe zara bhi andaza hai ki who am i and what can i do "daant peeskar usne dheere se kaha...
"mera hath frictionless hai, yadi ek baar marna shuru karunga to marta hee jaunga aur jise marta hu uska kya haal hota hai ye tu Varun se puchh lena....."
Gautam thoda dheela pad gaya meri baat sunkar aur mujhse puchha ki main rahta kaha hu aur jab maine use bataya ki main hostel ka hoon tu usne mera naam puchha....
"Arman...."maine apna naam bataya aur mere is naam ka bahut jyada asar Gautam par hua usne turant mere gireban se apna hath hata liya....
"Sidar ke dam pe uchak raha hai tu, agle saal kya karega jab wo nikal jayega...."
"main is ek saal me hee tum logo ki itani maar lunga ki agle saal ki jaroorat hee nahi padegi..."
"abey Arman maar sale ko..."bhu ne chillakar kar kaha, 
"tu chup be fuddu, warna ek hath marunga to yahi se neeche gir jayega...."
"chal chhod ,mujhe class attend karni hai"kahte hue maine Gautam ko door dhakela aur class me jane laga, tabhi Gautam ki aawaz mere kano me padi....
"yadi itna hee dam hai to aaj recess ke time par canteen me milna...."
"sorry, time nahi hai..." peechhe mude bina hee maine kaha aur class ke andar ghus gaya,...
jinse thodi bahut pahchan thi wo sabhi apne class se bahar nikal aaye the, lekin jo mera sabse khas dost tha, jo mera room mate hone ke sath sath mera classmate, mera bench mate tha wahi bas class se bahar nahi aaya tha, aur iska pata mujhe tab laga jab maine class me ghuste hee Arun ko assignment likhte hue dekha,....
"kya likh raha hai..."main normal hota hua bola, jabki sach to ye tha ki main us waqt bahut hee gusse me tha.....Arun ko to ye tak nahi maloom tha ki kuch der pahle meri ladayi Esha ke boyfriend se ho rahi thi....
"kaha tha tu...."assignment chhapte hue usne kaha...
"bahar gaya tha , kyun "
"abhi kuch der pahle aata to mast nazara dikhata tujhe, bahar do laundo ki ladayi ho rahi thi..."
"kin do laundo ko..."
"maloom nahi, main to assignment likh raha tha...."
Uske agle hee pal maine Arun ko ek mukka jadkar kaha "sale bahar main ek senior se lad raha tha aur tu yaha baithkar padhayi kar raha tha...."
"teri ladayi "wo chauk gaya "naam bata sale ka ,class me ghus kar marenge..."
"Gautam, Mechanical second year....Esha ka boyfriend..."Gautam ka naam sunkar Arun ke tevar kam ho gaye aur phhir se assignment likhne laga,
"phhat gayi na, uska naam sunkar..."
"main kisi se nahi darta..."
"to chal na, chal class me ghuskar marte hai use...."
"kabhi aur..."
"sala nautanki...."bag kholte hue maine Arun se puchha"aaj first class kiski hai..."
"deepika mam ki "
Deepika mam ka naam sunte hee ek baar phhir se mood off ho gaya kyunki aaj assignment check karana tha , aur assignment karna to door maine abhi tak copy hee nahi kharidi thi, upar se last assignment bhi incomplete tha,...jaise jaise samay beetata gaya bahar khade sabhi student andar aane lage, meri nazar ek baar phhir sabke taraf thi, main chahta tha ki is baar koyi to aisa ho jo assignment na karne walo ki list me apna naam likhwaye,lekin us din bhi main akela hee tha.. Sale sab padhaku ki aulaad the....
"Arman, ..."
"yes mam" khade hokar maine apna sar jhuka liya....
"tumhare do Assignment the, yaad hai na..."
"yes mam"sar jhukakar hee maine jawab diya...
"good...lao,check kar deti hoon..."
"Assignment to maine nahi kiya  , sorry mam, agli baar teeno assignment ek sath check kara dunga...."maine socha ki is excuse se shayad koyi baat ban jayegi, lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua, deepika mam billi ki tarah mujhe ghoorti rahi aur phhir mera roll number note karke ,mujhe practical me kam number dene ki dhamki di aur phhir baitha diya.....
"lololololololo....."Arun khis niporte hue bola
"ye kya hai be lololololo...."
"kuch nahi, tu ise ek baar Haweli me leke aaja kasam se saal bhar ka assignment ek baar me ise de dunga, sali ke kya chut honge  kya doodh honge , yadi ye mujhse chud jaye to kasam se main apni engineering ki padhayi chhod doon....." 
"tera inspector baap tujhe jail me daal dega ,yadi tune engineering chhodi to...."
"Arun and Arman...."
"ji...ji mam"hum dono baukhala gaye aur copy kholkar padhne ka natak karne lage....
"get out...."
"kya mam...."
"get lost....ab sunayi diya...."
"get lost....ab sunayi diya"
"yes mam "
"sab BC teri galti hai, na tu uske doodh aur chut ki baat karta , na main hansta aur na hee wo hume bahar nikalti...."class se bahar nikalte hee main Arun par baras pada....
"ghanta meri galti hai, tu hee muh fad kar hans raha tha..."
Arun apni galti manne se to raha upar se jab hume bahar kar diya gaya to wo apni hatheliya ragadte hue mujhse deepika mam ke baare me puchhane laga ki us din computer lab me kya hua tha, maine kaha kaha touch kiya tha....wo siskariya le rahi thi ya nahi....etc. etc.
"sali bf dikha kar josh dika rahi thi mujhe...."
"aage bata..."
"aage kya batau, shuru me mera man nahi tha, lekin phhir wo hardcore fucking wala bf dekhkar khada ho gaya mera aur maine uski chuchiya pakad li...."
"aage bata,..."
"phhir thoda sa dabaya..."
"achchha phhir..."
"phhir usne Khade lund par hathoda maar diya , boli ki ab jao..."
"ek baat samajh me nahi aayi..."apne dimag par jor dalte hue Arun bola"jab tere aur uske beech me itna sab kuch ho chuka hai, phhir wo assignment ke liye tujhe har din chod deti hai...."
"dheere bol,..."
"tu kahi mujhe chodu to nahi bana raha...."
"gand mara le , jo sach tha wo bata diya...."
Waha class ke bahar aur bhi kayi baate hui , bahut der tak hui....aur jab period khatam hua to deepika mam bahar aakar hum dono ke pass khadi ho gayi aur hum dono ka roll No. Note kar ke boli....
"aaj to chhod de rahi hu, lekin agli baar se dhyan rakhna...."ye usne Arun ki taraf dekhkar kaha aur phhir meri taraf dekh kar wo boli"aur tum, recess me aakar Computer lab me milna...."
"j...ji mam..."
Wo ek baar muskurayi aur peechhe palatkar apni gand matkate hue chal di......next class hod ki thi aur wo subject related padhane ki bajay aaj duniya dari ki baate karne ke mood me the, pahle unhone india aur dusare desho ki tulna ki aur phhir unke subject ki study kaise karna hai, ye batane lage aur aakhiri me placement ke topic par aa dhamke aur bola ki engineering ke char saal kaise nikal jayenge maloom nahi chalega, isliye abhi se padhayi karna shuru kar do, taki future me job ke liye bhatakna na pade....unhone ye bhi kaha ki aajkal engineer itne jyada ho gaye ki yadi patthar utha ke sadak par maroge to wo kutte ko nahi ek engineer ko lagega....sale ne bejjati kar ke rakh di, unke class se jo ek baat dhyan me aayi wo ye thi ki maine abhi tak ek bhi subject ka book kholkar nahi dekha tha, aise me main top kaise marunga.....isliye maine aaj hostel jakar padhne ki sochi....
"padhna padega yar...."Hod sir ka bhasad ab bhi jaari tha, "chal kal subah 4 baje se uth kar study karenge..."
"lawda 4 baje to mere sone ka time hai...."
"seedhe bol na ki dam nahi hai..."
"baad me baat karna ,abhi kahi deepika mam ki tarah ye bhi hume bahar na kar de...."Arun chup ho gaya aur bade dhyan se hod ka lecture sunne laga.....
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Kuch log jinhone Gautam se meri ladayi dekhi thi ,wo yahi soch rahe the ki main aaj recess me canteen jaunga, lekin mera aisa bilkul bhi mood nahi tha, aur waise bhi aaj deepika mam ne mujhe bulaya tha,...pahle din to main dar bhi raha tha aur thodi si jhijhak bhi thi, lekin phhir mere andar baithe mard ne kaha ki jab wo ladki hokar aisi harkate kar rahi hai to tu kya dar raha hai, maar de sali ki chut......
"May i come in...."andar aane ke liye maine permission mangi....
"oh Arman....come in, come in....main to tumhara hee intezaar kar rahi thi...."
"sali kitni jaldi rang badalti hai, nagin kahi ki...."andar ghuste hue maine us din ki tarah aaj bhi ye dekha ki koyi waha hai ya nahi, aur us din ki tarah aaj bhi waha koyi nahi tha,...deepika mam chair par baithi nail cutter se apne nakhuno ka size barabar kar rahi thi.....
"aapne ne bulaya...."
"us din kaisa laga tha..."
"ekdum bekar.....bilkul bhi maza nahi aaya..."maine jaanbuch kar aisa kaha, main dekhna chahta tha ki uska reaction kya hota hai, aur jaisa maine socha tha tha deepika mam ka reaction bad se badtar hota ja raha tha...aaj tak maine sirf suna tha ki ladkiyo ko apni burayi bilkul bhi pasand nahi hoti, aur aaj dekh bhi liya tha aur to aur deepika mam ka gussa is kadar badh gaya ki wo lagbhag chillati hue mujhe assignment complete na karne ki punishment dete hue mera double kar diya......
"normally ek hafte me do assignment matlab ki ek mahine ke 8 aur is hisab se 6 mahine ke 8x6=48 hue, aur ye ab double kar rahi hai matlab ki 96  phhir 4 aur de de BC , century maar lunga "deepika mam ki taraf dekhte hue maine use pure khandan ki gali de dali aur phhir bola "mam, main to mazak kar raha tha, actually us din bahut jyada maza aaya , us din jaisi better feelings mujhe kabhi nahi hui....aap mujhe kabhi bhi ,kisi bhi samay bula lo, main aa jaunga....main to bas mazak kar raha tha..."kuch der pahle rang badalne wali nagin maine deepika mam ko kaha tha, lekin ab rang main bhi badal raha tha.....
"main bhi mazak hee kar rahi thi...."nagin ki tarah usne ek baar phhir rang badla aur apne nakhuno par phhook maar kar nail cutter ko apne purse me rakhkar lipstick nikal kar boli"khade kyun ho ,baith jao...."
Apne hontho par lipstick lagate hue wo beech beech me aksar mujhe dekhti aur phhir apne kaam me lag jati.....mujhe nahi pata tha ki main itna sarif tha ya sarif banne ka natak kar raha tha,par main jo bhi tha bahut ajeeb hee tha,kyunki yadi meri jagah waha koyi aur hota, to wo meri tarah deepika mam ke samne wali chair par shant nahi baitha rahta, yadi meri jagah koyi aur hota yadi Arun hee hota to main pakka yakin ke sath kah sakta hoon wo deepika mam par jhapatta maar kar unhe chod deta, lekin maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya, main shant, chup chap wahi deepika mam ke samne baitha raha.......
"tum assignment complete kyun nahi karte, padhte nahi ho kya hostel me..."
"no mam, aisi baat nahi hai..."meri nazar ab bhi unke hontho par thi ,jo lipstick lagane ke karan gulabi tha"wo actually aaj kal time ki thodi killat hai...."
"ladayi jhagde ke liye time mil jata hai , study ke liye nahi....aisa kyun ? "
Main thoda sakpaka gaya, jab usne aisa kaha to"aapko kaise pata..."
"college ka student kya karta hai ,kya nahi karta wo college staff ko maloom rahta hai ,lekin hum kuch nahi bolte...."lipstick lagane ke baad deepika mam ne apne dono hontho ko joda....
"matlab ki sabko pata hai ki maine us sale Varun ko"
"yes....and behave like a student, don't use words like sale,abey here..."
"sorry mam..."
"so what is your next plan...."
"kis baare me..."maine socha ki wo ab us din ki tarah chudai ki baat karegi,
"Varun aur uske dost tumhe aise nahi chhodenge...."
"phhir se pelunga salo ko,..."main josh me aate hue bola...
"maine bola na, don't use words like sale,abey.....aur ye kya hai pelunga..."
"sorry mam...."
"Vibha ke sath tumne misbehave kiya...."
"isko to sab pata hai "main chup hee raha....
"she is my friend aur usi ne bataya mujhe...."
"sab kuch bata diya ?"
"haan...."apna makeup band karke usne ab pahli baar mujhe achchhe se dekha,uske perfume ki khushboo badi jabardasht thi aur na chahte hue bhi main deepika mam ki taraf apna chehra kiya.....
"Aaj raat kya kar rahe ho...."
"kuch nahi..."main ye bolna chahta tha, lekin tab tak deepika mam apni chair se uthkar meri hee chair par mere taraf apna face karke mere upar baith gayi thi, aur wo pahla mauka tha jab uska pichhwada mere jangho par mahsoos hua....us waqt mujhe na chahte hue bhi bahut achchha laga, bahut hee achchha mahsoos hua.
Meri jangho par dabte uske nitamb mujhe kuch alag hee ahsaas kara rahe the, jo maine pahle kabhi nahi kiya tha, main apni dono jangho ko jod uske nitambo ko dabane laga aur usi waqt mere dimag me tharak bhar gayi aur main deepika mam se bola ki main inhe bina kapdo ke dekhna chahta hoon to jawab me wo sirf muskura di, ab mujhe uski muskan ,uski surat, uske gulabi rasbhare honth achchhe lagne lagi thi....ab main bhi deepika ko wahi patak kar chodna chah raha tha.....
"ek chummi le lu kya..."uske kamar ko apne dono hatho se pakadte hue maine socha, aur deepika mam jo ki mere upar sawar thi unhe apne karib kheench kar laya.....us waqt aisa maine isliye kiya tha kyunki maine bf, filmo me ye sab dekha tha....lekin deepika mam ko real experience tha, wo haseen hone ke sath sath kisi katil haseena ki tarah bahut chalak bhi thi, unhe sab maloom tha ki kab ,kya aur kaha karna hai aur shayad yahi vajah hai ki wo aaj tak is college me thi,warna aisi slut teacher ,jo har hafte naye lund ki talash me rahti hai, ko college management chod-chod ke bahar nikal deta, aur meri jaankari ke mutabik College management ke kayi high post walo aadmiyo se bhi deepika mam ka chakkar tha.....deepika mam ke pure jism me hawas bhari thi, jo us waqt main mahsoos kar raha tha, wo mere upar baithi hui mere sar ko bahut teji se sahlate hue mera hairstyle bigad rahi thi....wo to apne kaam me lagi hui thi,lekin main kya karu ye mujhe nahi sujh raha tha....kabhi main sochta ki us din ki tarah aaj bhi iske seene ko dabau ,lekin phhir sochta ki uske gand ko masalta hu, aur baad me socha ki pahle ek kiss le li jayi, us waqt main isi uljhan me tha ki shuru kaha se karu....wo to apni gand upar neeche karke mere sar pe apna hath phhira raha thi aur main kisi bachche ki tarah use aisa karte hue dekh raha tha.........
"mam...."badi himmat jutani padi use rokne ke liye, is waqt maine unki kamar ko kaskar pakad rakkha tha aur unki taraf dekh raha tha....
"kya hua..."
"chummi leni hai....oh mera matlab Ek Kiss...."
"kidhar gaal par ya..."apne honth par ungali rakhte hue wo boli "ya phhir yaha....ya phhir waha "
Deepika mam ke honth ko dekhkar maine apne honth par jeebh phhirayi , 
"lipstick ka rang tumhare hontho me lag jayega....soch lo"
"matlab ki...."
"matlab ki gand faad bejjati...."mujhe beech me rok kar wo boli...aur mujhe udas dekh usne mera hath pakda aur apni chut ke pass le jate hue boli"masal do....bahar se hee ungali dalne ki koshish karo...."
"aapne wo nahi pahna hai kya...."
"kya..."
"wo kya bolte hai, jo ladkiya idhar pahanti hai..."uski chut ki taraf ishara karte hue maine kaha"wo jo pani sokh leta hai, aur gaddedar hota hai...."
"bewkoof use pad kahte hai...."mere gaal par dheere se lafa marte hue usne kaha"chhu kar dekho ki pahna hai ya nahi...."
Maine thik waisa hee kiya,jaisa deepika mam ne kaha, maine unki chut ko pahle dheere se sahlaya aur phhir daba kar check karne laga ki unhone pad pahna hai ya nahi....meri is harkat par wo khilkhila padi, aur mere gaalo ko apne dono hatho se nochate hue boli ki main bahut sweet hoon......
"hai , aapne pahna hai...."main pata nahi kyun bahut khush ho gaya tha, us waqt....
"to ab kya vichar hai..."ab deepika mam ko meri baato me maza aane laga tha, wo ab mere upar shant baithi hui mujhe nihar rahi thi....
"m...main ab...."
"kachchi kali hai tu, tera ras peene me maza aayega...."
ras to main peena chahta tha, lekin sali mauka hee nahi de rahi thi....mujhe khayal aaya ki mere jeb me napkin hai aur yaha se kuch hee doori par bathroom bhi hai, maine khud ko mazboot kiya aur apne hatho se uske chehre ko neeche kiya, aur phhir uske baad hum dono ki aankhe, hum dono ke honth ek dusare ke karib aate gaye, maine andar hee andar Emran Hashmi ki filmo ke scene yaad kiya aur jhapatta maar kar deepika mam ke hontho ko apne hontho se jakad liya, lekin main safal nahi ho paya kyunki deepika mam ne mujhe turant door kiya aur gusse se mujhe dekhti hue apne hontho par hath phhirane lagi....
"dimag sahi hai kya..."
"kya hua..."
"daant gada diya,..."
"sorry ,wo first time hain to thoda...."
"abey ullu, kiss aise nahi aise kiya jata hai...."usne mujhse kaha aur ye bhi boli ki main kuch na karu ,wo mujhe sikha degi.....
deepika mam ne pahle mere hontho ko chuma aur phhir dheere se apne hontho se mere hontho par dabav dalne lagi....lund jo pahle se khada tha wo deepika mam ki is harkat se ab aur tight hone laga,...ab wo mere hontho ko chusane lagi thi, ......kya batau sala kitna maza aa raha tha...dheere dheere maine bhi apne honth hilane shuru kar diye aur phhir hum dono ek dusare ke honth ko teji se chusane lage.....deepika mam ab bhi mere upar baithi thi, us waqt ek teacher aur ek student lab me chair par baithkar romance kar rahe the......
"aaahhhhhhhhh......"jab deepika mam ne mujhe chhoda to main hanf raha tha, 
"not bad..."mere upar se uthate hue wo boli....
"time kitna hua..."apne hontho par hath phhirate hue maine deepika mam se puchha....
"10 min. bache hai, ab tum jao aur upar jane se pahle tumhare hontho par jo gulabi chhap hai wo saaf kar lena....."
maine pahle napkin se apne honth saaf kiya aur phhir bathroom me jakar khud ko taiyar kiya....uske lipstick aur uske jism ki khusboo main ab bhi mahsoos kar raha tha, mujhe us waqt bathroom me aisa lag raha tha jaise ki uska honth ab bhi mere hontho se kaskar chipka hua hai, mujhe us waqt bahut achchha lag raha tha.....lekin mujhe maloom nahi tha ki meri char saal ki barbadi ki daastan ka pahla kadam yahi thi......
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"hey stupid...."seedhiyo se upar jate hue main kisi ladki se takraya, galti meri hee thi jo main deepika mam ke khayalo me khoya hua seedhiya chal raha tha....main jis ladki se takraya tha wo to mere liye ek normal si ladki thi lekin us ladki ke sath jo khadi thi wo mere liye normal ladki nahi thi,...
"jaan buchkar takrate ho..."Esha mujhe dekh kar boli...
"sorry, maine dhyan nahi diya..."
"abhi main bhi tumhe aise dhakka dekar gira doon ,jaise tumne mere friend ko giraya hai aur phhir sorry bolu to tumhe kaisa lagega...."
"bahut achchha lagega, please try it..."
"jyada muskurane ki jaroorat nahi hai..."ladkiyo wali harkat karte hue usne apne hontho ko shape change kiya....lekin phhir jaise use aaj subah wali ghatna yaad aayi aur usne mujhe pahchan liya ki uske boyfriend se ladne wala main hee tha to uske tevar bahut jaldi badal gaye, usne apni saheli ka hath thama aur waha se aage badh gayi......
"ye ladki mera dil nikal kar hee manegi..."use jate hue maine dekha, aur jab wo door ho gayi to main wapas seedhiyo ke raste se apni class ki taraf chal diya....
Kuch lafz bina kahe kah gaye....
kuch log khas to the, lekin waqt ki shilao par sab sath chhod gaye....
Rishta-Nata to bahut purana sa laga sabse,
lekin afsoos ki sab ek pal me us rishte ko kachche dhage ki tarah tod gaye.....
Daru ki botal khali karne ke baad kaam karne me bahut maza aata hai, is waqt Varun aalu kat raha tha aur Arun ko maine bahar dukan bheja hua tha kuch saman lane ke liye.....
"us din deepika ne kuch aur nahi kiya kya..."aalu kat kar usne mujhse puchha"Teri bakwas love story ko chhodkar sab kuch badhiya chal raha hai,lekin ek baat bata tune sach me us din deepika ke sath kuch nahi kiya...."
"aur ye tu kyun puchh raha hai..."
"kyunki koyi bhi normal ladka apne hath me aaya hua mauka aise hee nahi chhod dega...."
"deepika mam, hum dono se jyada chalu thi, isiliye to usne mujhe fasaya tha...."
"wo sab to thik hai, pahle ye dekh ki daru bachi hai ya lani padegi...."
"ek botal hai..."
"le peg bana aur phhir teri sadi hui life me dobara jate hai...."
tab tak Arun bhi aa gaya aur mujhe peg banate hue dekhkar bola"sale teri chhup-chhup ke daru peene ki adat abhi tak nahi gayi..."
"fale dhang se dekh teen glass rakkhi hai waha...."
"oh Sorry ! "
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bahut khwahish thi, uske sath zindagi ka har pal, har waqt bitane ki.....

lekin afsoos ki kabhi na to wo pal aaya aur na hee kabhi wo waqt......
"ye Deepika mam ke liye hai ya Esha darling ke liye...."Arun ne mujhse puchha....
hum dono apne room me book khol kar baithe hue the, Arun book khol kar kya kar raha tha ye to mujhe nahi maloom,lekin main book khol kar apne khayalat me ud raha tha, kabhi deepika mam dikhti to kabhi uske sath lab me bitaya aaj ka waqt dikhta...to kabhi Esha dikhti, uski bhuri-bhuri aankhe dikhti,uske gore-gore gaal dikhte....lekin maza tab kirkira ho jata jab uske sath wo chutiya Gautam dikhta.......
"bas aise hee, socha ki aaj kuch shayari-wayari likhu aur ye likh dala...."maine Arun se bola"kaisa tha..."
"ekdum bakwas....boring, pakau "
"i will fuck you aage se bhi aur peechhe se bhi yadi tune aage kuch aur kaha to...."
"aage se bhi aur peechhe se bhi "dimag par jor dalte hue usne kaha"tere pass do lund kya hai,ek aage aur ek peechhe..."
"ha hai to"
"do do lundo wale baba.."
Aaj se kuch saal pahle ka to confirm nahi bata sakta lekin us samay college life se facebook na juda ho ye impossible hee hota tha, ye ek virus ki tarah faila hua tha , jin ladko ki girl friend hoti wo to apne mobile me busy rahte aur jin ladko ki girl friend nahi thi wo aksar der raat tak facebook me apne liye maal dhoondane me lage rahte, Arun ki bhi koyi girl friend nahi thi, aur yahi vajah thi ki uske mobile me facebook hamesha khula rahta,.....
"deepika mam, ki id mil gayi "Arun bistar se kud kar mere pass aaya aur mujhe deepika mam ki profile dikhate hue bola"ab main isko friend request bhejunga, phhir hum dono der raat tak chatting satting karenge..."
"kahi tujhe block kar diya to..."
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"main to bas andaza laga raha hu..."
Arun ke 140 mm chaude ,167mm lambe ,93 mm uchayi aur 150 pond weight wale brain me ek shikari chaal us waqt utar kar aayi, usne mujhse meri facebook id mangi, aur jab maine use kaha ki main fb me nahi hu to wo daant dikhakar haste hue apne mobile me busy ho gaya kuch hee der me usne khud se meri fb id bana di aur mujhe email id aur password dete hue bola...
"ye rahi teri fb id, aur aaj ke baad koyi bhi puchhe to yahi id batana..."
"tu karne kya wala hai...."
"deepika mam ko isse request bhejunga, aur raat bhar usse chat karunga...."
"abey marwayega kya bhai, wo 200 assignment degi mujhe phhir..."
"tension mat le, ye first time nahi hai...jab main apne dosto ki fb id se chat karunga..."
Kya karta main, uski baat manni padi dost jo tha mera....pata nahi sale se lagav sa ho gaya tha, uski bakchodi achchhi lagne lagi thi aur ek baat jo thi ki wo mujhe ek kabil engineer bana raha tha ,roj raat ko khud cigarette to peeta aur mujhe bhi pilata lekin paise kabhi nahi mangata, aur ab uska plan mujhe daru pilane ka bhi tha, wo aksar yahi kahta ki abhi taste kar le warna hostel ke senior fresher aur farewell me gand faad daru pilayenge tab kya karega, uski is baat par main bas itna hee kahta tujhe de dunga, tu pee lena....phhir kya tha uske baad hum dono ek dusare ke kandhe par hath dalte aur phhir laundiyo ki baate karte......
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"deepika mam ne request Accept kar li "subah subah sale ne jagate hue mujhse kaha....plan to mera 4 baje uthkar padhne ka tha lekin raat ko jo aankh band hui wo subah 8 baje khuli..
"gand maar lunga ,sone de..."
"tu dekhna ab lawde...isko to Haweli me lejakar chodunga..."
"aur main bunglow no. 13 me...ab bol"
Wo chup ho gaya aur deepika mam ko ek messege tapka diya,tabhi room me baniyan pahne hue ek ladka apni aankh malte hue aaya aur bola ki mujhe Sidar bola raha hai,...
"kaha hai MTL bhai..."
"bahar hostel warden ke sath chay pee rahe hai..."
"chal aata hu..."
chadar sametkar maine ek kinare kiya aur hostel warden ke room me ja pahucha 
"aapne bulaya MTL bhai..."
"baith..."mujhe baithne ka ishara karte hue wo bole"ye MTL kya hai...aate hee mera nick name rakh diya..."
"Multi talented ladka..."waise MTL ka full forom to Multi Talented launda tha, lekin Sidar ke samne usi ko launda kahna maine thik nahi samjha....
"multi talented ladka....ye kuch jama nahi , aisa bol multi talented launda, ye thik rahega...."
Tab tak mere liye bhi Sidar ke ishare par ek cup chay aa chuki thi,chay ka pyala apne hath me lekar main chuskiya lene laga....
"kal Gautam se ladayi hui thi teri..."
Main chay peete-peete hee rook gaya aur Sidar ki taraf dekh kar bola"haan chhoti si kaha suni hui thi usse, aur wo bhi nahi hoti yadi usne mere dost par hath nahi uthaya hota to..."
"thoda control rakh, aise lafde me abhi se mat pad....wo bhi source wala launda hai...."
"are bhai wo kitne ladke lekar aayega, adhik se adhik 50 ya 100 lekin usse adhik to apne dono hostel me rahte hai aur upar se wo itne ladke lekar aa bhi nahi payega ,kyunki yaha se kuch doori par hee S.P. Ka bunglow jo hai...."
"phhir bhi thoda control me rah..."
mujhe control me rahne ki salah dekar Sidar waha se jaane laga aur main wahi hostel warden ke bagal me baith kar chay ki chuskiya lene laga....
"NSUI ka election ladega..."waha se Jate-jate peechhe palat kar Sidar ne mujhse puchha
"NSUI ka election ladega..."waha se Jate-jate peechhe palat kar Sidar ne mujhse puchha aur maine turant apna sar muskurate hue na me hila diya....
"kyun...."
"study par effect padta hai isse, maine suna hai aisa..."
"ok..."
Sidar waha se chala gaya, waha se apne room me aane ke baad mujhe jo sabse pahla kaam karna tha wo tha apne kapdo par press karna...
"ek meri shirt par bhi kar de..."ek shirt meri taraf fek kar Arun bola
"time nahi hai...."
"bahut time hai, abhi to direct 1 ghanta baki hai..."
"to ek kaam kar..."main press karna band karke seedha khada hua"ghanta pakad ke jhul ja,..."
"kar de..."
"na..."
"abey kar de na..."
"na bola na..."
"raat ko cigarette pilaunga..."
"ek baar bol diya na ki nahi karunga...."
"wo bhi free me..."
"la apni shirt de,..."
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College me role to dhamakedar bana hua tha , alam yaha tak tha ki jab main apne hostel se nikal kar college campus me dakhil hota to bahar khade ,ya aate-jate logo me se sab to nahi lekin aadhe meri taraf jaroor dekhte the aur waise bhi jab aap 7 saal se fail hone wale gunde ko maroge to public aisa hee response deti hai....
"nomination form bhar liya kya tune ? "abhi college ke andar ek kadam hee rakkha tha ki Arun bol pada"yadi na liya ho to ,le aa aur lage hath mere liye bhi ek..."
bhu ne bhi humare sath college ke andar entry mari thi aur usi ne shayad Arun se kaha tha ki wo mujhe form lene ke liye bheje....
"kitne ka aata hai..."
"3  ka..."bhu ne jhat se jawab diya...
"phhir to ek bhu ke liye bhi le aaunga, nikal 10 "
Arun ne turant 10 rs. Ka note mujhe de diya aur bola"paisa ka mamla nahi hai kakke....baat to kuch aur hee hai, jo aapko wahi jakar maloom chalegi Arman Sir..."
Waha se wo dono class ki taraf badhe aur main student department ki taraf badha, aur jaise hee student department ke pass pahucha waha ka nazara dekh kar dang rah gaya, student department ke bahar bahut lambi line lagi hui thi....kuch students waha pass baithe peon se jugad jama rahe the taki unka kaam jaldi ho sake, lekin maine aisa kuch bhi na karte hue seedhe line me lag gaya,....
"excuse me....."mere samne wali ladki ne bahut jor se kaha aur peechhe palti, use dekhte hee jaha main chup ho gaya wahi mujhe dekhkar wo bhi chup thi, aankho se aankhe mili, uske dil ka to pata nahi par mere seene me left side me kaid laal rang ki ek chiz jise log dil kahte hai wo dhadak utha....dhadkan to Esha ko dekhane se pahle bhi chal rahi thi, dil to pahle bhi dhadak raha tha,lekin us ek pal me jab usne mujhe dekha to mujhe meri dhadkano ka ahsaas hua, main chahta tha ki wo mujhe yun hee dekhti rahi , aur phhir hum dono ek dusare ke karib aaye aur main usse bolu ki "I........."
"hello Mister,ek to pahle dhakka dete ho aur phhir upar se line marte ho..."
Wo mujhse sawal kar rahi thi aur main us waqt use ghoore ja raha tha, pata nahi sala aisa kya tha us ladki me jo main uske sath life time strong bond banana chahta tha,....
"oye i am talking to you..."mujhe jor se jhadakate hue Esha boli.....
"kya hua..."hosh me aate hee maine sawal kiya...
"kuch der pahle tumne mujhe dhakka diya tha...."
"to..."
"to..."
"to kya..."
"tumne jaan buchkar mujhe dhakka diya..."
"dekho aisa kuch bhi nahi hai, itni lambi line lagi hai to thoda bahut to dhakka mukki ho hee jati hai...relax"
"lekin tumne mujhe jaan buchkar dhakka diya, sorry bolo..."
"kahe ka sorry bolu yar, "
live fight ka maza lene walo ki kabhi kami nahi rahti aur jab ye live fight ladke aur ladki ke beech me ho to darshak aur badh jate hai, us waqt bhi aisa hua,sab line me to lage the ,lekin maza bhi le rahe the....
"main bol rahi hu na sorry bolo..."
"ja nahi bolta..."
Wo pahli gussayi aur apni gussail bhuri aankho se mujhe dhamki di lekin maine phhir bhi sorry nahi bola to wo pair patak kar aage mud gayi....
Na jaane kyun, Esha ko pareshan dekh kar achchha lag raha tha, wo jab bhi tunak kar peechhe mudti to main hans deta aur wo phhir tunak kar aage dekhne lagti....
"ye bheed itni jaldi kyun khatam ho rahi hai...."
Chhoti hoti hui line ko dekh kar main khud par chillaya, us waqt main sabke ulat yahi chah raha tha ki ye line aaram se do teen ghante me khatam ho jaye, kyunki har 5 min. Me main kuch aisa kar deta jiski vajah se Esha peechhe mud kar dekhti aur jab wo mujhe dekhti to ek lafz har baar zuban par aata lekin main aakhiri tak wo lafz bol nahi paya....main har baar "I...."par aakar atak jata tha, uske ulat Esha waha khade hokar jald se jald mujhse aur lambi chaudi line se chhutkara pana chahti thi....wo jald se jald nomination form bharkar waha se jana chahti thi, anjane me hee sahi lekin yadi is wakaye ko technical taur par dekhe to main uske karib aana chahta tha lekin wo mujhse door jana chahti thi, aur shayad yahi humari....humari nahi meri taqdeer thi.....
"tumne abhi mujhe kya kaha..."har baar ki tarah wo ek baar phhir naak me gussa liye hue peechhe palti...
"maine to kuch nahi kaha, main to bhool bhi gaya tha ki tum bhi yaha khadi ho..."
"maine suna, tumne mujhe kaha, ye meri Angel hai..."
"isne kaise sun liya, ye to maine khud se kaha tha...."khud se baate karte hue, mujhe jab kuch nahi sujha to main jor-jor se hansne laga...
"wo to main phone par baat kar raha tha...."
"jhooth mat bolo...."
"had hai yar,...ab main kisi ko call bhi na karu kyunki tum yaha mere pass, mere karib ho...."
"it's ok..."wo phhir palat gayi aur dil ke ek baar phhir tukde hokar jud gaye...
"hello Gautam..."apna call receive karke usne kaha....
"is BC ne call kyun kiya..."main badbadaya...
"student department ke samne.."Esha ne call disconnect kar di aur ek baar phhir se peechhe palat kar mujhe dekhne lagi...wo mujhe jalana chahti thi,lekin main shant khada dusari taraf dekhta raha, aur tab tak dusari taraf dekhta raha,jab tak wo aage nahi palat gayi....
"hi...."Gautam ne Esha ko dekhkar door se apna hath hilaya aur Esha se possitive response pakar wo udhar hee aane laga, aur mujhe waha Esha ke peechhe dekhkar uska dimag khisak gaya aur wo teji se meri taraf aane laga.....
"chal nikal..."
"why ? "uski aankh se aankh milate hue main kaha...
"bas bol diya na nikal to nikal..."
"Gautam relax....tumhe kisi se bhi kaise lad sakte ho ,kuch to standard rakkho apna..."Gautam ko shant karate hue Esha boli....
"tumne sahi kaha Esha, kisi bhi aise kaise ke to muh bhi nahi lagna chahiye aur tum ye batao ki what are you doing here..."
"nomination form "
"ye sab in jaiso ke liye hai, tum seedhe Khurana uncle ka naam lekar andar ja sakti thi...."
Ladne ke mood me to main bhi tha lekin line teji se aage badh rahi thi isliye mujhe aage jana pada aur waise bhi Sidar ne control me rahne ke liye kaha tha aur jab form lekar bahar nikla to Gautam aur Esha wahi kinare par khade baat kar rahe the , kuch pal ke liye main wahi khada un dono ko ek sath dekhkar apna kaleja jalata raha aur jab sab sahan se adhik ho gaya to maine waha se jaana hee behtar samjha.......
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"bahar,bahar bilkul bahar,..."dammo rani ne mere may i come kahne se pahle hee bahar rahne ke liye kah diya...
"mam, form lene gaya tha, aaj last date tha..."apne hath me rakkhe form ko dikhate hue main bola
"to main kya karu...aise karoge to kaise chalega..."
"last time mam, sorry..."
"come in..."
"thank you mam"
"next week se tum logo ka fist class test hai..."
main abhi apni seat par aakar dhang se baith bhi nahi paya tha ki Dammo rani ne kaha, aur jise sunkar main chauk gaya....
"baki teachers to batate bhi nahi,lekin main bata de rahi hu, mujhe mere subject me 20 out of 20 chahiye..."
"yes mam..."sirf do logo ko chhodkar ,sabne ye kaha, ek to yakinan main tha aur dusara koyi aur nahi mera khas dost tha....
"kya bolta hai, aa jayenge tere 20..."
"mujhe to topic tak nahi pata ki ye padha kya rahi hai aur test me kya degi..."
"sali gala kaat ke rakh degi aur bolegi aise karoge to kaise chalega..."
"BC ,kuch hee din to hue hai college aaye hue, aur abhi se test"board par jo topic likha hua tha use apni copy me utarte hue maine kaha....
"tension mat le, sab ek raat me nipta lenge..."
"ab to yahi karna padega...."
us din jitne bhi teacher aaye sabne yahi kaha ki next week test hai aur kewal main hee tum log ko ye bata raha/rahi hu, baki teachers to batana hee nahi chahte....recess me bhookh lagi to main aur Arun canteen ki taraf badh chale ye jante hue bhi ki waha city me rahne wale seniors ki achchhi khasi bheed hogi,...
"yadi kuch lafda hua to..."Canteen me ghuste hee maine Arun se kaha"hostel wale senior ka number hai na tere pass..."
"haan hai na dar mat...."ek table par jakar main aur Arun baith gaye ,
"wo dekhi tere sapno ki rani apne sapno ke raja ke sath us table par baith kar family planning kar rahi hai..."
"kaun Esha..."
"haan be,..."
maine peechhe mudkar dekha, sach me Esha waha thi lekin uske sath me Gautam bhi tha,...
"wo idhar hee aa raha hai..."jab main samne mudkar apna pet bharne laga ,tab Arun ne kaha"chal bhag lete hai,warna sala bahut marega..."
"abey rook, kahi mat ja..."maine Arun ka hath pakad liya aur tab tak Gautam bhi jis table par hum baithe the waha aa gaya....
Gautam humare pass aaya aur ek chair kheenchkar us par baith gaya, Gautam ke baithane ke baad meri nazar sabse pahle Esha par gayi, main dekhna chahta tha ki Esha ka reaction kya hota hai aur maine dekha ki Gautam ki is harkat se wo pareshan thi, wo apne daanto se hontho ko daba rahi thi, uski aankho me pareshani ka wahi sabab tha, jiska main deewana tha, apne khayalat me main apni jagah se utha aur Esha ke hontho par kiss karke bola ki"don't worry ,everything is ok..."
"udhar kya dekh raha hai, idhar dekh..."Gautam ne mera sar pakad kar apni taraf kiya"kya naam bataya tha tune apna..."
"yahi sawal jakar apne guru Varun se kar, wo achchhe se mera naam with description batayega...."
"tu college ke bahar bhale hee hostel walo ko lekar kisi ko bhi pitwa sakta hai, lekin ye college hai,..."Canteen ke baki students ki taraf ishara karte hue Gautam mujhse bola"ye sab jo baithe hai na, ye tujhe tab se ghoor rahe hai,jab se tu yaha aaya hai..."
"tum log sirf ghoor sakte ho, jo karna hai wo to main hee karunga, yadi tum me se kisi ne hath bhi lagaya to ek-ek ko lejakar usi ground me marunga,jaha Varun aur uske dosto ko mara tha aur phhir unki girlfriend ko bulakar a walk to the jungle karunga phhir jungle me mangal"
"Tu ye kahna chahta hai ki tu pahle mujhe marega aur phhir Esha ke sath jungle me mangal..."
tab tak Arun bhi form me aa gaya usne Gautam ki taraf taav se dekha aur bola"humare hostel me kuch gay type launde bhi hai,jo tere sath bhi jungle me mangal karenge, samjha...."
"aa jao, murga fans gaya hai...bas halal karne ki deri hai..."Gautam ne waha baithe hue senior students ki taraf ishara karte hue kaha aur uska ishara pakar hee 10-15 laundo ne us table ko gher liya jaha par is waqt hum teeno baithe the....
"Esha ko yaha se bhej de..."
"kyun? Ladkiyo ke samne maar khane se darta hai..."Gautam chilla kar bola...
maine dekha ki canteen ka gate Gautam ke ishare par pahle hee band ho gaya tha, aur college ki main building se canteen attach bhi nahi tha,isliye college staff waha der se hee aata, itne sare ladko ko apne pass dekhkar koyi bhi ghabra uthe, main bhi dar gaya...lekin Gautam se main aise baat kar raha tha jaise mujhe koyi farak hee na pad raha ho....
"Gautam,..ye sab band karo..."baat badhti hui dekhkar Esha waha aayi .
"Esha, tum kaan me headphone lagakar baith jao,..."
"par Gautam..."
"Esha, jao..."
Esha ke waha se jaane ke baad Gautam ne table par apne dono pair pasare aur mujhse bola"kuch din pahle ka incident batata hu tujhe...ek teri tarah hee chodu launda tha, city bus me maine uska baal pakad kar chalti bus se neeche fek diya, use to maine koyi mauka nahi diya,lekin tujhe ek mauka deta hoon, mujhe sorry bol aur chup chap yaha se nikal ja....warna..."
"warna..."
"warna usse bhi bura haal karunga tera..."ekdum se seedhe baithkar usne kaha...
pahle socha ki sorry bolkar baat ko yahi khatam kar du,lekin maine waisa kuch bhi nahi kiya aur Gautam se bola....
"jab main school me 9th class me tha to 11th class ke ek ladke ne mujhe bahut mara tha, aur wo pura saal maine isi jugad me nikal diya ki use kaise maru aur 10th me aakar janta hai maine kya us ladke ko..."
"kya..?"
"jaan se maar diya usko, jis chaku ko uske pet me ghusaya tha wo ladte waqt mere hath me lag gaya tha,jiska nishan abhi tak hai..."maine apna shirt peechhe kiya aur cycle se girne ka jo nisha tha use dikhate hue bola"lagta hai aisa ek aur nishan jald hee mujhe lagne wala hai, aur tujhe maloom nahi hoga par maine canteen me ghusne se pahle hee Sidar ko messege kar diya tha ki main canteen me hoon, to us hisab se agle 5 min. Me pure hostel wale ladke yaha aa jayenge,tum log hum dono ko sirf 5 min maar sakte ho, lekin uske baad main tum sabko ground par lejakar bahut hee buri tarah se marunga...."
abki maine apna pair table par pasara aur table par rakkhe samose ki plate se ek samosa uthakar khane laga,dar to tab bhi lag raha tha ki kahi ye log mujhe marna shuru na kar de, kyunki na to maine Sidar ko messege kiya tha aur na hee 5 min. baad hostel wale aane wale the.....
"relax, friends...we need a plan..."
"ek bahut purani kahawat hai..."Arun ne bhi table ke upar apne dono pair rakkhe aur ek samosa uthakar bola"plan wo banate hai,jinhe khud par bharosha nahi hota..."
"bahut jald hee tum dono ko bharosha ho jayega..."waha se uthkar Esha ki taraf jate hue Gautam ne kaha....
"nice plan be..."Arun samosa khate hue bola..."meri to buri tarah phhat gayi thi..."
"phhati to meri bhi thi,lekin "Arun ke hath me jo samosa tha uska aadha tukda todkar khate hue maine kaha"tujhe ek kaam bola tha ,yaad hai..."
"kaun sa..."
"Gautam aur Esha ki love story kab se aur kaise chal rahi hai, in dono ke baap kya karte hai...ye sab"
"kitni baar kaha hai ki Esha par dhyan mat de, sali ne Gautam ke liye suucide tak kar liya tha to soch hee sakta hai ki unka love left side wala hoga..."
"left side matlab..."
"dil left side rahta hai, isliye sachche pyar ko left side wala love kahte hai..."
"aur right side love matlab..."
"farzi love, jo is samay tere aur Deepika ke beech chal raha hai..."
"phhir mera aur Esha ka love kis category me aata hai..."
"kisi bhi category me nahi"Arun jor se hasta hua bola"ye to love hee nahi hai"
Arun se us samay kya kahu mujhe kuch nahi sujha aur aaj bhi main use kuch nahi samjha paya,kyunki main khud aaj tak nahi samajh paya ki Esha aur mera love left side wala tha ya phhir right side wala ya phhir koyi love hee nahi tha, jo bhi ho us din waha canteen me humne pura samay bitaya ,us din kuch alag sa hua, Esha us din canteen me mujhe dekh rahi thi, aur jab meri nazar usse milti to wo turant apna rang badal kar gusse se dekhne lagti aur uski yahi aada har baar mera dil cheer ke rakh deti thi....recess ke baad ki class me kuch bhi khas nahi hua, baki ke sabhi teachers aaye aur test ka topic bata kar advice dene lage ki unke subject ki taiyari kaise karni hai,kul milakar kahe to recess ke baad achchha khasa boring din beeta,....
"abey wo dekh Esha...."chhutti ke samay main jab Arun ke sath college se bahar nikal raha tha tab maine Esha ko bahar pareshan dekha....
"to kya, ab jake chummi lega kya uski..."
"yadi wo ek chummi de de to kasam se engineering chhod du..."
"ye to mera dialogue tha..."
"lawde udhar wo pareshan khadi hai aur tujhe dialoguebazi ki padi hai, tu nikal main aata hoon...."
Arun ko waha se bhejne ke baad main Esha ki taraf badha, main us waqt yahi sochta raha ki main Esha se kya kahunga, mujhe waha uske pass nahi jana chahiye lekin main uske pass gaya aur usse uski pareshani ka karan bhi puchha....
"evening walk to kar nahi rahi hogi, phhir idhar udhar kyun tahal rahi ho..."
"tumse matlab..."ek karara jawab dekar wo phhir idhar se udhar aur udhar se idhar chalne lagi....
"idhar se guzar raha tha to tumhe pareshan dekh kar rook gaya, waise bhi mujhe school me sikhaya gaya tha ki insaniyat bhi koyi chiz hoti hai,..."
"tum mujhe aur pareshan mat karo aur jao yaha se...."
"nahi jaunga..."
"to khade raho yahi,main jati hu yaha se...."apna pair patak kar Esha waha se aage badh gayi....
"kamal hai yar, bhalayi ka to zamana hee nahi hai...."Esha ko jate hue dekhkar maine kaha.....
waise to Esha ka har din Gautam ke sath car me aana-jana hota tha,lekin us din Gautam nahi aaya, balki Gautam ka ek dost apni bike par baitha kar Esha ko le gaya,Esha ko Gautam ke dost ke sath jata dekh mere left side me halchal mach gayi, main kayi khayalat bunne laga jaise ki "kya Esha ka break-up ho gaya Gautam se ya phhir in dono ki jordar ladayi hui hai, ya phhir wo ladka jo ki Gautam ka dost hai wo Esha ke sath kahi........nahi, ye kaise ho sakta hai , Gautam ke dosto ke pass itni himmat hee nahi hai aur waise bhi Esha is kaam ke liye taiyar nahi hogi, lekin phhir aisa kya ho gaya ki aaj Gautam ke sath na jakar Esha uske dost ke sath gayi aur ye BC Gautam kaha mar gaya"
"arz kiya hai..."
"karo...karo ,bilkul karo, sabkuch karo..."
"to suniyega, arz kiya hai..."
"abey arz hee karta rahega ya kuch aur bhi karega..."Varun aur Arun mujhpar ek sath tapak pade,
"koyi to Mehfil hogi is puri duniya me....
jaha naam humara bhi hoga....
jab sunegi us mehfil me meri daastan...
to lahoo ka katra uski bhi aankho se bahega...."
hum teeno phhir talli ho gaye the, Varun ne khana gas par chadha diya thi,jiske jalne ki mehak bhi aane lagi thi..udhar khana jala idhar hum teeno ke dil jale...
"us din ke baad kya hua...Esha ka Gautam ke dost ke sath kuch lafda tha ya phhir..."
"main batau..."Arun beech me bol pada jise rokkar maine kaha"us din aisa kuch bhi nahi tha..."
"phhir Esha Gautam ke sath kyun nahi gayi,..."
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Us din hostel me aane ke baad mujhe uska reason maloom chala, aur reason batane wala bhu tha, main aaj bhi kabhi-kabhi soch me pad jata hoon ki us sale bhu ko sari news mil kaise jati thi aur jab news Esha se related ho to uski khabar use aur bhi jaldi milti thi, bhu ne mujhe bataya ki Gautam ke baap par kisi ne jaanlewa hamla kiya tha aur wo bahut serious the, isiliye Gautam ko beech me hee college se jana pada, kyunki Gautam aur Esha ek sath college aate the isliye Gautam ke jaane ke baad Gautam ke dost ne Esha ko ghar drop kiya....ek taraf jaha main ye soch kar khush ho raha tha ki Esha aur Gautam ke beech ladayi hui hogi waha mujhe nirasha hui, lekin dusari taraf Gautam ke dost aur Esha ke beech kuch nahi hai ye jaankar mujhe khushi bhi hui...bhu ne mujhe aur bhi bahut kuch bataya jaise ki Esha aur Gautam ke family ke baare me , aur jaisa ki bhu ne bataya tha uske hisab se Gautam ke papa ek gunde type aadmi thi aur politicians se attach bhi the matlab ki Gautam ek rahis party tha, wahi Esha ke dad ek bade business man the matlab ki Esha bhi ek rahis party thi....Esha aur Gautam bachpan se ek sath pale-badhe, ek school me padhayi bhi ki lekin Gautam umra me ek saal badha tha isliye dono ek class me kabhi nahi aa paye, umra ke badhte padav ke sath-sath un dono ki dosti pyar me badalne lagi aur phhir dono ne ek din ek dusare se pyar ka ekraar bhi kiya....Esha aur Gautam dono ke ghar me dono ke pyar ke baare me maloom tha aur unhe is rishte se koyi pareshani bhi nahi thi, bhu ne Kuch dino pahle Esha ke suicide ka bhi reason bataya ,usne bataya ki Gautam kisi dusari ladki ke chakkar me tha aur yahi Esha ko raas nahi aaya to usne suicide karne ki koshish ki thi, uske baad Gautam ne Esha se apne kiye ki maafi bhi mangi aur un dono ki gheesi-peeti love story phhir se chalu ho gayi...jiske liye Esha ne jaan dene ki koshish ki thi wo usse sachcha pyar to karti thi lekin phhir bhi dil ke kisi kone se aawaz aayi ki "beta Arman ,koshish kar...tera chance hai...."
us aawaz ko nikalne se pahle hee dil me dafan ho jana chahiye tha, mujhe usi din hee ye maan kena chahiye tha ki Esha aur main kisi bhi lihaj se nahi milte, na to family background se aur na hee dil ki duniya se....uski dil ki duniya to Gautam ke charo taraf ghoomati thi ye mujhe pata tha lekin phhir bhi main nahi mana aur is 1500 gm ke dimag me kuch aisa sujha jisse main wahi purani gheesi-peeti story ko apply karne wala tha.....
"us chudail Vibha ki request aayi hai teri id par...."
"kya..."
"itna chauk kyun raha hai, sirf ye bata accept karu ya nahi..."Arun ne mujhse puchha....
"bhav kyun khaye, kar le accept..."
Arun ne Vibha ki friend request accept ki aur mere bistar par khushi se chadh kar bola"sali online hai,aaja iska game bajate hai...."
Main baitha to book khol kar tha,lekin ye sochkar book band kar di ki pahle Vibha ke maze le leta hu, padhayi ka kya hai wo to kabhi bhi ho jayegi, kal subah char baje uthkar padh lunga,lekin Vibha darling har samay online thode hee rahne wali hai.....
"hello...."hum messege karte usse pahle hee Vibha ne kiya...
"hi dear, what are you doing..."apne mobile ke keyboards ko fatafat teji se dabate hue Arun ne reply kiya...
"nothing and u..."
"fucking likh kar bheju kya..."Arun meri taraf dekhkar bola"ya phhir shagging..."
"chutiya hai kya, usko likh ke padhayi kar raha hoon...."
"61-62 likh deta hu, sali laundiya hai kya samjhegi..."
"likh de..."
Arun ne 61-62 likh kar turant Vibha ko reply kiya , Kuch der tak Vibha ka reply nahi aaya lekin jab uska reply aaya to hum dono ke hosh udd gaye, hum dono ne ye socha tha ki Vibha humse 61-62 ka matlab puchhegi aur hum dono use ullu banayenge lekin uska reply ye tha...
"61-62 kam kiya karo , sharir kamjor hota hai...."
"sali badi chalu hai, abhi samne mil jaye to iske muh me seedhe lawda ghusa du...."
"ab kya reply kare..."maine Arun ki taraf dekha....
"tu rook aur dekhta ja..."Arun ki ungaliya ek baar phhir teji se mobile ke buttons par ghumane lagi aur usne Vibha ko reply kiya...
"tumne kabhi 61-62 kiya hai "
"what "
"61-62 ,hindi me samjhau kya "
"mujhe kuch kaam aa gaya hai bye..."
"bhata hai ghar me..."
"why ?"
"pura ka pura ghusa lena usko..."
"behave..."
"kuch kaam aa gaya hai ,ab main ja raha hu..."isi ke sath Arun ne fb band kar di aur hum dono apna pet pakad kar hans pade....us raat cigarette peene aur bakchodi karne ke aalawa maine kuch nahi kiya, aadhi raat ko dusaro ke room ke samne jakar jor se darwaza peetata aur phhir bhag jata, room ke andar so rahe ladke galiya dete hue uthte aur phhir bahar kisi ko napakar aur bhi galiya bakte....
uske baad kuch dino tak kuch bhi khas nahi hua, Gautam aur Esha har din sath me hee college aate aur sath me jaate , Gautam se meri nok-jhok bhi itne dino me nahi hui thi isliye mahol thanda tha, Sidar se ek do baar baatchit hui thi jisse mujhe maloom chala tha ki Varun aur uske dost bahut jald thik ho jayenge aur college bhi aane lagenge.....
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Mujhe ek ladki ki taalash bachpan se thi , aisi ladki jisko dekhkar meri aankhe uski aankho se hoti hui sirf aankho par hee tiki rahe , deepika aur Vibha ko jab bhi dekhta to meri nazar unki aankho se shuru hee nahi hoti thi wo to seedhe neeche se shuru hokar aakhiri me aankho par pahuchti thi lekin Esha ke case me aisa nahi tha , maine abhi tak uske sirf bhuri aankho aur khubsurat chehre me hee dhang se nigah dali thi....main seedha sadha middle class family se belong karta tha, isliye main ek seedhi-sadhi ladki chahta tha jo mujhse pyar kare aur jisse main pyar karu....playboy bankar har hafte girlfriend change karna mujhe pasand nahi tha lekin aisi ladkiya mujhe bahut mili jo sirf dusaro ko dikhane ke liye ,dusaro ko jalane ke liye meri girlfriend banne ko taiyar thi, lekin un sabko maine darkinar karte hue hamesha us ek ladki ki taalash me raha jo seedhe left side me apna asar dikhaye,...Esha ki bhooli surat, uska baat-baat par jhagadna aur har dam naak par gussa lekar chalna mujhe bahut pasand tha, pasand nahi tha to sirf ek chiz ki wo Gautam ki girlfriend thi....dimag ne hazar baar mujhse kaha ki Esha aur tera milna 99.99 % namumkin hai ,lekin phhir dil ke kisi kone se aawaz aayi ki 00.01% chance to hai, isme 1000 ka multiply karke Esha aur khud ki story ke chances 100 % kar le  
sala kameena dil wo waqt ye sab sochane ka nahi tha isliye maine apne dimag aur dil ke calculation ko pack karke padhne baitha kyunki kal BME ka test tha....
"tujhe kuch samajh aa raha hai, idhar to sab sar ke upar se ja raha hai...."Arun apna baal nochkar bola...
"mujhe Ranchhod das chhanchhad samajh rakkha hai kya,jo bina padhe top maar jaunga, mujhe bhi kuch samajh nahi aa raha...."
"ye BC ek hee derivation ka dus dus alag tareeka dekar mar gaye, padhna hume padh raha hai..."
"ye scientist yadi aaj zinda hote to goli maar deta in sabko "book par dobara nazar gadate hue main bola"ye dekh,itna bada formula...ye to sala pure 4 saal me bhi yaad na ho..."
Wo raat humne bookske writer aur apna alag-alag priciple dekar mar gaye mahan logo ko galiya dekar bitayi, pahle ki aadat thi 4 baje subah uthne ki , us din bhi aankh subah 4 baje khuli,jabki main 12 baje soya tha...aankho me jalan aur sar bhari lag raha tha, man kar raha tha ki phhir se light band karu aur chadar oodh kar phhir se so jaun, lekin aaj hone wali exam ki tension se sar bhari hote hue bhi sar ko halka karna pada main 5-10 min. tak thande pani ki balti me apna sar duboye rakkha aur jab wapas apne room ki taraf aane laga to mujhe wahi shararat sujhi jo raat ko aksar main kiya karta tha....maine jor se ek room ka darwaza khatkhataya....
"kaun hai be..."ek mari hui aawaz me andar se kisi ne mujhse mera parichay puchha....
"Police...darwaza kholo jaldi"apni aawaz kadak karte hue maine kaha"hostel me khoon hua hai aur tu so raha hai bose dk  ,nikal bahar"
Itna bolkar main waha se turant apne room ki taraf bhaga aur jab andar ghus gaya to mujhe us room me rahne walo ki aawaz sunayi di,...
"ye kuch ladko ne apdravya macha rakha hai kuch dino se...shikayat karni padegi inki...."
hanste hue maine BME ki book pakdi aur khud ko charo taraf se chadar me lapetkar book khol kar baith gaya....ledekar kuch to palle pada aur jaise-jaise main padhte jata interest khud ba khud badhta ja raha tha, beech beech me kabhi Esha ka khayal aata to kabhi Deepika mam ka, lekin usi samay pata nahi kaisi manhoos ghadi thi ki mujhe cigartte peene ki talab hui aur main jab cigarette ka bahut jyada talabdar ho gaya to cigarette ki packet uthaya...lekin wo packet bilkul ,khali tha...
"oye uth..."Arun ko hilate hue maine kaha"uth ja warna,....warna"
"kya haiii...."jamayi lekar wo phhir so gaya...
"cigarette ki packet kaha hai..."
"lawda pee le..."
"lund me machis maar dunga ,jaldi bata kaha hai..."
Aur tab usne apne jeb se cigarette ka dibba nikalkar mujhe diya, Arun se cigarette lekar main apne bistar par aa dhamka aur cigarette peete-peete Isothermal process ke liye workdone nikalne laga....."
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"phhat rahi hai yar...sala kuch nahi padha..."
"ab main kya bolu phhat to meri bhi rahi hai,..."
"tu to subah uthkar kuch dekh bhi liya hai, main to BME me Virgin hu.."
Is waqt main aur Arun exam hall ke samne khade batiya rahe the, side me bhu bhi khada tha lekin wo humse baat na karke apni copy pakde hue tha, kahne ko to ye class test tha lekin is baar class test ko bhi hod ke kahne par main exam ki tarah liya ja raha tha...
Paper easy tha, phhir bhi thodi bahut mistake har question me hui, examination hall se main bahar nikla to corridor me deepika mam aati hui dikhayi di, halke pink colour ka salwar unpar bahut jach raha tha, unhe meri nazar ne neeche se dekhna shuru kiya aur phhir aankho me jakar ruki....
"Good Morning mam..."
"Morning...abhi to afternoon hai..."
"sorry, wo test ka asar abhi tak hai...Good afternoon..."
"kaisa gaya paper..."wo wahi mere pass khadi ho gayi, usne aaj bhi solid perfume mara hua tha jisse mera tan aur man dono vibration kar rahe the......
"thik gaya...."ek lambi saans kheench kar maine kaha , aur deepika mam ke perfume ki khushboo mere pure rom-rom me sama gayi,...main waha khada yahi soch raha tha ki wo mujhe phhir se kahe ki chalo computer lab me , lekin unhone aisa kuch bhi nahi kaha wo boli...
"i have to go...."
"kidhar ,computer lab me "
"awww...."
Main uski is awww par ek smile di jise dekhkar wo boli"mujhe abhi kaam hai....bye"
"kaha chal di...kaha chal di...pyar ki pungi baza ke..."
deepika mam ke jane ke baad main khud se bola aur us raste par apne kadam badha diye jo college se bahar jata tha...
"news paper padh ke aata hoon..."Library ke samne college se bahar jate hue kadam ruke, mere kadam rukne ki ek vajah ye bhi thi ki maine Esha ko library ke andar ghuste hue dekh liya tha aur wo bilkul akeli thi to socha kyun na usi se ladkar thoda mood fresh kar liya jaye.....
Maine library ke andar sahej kar rakkhe hue ek english news paper ko uthaya aur thik usi jagah par jakar baitha jaha Esha baithi hui thi...uske hath me hindi news paper tha aur wo news paper padhne me itni magan thi ki usne mujhe dekha tak nahi.....ab main waha aaya to Esha se ladne ke liye tha isliye kisi na kisi topic par baatchit to karni hee thi....
"pata nahi log hindi news paper kyun padhte hai...masaledar news to english news paper me hee rahti hai..."news paper ke panne palatate hue main dheere se bola aur Esha ki nazar mujh par padi, usne ek nazar mujhe dekha aur phhir news paper padhne me busy ho gayi.....
"isne to ladayi shuru hee nahi ki  ,kuch aur sochna padega..."
English news paper ki panno ki aad me maine Esha ko dekha ,usne skirt aur jeans pahan rakkhi thi aur tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me usse ladne ka ek aur idea aaya main is baar aawaz thodi tez karke bola"aaj kal ladkiyo ko dekho, jeans pahan kar ghoomte rahti hai...i hate that type girls, aisi ladkiya yadi mere pass, meri hee table par baith jaye to ganga jal se khud ko pavitra karna padega...."
Abki baar wo bhadki ,uski bhuri si aankh me gussa utar aaya aur wo mujhse news paper chhen kar boli..."tum mujhe kah rahe ho right?"
"tum bhi yaha baithi ho, kamal hai maine to tumhe dekha nahi.."English word par jyada jor dete hue maine kaha "wo kya hai ki main ENGLISH news paper padhne me itna magan tha ki tumhe dekha nahi, how are you..."
"fine..."wo chilla uthi aur tabhi library me rahne walo ne Esha ko chup rahne ka ishara kiya...
"itna chillane ki kya jaroorat hai ,gaanv se aayi ho kya "
"mujhe dobara mat dikhna warna..."
"warna..."aaram se waha baithkar maine kaha...
"warna....warna..."idhar udhar dekhte hue wo sochane lagi ki wo mujhe kya dhamki de"warna main tumhara khoon kar dungi..."
"oops ! "
"ab jao yaha se..."wo ek baar phhir chillayi aur library walo ne Esha ko waha se bahar jane ke liye kaha...wo tunak kar waha se uthi aur bahar chali gayi...main waha baitha-baitha kya karta main bhi usi ke peechhe chal pada...
"apni girl friend ko bolo ki ye library hai yaha shanti se rahe..."jab main library se nikal raha tha to book issue karne wale ne mujhse kaha jise sunkar main khush hota hua waha se aage badha....
"kya sach me tum mera khoon kar dogi..."
"haan, yadi dobara mujhe dikhe to ek khanzar seene ke aar-paar kar dungi...."
"chal chudail, tere me itni himmat kaha..."
"whattttttttt.......chudail"
"to isme kya bura kah diya..."humari ladayi achchhi-khasi chal rahi thi ki Arun apna sada sa muh banakar peechhe se tapak pada aur bola"chal be Arman cigarette peete hai, mood bahut kharab hai...."
"ye chudail, cigarette piyegi..."
"bhad me jao...."
Uske baad main aur Arun waha se nikal gaye bhad me jane ke liye 

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Chapter-12:The Turning Point
Chapter-12:The Turning Point
Update-45
Arun ka paper bahut kharab gaya tha ,ye baat wo mujhe lagbhag hazaro baar bata chuka tha...har 5 min. me wo bolta ki "sala bahut hard paper aaya tha...lagta hai ek question bhi sahi nahi hoga" wo jab se paper dekar aaya tha tab se ladkiyo wali harkat kar raha tha, wo book kholkar answer match karta aur jab answer sahi nahi nikalta to khud solve karne baith jata...main bistar par pade-pade jab uski in harkato se bore ho gaya to maine use kaha ki ek paper bigad jane par itna pareshan hai, tu kya khak desh ki sewa karega.....
"munda mat bamka aur jaake ek packet cigarette lekar aa...."
ab maine bhi cigarette peena shuru kar diya tha ,isliye cigarette kharidane ka din humne aapas me baant liya tha ek din wo cigarette ka dibba lata to ek din main....aaj meri baari thi.
"chal sath me nahi chalega kya...."
"mood kharab hai ,tu ja..."
"Arman..."tabhi bahar se kisi ne aawaz di, aawaz jani pahchani thi , maine room ka darwaza khola ,samne Sidar khada tha....
"to kya socha..."andar aate hee Sidar mujhse bola...
"kis baare me..."
"NSUI ka election ladega ya nahi..."
"MTL bhai,aapko to pahle hee bata diya ki...."
"tera naam maine likhwa diya hai..."mujhe beech me hee rok kar Sidar ne kaha"main yaha teri ray janne nahi tujhe batane aaya hu..."
Sidar ke baat karne ke is lahze se main sakpaka gaya, aur uski taraf muh band kiye dekhta raha aur tab tak dekhta raha jab tak Sidar ne khud mujhe aawaz nahi di...
"sun, is baar Varun ko kisi bhi halat me president banne nahi dena hai, iske liye mere candidates ka jeetna bahut jaroori hai....second year me Gautam ke karan meri pakad dheeli hai aur mujhe pura yakin hai ki second year se hum harne wale hai...isliye main chahta hoon ki first year se hum kisi bhi haal me jeete aur first year ke ladko me se sabse jyada tu highlight hua hai..."
"lekin MTL bhai, wo meri padhayi ka...."
Is baar bhi Sidar ne mujhe beech me roka"na to mera aaj tak kabhi back laga aur na hee kabhi kam pointer bane, jabki main apna aadha samay sports ko deta hu, upar se ladayi jhagde wale kand mere liye additionl work hote hai..."
"lekin...."
"lekin vekin chhod aur ye form bhar..."bistar par ek form fekte hue unhone kaha"kal subah mere hostel me pahucha dena...."
"thik hai bhai "
Sidar ke jaane ke baad main Cigarette lene ke liye dukan ki taraf badha, kal phhir test tha aur taiyari zero thi lekin phhir bhi is waqt dimag me padhayi karne ka khayal door-door tak nahi tha, paidal chalte hue pure raste bhar mere dimag me kayi khayalat ubhar rahe the, kewal padhayi aur kal ke test ko chhodkar....Esha, Vibha ,deepika ,Sidar , Arun aur Varun in sabne mere dimag me kabza kar liya tha...cigarette ke kash lagata hua main kabhi Esha se aaj hui apni jhadap ke baare me soch ke muskurata to kabhi deepika mam ka halke gulabi rang ke salwar me kaid jism dikhta,
"ye sali Vibha us din ke baad college me nahi dikhi..."hostel ki taraf aate hue maine khud se kaha aur ye sach bhi tha kyunki us din ke gang-bang ke baad Vibha ko maine college me nahi dekha tha, Vibha jaisi ladki jo ek din me college ke dus round marti ho wo college me ek hafte se na dekhe to thoda jhatka to lagta hee hai, wo mujhe ek hafte se nahi dikhi thi iska ek hee matlab ho sakta hai ki wo ek hafte se college hee nahi aayi....lekin kyun, maine to naari jaat ka samman karte hue use sahi-salamat bheja tha, 
"periods chal rahe honge..."maine andaza lagaya aur cigarette ke kash marte hue phhir hostel ki taraf chal pada, lekin dimag me ab bhi Vibha ne kabza kar rakkha tha, kyunki us din ke gang-bang ke baad main bahut utsuk tha ki uski aur meri mulakat kaisi hoti hai ,uska kya reaction hota hai...wo mujhe dekhkar hasegi ya phhir gussa karegi ya phhir kuch aur hee karegi....
"bhu ko shayad kuch pata ho..."aisa sochte hue main hostel me dakhil hua aur seedhe bhu ke room ki taraf chal pada...
"aur bhu paper kaise banaya..."bhu ke room me ghuste hee maine usse puchha....
"ek question chhut gaya..."
"la pani pila, bahut dhoop hai bahar..."
"main abhi padhayi karunga tu ja yaha se, ek hafte baad aana jab test khatam ho jayenge..."ek saans me hee bhu ne kaha...
"abey kutte,maine tujhe disturb karne nahi aaya hu....bas kuch janna hai "
"kya janna hai..."
"Vibha ko janta hoga..."seedhe point par aate hue maine kaha"wo kuch dino se dikhi nahi college me ?"
"Vibha..."apne mathe par shikan late hue bhu ne apne bheje me google ki tarah Vibha ka naam search karne laga aur jald hee wo bola"wo college me dikhegi kaise, wo to ek hafte se college hee nahi aayi..."
"tujhe kaise maloom,"
"kal raat hee fb par usse baat hui thi meri..."
"gazab...reason maloom hai..."
"usne kuch nahi bataya...."
"chal thik hai tu padhayi kar ,bye.."bhu ke room se bahar jate hue na jaane kya man me aaya ki main peechhe muda aur bhu se bola"Esha ki koyi new news...."
Pahle to bhu hichkichaya aur mujhe apni aankho se ye batane laga ki uske boyfriend ne mujhe sabke samne thappad mare the uska naam mat le aur phhir maine bhi use aankho ke ishare se bataya ki maine bhi to Gautam ko sabke samne thappad mara tha , hisab barabar.....
"Esha..."dimag me Esha ka naam search karte hue bhu bola"uske boyfriend Gautam ke baap ko kisi ne chaku pela hai aur apne baap ke ilaaj ke silsile me wo kal out of city gaya hai lagbhag ek hafte ke liye...kal senior ke hostel gaya tha to wahi kuch logo ne bataya"
"thank you bhu "uchhal kar maine use gale laga liya aur phhir uske bistar par use patak kar main apne khayalo me gum ho gaya.....
ab kuch din tak main aur Esha ek sath ek hee college me  , aur aaj ek baar phhir se mujhe intezaar tha kal ki subah ka...kal ke test jaldi se khatam hone ka....plan simple tha kal jab test khatam hoga to main pura college chhan marunga aur jaha bhi Esha milegi wahi usse ladayi karke apna mood fresh karunga , wo chillayegi cheekhegi mujhe jaan se marne ki dhamki degi...aur main use chudail kahunga....Arman phhir machal uthe ,dil phhir khil utha....kismat phhir jaag uthi aur main apne room me ghuste hue taav se bola"ek question chhod dunga kal exam me aur jaldi se jaldi Esha ko dhoondh nikalunga..."
Us din na to maine dhang se agle din hone wale exam ki taiyari ki aur na hee dhang se soya...jab bhi aankh lagti,palke bhari hone lagti tabhi Esha ki bhuri aankho ko main mahsoos karta ,uski surat neend me bhi kisi saye ki tarah mujhse lipti rahti, mujhe aisa lagta jaise ki wo mere pass wahi mere hee bistar par mere upar leti ho aur left side me dhadak rahe dil ko muskurate hue sahla rahi ho aur phhir jab main use apne dono hatho me sametane ke liye apne hath aage karta to wo gayab ho jati, aur meri aankh khul jati....Esha ko waha na paakar mujhe thoda sad bhi feel hota aur khudpar hansi bhi aati....kisi ke khayalo me khoye rahna , sote jagte bas usi ke baare me sochana ye sab maine sirf hindi filmo me hote hue dekha tha...lekin us raat un sab lamho ko maine khud mahsoos kiya, main jab bhi apni aankhe band karta aur halki se neend lagti tabhi na jaane kaha se Esha aa jati aur hum dono ek dusare se ladte jhagadte....maine to use chidhane ke liye uska nick name tak socha liya tha "Chudail..." haqiqat ki tarah main sapne me bhi use chudail kahta aur haqiqat ki tarah sapne me bhi wo mujhe jaan se marne ki dhamki deti...use paane ke liye kaleja tadap raha tha , use chhune ke liye main betaab hua ja raha tha....us waqt mere liye sari duniya ek taraf aur Esha ek taraf thi, "kal ka exam pakka kharab jane wala hai..."aadhi raat ko main lagatar neend ke tootane se pareshan hokar baith gaya aur aankhe malte hue andhere me hee cigarette sulgayi....
Meri aankho me uski surat ka kuch aisa rang chadha tha ki mujhe dar lagne laga tha khud se ki kahi main wo rang nikalte nikalte andha na ho jaun, main us waqt ajeeb harkate kar raha tha...cigarette ke kash lete hue main kabhi Esha ko pane ke liye ekdum bechain ho jata to kabhi uske baare me sochkar dil khil uthta....mobile me time dekha raat ke 2 baj rahe the, neend to aane se rahi isliye maine bahar tahalne ka faisala kiya aur room se bahar aa gaya, Arun chain ki neend le raha tha isliye use uthakar bakchodi karne ka man nahi kiya...Suna tha ki zindagi me kabhi-kabhi koyi chiz hume aisi mil jati hai jo zindagi se bhi jyada pyari lagne lagi, zindagi se bhi jyada anmol lage aur aaj mujhe wo chiz mil gayi thi ,aaj wo zindagi se bhi pyare aur anmol chiz ek ladki ke roop me mujhe mili gayi thi ,jo seedh left side me asar karti thi.....mere dimag ka calculation ab bhi mujhe is baat ki hidayat de raha tha ki main uske baare me na sochu, mera dimag ki calculation ye bhi kah rahi thi ki Esha kabhi bhi mujhse dil nahi lagayegi, us raat maine exam me aane wale kisi most important question ki tarah Zindagi ke us most important sach ko bhi ignore kiya, us most important sach ko maine kayi bahane banate hue taal diya is aas me ki kisi na kisi bahane se Esha is bahane ko sach kar degi.....
us raat kafi der tak idhar udhar tahalne ke baat main wapas apne bistar par ja gira aur subah ke 5 baje jakar meri aankh lagi jo seedhe test ke aadhe ghante pahale khuli, wo bhi Arun ke uthane ke karan...
"kya hai be, aaj test dene nahi jana kya..."Arun ne mujhse puchha, wo bilkul taiyar tha aur ab shayad ek baar revision marne ke jugad me tha.....
"time...."aankho ko malte hue main bola"time kya hua hai"
"jyada nahi subah ke 10 baj rahe hai, aadhe ghante me exam shuru hone wala hai....yadi neend puri na hui ho to 5-10 min. Ki ek chhoti si neend aur le le..."
"5 min. baad utha dena..."bolkar maine phhir chadar taan li....
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us din ke exam me mujhe sirf itna maloom tha ki test kis subject ka hai, date aur day bhi maine aage wale se puchh kar bhara tha , sala mujh jaise brilliant ladke se paper ka ek question nahi ban raha tha , dil kiya ki khali copy exam invigilator ke muh par de maru, lekin phhir result me ek bade se zero ka khayal aaya to har question ke answer me kuch kuch likhkar bahar nikla....jis hisab se maine aaj ka test diya tha uske anusar to mujhe bahut dukhi hona chahiye tha aur Arun ko gali dekar apni bhadas nikalni chahiye thi lekin na to main dukhi tha aur na hee mera gali dene ka man tha, main khushi khusi invigilator ko copy submit karke bahar aaya,...pahale main library me ghusa lekin aaj waha Esha nahi thi, uske baad maine upar ,neeche sabhi corridor me bhi dhoondha lekin Esha phhir bhi na dikhi....tab jakar mujhe dhyan me aaya ki test to uska bhi hai , abhi examination room me hee hogi to kyun na jaha uski car khadi rahti hai waha se thodi door khade rahkar intezaar kiya jaye.....lagbhag aadhe ghante main college parking ke pass khada raha lekin waha parking me na to uski car thi aur na hee Esha...lekin main phhir bhi waha khada raha kyunki mujhe yakin tha ki koyi bhi itni jaldi exam hall se niklega....lagbhag aadhe ghante tak main waha khade hokar makkhiya marta raha tab jakar Esha dikhayi di, wo apne kuch dosto ke sath hasti hui college ke gate se bahar aa rahi thi aur turn maarkar apne dosto ke sath canteen ki taraf chal di......
"ek number ki bhookkad hai ye to  , main itni der se uske intezaar me yaha khada hu aur wo Canteen ki taraf chal di...."
main bhi Canteen ki taraf chal pada lekin Canteen me ghusne se pahale maine Sidar ko call kiya aur bola ki main Canteen me ja raha hu, nazar marte rahna......
Main Canteen me jaha Esha baithi thi usi ke pass wali table par baitha...kuch der tak to uske dost wahi rahe lekin phhir sab apne -apne ghar ko nikal gaye...Esha ko uske kayi dosto ne kaha ki wo unke sath chale wo unhe ghar drop kar denge...lekin Esha ne har kisi ko taal diya ,wo boli ki uske dad ne driver se car bhejwa di hai...wo jald hee yaha pahuch jayega.....
"do Pepsi lana "maine order diya aur do pepsi ki botal lekar Jaha Esha baithi thi waha jakar main baith gaya....
"tum...."
"Kahiye ,kya sewa kar sakta hoon..."
"ye seat book hai ,tum jao yaha se..."
"aur nahi gaya to..."
"to yaad hai na, wo khanzar aur tumhara seena..."
"chal chudail, tere me itni himmat kaha...."
"is canteen ka owner kaun hai..."Esha ne tej aawaz me kaha, jise sunkar turant hee waha kaam karne wala ek aadmi pahuch gaya....jise dekhkar Esha boli"ise yaha se le jao, ye mujhe pareshan kar raha hai..."
Canteen wala kuch bolta usse pahale hee maine hath dikhakar waha se jaane ki dhamki di, Kabhi Esha use aankh dikhati to kabhi main....jisse bechara tang aakar bola
"aap dono khud sambhal lo, mujhe bahut kaam hai..."
Canteen me kaam karne wale us shaks ke jaane ke baad Esha kuch der tak chup kuch khati rahi aur phhir jab uska khana peena khatam hua to wo apna hath jhadkar meri taraf jhuki aur dheere se boli....
"yaha Gautam ke kayi saare dost hai , Gautam aakar lafda karega..."
"tum uski fikar mat karo..."main bhi dheere se bola...
"to jao yaha se..."wo phhir chillakar boli...jisse sabki nazar hum dono par aa tiki...
"ye tu gaanv wali harkate mat kiya kar, warna tujhe apne aas-pass bhi nahi rahne dunga..."
"main tumhare pass ghoomti hu kya, tum hee mere peechhe pade ho...."
"Iiiiiiii....."main ek baar phhir I word se aage nahi badh paya, aur uski taraf pepsi ka ek botal sarkate hue bola"lo piyo aur mera bhi pay kar dena...."
"kya...."
"Pay matlab in dono pepsi ka bhi paisa de dena...yar tu pakka gaanv se aayi hai"
"ab mujhe gussa aa raha hai, Arman, don't call me gaanv wali...tumhe shayad maloom nahi ki main kaun hoon...."
"aur kya tumhe maloom hai ki tum is samay NSUI ke hone wale president se baat kar rahi hoon..."
Tabhi Esha ka mobile baj utha usne call recieve ki aur phhir gusse se mobile off kar diya....
"kya hua..."
"driver ka call tha, wo bol raha hai ki car beech raste me kharab ho gayi hai..."
"waiter , do pepsi aur lana" khush hote hue main Esha se bola"in dono ka bill bhi bhar dena..."
Usne mujhe phhir gusse se dekha aur apna mobile on karke koyi game khelni lagi, kuch der tak to main bhi shant baitha raha lekin jab us chudail ki bahut der tak aawaz nahi suni to main uski samne wali chair se uthkar uski pass wali chair par baith gaya aur maine jaise hee uske mobile screen par nazar dali "You lose" likhkar aaya....
"tum hans kyun rahe ho, aur mujhse door raho..."wo apni chair door khiskate hue boli...
"main kaha hans raha hu, ye to dukh ke hansi hai..."maine bhi apna chair uske karib khiskaya....
"ek to car beech raste me kharab ho gayi ,upar se ye mefa dimag kharab kar raha hai..."wo badbadayi...
"kaho to main ghar chhod du..."
"aur wo kaise..."
"jadu se...."
"koyi jaroorat nahi hai, kyunki mere dad ne dusari car bhej di hai...jo kuch der me hee yaha pahuch jayegi...."
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Hum sabhi apne khayalat khud bunte hai, apne Arman khud banate hai ,to phhir unke adhure rah jane par galti bhi humari hee hoti hai, abhi ka to pata nahi lekin us waqt mera aisa manna tha ki ladkiya filmo ke posters utarne se pahle boyfriend badal leti hai aur main isi priciple ko apply karke apna love- shav ka experiment accurate answer ke sath lana chahta tha....main upar diye gaye principle se ye sochane laga tha ki Esha bhi sabhi ladkiyo ki tarah bahut jald hee Gautam ko chhodkar meri girlfriend banegi aur phhir hum dono kisi theatre me baithkar ek hee pepsi me straw pipe daalkar pepsi piyenge......
exams jaise jane the wo waise ja rahe the matlab ki ekdum kharab...meri zindagi ka ye sabse kharab test chal rahe the, maine NSUI ka form khushi khushi bhar diya tha aur kuch hee dino baad main Sidar ki taraf se candidate ka election ladne wala tha aur aaj aakhiri test hai , main aaj khush bhi hoon aur thoda bechain bhi hu, khush isliye hoon kyunki aaj ke baad exams over ! Aur main kal se ,kal se nahi balki aaj dopahar ke 12 baje se aazad ho jaunga , bechain isliye tha kyunki Gautam kal se college aane wala tha aur mere pass sirf aaj ka hee waqt tha Esha se wo sab kuch kahne ka jo main uske liye mahsoos karta tha...meri zuban se "i" ke aalawa aage kuch kyun nahi nikalta main nahi janta lekin maine Esha ko i love kahne ka ek alag hee tareeka nikal liya tha, jo kisi bhi filmo se inspired nahi tha....
"Hi, Esha..."Aaj maine Esha ko phhir se college ke bahar dhara,
wo shayad kal ki ghatna se mujhse thoda kafa hogi, kyunki kal canteen me jab main use pareshan kar raha tha to usne apne samne rakkhi pani ki botal puri ki puri mere handsome face par daal di thi aur phhir main gussa hokar waha se chala gaya tha.....
"wo phhir aa gaya..."usne apne kisi kareebi dost se kaha....
"chal chalti kya..."
"go to hell..."
"wo to main jaunga hee, par abhi mera plan us building ki taraf jane ka hai ,jaha kal main pani-pani ho gaya tha...."mera ishara canteen ki taraf tha...
Esha ke jo dost waha khade the unhe shayad bus pakadni thi ,wo waha se Esha ko bye bye bolkar chale gaye aur pichhale kuch dino ki tarah main aur Esha aaj phhir akele the....
"chal chudail, canteen se aate hai..."
"don't call me........."usne mujhe gusse se dhakka diya, aur Canteen ki taraf chal di...
"Esha kuch kahna tha tumse...."
Wo kuch nahi boli aur seedhe canteen ki taraf chal padi, usi samay maine apne jeb se kagaz nikala aur jo likha tha wo padhne laga....
"main ek shart par yaha se abhi chala jaunga..."samne wali chair par baith kar maine kaha...
"aur wo shart kya hai..."
"main jo tumse bolunga, tum wahi ekdum same to same mujhe bolna..."
"aur yadi maine aisa kiya to..."
"to canteen ki khidki se kudkar main chala jaunga, shuru kare...."kagaz me jo main likh ke laya tha use yaad karte hue kuch der me bola"je t'aime..."
"haaiiin...ye kya hai..."
"french bhasha me iska matlab , i'm sorry hota hai...."
"lekin main tumhe i'm sorry kyun bolu, galti to tumhari hai tum mujhe sorry bolo, us din form bharte samay bhi tumne mujhe sorry nahi bola aur kuch dino se har din tum mujhe pareshan kar rahe ho, uska bhi sorry nahi bola...aur us din..."
Apna sar peet kar maine Esha ko beech me roka"yadi tum chahti ho ki main yaha se jaun to wo sab repeat karo,jo main tumse kahu...warna main pure char saal tumhari jaan khaunga...."
"fine, ek baar phhir se bolo..."mujhse chhutkara pane ke liye usne meri baat maan li...
" je t'aime..."
"je tame.."
"t'aime..."
"tame..."usne phhir galat kaha, to maine kagaz ka tukda uske hath me thamaya aur usi se dekhkar bolne ko kaha...
"je t'aime.."abki baar wo sahi boli...
"good, ab bolo tu iubesc..."
"iska kya matlab hua..."
"Romanian me iska matlab hota hai ki main tumse kabhi baat nahi karunga...."
"ok, Te iubesc...."kagaz ko dekhkar wo boli"kya sach me tum ab mujhse kabhi baat nahi karoge "
"jyada khush mat ho ,abhi tu aage- aage dekh"andar hee andar khush hote hue maine kaha"ab bolo Yes lyblyo tebya aur Russian me iska matlab hota hai ki main tumse kabhi nahi milunga..."
wo phhir khush hote hue boli "yes lyblyo tebya..."
"thank you chudail "maine Esha ke hath se wo kagaz liya aur jaisa kaha tha main canteen ki khidki se kudkar waha se bahar gaya, abhi-abhi main Esha ko teen language me "i love you" bolke aaya tha aur usne bhi mujhe teen language me i love bola tha  aur usne mujhe i love you bola hai uska video canteen me hee baithe mere hostel ke ek dost ne record kiya tha....main janta tha ki us video se main Esha ka kuch nahi kar sakta tha lekin phhir bhi jab main us video me Esha ko i love you bolte hue dekhta to dil ko sukoon to milta hee.....idhar main Esha ko i love you bol kar khush hua ja raha tha wahi Esha mujhse sorry sunkar khush hui ja rahi thi aur meri khushi ka reason ye bhi tha ki Arun aur mujhme ek bet lagi thi jo main abhi abhi jeet gaya tha, bet ye thi ki main Esha ko yadi i love you bol diya to hafte bhar ke cigarette ka paisa wo dega, aur yadi main na bol paya to main aur Arun ke kahne par hee maine saboot ke taur par apne ek dost ko video record karne ke liye kaha tha....
"ja be Arun 10 packet cigarette lekar aa..."room ghuste hee maine Arun se kaha...
"tune Esha ko i love bol diya "
"ek baar nahi, teen-teen baar bola aur usne bhi teen-teen baar mujhe i love you bola..."
"video dikha, tab main manunga..."
"idhar aa be..."bahar khade us ladke ko maine aawaz di aur apne mobile me bookmark kiya hua page open kiya, jisme i love you hazar language me tha....
"ye kya tamil me i love you bolkar aaya hai be, "
Maine mobile Arun ko diya aur bola French ,Romanian aur Russian me i love you ko kya kahte hai dekh aur is video me dekh....
"ye dhokha hai...maine tujhse kaha tha ki Esha ko bolna hai I LOVE YOU....matlab I LOVE YOU...."
"par tune ye nahi kaha tha ki kis language me bolna hai...I LOVE YOU matlab I LOVE YOU...."
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"ye dhokha hai...maine tujhse kaha tha ki Esha ko bolna hai I LOVE YOU....matlab I LOVE YOU...."


"par tune ye nahi kaha tha ki kis language me bolna hai...I LOVE YOU matlab I LOVE YOU...."
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Kal raat se main us video ko kayi baar dekh chuka tha jisme main Esha ko aur Esha mujhe teen-teen language me i love you bol rahe the....test ki tension khatam hone ke baad election ki tension aa gayi thi...Sidar apne kuch dosto ke sath din me dus chakkar humare hostel ke marta aur ek -ek ke room me jakar unhe kahta ki wo mujhe vote de....ab jab election me main bhi shamil tha to mujhe bhi thodi tension hone lagi thi, chalti class me bhi election aur uska form mere aankho ke samne aa jata, jisme maine black pen se apni details bhari thi, 
aaj mujhe recess me computer lab jana padega ye main jaan gaya tha ,kyunki aaj assignment jama karne ki baari thi aur main hamesha ki tarah khali hath tha, mere assignment na karne ki vajah shayad deepika mam khud bhi thi, yadi kisi ko study na karne par uski hot class teacher kiss de, apne boobs dabane ke liye bole,..to aisa mauka to koyi bhi nahi chhodega, phhir main kyun chhodta. Upar se deepika mam ke hath me CG subject ka number tha to uske hisab se main jitna waqt unke sath lab me rahunga mere number utne hee badhenge......
us din bhi wahi hua, assignment na karne ki vajah se deepika mam ne mujhe class se bahar bhagaya aur class khatm hohe ke baad recess me computer lab aane ke liye kaha aur abhi main recess me unke hee lab me baitha tha.....
"tum mujhe kya samajhte ho...."
"maal..."aisa main bolna chahta tha lekin maine nahi bola....
"tum har baar assignment karke nahi aate,kya main class me time pass karne aati hoon, you don't know ki main din ke do se teen ghante ghar jakar tum logo ke subject ko padhti hoon , taki next day tum logo ko achchhe se samjha saku...."
"do se teen ghante,...."main sirf itna bola, 
"haan to...."shuru me wo chidhi lekin phhir jaise meri baat ka matlab jaankar ek pal me muskurate hue boli"kya ? do se teen ghante...."
"it is my fucking efficiency..."hontho par muskan late hue maine kaha, aur same to same reaction uske hontho par bhi hua.....wo boli..
"really , do se teen ghante..."
"haan...."main kuch sochate hue bola...
aur ab waha wo hone wala tha,jiske liye main waha tha,jiska intezaar main tab se kar raha tha ,jab se main lab me aaya tha...wo apni kursi se uthi aur jis chair par main baitha tha waha jhuk gayi aur meri taraf dekhte hue mere lund par hath phhirane lagi, deepika mam ke aisa karte hee mere andar ek toofan sa aa gaya, mera dil bahut teji se vibrate karne laga....us waqt mujhe bas yahi lag raha tha abhi deepika mam ko yahi zameen me lita kar iske muh ,chut aur gand me apna lawda de maru....
deepika mam ne mere paint ki zib kholi aur phhir andar hath daalkar sahlane lagi, mere andar jo toofan utha tha wo aur bhi tej hone laga, main jis kursi par baitha tha usko dono hatho se kaskar pakad liya aur apne hontho ko daanto tale dabane laga, jaise-jaise deepika mam mere lund ko sahlati main siharta ja raha tha aur phhir wo waqt aaya jab main uchhal pada, deepika mam ne jaise hee mere underwear ke andar hath daal mere lund ko chhua to us waqt uchhal pada...
"aye idiot ,"mere underwear ke andar wapas hath dalti hui deepika mam ne kaha"chup chap baithe rah..."
"hhiii haha..."deepika mam ne jaise hee mere lund ko pakda mujhe gudgudi hone lagi aur main hasne laga aur deepika mam ka hath apni underwear se nikal kar door kar diya....
"shanti se baithe rah,warna 100 assignment de dungi..."
"gudgudi hoti hai..."
"to inhe daba kaskar..."apne seene ki taraf ishara karte hue usne kaha aur ek baar phhir se apna hath meri underwear ke andar ke daal diya,
maine pahle salwar ke bahar se hee deepika mam ke chhati ko sahlaya aur apne hath ko uske gore chikne gardan par phhirane laga...mere aisa karne par deepika mam ne apne hath se mere lund ko aur bhi teji se sahlane lagi aur sahlate waqt wo beech beech me mere lund ko daba bhi deti thi, mere hath ab uske peeth ko sahla rahe the aur usi waqt mujhe kya khayal sujha ki maine deepika mam ki salwar uthayi aur unki nangi peeth par apne hath phhirane laga, mujhe aisa karte dekh wo ruki aur meri taraf ,meri aankho me dekhne lagi....aur phhir usne mera lund paint ke bahar nikala aur apne mutthi me bhar kar hilane lagi, kabhi ek hath se to kabhi dusare hath se....maine bhi deepika mam ki salwar ko uthate uthate bra ka tak pahucha diya aur unki gori chikni peeth aur kamar masalne laga, aur ek halki si thapki uske peeth par lagayi aur jab deepika mam ne kuch nahi bola to uski peeth sahlate hue ek ke baad ek thapkiya use dene laga....wo bhi pure josh me apne hath badal-badal kar mere lund ko sahalate rahi....us waqt mera man kar raha tha ki deepika mam mujhse lund chut ki baat kare ,lekin jab usne iski shuruat nahi ki to main hee bola...
"size kaisa hai..."ab mere hath uske peeth se hote hue samne uski pet par ghoomane lage the,jo dheere-dheere upar aa rahe the,
"perfect hai.."mere lund ko teji se aage-peechhe karte hue wo boli...
Maine deepika mam ke boobs par apna hath rakkha, salwar ke karan aadha bra hee dikh raha tha ,aadha salwar me dhaka hua tha,lekin jitna bhi dikh raha tha wahi mere liye kayamat tha, maine deepika mam ka sar pakda aur unhe uthne ke liye kaha,kyunki ab mera man uske gulabi hontho ko peene ka kar raha tha, meri mansha ko jaankar wo turant khadi hui aur us din ki tarah mere upar chadh gayi, teji se saans bharti hui uski chhatiya mujhse takra rahi thi ,maine pahle deepika mam ke hontho par halka sa kiss kayi baar kiya aur phhir dheere dheere unhe pura jakad liya....wo bhi mujhe kaskar pakdi hui achchha response de rahi thi....tabhi sala maloom nahi deepika mam ka mobile kaise baj utha, usne ek jhatke me mujhe alag kiya aur mobile ko dekhkar boli....
"recess khatam hone wala hai, tumhare chakkar me main bhi bhool gayi, wo to achchha hua ki maine 10 min. Pahle ka alarm set kar rakkha hai...."
Main deepika mam ke pass gaya aur unke peechhe se unki kamar ko kaskar pakad kar khud se sata liya aur uske gardan ko chumne laga,...mera lund is waqt deepika mam ke pichhwade se takra kar buri tarah ghayal hua ja raha tha,..
"control nahi hota ...."uske chhatiyo ko kaskar dabate hue maine kaha...
"Arman, kabo karo apne Armano par, tumhe jana joga..."
"aaj nahi..."unke pichhwade par apna lund ragadte hue maine kaha"aaj to chod ke jaunga..."
"kahi chodne ke chakkar me college se na nikale jao..."mera hath pakad kar usne door karne ki koshish ki lekin maine tab aur bhi jor se uski chhatiyo ko dabane laga,...chudna to wo bhi chahti thi lekin samay ki kami ki vajah se wo mujhe mana kar rahi thi, uski aawaz me ajeeb si kashmakash thi, wo mujhe jane ke liye to kah rahi thi,lekin uski aawaz ka tone kuch aur hee tha, aur isi beech usne apna pichhwada peechhe ki taraf karke mere lund ko dabaya, mera to bura haal tha ,maine deepika mam ko seedha kiya aur uske hontho ko chuste laga aur tab deepika mam ne apne labo ko aazad kiya aur boli...
"Armaannn.....go..."
Aur deepika mam ka mobile phhir se baj utha, to usne mujhe door karte hue kaha"hod sir aate honge..."
mujhe door karke usne apna upar tanga salwar neeche kiya aur mujhe aankhe dikhakar jane ke liye kaha...
"main nahi jaunga..."uske pass aakar usko wapas pakadte hue maine kaha,"aaj bhale hee hum dono pakde jaye, lekin aaj main aapki chut maar kar rahunga..."
"Arman, pagal mat bano..."khud ko mujhse chhudane ki nakam koshish karte hue wo boli...
aaj main computer lab me kuch aur bhi sochkar aaya tha, sali ne assignment de dekar pareshan kar rakkha tha,....
"ek shart par jaunga..."uski salwar maine phhir se upar uthakar uski peeth ko sahlate hue bola"yadi mere saare assignment maaf kar do ...."
"ok..ok, now you go..."
"thank you ,mam "maine us chut ki rani ko chhoda aur khud ka huliya sahi karke waha se nikal gaya, deepika mam bhi us din soch rahi hogi ki sala ye kal ka aaya hua launda meri chut aur gand sahla kar mujhe hee chuna laga gaya....
Update-49
maine us chut ki rani ko chhoda aur khud ka huliya sahi karke waha se nikal gaya, deepika mam bhi us din soch rahi hogi ki sala ye kal ka aaya hua launda meri chut aur gand sahla kar mujhe hee chuna laga gaya.....

"ye chaku dekh raha hai..."table par rakkhe ek chaku ki taraf ishara karte hue Varun bola"isko le kar apne hath ki lakeere kat daalna tha , tab shayad wo tujhe mil jati...."
Varun ki baat sunkar main bahar to muskuraya lekin andar roya "kisi shayar ne kaha hai...."
"no...no..."
"kya hua.."
"tu bahut ghatiya aur boring shayari marta hai..."
"daru pilayi hai to bakwas to sunna hee padega ,le sun..."bahar se haste hue aur andar se rote hue maine kaha" Main apne hatho ki un lakeero ko kured kar, kat kar mita bhi deta jisme wo nahi thi, uska aksh nahi tha,lekin ek kahawat ishq-e-bazar me kafi mashhoor hai ki.....
"had se jyada kisi chiz se pyar karne par...Wo chiz nahi milti....
ye sab to kismat ka khel hai yaaro !!!
Kyunki hath ki lakeero ko mitane se....kabhi taqdeer nahi badalti...."
"bol wah..."
"story aage badha, aur bata phhir kya hua..."
"phhir...."
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Phhir kya tha, Gautam sala right time par aaya , mere khayal se uski train ko late ho jana chahiye tha ya phhir use koyi jaroori kaam pad jana chahiye tha ,jiski vajah se wo kuch aur hafte tak college na aa paye , lekin aisa nahi hua...wo dusare din hee college aaya aur Esha ke sath aaya.....Election ke liye dono taraf ki partiyo me taiyariya chal rahi thi, Varun ka hospital me hona, uski party ke liye achchha sabit hua kyunki final year ke sabhi students Sidar ki is harkat se uske against ho gaye the aur sunne me ye bhi aaya tha ki kuch log Sidar ko election ke baad marne ka plan bana rahe the....
main college jana chahta tha aur college jakar phhir se Esha se ladna chahta tha,lekin Election ki vajah se main ,mera khas dost Arun , Sidar aur Sidar ke kuch khas dost ek room me pichhale do ghante se band the aur apna-apna dimag laga rahe the ki kaise , kab ,kaun si chaal chali jaye...tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me ek faadu idea ne dastak di...
"final year aur second year me humare kitne candidate hai..."main bola...
"ek-ek..."
"do-do kar do...."
"pagal hai kya..."Sidar meri taraf dekhkar bola"ek ko to waise bhi vote nahi milne wala ,do do candidate khade karke humna apna vote kyun kam kare, kyunki vote count to kisi ek ka hee hoga na...."
"ek baat batao...."maine Arun ke muh se cigarette chheen li aur Sidar ki taraf dekhkar kaha"aap Praja-tantra me vishwas rakhte ho ya Raj-tantra me...."
"Main angrejo ke shasan me yakin rakhta hu , ab bol..."
"to phhir angrejo ka hee niyam aur dimag lagao....PHHOOT DALO AUR SHASAN KARO...."
"abey tu kahna kya chahta hai..."Sidar ne mere hath se cigarette le li aur bola"explain kar..."
"second year aur final year me se aise do bando ko pakdo, jo Varun ki team me ho aur unhe humari taraf se khada karo..."
"usse kya hoga..."
"usse ye hoga ki Unke vote bat jayenge, jaise ki yadi second year me Gautam khada hai, to usi ke kisi dost ko humari party se khada karo, isse Gautam ke dost do group me bat jayenge aur unke vote.........kam"
"gazab , ab kahlaya tu Arun ka dost..."mere kandhe par hath rakhkar Arun ne shaan se kaha, aur maine bhi shaan se suna.....
Sidar ne apna source lagaya aur do aise bande dhoondh liye jo Sidar ke liye kaam karne ko taiyar the , main aur Arun waha se nikle aur lunch ke baad wali class attend karne ke liye college pahuche...
"mam, may i..."
"come in..."hum dono ko dekhkar deepika mam boli,..
"ye to dammo rani ki class hai, ye deepika janeman kaha se tapak padi..."andar aakar main apni seat par baitha aur.....aur kuch nahi kiya sirf baitha hee raha ,kyunki deepika mam test ki copy de rahi thi...
"Arman,.."
"yes mam.."main apni jagah par khada hua...
"tumhe kya lagta hai, kitne number aa jayenge..."
Fala mere andar tharak itni bhari hui thi ki maine kuch dusara hee number bol diya,...
"mere khayal se 36 hoga..."
"kya...?"deepika mam chauk kar boli, kyunki wo to samajh gayi thi ki main kis number ki baat kar raha tha, baki puri class is baat ko comedy maankar hans rahi thi, sabko hansta dekh jaise mujhe hosh aaya aur maine ek nazar deepika mam par dali, wo mujhe aankhe dikhakar kuch kahna chah rahi thi....
"oh sorry mam..."
"kitna, number aa sakta hai ,tumhara...."deepika mam ne mujhse phhir puchha aur is baar uski aawaz thodi tez bhi thi...
"ab main kya batau, meri adat nahi hai ki exam ke baad main us subject ke baare me sochu...aap hee bata do..."
"18 no. good..."
"kya "abki baar main chauka kyunki 5 marks ka ek question to main chhod kar hee aaya tha ,phhir 18 no. Kaise  
"copy dekhna hai..."
"bilkul..."main deepika mam ke pass gaya aur copy lekar apni jagah par lauta aur mera andaza sahi tha usne mujhe extra marks diye the,
"sale, tune to bola tha ki 5 no. Ka ek question tune chhod diya hai ,phhir tere 18 kaise aaye..."mere hath se copy lete hue Arun ne kaha....
"gayi bhains pani me, kahi sala halla na kar de class me..."
lekin tabhi lund ki pyasi deepika mam humare pass aayi aur Arun ke hath se meri aur table par rakkhi uski copy uthakar boli"khud mehnat karo, dusaro ki copy me taak-jhak karna achchhi baat nahi..."
Arun apna sa muh lekar rah gaya aur silent mode me deepika mam ko kuch bola , yadi main sahi tha to uske anusar Arun ne deepika mam ko Maa ki gali di thi , deepika mam jab tak class me rahi tab tak mera sab kuch vibrate karta raha, beech me wo bhi kabhi-kabhi mujhe dekhkar muskurati aur kayi baar ye tak bol deti ki"Arman itna muskura kyun rahe ho....."
Aur jawab me main phhir se muskura deta aur sath me saari class hans deti....wo pal bahut khushnuma tha jo main aaj bhi bahut miss karta hu, us class ki rangat mujhe bhane lagi thi, us class me baithe log mujhe achchhe lagne lage the, unki baate aur phhir recess me dosto ke sath bakchodi, sab kuch mujhe ek nayi zindagi me le ja raha tha aur wo meri zindagi ka shayad pahla aisa mauka tha jab main dil se jee raha tha, jab main apne man ki kar raha tha, aas-pass koyi rokne tokne wala nahi tha,us waqt yadi koyi mujhse do khwahish mangane ke liye kahta to main use yahi kahta ki Esha se mera strong bond ban jaye aur ye college life ka waqt hamesha chalta rahe, mera khas dost Arun hamesha mere sath rahe, lekin waqt kisi ke liye nahi rukta, mere liye bhi nahi ruka.....
Jis din deepika mam ne mujhe extra marks diye the, uske dusare din bhi maine college ke starting periods attend nahi kiye, reason election hee tha, jab main college nahi gaya to phhir mera khas dost Arun kaise college jata, wo bhi mere sath idhar-udhar ghumta aur mujhe galiya bakta ki main ye kis jhamele me pad gaya hoon aue jab wo jyada hee bhadak jata to ek cigarette nikalkar uske muh me thus deta...kal ki tarah maine aaj bhi recess ke baad college jana ka socha , lekin Arun kuch kaam bolkar waha se hostel ki taraf nikal gaya aur mujhe bola ki wo mujhe canteen me milega, Arun ke jane ke baad maine mobile me time dekha ,abhi lunch khatam hone me 40 min. baki thi , iska matlab main Canteen me jakar 40 min. tak Esha par line maar sakta tha, maine apna mobile nikala aur Sidar ko messege kar diya ki main Canteen me hoon, nazar marte rahna......
Zindagi kabhi us hisab se nahi chalti jaisa hum chahte hai, use koyi farak nahi padta ki hum apni zindagi ko kis tarah aur kaise jeena chahte hai, life to bas uniform velocity se apne manchahe direction me aage badhti rahti hai, aur ye hamesha hota hai, usi tarah main shayad us college ka akela Arman nahi tha, jiske Arman itne jyada the...us college me aur bhi kayi honge jo kuch sochkar ya phhir apna ek lakshya bana kar waha aaye the, main aue Gautam us college me akele nahi thi, jise Esha pasand thi aur bhi kayi ladke the jo Esha ko apni baanho me dekhna chahte the, lekin waha us canteen me aadhe ghante se Esha ka intezaar karne walo me se main akela tha, mere siwa waha koyi aisa nahi tha jo aadhe ghante se baithkar Esha ka intezaar kar raha ho, lekin koyi fayda nahi hua, Esha aaj canteen nahi aayi aur main apne chehre ko kabhi ek hath me tikata to kabhi dusare hath me...ek alag hee udasi mere andar bharti ja rahi thi, jise sirf aur sirf do log nikal sakte the...ek to thi Esha aur dusara mujhe cigarette kaise peena chahiye ,ye batane wala mera khas ,ekdum khas dost Arun.....Esha to nahi aayi aur Arun ko aane me waha abhi waqt tha....
"kyun be ujade chaman, aise kyun baitha hai...kisi ne gand maar li kya..."
Main is aawaz ko pahchan gaya aur bina uske taraf dekhe hee bola"baith be Arun, aaj teri bhabhi nahi aayi..."
"kaun deepika..."
"abey teri to....main Esha ki baat karing..."
"wo to teri sabse pyare dost tere jigari yar Gautam ki setting hai..."
"uda le beta mazak..."
"chal chhod, class chalte hai..."
"chal..."uthate hue maine kaha"lekin pahle yaha ka bill bhar..."
"kitna hua.."apna jeb check karte hue Arun ne puchha
"2500 paise..."
"lawda, purse hostel me hee chhut gaya , tu hee de de..."
"yadi main purse laya hota to kya tujhe bolta, baklol kahi ke..."Canteen wale ladke ke pass jakar maine bola ki wo bill mere account me add kar de, lekin na to mera waha koyi account tha aur na hee usne udhari karne ki baat mani,...
"apun ko to cash hee mangta, yadi rokda hai to rokda do..warna apna kuch saman rakh ke jao..."
"abey ullu, main tere 25  ke liye apna 10000 ka mobile giravi rakkhu kya..."
"wo apna matter nahi hai..."
Sala canteen wala maan nahi raha tha aur next class bhi start hone wali thi, tabhi Sidar ka call aaya, Sidar ne ye puchhane ke liye call kiya tha ki waha koyi lafda to nahi hai,aur tabhi mere khurafati dimag me ek solid idea aaya aur maine canteen wale se bola...
"Sidar ke khate me daal..."
"wo tumko janta hai..."
"ye dekh ,usi ki call aayi thi abhi..."mobile me call history dikhate hue maine kaha aur wo maan gaya....
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"oye Arman, sun..."chalti class ke beech me Naveen ,jo ki aaj aage wali bench me baitha tha wo mujhe bola"Varun aaj college aaya hai, sale ke sar me patti bandhi hai..."
"aaj bhi, rola jhad raha tha kya ..."
"na, aaj to sala bheegi billi ki tarah bus me baitha tha, uske dost bhi uske sath the...lekin koyi kuch nahi bol raha tha..."
"aur uski item Vibha ,aayi hai kya..."
"aayi to hai,lekin wo aaj Varun se door baithi thi...lagta hai dono ka break-up ho gaya..."
Main aur Naveen dheere dheere baat kar rahe the ki tabhi Arun sher ki tarah dahad maarkar bola"ab use main set karunga...:"
"kaun hai badtameez..." hod sir ne jaha hum baithe the, us taraf dekhkar kaha"jisne bhi ye harkat ki hai ,wo seedhe se nikal jaye,warna puri class ka sectional zero kar dunga..."
aawaz Arun ne kiya tha ,isliye hod sir humari bench aur usi ke aas-pass dekhkar bol rahe the, aur jaise hee unhone Arun ki taraf dekha to mera gandu dost Arun hoshiyari marte hue bola..
"Sir , mujhe nahi maloom ki aawaz kisne nikali, shayad peechhe se koyi bola..."
"chal khade ho aur bahar nikal..."
"lekin sir, maine kuch nahi kiya "
"kuch der pahle jo aawaz hui thi, usse teri aawaz match ho gayi hai...chal bahar ja..."
"sorry sir"
"bahar ja..."
Arun bahar gaya aur hod sir phhir se board par drawing banane lage, 
"tujhe kaise maloom ki, Vibha aur Varun ka break-up ho gaya..."hod sir ke samne mudte hee maine ekdum dheemi aawaz me Naveen se bola"tu to bike se aata hai na..."
"aaj bus se aaya, tabhi dekha...Varun ,Vibha se baat karne ki koshish me laga hua tha lekin Vibha har baar yahich dialogue marti ki...leave me alone..."
"aur phhir..."
"aur phhir kya hona tha, Apna thobda lekar Varun chup chap city bus me peechhe ki taraf baith gaya aur uske baad maine ek mast chiz notice ki..."sharmate hue Naveen ne kaha"Vibha mujhe line de rahi thi"
"hey, tum bhi khade ho...."hod sir ne abki baar Naveen ko khada kiya"yaha tum gupshup adda khol ke baithe ho..."
"nahi sir...wo"
"kya nahi sir..."hod sir ki laal hoti aankho se jwalamukhi bas fatne hee wala tha...
"sir main, pen mang raha tha..."
"achchha..."hod sir ne book table par rakkhi aur jaha hum baithe the waha aakar Naveen ke hath me se pen liya aur chala ke dekha....
"tumhara pen to thik chal raha hai, phhir kya dono hath se likhne ke liye pen mang rahe the"
Naveen apna sar neeche karke ekdum chup hokar aise baitha ,jaise usne kuch kiya hee na ho,...
"bahar jao..."
Naveen jab bahar jane laga to hod sir ne use roka aur puchha ki wo pen kisse mang raha tha....
"sir, Arman se..."
"kaun hai ,Arman..."
"sir main..."apna hath uthate hue maine kaha...
Hod sir mere pass aaye aur bole ki main unhe apna pen dikhau, lekin sala mere pass to ek bhi pen nahi tha , main to itani der se sirf copy khol kar baitha tha 
"wah , Pen bhi us bande se mang rahe the,jiske pass pen hee na ho"aur phhir mujhe dekhkar hod sir ne bada sa "Get ouuuuuut" bola....
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"chal bathroom me muth maar ke aate hai..."jab hum teeno class se bahar nikal aaye tab Naveen ne kaha....
"main nahi marunga aaj subah hee Haweli padhkar hilaya hai..."Arun bola....
"tum dono yahi khade raho ,main abhi aaya, kuch election related kaam aa gaya hai..."
"main bhi chalta hu..."
Lekin main nahi mana, aur Arun ko Naveen ke sath rukne ke liye bolkar waha se nikal gaya aur meri gadi jakar seedhe computer lab me ruki, jaha deepika mam apni taange chaudi kiye hue PC par shayad bf dekh rahi thi...........
Update-51
Arun ko Naveen ke sath rukne ke liye bolkar waha se nikal gaya aur meri gadi jakar seedhe computer lab me ruki, jaha deepika mam apni taange chaudi kiye hue PC par shayad bf dekh rahi thi...........
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Recess me deepika mam ke pass jane ki baat kuch aur thi aur abhi ki baat kuch aur....kya pata andar kya ho raha ho, kaun-kaun andar ho aur kis position me  upar se main thahra sarif ladka....computer lab ka gate khula tha to iske hisab se andar ka temperature normal hona chahiye, maine pahle andar jhanka aur mera andaza sahi tha, andar ka temperature bilkul normal tha....deepika mam PC par baithi mouse ko idhar udhar kar rahi thi, aur usi samay jaise use ahsaas ho gaya ki gate par koyi hai aur usne apni nazare ghuma kar mujhe dekha.....
"ek baar ye lund chus le to maza hee aa jaye....aaahhhhhh"deepika mam ke sexy hontho ko dekhkar mere Arman uchhal pade, jise shant karte hue maine deepika mam se andar aane ki permission mangi....
"Arman, tum...is waqt,abhi to hod sir ki class hai na..."
"bhaga diya unhone..."andar aate hue maine kaha
"phhir kya kar diya...."mujhe samne wali chair par baithane ka ishara karte hue usne puchha....
"is baar kuch nahi kiya, isiliye bhaga diya...."
"achchha ye batao..."mouse par se hath hatakar usne ek hath ko apne sar par tikaya aur ungaliya hontho par phhirate hue boli"tumhara 12th me kitna marks tha..."
Yahi ek aisa sawal tha, jiska answer dene ke liye main hamesha taiyar rahta tha, lekin us waqt mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki yahi sawal meri zindagi ka aakhiri sawal ban jayega, jiska answer main baad me dena chahunga....
"93.60 % " maine jawab diya....
"kya..."apne sar ko dusare hath se tikate hue wo boli"sach bolo..."
"Internet chal raha hai kya..."
"yes,..."
"216328075 is my roll no. , result check kar lo...."
"ok ,leave...."tirachhi nazar se usne kahi aur dekhte hue kaha,"tum kya sochkar aaye the..."
"main yaha computer par snake game khelne aaya tha..."
"wo game tum abhi nahi khel sakte..."usne ek bar phhir apna hath badla aur boli"andar cabin me ek sir baithe hue hai..."
"dhat teri ki...."main badbadaya
"ab jao,warna....."meri taraf apna chehra karke wo boli...
"warna..."maine bhi apna face uski taraf kiya...
"warna, tum mujhe kabhi chhu bhi nahi paoge aur assignment phhir se de dungi..."
Deepika mam ki baat sunkar main is kadar hadbadaya ki chair se bas neeche girne wala tha ,wo hans padi aur mujhe ek baar phhir waha se jane ke liye kaha....maine ek baar uske gulabi honth aur chhatiyo ko dekhka aur waha se mayoos kadmo se bahar nikla aur abhi bahar hee nikla tha ki samne se Vibha aati hui dikhayi di,...mujhe waha CG lab ke bahar dekhkar uske kadam rook gaye...
"sunne me aaya hai ki tumne apna boy friend change kar diya..."
"boy friend change nahi kiya, sirf purane ko chhoda hai...abhi main bilkul akeli hoon..."
"mujhe bana lo, apna boyfriend..."
"why, tumme aisi kya khas baat hai..."
tab tak Hum dono waha beech raste se hatkar thoda kinare aa gaye, classes chal rahi thi isliye koyi udhar aaye ye mushkil hee tha.....
"why ka kya matlab, mujhse kabil boyfriend pure college me nahi milega...."
"really..."
"101 % ,sach hai...."
wo ab shant ho gayi aur apna muh band karke mujhe dekhti rahi, waise ladki kabhi chup ho jaye ,ye nahi hota lekin us waqt aisa hee kuch ho raha tha ,wo ekdum se chup hokar jaise mujhe check kar rahi thi main uska boyfriend banne layak hoon ya nahi....
"tumhari age kam hai....sorry "
"isne to sach me sochana shuru kar diya" andar hee andar khud ko handsome mante hue main bola"main mazak kar raha tha, ab chalta hoon, mere dost intezaar kar rahe honge mera...."
Wo bhala kyun rokati mujhe, usne apna sar hilakar mujhe jane ke liye kaha aur main waha se nikla hee tha ki mera mobile vibrate hone laga.....call unknown number se thi
"abey Arman, jaldi aa jaldi...chauk ke pass Sidar ko city walo ne gher liya hai...jaldi aa...aur jitne ladke mile ,unsabko bula lena...."ek cheekhati hui aawaz mere kaano ko fad gayi....
main kuch der tak sann khada raha, main waha khade rahkar yahi sochata raha ki ye sach tha ya koyi mere sath mazak kar raha hai, kya sach me Sidar ko Varun aur uske dosto ne gher liya hai ya phhir wo log mujhe gherne ke plan me hai, jo bhi ho mujhe ek baar college ke main gate ke pass wale chauk ke pass to jana hee tha, maine daudte hue seedhiya chadhi aur Naveen se uski bike ki chabi lekar Arun ke sath college se bahar nikla....
kya hoga yadi unlogo ne Sidar ka wahi haal kar diya jo humne Varun aur uske dosto ka kiya tha, kya izzat rah jayegi humari college me, aur upar se kuch dino baad election bhi hone wala hai....us waqt bike chalate hue mere man me yahi sab ghoom raha tha, Arun ne kayi baar mujhse pcuhha bhi ki kya hua hai, main kyun itna hadbada raha hu aur main use kaha le ja raha hoon....lekin maine uske ek bhi sawal ka jawab nahi diya aur seedhe chauk par ja pahucha...humara college outer area me tha ,isliye udhar bheed-bhad kam hee rahta tha lekin is waqt waha bahut se ladke jama hue the , aur yadi main sahi tha to waha khade ladko me se adhiktar ladke city wale the...hostel walo ko pahuchne me abhi time tha.....
Maine Naveen ki bike chauk se kuch doori par hee rok di, jiska karan thi Esha...wo BC Gautam ki car usi waqt waha jaane kaha se pahuch gayi, jisme Shayad Esha bhi hogi maine andaza lagaya......
"Laut ja Arman, Esha ke samne ladayi ,jhagda karne ka matlab hai ,usse doori....Gautam se to uska bachpan ka pyar hai,isliye wo usse judi hui hai...lekin yadi usne aaj tujhe gundagardi karte hue dekh liya to wo kabhi tujhse baat tak nahi karegi...."
"abey bike aage badha, waha kuch panga ho raha hai..."Arun ne mujhe mere khayalat se nikalte hue kaha...
"Sidar ko city walo ne gher liya hai aur hostel ke ladke aa rahe hai...lekin tab tak Sidar maar kha jayega..."
"to tu dekh kya raha hai, bike start kar aur chadha de, salo par...maa kasam yadi dusaro ke haq ke liye ladne wale Sidar ko kuch hua to, lanat hai humpar..."
Us waqt mujhe uski baat maan leni chahiye thi, mujhe bike ko full speed karke aage badhana chahiye tha, lekin jaise mere hath jam gaye the , jiski sirf ek vajah thi , wo vajah Car me baithi hui Esha thi...
"abey BC ,bike aage badha..."Arun ne chillakar kaha...
"yar,wo Esha car me baithi hai..."
"to kya..."mere khas dost ne mujhe ajeeb tarah se dekha, jaise use yakin hee na ho raha ho ki ye main kah raha hoon....
"tu jayega ya nahi..."
"hum bahut kam log hai yar, pit jayenge..."
"chal thik hai..."bike se utar kar Arun bola"main ja raha hoon, tu wapas ja...aur kasam se kahta hoon, aaj ke baad tu mujhe room me mat dikh jana, warna murder ho jayega,ya to tera ya mera...."aage badhte hue Arun ne kaha.....
Sidar waha ladko ke beech ghira hua bahas kar raha tha aur idhar mera sabse khas dost ja raha tha, wahi mere khwabo me aane wali ek pari ,apne shahzade ke sath car me baithi thi, aur main waha chauk se kuch doori par uljhan me fansa hua Naveen ki bike par baitha hua tha....
jab humare samne do raste ho to hume kisi ek ko chunne me galti ho jati hai waha to mere pass teen raste the....pahla ye tha ki main bike se utar ka Sidar ke sath dene ghus jao, aur maar khaun...lekin ye future engineer hone ke naate mujhe shobha nahi deta.....dusara rasta ye tha ki chauk ki taraf badh rahe main apne khas dost ka kidnap kar loon aur use apne sath lejakar pitne se bacha loon, lekin yadi main aisa karta to main shayad Arun ko kho deta...jo main nahi chahta tha.... Teesara rasta ye tha ki main chup chap apni bike mod loon aur wapas jakar next class attend kar loon...lekin ye engineering college me padhne wale ladke ki pahchan nahi thi aur na hee meri.....lekin maine waisa hee kiya maine teesara hee rasta chuna,kyunki yahi mujhe sahi laga...main us waqt sabkuch bhoolkar, samne chauk par fanse Sidar ko andekha karke apni bike college ke taraf ghumayi.....
"main ja raha hoon, tu wapas ja...aur kasam se kahta hoon ki aaj ke baad tu mujhe room me mat dikh jana, warna murder ho jayega,ya to tera ya mera...."mere kano me ye aawaz gunz rahi thi , ye aawaz sirf gunz hee nahi rahi thi ye aawaz mera kaan bhi phhad rahi thi,...duniya me kayi raste hote hai ,jo kisi na kisi manzil tak pahuchate hai ,wo to humpar depend karta hai ki hum kis raste par chalte hai....kisi ki aawaz ka kano me gunjana ye sab maine sirf filmo me dekha tha lekin us din maine khud mahsoos kiya aur jab wo aawaz band nahi hui to maine bike wapas Arun ki taraf ghumayi......
"lift chahiye Sir..."
"tu...tu to chala gaya tha..."
"chal aaja , action karte hai..."
"tu karne kya wala hai..."bike par sawar hote hue usne kaha...
"wo sab chhod aur ye bata Sidar ka vajan kitna hoga...."
"lawda main yaha kilo baat lekar nahi baitha hoon..."Shuru me usne aisa kaha,lekin jab main peechhe muda to jaise samajh gaya ki main kya kahna chahta hoon....maine bike start ki aur bike seedhe chauk ki taraf dauda di,...ab main samajh gaya tha ki mujhe kya karna hai...mujhe teeno manzile pani thi, Sidar ko bachana bhi tha, Arun ko apne sath bhi rakhna tha aur Esha.........aur normal insan ek waqt par kewal ek hee raste par chal sakta hai,isliye us waqt maine un teeno manzilo ki taraf jaane wale teeno rasto ko milakar ek kar diya  chauk ke pass pahuchate hee maine ekdum jor se horn mara jisse kuch ladke door hue ,salo ne mujhe baad me pahchana lekin tab tak maine aur Arun ne Sidar ko ek jhatke se uhthaya aur teji se aage nikal gaye......
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salo ne mujhe baad me pahchana lekin tab tak maine aur Arun ne Sidar ko ek jhatke se uhthaya aur teji se aage nikal gaye......
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"goggles hota to aur bhi role jamta be Arun..."bike ke sheeshe me khud ko niharte hue maine kaha, 
is waqt hum teeno thik usi ground par the jaha kuch dino pahle hum hostel walo ne maar dhadh ki thi....
"abey ,mujhe chhodega ,ya aise hee taange rahega..."
"sorry sir..."Sidar se apni pakad dheeli karte hue Arun ne kaha....
Sidar us waqt bahut tamtamaya hua tha aur Arun ne jaise hee Sidar ko chhoda,wo neeche utar kar kisi ko call karne laga...
"ground par lekar aa sab ladko ko, aaj phhir marunga us BC Varun ko, usi ke kahne par city walo ne mujhe ghera tha..."
"MTL bhai..."main ekdum hero style me bike se utra aur Sidar se bola"election ho jane do...phhir milkar Gang-Bang part 2 shuru karenge...."
"tu ruk...dekh abhi us sale ko dhota hoon..."Sidar ne phhir ek number par call kiya ,
"abey ,Arun samjha na..."
"ghanta samjhau main....isko khud sochana chahiye..."
Arun chup rahne wala tha ,isliye MTL bhai ko shant karne ki saari jimmedari ab meri thi, Sidar humse thodi door jakar kisi se baat kar raha tha ,tabhi maine Arun ko dabi aawaz me kaha ki ,wo mujhe us samay call kare jab main Sidar se baat karte rahu....
"done..."
Main Sidar ke pass gaya aur dheere se aawaz di, dheere se isliye kyunki mujhe dar tha ki gusse me kahi Sidar mujhe hee na pel de....
"Sidar bhai..."
"kya hai..."chillate hue Sidar ne kaha..."salo ne mujhe dhakka diya, tu dekh sabko marunga, aaj hee marunga..."
Aur usi time Arun ne mere number par call kiya, aur maine Sidar ke samne call receive ki....
"haan, kya bol raha hai...sab bhag gaye..."maine mobile jeb me rakkha aur is ummid me ki Sidar ne meri baat suni hogi main usse bola"Sidar bhai wo log bhag gaye, abhi mere dost ka call aaya tha...."
"kaha bhag gaye BC"
"maloom nahi..."
"chal mujhe hostel tak chhod de..."Sidar ne apna laal hota chehra shant kiya aur mobile jeb me rakkha....
"thik hai, bye..."Senior hostel ke pass Sidar ko drop karte hue maine kaha.... bike se utar kar sidar hostel ki taraf jane laga lekin kuch door jakar wo palta aur mujhe aawaz di...
"oye Arman,...thanks"
Uske baad maine bike college ki taraf ghuma di, college tab tak khatam ho chuka tha aur Naveen bike stand par khada humara intezaar kar raha tha.....
"aaj ke baad mangana bike, ghanta dunga..."jaisa ki hume ummid thi, Naveen ka reaction waisa hee tha....
"ro mat be, ja bhar le apne pichhwade me apni bike...main bahut jald ferrari lekar aaunga..." bike se utar kar Arun bola...
"ye baat aur kisi se mat kahna warna, bezzati ho jayegi..."mujhe jabarjasti bike se utar kar Naveen ne kaha"beta pahale ek bike le lo, phhir ferrari ke sapne dekhna...."
"ye baat...."maine banawati gusse se Naveen ke bike par dono hath rakkha aur use ghoorate hue kaha"kal tu 10 bike aisi dekhega...jo meri hogi..."
"aur 20 bike aisi dekhega ,jo meri hogi...ab nikal yaha se..."Arun joshiyate hue bola....
"kal milna beta phhir, dekhta hoon"Naveen ne apni bike start ki aur waha se furr ho gaya....
"Arman ,achchha ye bata...hum dono 30 bike layenge kaha se..."hostel ki taraf jate hue Arun ne puchha...
"5-5  wali lake khadi kar denge..."
"me too  "
Sidar us samay ground me bhale hee gussa hokar kuch bhi bole ja raha tha,lekin jab uska dimag thanda hua to use ye baat samajh aa gayi ki election ke pahale panga karna ek tarah se chutiyapa hoga, isliye usne Varun aur uske chamcho ko dobara se marne ka plan postponed kar diya...main raat ke 9 baje tak senior hostel me raha aur khana bhi wahi khaya , phhir 9 baje unke hostel se nikal kar bahar aaya....hariyali to waise bhi thi uspar chalti hawa pure mahol ko thanda aur khushnuma bana rahi thi, Senior hostel se bahar aakar maine jeb se cigarette nikali , sali tej hawa me bahut mushkil se cigarette jali aur jab cigarette jal gayi to main dhua udata hua udhar hee tahalne laga, us waqt un hawao se dil aur man ko achchha khasa sukoon mil raha tha, aur phhir main apne past aur future ke baare me sochane laga, main khud bhi tazzub tha ki main itna badal kaise gaya, itni jaldi to chemistry lab ke chemical apne rang nahi badalte, jaha main school me sirf aur sirf padhayi karta tha wahi aaj main sirf aur sirf padhayi ko chhodkar sab kuch karta tha, exams ki chinta bhi satane lagi,lekin phhir ye sochkar ki abhi bahut din hai maine ek aur cigarette jalayi aur topic change kiya....school ke dosto ki bahut yaad aati thi ,lekin main samajh gaya tha ki raah me chalne wale Musafiro ko ek na ek din to bichhadana hee hota hai, Arun bhi ek din aise hee chala jayega, Sidar to bas kuch mahino ke liye hee college me hai aur phhir topic aakar deepika mam par ja atka, tab tak main sadak par tahalte-tahalte kafi door nikal aaya tha....
deepika Mam ke baare me maine abhi tak jo notes  banaye the ,uske anusar ,wo ek bindas aur hawas ki pujarin thi, ye batana mushkil tha ki wo aaj tak kis-kis ke sath soyi hogi, apne pure madak jism ka usne achchha khasa istemaal kiya tha, aur recess ke baad hod ka Computer lab me aana shayad uski vajah deepika mam ka jism hee hoga, deepika mam chalak bhi bahut thi ,wo bakhoobi janti thi ki kis ladke ko kaise fasana hai, isiliye physics lab me usne bina jaan pahchan ke mera hath narak ke dwar se touch kara diya tha... Meri is story me deepika mam ka kirdar bada ajeeb tha ,kyunki kabhi-kabhi uski smile mujhe dara deti thi , na jaane wo jism ki pyas me kya kar baithe....lekin launda main bhi hoshiyaar tha aur deepika mam ki tarah dimag ka istemaal karna main bhi janta tha....uske baad main Esha ke topic me aaya, do cigarette main already pee chuka tha isliye aur cigarette peene ka man nahi kar raha tha,lekin maine phhir bhi ek cigarette aur sulgayi aur Esha ke baare me sochane laga......
Us waqt pure college me Shayad Esha hee aisi thi, jiske liye mere dil me Arun se bhi jyada feelings thi...Esha ke baare me bhi maine kuch notes banaye the, aur uske anusar wo ek Rich, sweet, innocent aur bahut jald gussa ho jati thi...Esha ki taraf mera attraction isliye tha kyunki wo same to same waisi ladki thi,jaisi main chahta tha...mujhe aaj ke modern jamane me ek modern girl friend chahiye thi, jiske stylish hairstyle ho, jiske honth aise ho ki dekhte hee kiss karne ka man kare, gaal aise ho ki dekhte hee pyar se chhune ka man kare, aankh aisi ho ki unme doob jane ka man kare, aur wo mujhse lade, jaisa ki Esha karti thi....kyunki mujhe khubsurat ladkiyo se ladne me bahut maza aata hai....
ab jab Esha ke baare me socha tha to Gautam ka khayal aana lazimi tha, meri teesari cigarette bhi khatm hone kagar me thi aur main ukhde hue man se Gautam ke baare me sochane laga,..Gautam bhi Esha ki tarah rahis tha jo use dekhkar hee lagta tha, Esha ko lekar shayad wo confuse tha ki wo usse pyar karta hai ya nahi , kyunki humara man ek bachche ki tarah hota hai, jise yadi shuru me mithayi ka ek tukda dikhaya jaye to wo use jhat se pakad leta hai, lekin yadi usi samay mithayi ka bada tukda us bachche ko dikhaya jaye to wo pahle wale ko chhodkar dusare wale tukde ko pakad leta hai, main us waqt sure to nahi tha lekin mere hisab se Gautam ka case kuch aisa hee tha, bachpan me Esha ke karib raha to Esha se lagav ho gaya lekin jab college aaya to usne wahi harkate karni shuru kar di ,jo ek chhota sa bachcha karta hai....Gautam, Esha se pyar bhale na karta ho,lekin wo use pasand jaroor karta tha, abhi tak main sirf Sidar ko MTL samajhta tha lekin aksar aise kayi MTL mil jate hai, Gautam bhi MTL tha, wo meri tarah basket ball ka dhansu player tha aur uski aaj tak back bhi nahi lagi thi, aur maine usi samay andaza laga liya tha ki jab college ki basketball team banegi to ek baar phhir meri aur uski takraar hogi, BC mujhe har field me takkar dene ke liye Gautam taiyar khada tha...
"haan bol Arun..."maine call recieve ki, 
Arun mujhse puchh raha tha ki main itni raat tak kaha hoon, mere khayal se pahale Usne Sidar ke pass call kiya hoga aur phhir mere pass....
"yahi bahar tahal raha hoon..."maine kaha...
"kaha hai, main bhi aata hoon..."
"tu kya karega..main tahalte -tahalte bahut door nikal gaya hoon..."
"America pahuch gaya kya , nautanki band kar aur wapas hostel ki taraf badh..."
"chal thik hai..."maine call cut karke mobile jeb me dala aur hostel ki taraf badh chala....
ab topic Arun tha, Arun ek police inspector ka launda tha aur mera best friend bhi,...wo hamesha yahi chahta ki main bhi wahi karu jo wo karta hai...raat bhar uske sath cigarette piyu , daru peene me uska sath du , wo ye bhi chahta tha ki main Esha ke baare me sochana chhod du,kyunki wo ladkiyo par bharosha nahi karta tha, uska kahna tha ki girls like a ATM machine, jisme koyi bhi card daalkar apna kaam nikal sakta hai, ladkiyo ke liye uske dil me sirf ek Arman tha, wo adhik se adhik ladkiyo ko  karna chahta tha,....
"idhar dekh be kutte..."Andhere me Arun ne mujhe aawaz di , wo thodi hee doori par tha ....
"itni raat ko kya chaukidari kar raha hai...."jab main uske pass gaya to wo mujhse bola"chal S.P. Ke bunglow me ghoom ke aate hai..."
"murkh hai kya, Policewale gand me danda pelenge..."
"aaja, "Arun ne mera hath pakad kar jabardasti mujhe ghaseeta....
"wo board dekh raha hai, S.P. Ke ghar ke bahar..."jispar S.P. Ka naam likha hua tha,use dekhkar Arun bola...
"S.L. Dangi, Police adhikshak..."
"ek din waha mera bhi naam hoga aur tu aise hee mere ghar ke bahar khade hokar ,board par likha naam padhe...Arun Kumar, IPS officer... "
"aand mat kha aur bata mujhe bulaya kyun hai..."
"physics padh kar bore ho gaya tha ,to socha ki time pass karu..."
"yadi tera time pass ho gaya ho to ab wapas chale...."
"Esha se teri baat kaha tak pahuchi..."beech raste me usne puchha...
"intial state me hai..."
"main bol raha hu ,tujhe...chhod de usko, in ladkiyo ko tu nahi janta...."
"jaise tere pass ladkiyo ko banane wali factory ho, jab dekho tab fekta rahta hai..."
"dekh Arman,..."Arun wahi raste me khada ho gaya , aur bola"duniya me lakho ladkiyo ka pyar sirf chut-lund ka hota hai, un lakho ladkiyo me se kuch hee ladkiya aisi hoti hai ,jinka love left side wala hota hai aur Esha-Gautam ka love left side wala hai..."
"tujhe phone karke usne bataya kya..."waha se aage badhte hue maine kaha....
"tera dimag satak gaya hai kya, ya phhir tu andha ho rela hai... Esha ko kabhi dekha hai kabhi dusare ladke ki taraf dekhte hue ya phhir Gautam ko kisi ladki ki taraf dekhte hue,dono strong bond me bandhe hue hai, unhe koyi break nahi kar sakta...."
"us bond ko fatehaal garam kar do, toot jayega aur main wahi karne wala hoon...."
"simple language me explain kar sakta hai kya "
"Vibha, kis din kaam aayegi....use strawberry bahut pasand hai, "
"meri bhi setting jama na, usse..."
"pahle mera kaam to nipat jaye..."
jis din maine aisa karne ka socha tha ,shayad usi din maine khud ko apni zindagi ka villain bana liya tha, mujhe aisa bilkul bhi nahi karna chahiye tha,kisi halat me nahi karna chahiye tha...lekin maine kiya , dil aur dimag dono se kiya...
Update-53
jis din maine aisa karne ka socha tha ,shayad usi din maine khud ko apni zindagi kavillain bana liya tha, mujhe aisa bilkul bhi nahi karna chahiye tha,kisi halat me nahi karna chahiye tha...lekin maine kiya , dil aur dimag dono se kiya...
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Aakhir kar wo din aa gaya jiska intezaar hum sabhi ko tha, election aaj hee tha aur main aaj bhi class se bunk maar ke Sidar ke sath ghoom raha tha, Arun aaj bhi mere sath tha.....maine jaisa socha tha, waise hee do ladko ko Sidar ne khada kiya tha, humara plan Gautam aur Varun ko samajh to aaya ,lekin bahut der me aaya....abhi is waqt jaha voting pad rahi thi, main waha Sidar ke sath baitha hua tha...humari Party ke kuch aur ladke bhi waha sath me the...Varun bhi wahi sath me Gautam ke sath baitha hua tha,unke sath bhi kuch ladke the....aksar hum sabki nigahe mil jate aur aankho hee aankho me hum jwalamukhi utar kar samne walo ko dhamki dete.....wo aakhiri stage tha voting ka aur aaj saturday bhi tha isliye college jaldi khatm hua....
college khatm hone ke baad Esha bhi Gautam ke pass aayi, aur use apne sath ghar jaane ke liye kaha....
"kuch der ruko, phhir chalte hai..."Gautam ke jawab par Esha idhar udhar dekhne lagi...usne mujhe bhi dekha,lekin mujhse apni nazare aisi hata li ,jaise ki wo mujhe first time dekh rahi ho...wo aaj bhi mujhe har din ki tarah bahut pyari lagi, use dekhte hee left side dhadka aur dil kiya use jaldi se jakar apni baaho me samet loon,lekin maine aisa kuch bhi nahi kiya...main wahi Sidar ke sath apne party wale logo ke sath baitha raha....wo aaj bhi har din ki tarah seedhe mere dil me utar rahi thi, wahi bhuri aankhe, wahi sharir...ab jaise Mohabbat is seene ko cheer kar nikalne wali thi....
"usse baat karne ka man kar raha hai...."maine Arun se kaha...
"chup sale, lafda karega kya..."
"kuch jugad jama na bhai..."
"koyi jugad nahi hai, yadi tune aisi harkat ki to pahle Gautam tujhe marega aur uske baad main tujhe jaan se maar dunga...."
Jab kuch jugad nahi hua to maine apna mobile nikala aur us din canteen me Esha ko teen-teen language me bole gaye i love you ,ke video ko dekhne laga....
Esha jab tak waha rahi main use dekhta raha, kabhi chhup-chhup ke ,to kabhi directly....lekin har waqt nigah usi par tiki rahi aur phhir.....wo chali gayi, Gautam ke sath...usne jate waqt bhi ek baar palat kar nahi dekha.....uski duniya jaise ghar se nikalkar Gautam me khatm ho jati thi use bakiyo se koyi matlab nahi tha ki baki kya kar rahe hai, kya nahi kar rahe hai....use shayad iski bhi parvaah nahi thi ki maine use ek hafte tak kyun pareshan kiya....
"BC , kismat hee kharab hai..."Esha aur Gautam ke jaane ke baad maine samne wali table par jor se apna hath de mara....
"tod de, table ko...lawde paisa bharna phhir..."
aur uske baad maine sach me wo table tod diya, waha maujood sabhi log chauk gaye, Sidar aur baki seniors waha se ja chuke the, bas hum kuch hee ladke waha baithe the....jab main gusse se table tod raha tha to kayi ladko ne Arun se ye bhi puchha ki main aisa kyun kar raha hoon, to Arun ne unhe jawab diya ki main election jeetane ki khushi me table tod raha hai.......
"bas ho gaya ya kuch aur karne ka vichar hai..."main jab Shant hua to Arun ne mujhse puchha"cigarette piyega..."Jawab me maine sirf apna hath uske taraf kiya.....
Election khatm hua to socha ki thodi bahut padhayi-likhayi ab ho jayegi,lekin tabhi Fresher party sar par aa gayi, sab uske function ki taiyariyo me jud gaye...humare yaha fresher party branch wise hoti thi,ek baar main hoti thi aur ek baar hostel ke seniors alag se party dete the....lekin maza to main wali party me hee aata tha kyunki waha humare college ki item log bhi rahti thi aur raat bhar naach-gane ka programme chalta tha, har baar fresher party branch wise hoti thi,lekin is baar nahi hui thi...is baar sab branch walo ka ek sath function tha....ye soch bilkul hee bekar tha, ye baat alag hai ki us waqt wo mujhe pasand aaya kyunki sab ek sath rahenge to jyada maza aayega...
Us din sunday tha, Arun subah se hee room se gayab tha, uska khas dost hone ke naate jab wo subah ja raha tha to mujhe puchhana chahiye tha ki wo kaha ja raha hai,lekin maine nahi puchha, aur dopahar ko jab main chadar taan ke gahri neend me tha to mere room ka darwaza bahut jor se kisi ne peeta...
"abey, aa raha hu..."bolkar main phhir so gaya aur kuch der baad phhir darwaza kisi ne jor se peeta...
"kya hai, ja baad me aana..."bolkar main phhir so gaya aur darwaza par ek baar phhir jor se dastak hui....
"abey main hoon,Arun...."
"baad me aana, abhi muth maar raha hoon....bas nikalne hee wala hai..."
"jaldi khol de yaar, warna lambe se pela jaunga..."aur usne ek baar phhir darwaza jor se peeta...
"rook aa raha hu..."Arun ko galiya dete hue maine bistar chhoda aur room ka gate khola.."kya hai, kyun itna toofan macha rakkha hai..."
"fas gaye be..."andar aate hee Arun ne darwaza band kiya aur bistar par kambal oodhkar bola"abhi koyi teacher aaye to bol dena ki...Sir iski tabiyat do din se kharab hai..."
"kaun sir aa rahe hai.."gate kholte hue maine kaha"aur teri itni kyun fat rahi hai..."
"Girls hostel ghuse the, to kuch ladkiyo ne dekhkar shor macha diya aur ab unki hostel warden yaha aa rahi hai....."
"nikal room se.."Arun ka kambal door karte hue maine kaha"tere chakkar me main bhi jaunga...."
"sambhal le yar,phhir ek khushkhabri dunga..."aur usne phhir se kambal taan li...
Girls hostel ki warden un do teen ladkiyo ke sath hostel me aayi,jinhone shor machaya tha ki kuch ladke unke hostel me hai....mujhe us waqt kuch nahi sujha, so kar utha tha isliye dimag ko run karne me abhi thida time lag raha tha...lekin phhir bhi maine kuch kiya...mere pass jo ek kambal padi thi usko bhi Arun ke upar daal diya aur use kanpne ke liye bol diya....aur apni rumal ko pani se bhigo kar uske sar par rakkha aur gate khol diya...
"ye kaun soya hua hai..."Girls hostel ki warden humare hostel ke warden ke sath andar aayi,aur jin do ladkiyo ne Arun aur iske dosto ko dekha tha wo dono bahar hee khadi rahi....
"sir, ye mera dost hai...bechara bahut bimar hai do dino se..."maine Arun ke sar se rumal hatakar bhigoya aur wapas uske sar par rakhte hue kaha"do din se ye utha bhi nahi hai..."
"to iske gharwalo ko inform kiya..."
"wo railway station me hai, bas kuch der me hee aa jayenge..."
"you nalayak, ye bimar hai aur tum mujhe aaj bata rahe ho"aur phhir girl's hostel ki warden ki taraf dekhkar humare warden ne waha se chalne ke liye kaha....
un sabke jane ke baad maine gate band kiya , Arun paseene se bheega hua tha...
"ab bata ye sab kya chutiyapa hai..."maine puchha...
"bhu kisi ladki ko i love you ,bolne gaya tha..to main bhi uske sath ho liya..."
"teri gand me kya khujli thi, jo tu bhi chala gaya..us chutiye ke sath..."
"ghanta ka chutiya...wo teri tarah phattu nahi hai...wo bindas us laundiya ko i love you ,bol ke aaya hai aur usne kaha hai ki yadi wo ladki set ho jayegi to wo mujhe bhi uski chut dilayega..."
"abey choduo, bahar apne pyar ka izhar karte to kya hota, usi ne apne hostel warden ko bataya hoga ki kuch ladke unke hostel me ghus aaye hai..."
"abey kuch ladkiyo ne dekh liya tha, unhone shor macha diya..."
"chal ye bata..."topic change karte hue maine cigarette ki packet uthayi aur dhua Arun ke muh par phhekta hua bola"yahi khushkhabari tu sunane wala tha kya mujhe..."
"are haan, main to bhool hee gaya..."usne mere kandhe par apna hath rakkha aur jor se mera gardan dabate hue bola"Hum NSUI election jeet gaye...."
"BC, gardan chhod..marega kya..."
"chal aaj daru pilayega..."
" Cigarette...daru main nahi peeta..."
" rook ja ,jab Sidar President banne ki khushi me party dega,tab tere aage se bhi aur peechhe se bhi daru bharega...aur tune apne mobile kyun off kiya hua hai, Sidar ne mujhe call kiya tha aur usi waqt main aur bhu girl's hostel me the aur Sidar ke usi call ki vajah se hum pakde gaye...yadi technically dekha jaye, to uski vajah tu hai"
"yadi technically dekha jaye to us khadoos warden se tujhe bachaya bhi maine hee hai..."jab Arun ne gardan se apna hath nahi hataya to maine use bistar par dhakka dete hue kaha"ye bata Gautam ,2nd year se jeeta ya hara...."
"jeet gaya BC,...unki party sirf second year se jeeti hai aur first year me to tu ektarfa jeeta hai,aaj tak koyi itne votes se nahi jeeta...."
" abhi tu dekh, main is college ka naksha hee badal dunga....waise thanks "maine phhir ek kash kheencha aur bola"fresher party kab hai..."
"kaun si wali, hostel wali ya phhir..."
"wahi,jisme teachers, ladkiya,city wale bhi shamil rahte hai..." Arun ko beech me rok kar maine kaha...
"tu us party me jaane ke Arman chhod de,...Sidar jaane nahi dega..."
"kyun..."main chauk gaya tha,jab usne kaha ki Sidar mujhe Party me jaane nahi dega....
" hostel wale kabhi ,us party me nahi jaate...specially wo jo Sidar ke karib rahte hai..."
"kyun,.."main phhir chauk gaya, kyunki ye sab to mujhe maloom hee nahi tha....
"fresher party ka sara management city wale dekhte hai aur apni hoshiyari chodate rahte hai...hostel wale na to collection me paise dete hai aur na hee us party me jate hai...."
"ye to galat hai yar ! "main is baar bhi chauka,lekin thoda kam....."ye to bilkul galat hai yar, aise me to lafda aur badhta hai...."
"dekh Arman , maine kahi padha tha ki ek Akela insaan Samundar ke toofan me kashti nahi chala sakta,..."
"main The Ron hoon , khud ko to Samundar ke toofan se nikal hee sakta hoon...."haste hue maine kaha...
"matlab ki tu us party me jayega..."
"main nahi, Sidar khud bhejega us party me mujhe aur tujhe bhi....aur koyi hai..."
"bhu ko le lete hai...lekin tu ye karega kaise...Sidar koyi dhoodh peeta bachcha nahi hai"
"yadi Sidar koyi dhoodh peeta bachcha nahi hai to main bhi koyi dhoodh peeta bachcha nahi hu, I am Arman, Ek Yantriki Abhiyanta(Mechanical engineer )"
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"yadi Sidar koyi dhoodh peeta bachcha nahi hai to main bhi koyi dhoodh peeta bachcha nahi hu, I am Arman, Ek Yantriki Abhiyanta(Mechanical engineer )"
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" haan, usne bilkul aisa hee bola..."main taav se bola"use humari power dikhani hee hogi, hostel ki power dikhani hogi.."aur phhir thoda ruk kar maine tej aawaz me kaha"use aapki power dikhani hogi, MTL bhai..."
"kitne ladko ko lekar ja raha hai..."
"waise to main akele hee chala jata, lekin phhir bhi do ladke hai sath me..."
"aur yadi main sahi hoon,to wo do ladke wahi hai...jo aaj subah girls hostel me ghuse the,right..."
"aapko kaise pata "maine shocked hote hue kaha, to Sidar ne apna ek hath mere kandhe par rakkha aur bola"aur kitne jhooth bolega...seedhe-seedhe kyun nahi bolta ki tera man welcome party me jaane ka hai..."
"ye bhi pata hai  "
Abhi main aur Sidar Senior hostel ke bahar kursiyo par baithe the, aur jaisa ki aksar hota tha sham dhalte hee aas-pass ka mahol thandi hawao se bhar kar ek ajeeb sa sukoon deta tha, aisa sukoon,jo sirf wahi mil sakta tha....Sidar apni jagah se khada ho gaya...
"tu ye soch raha hoga ki, ye khabar mujhe tere khas dost Arun ya phhir hamesha sabki news rakhne wale bhu ne di hai....."
"nahi..bilkul nahi, Arun kabhi nahi batayega aur waise bhi hostel me hum teeno ke aalawa aur bhi kayi log rahte hai,jinme se wo mota warden bhi hai...."
Sidar kuch der tak mujhe hee dekhta raha,wo kuch batana chahta tha...kuch kahna chahta tha,lekin abhi wo is kashmakash me tha ki ,wo mujhe ye bataye ya jane de...Sidar bahut der tak mujhe dekhte raha,jaise wo mujhe padhne ki koshish kar raha ho,ab wo bechain ho utha aur cigarette ka ek kash lekar use wahi phhek diya....ab meri nazar Sidar se hatkar aadhi khatm hui cigarette par thi,jo tej hawa ke bahav me idhar-udhar dolti hui sulag rahi thi....Waha cigarette ke aalawa kuch aur bhi aisa tha jo sulag raha tha....
"sun, kisi ko batayega to nahi..."wapas chair par baith kar Sidar bola"jab main first year me tha ,tab main bilkul teri tarah tha...main bhi yaha sirf aur sirf padhne aaya tha...lekin phhir jaisa tere sath hua...waisa mere sath bhi hua tha, main apne lakshya se bhatak gaya, aur iski vajah thi ek ladki...."
mera field bhale hee alag ho,lekin itna to main janta tha ki yadi koyi story, koyi daastan ,ya koyi hadsa,ya phhir koyi aisa shaks jo humari zindagi se related rahta hai, usme apne aap interest aane lagta hai...mera bhi interest badhne laga aur maine bhi aadhi jali hui cigarette ko ek kash maarkar wahi phhek diya.....
"ek ladki..."main bola...
"haan, first year me main bhi,uske liye pagal tha....kayi baar koshish ki use dil ki baat batane ki, aur ek din jab maine himmat karke usse apni mohabbat ka izhaar kiya to pata chala ki wo to kisi aur se set hai...."
"phhir aapne kya kiya..."ab to kasam se mujhe Sidar ki is story me interest aa gaya tha,main bola"kya wo ladki...ab bhi college me hai..."
"girl friend-boyfriend to aajkal har hafte badalte rahte hai,isme koyi badi baat nahi thi....lekin uske kuch dino ke baad hee pure college me ye news fail gayi ki un dono ke beech.....tu samajh sakta hai main kya kahna chahta hoon, "
"matlab ki, sari dooriya khatm...jo kaam shadi ke baad hota hai,wo pahle hee ho gaya...hai na.."maine puchha...
"haan bilkul..."Sidar ke chehre par udasi badhti ja rahi thi,jise door karne ke liye usne ek cigarette aur sulgayi aur bola"wo janti thi ki main usse pyar karta hoon ,isliye wo mujhe aur jalati thi...wo mujhe jab bhi dekhti to apne boyfriend se aise chipak jati,jaise BC dono ko feviquick se jod diya gaya ho....yadi main galti se kabhi kabhar college ke garden me chale jata aur humari mulaqat ho jati to phhir wo sirf mera kaleja jalane ke liye apne boyfriend ko mere samne kiss karne lagti..."
"naam batao,sali ka abhi chod ke aata hoon..."main gusse se bola aur ye gussa dil se nikla tha....
"iske baad bhi bahut kuch hua, dost...us ladki ne apne boyfriend ko jo ki final year me tha,use bata diya ki maine use propose kiya tha aur uske baad uska boyfriend apne dosto ke sath milkar mujhe har din torture karte...kabhi recess me to kabhi class me aakar sabke samne....jis ladki ko maine propose kiya tha ,wo mere hee class ki thi...isliye shayad usi ke kahne par uska wo final year ka boyfriend class me aakar meri bezzati karta...aur ek din had ho gayi, unhi ke kisi dost me se jo ki mujhse ek saal senior tha...usne mujhe buri tarah peeta, kayi ghanto tak peeta, aur phhir dhamki di ki yadi maine kisi ko bataya to wo hostel me ghuskar mujhe marega aur hostel me hee mujhe mere room ke pankhe se latka dega....."
"phhir..."Maa kasam mujhe us waqt bahut gussa aa raha tha, yadi wo ladka jisne Sidar ke sath ye sab kiya tha ,wo abhi mil jata to main use pankhe se latka deta....
"wahi usne galti kar di..."Sidar ki bechaini ab thodi kam hui ,wo bola"jis waqt usne kaha tha ki wo mujhe hostel me aake marega...usi waqt mere dimag me ek idea sujha...aur dusare din jab wo college ke bike stand par baitha tha to maine use Uske pure khandan ki gali di...aur ek dhansu dialogue bhi mara..."Sidar ab muskurate hue bola, shayad ab uske andar ki kadwahat hat rahi thi...
"kaun sa dialogue..."
"maine kaha ki....yadi ek baar lund phhek kar marunga to tera pura khandan chud jayega...."
"aage ki story main,samajh gaya...uske baad wo apne kuch dosto ke sath hostel me ghusa hoga aur aap sabne un sabki achchhi-khasi dhulayi ki hogi..."
"ye to sahi hai,lekin uski real pelayi tab hui, jab main Second year me tha...NSUI ka election jeetane ke baad maine use aur uske dosto ko usi ground par le gaya jaha,usne mujhe mara tha aur uske baad same to same waisa hee hua...jaisa ki tune Varun ke sath kiya tha...aur tu yakin nahi manega us din tune dialogue bhi wahi mara tha jo maine aaj se do saal pahle mara tha...Aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte...ye humara takiya kalam tha..."
"uske baad..."
"uske baad humne sharab ki ek ek botal unke liye mangayi aur har ek ki aadhi botal khud peekar aadhe me  aur phhir jabran un sabko pilaya...."
"really,...pahle kyun nahi bataya,warna Varun ke sath bhi main wahi karta...."
"ab meri chhod aur apni bata, wo ladki tujhe pasand hai na...kya naam hai uska,...wo khurana ki laundiya..."
"Esha..."maine buri shakal banate hue kaha"don't call her laundiya ,MTL bhai..."
"ok, nahi bolunga....aur sun bindas ja...city wale kuch nahi karenge..."
"election jeet gaya ,isliye kya..."
"wo tujhe kuch nahi karenge wo isliye nahi ki tu election jeet gaya hai..."jab main jane ke liye khada hua to MTL ne mere kandhe par hath rakkha aur mere sath chalne laga
"phhir kisliye wo mujhe kuch nahi karenge..."
"wo isliye kyunki party Country club me ho rahi hai, aur CC ka rasta ,humare hostel ke samne se jata hai...lekin yadi phhir bhi yadi unhone tum teeno me se kisi ko chhua bhi to just a miss call....phhir dekhna unka kya haal karunga..."
"matlab,main befikar jaun..."
"abhi farsi me samjhaya kya..."
"thanks MTL bhai...."waha se apne hostel ki taraf badhte hue achanak hee mujhe kuch yaad aaya, jo main bhool gaya tha...maine peechhe palat kar dekha to Sidar bhi apne hostel ki taraf badh raha tha...
"MTL ,bhai..."thodi tej aawaz me maine kaha"bura na mano to,kuch puchh sakta hoon kya..."
"kya..."
"jis ladki ko aap pasand karte the, uske boyfriend ka kya naam tha..."
"Varun Verma....."Sidar ne mujhe jordar jhatka dete hue ek jhatke me answer diya aur wapas hostel ki taraf badh chala.....
"Varun wo ladka tha, to phhir uski girl friend jis par Sidar ka dil aaya tha...wo thi Vibha..........
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Chapter-13:Welcome Party
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"Varun wo ladka tha, to phhir uski girl friend jis par Sidar ka dil aaya tha...wo thi Vibha..........
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kitna achchha lagta hai,jab koyi khoyi hui chiz wapas mil jati hai to....ek ajeeb si khushi ne mere dil ko us waqt gher rakkha tha...kyunki aaj mera khas dost Arun mere dusare khas dost Varun ke sath tha, aur wo dono mere sath the....apne flat ki balcony me khade hokar,main bahar hoti barish ko nihar raha tha aur na chahte hue bhi mere aankho ke samne wo nazara aa raha tha jab main 8th Semester me tha aur usi ki vajah se mujhse kabhi naraz na hone wala mera dost mujhse is kadar kafa hua ki usne mujhse baat tak nahi ki thi...aur aaj college khatm hone ke 6 mahine baad wo wapas mere pass aa gaya tha, usne shayad apne dil ko samjha liya tha ki jo kuch bhi 8th Semester me hua tha ,uski vajah main nahi tha, bahar hoti barish ko main balcony se nihar hee raha tha ki mera mobile baj utha, aaj dusara din tha jab main kaam par nahi gaya tha, isliye maine socha ki call industry walo ki hogi.....jab maine call pick up nahi ki to mobile khud ba khud bajna band ho gaya, aur main phhir se bahar hoti barish ko dekhne laga....Arun aur Varun is waqt sharab ke chapet me aakar bistar par pade the,..
"ye sale mere bagair kaam nahi kar sakte kya..."jab mobile me ring phhir se shuru hui to khunnas me maine kaha, ye jante hue bhi ki meri is aawaz ko sunne wala waha koyi nahi hai....maine dusari baar bhi mobile nahi uthaya , maine dekha tak nahi ki call kiski hai, lekin jab teesari baar call aayi to maine screen par number dekha...
"Nisha...."main thoda hairan tha ki Nisha ne kaise call kar di,kyunki kal raat hee usne humare sex relation ko khatm kar diya tha....maine call uthaya"hello,..."
"kya kar rahe ho, khana khaya..."
"haan,..."ghadi me time dekhte hue maine kaha"shaam ko char baje, dopahar ka khana khilane ka irada hai ya advance me raat ka..."
"actually ,mujhe kuch ajeeb sa feel ho raha hai..."bolte hue wo ruk gayi aur thodi der tak wo chup hee rahi...
"Nisha...hello.."
"haan.."
"kya bol rahi thi..."
"tumhe thoda ajeeb lagega ,lekin kal tumhare jaane ke baad main tumhe hee yaad kar rahi thi..."
"why ? "
"i don't know...lekin kuch achchha nahi lag raha aaj..."
"why ? "maine phhir itna hee kaha...
"tumse milne ka dil kar raha hai, tumhe dekhne ka dil kar raha hai...tumhe kiss karne ka dil kar raha hai...."
main is intezaar me kuch nahi bola ki wo ab last me bolegi ki"tumse chudne ka dil kar raha hai..."lekin wo chup ho gayi,wo aage kuch nahi boli...
"are you Ok !!"
"no, kuch bhi okay nahi hai, i'm feeling very bad, can you come here.."
"why ?  "main is baar buri tarah chauka,..kyunki mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha har do din me naye lund ki taalash karne wali Nisha ko aaj kya ho gaya hai....
"mammi-papa aa gaye kya "
"wo kal aayenge...isiliye to tumhe bula rahi hoon, abhi aa sakte ho kya, i need to talk...mujhe kuch bhi achchha nahi lag raha, "
"abhi...is waqt..."bahar tej hoti barish ko dekhkar maine kaha"raat ko milte hai..."
"no..no...please Arman ,abhi aao,.."
"abhi, bheeg jaunga, bimar ho jaunga..."
"main kuch nahi janti, tum aao bas"
"bahar barish ho rahi hai aur mere pass chhata bhi nahi hai..."maine talte hue kaha,kyunki mera bilkul bhi man nahi tha....
"bhoolo mat ki tumhare jism ke pyas ko maine door kiya tha..."wo aawaz tej karti hue boli"maine kaha na aao..."
Yadi aaj se pahle yahi baat Nisha ne kaha hota to main bilkul jata, khushi se jata...lekin aaj mera man bilkul bhi nahi tha...main jaise ab zindagi me aage badhna chahta tha, Nisha se door jana chahta tha...
"sorry Nisha...main tumhara gulaam nahi hoon aur apne aawaz ki frequency kam karo..."
bahut dino baad mere aawaz me engineering ki jhalak dikhi thi,
"what sorry"
"paka mat yar, bye..."kahte hue main call cut ki aur andar aakar mobile bistar par phheka aur bistar par baith gaya, aur sochane laga ki ye sab kyun aur kaise hua...mujhme itni himmat kaise aa gayi aaj....ye himmat to kayi dino pahle dam tod chuki thi....jaisa ki mujhe ummid thi Nisha ne phhir call ki ,lekin maine abki baar mobile hee switch off kar diya..
"ab laga sali phone,..."
"kya hua be..."Varun uthkar bistar par baith gaya aur apni aankhe malte hue time puchha aur mujhe bola ki main use aage ki story batau...
"ek-ek peg aur maar lete hai  then..."
"ek peg mere liye bhi..."neend me hee apna hath upar uthate hue Arun bola......
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Sidar se us din milne ke pahle main Esha aur apni love story ko 1+1 equal to 2 wale question ki tarah behad easy samajh raha tha, lekin jabse ye pata chala tha ki Sidar kisi jamane me Vibha se pyar karta tha ,tab yehi 1+1=2 wala question bahut hard ho gaya tha,...kyunki isme Vibha shamil thi, aur mere plan ke mutabik main Vibha ko kisi mohare ki tarah istemaal karne wala tha, jisse Vibha ke aankho me aansu bhi aa sakte the aur yadi Vibha ki aankho me aansu dekhkar Sidar ka barso purana pyar jag gaya to phhir meri khatiya khadi ho jati, upar se Gautam bhi mujhse badla leta...aur uske sath Varun bhi hota....ek pal to khayal aaya ki main ye sab chhodkar dusara plan sochu, lekin dusara plan tha hee nahi...phhir mujhe Sidar ki halat dikhi ki wo kaise Vibha ko Varun ke sath wo sab kuch karte hue dekhta hoga, kitna saha hoga....jab uske samne aakar koyi bolta hoga ki Varun ne Vibha ko choda to use kaisa feel hota hoga....main is dar me tha ki kahi yahi sab kuch mere sath bhi na ho jaye, kahi kal koyi mujhe ye news na de ki Gautam ne Esha ko........
"*** chudaye duniyadari,..."main andar hee andar bilakh pada, main ye chahta tha ki Sidar mere raste me na aaye aur wahi dusari taraf ye bhi chahta tha ki Vibha mere kaam aaye, ghanto socha, copy par Esha,Arman,Gautam,Vibha,Sidar likhkar kayi diagram aur plan bhi banaya...lekin kuch bhi naya idea nahi aaya....
"jo hoga dekha jayega, filhal to Welcome party ka plan banaya jaye..."jis kagaz me maine likha padhi ki thi use fadte hue Arun ko aawaz di"kaha hai be, jaldi chal...warna der ho jayegi..."
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Ekdum taiyar hokar,suit boot aur perfume maarkar hum teeno Country club me pahuche , country club ke green ground me stage banaya gaya tha aur uske neeche baithne ka bandobast kiya gaya tha,lagbhag sabhi waha aa chuke the, aur jab hum teeno ne waha entry mari to...wo nazara dekhne layak tha...city wale seniors ka face mujhe dekhte hee laal ho gaya, city wale saare seniors ko dekhkar thoda dar to laga lekin phhir Sidar ki kahi hui baat yaad aayi to maine dar ko apne andar se nikal phheka aur aage us taraf badha...jaha mere class wale baithe the....
"abey tum log  "Naveen ne hume dekhkar apni aankhe faadi,..
"muh band kar warna koyi moot ke chala jayega..."Wahi uske bagal me baith kar maine kaha....
Humare waha aane se seniors ke beech discussion shuru ho gaya tha, Varun ne mujhe dekha ,ghoora aur phhir waha se chala gaya...mujhe us din ahsaas hua ki main kitna famous hoon college me   
"Esha aayi hai kya..."Naveen se maine puchha...
"aayi to thi, ekdum karri maal lag rahi thi aaj to..."
"chup kar warna ,yahi chodunga...ye bata wo hai kya..."
"wo dekh..."idhar udhar kuch der tak apni nazare ghumane ke baad Naveen ne kaha"wo dekh ,sabse aage...dono hath me hath daal kar baithe hai..."

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"wo dekh..."idhar udhar kuch der tak apni nazare ghumane ke baad Naveen ne kaha"wo dekh ,sabse aage...dono hath me hath daal kar baithe hai..."
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Main waha apni jagah par baith kar us Modern ladki ko nihar raha tha ,jo mujhe bahut cute,sweet lagti thi...itni cute ki duniya ka cutest word bhi uski cuteness ko bayan na kar paye, jiski Muskan aisi thi ki jise dekhkar main uski hansi ko apne andar feel karne lagta tha aur meri wo feeling ,uski hansi ki pahchan kara deti thi......
Main wahi apni jagah par apne dost Naveen ke bagal me baithkar us Angel ko nihar raha tha jiske liye liye mere pass shabd nahi the, main usse us waqt sirf ladna jhagadna chahta tha,kyunki yahi wo ek jariya tha...jisse hum dono...hum dono nahi sirf main uske karib aata tha...
Main wahi apni jagah par apne sabse khas dost Arun ke bagal me baithkar us ladki ko nihar raha tha, jo abhi kisi baat par hans rahi thi,use haste hue dekhkar ,dil kar raha tha ki main bas waha se uthkar seedhe uske pass chala jaun aur duniya bhar me jitni bhasha hoti hai ,un tamam bhashao me apne armano ko us khubsurat Modern apsara ke samne zahir kar doon....
Lekin us waqt main rook gaya,main apni jagah se hila tak nahi aur apne Armano ko left side me samete hue wahi baith kar use sirf dekhta raha...main use nihar raha tha jise meri bilkul bhi parvaah nahi thi, jise koyi farak nahi padta ki main kaun hoon, kya hoon aur kisliye usse ladta phhirta hoon, use parvaah hai to sirf khud ki, khud ke pyar ki, khud ke Arman ki....uske Arman ke samne is Arman ke Arman koyi mayane nahi rakhte...kahi ye mera one side love ,mere left side ko is kadar na barbaad kar de ki badi si badi barbadi samundar me ek boond pani jaisi lage....wo waha baithi hui apne sapno ke arman Gautam ke sath hans rahi thi aur main waha apne khas dost Naveen, bhu aur Arun ke sath peechhe baith kar use nihar raha raha tha...sirf aur sirf nihar raha tha.....
"main abhi aaya..."apne teeno dosto se bolkar main waha se utha, aur us raste par chalne laga...jo Esha ki taraf ki jata tha...
Maloom nahi us tak pahuchne me kitna waqt laga, lekin aisa laga jaise sadiya beet gayi ho, jaise jaise main uski taraf badhta ek ajeeb se dhun mere kano me pad rahi thi, uski aawaz mere kano me pad rahi thi...main jaha tak pahucha tha,wahi khada ho gaya aur apni aankhe band karke apne dono hath faila liye....aasman ka chand ab apni puri rangat me aa chuka tha, jaise wo bhi ye nazara dekhne ke liye kab se raah taak raha tha...maine jaisi hee apni aankh kholi ,waha aas-pass koyi nahi tha...main chauk gaya ye dekhkar ki sab log kaha chale gaye, waha sach me is waqt koyi nahi tha, ya phhir wo sabhi mujhe dikh nahi rahe the...main peechhe muda to dekha ki Arun waha akela baitha hua mujhe jaldi se Esha ki taraf jane ke liye kah raha tha, maine phhir samne dekha...waha bhi koyi nahi tha, sirf ek ladki safed kapdo me kisi Angel ki tarah saj kar baithi hui thi...phhir achanak usne apni nazare peechhe meri taraf ki aur mujhe dekhkar muskura di...use muskurata hua dekh kar maine ek baar phhir apni aankhe band ki aur apne dono hath faila diye...kuch der baad hee kisi ne mujhe ahiste se apne baanho me samet liya....main janta tha ki wo kaun hai,...
"Esha...Iiiiiii..."
"oye ,kaha kho gaya be..."kisi ne buri tarah mere baanye hath ko jhadkate hue bola....
"aannnhhhh...."
"ye kya aannhh kar raha hai, neend lag gayi thi kya..."Arun ne puchha...
kuch waqt to main shant rahkar ye samajhne ki koshish karne laga ki ,aakhir ho kya raha hai, sabhi waha aas-pass baithe hue welcome party ka maza le rahe the....
"jhapki lag gayi thi yar..."maine kaha...
"ye kaisi jhapki hai be, dono hath faila kar..."
"chal chhod na..."Arun ko tokte hue maine kaha"wo dance programme kab hoga...."
"next wahi hai...uska to name announce ho gaya..." 
"kya  , Esha ke sath kaun hai..."
"Gautam..."
" Esha ke sath main kyun nahi hoon  ,itni sundar apsara ,mujh jaise handsome ke sath hee suit karegi, us Gautam ke sath nahi..."
"dekh mera dimag mat khiska..."Arun aage bhi bahut kuch bakta, shayad gaaliya bhi deta ,lekin Naveen ne Arun ko rukne ke liye kaha aur mujhe samjhate hue kaha...
"jo anchoring kar raha hai, usi ne group dance ke liye couple banaye hai aur anchoring karne wala city ka hai...to tu khud soch sakta hai ki benefit to uske dosto ko hee milega na...uske jin jin dosto ka dil jis ladki par aaya hoga ,usne unka naam le liya...."
"iska matlab hostel wale welcome party me participate nahi karte..."
"hostel wala tu hai ya main...??? ye to tujhe mujhse behtar maloom hoga..."
main chup ho gaya,kyunki iske aalawa main kar bhi kya sakta tha...mere pass koyi super power to thi nahi ki main wahi khada hokar apni dileri dikhata.....dheere-dheere sabhi ladke apni-apni dance partner ka hath pakad kar stage par le gaye...mujhe sab se koyi lena dena nahi tha, main to Esha ko dekh raha tha...ab main ek baar phhir use nihar raha tha, maine dekha ki Gautam , Esha ka hath pakad kar samne le gaya, aur thodi der baad music shuru ho gaya....
"kya ghanta naach rahe hai, ye log...sale sab ladke dehati lag rahe hai..."khunnas me main bola"yadi dance karna nahi aata to mujhse seekh lete..."
"abhi aage -aage dekho Arman miya, kaise maza aata hai..."ye bolkar Naveen chup ho gaya...Arun is waqt seeti marne me tula hua tha...us sale ko zara bhi parvaah nahi thi ki mujhpar us waqt kya beet rahi thi....
"kaise maza aayega, ye dehati aage bhi aise hee dance karenge"
5 couples is waqt samne the...Esha ,Gautam ke sath thi aur Varun first year ki kisi ladki ke sath maze loot raha tha...jaha jaha wo pancho couple khade the , unke thik upar ek light lagi hui thi, jo music ke sath on hoti aur har ek couple ke charo taraf light ka ek ghera bana deti...har 5 min. baad us light ka dayara kam hota jata, yani ki har 5 min. baad Esha aur Gautam karib aate jate...udhar light jali aur idhar mera dil jala, Arun ab bhi lagatar, non-stop seeti mare pada tha.....
"abey Arman, samne dekh...bhari maza aa raha hai...wo dekh Varun ne first year wali item ko god me utha liya...."
"chal wapas hostel...."
"kyun "
main jawab me kuch nahi bola, der hee sahi lekin Arun ko aakhir kaar samajh me aa hee gaya ki main udaas kyun hoon...wo bola"chal aaja M.D. Maarke aate hai..."
"ye kya hai..."
"d+a+r+u...."
"d+a+r+u....matlab daru...?"maine puchha...
"yes..."
Maine fauran Arun ko inkaar kiya aur samne dekhne laga, jaise jaise waqt beet raha tha dil ki jalan badhti ja rahi thi, phhir achanak hee khayal aaya ki yadi dil jalana hee hai to kyun na daru peekar jalaya jaye...
"kadwa to nahi lagega..."
" nahi be, ekdum maza aayega..."
"ulti ho gayi to..."
"apun hai na..."
"yadi jyada chadh gayi to ...."
"apun tere ko hostel tak chhodinga..."
Main kuch der ke liye phhir chup ho gaya aur sochane laga ki Arun ke sath jaun ya na jaun.....tabhi mere kano me wo aawaz gunji...
"daru, cigarette in sabko chhua bhi to soch lena...."
waise abhi tak maine cigarette peekar mere bade bhai ki is naseehat ko sirf aadha hee toda tha,
Aur ab main ye soch raha tha ki ise pura tod du ya phhir aadha bache rahne du.....
"ek baar pee lete hai, agli baar se no..."maine socha, aur Arun ko haan kar di....
"to chal, aate hai..."kahte hue humne Naveen se uske bike ki chabhi li aur bhu ke sath waha se nikal gaye....jab tak sharab ki dukan nahi aa gayi main bike me peechhe baitha hua yahi sochta raha ki daru peene ke baad mera kya haal hoga, main hosh me rahunga ya phhir behosh ho jaunga,....Arun ne bike sharab dukan ke samne roki aur bhu bike se utarkar dukan ki taraf badha....
"abey Arun, thoda dar lag raha hai..."bhu jab dukan ki taraf gaya to maine Arun se kaha...
"dar mat be, "
"kahi maine Esha ke sath kuch ulta seedha kiya to..."
"koshish bhi mat karna...warna city wale bhakkam pelenge, baad me bhale hostel ke pass wo maar kha jaye..."
bhu hath me ek badi si botal lekar aaya aur bola"lawda botal chhute hee nasha chadh gaya, aayyi sala chal ghuma gadi us baniye ke dukan ki taraf...."
Ek dukan se humne ek-ek litre ki do pani ki botal li aur uske baad hostel wali road ki taraf badh chale...boys hostel ke aage aur girls hostel ke thoda peechhe ek rasta tha, jo jungle ki taraf jata tha....Arun ne bike wahi ghumayi aur sadak par jaha road light jal rahi thi waha rok diya....raat ko us raste se koyi guzare ye kabhi kabhar hee hota tha aur raat ke 11 baje to ye aur bhi namumkin tha.....main ye janta tha ki is waqt udhar se koyi nahi aayega-jayega...lekin phhir bhi maine bhu aur Arun se kaha....
"kisi ne dekh liya to...."
"raat ko to idhar launde log to maal chodne tak nahi aate...."
"wo kyun...."
"bhoot ka lafda hai idhar...."
"tab to use bhi daru pilana padega..."haste hue maine kaha....
Arun ne pahle hath se botal ki dhakkan kholne ki koshish ki,lekin jab kayi baar try marne ke baad bhi botal nahi khuli to wo botal ki dhakkan ko daant se kholne ki koshish karne laga....aur idhar bhu chips ki packet kholkar khaye pada tha.....
"sach me idhar bhoot ka lafda hai Arman...."botal ki dhakkan kholne ke baad wo bola"kahte hai ki humare college ki ek ladki ne idhar hee suicide kiya tha...."
"aur wo aaj humare sath daru piyegi to use mukti mil jayegi, right "
Arun ne bhu ko pani ki botal lane ke liye kaha aur jab bhu bike se pani ki botal le aaya to ek botal mujhe pakda kar Arun bola, "aadha pani pee ja.."maine waisa hee kiya...shuru me socha ki shayad aisa karne se kam nasha chadhta ho,...lekin baad me jab Arun ne sharab ,us aadhi khali botal me milayi tab samajh aaya ki wo to pani ki botal me sharab dalne ka jugad jama raha tha.....pani ki dono botal me aadha aadha sharab bharkar hilate hue mujhe ek neem ke ped ki taraf ishara kiya, jo ab sukhane ki kagar par tha...
"wo ped, dikh raha hai..."
"yo..."
"wahi us ladki ne fansi lagayi thi...."
"kis ladke ne, aur ye topic band kar..."
"as your wish...."Arun to shant ho gaya lekin phhir bhu ne chips ka ek tukda apne muh me daalkar chabate hue bola....
"yaha kaam karne wale staff kahte hai ki , kabhi kabhi raat me wo ladki jisne apni jaan di thi...book ke sath usi ped ke neeche padhte hue dikhayi deti hai...."
"achachha..."maine chips ka packet bhu ke hath se chheen kar kaha"back aayi hogi, us ladkie ki "
Arun ne ab dono pani ki botalo me sharab mix kar diya tha aur ek botal mujhe dete hue bola"shuru me halka sa kadwa lagega...baad me sab thik ho jayega..."
Arun ne botal muh se lagayi aur aise peene laga,jaise ki wo sharab nahi 100 % pure water pee raha ho, uski dekha seekhi maine bhi botal ko apne muh me udela aur do teen ghoot maarkar bola"jyada kadwa nahi hai..."aur maine phhir do chaar ghoot maarkar botal bhu ko di....aur ye dekhne ki koshish karne laga ki mujhe chadhi hai ya nahi....lekin main thik tha, pahle jaisa hee normal behave kar raha tha.....
"la aur de be..."Arun ke hath se botal chheeni aur do char ghoot aur apne pet me dala, andar jalan hui lekin main bardasht kar gaya aur thodi der baad hum teeno ne pani ki dono sharab mix botal khali kar di...main ab bhi pahle jaisa hee mahsoos kar raha tha....
waha se bike par baithkar hum teeno Country club ke liye cigarette peete hue nikal gaye... Khud ko normal to main country club me pahuchane ke baad bhi mahsoos kar raha tha...lekin ab thoda mind free tha...Esha ka khayal door-door tak nahi tha, us waqt man kar raha tha to sirf nachne ka....bakchodi karne ka.....hum teeno wapas Naveen ke bagal me baithe , Sabhi seniors peechhe khade role jama rahe the aur hum first year ke 10-15 ladke boys wali coloum me sabse peechhe baithe hue the ,samne stage par kaun chutiya naach raha tha,maloom nahi...lekin mera us waqt khel-kood karne ka bahut man kar raha tha...sari tension us waqt jaise chhu mantar ho gayi thi aur usi waqt maine Arun se kaha"langar dance kab chalu hoga..."
"bol to abhi yahich chalu kar dete hai..."
"idea bura nahi hai...."
aur phhir kya tha, hum 10-15 first year ke jo ladke waha peechhe baithe the ,wahi khade ho gaye aur gala phhad phhad ke udham machane lage....main to chhutt galiya bak raha tha, ye jante hue bhi ki waha teachers, seniors ke sath sath Esha bhi maujood hai....ab waha ka mahol ye tha ki 90 % students ab humara langar dance dekh rahe the...humari is behudi harkat ka anzaam ye hua ki stage par us waqt jo perfomance kar rahe the, wo wahi rook kar beech me hee stage chhodkar waha se chale gaye  
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humari is behudi harkat ka anzaam ye hua ki stage par us waqt jo perfomance kar rahe the, wo wahi rook kar beech me hee stage chhodkar waha se chale gaye
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jab stage par perfomance karne wale chale gaye to music bhi band ho gaya aur hum sab wahi peechhe apni-apni kursiya pakad kar shant baith gaye aur aise behave karne lage jaise ki humne kuch kiya hee na ho....ye harkat humare liye bahut chhoti thi,lekin samne baithe teachers, peechhe khade seniors aur dayi taraf baithi hui ladkiyo ko bahut buri lagi thi, teachers ke ishare par kuch seniors humare pass aaye aur dheemi aawaz me bole...
"kya bakchodayi laga rakkhi hai be, itne saare teachers , itne saare log yaha baithe hai....unke samne maa bahan ki galiya bak rahe ho...."
Hum sab chup rahe, kyunki is waqt sabki nazar humari taraf hee thi, hume chup baitha dekhkar seniors sar par chadh gaye aur ek ne kaha...
"yadi ab kiya to yahi par jhapad maar dunga...phhir bolna mat ki sabke samne kyun mara, rahna hai to raho,warna chup chap khisak lo..."
Hum phhir chup rahe , aur programme phhir shuru hua,abki baar hum me se koyi kuch nahi bola, sab ek dusare ka muh taak rahe the ki kya kare,tabhi waha deepika mam ne entry mari, use dekhkar auro ka to pata nahi par mera sab kuch vibrate hone laga...maloom nahi usne kya pahna tha, chehre par kya thopa tha...lekin ekdum jhakkas lag rahi thi....
"wo...maal..."main sirf itna hee bol paya, main aur bhi bahut kuch bolna chahta tha...lekin jaise shabd bahar hee nahi aa rahe the, jeebh hilti, muh khulta...lekin phhir bhi main kuch nahi bol pa raha tha....deepika mam apne perfume ki khushboo bikherti hui,samne teachers ke pass ja baithi aur deepika mam ka peechha karte hue meri nazar stage par padi....
"ye BC kaan kyun phhad rahe hai ,band karwa ye sab..."kisi raja ki tarah farmaan jaari karte hue maine Arun se kaha...
"tujhe chadh gayi hai..."khees nipor kar Arun bola"baith ja,warna pelayi kha jayega..."
"kaun hai sala, jo apun ko touch karinga...."apni chair se uthkar main Arun ke Samne khada hua, tab mujhe pata chala ki main dhang se khada bhi nahi ho sakta...mera pura sharir kisi pendulum ki tarah aage peechhe ho raha tha....
"abey ye kya chodne ki practice kar raha hai..,baith ja chup chap"
us waqt waha chal rahe music system ka sound bahut jyada tha,isliye hum kitna bhi chilla le, aawaz humare beech hee ghoom rahi thi, mujhme jab khade rahne ki aur shakti nahi bachi to Arun jis kursi par baitha tha,use pakad kar main bola..."........"kuch nahi bol paya  muh khula aur band ho gaya....
"kya..."
"k..kuch..."main chup chap apni kursi par aakar baith gaya, sala ye to pareshani ho gayi, daru peene ke baad to main jaise goonga hee ho gaya tha....badi mushkil se maine Arun ko samjhaya ki main kuch bol nahi pa raha hoon....
"hota hai...hota...first time yasich hota hai..."
"kuch karna..."ishare se maine kaha...
"iska ek hee ilaaz hai......langar"
Phhir kya tha, humne kuch ladko ko raazi kiya aur phhir nachane lage peechhe, Arun to kursi uthakar nachane laga.....
"sab chodu hai yaha...."jab meri aawaz wapas aayi to main gala phhad ke chillaya,...
"baitho be..."kisi ek ko jhapad maarkar Gautam ne baithaya...sab tantana ke baith gaye, sirf mere aur Arun ke siwa...Arun ne jo chair apne upar utha rakkhi thi,use wahi phhek kar mere pass aaya....
"jayada charbi chadhi hai kya,..."mujhe dhakka dekar Gautam ne kaha aur main door phheka gaya, sharir par mera control nahi tha,,,,
"BC uthao be..."
jaise taise main apne pairo par khada hua, aur Gautam ki taraf badha....
"tera ghar kitni door hai yaha se..."maine puchha...
"15 k.m. "
"aur weight..."
"65 ,kyun kushti ladega kya..."haste hue usne kaha...
"ayi le, 65 kN ka mukka..."bolte hue maine apni puri taqat se Gautam par ek punch jad diya......"BC agli baar hath lagane se pahle ye dekh lena ki samne kaun khada hai..."
"maar sale ko..."Arun door se chillata hua bola...
"game khatm...i won"
mujhe kisi ne kuch nahi bola, saare seniors apna hath masalte rah gaye, shayad unhe maloom tha ki unke ghar ka rasta humare hostel se hokar guzarta hai.....
uske baad na to seniors hume rokne aaye aur na hee humne koyi udham machaya, uske baad ka programme bahut shanti se beeta,...
"chal aaja pet bhar ke aate hai, maine to dopahar ko khana bhi nahi khaya ,is chakkar me ki raat ko chakachak mast khana milega..."Arun ne mujhe pakad kar ghaseeta, main ab bhi ladkhada raha tha,...shuru me maine Arun ko mana kar diya ki main khana nahi khaunga, mujhe bhookh nahi hai...lekin jab khane baitha to bas khata hee chala gaya,khana khane ke baad sab apne ghar ki taraf ravana hone lage, main ,bhu Aur Arun bhi us taraf badhe,jaha humne bike khadi ki thi.....
"chud gaye beta,..."
"kya hua.."
"Naveen bhag gaya pahle hee, ab to paidal hee jana padega..."
"himmat nahi mere pass, mujhe uthakar le chalo..."main waha baith gaya....
"ek kaam karte hai, hum tujhe subah aake le jayenge..."
"BC ,subah main khud aa jaunga..."
"ise kya hua hai..."jab main sar neeche karke waha last baitha tha,tab ek ladki ki aawaz mere kano me padi...maine upar dekha...koyi jaani pahchani si shakal thi....
"mast maal hai tu..."us ladki ko dekhkar maine kaha.."chal aaja jhadi ke peechhe..."
"tum dono ise uthao, main ise scooty me hostel chhod ke aati hoon..."kahte hue us ladki ne Arun aur bhu ko mujhe uthane ke liye kaha...
Jab main khada hua aur gaur se us ladki ko dekha to maloom chala ki wo to deepika mam thi,..."sorry mam..."
"huh..."
uske baad ka mujhe kuch yaad nahi tha, scooty me baithkar jo aankh lagi,wo seedhe subah aankho me padti dhoop ke karan khuli......maine upar nazar ghumayi to aasman tha,agal bagal jungle ,samne rakh jama thi,jisme se halka halka dhua nikal raha tha....aur aankhe tab phhati ki phhati rah gayi jab jab maine dekha ki mere sharir me paint hee nahi hai, main kamar ke neeche bilkul nanga tha....
"Arun....kutte,"
"idhar hoon..."ek mari hui si aawaz mere kano me padi...maine apne kamar ke neeche wale private part ko hatho se chhupaya aur Arun ki taraf badha, uske bagal me bhu leta tha, ,jisne sar par mere paint ko mukut ki tarah pahan rakkha tha...
"tera kisi ne rape kar diya..."aankhe malte hue usne kaha....

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"tera kisi ne rape kar diya..."aankhe malte hue usne kaha....
"tu pahle mera paint de, jisko sar par mukut ki tarah laga rakkha hai..."maine bhu se kaha...mera hath ab bhi mere sharir ke private part ko dhake hue tha...bhu ne apne sar se meri paint nikali aur meri taraf feka...
"underwear kaha hai..."paint uthakar gusse se maine puchha...
"tum dono ko yaad nahi,lekin kal bahut kuch hua...."Apni ek aankh band karke Arun khada hota hua bola"kal, tune apni chaddi utar kar principal ke ghar ke boundary me phhenka aur bhu ne apna chashma tod diya...."
"kya "bhu beech me ro pada...
"aur maine sab kuch jo kal raat humne kiya wo ek copy me likha hai...."
paint pahan kar maine sabse pahle apna mobile check kiya,wo meri hee paint ke jeb me tha...bhu ke chashme ke dono kaanch toot chuke the, aur Arun waha ek ped par chadh kar kuch dhoondh raha tha....
"kal raat tune apne ande nikalkar ped par rakh diye the kya,jo aaj subah uthte hee waha chadh gaya...."
"maine apna mobile aur wo copy yahi kahi rakkha tha...taki tum dono se bacha rahe...wo raha,mil gaya..."
ek copy aur apna mobile lekar Arun neeche aaya, hum teeno ki halat ekdum bad se badtar thi,kapde behad hee gande the,kuch jagah se kapde phhat bhi gaye the....aankhe band kiye hue hum teeno dheemi-dheemi chal me waha se hostel ke liye nikle tabhi Arun copy kholkar humare kal ke karname sunane laga.....
"deepika mam ne kal raat ko jab hostel ke pass scooty roki to main aur Arman usme se utre...meeche utarne ke baad Arman wapas scooty par baith gaya, aur peechhe se deepika mam ko pakadkar unki chuchiya dabane laga ,aur bola ki ice cream khilao...deepika mam ne gusse me Arman ko ek jhapad mara aur mujhe kaha ki main Arman ko waha se le jau...tab humare Arman babu ne josh me aakar ek baar kaskar deepika mam ke seene ko dabaya aur waha se nikal gaye....deepika mam ke jane ke baad hum dono ko galiya bakta hua bhu waha aaya...."
"ek min. ruk..."Arun ko beech me rok kar maine kaha"kya sach me maine aisa kiya,ya phhir tu mujhe yeda bana raha hai"
"aage padhta hoon....."Arun aage padhta hua bola"bhu humse naraz tha kyunki hum dono use akele country club me chhodkar chale aaye the, uske baad hum hostel ki taraf badhe,lekin gate se hee wapas road ki taraf laut aaye,kyunki Arman ko aur daru peeni thi..uske baad hum teeno daru bhatti gaye aur waha se teen bumffer uthaya aur phhir us sharab dukan wale ki copy aur pen lekar waha se bhag diye......"
"kya sach me humne teen botal kharidi thi...."
"aage padhta hoon aur beech beech me roka mat karo be,flow bigad jata hai..."bhu par chillate hue Arun ne wapas copy par nigah dali"uske baad hum teeno us neem ke ped ke neeche pahuche,jaha kayi saal pahle hostel ki ek ladki ne apni jaan de di thi...waha baithkar abhi tak jo kuch hua tha,wo maine sharab dukan wale ki copy me likha aur intezaar karne lage us ladki ka jo aksar raat ko book lekar padhte hue dikhayi deti hai....yaha ye bhi likha hai ki ye plan Arman ka tha,usi ne kaha tha ki chalo us laundiya ke bhoot ko chod ke aate hai,....uske baad humne ek botal wahi khali ki aur jab wo ladki nahi aayi to Arman ne khali botal ki jagah bhari botal ko foda aur uske kaanch ko pakad kar hindi aur english dono me likh diya""bhootani yadi teri gand me dam ho to mere samne aana, main kal phhir aaunga...""uske baad waha jo kuch hua use maine copy me likha..."bolte bolte Arun chup ho gaya....
"aage bolna maza aa raha hai sunne me..."
"abey saans to len de..."lambi-lambi saans bharkar Arun ne pravachan phhir shuru kiya"then, hum sab confuse the ki ab kaha jaye, tabhi bhu ne Arman ke samne shart lagayi ki yadi wo apni chaddi utar kar principal ke ghar me fekega to wo apna chashma wahi fod dega...aur uske baad waisa hee hua..Arman principal ke ghar ke samne nanga hua aur apni chaddi gol gol ghumate hue principal ke ghar ke andar goal kar di, phhir kya tha bhu ne bhi josh me apna chashma utara aur wahich sadak par de mara....uske baad hum wapas neem ke ped ke neeche aaye aur main waha baithkar abhi jo kuch bhi hua use phhir se likha.....uske baad kaha jaye hume nahi soojha to Arman ne sharab ki botal ghumayi aur jis taraf bhi us botal ka muhana ruka,hum udhar hee badh gayi...yaha aakar Arman ne apni paint bhu ke sar me belt se baandh di aur bhu ko mukut pahna kar is jungle ka Raja bana diya...uske baad hum teeno ne waha aag jalayi aur us aag ke charo taraf jungli dance kiya...aur phhir maine wo sab kuch likha jo yaha hua aur ped me chadh kar mobile aur copy chhupa diya....."
hum teeno apni aankh malte hue jungle se nikal kar hostel ki taraf jane wali sadak par pahuch gaye the...tabhi mera mobile bajna shuru ho gaya....
"hello,..."jamhayi lete hue maine kaha...
"Armaaaaannnn"kisi ki dusari taraf se jordar cheekhane ki aawaz aayi, maine speaker on karke rakkha tha,is liye is aawaz ne mere kano ko bhi cheer dala....
"kaun hai be...."
"aaj college aao, batati hoon tumko..."
"k..k..kaun, deepika mam..."andaza lagate hue main bola...
"aaj aao tum college..."bolkar usne call disconnect kar di....
"ab isko kya hua..."jeb me mobile thus kar main khud par jhallaya aur hostel ki taraf badha...
ye to sirf shuruat thi,us din hume zara bhi andaza nahi tha ki humare sath kya kya hone wala hai....sharab dukan wale ko maloom nahi kaha se khabar lag gayi thi ki uske dukan se uske hisab kitab wala copy lekar bhagne wale is college ke the, usne jab college staff ko ye bataya ki kal raat ko teen ladko ne ye harkat ki hai to kuch ka dhyan seedhe hum teeno par gaya, aur unhone face test karane ke liye us sharab dukan wale ko college bulaya....aur hum teeno, is waqt wahi principal ke office me kisi muzrim ki tarah apna face test kara rahe the....
"yehi teeno hai sirji..jinhone humara lekha jokha wala copy maar ke le gaye rahin kal raat ke..."
"iska saman ise wapas karo..."kadakti hui aawaz me principal bola....
"yes sir , hostel me rakkhi hai..."Arun ne jawab diya,..
"tum inke sath hostel jao aur apna saman lekar chalte bano idhar se..."sharab dukan wale ko bhi hadkate hue pricipal bola...
hum teeno waha se nikal hee rahe the ki us maha bakchod daru dukan wale ne apna sada sa muh fad kar principal se bola"teen botal RS ka dhan nahi mila hai, sirji "
"get looooooost...."
"kyun be chutiye, bose dk ,tere gand me itni akal nahi hai...jo tu waha daru ke paise mangne laga..BC"akad dikhate hue maine kaha...
"sun be, dobara us area me tu dikh bhi mat jana,warna wahi par Qutl kar deb..."wo bhi akad kar bola...
"ja beta, ab na to tujhe teri wo copy milegi aur na hee tere teen botal ka dhan..."
"wapas jaun sir ke pass..."
"main to mazak kar raha tha..."turant apne tevar badal kar maine kaha"tu to bura maan gaya yaar....bhai hai tu apna "
Uske baad humne us daru wale ko paise aur uski copy di aur bag uthakar college pahuche, class me ghuse to ladko ne bola ki Principal sir ne hum teeno ko bulaya hai, ye sunkar rom rom kanp gaya ,aur ye dar satane laga ki principal ye khabar ghar me na de de, warna achchhi khasi pitayi hoti.....
"hey bhagwan,abki baar bacha le...kasam se aaj ke baad daru shabd bhi muh se nahi nikalunga...shaniwar aur mangalwar ko shudh shakahari khana khaunga...bas is baar bacha le..."main us waqt Principal ke samne khada hokar yahi soch raha tha aur yadi main sahi hu to yahi halat Arun aur bhu ki bhi thi.....
"tum teeno me se Arman kaun hai..."kuch likhte hue Principal ne puchha...
"sir main..."
"ghar ka number batao..."
"ji..."
"agle 10 second ke andar 10 digit ka apne ghar ka mobile number batao..."
"xxxxxxxxxx....lekin kyun sir..."
"ab ye bhi batau...."apna sar upar karke Principal Sir mujhpar chillaye aur bole"kal raat ko bhi tum teeno ne bahut hungama kiya...aur sala tum logo ne is college ko bana ke kya rakkha hai...jaha ek daru wala apne paise mangane aata hai...."
"sorry sir...."
"roll no. Kya hai..."ek glass pani apne gale se neeche utarne ke baad unhone puchha aur jab maine unhe apna roll no. bataya to bole"padhne me achchhe ho..."
"thank you sir aur kasam se sir aage se aisa kuch bhi nahi karunga...aap bologe to main us raste bhi nahi jaunga, main khud puja path wala aadmi hoon,maloom nahi kal madira ko hath kaise laga liya,warna main to cold drink tak nahi peeta sir....aaj ke baad bilkul aisa nahi karunga...ghar me call mat karo...."aur uske baad hum teeno ne ek bada sa "pleeeeease" bola
"ek-ek application taiyar karo aur usme ye likho ki aaj ke baad yadi maine aisi galti ki to mujhe aap college se seedhe nikal sakte hai..."
"thank you Sir..."
jaise taise jaan chhuti to hum teeno class ki taraf bhage...lekin mujhe ye nahi pata tha ki waha deepika mam apne seene ka dard liye meri raah taak rahi thi....
"May i come...."deepika mam ko class ke andar dekhkar meri juban ladkhada gayi...
"IN..."
aaj deepika mam kuch ukhadi-ukhadi si thi,jaha pahle wo aksar chalti class ke beech me muskura ke dekhti thi aaj wahi wo mujhe dekh tak nahi rahi thi, usne sabse ,class me baithe 60 me se 59 students se welcome party ke baare me puchha ,siway mujhe chhodkar.....jab itni hot item jo pahle aap par fida ho aur phhir is tarah se palti maar jaye to dard to hota hee hai...lekin ye dard left side wala na hokar right side wala ya phhir kamar ke neeche wala dard tha.....
"have a nice day..."bolte hue deepika mam class se nikal gayi ,aur isi ke sath recess ka time bhi ho gaya....
Deepika mam ke waha se jane ke baad main bahut der tak sochata raha ki kya karu, use manau ya phhir usi halat me chhod du ,jaisi halat me wo hai....lekin phhir practical ke 40 number ka khayal aaya aur main waha se uthkar seedhe computer lab ki taraf badha....
"good afternoon mam..."lab ke andar ghuste hee main bola...
"what is conservation of energy..."
" energy can never be created or destroyed..It transform only one form to another form...."
"but i can create a program and delete a program...Sit down..."
"thank you mam, maine socha ki kal raat wali vajah se aap naraz hongi..."
"stand up..."
"kyun..."
"jake darwaza band karo,"
"lekin is beech yadi koyi aa gaya to..."us waqt main deepika mam ki aankho me ye jhakne ki koshish kar raha tha ki wo karna kya chahti hai...
"sab teachers meeting ke liye new building me gaye hai siway do teen ko chhodkar...aur yadi is beech koyi aa gaya to nuksan tumhara hoga..."usne apna purse khola aur lipstick nikalte hue boli"main sabko yahi bolungi ki ,tum jabarjasti yaha ghus aaye the..."
"kya mam, ek to waise bhi kal wala kand yamraj ke mafik mere idhar udhar ghoom raha hai,upar se aap aur dara rahi ho..."
"khud ko bachane ke liye to jhooth to bolna padega na...muaahhh.."mujhe ek flying kiss dete hue wo boli"darwaza band kar do, "
"yes mam ,"darwaze ki taraf badhte hue maine socha"ruk sali aisa chodunga ki tera sara anjar panjan dheela pad jayega "
"yes mam "darwaze ki taraf badhte hue maine socha"ruk sali aisa chodunga ki tera sara anjar panjar dheela pad jayega "
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maine kabhi socha tak nahi tha ki college join karne ke kuch mahine ke andar meri kismat is tarah palti maregi , aaj mujhse mere college ki sabse hot ladki set thi,jise main kiss tak kar chuka tha...wahi dusari taraf mera dil ek bhuri aankho walo ladki par aaya tha,jise main har haal apne sath dekhna chahta tha...uske liye bhale hee mujhe uske bachpan ke pyar ko hee kyun na todna pade, us samay main ye sochane laga tha ki Esha ke liye main Gautam se better hoon, lekin deepika mam ki taraf badhta hua mera har ek kadam mujhe Esha se door le ja raha tha, aur anjaane me main deepika ki taraf teji se badh bhi raha tha....kuch din pahle tak, jab main khud ko ek sarif padhne wala ladka samajhta tha tab maine apne liye ek usool banaya tha ki main dusare awara ladko ki tarah ladkiyo ke peechhe nahi bhagunga, aur before marriage sex,hargiz nahi..lekin ab aisa nahi tha, main jab bhi deepika mam ke slim body ko dekhta to aisa lagta jaise ki wo black colour ki bra aur panty me mere samne baithi hui mujhe bula rahi hai...
"kaun si movie pasand hai...."main jab computer lab ka darwaza band karke wapas aaya to deepika mam ne mujhe apne side wali chair me baithate hue boli....
"hollywood...maar-dhad wali movie..."
"yun is tarah darwaza band karwa kar main tumse is movie ke baare me puchhungi, nalayak...akal ke andhe, i'm asking about porn movies.."
Ab sala maine aaj tak gin ke 4-5 bf dekhi thi,unme ab main unki type kya batau, lekin jawab to dena tha...warna wo mujhe doodh peeta bachcha kahti....
"types batao, kaun kaun si available hai aapke pass..."
"umm..."computer par nazar marte hue usne kayi tarah ke naam bataye, aur meri jaangh par hath phhirate hue boli"kaun si lagau..."
"hum movie dekhte nahi, banate hai..."
"really..."uski halat aisi thi jaise ki abhi hee uske muh se laar tapak padega....mere man me aaya ki use wahi daboch kar nanga karu aur chodu ,lekin main is intezaar me tha ki shuruat wo kare......
uske hath mere jangh se dheere dheere hote hue mere lund tak pahuch gaye, paint to pahle se tana hua tha, wo mere lund ko paint ke bahar se pakad kar mujhe dekhkar muskurayi, aur chair se uthkar mere samne baith gayi....
"ye kya karne wali hai ab..."maine socha"jo bhi karegi, achchha hee karegi..."
Wo bahut der tak mere lund ko paint ke upar se sahlati rahi ,is beech maine apne hath se uske sar ko pakda aur uske balo ko khol diya.....
"ready for blowjob..."
"ye kya hai "
"abhi batati hoon,"bolte hue usne mere paint ki zib kholi aur apna hath andar ghusa diya,...
"kabhi kisi ko chusaya hai...."
"na..."
"then feel it today..."bolte hue shuru me usne apne dono hatho se samne aaye apne balo ko peechhe kiya phhir uthkar mere hontho ko chuma aur wapas pahle ki tarah baith gayi...ab wo mere lund ko paint se bahar nikal kar apne hatho se aage peechhe kar rahi thi,jabki main chahta tha ki wo jaldi se jaldi apne hontho par lage lipstick ki chhap mere lund par utar de....
"mam,jaldi..."
"pahle ise taiyar to karne do..."bolte hue deepika mam speed se mere lund ko apne hatho me bharkar aage peechhe karne lagi,...har ek pal me uske hatho ki speed badhti ja rahi thi, aur main aankhe band kiye hue chair par leta hua tha....
"muh me lo,warna yahi nikal jayega...."main lagbhag chillate hue bola, 
"don't worry, dobara khada kar denge...."jor se aage peechhe karte hue wo boli, aur thodi der baad mera kaam tamam ho gaya, kuch boond uske chehre par gire ,to kuch mere paint par bhi, 
"too hot dear Arman..."mere lund ke muhane ko apni jeebh se sparsh karate hue usne kaha.....
"ab kya fayda,..."gusse se main bola"mera to nikal gaya...."
"meri sucking power itni strong hai ki maine kayiyo ke lagatar teen -teen bhar khada karke giraya hai....yadi tum asli mard hoge to tumhara bhi khada hoga...."bolte hue usne mera lawda muh me bhar liya...
ab to ajeeb situation paida ho gayi thi, ek taraf deepika mam mere lund ko muh me bharkar jeebh se sahlati aur ajeeb ajeeb aawaze nikalti, aur dusari taraf mere lund me ek dard paida ho gaya tha, jo shayad dobara excited hone ki koshish kar raha tha....kisi porn movie ki slut ki tarah deepika mam mere lund ko apne muh me liye hue chus rahi thi aur main dard ko sahte hue baitha uske face ke us hisse ko dekh raha tha jaha ejaculation ki nishani thi, usne unhe apnd chehre se saaf nahi kiya tha....us waqt ye batana mushkil tha ki deepika mam jyada gori hai ya phhir mere lund se nikla do boond jo uske hontho ke thik bagal me chipka hua tha.....deepika mam laar tapkate hue mere lund ko apna sar up down karte hue chus rahi thi....wo mera first time tha jab kisi ladki ne apne jeebh ka sparsh waha kiya tha.....ab dard door ho chuka tha, main phhir se josh me aa gaya aur deepika mam ki peeth par hath phhirate hue us din ki tarah uske suit ko kamar tak uthaya, uski nangi gori peeth mere aankho ke samne thi...
"i want to kiss..."dono hatho se uski nangi peeth ko sahlate hue main bol hee raha tha ki deepika mam upar sar karke boli"kya kiss karna chahte ho,chut..."
uski halat ek baar dekhkar to mere hosh hee ud gaye, uska muh se laar tapak raha tha, aur wo teji se hanf rahi thi....
"underwear tak geeli kar di..."neeche dekhte hue maine kaha,
"abhi to time nahi hai bachchu,warna aisa haal karti ki dobara sex karne ke layak nahi rahte....jab jhadne wale ho to bata dena"bolte hue usne mere lund par laar tapkaya aur phhir chusane lagi....
"yahhh...bas nikalne hee wala haiiii..."main bola...
mere aisa bolte hee deepika mam ne mere lund ko chusana band kar diya aur thoda peechhe khade hokar mere lund ko pakadte hue boli"ab tum mere muh ke andar bahar karo...."
"haaaiiinnn...."
"samjho ki mera muh, muh nahi ek gadrayi chut hai,jisme se laar ki jagah chut ka pani ris raha hai...."
main jhadne wala tha ,isliye us waqt mujhme apna lawda chusane ki khumari bahut jyada thi,maine apne dono hatho se uske sar ko mazbooti se pakda aur uske muh ke andar apna lund de mara aur thodi der ke baad hee main uske andar hee jhad gaya....deepika mam tab tak mere lund ko apne muh ke andar rakkhi rahi,jab tak mera ek ek boond usne nahi gatak liya,maine apna lund uske muh se nikal kar paint ke andar kiya...underwear ke sath sath paint bhi kayi jagaho par geela tha....
"nice shot..."khade hokar usne apne purse se ek rumal nikala aur apne face ko saaf karne ke baad mujhe wo rumaal pakdate hue boli"wo ,dustbin me daal aao..."
"main..."
"nahi to kya main..."ghoorate hue wo boli"aur ab jao yaha se...."
maine deepika mam ke hath se rumaal lekar use dustbin me dala aur waha se nikalkar hostel ke liye ravana hua, kyunki kuch der pahle ki karamat se meri halat kuch thik nahi thi aur waise bhi mera man bistar par pasarne ka kar raha tha, aur ye mere liye sahi bhi tha kyunki uske baad hod sir ne first year ke un ladko ko apne room me bulaya tha ,jinhone kal raat party me hungama kiya tha,anjaane me hee sahi lekin deepika mam ki badaulat main hod ke tej tarrar daant se bach gaya tha...iski khabar mujhe tab lagi jab Arun ne mera bag,jo main college me chhod aaya tha,mere upar marte hue bola"le pakad apna bag, sale aaj lunch ke baad hod ne bulaya tha,kaha tha tu..."
"hod ne...."main ekdum se uthkar baith gaya , kyunki mujhe andesha ho gaya tha ki ho na ho ,kal raat wala hee lafda hai.....
"tujhe puchh rahe the..."
"to tune kya bola..."
"maine bola ki teri tabiyat bahut jyada kharab hai aur tu agle ek hafte tak class nahi aa sakta...."apna juta utarkar usne meri taraf feka ,lekin main ain waqt par hat gaya jisse Arun ka juta dusari taraf gir gaya,wo bola"ab ek hafte tak uski class me mat dikh jayiyo, warna wo meri gand marega....."
"thanks yar..."
"aur sun second test ki date aa gayi hai ,sath me main exam ki bhi..."
"itni jaldi...kab se hai exams..."
"2 hafte baad test aur uske ek hafte baad se exam shuru...."
"ok, then aaj se padhayi shuru....."main waha se uthkar room se bahar aaya aur kisi latest news ki taalash me (specially Esha) bhu ke room me ghusa...

Chapter-15:Mediation
Part-I:Nisha

Update-60
main waha se uthkar room se bahar aaya aur kisi latest news ki taalash me (specially Esha) bhu ke room me ghusa...
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Bhupesh ke room me jane ke baad pata chala ki wo to college se aane ke baad se hee farar hai, uske room partner ne ye bhi bataya ki shayad bhu Girls hostel gaya hai....
"aaj sala pelayega ye..."bhu ko gali bakte hue main waha lagbhag 5 min aur ruka aur phhir apne room me aaya, do baar energy nikal chuki thi...isliye thoda man gira hua tha, lekin jab bhi us pal ko sochata to lund ek baar phhir se khada hone lagta  room me aakar dekha to Arun bhi gayab tha,...
"hello...."
"kya hai be..."dusari taraf se Arun ne chillakar puchha, wo mujhpar aise chillaya jaise ki wo bahut jaroori kaam kar raha ho aur maine use call karke disturb kar diya ho....
"aana sex karte hai..."maine kaha..
"abhi main bhu ke sath girls hostel ja raha hoon,ek ladki ko i love bolne ka hai...ab call mat karna..."
"ye sala mujhe kuch batata kyun nahi, akele akele girls hostel jata hai...."bed par pasarkar maine apna mobile uthaya aur na jaane kya khayal aaya ki maine facebook kholkar apni id log in ki aur vibha ko ek messege tapka diya, taki wo jab online aaye to reply kare...kyunki ab samay aa gaya tha ki jald se jald Uska istemaal kiya jaye....maine apni friend list me ek nazar daudayi ,gin ke 4 friends the, deepika mam, Vibha ,Arun aur bhu...
"Esha...."type karke maine search mara, aur hazar ladkiyo ki id samne aa gayi, ab mere liye meri wali Esha ki pahchan karna mushkil tha, kyunki yadi main har ek ki id me ghuskar unke details check karta to shayad char saal isi kaam me beet jate....tabhi khayal aaya ki bhu ne Esha se fb par chat ke dauran baat ki thi,jiska nateeza bhu ko ek thappad khakar chukana pada tha, maine bhu ko call kiya, ye jante hue bhi ki wo is waqt girls hostel me hoga.....
"kya hai...."jaisa ki mera andaza tha ,wo dabi hui aawaz me bhadak kar bola....
"Esha ki fb id de..."main bhi dheemi aawaz me usse bola...
"lawda mere ko sabki id yaad rahegi kya, mere friend list me dekh, Angel Esha ke naam se id hai uski...aur ab yadi dobara call kiya to gand maar lunga aake..."
"abhi kaha hai..."
"girls hostel ke peechhe, andar jane ka rasta dhoondh raha hoon..."
"chal bhai, all the best...10-20 ladkiyo ko chod ke hee aana..."
Call disconnect karne ke baad maine phhir se facebook open kiya, aur seedha Bhupesh ki friend list me attack kiya, sale ki id me mushkil se 4-5 ladke add the,baki sab ke sab ladkiya thi...."ye rahi Angel Esha.."Esha ki id me click karte hue maine kaha, aur uski id kholkar uski profile pic me hee kuch der tak kho gaya...
"wakayi me Esha maal hai yar..."mere muh se apne aap ye nikal gaya aur main hadbada kar apne aas pas is tarah dekhne laga jaise ki maine abhi abhi koyi bahut bada paap kiya ho aur aaju baju ye dekh raha tha ki kisi ne suna to nahi.....lekin tabhi kisi ka messege aaya, main excited ho gaya kyunki is waqt kewal do log hee fb use kar sakte hai ,ek to deepika mam aur dusari Vibha darling...kyunki bhu aur Arun to is samay Girl's hostel ki deewar se latak rahe honge aur main 101 % sahi nikla, messege Vibha ka tha.....
"hi..."uske hi ke jawab me maine reply thoka...
"how are you..."
"fine"uske baad maine turant ek aur messege bheja"Varun se break up ho gaya kya ?"
"yes , tum kyun puchh rahe ho"
"nahi bas soch raha tha ki ab shayad mera chance ho,..."
"what "
"try karne me kya jata hai, .."
uske baad Vibha ne koyi reply nahi kiya, agle 5 min. tak jab usne reply nahi kiya to maine ek aur teer chalaya...
"thanks to bol deti..."
"thanks ? for what ?...."is baar uska turant reply aaya ,wo bhi ek nahi do do"and please Arman, don't use cheap language..."
"jungle me mangal...yaad aaya..."
"oh haan...thanks..."
"us din jab maine tumhe aise hee jane diya tha to bade pyar se dekh rahi thi....kahi mujhpar dil to nahi aa gaya,waise bhi college ki sari ladkiyo ne jeena mushkil kar diya hai..."
" ha ha ha..."
"anyway, i love too strawberry flavour "
"????"
Kuch der main shant raha aur sochata raha ki seedhe bol du ya ghuma phhira kar, kyunki Vibha se meri jyada jaan pahchan nahi thi ,aur dar ye bhi tha ki wo mujhe block na maar de, lekin phhir khayal aaya ki mujhe padhayi bhi karni hai,kyunki 3 hafte baad exam hai  isliye maine seedhe reply kiya...
"Condom..."
aur jaisa ki dar tha wo turant offline ho gayi, BC sharif banne ka natak rahi hai,...uske baad maine phhir se Esha ki id kholi aur uski photos dekhne laga, uski id me school ke sath sath uske aalishan ghar ke bhi kuch images the,un sabhi images ko download karne ke baad maine Esha ko friend request bhej di aur mobile se nazar hatakar wapas aankhe band karke let gaya.....
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"rook...rook"Varun ne mujhe beech me roka, aur bathroom ke andar ghus gaya aur phhir bahut der baad aaya, bahar abhi bhi barish ho rahi thi....
"phhir se batana to deepika ne tera lawda kaise chusa..."
" bada josh aa raha hai tujhe..."cigarette jalate hue maine kaha, aur usi waqt darwaze par kisi ne dastak di....
"kaun ho sakta hai "Varun ne mujhse puchha...
"mujhe kya maloom, aar paar dekhne ki mere pass power hai kya,ja darwaza khol...."
Varun ne darwaza khola ,samne Nisha barish me bheegi hui khadi thi...wo puri tarah ,sar se lekar pair tak bheegi hui thi ,lekin uski aankho ko dekhkar koyi bhi bata sakta tha ki wo kuch der pahle bahut royi hai, Nisha ka yun is tarah tej barish me bheegate hue humare flat me aana ajeeb to tha hee ,upar se ek ajeeb baat aur thi, wo ye ki Nisha ne laal saree pahan rakkhi thi, aur yadi mera andaza sahi tha to ye wahi saree hogi ,jo uske maa baap ne uske shadi ke liye kharidi hogi....
"Mr. Arman, mujhe tumse kuch baat karni........" bolte hue usne apna chehra dusari taraf ghuma liya, aur sisak padi....
us waqt situation badi hee critical thi, Varun aur Arun aankhe phhad phhad kar mujhe dekh rahe the aur main khud bhi apni aankhe phhad phhad kar un dono ko dekh raha tha....
"huh..."Varun ne garra kar mujhe ahsaas dilaya ki mujhe bahar jakar Nisha se baat karni hai,tabhi mera khas dost Arun mere pass aaya aur mere kaan me bola"kya beta, bachcha to nahi hai uske pet me...."
Ek to main waise hee dara hua tha,upar se Arun ne aur dara diya...jab main kuch der aur bahar nahi gaya to Nisha ne ek baar nafrat bhari nigaah se mujhe dekha aur waha se chali gayi...
"Nisha..."main bhi turant uske peechhe bhaga, bahar barish aur tej ho gayi thi..Nisha to pahle se hee bheegi hui thi ,uske peechhe aane ke karan main bhi lagbhag bheeg hee gaya tha....
"Nisha..."maine ek baar aur Nisha ko aawaz di aur wo jaha thi wahi rook gayi....

"Nisha..."maine ek baar aur Nisha ko aawaz di aur wo jahathi wahi rook gayi....
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Nisha se mohabbat to nahi thi lekin ek lagaav to tha hee aur is rishte ke dhage ko hum dono ne bistar par bakhoobi buna bhi tha...hum dono ke beech kabhi koyi dikhawa jaisa kuch bhi nahi raha, jo tha,samne tha....hum dono ki ek sath zindagi raat ko Nisha ke bistar par se shuru hokar uske jism se hote hue subah wapas uske bistar par dafan ho jati thi...lekin is waqt na to raat thi na to main uske bistar par tha...is waqt achchha khasa din tha, aur is achchhe khase din me main pura bheeg chuka tha, Nisha kuch der waha khade hokar intezaar karne lagi ki main kuch kahu, lekin maine jab kuch nahi kaha to phhir apne ghar ki taraf chal di....
"any problem..."peechhe se Nisha ka hath pakad kar main bola aur use apni taraf ghumaya....

"kuch nahi..."wapas jane ke liye wo jaise hee mudi to maine uska hath mazbooti se pakad liya, kyunki Nisha ko laal jode me dekhkar mere left side me kuch-kuch hone laga tha...main waha colony ke beech tez hoti barish me Nisha ka hath pakad kar khada tha, waha us colony me hum dono ke siwa aur koyi bhi rahta hai ,ye hum dono shayad bhool gaye the....usne apna hath chhudane ki ek baar aur koshish ki lekin jab kamyab nahi hui to meri taraf dekhte hue boli.
"chhodo mujhe..."aur isi ke sath wo apne dusare hath se apne hath ko chhudane ki koshish karne lagi...
"work done badh gaya, lekin afsoos ki displacement zero ,is hisab se yadi Physics ki bhasha me kahe to work done zero aur aap Physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte "muskurate hue maine kaha aur Nisha ko apne taraf kheench liya...wo seedhe aakar us tez barish me mujhse lipat gayi aur usi waqt maine ,usi pal maine wo kiya jo mujhe........karna chahiye tha, maine uske hontho ko ek jhatke me apne hontho me samet liya....shuru -shuru me maine use kaskar pakda hua tha, lekin baad me uske bhi hath mere kamar par mujhe mahsoos hue, aur waise bhi ye Arman ka jadu tha, is jadu se to Esha nahi bach payi to phhir ye Nisha kaise bach jati 

"ab batayegi meri maa, hua kya..."
maine uske labo ko alag karke usse puchha, jawab me uski aankho se aansu ke kuch boond nikal kar udhar tez barish me ghul gaye aur idhar hum dono ke honth mil gaye.....
"mere sath chalo..."apna sar mere seene me tika kar wo boli...
aaj uski aawaz jane kyun itni achchhi lag rahi thi, mujhe nahi pata...lekin aaj uski aawaz me wo jadu tha jo kisi aur ke aawaz me main mahsoos kiya karta tha, aaj wo mujhe utni hee pyari lag rahi thi,jitni ki kabhi koyi aur laga karti thi....maine apne ek hath ki madad se use khud se sataya hee tha ki mere kadam khud ba khud uske ghar ke taraf badh chale, jaise ek aakhiri manzil ka pata ho uska wo bada se barish me bheegata hua alishan mahal......Nisha ka sar is waqt me kandhe par tika hua tha, wo is waqt chup hokar mere sath chale ja rahi thi, is waqt uski halat aisi thi ki yadi main use waha chhodkar chala jaun to use khud ke ghar ka pata kisi dusare se puchhana pade......
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"Memsahib aap thik to hai na...."Nisha ke ghar ke bahar din raat pahra dene wala guard is waqt hoti hui tez barish me bhi waha apne chhote se room me baitha hua tha, Nisha ko mere sath dekhkar wo chhata taankar bahar aaya...
"Nisha Memsahib..."ab usne apna chhata Nisha ke upar kar diya tha,"kya hua inko..."apni aawaz kadak karke wo bola, aur yadi Nisha ne turant koyi jawab nahi diya hota to wo mujhe pakka dhakke maarkar waha se nikal deta...
"main thik hoon ,aur ye mere sath hee hai..."
"chaliye main aapko andar tak chhod deta hoon,..."us pahalwan ne mujhe Nisha se jaise hee door kiya ,Nisha chilla uthi"tumhe samajh nahi aa raha hai, maine bola na ki ye mere sath hai..."
Nisha ke tez aawaz se wo guard sakpaka gaya, main khud hakka bakka rah gaya tha Nisha ke is andaz se, 
"maaf karna sahib..."
"koyi baat nahi, tum jao..."
"ye lijiye..."chhata mere hath me dete hue usne kaha aur gate ke pass bane apne chhote se room me chala gaya...
"Arman..."
"bolo memsahib..."us guard ke lahze me main bola"kya hukum hai memsahib..."
Usne apni gardan hilakar mujhe mana kiya ki main usse aise baat na karu, lekin main kaha manne wala tha, maine chhata wapas guard ke room ki taraf phheka aur Nisha ki taraf dekhkar use ek baar aur memsahib bola...
"bola na, tum mat bolo..."mere seene me ek halka sa pyar bhara mukka marte hue wo boli....
"andar chale memsahib..."bolte hue main hans pada....
Hum dono andar aaye , maine darwaza andar se band kiya aur Nisha ka sar jo itni der se mere kandhe me rakkha hua tha,use door kiya...us ek pal me jane kya hua, Nisha par meri is harkat ka aisa bura asar hua ki wo cheekh padi aur wapas mujhse lipat gayi....

"mat jao, please..."
"main kahi nahi ja raha..."uski peeth sahlate hue main bola"aur aaj tumhe ho kya gaya hai..........Memsahib..."
Uski surat rone jaisi ho gayi, uski aankho me aansu utar aaya , aur mere sar par jaise kisi ne truck uthakar de mara ho, meri aisi halat thi....aisa to main tab bhi nahi chakraya tha jab Arun ne mujhe kaha tha ki"ab main gay nahi raha, mujhe ek ladki se pyar ho gaya hai ,aur wo hai.....Aa"
"khud se door mat karo mujhe,,.."Nisha beech me hee bol padi, 
"shirt utarne dogi ,ya chahati ho ki mujhe thand lag jaye aur bimar hokar yahi pada rahu..."
"mere room pe chalo..."
"aise hee, ghar geela nahi ho jayega..."
"koyi farak nahi padta..."
"chalo phhir..."
Nisha ka room kaha hai ye mujhe maloom tha, ya phhir yun kahe ki is Pure ghar me mujhe sirf Nisha ka hee room maloom tha, seedhiya chadhte waqt bhi wo mujhse lipti rahi aur seedhiya chadhkar jab hum dono uske room ke andar dakhil hue to tab bhi usne mujhe nahi chhoda.....

Nisha ka room kaha hai ye mujhe maloom tha, ya phhir yun kahe ki is Pure ghar me mujhe sirf Nisha ka hee room maloom tha, seedhiya chadhtewaqt bhi wo mujhse lipati rahi aur seedhiya chadhkar jab hum dono uske room ke andar dakhil hue to tab bhi usne mujhe nahi chhoda.....

Nisha ke aaj ke bartaav se main khud hairan tha, aaj tak suna tha ki raat-o-raat zindagi badal jati hai, lekin aaj maine ek insaan ko raat-o-raat badalte hue dekha tha, do din pahle hee hum dono ne ek sath bistar garam kiya tha, tab ki Nisha me aur aaj mujhse lipati hui Nisha me zero to infinite ka difference hai  , zero se infinite tak ke is distance ka main raaz janna chahta tha, aakhir aisa kya ho gaya Nisha ko jo wo ek pal bhi bagair mere saye ki nahi rah sakti, mujhe ab bhi wo waqt yaad hai jab Nisha ne kaha tha ki...ye humari aakhiri raat hai,iske baad hum kabhi nahi milenge....ek wo waqt tha aur ek abhi ka waqt hai...
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Is waqt main Nisha ke sath shower ke neeche bheeg raha tha, hum dono ne ek dusare ke garam hote jism ko kaskar pakad rakkha tha aur aankho ke isharo se baat kar rahe the...us waqt ,us pal humare beech ek ajeeb si kash makash thi, ek ajeeb sa jung hum dono lad rahe the...is jung ko aage badhate hue maine Nisha ke seene ke ubharo ko apne seene se dabate hue uske gardan par ek kiss kiya, usne apni aankhe band kar li, wo aaj aise sharma rahi thi , jaise wo pahli baar kisi ke sath ye sab karne ja rahi ho, itna to wo tab bhi nahi sharmayi thi jab pahle baar main uske sath soya tha....
"Arman...No..."apni aankhe band kar ke wo boli,
ek taraf wo mujhe mana kar rahi thi ki main uske sath waisa kuch bhi nahi karu lekin dusari taraf wo khud ko mujhe saunp bhi rahi thi, sach me ek ajeeb si kash makash thi humare beech.........
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aur isi kash makash me maine uski saree neeche gira di, shower ka pani ab bhi humare upar barabar gir raha tha, saree ka pallu neeche girte hee meri aankho ke samne laal blouse me kaid uski aadhi bahar nikli hui chhatiya dikhi ur maine bina ek bhi pal ganwaye apne hatho ko unki taraf badha diya....
"aaj nahi..."apne seene par Nisha ko jaise hee mere hath mahsoos hue usne unhe door kar diya...maine socha ki wo aise hee mana kar rahi hai...isliye maine muskurate hue wapas apne hath uski chhatiyo se sata di,lekin uske baad Nisha ki nazare neeche jhuk gayi...aur us pal mujhe bahut bura laga, khud par gussa bhi aaya....
"chal chalti kya..."usko pakad kar maine phhir khud se chipka liya aur uske hontho ko apne hontho me kaid kar liya....mera man to bahut tha ki Nisha is laal jode se nikal kar pahle ki tarah phhir se mere sath waqt guzare ,lekin aaj wo iske liye taiyar nahi thi...yadi main jabarjasti karta to beshak wo mujhe mana nahi karti lekin ,lekin mujhe khud achchha nahi lagta....
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"aaj tumhe ho kya gaya hai, pahle to is tarah kabhi bartaav nahi kiya ..."uske balo ko sahlate hue maine kaha...
is waqt Nisha mere upar bina kapde ke leti hui thi , main khud bhi bina kapdo ke tha...lekin aaj humne waisa kuch bhi nahi kiya, jo aksar karte the...
"tum pagal kahoge..."
"aur yadi nahi bola to..."
"sach..."
"much..."
"ek sapna dekha tha kal raat..."usne mere seene par se apna sar uthaya aur meri aankho me dekhte hue boli "bahut bura tha..."
"jaroor mere baare me kuch dekha hoga,wo bhi bahut bura..."
"maine dekha ki..."wo yaad karte hue boli"maine sapne me dekha ki meri shadi ho rahi hai, lekin har pal bas tumhara hee khayal aa raha hai, aur jab main shadi ka laal joda pahan kar sheeshe me khud ko nihar rahi thi to mujhe tumhara aksh dikhayi diya...main us waqt bechain ho uthi ki aakhir ye mujhe ho kya raha hai...phhir shadi ke mandap par achanak tum pahuch gaye aur mera hath pakad kar ....."bolte-bolte Nisha chup ho gayi...
"aage bolo, mast kahani hai..."
"uske baad tum par kisi ne goli chalayi aur phhir..."bolte hue wo phhir se chup ho gayi ,aur mere seene ko dekhkar jaise khud ko yakin dila rahi ho ki ,wo sab ek sapna tha....
"goli mere seene me lagi thi na..."
"haan, lekin tumhe kaise pata..kya kal raat tumhe bhi wo sapna aaya tha.."
"abhi tum jo aankhe badi badi karke ,mere seene ko nakhun se daba ke check kar rahi ho, usi se maine andaza lagaya..."
"oh ! Sorry..."usne nakhun gadana band kar diya, aur hans padi...
"ek sapne se itna dar gayi..."
"na..uske baad ,jab maine aaj aise hee wo laal saree pahni to sapne ke jaise hee tum mere peechhe khade the aur phhir mere kano me wo goli chalne ki aawaz sunayi di..."
"tu sach me pagal hai, tujhe to Agra Me Sikendar sarkar ke sath hona chahiye "
Uske baad wo mujhe jagakar so gayi, jab uski palke neend ke karan band ho rahi thi,to usne mujhse saaf kaha tha ki main use chhodkar na jaun, aur apne sukoon ke liye usne mera hath ek rassi se apne hath me bandh liya tha....neend meri aankho se koso door thi,isliye filhal maine time pass karne ke liye Nisha ke baare me sochana shuru kar diya tha

 

Part-II:A Dead Dream
 

Part-II:A Dead Dream
Update-62
neend meri aankho se koso door thi,isliye filhal maine time pass karne ke liye Nisha ke baare me sochana shuru kar diya tha...
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Nisha...aaj ke modern jamane ki ek modern ladki, jise wo sabhi shauk the,jo ek rahis khandan me rahne wali ladkiyo me ek jaanlewa beemari ki tarah fail rahi hai.....lekin in sabme me wo puri tarah doshi nahi thi,use is tarah ka banane me uske maa-baap ne bhi uska bahut sath diya tha yadi jo maine suna hai wo sach hai to uske anusar Nisha ke maa-baap khud bahut bade ayyash the...wo dono khud raat raat bhar ghar se gayab rahte aur unki isi ayyashi ki badaulat Nisha aur main aksar ek sath waqt guzarate the...unhe is baat ki jaankari bhi hogi ki unki eklauti beti ka chakkar kayi ladko se chal raha hai, lekin unhone kabhi is baare me janne ki koshish nahi ki....warna unhi ke ghar se kuch kadmo ki doori par rahne wala Arman ,aaj unke alishan ghar me unki eklauti beti ke bistar par apna hath bandhwa kar nahi pada hota.......
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Nisha ne karwat badli ,lekin mere hath me uske hath bandhe hone ke karan wo uska hath kheench sa gaya aur wo jaag gayi...
"kya hua...tum ja rahe ho..."
"filhal to kapde geele hai...."
"to phhir...."meri taraf dekhte hue wo boli "aaj raat yahi rook jao..."
"why ? yaha aisa kya hai..jo main yaha ruku..."
"main hoon..."
"to..."
"to..."wo mere bagal se uthkar seedhe mere upar aakar boli"kya"
"mera kya fayda hoga yaha rook kar..."
"kabhi kabhi fayda aur nuksan ko kinare rakh kar sochana padta hai..."
"really..."bolte hue maine use pakda 180 degree ke angle par rotate kar diya, ab main uske upar tha aur wo mere neeche...
"iske siwa aur bhi kuch aata hai..."
"shayad nahi...."maine uske hatho ko apne hatho se pakad liya aur ek jordar kiss uske hontho par kiya...
"leeeeeave..."
"soch lo, ye dhaga toot jayega..."
"phhir rahne do..."
"ab aayi na line par..."
jism me sulag rahi aag ko mitane ke baad ek dusare ke upar gir pade...ab neend mujhe bhi aa rahi thi, aur meri aankho ke samne wo drishya aa gaya jo main kabhi nahi dekhna chahta tha...Nisha ki is halat se mujhe wo din aa gaya tha,jab main khud kuch kuch Nisha ki tarah behave karne laga tha......
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Tab main 12th me tha, jab maine ek raat ko sapne me dekha ki mere ek dost ki maut ho gayi hai...subah uthkar maine use ek bura sapna samjha aur hostel se nikalkar khane ke liye mess ki taraf badha...jis waqt main khana lekar table par pahucha to waha bahut saare log the...lekin mere khana khate tak waha se har koyi gayab ho chuka tha...na to waha kaam karne wale log the aur na hee waha khana khane wale log....lekin tab bhi main waha baitha khana khata raha ,khana khate hue ek badi hee ajeeb si chiz hui...meri thali achanak se puri pani se bhar gayi thi, maine gusse me mess wale ko gali di aur waha thali patak kar wapas jane ke liye muda hee tha ki mera dost jo sapne me mar gaya tha,wo mujhe dikha...mera wo dost waha zameen me bikhre hue chawal ke dano ko bator ka ikattha kar raha tha....
"aur lawde kya haal hai...." kahte hue main waha se aage badha,lekin mere kadam jaise jam gaye the...mera sar bahut jor se dard kiya aur main wahi apne dost ke bagal me sar pakad kar baith gaya....
"sab khana geela geela hai, daal chawal sab geela tha...isliye main zameen se uthakar kha raha hoon....le tu bhi kha..."usne apna hath meri taraf badhate hue kaha, uske baal is waqt ladkiyo ki tarah ekdum lambe ho chuke the , aur aankhe ekdum laal...wo aage bola
"main to mar chuka hoon, tune sapne me bhi dekha tha...yaad hai maine fansi lagakar apni jaan de di...."
meri halat us waqt aise thi jaise ki mujhe kisi dahakte hue jwalamukhi me phhek diya gaya ho....main waha se bhagne ke liye muda hee tha ki ,main fisalkar wahi gir gaya.....
aur meri aankh khul gayi, main sapne me jor se ek laat deewar par de mari thi, jiska dard ab bhi tha...kuch der tak main sochane laga ki aakhir hua kya hai aur jab main normal hua to mujhe pata chala ki main sapne ke andar sapna dekh raha tha...lekin usi waqt hostel me koyi jor se cheekha...neeche jakar dekha to mera wo dost hostel ki bathroom me upar lage hook se latka hua tha.......
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us din meri dil ki dhadkane kayi ghanto tak tez rahi ,main us din khana khane mess bhi nahi gaya kyunki mujhe dar tha ki wo sab kuch mere sath na ho,jo maine sapne me dekha tha....jab mere dil ki dhadkane normal hui to unhe phhir se badhate hue mere ek dost ne,jo abhi abhi mess se aaya tha, wo bola"aaj ka khana ekdum geela tha, ekdum geela...sab kuch pani pani type tha, aur aaj ek ladka,jiske lambe lambe baal the...wo zameen se dane uthakar kha raha tha, sale ye mess wale bhikhariyo ko andar kyun aane dete hai........."
Muh khula ka khula rah gaya, dil ki dhadkane bahut tez chal rahi thi...lekin aisa laga ki main zinda hee nahi hoon....to kya yadi main mess jata to wo sab kuch mere sath hota ,jo maine sapne me dekha tha...? 
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Kuch sawal aise hote hai,jinke jawab kabhi nahi milte...mere us dost ne apni jaan kyun di...ye kabhi kisi ko pata nahi chal paya...uske maa-baap ko maine apne aankho ke samne rote hue dekha.......

"kya hua..."
"haaaan, kuch nahi..."
"A.C. on hai,lekin phhir bhi tum paseene se bhare ho..."
"kuch nahi,ek bura khwab yaad aa gaya tha neend me...."
us waqt sab kuch ulta ho gaya tha,jaha kuch der pahle tak Nisha ko meri jaroorat tha ,ab wahi mujhe uski jaroorat thi....

 

Part-III:A Call

 

Part-III:A Call
Update-64
us waqt sab kuch ulta ho gaya tha,jaha kuch der pahle tak Nisha ko meri jaroorat thi ,ab wahi mujhe uski jaroorat thi....

Kabhi-kabhi ek bura khwab ek buri haqiqat bankar samne aata hai, wo itna bura aur bhayanak hota hai ki humare zindagi ko sahara dene wale tamam pahaluo ko ek pal me todkar bikher deta hai.....us din bhi kuch aisa hee hua tha, mere us bure khwab ne subah hote hee sach ki safed chadar pahankar meri zindagi me kuch pal ke liye andhera kar diya tha....wo dead dream mere liye khas bhi tha aur sath me darawana bhi....
wo khas isliye tha kyunki wahi mera ek aisa khwab tha ,jo sach hua tha aur darawana isliye kyunki main usme shamil tha ! Aaj ye pahli baar nahi tha,jab mujhe wo din yaad aaya tha, aksar jaane-anjaane me wo yaad mujhe aa hee jati thi aur beete kuch salo me maine isse nipatne ka tarika bhi dhoondh liya tha, aur usi tareeke ko main abhi Nisha ke bagal me letkar apnane ja raha tha...maine wo kahani wahi se sochana shuru kar diya, jaha tak maine Varun ko sunayi thi....kitna ajeeb ittefak hai ki maine ab bhi aankhe band kar rakkhi hai aur us din jab Arun girl's hostel se aaya tab bhi main apni aankhe band karke bistar par leta hua tha.....
"kaun hai be lawda...BC , bhag ja warna bamboo ghusa dunga pichhwade me..."jab kisi ne darwaza behad hee jor se khatkhataya tab maine gali baki....sala achchha khasa deepika mam ke sath lab wale scene ko yaad kar raha tha.....
"Arman, main hoon Arun..."
"to..."maine bed par lete hue hee kaha"tu kahi ka topchand hai kya,chal bhag yaha se,sham ko aana..."
"BC, bhu ko us moti bhains ne pakad liya hai...."
"rook ,kholta hoon darwaza..."
uthkar maine room ka darwaza khola aur Arun ki taraf nazar ghumayi , sale ki puri phhati padi thi,...
"kya hua be, ladkiyo ne nakli lund lagakar chod diya kya..."
"hat samne se..."mujhe jor se dhakka dete hue Arun room ke andar aaya aur bistar par apna sar pakad kar baith gaya
"chud gaye yar,Arman...bhu to gaya kaam se, kal principal use laat maar ke nikal dega...."
Maa kasam mujhe us waqt zara sa bhi dukh nahi hua ,jab Arun ne kaha ki bhu ko Principal college se laat maarkar nikal dega, jabki wo mere khas dost ka khas dost tha...main uske bagal me baitha aur jhootha dukh dikhate hue bola"kya hua..."
"Tu sale gay wali harkate mat kar abhi khisak le idhar se,mera munda garam hai..."
"gand mara,..."waha se uthkar main apne bed par wapas pasar gaya aur aankhe band karke wapas deepika mam ke baare me sochane laga....
Waise to 3 hafte baad humara exam tha ,isliye mujhe padhayi ke baare me sochana chahiye tha,lekin us waqt main deepika ke baare me soch raha tha, aur jab deepika se bore ho gaya to,Vibha aur Esha ka number aaya.......
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Uske karib ek ghante baad bhu gand jaisi shakal banakar humare room me ghusa aur ghuste hee ,usne apna naya chashma, ,Arun ke pair me fekate hue bola"tujhe bola tha ,maine ki chal,wapas chal...wo moti saand aa rahi hai,lekin tu...wahi ruka raha aur main phhans gaya..."
"sorry,yar...mujhe maloom nahi tha..."
"kya sorry,usne kal principal ke samne bulaya hai...wo to mujhe ladkiyo se pitwane bhi wali thi...lekin ain mauke par Sidar aur apna chutiya warden pahuch gaye...warna ladkiyo se maar khane ke baad main khud hee college chhod deta...."
"ye bhopu..."maine uske maze lete hue kaha"tujhe maloom hai ki tune abhi -abhi apne 500  ke chashme ko zameen me patak kar chhalli-chhalli kar diya hai...."
"yaaaaaaaa......"bhu apne dono hath failakar aise chillaya jaise jung ke maidan me koyi yoddha dahad maar raha ho....wo aage bola"BC,500  ka nuksan.... "
"kuch soch be Arman..."
"badle me kya milega..."maine puchha...
"le meri gand maar lena,..."bhu gusse se bola..
"denied...kuch aur "
"kya"
"tere item ki gand..."bolte hue main hans pada,lekin Arun aur bhu ko gusse se ubalta dekh main shant hua aur bola"sorry,mazak kar raha tha..."
"plan kya hai..."
Maine ek cigarette jalayi aur dhua bhu ke face par daalkar bola"yaad hai ,ek din hum teeno aise hee baat kar rahe the,to tune kaha tha ki tune form me galat no. Dala hai..."
"haan to,isse bhu ka kya lena dena..."Arun ne puchha...
"to phhir bhu ne taav me aakar kya kaha tha,yaad hai "
"yahi ki, bhu ne form me switch off wala mobile no. dala hai..."
"to yadi jaisa maine socha hai uske anusar, humara guru ghantal principal,bhu ke ghar me call karega...aur pahle wo form me se number nikal kar call karega ,aur jab wo number switch off batayega to wo phhir bhu se uske baap ka number mangega..."
"ek min. tujhe kaise maloom ki wo principal iske baap ka number mangega..."
"abey ullu, Principal iske baap ka koyi rishtedar to hai nahi ,jo number mobile me save karke rakhega..wo isi se iske baap ka number puchhega aur is waqt ye Principal ko mera mobile number dega aur khel khatm..."
"aur yadi aisa nahi hua to..."bhu bola...
"90 % aisa hone ki probability hai...aur yadi aisa nahi hua to phhir bhu gaya kaam se..."
"90 % aisa hone ki probability hai...aur yadi aisa nahi hua to phhir bhu gaya kaam se..."
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Agali subah bhu, Girls hostel ki warden ke sath Principal ke office me kisi muzrim ki tarah khada tha, bhu jab se gaya tha, tab se main pure hostel me ghumte hue apni aawaz ko bhari karne ki practice kar raha tha...tabhi jeb me rakkha mobile bajne laga ,aur jo socha tha wahi hua, call humare Principal R.S. Tiwari ki thi....
"hello, kaun..."aawaz badal kar maine call receive ki...
"R.S. Tiwari Speaking...aap Bhupesh ke father bol rahe hai..."
"yes, aap kaun..."
"R.S. Tiwari....shayad aapne mere name par gaur nahi kiya..."
"R.S. Tiwari...hmmm"kuch der main kuch nahi bola...
"hello..."mera guru ghantal Principal ne dusari taraf se bola"hello...hello...aapka suputra kal sham ke waqt girls hostel me pakda gaya, ye waha kya kar raha tha,ye aap isi se puchh lijiye"kahte hue Principal ne mobile bhu ko thama diya...

"hello, papa..."
"haan bolo beta...BC, tu college laundiyo ke hostel me jaane ke liye gaya hai, tu ruk abhi aakar teri gand todta hai...."bhu ko gali bakte hue maine kaha"abey chutiye, shakal aisi bana jaise ki tujhe phone me sach much ki gali mil rahi hai...."
uske baad main kuch der tak aur bhu ko daanta aur phhir bola"ab mobile dusare chutiye ke hath me de..."
"kaun dusara.."
"R.S. Tiwari ko mobile pakda..."
bhu ne waisa hee kiya, uske baad jaise hee Principal Sir ne ek baar hello kiya, to main non-stop Sorry...sorry bolne laga...
"Sorry, Sir maine aapko pahchana nahi, uske liye sorry sir...usse galti ho gayi...next time se wo aisa nahi karega...."
"aap do teen din ke andar yaha aa sakte hai kya, "
"kya "jab Principal ne ye kaha to meri phhat ke hath me aa gayi ,maine to aisa socha tak nahi tha ki wo bhu ke baap ko college me bula bhi sakta hai....
"abhi to main kaam ke bahut fansa hua hoon,...please sir, aap use maaf kar dijiye..."
"yadi aap yahi line ,yaha mere samne aakar bologe to baat ban sakti hai..."
"gaye beta kaam se..."
"aapne kuch kaha..."
"nahi...nahi,..."
main kaan me mobile lagakar sochane laga ki ab kya karu , jis deewar ke pass khada tha ,uspar apna sar bhi de mara,lekin phhir bhi koyi idea bheje me nahi ghusa, ulta sar aur dard karne laga ,aur main dard se karah utha...
"are you ok..."
"yes, i'm ok..."
"and How is everybody at home? "
"everybody is fine and eating Samosa..."
Main mobile rakhne hee wala tha ki ,achanak mujhe R.S. Tiwari ki wo line yaad aa gayi, jo usne abhi se kuch der pahle kaha tha"How is everybody at home? "
Main turant chillaya "Ek min. Sir..."
"yes, kahiye..."
"bhu ke dadi ki tabiyat achanak kharab ho gaya hai, use hospiyal le jana padega....aap please ,aap please use kuch mat batana, warna wo tension me aakar padhayi nahi karega,bahut senti ladka hai....aur please is baar uski galti ko ignore kar dijiye.."
iske baad maine call disconnect kar di, jo mujhe karna tha,wo maine kar diya tha...ab sab kismat ke hath me tha ki aage kya hota hai, shayad wo emotional hokar bhu ko is baar avoid kar de....aur ye bhi ho sakta tha ki us moti bhains ke kahne par Principal Sir bhu ko lambi chhutti par bhej de....jo kuch bhi hona tha, wo ab aakar bhu hee batata ,isliye main bindas hokar apne room me ghusa....
"baat hui..."
"yes "
"kya bola, Principal ne..."
"khud jake puchh le..."
"mera naam to nahi liya bhu ne..."
"wahi aake batayega..."
abhi kuch hee der hue the ki bhu ne ek laat jor se darwaze par mara ,jiska asar uske pair par bhi hua, wo apne pair sahlata hua khushi se andar aaya aur mujhe uthane ki koshish ki......lekin utha nahi paya 
"abey tune Tiwari se aisa kya kah mara ki, ekdum pyar se usne mujhe bheja, aur sath me ye hidayat bhi di ki main next time se aisi waisi faltu ki harkat na karu..."
"maine usse bola ki,yadi wo is topic par aur bolega to main uska rape kar dunga...."shaan se waha baith kar main aage bola...
"chal jo kuch bhi bola ho,usse mujhe kya....main bach gaya, wahi bahut hai, aur isi khushi me Esha darling ki ek news sun....wo apne family ke sath kuch din ke liye out of city ja rahi hai...."
"ghanta...chodu mat bana..."
"parso maine ladki ki ek fake id se usse chat ki thi...tabhi mujhe maloom chala"
"sale ,kutte...yahi khabar mili thi sunane ko...bhag yaha se warna ,neeche main point par aisa laat marunga ki ande ka aamlet ban jayega...chal fut"
"ek aur news hai..."wo Arun ko sunate hue bola"kal se first year ki college band...aaj Principal phone me kisi se kah raha tha,tabhi maine suna...."
"ye sala....yani ki ab teen hafto tak deepika mam bhi nahi dikhegi "
"bhad me jaye deepika, sali randi hai ek number ki...use chodne se achchha mutth mar le...."
"tu BC bhag ja,yaha se...warna lawda phhek kar marunga to sara......."bolte hue main rook gaya
"nahi jaunga, bol kya ukhad lega..."apna andar dhansa hua seena chauda karte hue bhu bola....
"abey jhandulal, jitna tera biceps hai na...usse jyada mota mera lund hai...bhag ja yaha se warna muh me ghusa dunga...."
"chup hoja,warna yahi patak kar kapde ki tarah dhounga..."
"tu sale aise nahi manega..."bolte hue maine uthaya aur use uske room me patak kar bahar se room lock kar diya....
"ab yahi sadta rah,jab tak tera chutiya room partner nahi aa jata, huh sale kal ke launde mujhse panga lete hai...."
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"ab yahi sadta rah,jab tak tera chutiya room partner nahi aa jata, huh sale kal ke launde mujhse panga lete hai...."
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Jaise-jaise exam ke din pass aa rahe the,waise-waise thand bhi badhne lagi thi...kayi saal pahle sardi ke mausam ki ek badi asardar kahawat suni thi maine aur wo ye thi ki....sardi ke mausam me neend bahut jhakkash aati hai, ek baar jo soye to uthane ka man hee nahi karta...lekin ye jhakkas neend use hee aati hai,jiske pass rahne ke liye ghar ho aur thand se bachne ke liye Rajayi ya kambal....jiske pass ye hota hai,wo mast aaram ki neend leta hai aur jiske pass ye dono chiz nahi hoti wo aisa so jata hai ki phhir kabhi uthta nahi....mere pass rahne ke liye ghar aur oodhane ke liye kambal ,dono the...isliye mujhe to neend jhakkas wali hee aani thi.....
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us din ke baad maine ek din bhi college ke darshan nahi kiye, din bhar ya to room me pada rahta ya phhir Sidar ke sath baithkar gappe marta, is waqt na to mere Pass Esha thi, na hee deepika mam aur na hee Vibha....in teeno ka exam se kuch din pahle mere aas-pas na hona mere liye bahut fayademand sabit ho sakta tha, kyunki is situation me main sirf sota,khata ,peeta aur mutth marta...in sab kaamo ke bawzood itna samay tha ki main jabardast tareeke se har ek subject ki taiyari kar leta, lekin maine bilkul bhi aisa nahi kiya....main har din subah se sham hostel ke bahar ki hariyali me tahalta rahta aur padhne ki bajay , main kyun nahi padhta iski vajah dhoondhta raha.....
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aur jab second class test shuru hue to maine bahut jor se kulhadi apne pair par mari, maine ek bhi test nahi diya....main janta tha ki ye sab galat hai,mujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye...aisa karke main khud ko khayi ki taraf dhakel raha hoon....main sab kuch janta tha aur har tareeke se janta tha ,lekin maine phhir bhi wahi kiya jo mujhe nahi karna chahiye tha.....maine pura ka pura second internals attend nahi kiya, Arun har din exam dekar aata aur mujhe galiya bakta , lekin maine use jhooth kah diya tha ki meri tabiyat bahut kharab hai,baithane tak ki himmat nahi hai....Arun koyi dhoodh peeta bachcha nahi tha, wo janta tha ki main sirf bahana maar raha hoon,lekin wo mujhe bolta bhi to kitna,...usne mujhe dhamki bhi di ki yadi main agle paper se college nahi gaya to mere ghar call karke sab bata dega....
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jab kulhadi maar hee li thi to farsa marne me kya jata hai, abki baar maine farsa marte hue usse kaha ki ,yadi usne mere ghar call kiya to main uske ghar call karke bata dunga ki wo rojana girls hostel me chhup chhup kar jata hai.....bas phhir kya tha,baat ban gayi, humare beech ye deal fix hui ki na to main uske ghar call karunga aur na hee wo mere ghar call karega...mera exam form bhi usi ne bhara, aur exam ke do din pahle wo admit card mujhe dete hue bola...
"exam kab se hai, maloom hai na..."
"do din baad..."
"first paper Civil ka hai..."
"chal bye, thanks...aata hoon cigarette phhok ke..."
uske hath se Admit card lekar maine aise hee table par phhek diya aur room se nikal kar Senior hostel ki taraf badha....kuch din se main apne seniors ke sath raat raat bhar rahta aur bakarchodi karta...sone aur jagne ka koyi time nahi tha...jab neend lage to wo humare liye raat ho jati thi ,aur jab aankh khule to wo humari subah....us waqt maine duniya ke hisab se na chalkar ,ek khud ki personal duniya bana li thi,jisme sirf aur sirf main tha, mere man me jo bhi aata, wo main karta....mere aisa karne par dusaro par kya effect karta hai, usse mujhe koyi lena -dena nahi tha,....
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Aisa karte -karte ek din aur beet gaye aur exam shuru hone me sirf ek din bacha tha, raat ko socha ki apun to brilliant hai,ek din me khatm kar dunga....us raat main pure 12 ghante tak soya, aur subah jab neend khuli to ek ghabrahat ne mujhe gher rakkha tha...maine uthte hee Arun se, jo ki is waqt book kholkar baitha hua tha, usse maine time puchha..
"abhi subah ke 4 baje hai, aur soja...jab 12 baj jayenge tab main utha dunga...."
"abey time bata na..."
"10 baje hai..."
"MC, kal paper hai, aur abhi tak kuch padha nahi....tu ek kaam kar, main jab tak bathroom se aata hoon,tu meri book pakad aur important questions mark kar de..."
"hello...."main bistar se neeche utar hee raha tha ki Arun bola"mere pass itna time nahi hai...abhi pura ka pura 3 unit baki hai..."
"ek unit me mark kar de, 1 min. Lagega..."bolte hue main room se bahar aaya...
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Us din ek nayi chiz mujhe pata chali...aur wo ye ki main ratti bhar bhi hoshiyaar nahi hoon, ek question ek ghante me yaad ho raha tha aur uske baad yadi aage ke do char padh lo, to sala peechhe kya padha hai,ye nahi maloom tha....beech beech me main book ke writer ki,class ki teacher ki maa-bahan karta aur jab man phhir bhi nahi bharta to Arun ko gali deta....iska nateeza ye hua ki Arun ne kaan me headphone lagaya aur phhir padhne laga....meri halat bahut hee bekar thi,shaam ke 7 baj gaye the,lekin abhi sirf ek hee chapter yaad hua tha, aur usme bhi koyi gurantee nahi thi ki us chapter ke question yadi exam me aaye to ban hee jayenge......wakayi me us waqt mujhe wo din yaad aane lage ,jise maine yun hee barbaad kar diya tha,ab mujhe ahsaas hone laga tha ki kal ke paper me main Zindagi me pahali baar fail hone wala hoon.....
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"Fail..."ye aisa ek shabd tha, jisse mujhe nafrat to nahi thi,lekin phhir bhi ye mujhse aaj tak door hee raha,...maine kayi ke marksheet me laal syahi se ye word chhapa hua dekha,lekin apne karib kabhi nahi paya,...us waqt mujhe sirf aur sirf exam nazar aa raha tha, deepika mam, Vibha aur Esha ka yadi khayal bhool ke bhi aa jata to main chilla -chilla kar in teeno ko gali deta aur kahta ki saliyo ne mera pura samay barbaad kar diya...na ye teeno mujhe dikhti aur na hee main aise lafde me phhansta....BC teeno ka murder kar dena chahiye....
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us ek waqt main sach me thoda pagal ho gaya tha, jaha mujhe Mediation ki jaroorat thi maine waha galiyo aur cigarette se kaam liya,..kayi baar to ye khayal aaya ki kahi bhag jata hoon aur seedhe exam ke baad aaunga, lekin iska koyi fayda nahi tha...kyunki next semester me mujhe 12 papers dene padte,us waqt maine padhne ke siwa sab kuch kiya, padhayi me dhyan lage isliye aankhe band karke teen-teen baar Gayatri mantra, Saraswati Mantra bhi padha...lekin sab bekar....jaise jaise raat ho rahi thi, main us raat ki gahrayi me paglo ki tarah chilla raha tha, us waqt main aisa ban chuka tha ki yadi koyi mujhe mera naam lekar bhi pukare to main us sale ki wahi on the spot ,hatya kar doon.....lekin uske pahle meri hatya karne ke liye ek call aaya....
"kal se exam shuru hai..."
"haan..."
"sab kuch padh liya..."
"nahi last ka kuch portion bacha hai...."
Ye meri mom ki call thi, jinhone exam ke thik 43 hazar 200 seconds pahle mujhe call kiya tha, yani ki raat ke 10 baje...us waqt le deke kaise bhi karke maine 2 chapter complete kiya tha...lekin halat aayaram aur gayaram wali thi...yani ki us waqt ek question koyi puchh de to uska jawab dene ke liye mujhe book dekhna pade....
"maa kasam kya halat ban gayi hai meri...."main us waqt bhool gaya tha ki line par dusari taraf bhi koyi hai...
"kya hua Arman..?"
"kuch..kuch nahi..."ghabrate hue maih bola"sab thik hai, "
"thik hai phhir,achchhe se paper dena aur haan ,wo Pandey ji ki beti se jyada number lana.."
"ok.....aur kuch.."
"aur sun, "iske baad unki us line ne mera kaleza faad ke rakh diya ,"badnaam mat karna, kal hee tere papa apne dost ke samne teri badayi kar rahe the ki tu abhi tak apne school me top marte aaya hai..."
"haaaa....."
"chal thik hai...khana khaya..."
"na...haan..na...dhat teri, haan kha liya...ab rakhta hoon, "
Uske baad jaise jism me bahta khoon sookh gaya ho, meri halat aur kharab ho gayi aur main apne baal nochkar jor se chillaya....maine room ke saare cigarette ke packet ko ek jagah rakkha aur uspar machis maar di , us waqt main un sabko factors ko dosi karar de raha tha,jinhone mujhe abhi tak padhne nahi diya tha....siway khud ke, jabki is machine ko kharab karne wala main factor main khud tha.

Chapter-16:MindFuck
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Us ek call ne mujhe itna dara diya ,jitna main khud nahi dara tha....na jaane gharwale mujhe lekar kya kya Arman liye baithe the aur yaha main unke armano par ek jhoothi buniyaad ki parat chadha tha...hostel ke jis room me main rahta tha,is waqt us room ke beech-o-beech abhi maine aag sulga kar rakkhi thi...mere jehan me sirf ek khayal tha ki jab result aayega to main kya kahunga gharwalo se...unhe kya excuse dunga, 
"beemar ho gaya tha"aisa bol dunga, maine socha...lekin ye kuch fit nahi hua....iske baad kayi aur ideas aaye,lekin ek bhi dhang ka nahi tha...aur maine do ghante aur aise hee barbaad kar diya, time dekha to raat ke 12 baj rahe the....Arun ab bhi kaan me headphone ghusa kar padhne me busy tha,na to wo meri harkate dekh raha tha aur na hee kuch bol raha tha...sala kameena,kutta 
main abhi tak room me bahut kuch kar chuka tha...lekin wo tab se chup chap pada tha aur jab 1 baj gaye to Arun ne padhna band kiya aur mere pass aakar bola...
"aur le maze, jab padhne ko bol raha tha to hoshiyaari pel raha tha..."
"yahi bolne tu apne bed se uthkar mere bed par aaya hai..."
Jawab me Arun ne meri book uthayi aur har unit me 3-3 question mark karke bola"har saal inme se ek aa hee jata hai, subah uthkar padh lena aur 2-2 number wale dekh lena...paper aaram se nikal jayega...."
"sach me paper nikal jayega..."
"khoon se likhkar doon kya ab"
"thanks yar..."
Soya to main ek baje tha, lekin phhir bhi meri neend subah ke char baje apne aap khul gayi, aaj na hee sar dard de raha tha aur na hee subah uthte hee  karne ki ichchha ho rahi thi ,kul milakar kahe to exam ke karan puri fati padi thi...maine uthte hee book kholi aur Arun ke bataye question ko ratta marne laga, ratta isliye kyunki samajhne ka time nahi tha, maine nuemerical tak ko yaad kar liya aur jaise-jaise question yaad hote jate, mera confidence badhne laga aur ek baar main phhir se chillakar bola"yadi do din pahle se padhta to sala main to top maar deta..."
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subah hui aur exam ka time bhi aaya, lekin examination time ke thik aadha ghante pahle mujhe hosh aaya ki na to mere pass pen hai aur na hee pencil...
"do pen hai..."taiyar hote hue maine Arun se puchha...
"black hai, chalega..."
"daudega...."uske hath se pen lekar maine shirt ki jeb me rakkha aur bola"pencil hai..."
"ek hee hai...."
"good, beech se tod ke de..."
Jab pencil ko beech se todne ke liye maine kaha to Arun mujhe ghoorne laga...
"ab tu ek pencil ke liye mat ro be, paise le lena..."
iske baad maine aadhi tuti hui pencil bhi shirt ki jeb me dali...
"bhai, eraser bhi beech se katkar dena,wo bhi nahi hai"
Arun ne apne daant pise aur phhir beech se eraser kaat kar diya....ab mere pass sirf ek chiz nahi thi,wo thi "cutter" maine ek baar phhir Arun ki taraf dekha...
"ab aur kuch mat maang lena..."
"chal koyi baat nahi, aage-peechhe walo se mang lunga..."
uske baad mujhe khayal aaya ki Admit card to liya hee nahi, aur sab kaam chhodkar main admit card dhoondhane laga, lekin Admit card kahi mil nahi raha tha...ek to waise bhi der ho rahi thi upar se ek aur problem.....
"BC, ye admit card kaha gaya, Arun tune dekha kya..."
"abey chup, revision maar raha hu, disturb mat kar...."
Maine bahut dhoondha, table par rakkhi hui har ek chiz ko ulata-pulta kar dekha, table ke upar neeche,aage peechhe har jagah dekha...khud ke aur Arun ke bistar ko tahas nahas bhi kar diya lekin Admit card kahi nahi mila, exam ki tension pahale se hee thi aur ab admit card ka naya jhamela....
"Arun, tu bhi dhoondh na ,shayad kahi mil jaye..."
"A small rectangular block typically made of fired or sun-dried clay, used in building...."wo meri taraf dekhkar yaad karte hue bola...
"abey, admit dhoondh mera,maloom nahi kal kaha rakkha tha..."
"A small rectangular block typically made of fired or sun-dried clay, used in building"
"bose dk..."
"bose dk ,ye brick ki definition hai,padh le...exam ka first question yahich hoga..."
"achchha, le ek baar phhir bol to..."
Brick ki definition yaad karne ke baad main phhir admit card idhar-udhar dekhne laga, aur jab room me kahi nahi mila to main room se nikalkar aas-pass wale room me jakar puchhane laga ki mera admit card yaha to nahi chhuta hai, aur jab kabhi nahi mila to main muh latka kar room me aaya....
"mila..."
"lawda mila..."
"ye le, "bolte hue Arun ne mera admit card mujhe thamaya aur bola"tere hee table par tha...."
"Schönen Dank..."
"ye kaun si gali di tune..."
"thanks bola, Schönen Dank ko German me thank you kahte hai..."
"kakke, paper english me hee dena  "
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Uske baad hum dono waha se college ke liye nikle, jaha humari seating arrangement thi, us class ke bahar sabhi apne hath me books,notes pakad kar khade hue the, unhe dekhkar to meri ek baar aur phhat gayi,kaise bhi karke maine khud ko sambhala, aur exam hall ke andar dekha, waha ek yamraj ka roop liye hue ek teacher chair par baitha hua tha, jiske aaju-baju bahut kuch rakkha hua tha...is waqt exam hall mujhe kurukshetra lag raha tha,jisme 5 min. ke baad mujhe yuddh karne jana tha....pareshani ye thi ki aaj is Arjun ke sath ShriKrishna nahi the......
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Main ekdum right time par class ke andar ghusa aur phhir wo waqt bhi aaya jab question paper baanta gaya, mujhe jab question paper mila to main kuch der tak question paper ke front page ko hee dekh kar na jaane kya sochane laga, us waqt BC na jaane kaise-kaise khayal aane lage...kabhi next week release hone wali movie ka name yaad aata to kabhi koyi sad song, phhir achanak hee welcome party ki yaadein taaza ho gayi, uske baad maine aaj tak jitni bf dekhi thi ,wo mere aankho ke samne chalne lagi aur is par bollywood ke kuch gaano ne char chand laga diye.....wo gaane kuch aise the 
"Andheri raaton mein sunsaan rahon par,
Har zulm mitaane ko ek masiha nikalta hai 
jise log shahenshah kehate hain..."
"dil ne tumko chun liya hai, tum bhi isko chuno na..."
"mujhe peene ka shauk nahi,peeta hoon gam bhoolane ko..."
in gano ne peechha chhoda to dharmendra paji ka dialogue"basanti in kutto ke samne mat nachana..."
uske baad honney singh bhi aa gaye aur main andar hee andar gala phhad kar chillaya "chus mera lawda ,chus chus lawda ,jaise aalo ka pakoda..."
"hi my name is fadu singh...."
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"BC,main yaha paper dene aaya hoon, ya gana gane...."main bahut hee buri tarah se khud par jhallaya aur gusse se ek laat khud ki bench par de maari....
"kya problem hai..."us yamraj teacher ne mujhse puchha...
"kuch nahi sir"(BC aankhe neeche kar,warna yahi chod dunga...)

Uske baad answer sheet me main apna naav,gaanv bhara,lekin tabhi shriman fadu singh mere khayalat me dubki maar liye.....
"kash koyi mil jaye,thak chuka hoon main, door door se dekh dekh ke pak chuka hoon main...."
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"BC ab nahi..."maine apna sar pakad liya lekin tabhi kal raat ki call yaad gayi,jisme meri maa ne kaha tha ki"badnaam mat karna aur pandey ji ki beti se adhik number lana..."

."gand chudaye Pandey aur uski beti"
mera is waqt man kar raha tha ki main bench uthau aur use apne sar par de maru , ya phhir mere hath me jo pen hai usko aage wali ki gand me ghusa doon ya phhir apne sar me pel doon....aur isi khushi me maine shirt ki jeb se pencil ka aadha tukda nikala aur gusse me uske do tukde kar diye....BC sab aise shant baithe the,jaise arthi par lete ho,mere pencil todne ki aawaz turant pure class room me gunj uthi...aur yamraj ne ek baar phhir mujhe ghoora....
"sorry sir "yamraj ko dekh kar maine kaha aur question paper ki taraf dekha....usi waqt ek nazar ghadi par padi to dekha ki aadha ghanta to isi me nikal gaya hai...
"mindfuck..."
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"ja rahe ho..."jab main Nisha ke room se jane ke liye hua to wo boli....
Meri tarah wo khud bhi janti thi ki mujhe jana to hai hee, isliye usne mujhe rukne ke liye na kahkar sirf itna hee puchha....
"jana to padega ,Nisha...par wada karta hoon,wapas jaroor aaunga..."

Chapter-17:Three bottle of M.D.
 

Chapter-17:Three bottle of M.D.
Chapter-17:Three bottle of M.D. 
Update-68
Meri tarah wo khud bhi janti thi ki mujhe jana to hai hee, isliye usne mujhe rukne ke liye na kahkar sirf itna hee puchha....

"jana to padega ,Nisha...par wada karta hoon,wapas jarooraaunga..."
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Mere is jawab par wo sirf mujhe dekhti rahi, is waqt wo kya soch rahi thi shayad main janta tha...lekin wo waqt hee aisa tha ki main chahkar bhi waha nahi rook paya,wo apni aankho me udasi ka gahra sabab liye uljhan me fansi mere samne khadi thi.....use us halat me dekhkar jee kiya ki use khud se lipta loon aur kabhi na chhodu...wo shayad andar hee andar ye bol bhi rahi thi ki main na jaaun....
uski is halat ko main bakhoobi samajh raha tha,kyunki ek din main bhi aise hee kisi ke samne khada tha aur yahi dua maang raha tha ki wo na jaaye ! Us waqt mere muh se ek shabd tak nahi nikla, main uska naam lekar na to use pukar paya aur na hee use rok paya aur wo hamesha ke liye mujhse door chali gayi, sala kabhi -kabhi ek naam itna zakhm de jata hai ki uske baad us zakhm par duniya bhar ki saari dua ,duniya bhari ki saari dawa beasar ho jaati hai,is waqt bhi kuch kuch Aisa hee ho raha tha...main ab bhi Nisha ke samne khada tha aur wo ab bhi mujhe dekh rahi thi......
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ishQ ki raaho me tootkar bikhre kuch Arman is tarah ki maut ne marne se pahale saari daastan puchhi aur jab saari daastan, sare dard maut ko sunaya to wo sar se kafan hatakar ye bolkar chala gaya ki "ab yadi tere karib aur raha to,maut ko bhi maut aa jayegi....."
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"chalta hoon, mere pass itna bada ghar nahi hai...jaha aaram se baithkar khana khaya jaye, abhi jakar loha pighlana hai...."
Wo phhir chup rahi, wo mujhe aise dekh rahi thi,jaise ki aakhiri baar dekh rahi ho aur iske baad wo mujhe kabhi dekh hee nahi payegi.....main uske karib gaya aur uski kamar me hath daalkar apni taraf kheench kar bola...
"tere ghar me naukar bhoot hai kya,jo kabhi dikhte nahi..ya phhir ghar ka sara kaam tujhe karna padta hai...."jate-jate uske chehre par muskan lane ki koshish karte hue maine kaha...."chal aaja, kal raat wala game khelte hai..."
Mera aisa kahna tha ki usne turant inkar karte hue apni gardan right to left kar di....
"mazak kar raha hoon, baad me milta hoon...bye"
bolte hue main Nisha ke ghar se bahar aaya aur jab gate ke pass pahucha to waha hamesha apne chhote se room me rahne wale chaukidaar ne mujhe ghoora, jawab me maine bhi use aankhe dikhayi.....
"chal bhag yaha se..."
"beta achchhe se pahara de,warna is mahine ki pagar kaat lunga...."bolkar main waha se haste hue dauda aur apne flat par pahucha.....
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"kya beta, bahut rapchik maal set karke rakkhi hai...mera bhi jugad hai kya..."
"murder kar degi tera wo, "sofe par baithkar maine Arun se kaha"waise time kya hua hai..."
"11 baj chuke hai...."
"aaj bhi late "
"jaldi se inform kar de,warna wo tujhe laat maar ke nikal denge...."
"ek kaam karta hoon...."Varun ki taraf dekhkar maine kaha"jaise Varun ne chhutti le rakkhi hai,main bhi kuch dino ke liye chhutti le leta hoon....kya bolta hai..."
"superb idea....isi khushi me papa bol..."
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lagatar do din se daaru pee-pee kar hum teeno bore ho gaye the ,aur aaj daru peene ka man waise bhi nahi tha....jaha ek taraf Nisha se jhooth bolkar main yaha gappe lada raha tha, wahi wo shayad shaam hone ka intezaar kar rahi thi....
"tere first Semester ke exam tak ka sara kand Arun ne kal raat me bata diya..."cigarette jalane ke liye usne mujhse machis maangi , lekin jab machis nahi mili to maine uske muh se cigarette nikal kar apne muh me daali aur bola "ab dekh main cigarette jalata hoon...."
uske baad maine gas ka lighter uthaya aur gas jalakar cigarette sulgayi......
"tu deepika ko pel paya ki nahi...aur Vibha ka kya hua tha..."
"direct result batau ya phhir class chalakar lecture sunau...."
"maza to direct result me hai ,lekin phhir bhi lecture hee suna...."
"Arun, tu break fast taiyar kar...."
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Exam BC itne bure gaye the ki main kisi ek paper tak me sure nahi tha ki clear ho jayega...kabhi-kabhi raat ko sapne me main dekhta ki meri 6 me 6 back lag chuki hai.... Finally exam khatm hua aur last paper jis din tha us din main subah se hee khush tha...kyunki aaj ke baad mere gardan par itne dino se latka hua exam ka ghanta utarne wala tha aur main result aane tak to aish kar hee sakta tha.....aakhiri paper dene ke baad main aise khush tha jaise ki main pura universe apne kabje me kar liya ho...na hee dopahar me neend lagi aur na hee bhookh...socha ki mutth hee maar liya jaye  lekin wo karne ka bhi man nahi kiya, bahut der tak pakad kar hilate rahne ke bawzood bhi jab nahi gira to mera hath dard dene laga aur maine mutth marna chhod diya 
us din mujhe ahsaas hua ki wakayi me meri efficiency solid hai,...us din ki dopahar badi mushkil se guzari ,sham hote tak humne kahi ghumne ghamne ka plan banaya...aur ye fix hua ki shahar ke sabse bade mall me jayenge...lekin tabhi Arun bola...
"bar chalte hai,..."
Bar ka naam sunkar main aur bhu ek dusare ka muh taakne lage, kyunki humne abhi tak socha bhi nahi tha ki hume bar bhi jana chahiye,Bar aaj tak maine sirf filmo me hee dekhe the ya phhir kisi dusare ke muh se suna rakh tha aur mujhe itna maloom chal chuka tha ki andar daru bahut mehangi milti hai....maine purse me nazar dali , paisa bharpur tha ,aur waise bhi jab tak jeb me dus hazar ka mobile ho to ghabrane ki kya jaroorat, maine apni gardan haan me hilayi...phhir kya tha, kahi se bike jugad ki aur raat ko 9 bajte hee bar ke liye nikal gaye......
"yaar Arun, ye bar wale BC paisa bahut lete hai daru-waru ke...."
"ab kya karega dena to padega hee..."
"gadi side me rok ek dhansu idea aayela hai bheje me...."
Mere kahne par jab Arun ne bike sadak ke kinare rok di tab main bola"apan teeno bahar se hee daru peekar chalte hai, mast nashe me tun hokar jayenge...."
"soch le, kahi welcome party ki tarah kuch ulta seedha hua to..."
"kuch nahi hoga,yadi kuch hua to main sab sambhal lunga..."bhu beech me seena chauda karte hue bola aur josh josh me turant apne jeb se 200  nikal kar mujhe pakdaya aur ek botal M.D. Lane ke liye kaha.......
"abey kisi dhabe me chalkar peete hai,us din ki tarah nahi...sala hangover maar deta hai...shukra manao ki wo neem ke ped ke neeche wali ladki dikhi nahi ,warna pakad ke bharti wo...."
"ab chale...."
"chalo, daudo,bhago...."
phhir ek dhabe par rook kar humne khana khaya aur sharab ki teen botal khali ki aur waha paise dekar bike ki taraf badhe....
"Arun...bike main chalaunga..."main bola. Is waqt main un dono se thoda peechhe tha...
"beta aankh khul nahi rahi, gadi kya chalayega..."
"teri to..."maine Arun ke hath se bike ki chabhi li aur bike par samne baithkar un dono ko peechhe baithne ke liye kaha, 
"yar Arman, bike girls hostel ki taraf le ,us tadkasur ki gand marni hai...us din girls hostel me usi ne mujhe ek jhapad mara tha...."
"abey chup bhu, abhi bar jaana hai..."Arun bhu ke sar par ek hath pelte hue bola....aur is waqt main mast aaram se raat ke 10 baje bike chala raha tha, aur jab city se kat kar apne college wale jungali raste par aaye to ,udhar samne se jo bhi aata ,ya samne jo bhi dikhta use bharpoor gali dete aur bolte ki"dam hai to ukhad ke dikha..."
Ek ne puchha bhi kya ukhadu to maine kaha"apna lawda ukhad ke dikha"
Jaise jaise college ki taraf main bike dauda raha tha, speed badhti ja rahi thi aur meri aankh band ho rahi thi...mujhe aise lagne laga jaise ki main ek super hero hoon aur duniya ko bachane ke liye jaldi se jaldi college pahuchna hai...maine apni ek aankh band karke Accelerater aur pel diya...aur bike seedhe girls hostel ke bahar roki.....

"abey tadkasur ,nikal bahar....."bolkar main cigarette jalane laga...
lekin bhu ko kuch jyada hee gussa aa gaya aur usne do char patthar uthakar hostel ki taraf phhenke...aur har baar kaanch tootane ki aawaz hui , aur uske turant baad kutto ke bhokne ki aawaz aayi aur waha ka chaukidaar humari taraf badha ,jise humne door se dekh liya....
"bhag BC, warna tujhe bhi marunga..."bolte hue bhu ne chaukidaar par bhi patthar barsana shuru kar diya ,lekin jab wo apne dande ko bat banakar cricket khelne laga to hume waha se bhagna pada...gadi ab bhi main hee chala raha tha...main waha se bhagne ke pahle jor jor se chillaya...
"oye moti bhains ,mera naam Gautam hai, mechanical second year...gand me dam ho to ukhad lena...."
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"abey ab to wo Gautam gaya, BC..."
"chal bol papa.....aur ye BC bike kyun ro rahi hai...."
"petrol khatm ho gaya hoga..."

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"chal bol papa.....aur ye BC bike kyun ro rahi hai...."


"petrol khatm ho gaya hoga..."
"kya...aise me to thukayi ho jayegi..."main bike ko hilate hue petrol check karne laga....lekin bike nahi hili, Arun aur bhu jo sawar the 
"abey utar..."
Jab wo dono bike se utar gaye to maine bike puri taqat se hilayi ,itni taqat se hilayi ki main khud hil gaya aur bike ke sath neeche zameen par aa gira......
"ye BC, bike ki maa ki...kaun laya ye khatari bike..."
"jyada lagi to nahi..."
"mard hoon, aisi chhote mote zakhmo ka asar nahi hota...."jhooth bolte hue maine kaha,...itni der me ek shaks Girls hostel ke taraf wali road se humpar tourch marne laga...

"ye BC, tourch kaun maar raha hai, hum teeno par..."
Hum teeno us tourch dikhane wale ko galiya dene lage aur tabhi bhu ne apne 1200 ka tourch chalu karke hum par roshani marne wale ke upar focus kiya.....
"abey bhag ye to chaukidaar hai girls hostel ka...."bhu waha se bhagte hue bola....
"nikal bandook aur maar goli iske gand me..."Arun bola....
"bandook nahi missile chhodte hai, sale ke upar...yahi chithade-chithade ho jayenge iske sharir ke...."maine bhi garra kar kaha....
Girls hostel ka chaukidaar jo kuch der pahle humari taraf aa raha tha,wo jaha tha wahi rook gaya ,aur ek baar phhir hum par light mari....
"GAUTAM...."maine jaanbuchkar Arun ko Gautam kahkar pukara"Gautam, bomb fod de sale ke upar...."
"abhi fodta hai..."
wo chaukidaar ab bhi waha khada hume dekh raha tha, uske aage aane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi, tabhi maine neeche jhukkar ek patthar uthaya aur uski taraf phhenka....
"aaaaaaaa....."chillate hua chaukidar waha se bhag gaya....
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"bhu land....kaha ghusa hai bhu land..."
"sshhhh...idhar hoon "
"BC, apne 1200 ka light jala...."
Uske baad ab hum teeno ke samne pareshani ye thi ki petrol lene kaun jaye....petrol pump waha se 2 se 3 K.M. door tha aur is waqt hum teeno ek sunsan sadak par khade the...jaha hume kisi ka dar nahi tha
Pahle to petrol lane ka kaam hum teeno ne ekdusare par thopa...lekin single jane ke liye jab hum teeno me se koyi bhi razi nahi hua to plan ye bana ki hum teeno bike ko ludhkate hue petrol pump tak le jayenge, waha petrol bharwa kar ,bar jayenge aur bar me disco diwani par dance karenge.......
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College ke hostel highway se thoda andar tha ,abhi hum teeno usi road par the,isliye pahla kaam ye tha ki kaise bhi karke highway par aana...jaha hum khade the ,waha se highway ko jodne wale sirf do raste the, ek rasta Girls hostel ke just samne se hokar nikalta tha to dusara jungle ke andar ki bhool bhuliyaa se hokar jata tha....Girls hostel ke samne is waqt bahut log jama ho gaye honge aur unme se kahi koyi hume pahchan na le, iska dar tha....waise bhi Election aur welcome party ke baad main kafi famous ho gaya tha, isliye us raste se highway tak jana khud ko goli marne ke barabar tha.....isliye hum teeno waha se turant jungle ke andar kat liye, taki Girls hostel se koyi jhaanke to hume dekh na paye....Arun is waqt bike ludhka raha tha aur main cigarette ke kash marte hue Arun se aage ka rasta puchh raha tha.....
"chal lawda ,girls hostel ki ladkiyo ko chod ke aate hai..."bhu ekdum achanak se bhadak kar bola,...
"kya hua be..."
"chodne ka man kar raha hai,kisi ko.."
"ek kaam kar paint ki zib khol ,lawda nikal...aur hilana shuru kar de...andhera hai,koyi nahi dekh payega...."
"abey Arun, ye tu us bhootni wale raste se kyun le ja raha hai..."meri baat ko ignore karte hue bhu chillaya...
"yahi ek rasta hai..."
"BC, wo atma hum teeno ko dikh gayi to....gala kaat kar ped par latka degi..."
"aisa kya..."main bola"maine ye bhi suna hai,ki jiski height kam hoti hai...uska kaleja kaatkar wo kha jati hai"
"kam height matlab......main...abey hat"
bike ludhka-ludhka kar hum teeno us neem ke ped ke pass pahuche ,jaha par ek ladki logo ko kitaab liye hue dikhayi deti thi...."
"Arun,rook...moot ke aata hoon..."bolkar main usi neem ke ped ke thik neeche gaya aur mootkar aaya, mujhe aisa karte dekh Arun aur bhu bhi waha pahuche aur moot kar hum teeno jungle wali road ke andar ghuse.....
"yar Arman...ab wo laundiya,neem ke ped ke neeche padh nahi payegi..."
"wo kyun..."
"hum teeno ne  jo kar diya hai waha...uski badboo se wo kuch study nahi kar payegi ,so sad "
"sab sala chutiyapa hai, koyi bhoot chut nahi hai udhar...warna do baar hum waha gaye,wo hume dikhi kyun nahi..."
"kisi ne ek baar bhi neem ke ped ke upar nazar mari thi kya..."itni der me bhu bola...jise sunkar hum teeno ke kadam wahi ke wahi rook gaye,...
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bhu sahi kah raha tha, hum teeno ne ped ke upar ek baar bhi nahi dekha tha,..aur is waqt anjaane me hee mujhe aisa lagne laga ki wo laundiya,us neem ke ped ke upar baithi thi....
"ek baar dekh ke aaye kya,..."bhu ne ek baar phhir apna muh fada...
Sala abhi tak main aur Arun kitna daring ban rahe the,lekin ab hum dono ki halat khasta ho gayi thi, Arun ka to pata nahi,lekin meri situation aisi thi ki mudkar peechhe dekhne tak ki himmat nahi thi,aur rahi sahi kasar waha bahne wali hawao ne puri kar di....jaise hee humare peechhe kuch halchal hui ,hum teeno waha se teji se khisak liye...Arun bike ka handle sambhale bike dauda raha tha aur main,bhu bike ko peechhe se dhakka de rahe the......
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highway ki direction hume maloom thi,isliye hum teeno usi taraf badhe, aur thodi hee der me teachers ke sarkari ghar nazar aane lage to hum teeno ne chain ki saans li....
"wakayi me fat gayi thi be..."highway par aakar main hanfte hue bola..."bhu fale, tu apna muh band karke rakkha kar...kha mkha gand faad diya..."
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Waha se Petrol pump tak pahuchane me hume mushkil se 15 min. Lage, bike ki tank petrol se full karwayi aur bike par baithe....shuru-shuru me to humne socha tha ki shanti se sarifo ki tarah petrol bharwa kar paise denge aur waha se chalte banenge...lekin achanak hee Arun ko na jaane kya soojha wo mere kaan me fusfusaya...
"abey chal bhag chalte hai...bina paise diye..."
"sach me..."
"haan..."
"ek min. bhaiya, bike aage badhakar paise deta hoon..."bolkar maine bike kam speed me thoda aage badhayi aur phhir jor se accelerator dekar waha se rafu chakkar ho gaye....apni is harkat par hum teeno hee pet pakad kar hans pade
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"ek min. bhaiya, bike aage badhakar paise deta hoon..."bolkar maine bike kamspeed me thoda aage badhayi aur phhir jor se accelerator dekar waha se rafu chakkar hogaye....apni is harkat par hum teeno hee pet pakad kar hans pade 
haste-khelte, sadak par chal rahe logo ko gariyate hue hum teeno bar pahuche...bar ka name tha" imperial blue...."
"aye, sala ye to daru ke naam par bar ka naam hai..."Arun bike se utarkar bola, 
bhu ab bhi bike par sawar tha aur jaise hee wo bike par se utra,dhadam se zameen par gir gaya....
"abey sale, bhopu...aisi gandul harkate karega to bar wale andar nahi ghusne denge..."
"*** chod dunga sabki... "apna ek hath bar ki taraf karke bhu bola"mazal kiski jo mujhko andar aane se roke..."
"oye Arun, ye khud ko jungle ka raja to samajh raha hai"
"mere ko bhi yahi laging...chal aaja andar chalte hai...."

bhu ke baye side main aur daye side Arun khada hua, hum dono ne use pakad rakkha tha,taki wo bar ke pahalwano ke samne aandu pandu harkate na kare.....humara plan kamyab raha, hum teeno bina kisi rok tok ke andar ghuse....main pahli baar kisi disco bar ke andar aaya tha,isliye main had se jyada excited tha...main bar ke andar pauva peekar jhoomane wali ladkiyo ko dekhna chahta tha aur phhir ekdum filmi style me jo bhi hot item nashe me dikhe,uske sath dance karna chahta tha....main abhi ye sab soch hee raha tha ki humare jungle ke raja bhu mahashay ne jordar seeti bajayi aur jaha khade the wahi apna langar dance shuru kar diya  kuch log jo dance karne me busy the, unhone to koyi gaur nahi kiya...lekin waha bahut se log matlab ki couples aise the jo table par baithkar aaram se baate kar rahe the...wo bhu ki is harkat par hans pade.....ek aur chiz jo maine notice ki wo ye ki waha sabse kharab kapde humi teeno ki thi...bar me kaam karne wale waiters tak ne bhi chamchamat suit pahan rakkha tha......daru peekar to full talli the,isliye jaha chhote-chhote glass me daru mil raha tha ,humne us taraf dekha tak nahi aur seedhe aakar ek table par baith gaye.....
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"Excuse me sir , would you like something to eat or drink...." safed suit mare hue ek shaks humare pass aaya, 
"mera naam hai Arun..."Arun ne usko dekhkar kaha"ye hai Arman, aur ye hai bhu...iska waise pura naam bhupesh hai, lekin short me humlog ise bhu kahte hai..."
"ok..."
"ye hai Arman ,ise pyar se log Arman hee kahte hai..."
"ok "
"and main hoon Arun ,mujhe bhi log pyar se Arun hee kahte hai..."
"ok , would you like something to eat or drink"
"haan chahiye na..."
"kya..."
"teeno ke liye bharpet pani la..."isi ke saath hum teeno jor se hans pade,...
"nice joke..."
"ye burmari ke, tumhari himmat kaise hui,humare samne zubaan kholne ki, bhag jao yaha se warna hum tumhe maut ki saza denge..."bhu ekdum Raja wali style me bola....
"guards...."usne bahar khade pahalwano ko aawaz di aur uske turant baad hum teeno bahar nikal diye gaye....
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Hum teeno ko apni ye bejjati bardasht nahi ho rahi thi ki ,kisi ne hume dhakke maarkar....ek ne to laat bhi mari thi bahar nikal diya,..mood teeno ka kharab tha,lekin kya kare,hum me itni taqat bhi to nahi thi ki bahar khade un pahalwano ko pel sake...lekin unhe maare bina dil bhi bechain hua ja raha tha,...
"abey main bike chalata hoon,tum dono ek-ek patthar utha lo..."ekdum dheere se Arun bola"aur jab bike me baith jaye, to puri taqat se un guards par patthar fek dena, BC unka sar phhat jana chahiye,,,."
Arun ne bike ki handle sambhali aur main, bhu patthar dhoondhane lage...lekin sali kismat hee kharab thi,aas-pass koyi bhi dhang ka patthar nahi mila.....
"ek kaam karte hai,thodi door chalkar patthar uthate hai aur phhir in salo ko thokte hai...."
"mast plan hai"
Uske baad humne bilkul waisa hee kiya, hum teeno thoda aage gaye aur ek-ek patthar uthakar kar wapas bar ke samne khade hue....bar ke bahar khade pahalwano ne hume aankh dikhayi aur tabhi humne apna kaam kar diya, bhu ne seedhe pet me daga aur maine ek aankh band ki ,mujhe is waqt sirf aur sirf us pahalwan ka takla dikhayi de raha tha...isliye mera nishana thik uske sar par ja laga....bike to chalu hee thi, isliye is karname ke baad hum teeno waha se turant furr ho gaye....aur ek baar phhir hum teeno pet pakad kar hans rahe the......
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Ab humara kahi aur jaane ka plan nahi tha,isliye Arun ne bike seedhe hostel wale road me mod di thi...
"yar Arman, deepika mam ko call lagakar bula,sali ko chodte hai aaj...BC ne bada hard viva liya tha..."bike chalate hue Arun ne kaha...
"number nahi hai sali ka..."
"mere pass hai...."bhu ne jeb se mobile nikal kar mujhe diya.....us waqt main 80-90 ki speed me sharab peekar bike par sawar tha, na to mujhe waqt ka andaza tha aur na hee kisi aur chiz ka...us waqt jo man me aaye,mere liye wahi sahi tha...jo bhi Arun aur bhu bole, main us waqt wahi karta......deepika mam ,ne call nahi uthaya to maine bhu ko uska mobile de diya....jab deepika mam ko call nahi laga tab main wapas shant hokar aankho me pad rahi mast hawao ka anand lene laga...lekin bhu lagatar deepika mam ko call kiye ja raha tha.....
"le,le...dhar "
"kya hua..."
"deepika chut ne call utha li, bula sali ko..."ye kahkar bhu ne mobile mere hath me thama diya....
"hello..."
"hello..."
"hello..."maine ek baar phhir hello kaha...
"kaun hai..."usne apni aawaz tez karke kaha...
"chut marwa rahi thi kya janeman..."maine bhi aawaz tez karke kaha, us waqt mujhe zara bhi andaza nahi tha ki main kisse aur kis tarah se baat kar raha hoon....
"kaun..."
"Main hoon,jisne tujhe lab me lund chusaya tha...bhool gayi itni jaldi..."
"Arman..."usne thoda ruk kar jawab diya...
"yes, aaja hostel ,chodne ka man hai kisi ko...."
Uske baad pata nahi kya hua, main use bolta hee raha aane ko lekin is beech wo kuch nahi boli, thodi der baad mujhe maloom chala ki usne call bahut der pahle hee kaat di thi, bhu ne ek baar phhir uska number lagaya,lekin ab uska number switch off tha....
"kya be ,kahi wo naraz to nahi ho gayi..."
" yahi to pyar hai pagle....right side wala....na to main use chhod sakta hoon, because of her chut and na hee wo mujhe chhod sakti hai because of my lund 
yahi to pyar hai pagle....right side wala....na to main use chhod sakta hoon, because of her chut and na hee wo mujhe chhod sakti hai because of my lund  "
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us din hum hostel subah 4 baje pahuche...hostel aate waqt beech raste me maine jab bhu ke mobile se deepika mam ko call lagaya tha tab 1 baj rahe the aur waha se hostel tak aane me hume mushkil se aadha ghanta lagta ,lekin hum log aadhe ghante me nahi ,balki 3 ghante me hostel pahuche....khairiyat thi ki hum teeno me se kisi ko kuch nahi hua tha,lekin humne wo teen ghante kaha bitaye ye hume zara sa bhi yaad nahi tha...yaad tha to bas Senior hostel ke samne bike rokna aur phhir Sidar ko call lagakar Senior hostel ka gate khulwana.....kyunki apne hostel me jate to lafda ho sakta tha aur yadi isi point ko lekar girls hostel ki warden ne raat wale kand se jod diya to hum teeno lambe se fans sakte the, filhal humara is lafde me fansne ka koyi irada nahi tha,isliye hum teeno apne hostel na jakar seedhe Senior hostel pahuche the.....
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uski agli subah meri neend seedhe dopahar ko 11 baje khuli aur wo bhi isliye kyunki ek to mujhe pyas lagi thi aur dusara bahut der se mera mobile baj raha tha....maine table par rakkhe hui pani ki bottle ko uthaya aur aankhe mal kar ek nazar mobile screen par dali....
"BC, 1000 miss call "
Maine turant apni aankho ko hatho se sahlaya aur ek baar nazar phhir mobile par dali , mobile par 10 miss calls thi aur wo sabhi miss calls ghar se thi.....mobile ko wapas bistar par patak kar main hostel ke bathroom me ghusa aur nal chalu karke lagbhag 5 minutes tak apna sar thande pani se bheegota raha, aisa karne par mujhe bahut thandak mahsoos ho rahi thi....uske baad main wapas room par aaya aur ghar ka number dial kiya.....
"phone kyun nahi uthata, subah se hazar baar call kar chuka hoon..."
"kaun..Vipin bhaiya..."
"nahi...wrong number lagaya hai tune.."
"silent me tha mobile kal raat se, abhi dekha to miss call thi...."
"fine...ghar ab aa raha hai..."
"aaj hee dopahar 12 baje ki train hai..."
"to abhi kaha hai...."
"abhi hostel me hoon...."bolte hue maine ek nazar deewar par lagi ghadi par maari " 11 to yahi baj gaye...."
uske baad maine turant bhaiya se kaha ki main hostel se railway station ke liye hee nikal raha hoon, baad me call karta hoon.....uske baad maine mobile seedhe apni jeb me dala aur Arun ,bhu ko laat maar kar uthaya.....
"abey kutto, mujhe railway station chhodo jaldi..."
bhu to hila tak nahi, le dekar maine Arun ko uthaya aur railway station chalne ke liye razi kiya.....uske baad 15 min. Me maine sab kuch kar liya, fresh bhi ho gaya,bag bhi pack kar liya aur bike par baithkar railway station ke liye bhi nikal gaya.....hostel se nikalte waqt to yahi lag raha tha ki main kuch nahi bhoola hoon,lekin mujhe apni seat par baithkar apni galti ka ahsaas hone laga tha....
"brush.....wo bhi bhool gaya "
"sleeper....wo bhi bhool gaya "
"ATM card...BC wo bhi bhool gaya..."
jab mujhe dheere-dheere yaad aane laga ki main kya-kya bhool gaya hoon to maine sabse pahle baaki kaam chhodkar apna wallet check kiya, aur peechhe ki jeb me wallet hai ,ye dekhkar maine rahat ki saans li.....maine wallet nikala aur dekhne laga ki usme kitna maal hai,...
"kal raat to 3000 tha, ek hee raat me aisa kya kar diya maine...."
maine socha ki shayad 1000-500 ki note dusare pockets me padi hongi,isliye maine apne dusare pockets bhi check karke dekha,...paise to nahi mile..lekin mere jeans paint ke jeb me rakkhe hue,Pencil...eraser...cutter...ek pen,jisli syahi bahar nikal aayi thi...yahi sab the...gusse me maine saari chize nikal kar khidki se bahar feki  aur intezaar karne laga train ke chalne ka...
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jab ghar se door tha ,tab bhi padhayi ki fikar hoti thi aur ab ghar par hoon to ab bhi mujhe padhayi ki fikar hai...college me mood har waqt badalta rahta tha isliye ek pal me jo sochta tha wo dusare pal me light ki velocity se aar-paar ho jata tha, main study nahi kar raha hoon ye khayal mujhe tab bhi aaya tha,jab main college me tha...lekin waha ka mahol hee kuch aisa tha ki main kabhi serious nahi ho paya...lekin is waqt main ghar par tha, jaha ghar ke andar ek kadam rakhne se pahle ye puchha gaya ki exam kaisa gaya,Pandey ji ki beti ka sab paper hundred to hundred gaya hai...ghar par yadi koyi aata bhi to wo "kaise ho beta"kahne ki bajay ye puchhta ki "exam kaise gaye,..."
koyi -koyi to ye bhi puchhta ki kitne marks aa jayenge, main apne hee ghar me kisi muzrim ki tarah kaid ho gaya tha,jiski vajah sirf ek thi ki mere paper itne kharab gaye the ki top marna to pure universe ki lambayi mapne ke barabar tha, idhar to ye bhi confirm nahi tha ki main kis-kis subject me pass ho jaunga.....ghar wale mujhse bahut ummide jode hue the, aur isme unki zara si bhi galti nahi thi...electron ke size ke barabar bhi galti unki nahi thi....unki ye ummid maine hee bandhi thi..mere aaj tak ke education record ne hee unhe mujhse is tarah ummid rakhne ke liye prerit kiya tha aur jo sawal wo aaj puchh rahe the,wo sawal wo mujhse pahle bhi karte the...lekin fark sirf itna tha ki pahle main unke is tarah sawal puchhane ke pahle hee bolta tha ki "Papa, aaj ka paper pura ban gaya,..."ya phhir ye bolta ki"1 number ka chhut gaya hai...."
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mere is tarah kahne par wo kahte ki "koyi baat nahi beta...1 number ka hee to chhuta hai..."
yahi ummid main aaj bhi kar raha tha ki main jab unhe sab sach batau to wo pahle wale andaz me hee bole ki"don't worry beta, ye to first semester hai ,baki ke saat semester baki hai..."
Lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua, na to maine unhe sachchayi batayi aur na hee unhone mujhse aisa kaha....jab tak ,jitne bhi din main ghar me raha main har pal ghut raha tha,..har pal,khate,peete ,sote ,jagte main yahi sochta raha ki main tab kya kahunga,jab result niklega...kya bahana marunga....ghar me to kuch bahana maar bhi nahi sakta tha kyunki ghar me in sab bahano ko achchhi tarah samajhne wala mera bada bhai tha...jo is waqt mere samne baitha hua tha....
"girl friend hai koyi..."
"uu..."
"are girl friend..."
"na..."
"cigarette piya..."
"pani tak nahi peeta main to bina filter kiye hue, cigarette to bahut door ki baat hai...."
"kal raat daru kitni pee thi..."
"ek bhi nahi "main turant bol pada....
"mujhe horseride mat sikha...teri aawaz sunkar hee samajh gaya tha..."
"no bhai, main to us waqt so kar utha tha...."
"kha us ladki ki kasam ,jo tujhe college me sabse achchhi lagti hai ,ki tune kal raat sharab nahi pee thi..."
Jaise hee Vipin bhaiya ne ye bola, mere jehan me Esha aayi , ab dikkat ye thi ki Esha ki jhoothi kasam khakar khud ko galat hote hue bhi sahi sabit karna ya phhir sab kuch sach bata kar khud ek naye bojh se door rakkhu...us waqt maine dusara rasta chuna, lekin kyun ? Ye main nahi janta....
"wo dosto ne jabarjasti pila di thi..."
"achchha...tune sach bola iska matlab yahi ki college me teri girl friend bhi hai...mana kiya tha na ye sab karne ke liye...."
Abhi tak main khud ko bahut shatir samajhta tha ,lekin is waqt meri saari hoshyari tel lene chali gayi thi, bhaiya ne baato me fansa kar sab kuch jaan liya tha....apne shabdo ke jaal me fansa kar Vipin bhaiya aur bhi kuch na jaan jaye ,isliye main pani peene ke bahane se waha se utha aur aisa utha ki wapas us taraf gaya hee nahi 
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apne shabdo ke jaal me fansa kar Vipin bhaiya aur bhi kuch na jaan jaye,isliye main pani peene ke bahane se waha se utha aur aisa utha ki wapas us taraf gaya hee nahi
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Waise to chhuttiya 7 din ki thi,lekin hum sabne plan banakar ye decide kiya tha ki 15 din tak college nahi jayenge...aur ye sahi bhi tha,kyunki yadi abhi college se bunk nahi marenge to kya baad me office se bunk marenge...lekin mujhe us waqt ghar me aisa mahol create hoga...iska mujhe andaza nahi tha, socha tha ki ghar me rahunga, badhiya 15 din tak khana khaunga aur baad me college ke liye ravana....lekin aisa kuch bhi nahi hua,kyunki ye mera college nahi,ye mera ghar tha,jaha main apne hisab se nahi chal sakta tha....ghar me raat ko 10 ya 11 baje tak sona padta tha,taki subah 6 baje tak neend khul jaye.....main raat ko 10 baje sone ki bahut koshish karta lekin safal nahi hota tha...main apne room ke bistar par pade-pade main college ki ladkiyo ke baare me der raat tak sochta rahta...kabhi-kabhi meri ye soch aadhe ghante tak chalti to kabhi kuch ghanto tak...aur ek din to gazab ho gaya jab main isi soch me itna kho gaya ki subah ke 3 baje tak main jagta hua karwate badalta raha....
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mujhe apne ghar ki zindagi raas nahi aa rahi thi...isliye maine decide kiya ki main 7 din baad kuch bhi bahana maarkar yaha se nikal jaunga ,bhale hee mujhe without reservation hee kyun na jaana pade....aur apne isi plan ko kamyab karne ke liye maine pahla teer tab chalaya...jab sham ko sab ek sath hall me baithe the, is waqt hall me t.v. Chalu tha aur usme behad hee bakwas aur boring...serial chal raha tha...bakwas isliye kyunki wo bakwas tha aur boring isliye kyunki in serial walo ne ek achchhi khasi tanatan maal ko saree pahna kar rakkha hua tha,sabse pahle yakin bhaiya ko dilana tha,isliye maine Sabse pahle unhi se bola...
" bhaiya....kal mujhe wapas jana hai..."
"kaha..."
"Xuéyuàn..."
"ab hindi me bol..."
"chinese me Xuéyuàn ka matlab college hota hai...mujhe kal college jana hai..."
"tune to kaha tha ki 15 dino ke liye yaha aaya hai..."
"actually...bhaiya wo kya hai ki..maine bhi yahi socha tha ,lekin phhir wo main, mujhe khud maloom..ya mujhe..."
"ye teri answersheet nahi hai jo shabdo ko ghuma-ghuma kar bharega...ab jaldi bol.."
"form bharna hai..."maine jhat se jawab diya...aur ye idea mujhe samne chal rahe bakwas aur boring serial se hee sujha tha...jisme ek maal dusare maal ko ek paper pakda kar sign karwa rahi thi....
"form kaisa form.."
"second semester ka...mere ek dost ka phone aaya tha subah usi ne bataya ki kal se form milna chalu ho jayega..."
"to last date me bhar lena...usme kaun si badi baat hai..."
"are bhaiya aap samajh nahi rahe ho,...shuru-shuru me bheed-bhad bahut kam rahti hai, isliye jitna jaldi bhar diya jaye...utna hee sahi hai...."
Vipin bhaiya chup hokar kuch sochane lage aur phhir meri taraf dekhkar bole"to phhir kal form bharkar wapas ghar aa jana...simple..."
"thik hai,,,"apne plan ki bhajiya bante dekh main waha se utha aur andar aakar andar hee andar dahad marne laga....
"lekin bhaiya...kal aane me problem hai..."main wapas hall me gaya aur Vipin bhaiya ke side me baithkar bola"do-teen din ke liye ab main kya wapas aaunga...wahi rook jauna..."
"ek hafte me do-teen din hote hai kya..."
"nahi "
"to phhir aisa kyun bola ki do teen din ke liye kya aayega....kal seedhe se college jana aur seedhe se wapas aana..."
"dhat teri ki...."
Uske agle din thik waisa hee hua,main ghar se form bharne ke bahane nikla aur din bhar ghoom kar raat ko 9 baje,train ke time par railway station pahuch gaya.....
"ho gaya kaam..."mujhe pick up karne ke liye aaye Vipin bhaiya ne puchha...
"haan...ho gaya.."
"slip kaha hai..."
"slip ???" main kuch der tak soch me pad gaya ki bhaiya kis slip ke baare me baat kar rahe...
"slip be..."
"dhat teri ki...wo to main hostel me hee bhool aaya..."
"agli baar se dhyan rakhna..."ek kadak aawaz mere kano me gunji...
"ji bhaiya..."
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Wo 15 din maine jaise-taise bitaye...un 15 dino me mujhe aisa lagne laga tha ki jaise wo 15 din 15 saal ke barabar ho...lekin ab main apne college wapas aa gaya tha, yaani ki second semester me...is semester me bahut kuch naya hone wala tha...kuch achchha tha to kuch behad bura....deepika mam ka ab koyi period class me nahi tha, ye mere liye ek buri khabar thi...kuch laundo ne kaha tha ki result is baar jaldi aayega ..ye bhi mere liye buri khabar thi....aur is waqt sabse buri khabar ye thi ki main is waqt hostel me apne hee room ke bahar kandhe par bag taange khada tha...kyunki Arun room se kahi farar tha...wo ghar se to aa gaya tha,lekin abhi kahi gaya hua tha....main pichhale 15 min. me 3 baar use call laga chuka tha aur har baar wo yahi jawab deta ki bas 5 min. 
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Ghar se sochkar aaya tha ki is semester me kuch bhi ulta seedha nahi karunga...na to laundiyabazi karunga aur na hee ladayi jhagda aur din me 3 cigarette se jyada nahi piung....ye semester mere liye ekdum naya tha,kyunki bahut si chize nayi hone wali thi jaise ki new subjects the...kuch naye teachers, naye lab...workshop etc. etc. 
Lekin sabse jyada nayapan to us din lagne wala tha, jisdin humara result aata..

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Chapter-19:The Second Session
Update-73
ye semester mere liye ekdum naya tha,kyunki bahut si chize nayi hone wali thi jaise ki new subjects the...kuch naye teachers, naye lab...workshop etc. etc.

Lekin sabse jyada nayapan to us din lagne wala tha, jisdin humara result aata..
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second semester shuru hone ke ek din pahle main raat bhar yahi sochata raha ki kaise main bekar ki chizo ko avoid karu, taki main thik waisi hee study kar saku,jaise pichhale kayi salo se karta aaya tha...maine bahut socha, raat bhar apna sar isi soch me khapa diya tab mujhe samajh aaya ki iski jad to mere room se hee shuru hoti hai aur yadi mujhe sudharna hai to iske do hee raste hai, ya to khud main room chhod du ya phhir Arun ko dusare room me shift hone ke liye kahu....solution ekdum simple tha...main jaan chuka tha ki mujhe kya karna chahiye, lekin maine aisa nahi kiya...ya phhir ye kahe ki meri himmat hee nahi hui ki Arun ko main dusare room me jane ke liye kahu....maine khud ne bhi room nahi badla, jiska saaf aur suddh matlab yahi tha ki main khud bhi usi room me Arun ke sath rahna chahta tha aur apni zindagi ki jade khodkar bahar kar dena chahta tha.....
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neend subah ke 5 baje lagi aur jaisa ki aksar hota tha meri neend Arun ke jagane se khuli...
"abey ,first class dammo rani ki hai, marwayega kya..."
"time "
"sirf 10 minutes..."
"kya...sirf 10 minutes..."main turant uthkar baith gaya aur hath muh dhokar ,balo me thoda paani dala aur college jane ke liye taiyar ho gaya....
waise to is semester me saare subject hee new the,lekin kuch teachers wahi the jinhone first semester me humara sar khaya tha...dammo rani is semester me bhi hume baat-baat par class se bahar bhejane ke liye taiyar thi ,kurre sir aur unka"aap physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte"dialogue bhi humare sar par hathoda marne ke liye humare sath tha....sath nahi thi to wo thi deepika mam, deepika mam ke yun chale jaane se mujhe dukh to nahi hua lekin thoda bura zaroor laga tha,kyunki maine achchha khasa waqt unki lab me bitaya tha aur wo waqt aisa tha ki jise main kabhi bhool nahi sakta tha, main hee kya ,meri jagah yadi koyi aur bhi hota to wo deepika mam ko nahi bhool pata...kyunki uski jaise ekdum bindas rapchik maal ,jo recess me aapka lund chuse  use bhoolna mushkil hota hai aur us pal ko bhi jab ye sab hua 
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bhu abhi tak ghar se nahi aaya tha aur aaj main aur Arun hee college pahuche, class wahi thi aur teacher bhi jaani pahchani thi....
"ye damyanti phhir,bahar karegi..."class se jab hum dono thodi door par the, tab maine kaha...kyunki is waqt corridor par sannata faila hua tha aur class bhi bilkul shant thi,jiska ek hee matlab tha ki dammo rani class ke andar mauzood hai....
waise to mujhe 100 % sure tha ki dammo hum dono ko class me ghusne nahi degi,lekin phhir bhi try karne me kya jata hai,aisa sochkar main bola"May i come in...."
Usne hume dekha aur kuch der baad boli"come in, yadi thoda late aur hue hote to class me enter hone nahi deti..."
"thank you mam..."bolkar maine aur Arun ne apni seat pakad li...
ab kyunki mujhe pahle se hee maloom tha ki deepika mam se milna nahi ho payega to main thoda udas sa tha, kyunki.....yadi seedhe lafzo me kaha jaye to main use chodna chahta tha...uske muh me, chut me apna lawda pel dena chahta tha...aur ab jabki wo humare sath nahi hai to ye kaam karna lagbhag namumkin tha...kyunki jo main soch raha hu,uske hisab se usne koyi dusara Arman dhoondh liya hoga..jo recess me uske sath lab me waqt bitaye, lekin main itna to pakke taur par kah sakta hoon ki use meri yaad to zaroor aayegi kyunki har ladka....Arman nahi ho sakta  aur na hee Arman ki tarah brilliant aur handsome 
Khair jo bhi tha par sach yahi tha ki ab mujhe deepika ko puri tarah se bhool kar aage badhna hoga, dusara khayal ye aaya ki Esha aur Gautam ki prem kahani ko kaise toda jaye, kyunki chhuttiyo ke dino me to un dono ne bahut samay sath bitaya hoga.....
"hey...you..."
"yes sir..."khade hote hue maine kaha aur samne dekha , humari dammo rani se kurre sir ne position kab exchange kar li ,iska mujhe pata tak nahi chala aur is waqt mere samne kurre sir the...
"kaha dekh rahe ho..."
"kahi nahi...."
"main tum log ko padhane ke liye kal raat bhar 3-3 books se padhkar aaya hoon aur tum samne dekhne ki bajay neeche sar jhukaye baithe ho...lakwa maar gaya hai kya..."
"wo sir,main apna pen nikal raha tha bag se..."
"par bag to tumhara desk ke upar hai, neeche kaha se pen nikal rahe the..."
"bag se nikalte waqt neeche gir gaya tha, to utha raha tha...."
"bahar jao, main nahi chahta ki kisi ek ki vajah se puri class disturb ho..."
"kya sir..."
"get out...."kurre ne apni laal hoti aankho se mujhe ghoorte hue kaha...
"sale kallu, teri maa ki chut...bosedk,MC,BC"silent mode me apne honth hilate hue main class se bahar aaya....

silent mode me apne honth hilate hue main class se bahar aaya....
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Main wakayi me sudharna chahta tha, ghar me bitaye hue 15 dino ne mere andar ek gahri chhap chhodi thi....lekin is waqt main class ke bahar khada hokar hod ko gali de raha tha,kyunki hod sir aaj ,us kallu kurre ki class khatm hone se pahle hee aa pahuche the aur mujhe class ke bahar dekhkar unhone reason puchha...to maine sach bata diya ki main class me dhyan nahi de raha tha ,isiliye kurre sir ne mujhe bahar bhaga diya....
"meri class me bhi mat aana ab, samjhe..."
"teri maa ki...."sar jhukakar main bola"ok sir..."
Aur ab main lagatar do period bhar class ke bahar tha...upar se hod sir ne ye bhi kaha tha ki main class ke gate ke samne hee khada rahu, taki wo aur puri class jab bore ho jaye to mujhe dekhkar apna time pass kar sake...main kya karta,hod sir ki baat taal kaise sakta tha aakhir mera sara lekha jokha to unhi ke hath me tha...main puri period bhar gate ke samne khada raha aur recess hone ka intezaar karta raha...humari har ek class 50 minutes ki hoti thi ,to uske hisab se main pure ek ghante 40 minutes tak bahar khada raha, aur is beech pair itna dard dene laga ki ,recess hone ke baad main turant apne bench par jakar let gaya, apne bench par pair failaye to wo bagal wali bench se ja takraye ,aur maine bina kisi ki parvaah kiye hue do-do bench par pair pasare aur tab tak leta raha, jab tak Arun bahar se ghoom phhirkar mere pass nahi aa gaya....
"oye, uth...bahar teri maal hai..."
"kaun..Esha..."main turant uthkar baith gaya...
"nahi,Sherin hai...."
"sach bata..."
"Esha hai, lekin uske sath me Gautam bhi hai...."
"to kya main darta hoon usse ,jo mujhe bata raha hai..."main ekdum josh me khada hua phhir bola"chal aa bahar chalte hai..."
hum dono bahar aaye, bahar corridor me humare class ke kuch aur ladke the,jo anap-sanap baate karke apna time pass kar rahe the...main aur Arun bhi unke us anap-sanap gossip me shamil ho gaye....
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Apne dosto se baate karte hue main beech-beech me Esha ki taraf dekhta, wo Gautam ke sath deewar ki tek liye hue baate kar rahi thi...main ,jo ki ab sarif nahi raha , Esha ko dekhte hee itna emotional kaise ho jata hoon ,ye meri samajh ke us waqt bhi bahar tha aur ab bhi bahar hai....us waqt main Esha ko dekhkar yahi soch raha tha ki "kya use koyi farak nahi padta mere hone ya na hone se.. Ya phhir wo mujhe ye show nahi karti...itni din ki ladayi ko wo itni jaldi to nahi bhool sakti...."
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Main aage bhi bahut kuch sochta yadi Gautam ke mobile ki ring na baji hoti, generally college me sabhi apna mobile silent hee rakhte the,lekin us ullu ne aisa nahi kiya hua tha...usne call recieve ki aur phhir Esha ki taraf ishara karte hue bola ki use jana padega.......
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"sale ki kya kismat hai...wo use chhod ke ja raha hai, tab bhi wo usi ke sath chipki rahegi aur idhar main uske liye engineering tak chhodne ko taiyar hoon,lekin wo ek nazar utha kar dekhti bhi nahi..."
"kuch jyada nahi ho gaya..."
"sach...le phhir main aise bol deta hoon ki main uske liye cigarette chhodne ko taiyar hoon...."
"beta,maine to pahle hee kaha tha ki ,is laundiya ke chakkar me mat pad...yadi iski jagah tune deepika mam ko teen-teen language me i love you bola hota to...ab tak tu use teen baar thok chuka hota...wo tera itna khayal rakhti jaise ki wo teri biwi ho...mast chudwati aur apni salary ka kuch hissa tujhe aish karne ke liye bhi deti...isse humara bhi kuch bhala ho jata..."
Ek pal ke liye mujhe bhi yahi laga ki mujhe Esha ko chhodkar deepika mam par dhyan dena chahiye tha lekin uske agle pal hee maine Esha ko ,jo ki ab akeli khadi thi,use dekhte hue Arun se bola...
"nahi yar..."
"kya nahi..."
"deepika mam, maaldar bhi hai aur shandar bhi...lekin unme wo baat nahi hai...."
"Esha se to har quality aur quantity me deepika mam better hai..."
"deepika mam ko dekhkar lund khada hota hai, deepika mam ko jab bhi dekhta hoon to nazar seedhe unke seene,chut,gand par hee ja ke rukti hai....lekin Esha ko dekhkar left side dhadakta hai...i love her yar,tu maan ya na maan..."
"chal prove kar..."
"kaise..."
"main ek kaam bolunga aur tujhe wo karna padega...."
"kaisa kaam"main army style me tankar khada hote hue Arun se puchha..
"aisi shakal kyun bana raha hai,main tujhe yaha se neeche kudne ke liye nahi bolunga ,befikar rah..."phhir apne hontho par muskan late hue Arun bola"kabhi Esha ko touch kiya hai..."
"hmmm...na,kabhi nahi,bilkul bhi nahi,zara sa bhi nahi...Esha ko to bas dekha hai..."
"aaj Esha ko jakar chhu ke dikha..."
"pagal hai kya be, sabke saamne izzat ki watt kyun lagwa raha hai..."
"hazar ki shart hai..."
"ghanta mujhe hazar rupaye se jyada apni jaan pyari hai...wo mera khoon kar degi..."
"phhir to main yahi samjhunga ki ,teri me wo dam nahi hai...jo romio me uski juliet ke liye tha, Majnu me uski laila ke liye tha, ranjha me uski heer ke liye tha..."
"dekh ,tu mujhe janta nahi...yadi main chahu to abhi isi waqt use kiss kar lu aur wo mujhe kuch bolegi bhi nahi..."
"pahle to use uski marzi se touch karke dikha..."
"main use nahi,wo mujhe touch karegi...lekin ek shart par, shart hazar ki nahi do hazar ki hogi..."
"done..."Arun khush hote hue bola...
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ab jab Arun ke samne apni shekhi jhad hee aaya tha to use ab sahi bhi sabit karna tha...warna achchhi khasi reputation ki dhajjiya ud jati...main apne dimag me ek plan banate hue dheere-dheere Esha ki taraf badha...wo ab bhi waha akeli khadi thi aur kisi se phone me baat kar rahi thi, main usse lagbhag ek meter ki doori par khada hua aur intezaar karne laga us waqt ka,jab wo call cut kar de....jaise hee usne aisa kiya,main dheemi aawaz me gungunaya...
"tumhari nazaro me humne dekha...ajab si chahat jhalak rahi hai..."
Wo ek baar meri taraf palti aur mujhe dekhte hee gusse se bhar gayi, main uske karib gaya aur ek baar phhir se wahi gana gungunaya....
"kya hai..."
"tujhe kahi dekha hai, kal hostel me tu hee jhadu laga rahi thi na..mera room saaf karna bhool gayi,"
"dimag to sahi hai..."daant chabate wo boli...
"mazak tha..."
"mazak unse kiya karo,jo tumhare dost ho..."
"tu sach me chudail hai,..dayan kahi ki..."
"shut up...."
"apna to subah se shut down hai..."main uske aur karib jate hue bola"ye tera boyfriend,mujhse darta bahut hai...main jaise hee class se bahar aaya to wo khisak liya..."
"wo kisi se nahi darta.."
"aur ye tumhe kaise maloom ?"
"kyunki mujhe maloom hai ki wo yaha se kyun gaya..."
"kyun...?"
"kyunki use farewell party arrange..."bolte hue wo rook gayi "excuse me, main tumhe kyun batau ki wo yaha se kyun gaya..."
"chal gussa chhod..aur bata kaisi beete holiday..."
"that doesnot your business..."
"kuch naya ,kuch purana kuch to bata..."
"that doesnot your business..."
isi beech maine ek nazar door khade Arun par daali,jo apni ghadi me ishara karke mujhe bata raha tha ki recess ka time jald hee khatm hone wala hai...main Esha se aur bhi baate karta, uska sar kha jata...lekin time ki kami ki vajah se main seedhe point par aaya,...
kuch din pahle jab main ghar me tha to sar se stress door karne ke tareeke internet par taalash raha tha,tabhi mujhe kuch aisa mila jiske dwara hum kisi bhi shaks ko kuch pal ke liye hypnotize kar sakte hai, iska asar samne wale shaks par 5 se 10 seconds tak rahta hai aur is hypnotize ko apply karne ke liye bas kuch aisa kahna padta hai,jise sunkar samne wala kuch der ke liye hosh kho baithe....is tarah se hypnotize karne ke liye alag hee tone me bolna padta tha, jo ki depend karta tha ki aap kisi male ko hypnotize kar rahe hai ya kisi female ko....idhar Esha ko bhi time ka andaza hua to wo class ke andar jaane ke liye hui,lekin maine use aawaz di...
"i'm not interested to talk with you..."
"tere ishq ki vajah se yadi koyi mere seene me khanzar khonp de ya phhir dil nikal kar angaro ke beech rakh de..."uske baad maine aawaz tez aur bhari karte hue kaha" tere ishq ki vajah se yadi koyi mere seene me khanzar khonp de ya phhir dil nikal kar angaro ke beech rakh de..to mujhe iski zara si bhi parvaah nahi...,lekin tere aankho se aansu ka ek boond bhi nikla to wo mere liye kayamat hai..."
mera formula ekdum fit baitha tha, mere bolne ke andaaz se Esha ekdum shant hokar meri aankho me dekhti rahi aur tabhi maine apna ek hath uski taraf badhate hue kaha"de tali...isi baat par..."
Usne waisa hee kiya aur apna hath mere hath par rakh diya..aur jab uska hath mere hath se chhu gaya to main turant waha se Arun ki taraf badh chala....
"kyun be,heart attack aa gaya na, do hazar gaanwane ke baad..."
"tu to bhai hai apna...tu ab mere se paise lega kya..."
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Main aage ki kahani bhi non-stop sunaye jata yadi usi waqt Nisha ka call na aaya hota to, is waqt sham ke 5 baje the aur bahar ka mausam badal ke ghire hone se ekdum badhiya tha aur man ko sukoon dene wala tha
"haan,Nisha..."maine call recieve ki..

Chapter-20:Result-The Moment Of TERROR

Update-75
"haan,Nisha..."maine call recieve ki..
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"kaha ho Arman...factory se nikal gaye..."
"nahi to...tumhe aisa kyun laga ki main factory se nikal chuka hoon.."
"aaj wo kaan ko fad kar rakh dene wali aawaze nahi aa rahi ,isliye....waise janeman ho kaha..."
"janeman....kal raat ke baad aawaz kafi badli-badli si lag rahi hai..."use chhedte hue maine kaha"bhoolo mat ki do hafte baad tumhe dekhne ke liye tumhare patidev aa rahe hai,kuch to unke liye bacha kar rakkho..."bolte hue main hans pada...
"tumhare rahte hue,us chaproo ki jaroorat...kaho to mamla fit karu..."
"kaisa mamla..."main bola...
is waqt mere mobile ka loudspeaker on tha aur Arun ,Nisha ki baate sunkar bada khush ho raha tha...usne dabi hui aawaz me kaha ki main use haan bol doon...lekin maine aisa nahi kiya...
"kaisa mamla..."main bola...
"hum dono ka mamla "
"kya....matlab ki..."
"matlab ki, tum chaho to hum dono zindagi bhar....."phhir wo chup ho gayi, aur idhar main bhi chup chap mobile ko kaan se lagaye hua tha...mujhe kal hee ye andaza ho chala tha ki Nisha aisa hee kuch bolegi...lekin itni jaldi.....ye maine nahi socha tha....
"tumne jawab nahi diya..."hum dono ke beech ki chuppi ko todte hue wo boli...
"Nisha, actually abhi kuch kaam aa gaya hai, shaam ko baat karta hoon..."bolte hue maine turant mobile ki red button daba di.....
Main ab ye soch raha tha ki mere dono dost jo kuch der pahle tak Nisha se meri baat-chit ko bade gaur se sun rahe the...wo ab mujhe apni salah denge...lekin sale bade kameene nikle...maine mobile apne jeb me ghusaya aur intezaar karne laga unki salah ka....
"abey baklundo, kuch to bako..."jab kuch der tak dono me se koyi nahi bola to main jhallaya...
"Arman,...mujhe nahi lagta ki tu sach bol raha hai..."
"kaisa sach "
"yahi ki us din tune Esha ko hypnotize kiya tha..."Varun apni jagah se uthkar mere pass aaya "tu sale hume chodu bana raha hai...tune jaroor Esha se kaha hoga ki wo apna hath tere hath me de de, badle me tu use shart ke aadhe paise de dega....am i right Arun uncle..."
Arun to tha hee isi mauke ki taalash me ,wo uchakar Varun ka sath dene aaya"mujhe to usi din ispar shaq ho gaya tha..."
"abey gadho...wo khanna ki eklauti beti thi, wo hazar rupaye ke shart ke liye mera sath kyun degi..."
"lekin phhir bhi main nahi manta ki tune use hypnotize kiya tha...yadi kiya tha to le mujhe bhi hypnotize kar..."
"use hypnotize nahi kahte...."
"ab aaya na beta line par...."
"use kuch aur hee kahte hai,kya kahte hai...maloom nahi,lekin uske jariye kuch der tak samne wala shaks shocked ho jata hai...mujhe us waqt maloom tha ki Esha mere dwara kahe gaye pyar ke un do meethe bol se shocked ho jayegi..."
"to baat to ghoom phhir kar wahi aa gayi na ,hypnotize par...ya jo bhi kahte ho use...tu sach-sach bata ki tune Esha se kya kaha tha us din.."
"bata to diya ki kya kaha tha..."
"main nahi manta..."
"to mat maan ,mujhe kya..."bolkar main waha se utha...tabhi Varun sher ki tarah dahad maarkar bola...
"yadi sach nahi bataya to ,abhich Nisha ko call karke bol dunga ki tu subah se yahi pada hai...."
"abey pagal hai kya...rook abhi tera doubt clear karta hoon..."
Maine Arun aur Varun dono ko balcony ki taraf bulaya aur humare flat ke samne se jo chhoti si gali nikli hui thi uspar apna shikar dhoondhane laga aur tabhi mujhe mere flat ki taraf aa raha ek ladka dikha.....
"apna sar bacha kar...."bolkar main andar gaya aur eklauta helmet jo deewar par tanga hua tha ,use lekar wapas balcony ki taraf aaya....
"tu karne kya wala hai..."
"wo to aage hee pata chalega..."
iske baad jo ladka humare flat ki taraf aa raha tha ,wo jab thodi door par tha to maine use aawaz di aur thik neeche aane ke liye kaha....
"kya hai..."wo ladka bola...
"tera baap mar gaya hai, wapas ja..."maine jor se bola aur apna chehra rone jaise bana liya....jabki na to main use janta tha aur na hee uske baap ko....
mera ye kahna tha ki us ladke ki phhat ki hath me aa gayi wo muh fade balcony ki taraf hum teeno ko dekh raha tha...
"dar mat,mazak tha...in dono ne mujhe aisa kahne ke liye kaha...ab tu chahe to neeche pada patthar utha kar in dono ka sar fod de...."
maine helmet laga li aur uske turant baad wo ladka gusse se humari taraf dekha aur ma-bahan ki gali dekar patthar se bhi mara...jo seedhe jakar Varun ke chhati me laga....
"rook bosedk bhagta kaha hai..."us ladke ko bhagte hue dekh Varun chillaya....
"ab aaya beta yakin..."
"yaahh..."apni chhati sahlate hue Varun bola"haan...ab direct result wale moment par pahuch..."
"result..."ye sunkar meri halat thik waisi ho gayi,jaise chaar saal pahle hui tha...kitna khaufnaak pal tha,jab mere kaan me kisi ne kaha ki "result aa gaya hai aur tu..."uske baad maine uska muh pakad kar dusari taraf phher diya tha aur saaf kaha tha ki main khud cafe me jakar apna result dekhunga.....
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Jo halat us waqt meri thi wo halat Arun ki bhi thi...hum dono ka gala sookh gaya tha..jab hume pata chala ki result aa gaya hai...bhu ki gand hum dono se jyada phhati padi thi, uski to baat karne tak ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi,jabki wo exam duration me din bhar kitabo se chipka rahta tha....main aur Arun kisi tarah se ek dusare ka dheeraj bandhte hue cafe ki taraf badhe...ek baar phhir meri halat wahi thi jo exam ke samay me hui thi...kabhi Pandey ji yaad aate to kabhi Pandey ji ki beti...to kabhi ghar ka mahol....
"yar ,Arman...mera baap jail me daal kar dando se marega mujhe..."
"mera bhi kuch yahi haal hoga..."
Us waqt mujhe khud ke result se jyada parvaah Pandey ji ki beti ke result ki thi..main uparwale se prarthana kar raha tha ki Pandey ji ki beti ya to fail ho jaye ya phhir mere se kam number laye...
kitni ajeeb baat hai ki jise maine aaj tak dekha nahi ,uske baare me main itna bura soch raha hoon...aur aisa sochane wala shayad main akela nahi tha...humare gharwale aksar kisi na kisi ladka/ladki ko humare opposite khada kar dete hai aur aise react karte hai jaise ki Prime Minister ka election ho,aur hume haar haal me samne wale ko harana hai....main Pandey ji ki beti ke baare me pahli baar bura nahi soch raha tha, pichhale 2-3 salo se main jab bhi bhagwan ka naam leta to ek dua hamesha mangta ki Pandey ji ki beti mujhse kam number laye...wo fail ho jaye...ya phhir uske sath kuch aisa ho jaye jiski vajah se wo exam hee na dene paye....
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aaj se pahle main exam dene ke baad hamesha isi intezaar me raha ki result kab aayega...lekin abki baar main chah raha tha ki result kabhi aaye hee na....jaha copies check hone gayi hai,waha daka pad jaye,aag lag jaye...ya kuch bhi aisa ho jaye,jisse result rook jaye....lekin ye mumkin nahi tha....aur aaj wo din tha jab result mere aankho ke samne apna prachand roop dikhane wala tha.....
aaj se pahle ,jab mere gharwale mere marks dekhte to turant sari duniya me call karke puchhte ki apke beti ka kitna number aaya, aapke bete ke result ka kya hua....aur uske baad bade shan se kahte the ki "Arman ke to itne % aaye hai,isne school me top mara hai....Principal sir ne call karke khud badhayi di hai..."
"yar Arun...."
"kya hai..."
"gala sookh raha hai bhai...aaja thoda pani wani pee lete hai..."
is waqt hum dono highway par pahuch chuke the aur wahi pass ek achchha-khasa hotel bana hua tha...maine do cup chay lane ke liye kaha aur Arun ke sath chup chap wahi table par baith gaya....
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Mujhe us waqt chay bhi neem ke ras se jyada kadwa lag raha tha, chay ka har ek ghoot aise lagta jaise ki duniya ki sabse kadwi chiz us chay me mila di gayi ho...teen char ghoot ke baad jab mujhse chay nahi piya gaya to main Arun ke sath waha se utha...aur cafe ki taraf chal pada, jo humse bamushkil 5 minutes ki doori par tha...
"Arman,is baar result achchha aa jaye to kal se hee padhayi shuru kar dunga..."
"tu aur mat fad be, aisa lag raha hai ki koyi lagatar seene me hathoda peet raha ho...sala kahi heart attack na aa jaye..."
Cafe tak pahuchte pahuchte main halka-halka kanpne laga tha , waha pahle se hee bahut bheed thi, 10 minutes tak khade rahne ke baad ek system khali hua to hum dono uspar baithe aur university ki site kholi...jaha "B.tech first Semester Result" ke aage laal rang ka tag chamak raha tha....
"Arun aage tu dekh..."
"na tu dekh...yadi tu fail hua to tasalli to hogi mujhe "
Gali dene ka man to bahut kiya lekin maine gali dene ki bajay seedhe apna roll number type kiya aur jaise hee result khula...main ekdum neeche pahuch gaya,jaha PASS or FAIL likha rahta hai...aur uske baad main khushi se aise kuda jaise world cup jeet liya ho aur final match ka man of the match main hee hoon.....maine ek baar phhir computer screen par nazar dali, waha sach me PASS likha hua tha...aur ab bari thi Arun aur bhu ki.....
maine ek baar phhir computer screen par nazar dali, waha sach me PASS likha hua tha...aur ab barithi Arun aur bhu ki....
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Mujhe is waqt kuch bhi nahi soojh raha tha ki main kya karu, khush hokar nachu ya phhir chup chap wahi baitha rahu...cafe me mere aalawa bhi bahut log the aur meri is harkat par wo mujhe pagal bolkar bahar bhi phhek sakte the,isliye main shanti se Arun ke side wali chair par shanti se baith gaya...mere is tarah shanti se baithne ka ek reason ye bhi tha ki Arun ka Mathematics me back laga tha, yani ki FAIL !!!
"hota hai be, tension nahi lene ka..."uska dil rakhne ke liye maine usse kaha"mard ban aur uncle ji ko bindas phone karke bata ki ek me back lagi hai..."
"wahi karna padega ab...."
Arun ko dekhkar mujhe nahi laga ki fail hone se use kuch jyada effect pada hai, jaha wo result dekhne ke kuch der pahle tak lagbhag kanp raha tha ab wahi wo halka sa udaas tha bas.....usne usi waqt apne inspector baap ko call karke sab kuch bata diya aur ab meri bari thi ghar me call karne ki....
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Main Pass to ho gaya tha lekin bahut hee buri tarike se fansa tha, kayi subjects me to main Pass aur Fail ki boundary line par tha...maine ek baar SPI par nazar mari....
"6,9...dhat teri ki ab to chude dhang se, kaha ghar wale 9 point + ki ummid lagaye baithe hai aur idhar SPI 7 hee cross nahi hua...BC ,mujhe shuru se hee dhyan dena chahiye tha...upar se wo kutti Pandey ki laundiya....apni chut marwa-marwa kar adhik number layi hogi,sali chhinar..."
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main ghar phone karne ki soch hee raha tha ki ghar se hee call aa gaya, main kuch der tak mobile ko hath me pakad kar dekhta raha aur sochta raha ki call pick up karu ya rahne doon.....
"hata, baad me main khud hee call karke result bata dunga...aur waise bhi kaun sa achchha result aaya hai ,jo main turant batau..."
"abey meri back lagi hai phhir bhi maine apne ghar me bata diya aur tu pass hokar bhi darr raha hai,sale darpok...be A Mard ! Utha phone ek jhatke me bata de  "
"utha loon..."
"bilkul..."
"sach me utha loon..."
"ab tujhe type karke doon kya..."
"achchha thik hai..."
Maine jab apna result ghar me bataya to mere Papa joro se mujh par cheekhe ,even kayi tarah ki dhamkiya bhi di....uske baad jab bhai ne phone thama to detective bankar baat karne laga....Mera bada bhai meri is barbadi ke peechhe ki vajah ki tahqiqat karne ke liye jald hee mere college aayega ....aisa usne phone par bataya....aadhe ghante baad phone meri maa ke hath me pahucha aur hamesha ki tarah unka ek hee dialogue tha...
"Pandey ji ki beti ka 9.3 bana hai,ab kya bolenge usko..."
"ok,ab phone rakhta hoon...balance khatm ho raha hai..."bolte hue maine call cut kar di aur tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki call to udhar se aaya tha...phhir mera balance kaise kam hoga...
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BHU ne 7.5 SPI mara tha aur Naveen ne 7.7...in dono ko books se chipke rahne ka fayda mil chuka tha...lekin idhar meri aur Arun...dono ki halat kharab thi, Arun ke 7.2 bane the...lekin mathematics me uska back tha ,mere all subject clear the...lekin spi 7 point bhi nahi tha , aur us waqt apun ne pratigya li ki kuch bhi ho jaye ab padhayi karna hee hai....jabki main us waqt janta tha ki aisa ab harqiz nahi ho sakta...kyunki mujhme jo changes first semester me aaye the wo sabhi irreversible the , matlab ki ab main jo hoon,aane wale salo me bhi aisa hee rahne wala tha....koyi mujhe kisi bhi reactants ki madad se pahle jaisa nahi bana sakta tha...ek baar badhali ki aadat lag jaye to use phhir khud se door karna bahut mushkil hai....main ye bakhoobi janta tha ki main kis raah par chal raha hoon, main ye bhi janta tha ki ye raah mujhe kis manzil tak le jayega...lekin phhir bhi maine wo raah nahi badli....
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Mujhe pura yakin hai ki yadi maine khud ko badalne ki thodi si bhi koshish ki hoti to aaj mayane kuch aur hote,main kahi aur hota aur mere Arman bhi kahi aur hote....Mere Papa ko ab bhi yakin nahi ho raha tha ki mere itne kam marks kaise aa gaye, aur mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha ki main pass kaise ho gaya  Exam to kala akshar bhains barabar gaya tha, yani ki exam me jo question nahi puchha gaya tha ,maine uska bhi answer likh diya tha  ya phhir ye kahe ki mujhe jis unit se jo banta tha main question number daalkar wahi chhap maara....matlab saaf tha ki copy ki checking ekdum easy hui thi 
baki subjects me to maine phhir bhi bahut kuch likha tha,lekin drawing ke paper me to maine samne wale ladke ki drawing sheet dekhkar ulti-seedhi,aadi-tedhi lines kheenchkar sirf drawing banayi thi, hum dono ke beech distance itna tha ki mujhe ye tak maloom nahi chal pa raha tha ki wo kis question ki drawing bana raha hai...and at the end ,maine apne man se question number de dala....lekin phhir bhi sala main pass ho gaya 
Mere gharwale bhale hee mere result ko lekar naraz ho lekin main bahut khush tha,kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki maine is pure semester me siway bakchodi kuch bhi nahi kiya tha....jis din result nikla us din main bahut khush tha,itna khush ki yadi us waqt koyi mujhse meri jaan bhi mang le to main us waqt use haan kar doon,baad me bhale hee pichhwade me chaar laat maarkar bhaga doon....
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Dusare din college pahuche to sabhi teacher padhane ki bajay har ek ko khada karke uska result puchh rahe the, jinka back nahi tha ,jaise ki mera  ,wo shaan se khade hote aur seena taankar bolte "AC"
aur jinka back laga tha wo yahi chah rahe the ki unka number hee na aaye ,lekin aisa ho nahi sakta tha aur hua bhi nahi....is waqt class damyanti ki thi aur usne mere baad Arun ko khada kiya....
"ji mam..."
"ji mam, kya...AC ya AB..."
"AB matlab..."
"all back...aaj tak maloom nahi tha kya "dammo rani apni nazar se fire karte hue boli..
"ek me ludhak gaya mam.."
"baitho...padhoge-likhoge nahi to isse bhi bura aal hoga...abhi ye haal hai to baad me kya hoga..."
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aur uske baad Arun jaise baitha maine uske maze lene shuru kar diye....
"beta dekh ,main bina padhe AC hoon aur tu din raat ratta marne ke baad bhi chud gaya..."
"SPI jyada hai tere se..."Arun bola..
"is semester me ,wo bhi cross kar dunga...lekin baat yaha back ki hai...wo dekh Naveen bhi AC, apna bhopu bhi Ac....bas tu hee ek chodu fansa hai humare friend circle me jo fail ho gaya....fale mujhse baat mat karna tu..."
"dekh ek kaam kar...chup chap kalti ho ja...warna wo bamboo pura ka pura andar daal dunga,ek inch bhi bahar nahi rahega...aur yadi tu phhir bhi nahi mana to tere shart ke 2000  bhool jana..."
"are nahi yar...bhai hai tu apna...yahi to pyar hai pagle "
"chal nasta kara phhir..."
"chal aaja, waise bhi canteen gaye bahut din ho gaye...aaj ladkiyo ko tadte hai "
dammo rani ka period kab ka khatm ho chuka tha aur uske baad wali class khali chal rahi thi,kisi ne hume ye bhi bataya ki ye period khali hee jane wala hai to main aur Arun waha se uthe aur class se bahar ki taraf nikle...
"kaha ja rahe ho be..."Naveen bola, aaj wo naye-naye kapde chamak kar aaya tha...
"maal chodne,chalega kya..."ye punch Arun ne sabke samne mara....aur uske baad sabhi ladke-ladkiya Arun ka muh takne lage.....

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Chapter-21:farewell

Update-77
"maal chodne,chalega kya..."ye punch Arun ne sabke samne mara....aur uske baad sabhi ladke-ladkiya Arun ka muh takne lage......
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Us din canteen me kuch khas nahi hua..hum dono ne waha apna pet bhara aur phhir bill Sidar ke account me add kara kar wapas aa gaye...
college me kabhi koyi ek hee emotion par stable nahi rah sakta, matlab ki aaj yadi college me dukh ka mahol hai to kal khushi se galiya dete hue ladke milenge....result abhi hee nikla tha,kuch udas the to kuch khush....lekin ab sab khush the aur farewell ki taiyariyo me jute hue the....tarah-tarah ke game,quiz competition se college ka mahol ek baar phhir kuch-kuch welcome party ki tarah ho gaya tha....class se aadhe students farewell function ki taiyari ke liye class se gayab rahte aur welcome party ki tarah farewell party bhi two part me divide thi...city walo ka farewell alag hota aur hostel walo ka alag....lekin games aur contests me hostel wale aur city wale, dono hee milkar participate karte....Arun aur maine kisi bhi game aur contest me participate nahi kiya tha..lekin humare leader Sidar ka games me bahut jyada interest tha,isliye wo filhal farewell ke activities me active tha...
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aisa nahi tha ki mujhe games me interest nahi tha, main basketball ka ek shandar khiladi tha...main khud ko shandaar isliye kah raha hoon kyunki basketball ka main ek national player tha ,SGFI me humari team final nahi pahuch payi warna indian camp ke hone wale selection list me mera bhi naam aata...khair mujhe us baat ka gam na to us waqt tha aur na hee ab hai...kyunki main apna career education ke field me banana chahta tha...iski do vajah thi...
pahli vajah ye thi ki basketball ke games me mera future bright nahi ho sakta tha aur dusari vajah main khud tha...main khud is field me aur aage nahi jana chahta tha....Farewell me participate na karne ka reason Meri sapno ki rani Esha ke sapno ka raja Gautam tha...teams branch wise divide ho rahi thi aur wo mechanical branch ki basketball team ka captain Gautam tha....
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jis raat farewell tha uske thik ek din pahle indoor, outdoor saare contest khatm ho chuke the aur sab farewell ki taiyari me jute the...siway hostel walo ko chhodkar.....Sidar ne sabhi hostel walo ko saaf mana kar diya tha ki hum me se koyi bhi farewell me nahi jayega...jisko farewell banana ho wo senior hostel me aakar banaye ya phhir din bhar hostel me pada rahe......
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jis din farewell tha us din shaam ko 5 baje tak maine bhi ye soch liya tha ki aaj hostel me rahunga, lekin Country club ke taraf ki chakachaundh ne mujhe mere faisale se hilane par mazboor kar diya...is waqt shaam ke 6 baje the aur Temperature lagbhag 22 °C tha aur main apne hostel ki chhat me cigarette ke kash marte hue country club ki taraf jaane wale road par apni nazare gadaye hue tha...tabhi mere dil me khayal aaya ki Esha kitni pyari dikh rahi hogi aaj...deepika mam ka to kahna hee kya...lekin sala ek main hoon jo sirf yaha khada hokar apna kaleja jala raha hoon aur wo BC badsurat launde party me laundiyo ke sath aish kar rahe honge...ye Sidar bhi pura khatm hai...na khud enjoy karta hai aur na hee dusaro ko karne deta hai...samne se ja rahe modern apsarao ke jhund ko dekhkar jaise main pagal hua ja raha tha....isi khushi me maine ek aur cigarette sulgayi aur uske kash marta hua kuch sochane laga....
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baad me jo mujhe samajh aaya uske hisab se yadi mujhe party me jaana hai to bhagkar,bina kisi ko bataye akele hee jana hoga, kyunki yadi Arun aur bhu sath chalte hai to hostel me kisi na kisi ko to hawa lag hee jayegi....isliye main chupke se room me ghusa aur taiyar hokar chhat ke raste se hee bahar nikal gaya...ab meri saamne is waqt do musibat thi...pahla ye ki yadi waha kuch panga ho gaya to mujhe bachane wala koyi nahi hoga aur dusara ye ki farewell party ke khatm hone ke baad main raat bhar kaha rukunga...apne hostel me to aane se raha aur yadi aadhi raat ko Senior hostel gaya to Sidar jaan jayega ki main Country Club ka chakkar maar kar aa raha hoon....filhal maine in dono sawalo ko apne se door kiya aur country club ki taraf chal pada....
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welcome party ki tarah main aaj khulle sand ke jaise bartaav nahi kar sakta tha aur jitna ho sakta tha..utna chhup kar rahna tha...isiliye maine decide kiya ki main chupke se Naveen ke pass jaunga aur use lekar beech me baith jaunga taaki koyi mujhe dekh na sake.....lekin usi pal mere dil me khayal aaya ki "main ye sab kyun kar raha hoon..."aur phhir usi pal mere dil ne mere khayal ko shant karte hue ek naam liya "Esha....."
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Country Club ke bahar pahuchkar maine Naveen ka number milaya aur use bahar aane ke liye kaha...main country club ke bahar hoon ye jaankar use thoda jhatka laga tha...use hee kya yadi uski jagah koyi aur bhi hota to use bhi jhatka lagta...kyunki welcome party ki meri harkat ke baad maine khud ne bhi nahi socha tha ki main college ke kisi late night programme me jaunga...lekin is waqt aisa kuch nahi hua tha..main is waqt Naveen ke sath farewell party me tha ki tabhi mera mobile baj utha...screen par nazar daali to ab jhatka khaane ki baari meri thi...kyunki call deepika mam ki thi 

Chapter-22:Sex Class of deepika mam

Update-78
.screen par nazar daali to ab jhatka khaane ki baari meri thi...kyunki call deepika mam ki thi 
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deepika mam ki call dekhkar mujhe kuch ajeeb sa laga ,kyunki jab se second semester ki shuruat hui thi...main use bhoolne laga tha, aur result ke baad to jaise bhool hee gaya tha...lekin is waqt mujhe phhir se uski yaad aa gayi, maine call recieve kiya..
"haan.."
"tum mujhse milo..."
jaisa ki mujhe ummid thi,wo lagbhag cheekhte hue boli thi...jisse maine andaza lagaya ki wo abhi teachers ke sath nahi baithi hai...lekin maine phhir bhi ek baar samne ki taraf nazar dali...
"samne kya tukur-tukur dekh raha hai..."
"aap ho kaha..."
"tujhe zara sa bhi andaza hai ki us din raat ke 2 baje call karke tumne mujhe kya kaha tha...."
"nahi..mujhe bilkul bhi yaad nahi ...aur please mam, abhi mat bulao..wo kya hai ki main hostel se bhag kar farewell party me aaya hoon yadi city walo me se kisi ne pakad liya to phhir gaye kaam se...."
"tab to tum jaldi se Country club ke bike parking ki taraf bhago..."
"wo kyun..."
"kyunki main Varun aur Gautam ko ye batane ja rahi hoon ki unka dushman hostel se bhagkar yaha kisi kayar ki tarah baitha hai..."
"are mam,lafda ho jayega..."
"wo meri problem nahi hai..."
"thik hai,main aa raha hoon..."
Naveen se bahana banakar main chupke se parking ki taraf khisak liya jaha scooty par deepika mam baithi hui thi....mujhe dekhte hee wo muskurayi aur uski isi ada ne mujhe confuse kar diya ki...ye itni khush kaise hai..jabki kuch der pahle to chilla aise rahi thi..jaise ki mera murder kar degi...
"aapne bulaya..."uski scooty ki taraf jaate hue main bola...
"peechhe baitho..."
"where are we going..."
"chup chap baith..."
Jab main farewell ki party se beech me uthkar aaya tha tab main kisi dusare mood me tha...lekin jab se deepika mam ko dekha tha tab se mera mood badal gaya tha....jordar makeup ke sath uska gora rang kafi khila hua tha aur uspar se uske tight dress me kaid uske seene ke ubharo ne mere muh me paani la diya tha, aur tabhi meri nazar apne aap neeche ki taraf jakar uske taango ke beech atak gayi....uski chut par nazar gadaye hue main kayi sawal ka jawab dhoondh raha tha ,jaise ki deepika mam ne mujhe dekha kaise, wo party se wapas kyun ja rahi hai aur sabse bada sawal ye tha ki usne mujhe abhi bulaya kyun hai...jabki us raat maine uske sath badtameezi ki thi aur main ab uska student bhi nahi tha...aur jaha tak main soch sakta tha uske anusar uske pass lund ki kami nahi thi..yadi phhir bhi wo kisi naye bande se us waqt chudna chahti thi to wo party me mauzood kisi bhi student ke saamne yadi apni chut aur madmast gand marne ka prastaav rakhti to shayad hee koyi unhe mana karta...even yadi wo kisi teacher ke aage bhi ye proposal rakhti to teacher bhi farewell party ki chakachaundh ko chhodkar uski chut aur gand ko masalne ke liye turant taiyar ho jata...
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Main is waqt deepika mam ki scooty me uske pichhwade se apna tana hua lund sata kar usse chipak kar baitha hua tha , aur uske jism se aati hui perfume ki khushboo se apne andar ek toofan utha raha tha...dil kar raha tha ki deepika mam ki dono choochiyo ko peechhe se dabakar yahi scooty rukwau aur uske muh,chut,gand...sab jagah apna lund gused doon...lekin aisa karne se ek problem ho sakti thi, yadi main abhi isi waqt jor se deepika mam ki chhatiyo par peechhe se apne hatho dwara force apply karta to deepika mam ka balance bigad sakta tha...jo ki main nahi chahta tha...isliye filhal main uski gand se apna lund sataye hue baitha raha...deepika mam ne scooty kis sadak par daudayi mujhe kuch bhi yaad nahi...kyunki pure raste bhar main apna lund bahar se uski gand ke andar ghusa raha tha....
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deepika mam 2 bhk ke ek flat par rahti thi,jo ki unhone kiraye se liya hua tha...aur is waqt main unhi ke kiraye ke flat par ek sofe par apni tashreef daal kar bola...
"aap Party se chali kyun aayi..mera matlab hai ki maaldar ladkiyo ko to aisi party ka hamesha hee intezaar hota hai jisme wo apne husn ke aag se hum gareebo ka L jala sake..."
"L bole to Lund..."jis sofe par kuch der pahle maine tashreef rakkhi thi,usi sofe par apni tashreef rakhte hue deepika mam ne mujhse puchha...
"lawdi ko chudne ki itni jaldi hai..."usko dekhkar adar hee andar maine socha aur phhir ek sexy smile apne hontho par laate hue bola" L bole to left side bole to dil..."
"idhar dil ki koyi jaroorat nahi hai..."
"main bathroom hokar aata hoon...aankh thoda jal raha hai...to kidhar hai.."
"kya kidhar hai..."dono hath se apni jaangho ko sahlate hue usne kaha...
"bathroom kidhar hai..."
"udhar..left side me.."
"mam..."bathroom ki taraf jate hue main palta"kuch khaane peene ka intezaam ho jaye to..."
"tumhe abhi bhookh lagi hai..."wo thoda gusse se boli..
"wo kya hai ki, farewell party me maine apna pet nahi bhara aur yadi main is waqt kuch kha leta hoon to meri efficiency thoda badh jayegi..."
"ok..main banati hoon kuch..."
Uske baad wo kitchen me chali gayi aur main bathroom me....
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mere khas dost Arun ne kaha tha ki jab bhi kisi ladki ko pahli baar thokne jao to apne lund ko ek baar khud se thok lena taaki ladki ko chodte samay jaldi hee na gir jaye...aur main isi liye bathroom me ghusa tha ,ye mera first time tha jab main kisi ladki ke sath sex karne wala tha aur main nahi chahta tha ki jab gadi chal rahi ho to main beech me hee ludhak jaun...isliye bathroom me maine bakayada deepika mam ki gand aur chut ko sochkar muth mara aur phhir fresh hokar bahar aaya...tab tak table par deepika mam ne do plate noodles rakh diye the....
"beer chalegi..."ek can apne hath me pakde hue wo boli...
"mam...mujhe beer aur cold drink same hee lagti hai...daru ho to baat kuch aur ho..."
"filhal to main daru nahi peeti , isliye beer se hee kaam chalana padega..ya phhir ek aur jagah hai ,jaha se pani rista hai...kaho to glass me lekar aaun..."
"uski koyi jaroorat nahi..main beer se hee kaam chala lunga..."
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Uske baad noodles aur beer ki ek can maarkar main shant baith gaya..lekin mera dil is waqt bahut fadfada raha tha..main thoda darr bhi raha tha ,kyunki mujhe chudai ke baare me kuch khas nahi maloom tha...yadi mujhe pahle se hee maloom hota ki aaj ye sab kuch hone wala hai to main sex power badhane ki kayi tablets khakar aata aur is saali ko jamkar ragadta...aisa ragadta ki mahino kisi se chudwane ke layak nahi rahti...maine abhi kuch der pahle hee muth mara tha ,lekin phhir bhi ab se kuch der baad hone wale scene ki kayi jhalak sochkar mera lund phhir se tan gaya tha..main is waqt sofe par straight baithkar ye soch raha tha ki yadi abhi mera ye haal hai to us waqt kya hoga jab main deepika mam ki chut ka skshat darshan karunga  us waqt kya hoga jab uski badi-badi choochiya nangi mere aankho ke saamne latak rahi hongi...aur uska bhara hua pichhwada masti se matak raha hoga  mere andar hee andar ek toofan uth raha tha lekin phhir bhi main shant baitha tha,kyunki mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki shuruat kaise karu...use ek jhatke se pakad kar zameen me lita kar chodu ,ya phhir pyar se uske kapde utaru...ya phhir uske lipstick se sane hontho par apne hontho se dastak doon ya phhir uski pahal ka intezaar karu....
"Arman..tumhara result kya hua..."apni ek taang ko sofe par thoda upar chadhate hue wo boli,jisse uski dress ka nichla hissa khul gaya aur meri aankho ki retina ne seedhe wahi focas kiya...uski white colour ki panty ki kuch jhalak mujhe saaf dikh rahi thi...
"phhir to isne bra bhi white colour ka pahna hoga..."uski white colour ki panty par nazar gadaye hue mere tharki dimag ne andaza lagaya..
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Update-79
"phhir to isne bra bhi white colour ka pahna hoga..."uski white colour ki panty par nazar gadaye hue mere tharki dimag ne socha....
"itna kya soch rahe ho,.."
Deepika mam ki aawaz ne uski white panty se mera concentration hataya...aur main aise hadbadaya jaise ki.....pata nahi kaise 
maine turant apni nazar deepika mam ki taango ke beech se hatakar uske face par atkayi...
"tum shayad kuch soch rahe the...tell me "
"tell you...what ?"
"you know better than me..."muskurate hue wo boli...
"wo main ye soch raha tha ki, tumne mere sawal ka jawab kyun nahi diya..."
"kaisa sawal aur zara ijjat se baat karo, teacher hoon teri aap karke baat kiya kar..."
"haan MC chudte waqt dhyan nahi rahta ki tu teacher hai aur main student..."uski aankho me dekhte hue maine dil hee dil me galiya barsayi....
"Arman ,meri tabiyat kuch dino se thik nahi hai, aur aaj farewell party ke shor se mera sar dukhne laga tha...isliye maine wapas aane ka socha...dukh to bahut hua tha us waqt jab main wapas aa rahi thi,kyunki meri nayi dress, ghanto makeup,mehangi lipstick bekar jane wala tha...lekin jab tumhe ladko ke beech me dekha to ek plan mere dimag me aaya...."
"aur wo plan ye tha ki ,tum mere sath raat bhar..kuchi-kuchi...right ! "
"haan...! Aisa hee kuch socha tha us waqt maine aur tumne phhir mujhe tum kahkar bulaya...agli baar se yadi tum bola to halat kharab kar dungi..."
"aur halat kharab kaise karogi..."
"hat..lab me to bada sarif banta hai...main aati hoon fresh hokar..."
"kya fayda fresh hone ka ,waise bhi kuch der baad de fresh hee kar dunga...."
Deepika mam ek baar peechhe palti aur muskura kar chal di, uski matakte hui gand ko chodne ka sochkar hee mera lund paint fadne lagta...main andar hee andar bahut khush ho raha tha ki aaj main deepika mam ko chodunga aur mera plan tha ki use aisa chodunga ki sali aaj ke baad mere lund ki deewani ho jayegi...sote-jagte..padhte-padhate,ise sirf main aur mere lund dwara ki gayi jordar chudai hee yaad aayegi....
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kitni ajeeb baat hai ki is waqt main ek anjaan se flat par ek aisi ladki ke sath hoon jo hawas ki pujarin hai...kahi wo apni hawas mitane ke liye mujhe koyi nuksaan na pahucha de...maine kayi news me suna aur dekha tha ki kuch log sex karte waqt itne excited ho jate hai ki samne wale ki jaan tak le lete hai...deepika mam ne mere lund se bhi bade-bade lundo ko liya hoga..isliye main use koyi nuksaan pahuchata...ye to namumkin hee tha..lekin ab mere andar ek darr apni jagah bana raha tha...
"abey tera first time hai..isiliye itna ghabra hai...darr mat aur chod-chod ke gand faad dalna sali ka..."maine khud se kaha...tab tak deepika mam apne hath me apni safed panty ko ghoomate hue mere pass aayi aur apni wo safed panty ko mere upar phhek kar boli..
"smell it..."
"usse kya hoga..."deepika mam ki panty ko apne hath me lete hue main bola aur unki panty ke dono siro ko dono hatho se pakad kar kheenchne laga....
"iska size kya hai..."
"aur usse kya hoga..."abki baar wo boli...
"hoga to kuch nahi,size puchhkar bas apna general knowledge badha raha hoon..kya pata IAS ke exam me aa jaye "
"lo,wapas pahna do..."bolte hue wo mere aur karib aayi...
Meri dil ki dhadkane ab thodi tez ho gayi thi...kyunki pahli baar main deepika mam ki chut dekhne wala tha, 
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yun to maine kayi martaba ladkiyo ke chut ke darshan kiye the ,lekin itne itminan se pahli baar hee chut darshan kar raha tha...aur mujhe khushi is baat ki bhi thi ki ,jis chut ko main aaj bina kapdo ke dekhunga...use main aaj chhune ke sath-sath chod bhi sakunga...bole to apun is waqt toohappy tha
deepika mam ki panty ab bhi mere hatho me thi,usne meri aankho me dekhkar apna salwar neeche khiska diya aur meri taraf dekhkar muskurayi...salwar neeche aa jaane ke karan deepika mam ki gori-gori jaangho ka kuch hissa unke suit se jhalak raha tha...
"ye tukur-tukur kya dekh raha hai beta Arman...sali ke dono jaangho ko masal de aur aisa masal ki hafte bhar iodex se malne ke baad bhi iska dard kam na ho...."deepika mam ke sexy leg cut ko dekhte hue maine socha 
Main ye soch hee raha tha ki deepika mam mere aur karib aa gayi aur apne dono pair ko halka sa failate hue aankh maarkar mujhe ishara kiya ki main unki safed panty unki safed chut se wapas jod doon...maine waisa hee kiya, jaise-jaise main deepika mam ki panty upar chadha raha tha,mere hath tezi se kaanpne lage the...
deepika mam ko unki panty pahnane ke baad maine apna ek hath unki panty ke andar hee ghusa diya,mera dil jordar jhatke maarte hue dhadak raha tha...aakhir kar wo pal bhi aaya jab maine deepika mam ki nangi chut ko apni ungaliyo se mahsoos kiya aur phhir ungliyo se hee rasta dhoondh kar ek ungali uske chut ke andar daal di...iske baad main jis sofe par baitha tha ,deepika mam usi sofe pae mere upar meri taraf muh karke baith gayi aur apne dono hatho se mere sar ko sahlane lagi...meri ungali ab bhi deepika mam ki chut ke andar hee thi, mera dil hee nahi kar raha tha ki main apni ungali nikalu...isliye maine apni ungali ko thoda andar ki taraf dabaya....
"ye kisne sikhaya..."mere gaal ko sahlate hue deepika mam puchhi...
"kisi ne nahi..."
"ek din me kitni baar mutth maarte ho..."mere shirt ke buttons ko kholte hue usne ek aur sawal puchha...
Deepika mam ka is tarah se sawal puchhna mujhe achchha lag raha tha, uski baate sunkar mera josh aur bhi badh jata...
"jab time milta hai...tabhi shuru ho jata hoon..."maine jawab diya..
"kisko sochkar..."
"kabhi katrina ko sochkar to kabhi Priyanka ko sochkar to kabhi hollywood ki actresses ko sochkar...to kabhi T.V. Serials ki laundiyo ko sochkar...lekin pichhale semester me apni Computer wali mam ko sochkar hee hilaya hai...."apni ungali uski chut ke aur andar karte hue maine kaha...
"mujhe kis position me chodte ho,muth maarte waqt..."
"har din new position...kabhi lita kar to kabhi seedha karke...kabhi aage se to kabhi peechhe se.."
mera jawab sunkar wo muskurayi aur apne suit ko mere palak jhapakte hee utar kar neeche phhenk diya...aur finally deepika mam ko bra aur panty me dekhne ka mera pahla Arman pura hua...ab sirf baaki tha to,deepika mam ko ekdum nangi dekhne ka aur phhir use usi ke bistar par litakar jordan chudai karne ka Arman...jo ki jald hee pura hone wala tha....
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maine bhi apni shirt aur paint utar kari deepika mam ke salwar-suit ke upar phhenka aur bola"jaise main tujhe chodunga...waise hee mere kapde bhi tere kapde ko chodenge..."
"tumne phhir se mujhe tum kaha..bhool gaye main tumhari mam hoon..."bolte hue deepika mam ne mera ek hath apne seene par rakkha aur mere sar ke baal ko kheenchte hue boli....
deepika mam ke dwara sar ke baal kheenchne ke karan halka sa dard mujhe mahsoos hua aur sath hee thoda gussa bhi aaya,maine turant deepika mam ki chut se ungali nikali aur taav me aakar deepika mam ki frictionless chikni kamar ko dono hatho se pakad kar sofe se uth khada hua aur wahi farsh par patak kar uske upar chadh gaya...
"students se chut marwa sakti hai lekin izzat tujhe barabar hee chahiye tujhe..."
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"students se chut marwa sakti hai lekin izzat tujhe barabar hee chahiye"
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"ye kya...utho mere upar se..."
Deepika mam ne apne dono hatho se mujhe upar se hatane ki koshish ki lekin wo nakamyab rahi...ab mera lund itne josh me aa chuka tha ki mujhe ab sirf aur sirf chudai dikh rahi thi....hontho par ek smile laate hue maine apna ek hath deepika mam ke seene par rakkha aur phhir uske jism ko sahlate hue seedhe uski white panty ke andar ek baar phhir dastak di....
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main deepika mam ko is tarah zameen me patak kar uski chut me ungali karunga,aisa usne shayad kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga..maine khud ne bhi kabhi nahi socha tha...bas dil kiya aur maine kar diya,....
"Arman...dimag kharab hai tumhara...is tarah se zameen par..."
Deepika mam apne daant chabte hue mujhse boli aur mere hath ko,jo ki unki safed panty ke andar unki safed chut ko masal raha tha, usko bahar nikalne ki ek aur nakamyab koshish ki....aur jab wo udhar kuch nahi kar payi to ek baar phhir se mujhe dhakka dekar khud ke upar se hatane ki koshish ki.....
"acting kafi solid karti ho....meri randi mam..."uske dono hatho ko maine uske sar ke agal-bagal apne hatho se jakad liya aur phhir pura us par samata hua apne honth uske honth ke karib laaya...
"main janta hoon ki tum acting kar rahi ho...tumhari aankho me main dekh sakta hoon...."
"main samjhi nahi kuch...what do you want to say...."
"duniya me har koyi apne andaz se sex karna chahta hai...sabka apna-apna style hai,kisi ko 69 postion sabse jyada achchhi lagti hai to kisi ko doggy...to kisi ko koyi aur.."
"that doesn't matter for me...i enjoy every position..."
"lekin tum khud ka rape karwa kar chudna pasand karti ho....right..."
"kya  dimag to sahi hai tumhara..."wo aise react karke boli jaise ki uski chori pakdi gayi ho...."hato mere upar se..."
"itni jaldi bhi kya hai janeman...ek baar lip lock to karne to de..."
Uske baad maine use chhodne ke bajay uske upar aur dabav banaya aur apni ungaliyo ko uske hontho par phhirate hue bola"mast hai..."
"kyaaaannhhh..."
"kuch nahi..."
Deepika mam ki salwar to main kab ka utar chuka tha ,aur ab buri tarah se apna jism uske jism se ragadne ke karan uska suit kamar tak khisak chuka tha,uske hontho ko chuste hue main aksar beech-beech me uski jangho ko apne hatho se sahlata ,jisse deepika mam aur josh me aa jati....pahle pahal to main teji ke sath deepika mam ke hontho ko jakad kar kiss karta raha ,lekin jab kuch der baad deepika mam ne jakadna chalu kiya to meri halat kharab ho gayi...lekin wo waqt hee aisa tha ki uske hontho ko alag karne ka man nahi kar raha tha...lekin mujhe jab deepika mam ki chhatiyo ka khayal aaya to maine uske hontho ko khud ke hontho se alag kar uske seene par nazar daudayi...deepika mam ki saanse bahut tez chal rahi thi ,jiski vajah se uska seena bahut tezi se upar-neeche ho raha tha....main deepika mam ke upar-neeche hote seene ko dekhkar yahi soch raha tha ki ab kya karu.....
"bina kapdo ke in dono ko dekhne ka bahut man kar raha hai"
"no...."wo farsh par itrate hue boli
"wo kyun...."
"mera saman hai, meri marzi..."
"ok..."
uske baad maine uske dono boobs ko apne dono hatho me pakad kar deepika mam ki taraf dekha....wo hawas ki pujarin meri is harkat se bahut khush ho rahi thi aur uski ye khushi uski aankho me main saaf dekh sakta tha....maine puri taqat ke sath uske dono boobs ko dabaya aur deepika mam dard se cheekh uthi aur ek jordar tamacha mere gaal par aakar laga....
"idiot...dard hota hai..."
"teri maa ki...."gaal par hote jalan ko sahte hue main khud se badbadaya aur ek baar phhir uske seene ko jor se daba diya aur pahli baar ki tarah wo is baar bhi jor se cheekhi ,lekin abki baar jab mujhe marne ke liye deepika mam ne apna hath uthaya to maine unke hath ko pakda aur marod diya....aur usi waqt unhone apne dusare hath se mujhe marne ki koshish ki...lekin nateeja pahle wale hath ki tarah tha....
"dukh raha hai..."aankho me dard liye hue wo boli"chhodo,please.."
Uske dard se karahne ke baad main dusari taraf dekhne laga to phhir se boli"Arman...leave me yar ! "
"nope,.."
"Armaaaaannnn....."
"ek shart par chhodunga...."
"kaisi shart,..."
"tum mujhse ye bolo ki Arman maine tum jaisa handsome, brilliant,hard fucker ladka...aaj tak nahi dekha..."
"thik hai...Arman maine aaj tak tum jaisa handsome ,brilliant aur.....aage kya tha"
"hard fucker..."
"hardfucker ladka nahi dekha..."
"thank you mam...maine bhi aap jaisi dudharu ladki aaj tak nahi dekhi...."bolte hue maine unke dono hatho ko chhod diya , 
"dimag kharab hai kya tumhara...kisi ladki ke sath koyi aise behave karta hai kya..."
Ladkiyo ki bak-bak karne ki adat bahut bhayankar hoti hai, wo bak-bak karke saari raat guzar de aur is waqt mujhe aisa hee kuch mahsoos ho raha tha...main ye nahi chahta tha ki suraj devta subah dastak de de aur main deepika mam ke kewal honth choos kar nikal jaun...isliye maine deepika mam ke suit ko jo ki pahle se kamar tak aa gaya tha use upar khiskate hue deepika mam ke gardan tak le gaya...
"main soch raha tha ki yadi ye apka dress utar diya jaye to...aahhhhh"maine muskurate hue kaha....
"uske liye to khada hona padega...lekin tum to kab se mere upar hee lade ho ,"
"oh ! Aisa kya.."
Uske baad main aur deepika mam uth khade hue, deepika mam ka gora jism ab puri tarah meri aankho ke saamne tha, unske jism ke is deedar se ek waqt ke liye jaise main bhool hee gaya ki wo hawas ki pujarin hai, aur yadi wo hai bhi to mujhe kaun sa uske sath shadi karni hai....mujhe us waqt koyi fark nahi pad raha tha ki usne aaj tak 10 ka lund liya hoga ya phhir 100 ka....
"i am ready..."usne mujhe kaskar pakda aur khud se sata kar mere hontho ko buri tarah jakad liya aur maine bhi uske hontho ko kaskar jakada aur uski panty ko neeche khiskane laga....deepia mam ki chikni chut ko masalne ka khayal hee mere andar horse power bhar deta , aur deepika mam ki chut ko sahlate waqt maine ek chhed-chad karne ki sochi... maine deepia mam ki chut ko thik usi tarah kaskar dabaya ,jaise ki kuch der pahle uski chhatiyo ko dabaya tha...aur is baar to jaise deepika mam ki jaan hee nikal gayi, wo mujhe door phhenkte hue mujhpar chillayi
"fuck you...bloody Arman "
"fuck you...bloody Arman "
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waise to meri dili-ichchha thi ki main deepika mam ko utha-utha kar...lita-lita kar ,hard core style me chodu...aur maine abhi tak aisi koshish bhi ki thi..lekin har baar deepika mam ko wo napasand hee aata,isliye mujhe mahsoos hone laga ki kahi wo gussa hokar ,mere saare Armano par paani na fer de...aur waise bhi jab free ki chut mile to jyada variety nahi dekhni chahiye.... 
"main taiyar hoon..."bolte hue main deepika mam ke peechhe khada ho gaya, wo palat kar kuch kahti ya phhir kuch karti usse pahle hee maine deepika mam ko jakad liya"ek baat kahu mam..."
"yes..."
"mujhe bahut din se intezaar tha is pal ka...shayad tab se jab meri pahli nazar aap par padi thi...you are too hot,...i never see a jabarjast maal like you in my whole life..."
"sach...."apni tarif sunkar jaise dusari ladkiya machal jati hai ,waise hee wo bhi machal uthi..aur mere hath me apne hath dalte hue boli"khud ko bahut chalak samajhte ho..."
"aji, aapke aage to hum ekdum nausikhiya hai..."
"ye achanak kya ho gaya tumhe..."apne hatho se mere hath ko sahlate hue deepika mam ne puchha....
"maine socha ki...pata nahi kya socha, bas dil ne kaha aur maine kar diya..."
"mujhe yahi aur aise hee ladke pasand hai...."
"matlab ki main pasand aaya..."uske hatho ko door karke uske nange pet ko sahlate hue maine apne dono hath uski panty ke andar ghusa diye aur abki baar ekdum pyar se uski chut ko masalne laga.......
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main deepika mam se ab itni sarifi se pesh aa raha tha aur iski sirf ek hee vajah thi ki main use jald se jald thokna chahta tha...mujhse contol nahi ho raha tha aur wo thi ki idhar-udhar ungali dalwa kar time pass kar rahi thi....isiliye main unse ekdum pyar se baat karne laga....waise to ye mera kisi ladki ke sath first night thi, aur is kaam me main wakayi me deepika mam ke saamne ek nausikhiya tha...lekin GOOGLE maharaj ki kripa se thoda bahut to main janta hee tha...maine kayi blogs "first time sex" ke baare me padha tha...aur jaise kisi subject ka notes hum banate hai,waise hee "first time sex" ka bhi maine notes banaya tha....
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"rook kyun gaye....dear Arman..."lagbhag sisakte hue deepika mam boli, google maharaj ki kripa dristi par main itna kho gaya tha ki mera hath jo ki kuch der pahle deepika mam ki white panty ke andar uchhal raha tha wo ab shant ho gaya tha...
"dear Arman....kafi speedly progress ho rahi hai meri ijjat me"iske sath hee maine deepika mam ki panty me halchal phhir se shuru kar di aur thodi hee der me unki panty ko neeche khiska diya....
"mujhe thoda ajeeb lag raha hai..."
"ajeeb ? "
"sahi bataun to main thoda nervous hoon mam,..."
"class teacher ki tarah hee tum mujhe sex teacher assume kar lo..."
"wo sab to thik hai,lekin main sach me thoda nervous hoon...bole to apun ki phhat reli hai..khair koyi baat nahi..."
"sab kuch normal ho jayega dear...chalo bed par chalte hai..."bolte hue deepika mam bedroom ki taraf badhi aur unke peechhe -peechhe main bhi bedroom ki taraf badha....
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bedroom ke andar jaane ke baad deepika mam ne apni panty ,jise maine neeche khiska di thi...use pura ka pura khud se alag karne ke baad usne apni bra bhi khol di.... deepika mam ko puri nangi dekhkar mere andar sansani si fail gayi...main kya karu ,us thode se sansani waqt me mujhe kuch nahi soojha...main kabhi deepika mam ki gori-gori seene ko niharta to kabhi unke kamar ke neeche bane narak ke dwar ko.....wo kuch der wahi bistar ke pass khadi hokar matakti rahi aur phhir ishare se mujhe apne karib aane ko kahkar bistar par let gayi....
"come on, Arman..."
"okay..."lambi-lambi saanse bharte hue main bola....aur sirf bola hee kuch kiya nahi...
"waha khade hee rahoge ya apna khada bhi karoge..."
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Main is waqt deepika mam ke bistar ke saamne khada hokar yahi soch raha tha ki jung ke maidan me kood jaun ya phhir wapas laut jaun....main us waqt aisa isliye soch raha tha kyunki mujhe darr tha ki kahi deepika mam ko Aids ki beemari na ho....is waqt mere kuch Arman ,jo maine college ke shuruati dino se dekhe the wo ab pure hone wale the....lekin ain mauke par mere khurafati dimag me na jaane Aids ki beemari kaha aa gayi thi,jiski vajah se main wahi bistar ke pass khada tha...
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"mere pass to condom bhi nahi hai..."main khud se badbadaya"raste me kharid lena chahiye tha..."
"Arman  "apne mumme sahlate hue wo boli
"haan.. aa raha hoon..."
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main kuch der tak aur aise hee waha khada raha and finally maine khud ko mazboot karke deepika mam se puchha...
"aapko Aids to nahi hai na  "
Mere is sawal se wo thoda chauk gayi aur apne mumme sahlana band karke meri taraf dekhkar boli"dimag to sahi thikane par hai..."
"meri baat ko dil par mat lo ,muh me lo...."
"can i know that why did you ask that question...."
"i asked that questin because of sex ability of your pussy along with different dicks..."
"main sach hee kahungi iski kya guarantee hai...main to jhooth bhi bol sakti hoon..."
"that was not my question...."
"mujhe Aids hai...."meri taraf dekh kar Deepika mam ne jawab diya
"mujhe koyi farak nahi padta..."bolte hue main jhatke se bistar par chadha aur apne kapde utar diye....
Deepika mam apne dono pairo ko jode bistar par leti thi,maine unki jaangho ko apne dono hatho se masalte hue unki jaangho ko failaya...aur aisa karte hee mujhe narak ka wo dwar dikha....jiske chakkar me na jaane kitne tabah ho gaye....
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Waise to ye mera first time tha ,lekin ab mujhe kisi guideline ki jaroorat nahi thi...maine deepika mam ki dono jaangho ko kaskar pakad kar upar uthaya aur deepika mam ko apne karib kheencha....jisse unki rasbhari chut aur mere lund ke beech ab kuch hee fansala tha...uske dono pairo ko apne kandhe par rakhkkar deepika mam ki chut ko pahle apne lund se sahlaya....is beech deepika mam apni chhatiyo ko masal rahi thi....
"are you ready...."deepia mam ki kamar ko kaskar pakadte hue main bola aur neeche jhuk kar unke hontho par ek jordar kiss bhi kiya....
"yaaahhhhh..."usne apni sahmati di...
Aur deepika mam ki taraf se green signal milte hee maine apne lund ko unki chut ke beech-o-beech rakkha aur halka sa dabav diya.....lekin mera lund zara sa bhi andar nahi gaya....phhir maine aur zor se dabav banaya...
"bewkoof...thoda ,neeche dalo..."
"oh ! Sorry  "
Apne lund ko deepika mam ki chut me thoda neeche karne ke baad halka sa dabav banaya aur mere lund ka upari hissa turant andar ghus gaya....
"are gazab  "
"kya gazab...pura ghusa..."
Maine ek lambi saans bhari aur phhir jor ka jhatka mara, mera lund bina kisi rok-tok ke seedhe ghusta chala gaya aur mujhe param sukh ki anubhooti hone lagi....main apni aankhe band kiye hue kuch der tak us pal ko apne left side se attach karna chahta tha....lekin lund ki pyasi deepika mam ko ye shayad napasand tha...usne usi waqt ,jab maine ek jordar dhakka maarkar apni aankhe band kar li thi ,to usi waqt usne mujhe tok diya...aur uske baad main deepika mam se lipat kar unki chut me apna lund lagatar pelta raha....is waqt deepika mam mujhe bahut achchhi lag rahi thi...unki har ek siskari mujhe aur bhi jyada romanchit kar deti....main kabhi unki boobs ko jor se dabata to kabhi unke hontho par apni ungaliya phhirata to kabhi unke gulabi hontho ko apne hontho se jakad leta....mere har dhakke ke sath hum dono ka bistar par lahrata jism hum dono ko ek-dusare me sama jaane ka mauka de raha tha...aur jab hum dono ki aankhe ek-dusare se milti to us pal jaise kisi ne high voltage current ki wire mujhse touch kara di ho,us samay mera josh dugana ho jata....
"yaaaahhhh....stop now..."
"kya hua.."hanfte hue main bola....
"i want to suck your...."
"nope...phhir main kiss kaise karunga..."
"to kar lena,usme kya hai..."
"mujhe bekar lagta hai..."
"that's your problem...Arman..."
"ek shart par..."deepika mam ke mummo ko sahlate hue maine ishara kiya...
"nahi..bilkul nahi..."
"ab dard ka bahana mat bana lena...kyunki itne logo ke sath soyi ho to do chaar ne to waha lund dala hee hoga..."
"yeah. Tum sahi ho,lekin mujhe pasand nahi.."
"phhir mujhe bhi lawda chusana pasand nahi  "uske tight nipple ko sahlate hue maine kaha...
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deepika mam kuch der tak kuch sochati rahi aur phhir unhone meri shart maan li....to shart ke mutabik ye tay hua tha ki wo mera lund chusegi aur main uski gand marunga...i don't think ki isme mera koyi nuksaan hua hai....main deepika mam ke upar se uthkar unke bagal me let gaya aur wo meri jaangho ke beech apne nitab rakhkar baith gayi aur mere lund ko mutthi me bharkar aage-peechhe karne lagi...kuch der tak wo aise hee karti rahi...
"jaldi chuso na "
"ruko kuch der,pahle ise taiyar to kar loon....haan ab taiyar hai..."
Uske baad usne apni jeebh bahar nikali mere lund par phhirane lagi, 
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ise deepika mam ki art of blowjob kahe ya phhir kuch aur....ki mujhe us waqt jyada maza aa raha tha,jab wo mere lund ko apne muh me bharti aur bahar nikal deti instead of us waqt ke,jab main unki rasbhari chut me apna lund andar bahar kar raha tha......
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jab deepika mam ka man bhar gaya to wo bistar par let gayi aur main ek baar phhir unke upar chadh gaya....
"ghoom jao..."
"pahle thodi der aage ki sekayi kar do, then........shhhhh"
"okay....shhhh"
Maine ek baar phhir unki chut par lund rakkha aur teji se ek baar me hee apna pura lund uski chut me utar diya aur pahle ki tarah hee usase chipak kar tej dhakke maar raha tha....ab uske honth to choom nahi sakta tha ,isliye maine abki baar uski chhatiyo ko nishana banaya aur deepika mam ke nipples ko kaskar dabaya.....
"aaaaannnhhhhhhhh......"ek dard bhari unchi cheekh deepika mam ke muh se nikli...
"sorry...."bolte hue maine ek aur baar unke dono nipple ko masal diya aur bola "sorry again..."
"mujhe tumhari cheekh nikalne ke kayi tareeke maloom hai aur kuch tareeke to aise hai ki tumhari cheekh bhi nahi niklegi....isliye jyada hoshiyaari nahi..ok"
"dil se sorry...next time se nahi karunga..."
aur main phhir se us kaam me lag gaya,jo main kuch der pahle kar raha tha....ab mere lund me ek gudgudi se paida ho rahi thi,jiske karan maine khud-b-khud dhakko ki speed tej kar di....main jaan chuka tha ki main jhadne wala hoon aur previous plan ke mutabik mujhe apni deepika mam ki gand bhi maarni thi,lekin main nahi ruka....mere dhakke lagatar tez hote gaye aur main nidhal hokar deepika mam ke upar gir gaya.......
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Chapter-23:A lip of heart
Update-82
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deepika mam aur mere beech farewell ki raat ko jo kuch bhi hua wo sab sach tha,lekin mere khas dosto me shumar Varun ko jaise yakin hee nahi ho raha tha....
"tu yeda bana raha hai mujhe..."
"ab kya hua "
"mujhe aisa kyun lag raha hai ki tune deepika mam aur khud ka chapter khud se jod liya hai...i mean mujhe to sab fake lag raha hai..."
"deepika mam ab mere contact me nahi hai,warna usi se puchh leta tu..."
Main aur Varun baat kar hee rahe the ki Nisha ki call ek baar mere cell me tapak padi aur mere call recieve karte hee wo mujhse puchhane lagi ki main kaha hoon aur maine bol diya ki main apne room par hoon....
"we have to go some where"
"where ? "
"main tumse M.B.D. restaurant Ke pass milti hoon..."
"kab..."main thoda sa baukhala gaya jab Nisha ne M.B.D. restaurant ke pass milne ke liye kaha to
"abhi,kuch der me..."
"thik hai,aadhe ghante me pahuchta hoon waha,waise jana kaha hai..."
"pahle pahucho to sahi..."
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maine call disconnect ki aur Varun ko ek jaroori kaam ka bahana batakar taiyar hone laga... Main bhi kitna bada bewkoof tha jo ki un dono se jhooth bol raha tha jo meri rag-rag se wakif the....
"apni item se milne ja raha hai na..."jab taiyar hokar main room se nikalne wala tha tabhi Varun ne toka
"tujhe kaise maloom chala..."
"call history dekhkar..."
"tum dono ko ab koyi aur kaam nahi bacha kya..."
"yaar Arman,mera bhi jugad jama na Nisha se...jab se use barish me bheegte hue dekha hai,rom-rom sihar uthta hai uske naam se  "
abhi Varun ne Nisha ke prati apne Apne Arman zahir kiya tha ki Arun ne apna muh fada"mera bhi jugad jama de my best dosit..."
"abey tum dono ne subah-subah ye kya bak-bak laga rakkhi hai aur Nisha mandir ka koyi prasad hai kya jo tum dono ke sath baatu  ,uski shadi hone wali hai..."
"abhi subah nahi shaam hai...aur tu bole to main tere sath chalta hoon..isi bahane Nagpur ghoom lunga..."Arun ne khade hote hue kaha ,use shayad yakin tha ki main use haan hee kahunga,par wo galat tha aur waise bhi ladkiyo ke mamle me saari theory galat hee ho jati hai...yadi Nisha sath na hoti ya phhir yadi main narak me bhi ja raha hota to Arun ko ghaseet kar le jata....lekin us waqt maine aisa nahi kiya,
"abey tu kaha aayega haddi me kawab banne....matlab kawab me haddi banne..."
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bahut mashakkat karni padi Arun aur Varun ko samjhane me aur aakhir kar wo mere sath na aane ke liye maan gaye, lekin unki ek shart thi ki main un dono ke liye wapas lautate waqt daru ka ek-ek khamba lekar hee aaun....
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"kitni der hue aaye hue...main jyada late to nahi hua.."M.B.D. Restaurant me pahuchkar maine Nisha se kaha...
"baitho Arman..."Nisha ne ukhde hue andaz me jawab diya..
"uncle-aunty se bahas hui kya tumhari "
is sawal ke peechhe mera ek aur maqsad ye bhi pata karne ka tha ki kahi Nisha ne hum dono ke baare me apne mom-dad ko na bata diya ho,warna mere liye bahut mushkile khadi hone wali thi...yadi Nisha ke maa-baap ko is samay jabki Nisha ki shadi ko kuch din hee baaki the,unhe ye pata chalta ki unki gair maujudagi me main unki beti ke sath raas-leela rachata hoon to wo shayad mujhe zinda nahi chhodenge....
"no, mom-dad se koyi bahas nahi hui....wo kal devid aa raha hai mujhse milne..."ek glass me pani lekar Nisha ne gale se neeche utarte hue kaha 
"ye chutiya devid kaun hai...jiski vajah se tum itni udaas ho.."
"mera hone wala husband  "
"oh teri...sorry that i called him chutiya..."abki maine bhi samne rakkhe pani ke glass ko uthaya aur pura khali kiya..."to isme burayi kya hai, husband hai tera...aayega pyar ke meethe do bol gungunayega ,chumma chati karega , phhir yaha waha hath maar kar tujhe yaha se le jayega...."
"mujhe wo pasand nahi...."
"aur wo kyun..."
"car me chalkar baat karte hai ,kahi chalna hai hum dono ko...."
Hum dono M.B.D. Restaurant se bahar nikal kar Nisha ki car me ho liye,...ye pahli baar tha jab main Nisha ke sath apni colony se bahar nikla tha, yun to Nagpur aaye hue mahino ho gaye the,lekin Nagpur ke baare me ab bhi main kuch nahi janta tha,jiski ek vajah ye thi ki main shahar ki bheed bhad se door rahta tha aur dusara kuch naya janne ki ichchha mahino pahle jaise seene me hee dafan ho gayi thi...lekin aaj Nisha ke sath hone par main Nagpur ko pahli baar gaur se dekh raha tha....aur tabhi mujhe beete dino ki yaad aayi jab hum hamesha yahi kaha karte the ki kash hum Nagpur me padhte, kash hum Nagpur me rahte ya phhir kash ki Nagpur yaha se pal bhar ki doori me hota....aisa kahne ki humari sirf aur sirf ek vajah thi aur wo vajah thi saste daamo me apna jism parosane wali desi aur videshi ladkiya aur kamsin aurat....
"Nagpur ke baare me maine sun rakkha hai ki yaha raat bitane ke liye KHUBSURAT ladkiya bahut saste daamo me mil jati hai..."KHUBSURAT word par maine jaanbuch kar jyada jor diya,taki Nisha jal bhun jaye...aur jaise ki mera andaza tha Nisha ka reaction thik waisa hee tha...
"kyun....unke sath raat bitani hai kya  "wo chidhte hue boli...
"kuch jugad jama do...aaj kal raat ko neend nahi aati "
"aage thodi door par ek clinic hai..kaho to doctor se consult karke ek poison le lo...raat me phhir achchhi neend aayegi..."Nisha phhir chidhne wale andaaz me boli...
"thanks for the suggestion, lekin mujhe mera hee idea jyada pasand hai...kuch jugad jama do..."uski taraf dekhte hue maine kaha"aur haan ladki Russian ho to aur bhi jyada sukoon se neend aayegi "
"Arman ab bas bhi karo,i have to say something..."
"main sun raha hoon..."
Nisha ne agle hee pal car sadak ke side me rok di aur phhir mere hath ko apne hath se pakad kar boli"maine aaj tak tumhare siwa kisi aur ke sath sex nahi kiya hai...maine tumhe aaj tak mere jitne bhi boyfriends ke name aur address bataye sab fake the..."
ye mere liye ek shocking news thi, mere liye Nisha ki is baat par yakin karna ki usne aaj tak mere siwa aur kisi ke sath bistar garam nahi kiya hai ,ye baat mujhe kuch hazam nahi ho rahi thi...usne mujhe ye dil ko jhakjhor kar rakh dene wali baat abhi kyun batayi ye to main janta tha,lekin sabse bada sawal phhir usne pahle mujhse jhooth kyun bola
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usne mujhe ye dil ko jhakjhor kar rakh dene wali baat abhi kyun batayi ye to main janta tha,lekin sabse bada sawal phhir usne pahle mujhse jhooth kyun bola
Main is waqt aise hairan tha jaise ki kitna bada ashcharya dekh liya ho 
"main janti ho ki tumhe yakin nahi ho raha hai.."
"nahi aisi koyi baat nahi hai,mujhe yakin ho raha hai..."
"phhir khush kyun nahi ho rahe ho..."
"main khush to hoon, main bahut jyada khush hoon...."
"tumhari shakal dekh kar to aisa nahi lag raha..."
"kya sach me..."side mirror ko apni taraf karke maine usme apna chehra dekha"aisa to kuch bhi nahi hai...."
Uske baad Nisha kuchh nahi boli,usne car start ki aur wapas sadak par dauda di....lekin main ab bhi mirror me dekh raha tha, mujhe Nisha ki baat par bilkul bhi yakin nahi ho raha tha aur usi waqt jaise usne mere andar ki uljhan ko samajh liya ho wo boli
"tum believe nahi kar rahe ho ki main aaj tak sirf tumhare sath...."
"nahi..bilkul nahi, mujhe pura yakin hai...dekho main kitna khush hoon..."jhooth bolte hue maine muskura diya...
hamesha philosophy jhadne wala main aaj apni hee philosophy nahi samajh pa raha tha , mujhe dekhkar us waqt koyi bhi kah sakta tha ki main is waqt kisi confusion me hoon aur kuch soch raha hoon....lekin pure waqt main jabarjasti muskurane ki acting karta raha,taaki Nisha ko bhanak na lag jaye ki main uspar shaq kar raha hoon....
Main pure raste bhar yahi koshish karta raha ki Nisha ko is baat ka ahsaas na ho jaye ki mujhe uski baat par yakin nahi hai,main aise react karta jaise main bahut khush hoon...thodi der baad Nisha ne car ek mall ke samne ruki 
"Arman, ye jhootha bartaav karna band karo...main janti hoon ki tumhe meri baat par bharosa nahi hai..."
"aisa bilkul bhi nahi hai..."maine ek baar phhir muskurane ka jhootha libas oodhte hue kaha"by the way ,tum mujhe is mall me kyun layi ho...kahi movie dikhane ka plan to nahi hai..."
"ghumane layi hoon tumhe ,din bhar industry me to rahte ho..."apne baal ko Mirror me dekhkar sawanrte hue Nisha boli"by the way ,tumne abhi tak bataya nahi main kaisi dikh rahi hai..."
"ekdum jhakkas..."bolte hue maine uski taraf sirf apne hath hee badhaye the ki wo darr kar turant car se bahar nikal gayi...
"driver car park karke aao..."
"main driver..."
"nahi to kya main hoon driver..."
"jaisi aapki aagya malkin ji..."
maine car Park ki aur mall ke andar aaya....Nisha mall ke andar thodi hee door par mujhe khadi hui dikh gayi...uske baad to jaise kayamat hee aa gayi, wo jaha bhi kuch kharidane jati waha aadhe se ek ghanta usko time lagta aur us pure time me main jamhayi leta hua bahar mall me aane jaane wale ko dekhta rahta....
"Nisha, pure 2 ghante ho gaye hai...lekin abhi tak tujhe kuchh pasand nahi aaya kya  "
"meri best friend ka birthday hai to usko kuch alag hee dena padega na aur mehnat to main kar rahi hoon isse tumko kya pareshani hai..."
"mujhe laga , tum apni shadi ke liye shopping kar rahi ho par yaha to pura mamla hee ulta nikla"
"shadi ke liye shopping ki kya jaroorat, wedding dress hai to mere pass..."
"lekin us din jab tumhare andar bhoot sawar hua tha tab to tumne barsaat me bheegkar us laal saree ka satyanash kar diya tha..."
"wo to saree thi na use main wedding me kaise pahan sakti hoon..."
"kyun..."
"main christian hoon, kya tumhe ye nahi pata..."
" sach"
"yaa"
"shopping baad me kar lena ,mera sar ghoom raha hai...abhi filhal wapas chalte hai..."
Lekin wo nahi maani usne aadhe ghante tak mujhe aur us mall me khhapaya aur jab hum dono wapas car me aaye to maine apni aankhe band ki aur apne sar ko sahlate hue saari chizo ko ek-ek karke samajhne ki koshish karne laga......
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"Nisha "name to hindu hai lekin ye khud ko christian bata rahi hai, NO PROBLEM
Lekin phhir iske pass shadi ka laal joda kaise aaya...iski maa ki....pure dimag ka dosa banakar kha gayi hai
"Nisha ,apna pura name batana to ek baar..."aankh kholte hee maine pahla sawal yahi puchha...
"Nisha Perez...kya tumhe sach me nahi pata tha ki main ek Christian hoon..."
"nahi aur mujhe koyi farak bhi nahi padta...lekin phhir ek sawal ab hai ki tumne phhir wo laal saree apne pass kyun rakkhi hai..."
"kyunki mujhe wo pasand aa gayi thi,to maine use kharid liya...isme bura kya hai..."
"kuch bhi bura nahi hai...main to aise hee General Knowledge ke liye question puchh raha tha ,tum car chalao..."bolkar maine apni aankhe band kar li
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Yadi dekha jaye to galti Nisha ki nahi thi ,hum dono pahle kewal bistar par kabaddi khelne ke liye mila karte the ,isliye ek dusare ke baare me hume jyada kuch nahi pata tha....jaise main Nisha ke baare me jyada nahi janta tha waise hee wo bhi mere baare me kuch nahi janti thi...usne mere baare me kayi baar kuchh naya janne ki koshish ki thi lekin maine har baar full stop ka board taang diya kyunki yadi main use batata to kya batata ki main apne ghar se bhag kar yaha rah raha hoon....aur use apne baare me kuch na batane ka sabse bada reason ye bhi tha ki wo phhir meri life ke aur bhi pahaluo ko janne ki koshish karti....
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"Arman...M.B.D. Restaurant aa gaya..."
"to kya yaha se main paidal jaun..chal na lift de de...waise tumne mujhe bulaya kisliye tha"
"wahi to batane ki koshish kar rahi hoon...lekin kuch bol nahi pa rahi..."
"ab aisa kya dhamaka karne wali ho janeman  "
"Restaurant me chalkar baat karte hai "
Hum dono M.B.D. Ke andar ghuse aur ek kone wale table par baith kar maine do cup coffee ka order diya aur Nisha ki taraf dekhkar kaha"haan bolo,ab..."
"i love you...Arman"
"haan ,aage bolo..."mere dil ki dhadkane tez honi shuru ho chuki thi....
"maine devid se shadi nahi kar sakti..."
"hmm...aage bolo..."
"tum kuch karo na ,jisse ye shadi rook jaye..."
"hmm...aage bolo.."
"do you love me "
"hmm...aage bolo..."
"ab aage kya bolu...sab to bol diya ,ab tum bolo  "gusse se mere hath me apne nakhoon gada kar Nisha ne kaha...

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"ab aage kya bolu...sab to bol diya ,ab tum bolo"gusse se mere hath me apne nakhoon gada kar Nisha ne kaha...
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"yahi baat pyar se bhi to kah sakti thi,khamkha nakhoon gada diya aur tune ye dayan jaise nakhoon kyun paal rakkhe hai,katwati kyun nahi..."
Apne liye dayan shabd sunkar Nisha mujhpar bhadak uthi aur apni aankhe badi karke ek baar aur apne dayan wale nakhoon ko mere hath par gada diya....
"chubhta hai yar..."
"to phhir mujhe dayan mat bolna aur yahi to aaj kal ka fashion hai..."
"wah re fashion...pahle to jaanwaro ki tarah apne nakhoon bade karo phhir usme hazar tarah ki nail polish thopo...tum ladkiyo ke pass bahut extra time hota hai kya..."
tab tak waiter ne do cup coffee lakar humare table par rakh di ,coffee ki chuskiya lete hue maine kaha"haan to bolo ,kya bol rahi thi..."
"do you love me..."
"i don't know..."
"don't know or don't love, saaf-saaf batao..."
"sach me Miss. Perez ,i don't know..."
"okay ! To ye batao ki tum mujhse shadi karoge..."
"shadi...."mujhe us waqt kuch nahi soojh raha tha ki main Nisha ko kya kahu, apne room se nikalne ke pahle hee main jaan gaya tha ki wo is tarah ke hee sawal puchhegi lekin lakh sochane ke bawjood abhi tak main is baare me kuch soch nahi paya tha aur yahi vajah thi ki main har baar baat ko kisi na kisi bahane taal deta tha aur is baar bhi maine waisa hee karne ki koshish ki ...jab mujhe Nisha ko uske sawal ka jawab dena tha tabhi maine waiter ko aawaz di aur do plate samose ka order diya...is baat se bekhabar ki meri is harqat ka Nisha par kya asar hoga...maine ye bilkul bhi nahi socha ki wo samajh jayegi ki main usko taal raha hoon....
Aur aisa hua bhi...jab kuch der aur maine uski baat ka jawab nahi diya to uski aankho me kisi chhoti bachchi ki tarah aansu aa gaye ,wo turant table se uthi aur bahar ki taraf jaane lagi....
"main abhi aaya..."waiter ko ishara karte hue main bhi Nisha ke peechhe ho liya aur seedhe jakar uske samne khada ho gaya 
"oye dayan chal aaja...i love you..."
"sach..."
"101 % sach..."
Aur uske baad hum dono ek dono ki baaho me baahe daalkar wapas restaurant ke andar aaye, ab mujhe bhi ahsaas hone laga tha ki mujhe Nisha ke mamle me jo karna hai uske baare me jaldi sochna hoga...
"to tumne kya socha..."
"kal batau to chalega..."
"hmm..."
Hum dono ne M.B.D. Restaurant me kuch waqt aur bitaya aur phhir Nisha ne mujhe mere room drop kar diya,...apne flat ki bell bajane ke baad mujhe yaad aaya ki Varun ne to mujhe daru laane ke liye kaha tha, wo to main lana hee bhool gaya aur Varun ne bhi room ka darwaja kholne se pahle ye dekha ki mere hath me kuch hai ya main khali hath hee aaya hoon...
"us din tune deepika mam ko phhir choda ki nahi..."mujhe dekhte hee Varun ka pahla reaction yahi tha...
uske is sawal se main sakte me aa gaya aur Arun ki taraf dekh kar ishara me puchha...lekin Arun to full load tha...wo underwear pahne hue bistar se utha aur ladkhadate hue bola...
"Arman, achchha hua, tu aa gaya...isne puchh-puchh kar dimag ka bada paanv bana diya hai...jab se tu gaya hai hazar baar ye mujhse yahi puchh raha hai...yahi puchh raha haaaiiii....."
"utha sale ko aur wapas bistar par patak de..."
Arun ko bistar par jamane ke baad Varun ne kuch khane ke liye banaya aur phhir ek-ek cup chay ke sath hum dono baith gaye....
"Arman,uske baad kya hua..."
"khane dega, baad me bataunga..."
"bata na..."
"baad me..."
"yadi abhi batayega to mere hisse ka khana tera..."
"thik hai..."uski plate apni taraf sarkate hue main bola"chay pee le,tu bhi kya yaad rakhega..."
"chal aage bata..."
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Aage.....main bhi yahi chahta tha ki main ek do baar aur deepika ko garam karu lekin ek baar jhadne ke baad kuch hee palo me mujhe neend aa gayi, lekin deepika mam ko chodne ki chah me meri neend subah ke 5 baje khul hee gayi, maine aas-pass hath mara... deepika mam mere bagal me hee so rahi thi,maine unko dobara pelne ke jugad me light on ki aur turant unke upar chadh gaya.....
"phhir..."Varun chay ki ek lambi chuski lete hue bola
"phhir kya ,main to nanga tha hee ,wo bhi bina kapdo ke hee thi...maine pahle uske body ke kuch private parts dabaye,unhe chusa...aur phhir unko ulta lita kar chodne ki taiyari kar hee raha tha ki deepika mam boli..."
"kya boli..."
"yahi ki unki tabiyat kharab hai aur main unke upar se utar jaun..."
"to tune kya kiya..."
"maine unki baat maan li...lekin yadi main chahta to wo sab kuch kar sakta tha..lekin deepika mam ki aawaz aur unke sharir ki garmi se main jaan gaya tha ki wo abhi filhal taiyar nahi hai...isliye main wapas bistar par let gaya aur subah hote hee hostel aa gaya..."
"teri baate sunkar aisa lag raha hai ki maine bekar me hee apna khana chhod diya ,chal aage bata  "
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Aage wo hua jo maine kabhi expect nahi kiya tha, main dusare din apne hostel pahucha hee tha ki mere bhai ka call aa dhamka, maine socha ki yun hee haal-chal puchhane ke liye call kiya hoga, lekin call uthate hee maloom chala ki bade bhaiya to railway station me hai aur wo aadhe ghante me mere hostel pahuchane wale hai.....
"abeeeeyyyyy Arun..."maine puri taqat se cheekh kar kaha"bade bhaiya aa rahe hai,jaldi se room saaf kar...warna aaj hee meri T.C. Kat jayegi..."
"kya sach..."Wo bistar se kood kar zameen par aaya aur mujhse bola"tu apne side saaf kar ,main apne side saaf karta hoon..."
"Chal tu shuru kar main jhadu ka jugad karta hoon..."
Waha se main turant bhu ke room me ghusa aur jhadu manga....
"nahi hai..."
"BC, bose dk,jaisi badsurat shakal hai...waisi shakal room ki bhi bana rakkhi hai...kabhi saaf bhi kar liya karo...."
galiya bakte hue main dusare room me ghusa aur phhir teesare...lekin halat sab jagah yahi thi....isliye main jaldi se bhag kar apne room me aaya aur news paper ko hatho me lekar room ka sara kachra bahar kar diya aur Arun ki ek t-shirt ko paani me bhigo kar apna study table saaf karke do-char book ,khol kar rakh diya.....
"la be, wo geela kapda mujhe bhi de..."
"le tham..."
"kutte, ye tune kya kiya...ye meri nayi t-shirt thi..."table saaf karne ke baad Arun chillaya
"mujhe maloom nahi tha yar, main to isse apne shoes bhi saaf karta hoon, i am really sorry yar..."
"teri ye baat seedhe dil me lagi hai..."
"dil pe nahi ,muh me le le aur abhi rona band kar ,bade bhaiya aate hee honge..."
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Chapter-25:Reversal

Update-91
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Hum kabhi ek jaise nahi rah sakte aur na hee humare halat hamesha ek rahte hai...waqt ke sath sab kuchh dheere-dheere badalne lagta hai aur humara jeevan waqt ke anek rang wale shila par chalne lagta hai.....main zindagi ke is parivartan ka kisi bhi tarah se virodh nahi kar raha aur na hee main iske khilaf hoon...lekin jab dharti ,aakash aur aakash ,dharti me badal jaye to ye parivartan bahut bada jhatka deta hai...kyunki hum hamesha hone wale parivartan ka virodh karte hai aur yahi hum insano ki fitrat hai...hum yahi chahte hai ki sab kuchh...sari chize waisi hee rahe jaise hum chahte hai,lekin aisa nahi hota aur na hee kabhi aisa hoga  
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"bhu kaha hai be, ghar se nahi aaya abhi tak..."college ke liye taiyar hote hue maine Arun se puchha,
aaj hume third semester me college jate hue ek hafte se bhi jyada samay ho gaya tha lekin bhu abhi tak ghar se nahi lauta tha....
"tujhe nahi pata kya..."
"kya nahi pata aur tu muh to aise fad raha hai jaise humare jungle ka raja bhopu swarg sidhar gaya ho..."
"aisa hee kuchh samajh..."
"abey seedhi tarah bol..."maine serious hote hue kaha...
"wo ab is college me nahi padhega...usne apna transfer kara liya hai..."
"kya bola tune ki usne apna college badal liya hai  abey ye school nahi hai jo jab man aaye transfer kara liya..."
"Govt. to govt. College me after one year ye suvidha hai...."aur phhir usne bhu ke new college ka naam,pata bhi bataya...
"oh ! Main ye nahi janta tha...lekin usne aisa kyun kiya...sab thik-thak to hai.."
"duniya me bahut tarah ke log hote hai Arman sir..."
Arun sach kah raha tha, main abhi tak nahi samajh pa raha tha ki Bhupesh ne aisa kyun kiya...kyunki jis college me wo ab tha wo college humare college se achchha nahi tha except building , aur na hee uska waha hometown tha,jo ghar ke moh me wo yaha se waha chala gaya ho...khair baat jo bhi ho ye sach tha ki ab bhu kabhi humare sath class me nahi baithega.....ek aur chiz jo badli wo ye ki Naveen ab hum dono se alag ho gaya tha...uski branch mining thi isliye second year se uski class alag ho gayi thi....mujhe jyada to nahi thoda bura laga ,kyunki maine uske sath ek saal ka waqt ek hee class me gujara tha aur ab wo humare sath nahi tha....second year me bahut lambe-chaude parivartan hote hai ,jaise ki teachers ka change ho jana....ek taraf jaha hume "aap physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte..."dialogue ke janmdata Kallu Kurre se is saal mukti mili wahi dammo rani hume Mathematics-3 padhane ke liye ab bhi humare sath thi...ek aur chiz jo badli wo ye ki is baar humare teachers me sirf 1 male tha baki sab female thi....lekin maal ek bhi nahi  shuru-shuru ke dino me recess ke waqt Naveen humari class me aata aur hum teeno bakarchodi karte hue apne pichhale dino ko yaad karte,....lekin jaise-jaise waqt beeta Naveen ne humari class me aana kam kar diya, usne apne branch me hee kayi dost bana liye the aur ab wo unhi ke sath ghoomta tha...usko dekhkar hum dono ne bhi decide kiya ki ab hume bhi kuchh dhamal machana chahiye, abhi to teen saal baki hai...ise humlog aise hee nahi gawa sakte...aur wo semester aisa tha,jisne mujhe dosto ke sath masti karne ka asli matlab samjhaya....ya phhir kahe ki main ,mere zindagi ke sabse achchhe laundo se milne wala tha...jinme se kuchh aise the jo humare class ke topper tak ko class ke dauran pani pila dete the to kuchh itne relax ladke the ki exam me passing marks ke answer likh kar exam hall se bahar aa jate the,bhale hee unse aage ke sare questions ke answer aate ho....unme se ek shayar bhi tha..jo aksar welcome aur farewell ki party me humara name add karke apni poems banata tha....
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ek taraf jaha main kayi naye dost banane wala tha wahi kayi purane dosto se mera sath chhutne bhi wala tha,jiska mujhe andaza tak nahi tha....
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"kul milakar aap sabko 5 practicle copy banani hai workshop ki...5 se kam practicle copy jo bhi jama karega uske 5 number per copy ke hisab se katenge..is that clear..."
"yes sir..."army ke jawan ki tarah humne ek sath jawab diya...
"kha-pee ke nahi aaye ho kya...jor se bolo.."
"yes sir..."workshop me ek baar phhir humari aawaz gunji....
"group baat de raha hoon, 3-3 students ka group hoga aur sab jakar apna job complete karenge...."
"yes sir..."hum ek baar phhir cheekhe 
"aur ek baat ,koyi bhi mere pass apna group change karwane nahi aayega...chahe wo ladka ho ya ladki..."
"yes sir..."is baar bhi main cheekha,lekin sare launde abki shant rahe aur pata nahi sabko meri us "yes sir"wali aawaz me kya comedy dikhi ki jor-jor se hasne lage...Sherin ko kuchh jyada hee hansi aa rahi thi...
"jyada mat has,warna thobda nikal kar samne wale table par gir jayega..."uske baad maine dheere se kaha"sali randi,MC"
"aur ek baat....sabko ek-ek diagram ekdum correct dimension me banana hoga...na ek inch chhota aur na hee ek inch bada...na ek inch lamba aur na hee ek inch chauda...is that clear..."
"yes sir..."is baar mujhe chhodkar sabne nara lagaya...
"aur shuruat tumse hogi...kya name hai tumhara..."
"Arman..."
"kya.."
"Arman..."maine aawaz uchi karke kaha...
"tum apna naam nahi bata pa rahe ,desh ki sewa kya karoge..."
"ye to humara takiya kalam tha..."maine khud se kaha aur phhir jor se army wali style me bola..."Name-Arman, Roll No.11 ,from Mechanical second year..."
"abhi tum kis batalian me ho..."josh me aate hue unhone puchha..lekin phhir apni galti ka ahsaas hone par dobara kaha"i mean ,tum is waqt kis shop par ho..."
"turning shop par...Sir.."
"very good, tum jao aur dushmano ko andar mat ghusne dena..."

"haaaaiiiiinnnnn  "
"i mean , apne job par ek bhi galti mat karna..."
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Turning shop ka head mujhe us din bahut chutiya laga...sala khud ko Army ka Lieutenant samajh raha tha  uski kahani mujhe baad me maloom chali...hua ye tha ki humare turning shop ka head bahut bada deshbhakt tha...aur ye information mujhe mere hee hostel ek ladke ne di thi...us waqt main ye nahi janta tha ki ye information dene wala mera dost Saurabh mera khas dost banega....lekin ye hua pure itminan ke sath hua...

Chapter-26:A lip of heart-2

Update-92
"ab kya hua yar tujhe..."
"tumne kaha tha aaj bataoge...tu tumne kya socha..."
"kis bare me..."main janta tha ki Nisha kis bare me puchh rahi hai,lekin phhir bhi maine anjaan bante hue puchha...Aur usne turant call disconnect kar di,lekin thodi der baad usne phhir call kiya...
"Arman, ab mere mom-dad mujhpar nazar rakhne lage hai...wo bolte hai ki ab main ghoomna band kar doon..."
"to sahi to bol rahe hai...tumhari shadi ko sirf do hafte baki hai, isliye jyada mat ghoomu ,kali ho jaogi..."
"tumhe mazak sujh raha hai..."
"na..ye to main dil se bol raha hoon..."
"main tumse milna chahti hoon,lekin mere akele ghar se nikalne me pabandi laga rakkhi hai...kahte hai,jaha bhi jao to driver ke sath jao..."
"sahi hai..."
"kya sahi hai..."
"kuchh nahi ,wo main apne dost se baat kar raha tha...haan bolo kya bol rahi thi..."
"yahi ki ab main ghar se akeli nahi nikal sakti..."
"ek minute..."apne dimag ko tatolte hue main koyi idea dhoondhane laga"ek kaam karo Nisha..."
"kaisa kaam, ek to main pahle se hee pareshan hoon upar se tumhara kaam bhi karu...kya tumhe nahi maloom ki mere mom-dad mujhe kahi bhi akele jane nahi dete,ispar main tumhara kaam kaise karungi...aur waise bhi apna kaam khud karna chahiye...."
"pahle meri baat to sun le dayan..."Nisha ko beech me rok kar main bola"kal ek mall me hum gaye the...yaad hai..."
"haan..."
"driver ke sath wahi pahucho aur jab driver car park karne jayega to tum car se nikalkar mall ke andar aa jana,main tumhe udhar hee milunga..."
"okay..."
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Nisha se baat karne ke baad maine Varun se uske car ki chabi mangi to wo bolne laga ki use aaj uski fanty ke pass use jana hai...
"us laundiya ko maine kal mall me do ladko ke sath dekha tha...door hee rah tu usase"maine Varun ki car lene ke liye apna jaal feka...
"kya bol raha hai yar..."Varun ekdum se shocked hokar bistar par seedhe baith gaya"wo to bol rahi thi ki uski life me mere siwa aur koyi ladka nahi hai..."
"abey jhooth bol rahi hai wo...maine kal mall me use dusare ladko ke sath dekha tha...."
"sach..."
"teri kasam..."
"bhad me gayi sali, mujhe chutiya banane chali thi...main to aaj use necklace gift karne wala tha...achchha hua jo tune uski asliyat bata di...warna main to khamkha pappu ban jata"aankho me angare bharkar Varun utha aur mujhe car ki chabhi dekar thanks bhi bola....
"ab thanks mat bol yar  "jab mere dwara feke gaye jaal me chabhi fas gayi to maine kaha"ek aur baat ,sali ka phone aaye to bilkul bhi recieve mat karna....main chalta hoon..."
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Varun ki car lekar main mall ki taraf nikal pada ,mall pahuchne me mujhe mushkil se aadha ghanta hee laga hoga lekin Nisha ka intezaar karte hue mujhe ek ghante se bhi jyada samay ho gaya tha....
"ek cup coffee dena..."order dete hue maine ek aur baar Nisha ka number dial kiya aur pichhale kayi baar ki tarah is baar bhi uska number switch off bata raha tha...
"isne apna mobile kyun band karke rakkha hai..."
Iske baad aadha ghanta aur beeta lekin na to Nisha aayi aur na hee uska number on hua...jis table par main baitha tha uske samne wale table par kuchh ladke baith kar kisi movie ke baare me baat kar rahe the...
"mahino ho gaye koyi movie dekhe hue...aaj dekh leta hoon..."
maine waha ka bill pay kiya aur cinemahall ki taraf badha...ab pahle jaisa main nahi raha tha,jo kisi movie ke release hone ke pahle hee uske baare me detail maloom kar loon, maine bahar lage movie ke poster dekhe aur phhir ticket counter par jakar use movie ka name bataya....
"is show ki sari ticket bik chuki hai..."
"to kisi aur movie ka hee ticket de de..."
"kis film ka ticket sir..."
Jaha par movie ke posters lage hue the usi ke bagal me ticket counter tha, main ek baar phhir wapas aakar posters ko dekhne laga aur uske baad jaise hee muda to neeche wale floor par mujhe Nisha dikhayi di lekin sath me uske parents bhi the...
"kamal hai main idhar dedh ghante se coffee pee-pee kar uska intezaar kar raha hoon aur ye idar family shopping kar rahi hai...abhi batata hoon is dayan ko..."
bolte hue main lift se neeche aaya lekin tab tak Nisha apne parents ke sath bridal wear shop ke andar chali gahi aur unke peechhe-peechhe main bhi andar ja pahucha...
bridal wear ka shop bahut bada tha aur waha bheed bhi bahut thi,lekin us bheed me Nisha ko maine bahut jaldi dhoondh liya...wo kuchh le nahi rahi thi bas idhar se udhar ghoom-phhir rahi thi...uske parents usase thodir door me the....wo jab apne parents se thodi aur door mere taraf aa gayi to main uske samne gaya aur uska hath pakadkar waha se bahar le aaya....
"Arman  tum yaha..."
"main yaha do ghante se hoon,..."
"sorry Arman, mere mom-dad ne mujhse puchha ki main mall kya karne ja rahi hoon to maine aise hee kah diya movie dekhne...aur phhir wo bhi mere sath aa gaye..."
"aur tera number kyun band hai... "
"dad ne meri purani sim todkar fek di yaha se aane ke pahle...main apna new number doon..."
"abhi rahne de...chup chap chal mere sath..."
"kaha..."lift ke andar aate hue wo boli"mom-dad gussa karenge...."
"tere mom-dad ki to...."jab Nisha ne mujhe ghoora to mujhe beech me hee rukna pada....
"main car lekar aaya hoon ,wahi chalkar baat karte hai..."
"car me... "
"kya hua..."
"car me kyun..."
"rape karne ke mood me hoon,ab chale"
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"mobile switch off kar de aur jab wapas jaye to ye bahana mar dena ki bathroom gayi thi..."
"okay..."
"haan bol,kyun milna tha mujhse..."
"main yahi bolna chah rahi hoon ki halat bigadte ja rahe hai...hume bhag jana chahiye..."
"achchha...aur bhag kar kaha jana chahiye...switzerland chale ya phhir USA ya phhir japan ya England ya chaina "
"kahi bhi bhag jayenge...ye duniya bahut badi hai..."apne dono hath ko failate hue wo khushi se boli...
"ek thappad marunga to sara filmi junoor sar se utar jayega..."
Ab main use kaise batata ki main to khud ghar se bhagkar yaha aaya hua hoon aur ab yaha se bhagkar kaha jaun...
"to phhir tumne kya socha..."
"mujhe kuchh din ka time do, main kuchh soch lunga...ab mobile on kar le aur ja...tere gharwale hungama macha rahe honge..."
"to main jaun..."
"haan..."
"pakka me jaun..."
"haan ja na..."
"sach me jaun..."
"are ye jaun-jaun kya laga rakkha hai,ab mobile me messege karu kya...chal kalti ho ja..."
"ek chummi do na..."
"o teri  "

"to main jaun..."


"haan..."
"pakka me jaun..."


"haan ja na..."


"sach me jaun..."


"are ye jaun-jaun kya laga rakkha hai,ab mobile me messege karu kya...chal kalti ho ja..."


"ek chummi do na..."


"o teri"

Nisha ko ek kiss dene ke baad maine car apne flat ki taraf ghumayi...ab Nisha aur mera mamla bahut serious ho gaya tha jo aane wale dino me aur bhi bhayanak hone wala tha...mujhe darr bas isi baat ka tha ki jis din uske baap ko maloom chalega ki main Uski beti ke sath usi ke ghar me kya karta hoon to yakinan wo mujhe usi waqt gayab kar dega aur mera wo hashra karega jo main soch bhi nahi sakta...mujhe Nisha se saaf kah dena chahiye tha ki wo apna rasta nape aur aaj ke baad mujhe contact na kare ,isi me meri bhalayi thi...lekin maine aisa kuchh bhi nahi kiya,maine aisa kuchh karne ki koshish tak nahi ki....jiski vajah ye ho sakti thi ki shayad main bhi wahi chahta hoon jo Nisha chahti hai...lekin main hundred percentage sure nahi tha,isliye maine khud ko abhi tak rok rakkha tha....lekin ab waqt rukne ka nahi tha kyunki mere pass ab sirf ungaliyo me gine hue din hee baki thi...
Nisha ab mujhe achchhi lagne lagi thi ,isme koyi do raya nahi thi, pichhale kuchh dino me maine Nisha ka ek alag hee roop dekha tha, uska ye naya roop thik waisa hee tha jaisa ki mujhe ek ladki me pasand tha...wo mujhse pyar karti thi ,achchha khasa bore yani ki pakati bhi thi aur mere dwara dayan kahne par wo gussa bhi nahi hoti thi....pichhale kayi dino me kayi baar mera left side bhi Nisha ke liye dhadka tha aur yadi is waqt mere samne uska baap na hota aur main achchhi-khasi naukari kar raha hota to bina ek pal gawaye usase shadi kar liya hota...par sach ye tha ki aisa kuchh bhi nahi tha...upar se mera dimag Nisha ke us baat par atka hua tha jisme wo boli thi ki mere siwa aur kisi ke sath usne aaj tak sex nahi kiya tha.....Nisha ke is bhari-bharkam aur dil ki dhadkano ko tez kar dene wale statement ko check karne ke liye mujhe flash-back me jana tha ,jaha wo aksar sex karte waqt kuchh ladko ke naam bataya karti thi......
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main apne room tak pahuch chuka tha aur flash back me jaane ki taiyari kar raha tha,maine aankhe band ki aur Nisha ke sath uske bistar par bitaye gaye garam lamho ko yaad karne laga....Nisha ke sath apni pichhali yaado ko taza karne ke baad mujhe yaad aaya ki wo ek ladke ka naam bahut baar liya karti thi aur iske liye yaddasht ka tez hona bahut jaroori tha, jo ki meri bahut pahle se thi
"Vishnu.."naam yaad karte hue maine kaha...
"nahi vishnu nahi kuchh aur naam tha uska...Vishal..ye bhi nahi....kuchh alag hee naam tha...kya tha us ghonchu ka naam...
yaad aaya, Vishwakarma...isi naam ko wo baar-baar lete hue gali bakti thi....
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"Arman tu aaj upar aa..."balcony se apna gala fadte hue Varun ne mujhe dhamki di....
"itna jyada pyar to ise mujhpar pahle kabhi nahi aaya...kahi ise maloom to nahi chal gaya ki main ise yeda banakar iski car le gaya tha...."
"tune sale mujhse jhooth bola ki meri fanty do-do ladko ke sath set hai...taki tu apni fanty se milne ke liye meri car le ja sake..."
"hmmmm....haan "room ke andar aate hue maine kaha...
"dekha Varun maine sahi kaha tha.."Arun beech me bola"ki ye sala bahut chakma deta hai, achchha hua jo maine tujhe iske baare me bata diya,warna aaj hee teri setting toot jati..."
"mere jaane ke baad hua kya..."
"main batata hoon..."meri gardan dabate hue Arun bola"tere jane ke baad Varun bahut udas tha ki uski item ne usko dhoka diya aur usne ye bhi bataya ki use is dhokhe ki khabar tune car mangte waqt di...tabhich apun sab samajh gaya aur maine Varun uncle ko uski item se baat karne ko kaha...janta hai hume kya maloom chala..."
"kya..." 
"yahi ki wo do din se out of city thi aur aaj hee Nagpur aayi hai...beta teri rag-rag se wakif hoon ,apun ke sath jyada shan-patti nahi karne ka...ab tu ye bata ki tu Varun ki car lekar kaha udd raha tha..."
"ek problem hai yar..."
"kaisi problem..."
"Nisha ki do hafte baad marriage hai aur wo mujhse bhagne ke liye kah rahi hai..."
"dimag sathiya gaya hai kya tera  "mujhe neeche girakar Arun ne kaha
"abey gadhe, uske baap ke baare me nahi maloom kya...gand tod dega teri..."Varun gusse me bola..
"isiliye maine use usi waqt mana kar diya tha jab usne mujhse ye baat kahi thi..."
"good..."
"lekin maine Nisha se ye bhi kaha tha ki main kuchh na kuchh jugad nikal lunga..."
"kaisa jugad  "
"apan dono ki shadi ka...lekin usase pahle ek kaam karna hai..."glass me pani dalte hue main bola"Nisha ke baare me kuchh pata karna hai..."
"BC, khud ka thikana nahi aur shadi karne chala hai..."mere hath se pani ka glass chheen kar Arun bola"is laundiya se mila to mujhe ,abhi sali ko dawai de deta hoon,badi aayi shadi karne wali...waise wo ek kaam kaun sa hai..."
"kaam nahi problem hai wo bhi ek nahi teen-teen...pahla ye ki wo ek christian hai ,dusara uska rahis baap aur teesara mujhe ye maloom karna hai ki Nisha ne mujhse jo kuchh bhi kaha wo sach hai ya nahi..."
"kya kaha usne..."
"wo main tujhe kyun batau...bas tu ek kaam kar,main ek ladke ka naam batata hoon tu facebook me uske name ke aage Nagpur likhkar search maar..."
"naam bata..."Arun apna mobile nikalte hue bola...
"Vishwakarma,Nagpur..."
"20 se jyada launde hai is user name ke..."
"to unme se sabki id khol aur ek college ka naam batata hoon wo dekh..."Nisha ke college ka naam batate hue maine kaha aur result me hume do Vishwakarma mile....
"ek ne apna address tak diya hai lekin ek ki id blank hai...bole to na photo na koyi details..bas college ka naam likh rakkha hai chutiye ne..."
"pahle wale ka address dena to..."
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Arun ne uska address mere mobile par messege kiya aur mujhse puchha ki ye Vishwakarma kaun hai aur main usase kyun milne ja raha hoon....
"wo mera gay partner hai...use chodne ja raha hoon ,tu chalega mere sath..."
"bilkul nahi..."
"to ab apni bak bak band kar aur mujhe aaram karne de..."
"oye hello...aage ki story kya pappa ji sunane wale hai...."Varun chadar kheechta hua bola...
"abhi nahi yar..."
"par mera mood hai aur yadi tune aisa nahi kiya to main kal subah Nisha ke baap ko jakar sari sachchayi bata dunga..."
Mujhe maloom tha ki Varun aisa kuchh bhi nahi karta lekin phhir bhi main uthkar baith gaya.....
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ab sab kuchh badalne laga tha...ab na hee humare class me deepika mam thi aur na hee kurre sir...Sidar ki engineering complete ho chuki thi,isliye wo chala gaya aur usi saal uski dream girl Vibha bhi chali gayi lekin Varun is saal bhi college me tha...Esha aur Gautam ka pyar samay ke sath dheere-dheere badh raha tha aur mere pass is baare me sochane ka time nahi tha....
"time nahi tha ka kya matlab..."Varun ne mujhe beech me roka...
"matlab ki subah 9 baje uthkar sham ke 5 baje tak college me sadna...uske baad seedhe hostel aakar so jana aur phhir raat ko thodi bahut college work karna..."
"to finally tune third sem se padhayi shuru kar di..."
"padhayi nahi ,sirf likhayi aur workshop ke machines ke drawing banana...main puri raat yahi karta tha, taki workshop ki next class ke pahle tak mera kaam pura ho jaye...warna sala wo fauji attendance nahi deta tha...."
"ghanta...iska matlab Esha se tu pyar nahi karta tha ,wo sab tera attraction tha..."
"attraction is the root of love...uncle ji...warna humare aas-pass ke atmosphere me aise kaye elements aur forces the jo repulsion ka kaam karte the aur itne repulsive factors ke hone ke bawjood main Esha se juda raha...iska matlab kuchh to aisa tha jo mujhe usase bandhe rakhta tha...."
"chal aage bata  "
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MTL bhai ke college jane ka bad effect hum hostel walo par pada, kyunki Sidar humari taqat tha aur uske college me na hone ka matlab tha ki ek bahut bada parivartan...jis senior ne first semester me meri ragging li thi wo Sidar ke jaane ke baad phhir se uth khada hua tha, jiski jaankari mujhe Amar sir ne di ,jo ki ab final year me the....unhone bataya ki Varun apna badla lene ke liye kuchh taiyari kar raha hai aur uske nishane par main hoon isliye main thoda sambhal kar rahu....Varun ke sath Gautam bhi tha, pichhale ek saal me main Gautam ke baare me bahut kuchh jaan chuka tha jaise ki uska baap don type ka tha aur uski is dongiri me Gautam ka uncle uska bakhoobi sath deta tha...humare reporter bhu ke jariye mujhe ye bhi maloom chala ki Gautam ke uncle ne kayi ladkiyo ka rape bhi kiya hai...lekin us ilake me uski pakad hone ke karan wo aaj tak bachta raha....Gautam ka background pura janne ke baad maine decide kiya ki ab mujhe jyada nahi udna hai warna khamkha maar diya jaunga....tu soch bhi nahi sakta ki is semester me kya-kya hua....kuchh achchhe pal bhi the jinki yaadein aaj bhi seene me mauzood hai aur un achchhi yaadon ke sath kuchh buri yaadein ,bhayanak pal bhi the jinhe main kabhi bhula nahi paya aur shayad kabhi na bhula paun....
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basketball court me mere bure bartaav ka nateeja ye nikla ki coach ne mujhe dobara basketball ke court me bulane ki jehmat nahi uthayi...sach kahu to jab se Sidar gaya tha main kuchh dara-dara sa rahne laga tha aur apne kaam se kaam rakhta tha...kuchh dino tak meri life me ladkiyo ke naam par meri class ki wo moti bhaisi Sherin aur uski badsurat chamgadad jaise muh wali friends hee thi...first year ke launde aur maal aa chuke the aur unke aane ke sath hee Varun apni adad anusar unki ragging lene me lag gaya tha...is semester me bahut kuchh change ho gaya tha lekin ek chiz jo abhi tak nahi badli thi wo ye ki Esha ab bhi mere left side me basti thi...akelepan me kabhi-kabhi wo mujhe yaad aa jati...
"raat ke 11 baje facebook par kya kar rahi hai billi..."fb par Esha ko online dekhkar maine ek messege tapkaya...

Chapter-27:Substratum of a new Combat
Update-94
"raat ke 11 baje facebook par kya kar rahi hai billi..."fb par Esha ko online dekhkar maine ek messege tapkaya...
Maine Esha ko messege to kar diya tha lekin main janta tha ki wo reply nahi karne wali...aur sath me main ye bhi janta tha ki wo reply kaise karegi....
"pyar me meri deewanagi dekhna tum...
yadi khud ko na mita diya to kahna..."
"iska matlab kya hua Arman "usne turant reply kiya...
"kuchh nahi..wo to main kisi dusari ladki ko bhej raha tha ,galti se tumhe pahuch gaya...."
"it's ok..."
Maine socha tha ki Esha ab mujhse us ladki ka naam puchhegi ,lekin usne aisa nahi kiya...sach me ladkiyo ke bare me sari theory galat ho jati hai 
"kya kar reli hai is waqt..."
"wo main tumhe kyun batau..."
"kyunki....Iiiiii"
"hmmm"
"kuchh nahi..."
"Lol ! "
"double Lol "
"triple Lol..."
"ye Lol-Lol khelne ke mood me hai..."maine socha aur phhir "Lol ka square "likhkar send kiya aur jawab me usne"square of Lol ka sqare"bheja...
"Lol infinite...ab aage badha "
"Lol infinite+ 1 Lol...."
"ab band kar ye sab  " 
"pahle bolo ki tum haar gaye..."
"ok meri maa..is Lol-khol ke game me tu jeeti main hara...ab khush"
"yaaa...i won..."
"worldcup bhi doo kya..."
"Lol..."
"waise tumne bataya nahi ki tu is waqt kisase bhidi thi facebook par..."
"school ki ek friend thi meri..."
"ladki hai  "
"haan...lekin ye tum kyun puchh rahe ho..."
"setting karwa na..."
"shut up...."
"main to aise hee bol raha tha...dil par mat le...muh me le..."
"Arman, i don't like this kinda mazak...kkk"
"not kkk..."
"kk ,GN..."
"kitna jaldi ispar bhoot sawar ho jata hai..."Esha ke offline hone ke baad main badbadaya aur usi waqt Arun ,Saurabh ke sath room me dakhil hua...
"kaha ghoom raha hai be..."maine Arun se puchha...
"pani peene gaya tha...raste me Saurabh mil gaya...to socha aaj raat time pass ho jayega..."
"lawda mera time pass..."Saurabh taav me aakar bola"main workshop ki copy lene aaya hoon..."
Arun se workshop ki copy lene ke baad Saurabh waha se jane laga lekin phhir peechhe palat kar bola ki bollywood ke jis-jis gane me Judai word hai ,uske jagah par Chudai word lagakar hum dono time pass kar sakte hai....
"example de do ek..."
"example...hmmm,...jaise ki...char dino ka pyar-o-rabba...lambhi chudai..lambi chudai..."
Saurabh ke jane ke baad Arun kuchh der tak bollywood ke gano ki gand marta raha aur main so gaya....
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dusare din subah mujhe kuchh jyada hee need aa rahi thi isliye maine Arun ko kah diya ki wo akele college chala jaye,main direct dusare period me aaunga....aur jab main dusara period attend karne college gaya to gate ke pass hee mujhe Vibha dikh gayi....
"kuchh kaam-vaam se aayi hogi,sali...ya phhir Varun se chut marwane aayi hogi..."maine aisa socha aur Vibha ko fully ignore marte hue aage badha....
"Arman...tum aaj first period me nahi the...right ! "
"haan...to usme kaun si badi baat hai...wo to aksar hota rahta hai..."peechhe palatkar maine Vibha ko jawab diya...
"ab tum apne baat karne ka lahja sudhar lo aur aaj se har din first period me dikhna...kyunki first period fluid mechanics ki hai..."
"hello...har ladki Pratibha Patil nahi hoti,jo main uski baat manta phhiru..."
"i am your new teacher of fluid mechanics..."
"o teri  ye kab hua...kaise hua...kyun hua..."
"ye kal hua aur meri brilliance ke karan hua....kyunki tumhare FM ke purane teacher ka transfer dusare college me ho gaya hai..."
Vibha pahle jo bhi rahi ho lekin ab wo meri teacher thi...yani ke bahut sara number uske hath me tha...isliye maine Vibha ko usi waqt good morning kaha aur class ke andar ghusa....
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"ye BC ,kaiso-kaiso ko teacher rakh lete hai,humare college me...salo ne humare college ko aaganbadi ka school bana diya hai...ab Vibha hume FM padhayegi..."apni mandali me shamil hote hee main cheeka...chillaya...
"uski *** chod dunga...BC jyada uchak rahi thi class me, khud to har 5 minute me book dekhti thi aur maine jab uske ek question par kitab palat li to sali ki jhaate sulag gayi..."mere waha baithte hee Arun bhi cheekha...chillaya aur uski aawaz se janwaro ki tarah chilla rahi sari class ekdum se shant hokar Arun ke taraf dekhne lagi....
"muh me ghusa dunga,yadi kisi ne meri taraf dekha to..."Arun ek baar phhir jor se cheekha...
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jab class ka mahol normal hua aur sare students phhir se janwaro ki tarah halla machane lage to maine Arun se kaha ki thoda dhyan se be,ladkiya bhi hai yaha...
"sab...sab sali randi hai...ladki ke naam par kalank hai,inko dekhkar sari aurat jaat se nafrat hone lagti hai aur Vibha to Maha MC hai...sali kutiya,chhinar,lawda ka baal, kukur ki jhaat, gende ka spurm,ghode ki gand...hai wo..."
"agree...ja hila ke aa,relax ho jayega..."
"ye idea mujhe kyun nahi aaya...main abhi aata hoon hila ke...chal tu bhi chal.."
"main ek ghante pahle hee ye kar chuka hoon,tu ja..."
"bose dk,mutth marne ke liye class bunk karta hai..."mujhe gariyate hue Arun class se nikal gaya....
"kisi ne meri proxy mari kya be ya phhir apsent chadh gaya..."
"maine koshish ki thi,lekin pakda gaya..."Sulabh ne apna hath khada karke kaha..."tere sath-sath mera bhi attendence cut..."
"koyi baat nahi, Nayi-nayi teacher bani hai to kuchh josh jyada hai..."
"Sidar ke baare me maloom chala..."Sulabh jo ki mere bagal me baitha tha usne mujhse puchha...
"nahi.."
"Sidar isi shahar me rahega.. NTPC me uski job lag gayi hai..."
"kya baat kar raha hai... tab to MTL bhai se party leni padegi..."
"ya..true.."Sulabh ne kaha...
Sulabh hight aur health-wealth me mujhse kam tha lekin dimag ke mamle me wo mujhse kahi aage tha...yadi koyi teacher apna lecture khatm karne ke baad apna ghisa-pita dialogue marte hue bole ki"ise kohi samjha payega puri class ko..."to sabse pahla hath Sulabh ka uthta tha...aur wo teachers ke lectures ko modify karke bahut hee shaleenta se samjhata....ya phhir ye kahe ki Sulabh ki catching power bahut jabardast thi...
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Mujhe ye jaankar thodi khushi hui ki Sidar isi shahar me hai aur usase bhi badi khushi tab hui,jab unhone party ke liye haan kar diya...
"yaar bhookh lagi hai...aana kuchh kha-pee kar aate hai..."apne pet par hath firate hue Arun bola...
"chalo..."main,Sulabh aur Saurabh...waha se uthe aur canteen ki taraf chal diye....
first year me hostel ke jis senior ne meri ragging li thi wo ab ek saal ke baad mujhe dikhne laga tha...wo mujhse ek shabd bhi nahi bolta lekin uski aankhe bahut kuchh kah jati thi...wo kuchh soch raha tha,shayad mere bare me ya phhir apne badle ke baare me....aur is waqt wo Canteen me mere samne wali chair par Varun ke sath baitha hua tha....
"Arman ye sala tujhe ghoor raha hai...tu bol to abhi sale ko chowmein fek ke marta hoon..."
Arun ne hostel ke us senior ko ghoorate hue kaha...
"kahe ko faltu me ladayi kar raha hai...tu apna tanki jaisa pet bhar..."
"jaisi teri marzi..."
Dil to mera bhi kar raha tha ki hostel ke us asteen ke saanp ka main muh kuchal du...lekin maine aisa kuchh nahi kiya,kyunki mere sixth sense ne mujhe bahut bade lafde ki chetawani de dali thi...jisme meri haar hui thi..jo filhal main nahi chahta tha....
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"ek-ek plate samosa mast bana ke dena be...."Arun ne canteen me saaf-safayi karne wale ek chhote ladke se kaha....
"wo dekh samne...tere fav. Couple.."Saurabh Canteen ke gate ki taraf ishara karte hue bola...
"ye to Esha aur Gautam hai..."
"dekh...kaise chipki rahti hai Esha ,Gautam se...meri baat maan abhi waqt hai, usko chhod aur dusari dhoondh...first year me is baar dhansu maal aayi hai..."
"chup kar be...yahi to pyar hai pagle.."
"kya ghanta ka pyar hai...Esha ne tujhe ek nazar utha kar nahi dekha..."
"haan yar, usne to totally ignore mar diya..."kahte hue maine apne chehre par hath se tek lagayi aur Esha ko dekhne laga....jo ki Gautam ko pasand nahi aaya, wo apni jagah se utha aur seedhe meri taraf badhne laga....

"haan yar, usne to totally ignore mar diya..."kahte hue maine apne chehre par hath setek lagayi aur Esha ko dekhne laga....jo ki Gautam ko pasand nahi aaya, wo apni jagah se utha aur seedhe meri taraf badhne laga....
Gautam ko apni taraf aata dekh mere andar ek hal chal si mach gayi aur apne dosto ke samne is halchal ko chhupane ke liye maine cigarette ka order de diya.....
"ye college Canteen hai ,tera ghar nahi...jo tu yaha beedi-cigarette ki farmaish karega to tujhe mil jayegi..."
"kuchh der baad main to daru ka order dene wala tha..."
"bakwas band kar aur ye bol ki basketball practice karne ka kya lega...."humare samne ek khali chair par baithkar Gautam bola"ye mat samajh lena ki ye sab main kah raha hoon ya phhir main chahta hoon ki tu humari team me aaye...aisa to coach ne kaha hai....pata nahi unhe kya dikh gaya tujhme...jabki humare pancho main players achchha khelte hai..."
"achchha khelna alag baat hai aur match jeetna alag baat hai...tum sab beshak court me damdar khel khelkar apni team ko aage rakh sakte ho ,lekin tum isase match jeet nahi paoge..."
"to tere kahne ka matlab tu wo player hai..."
"99 % ,sure hoon.."
"to phhir aaj sabke samne ek-ek match ho jaye...jisme sirf main aur tu rahenge...."
"sorry...not interested..."bolte hue maine canteen me order serve karne wale us chhote se ladke ko ishare se apne pass bulaya...
"bol na dar gaya..."
"Arman kyun isko jhel raha hai...tu bol to abhi isko pel du..."apne daant chabate hue Arun ne kaha....
"chal shuru ho ja..."Varun, jo ki samne wali ek table par baitha tha ,waha se uthkar seedhe humari taraf aaya aur sath me hostel ka wo senior bhi....
"haan bol ,kya bol raha tha..."Arun ki taraf nazar gadakar Varun ne puchha aur Sulabh ko waha se jane ke liye kaha...kyunki Sulabh city me rahta tha aur Varun ke kuchh dosto se uski dosti bhi thi....
"ab bol,challenge accept karega ya nahi.."Gautam ab bhi apni baat par atka hua tha....
"main tujhe apna final result batau ,usase pahle ek kahani sun....jab main 7th class me tha tab mere school ka principal mujhe bahut pareshan kiya karta tha...sala class me har uch-neech ka jimmedar mujhe thahrata tha aur phhir marta bhi bahut tha...us waqt na to mujhe wo Principal pasand tha aur na hee wo school...main chahta tha ki wo mujhe khud school se nikal de...isliye maine ek do baar bahut bade-bade kand bhi kiye...lekin mujhe school se nikalne ki bajay usne mujhe sirf mara-peeta aur phhir ghar par shikayat bheji...usase pareshan hokar maine ek din apne school ke principal ki beti ko jakar seedhe yahi kaha ki ""kya wo mujhe apni chut degi..."" aur uske baad Principal ne turant mujhe school se nikal diya...."
"is kahani ki batti banakar pichhwade me bhar le.."
"ye kahani sunakar main tum sabko ye samjhana chahta tha ki yadi mujhe jo chiz pasand ho to use hasil karne se tum sabka baap bhi nahi rok sakta...aur jo chiz main pasand nahi karta ,uske liye mera baap bhi kuchh nahi kar sakta...."
"kya tune aaj college aane se pahle ye socha tha ki aaj teri thik waisi hee pelayi hogi...jaise ki first year me hui thi..."
"Arun , Dangi uncle Ko phone laga kar bol ki kuchh ladke mujhe dhamka rahe hai..."
"Dangi kaun...S.P. "
"haan..."
"tu use janta hai..."
"aksar sham ki chay unhi ke bunglow par peeta hoon...yakin na ho to jakar kisi se bhi puchh lena...ya phhir last year Sidar ke hath se thukayi hone wale is gandul se puchh le..."
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Us din Canteen me pakka koyi lafda ho jata yadi maine ain waqt par S.P. Ka naam na liya hota to...S.P. Ka naam sunkar wo teeno peechhe laut gaye aur hum teeno bade aaram se nikle....Arun mujhse hamesha puchhta rahta tha ki main ye sab kaise soch leta hoon...ekdum achanak se aise dhansu ideas mere bheje me kaise aa jate hai....jiska jawab maine use bas ek smile dekar diya lekin sach ye tha ki ye sab situations mere dimag me bahut pahle se chhap chuki thi...main apne man se hee khud ko kisi pareshani me daal kar usase bahar aane ka tareeka dhoonda karta tha....aur aaj jo kuchh hua ye to bahut normal si baat thi...yadi aaj canteen me 20 log bhi mujhe marne ke liye aaye hote to main un sabse nipat leta....aap chahe to mujhe Aeroplane se neeche fek de ya phhir beech Samundar me ship se neeche utar de...main waha bhi aapko zinda rahne ke kayi tareeke bata sakta hoon...kyunki maine aisi problems me khud ko kayi baar khwab me fasaya aur nikala hai...jisme Google maharaj ki bhi bahut badi kripa rahi hai....lekin mere dwara use kiye gaye techniques ki koyi guarantee nahi hoti ki wo hamesha fit hee baithegi...kya pata meri hee technique kabhi meri jaan bachane ke bajay mujhe aur kamjor bana de.....
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"Arman aaj daru peete hai..."
"wo workshop ka fauji,humare upar machine chadha dega...yadi aaj copy check nahi karwayi to..."
"*** ki chut uski....sale ka lund todkar lathe machine se kaat dunga"
"chup kar be...ek to ye damyanti bore kar rahi hai,upar se tu aur... tu jakar kahi aur baith na..."
"bhad me jaye tu aur tera wo fauji aur teri maal damyanti....apun to daru aur Divya se hee khush hoon..."
"damyanti meri maal 
"bhad me jaye tu aur tera wo fauji aur teri maal damyanti....apun to daru aur Divya se hee khush hoon..."


"damyanti meri maal "
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"aur jor laga...abey bakchod ulta kyun dhakel raha hai...peechhe se dhakka de...."Arun room ke bahar kisi ko gariyate hue kuchh samjha raha tha....
"thaka diya be tune..."Saurabh andar aate hue bola....
Aur meri nazar room ke andar abhi-abhi ghaseet kar laye hue almirah par padi...
"abey ye kiski almirah chura ke laye ho..."
"Saurabh ki hai..."kamar par hath rakhkar hafte hue Arun ne jawab diya....
"to ise yaha kyun laya hai..."
"ab main bhi isi room me rahunga..."bolkar Saurabh ne Arun ko uthaya aur apna bistar utha kar lane ke liye Arun ko pakad ke le gaya.....
"sale dono gay hai...mujhe to dono ko pahli baar dekhte hee shaq ho gaya tha.. "
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"tune apna room change kyun kiya...matlab ki yaha already do the aur ab teesara....tu.."Saurabh ka bed jab mere bed ke bagal me shift ho gaya to maine puchha...
"wo mera room partner lafda karta hai sala...raat ko 10 baje light band karne ko kahta hai aur bolta hai ki wo subah uthega....isliye meri padhayi jo thodi-bahut raat ko hoti hai...wo nahi ho pati....dusara sala roj subah-subah uthkar light jala deta hai aur jor-jor se ratta marta hai,is vajah se meri neend puri nahi ho pati..."
"Arman...tere mobile me net chal raha hai na..."Arun apne mobile me kuchh dekhte hue bola..
"haan..."
"la de...Divya online hai, abhi uska messege aaya hai..."
"lekin main bf download kar raha hoon..."
"abey pause maar usko..."
Downloading rok kar maine mobile Arun ko diya aur phhir aaj college me jo padhaya tha uspar ek nazar mari...is beech Saurabh apna saman shift karne me aur Arun divya se chat karne me bhida raha...
"abey yar, aadha ghanta to ho gaya hai, ab to mobile de... "
"ruk ja do minute...goodbye bol deta hoon....."
Divya ko good bye bolne ke baad Arun ne mobile mujhe diya aur Saurabh ke sath net pack dalane chala gaya....
"main bhi thodi der facebook chalata hoon kya pata Esha online mil jaye..."
maine fb khola to usme Arun ki id log in thi, wo log out karna bhool gaya tha...Divya aur Arun kya baat karte hai ye janne ke liye maine unke messeges padhna shuru kar diya..
Divya-hiii..
Arun-hello dear...
Divya-how are you ?
Arun-maze me...
Divya-tumne mera new status like nahi kiya ?
Arun-abhi dekha nahi...
Divya-comment bhi kar dena...
Arun-thik hai
Divya-aaj jo dress pahan kar main aayi thi wo kaisi thi...
Arun-ekdum jhakkas....aur sunao kya chal raha hai...
Divya-kuchh nahi..
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"sale dono kitna boring baate karte hai "maine Arun ki id logout ki lekin jaise mujhe kuchh yaad aaya aur maine turant login karke Divya ki id open ki.....
"Divya Srivastava....iska surname Srivastava hai...ye to phhir bhi thik hai...lekin jo main soch raha hoon,wo na ho " lekin meri sari  tab bekar ho gayi jab Divya ki id me maine family option me Gautam(brother) ki id dekhi....
"gaye beta kaam se...Divya to Gautam ki bahan hai  ,ye Arun bhi ek number ka chutiya hai,jo Gautam ki bahan ko set kar raha hai....pitega sala..."
uske baad maine Divya ki sari photos dekh mari, kayi photo me wo Gautam ke sath thi...
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"abey chodu, Janta hai Divya kaun hai..."Arun aur Saurabh ke aate hee main Arun par chillaya...
"kaun hai..."
"Gautam ki bahan hai Divya..."
"to kya hua..."
"jab uska baap tere gand me danda dalega ,tab bolna kya hua..main bolta hoon abhi sali ko unfriend kar de..."
"Sher log kabhi nahi darte aur waise bhi jab tu Gautam ki maal par nazar daal sakta hai to main Divya ko line kyun na maru...."
Arun ki is baat ka mere pass koyi jawab nahi tha aur maine Saurabh ki taraf dekhkar Arun ko samjhane ke liye kaha....
"abhi apun bahut mehnat karke aa rela hai...apun ko sone ka hai...bhad me jao tum dono aur tum dono ki item aur Gautam...."
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"sahi hai..."
"kya sahi hai be...jab laat khayega tab mat bolna ki maine tujhe nahi samjhaya tha..."maine aakhiri koshish ki...
"dekh be Arman, maine bhi koyi kachchi goliya nahi kheli hai...jab tu Esha ke peechhe pagal ho sakta hai to main Divya ke peechhe kyun nahi..."
"pahli baat ye ki Esha mere left side me hai aur dusari baat ye ki main...main hoon....matlab ki main situations ko sambhalna janta hoon..."
"to tere kahne ka matlab ye hai ki tu mujhse jyada hoshiyar hai..."
"officially yes..."
"to tere kahne ka matlab ye hai ki main situation nahi sambhal sakta..."
"bilkul..."
"to tere kahne ka matlab ye hai ki tu mujhse jyada smart hai..."
"haan "
"to tu ye kahna chahta hai ki tu mujhse jyada handsome hai..."
"teri to..chup kar sale..jaise teri wo maal Divya bore karti hai waise hee tu bhi bheja khata hai....ab gand mara, mujhe koyi matlab nahi tujhse aur teri us maha pakau, bewkoof Divya se...."
"Esha se to hoshiyar hee hai..."
"agree uncle, ab chup ho jao..."
Mere aur Gautam ya phhir kahe ki Mere aur Varun ke beech situation aur bhi jyada hyper hone wali thi...kyunki ek taraf jaha Arun,Gautam ki bahan ko patane me tula hua tha ,wahi main Gautam se uski maal chheen raha tha...bole to double attack....iska nateeza kafi bhayanak hone wala tha ,jiski khabar mere sixth sense ne mujhe usi din de diya tha,jab mujhe maloom chala tha ki Divya, Gautam ki bahan hai....lekin maze ki baat ye thi ki mujhe ek saal baad maloom chala ki Gautam ki bahan bhi is college me padhti hai aur wo Esha ki khas dosto me se hai...yun to Esha ko ghoorte waqt,college me uska peechha karte waqt Divya ko maine kayi baar dekha tha lekin kabhi uspar dhyan nahi diya aur na hee class ke laundo ne mujhe kabhi bataya,jabki class ke har ladke ko pata tha,ab mujhe first year ke kuchh flash back bhi yaad aane lage ,jab recess ke waqt Gautam ,jaha first year ki class lagti hai, waha aaya karta tha....ab mujhe recess me Gautam ke aane ka karan samajh me aa raha tha...ek to wo Esha se milne aata tha aur dusara wo Divya ki nigrani karta tha ki uske peechhe koyi ladka to nahi pada hai...main ye sachchayi jaankar behad hee shocked hua tha, kyunki bhu ne bhi mere samne kabhi Divya ke baare me jikra nahi kiya....
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"may i come in mam..."maine class me enter hone ke liye Vibha se permission mangi....
"class start hue already twenty minutes ho chuke hai...kaha the tum teeno..."
"wo mam hostel ka pani khatm ho gaya tha..."main kuchh bolta uske pahle hee Saurabh bol pada"to pani khatm hone ke karan late ho gaye..."
"yaha hostel ka aur kaun-kaun hai..."Vibha ne class me baithe students se puchha to aadha darjan ladko aur ladkiyo ne apne hath garv se khade kar diye....
"mam ,ye log naha kar nahi aaye honge , "aur phhir Saurabh ne ek ladke ko jisne abhi tak hath khada kiya hua tha uski taraf ungali dikhakar bola"mam,ye to kabhi nahata hee nahi aur na hee kabhi kapde saaf karta hai..."
"ok...ok, andar aa jao...sabki pol kholne ki koyi jaroorat nahi hai..."
"thank you mam..."hum teeno ne kaha aur andar aakar sabse peechhe wali bench me ladkiyo ke peechhe jakar baith gaye....
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Arun ne jo address mere mobile par messege kiya tha ,waha pahuchkar maine ek room ka darwaza khatkhataya aur jab ek ladka bahar nikla to maine usase Vishwakarma ke baare me puchha....
"aap kaun ho..."
"main Vishwakarma ka dost hoon...Vishwakarma kaha hai..."
"maloom nahi hai kya, Vishwakarma sir yaha do mahine pahle rahte the...ab unki padhayi complete ho gayi hai to ye room chhodkar ja chuke hai..."
"unka koyi number wagerah hai kya..."uske room par nazar dalte hue maine kaha....
jis room me Vishwakarma rahta tha ,wo ek chhota sa room tha,jaisa ki aksar bahar padhne wale ladke ko hota hai...deewaro par ek taraf kayi bikni pahne hue ladkiyo ki photos lagi hui thi to dusari taraf ek bade se dil me Vishwakarma aur Nisha ka naam likha hua tha....
"ek number hai...du kya"
Maine haan me sar hilaya to usne Vishwakarma ka number mujhe de diya aur jab main waha se wapas jane laga to wo ladka bola...
"lekin ye number to ek saal se band hai..."
"phhir main is number ka kya achar dalunga...koyi dusara number de ,jo chalu ho..."
"wo mere room partner ke pass hoga,lekin wo abhi hai nahi....ek kaam karo aap kal aakar milo..."
"ye sahi rahega..."maine kuchh socha aur phhir apna number us ladke ko dekar kaha "sun na yar,ye mera number hai...yadi tera wo dost aa jaye ,jiske pass Vishwakarma ka number hai to...please use bol dena ki wo Vishwakarma ka number mujhe send kar de..."
"thik hai bol dunga...aur kuchh..."
Meri nazar ek baar phhir deewar par thik usi jagah padi,jaha par bade se dil ke andar Vishwakarma aur Nisha ka naam likha hua tha....
"ye Vishwakarma ke sath kis ladki ka naam likha hua hai..."
"isko baare me mat puchho bhaya...josh aa jata hai..."
"thik hai,main chalta hoon...aur dhyan se apne dost ko bol dena..."
"iske baare me mat puchho bhaya...josh aa jata hai..."


"thik hai,main chalta hoon...aur dhyan se apne dost ko bol dena..."
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Us ladke se milne ke baad main pure din beech-beech me apna mobile check karta raha ki kahi koyi messege to nahi aaya hai...lekin meri is mehnat ka result zero nikla...na hee kisi ka call aaya aur na hee koyi messege....
"pakka bhool gaya hoga ullu..."
frustation me maine kaha aur balcony ke pass akar ek cigarette jalayi....cigarette ke kash marte hue maine ek nazar Nisha ke ghar ke taraf dali....pure colony me Nisha ka ghar alag se hee dikh raha tha, uske ghar ka structure hee colony ke dusare flat se alag aur bada tha...jis vajah se yadi koyi us taraf se guzare to uski nazar Nisha ke alishan ghar par pad hee jati thi.khandani rahis hona bhi bahut sukun deta hai...na to koyi tension aur na hee koyi depression ki mera future kya hoga...maine apni zindagi ke char saal isi depression me guzare the ki engineering complete hone ke baad main kya karunga....lekin Nisha ke sath aisa nahi tha wo to apne maa-baap ki puri jaydad ki akeli varis thi....
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"abey tu kab aaya..."Varun ne room ke andar aate hee puchha...
"bas abhi 2-3 ghante hue honge aaye hue  "uske hath me pack kiye hue khane ki taraf dekhte hue maine kaha....
"kaam hua..."
"1 % hua ,99 % baki hai..."
"matlab..."
"matlab ki ye wahi Vishwakarma hai,jiski taalash mujhe thi...lekin wo ab ye shahar chhod kar ja chuka hai..."
"to ab aage kya..."
"ek ladke ke pass number hai Vishwakarma ka...usi ke messege ka intezaar kar raha hoon..."
"main kya bolta hoon..."khane ki packets ko kholte hue Arun ne kaha"pahle khana kha lete hai..."
"aur khana khane ke baad so jate hai aur sone ke baad sab kuchh bhool jate hai...hai na ,sale bhukkad "
"abey meri puri baat to sun...pahle khana khaying then going to us chutiya ke room then manging usase Vishwakarma ka mobile number then calling Vishwakarma ko aur at the end calling Vishwakarma and asking about Nisha...kya bolta hai Arman ,solid plan hai na..."
"khane me kya hai..."ek chair kheechkar Arun ke bagal me baithte hue maine puchha....
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Khana khane ke baad hum teeno Varun ki car me sawar hokar ,Vishwakarma ke address ki taraf badhe , uske room ka darwaza band tha aur jab maine darwaza khatkhataya to ek dusare ladke ne darwaza khola.....
"yes..."
"Vishwakarma ka number hai na aapke pass..."
"haan..lekin aap kaun..."
"main uske college ka dost hoon...mujhe uska number dena to..."
Us ladke se Vishwakarma ka number lene ke baad maine use thanks kaha aur Wapas Varun ki car me baithkar apne flat ki taraf chal pade....Mujhse ab ek pal ka bhi intezaar nahi ho raha tha isliye maine car me baithe-baithe hee Vishwakarma ko call kiya...
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"hello..."
"hello..Vishwakarma ji bol rahe hai kya..."
"yes...aap kaun..."dusari taraf se aawaz aayi...
"aapse kuchh puchhana tha..."
"kya..."
"Nisha ke baare me..."
Nisha ke baare me sunkar dusari taraf kuchh der tak khamoshi chhayi rahi...
"who are you..."
"actually main aapse aage baat karu uske pahle main kuchh point clear kar dena chahta hoon...jaise ki meri Nisha se shadi hone wali hai lekin mujhe wo pasand nahi aur main kuchh aisa karna chahta hoon,jisase ki Nisha se meri shadi toot jaye....ab aap samajh hee gaye honge ki main kis baare me baat kar raha hoon..."
kuchh der tak Vishwakarma phhir shant ho gaya aur main idhar hello...hello ki dhun chillata raha....
"haan main sun raha hoon..."
"to batao phhir..."
"kya batau..."
"apne aur Nisha ke baare me..."
"hmm...ek number ki rapchik item hai wo beedu...shadi kar le usase mast chodne me maza aayega..."
"mera sawal kuchh dusara tha..."thoda vajan dekar maine kaha...
"ab kya batau yar tere ko,tu uska hone wala husband hai...tu mat hee puchh to better rahega..."
"main chahta hoon ki usase meri shadi na ho...to please koyi aisi baat batao,jisko sunne ke baad mera kaam ho jaye..."
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Vishwakarma phhir kuchh der tak chup raha aur main ek baar phhir kuchh der tak hello...hello ka rag gata raha....
"sab bata du..."
"haan ..."
"to suno mere laal...jisase teri shadi hone wali hai na Nisha...usko apun ne set kiya tha aur uski seal college ke bathroom me todi thi...sali bahut nakhre karti thi..mujhpar hukum chalati thi....kuchh mahino tak mujhe jab bhi mauka milta to main use ragadta...lekin phhir baad me wo natak karne lagi...akele me main jab bhi uske doodh aur chut sahlata to gussa ho jati...aur ek ladke ka naam liya karti ki wo use bahut achchha lagta hai..."
"kis ladke ka..."
"maloom nahi..kuchh Arkhan..Arjan karke naam tha us launde ka..."
"Arman...."maine uski yaddasht ko sahi karne ke liye apna naam bataya...
"haan...haan yahi naam tha us ladke ka jiska jikra Nisha hamesha karti thi...lekin tere ko Uske baare me kaise maloom..."
"thik waise hee jaise tere baare me maloom...aage bata..."
"to aage ye hua ki,sali wo kuchh-kuchh pagal hone lagi...bistar par achanak hee wo Arman naam lekar mujhe pukarti aur phhir ek din usase mera break up ho gaya..."
"uske baad..."
"uske baad kya...maine use pure college me badnaam kar diya ki wo sabse chudwati rahti hai...maine ye tak college me bola ki usko to uska baap bhi chodta hai....bole to ekdum us sali ki G fad di..."
"uske baad..."maine kaha...
ye sab sunte hue mere body ka temperature badhne laga tha aur yadi Vishwakarma is waqt mere samne hota to Varun ki puri car uske pichhwade me ghusa deta.....
"uske baad kya...sali pagal ho gayi aur jab tak main college me raha uski barabar leta raha...alam to ye tha mere laal ki pura college use randi tak kahne laga tha...."
"aur tune kuchh nahi kiya..."
"na...main kyun kuchh karunga...mujhe to ye sab dekhkar bahut maza aata tha....mera man karta tha ki sali ko sabke samne nanga karke belt se khoob maru aur phhir uske muh me mutth maar du....waise tera naam kya hai..."
"Arman...aur sun be BC yadi dobara ye sab kisi aur se kaha to tere body me jaha-jaha chhed dikhega wahi chodunga...phone rakh MC ,"
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call disconnect karne ke baad main thoda udas ho gaya tha kyunki ek taraf Nisha jhoothi sabit ho gayi thi to wahi dusari taraf usne itna kuchh jhela...mujhe yakin nahi ho raha tha....ek taraf main uspar bahut gussa tha to dusari taraf uske ateet ke baare me jaankar dil challi hua ja raha tha....ek taraf dil Nisha se ye puchhane ke liye bechain tha ki usne mujhse jhooth kyun bola to dusari taraf uske zakhmo ko phhir se hara karne ka darr mujhe aisa karne se rok raha tha....
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"chalta hai yar,relax...be a man"Arun ne kaha....
"relax aur itna sab kuchh janne ke baad..."
"mere pass ek idea hai...ja mutth maar ke aa..."
"ab yadi tune kuchh aur kaha to main tujhe maar dunga..."
"maine kya kiya  "
Kuchh der tak hum teeno me se koyi kuchh nahi bola...Arun aur Varun andar baithkar Ek-dusare ke baare me ek-dusare se puchhate rahe aur main cigarette ka packet uthakar balcony par khada ho gaya aur Nisha ke ghar ki taraf dekhne laga....is waqt dil aur cigarette dono sath-sath jal rahe the....
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"mere pass ek idea hai,Arman.... ateet ke samundar me chalkar maze karte hai...bole to, kahani aage badha ...is tarah tera mind bhi relax ho jayega "
"mere pass ek idea hai,Arman.... ateet ke samundar me chalkar maze karte hai...bole to, kahani aagebadha...is tarah tera mind bhi relax ho jayega "
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"Sir job completed..."turning shop ke fauji ki taraf dekhkar maine kaha...
"kya..."
"Sir job completed..."main ek baar aur cheekha...
"network kharab hai, pass aakar bolo...Over..."
"ye sala khud ko army ka sipahi samajhta hai..."turning shop wale budhe ko gali bakte hue maine Arun ko uske pass jane ke liye kaha....
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"Sir humara experiment complete ho gaya..."uske pass jakar Arun bola aur job uske samne wali table par rakh diya....
turning shop wale fauji ki umra aur uske aankh me number wala chashma dekhkar maine socha tha ki thodi-bahut minor mistake wo nahi dekh payega...lekin jab Arun ne job usko dikhaya to wo ekdum taav se utha...
"yaha ka morcha sambhale rakhna main gun lekar aata hoon..."
"teri *** ki chut, teri *** ka bhosda"silent mode me Arun ne apna muh chalaya....
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kuchh der tak wo fauji na jane andar kya dhoondata raha aur phhir jab wapas aaya to uske hath me ek scale thi...jisme centimeter ke kayi unit ghis chuke the...uske scale ki jarjar halat dekhkar mere khas dost Arun ne apni nayi-naveli scale uski taraf badhayi...jisase wo fauji bhadak gaya...
"dushmano aur unke hathiyaro par kabhi yakin nahi karna chahiye...do kadam peechhe hat..."
"teri *** ki chut, teri *** ka bhosda..."Arun ek baar phhir silent mode me aa gaya....
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mera anuman tha ki fauji hume good work kahkar yaha se jaane dega,lekin humare job ki diameter ko apni jarjar scale se napte hue wo na jaane kaha kho gaya..wo kabhi bahar jakar diameter check karta to kabhi waha lage bulb ki roshani me check karta....aur 15-20 minutes ki kashmkash ke baad usne Arun ko ghoora...
"diameter 1 Millimeter jyada hai.."
"itna to chalta hai sir..."
"jung ke maidan me 1 millimeter se nishane ka chuk jana matlab jung haar jana..."
"samajh gaya Sir  "bolte hue Arun ne uske hath se job liya aur meri taraf aaya,...
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Jaise-jaise din beet rahe the first year ke students ki ragging bhi parwan chadh rahi thi...kuchh senior garden me to kuchh recess ke waqt class me....kuchh canteen me to kuchh city bus me....mujhe in sab chutiya kamo me koyi interest nahi tha,isliye filhal to main is chutiyape se door tha...lekin mere khas dost Arun ki ray is mamle me kuchh alag hee thi aur khatarnak bhi...alag isliye kyunki wo hostel ke ladko se na bhidkar city ke students ki ragging leta tha aur khatarnak isliye kyunki ye ek naye combat ki neev rakh raha tha...Arun janta tha ki yadi mujhe uski is harkat ke baare me maloom chalega to main use bahut pelunga isiliye kayi din tak to Arun ki is harkat ka mujhe koyi khabar nahi thi aur phhir ek din....
"Arman...locha ho gaya hai,chal jaldi canteen me..."
"abhi nahi..."bf ko exit marte hue maine kaha,taki jab wo mere pass aaye to ye na jaan paye ki main bathroom ko sperm donate karne ki taiyari me laga tha 
"abey mazak ka time nahi hai...ladayi ho gayi first year ke ek ladke se..."
"to jana pel de use..."
"wo city ka hai aur kahta hai ki Gautam ko wo janta hai..."
"chal..."
hostel se bahar canteen ki taraf aate hue maine Arun ko galiya di ki usne in sabki shuruat hee kyun ki...
"maine sirf canteen me use dekhkar uska naam puchha to sale ne akad kar mujhe aankh dikhayi..."
"phhir..."
"phhir maine sale ko ek jhapad pel diya...to reply me usne mujhe jor se dhakka diya..."
"aur dhakka khane ke baad tu yaha mere pass aa gaya, kya soch kar aaya tha ki Sardar bahut khush hoga "
"abey 7-8 launde khade ho gaye us waqt uske sath..."
"aur ye tu mujhe abhi bata raha hai bakchod...pahle bataya hota to aur laundo ko sath me le aata..."bolte hue maine Arun ke sath canteen me entry mari....
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waha baithe students ko dekhkar main turant samajh gaya ki wo 7-8 ladke kaun hai...wo sab ek hee table par baithe the aur Arun ki taraf dekhkar has rahe the....
"abey ye tujhe dekh kar has rahe hai kya..."maine Arun se puchha...
"haan..."
Iske baad jab un ladko ne Arun ko hath se ganda ishara kiya...to Arun unki taraf jane laga....
"Arun tu kuchh mat karna..."
"*** chod dunga salo ki..."
"phhir main jaun... aakhiri baar bol raha hoon ,shant hee rahna..."
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Wo ladke mujhe dekhkar bhi bindas baithe has rahe the,..maine bagal wali table se ek chair khiskayi aur unhi ke pass baith gaya....
"bahut uchak rahe ho be..."
"ab tu humari ragging lene aaya hai..."
"ragging nahi main to tum logo se rishta banane aaya hoon...aao Kaun banega crorepati khelte hai..to pahla sawal ye raha aapke thobde ke samne...
tum sab Gautam ke dam par uchak rahe ho ya phhir Varun ke..."
"khud ke dam par..."unme se ek ne jawab diya...
"ye samajh lo ki abhi jo maine question puchha wo 1 crore ka hai..to please apne us answer ko explain karoge..."
"actually baat ye hai bete ki thik ek saal pahle ek Arman naam ke ladke ne fourth year ke kayi seniors ko thoka tha ,to hum log usi se inspired hokar ye sab kar rahe hai..hum 7-8 ladko ka group ne decide kiya hai ki yadi koyi bhi senior humari ragging lene aayega to hum uski hee ragging lenge....sath me Gautam ka thoda support bhi hai ,isliye city ke seniors hume kuchh nahi bolte..lekin hostel ke seniors ke gand me keeda machal raha hai,jise hum maar kar rahenge..."
"sahi jawab...agla sawal aapke thobde ke samne ye raha....kya tum log Arman ko jante ho ya phhir use kahi dekha hai..."
"nahi.."iska bhi jawab usi ladke ne diya jisne mere pahle sawal ka jawab diya tha"hum logo ko aaye hue do-teen din hee hue hai...isliye hum use nahi jante..."
"Arun....idhar aakar bata to tujhe dhakka kisne diya tha..."
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Jis table par main un 7-8 ladko ke sath baitha tha ,waha aakar Arun ne ek ladke ki taraf ishara kiya aur maine Arun ko kaha ki wo jordar mukka uske chehre me mare....
"abey oye,baap ka raaj hai kya...nikal le warna tujhe bhi dhakke maar ke nikal dunga..."unme se ek khada hote hue bola...
"pahli baat to ye beta ki ,dobara mujhe kabhi beta mat bolna."tad se ek jhapad marte hue maine uski collar pakad li"dusari baat ye ki jisase tum inspire hokar wo sab kar rahe ho...wo main hee hoon...."
Main Arman hoon ye jaankar un ladko ka sara josh thanda pad gaya aur phhir Arun ko sorry bolkar wo waha se khisak liye....
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Canteen me ye sab karte waqt mujhe ye andaza nahi tha ki meri ye harkat itna bada roop lene wali hai...lekin uske dusare din jab dammo rani class me khud ki tareef kar rahi thi to college ke peon ne aakar mera aur Arun ka naam liya aur kaha ki hum dono ko principal ne bulaya hai....Principal ka bulawa milne ke turant baad hee main samajh gaya ki ho na ho ye kal canteen wali harkat ka nateeja hai....aur yadi hum dono ragging me fase to phhir Pricipal humara semester back laga sakta tha,jaisa ki usne pichhale kayi sale se kayi ladko ke sath kiya tha.....
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SEMESTER BACK...ye ek aisa shabd tha jisne us waqt hum dono ko apne dar ke saye me jakad rakha tha, dil puri tarah dahal raha tha ki yadi Semester back laga to main kya karunga....gharwale to jaan hee le lenge, aur Arun ka inspector baap to hum dono ko goli hee maar dega....yaha exam me ek subject pass karne me paseene chhut rahe hai aur ye Principal direct semester back laga raha hai.... ghar par kitni badnami hogi, mere first semester ke result ke baad jin logo ke muh khul chuke the wo aur bhi khul jayenge...
Dil aur dimag ki is adhedbun me fase hue main aur Arun Principal office ke andar dakhil hue...aur jaisa ki maine class se nikalte waqt socha tha,thik waisa hee hua....do-teen ladke Principal Sir ke samne baithe hue the.....
"Jail jane ki taiyari kar lo tum dono...kyunki inhone tum dono ke khilaf F.I.R. Kar di hai..."
"what the hell..."main andar hee andar cheekha ,chillaya....kyunki waha baithe dono ladko me se ek ke sar me to ek ke hath me patti bandhi hui thi....
"dono ne bahut lambe se fasaya hai...ab to pakka gharwalo ko khabar hogi..."
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Abhi Principal ke cabin me khade hee the ki do policewale andar aaye aur hum sabko police station chalne ke liye kaha.....

 

Chapter-30:Substratum of a new Combat-2

Update-101
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Vibha ki call maine recieve to ki lekin agle hee pal phhir se call cut kar di....Vibha ki call disconnect karne ke baad Vibha ke baare me hee sochate hue ek cigarette nikali aur hostel ki chhat par aa gaya...
Pichhale kuchh dino ki bhayankar ghatnao,jaise Canteen me meri aur Gautam ki bahas aur phhir aaj police station me hue drame se main ye bhool chuka tha ki kuchh hafte pahle maine second semester ka exam diya tha...jiska result kuchh dino me aane wala tha, lekin jaise main us waqt ye bhool chuka tha...lekin mere college me padhne wale 2318 students nahi bhoole the aur na hee humari university aur na hee mere hostel me rahne wale lafange students.....isliye result apne sahi time par aaya aur main upar hostel ki chhat par khada cigarette pee raha tha.....
"kaha hai..."Saurabh ne call kiya..
"hostel ki chhat par..."
"abey result aa gaya hai..."
"ek minute....aage kuchh mat bolna,warna murder kar dunga..."
Result aa gaya ye sunte hee mere dil ki dhadkane ekdum se tez ho gayi , main wahi hostel ke chhat ke upar khada soch-vichar karne laga ki is baar fail hounga ya pass...mere aankho ke samne wo waqt chhane laga jab main examhall me baithkar exam de raha tha....
"4 subject me to nikal hee jaunga..."maine khud se kaha aur aadhi jali cigarette ko wahi phhek diya....
"4 me nahi 5 me pakka AC hai..."khud ko dilasa dete hue maine ek baar phhir se kaha....
"Arman,be a real mard...."teesari baar khud ko dilasa dete hue main neeche aaya aur hostel warden ke room me gaya ,jaha PC tha aur result printout karwane ki suvidha bhi thi...
"Roll Number batao..."mujhe dekhte hee warden ne kaha aur maine dheere-dheere karke apne roll number ka ek-ek digit bataya aur control warden ke hath se apne hath me le liya....
Result mere samne computer screen par tha aur maine direct us jagah nazar ghumayi,jaha Pass ya fail likha rahta hai.....
"Pass..."khushi se main uchhal pada aur waha khade baki ladko se gale mila...mera CPI is baar 7.7 ke karib tha, iske baad maine Arun aur Saurabh ka result dekha..pichhali baar ki tarah Arun ka is baar bhi back laga tha aur back lagane ka karnama Saurabh ne bhi kiya tha....lekin unke SPI last sem. Ki tarah is baar bhi mere se jyada tha....
"sale padhenge nahi to back hee lagegi na "maine aisa kaha jaise pure semester mere hath se ek pal ke liye bhi book na chhuti ho....
"tera kya hua be..."printout nikalwane ke baad maine wahi khade ek ladke se puchha...
"3 subject me ludhak gaya..."
"aur tera..."maine dusare se puchha..
"do me back..."
"dekho beta, pass hone ke liye padhna padta hai...din bhar facebook me online rahne se kuchh nahi hota...agli baar se mehnat karna tabhi pass ho paoge warna sab subject me fail....sale ullu..."
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Jin-jin ladko ki back lagi thi unhe sunakar main apne room aaya...waha Saurabh aur Arun baar-baar apne result is ummid me dekh rahe the ki shayad unse dekhne me galti ho gayi ho....
"tum dono phhir se fail ho gaye  "unke jale par namak chhidakte hue maine kaha...
"bose dk tu khush ho raha hai..."
"nahi yar, main to bahut dukhi hoon...chehre par mat ja, main andar se bahut jyada dukhi hoon..."
"ye sale,MC mujhe hee har baar kyun ludhka dete hai...inki *** ko chodu sale harami,BC..."Arun chillate hue bola...
"isi baat par bathroom ko sperm donate karke aa..."udas hone ka natak karte hue main bola....
"Arun ruk, main bhi chalta hoon..."apna mobile ek taraf gusse se phhek kar Saurabh bola...
"tu kidhar chala be..."
"sale meri bhi back lagi hai...main bhi sperm donate kaene ja raha hoon..."
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Jis din result aaya,us din hostel kuchh shant tha, jiske bhi room me jao sab apne result ka printout hath me liye dekh rahe the ki unhe kis subject me kitna number mila hai....kuchh apne ghar phone lagakar khushi se apna result bata rahe the to kuchh phone par hee galiya kha rahe the....mere room me khud is waqt mayusi ka mahol tha,isliye khushi ke mahol ki taalash me main pure hostel me ghoomta raha aur raat ke 1 baje pure hostel ka chakkar maar kar apne room lauta to dekha ki Arun ,Saurabh gahari neend me hai.....raat ke 1 baje Vibha ki call phhir aayi...
"haan bolo..."call recieve karke main bola...
"result aa gaya tum logo ka, maloom chala ya nahi..."
"raat ke 1 bajkar 3 minute par tumne ye batane ke liye call kiya hai..."
"nahi...kuchh aur bhi baat karni hai..."
"to direct point par aane ka, "
"dekho Arman..."bolkar wo chup ho gayi...
"haan dikhao..."
"dekho Arman, tum mujhe blackmail nahi kar sakte..."
"ye paap maine kab kiya...Mam"
"FM ki lab me tum apne dosto se kya bol rahe the ki unhe tum A walk to the jungle ,ki kahani bataoge..."
"haan,to usme bura kya hai..."
"Aaj ke baad wo sab bhool jao aur kisi se us baare me kuchh mat kahna..."
"wo kya hai ki main nihayat hee sarif aur sach bolne wala insan hoon....mujhe jhooth bardasht nahi hota,isliye yadi koyi mujhse puchhega to sach batana hee padega na...Vibha mam"
"respect your teachers..."
"dil pe mat le, muh me le...aasani hogi"
"tum shayad bhool rahe ho ki ,tumhara FM subject ka number mere hath me hai..."
"aur tu shayad bhool rahi hai ki teri ijjat mere L par hai...jise main jab chahu tab utar sakta hoon...isliye apna raub uspar jhadna ,jo us kabil lage...mere samne yadi dobara kabhi aisi harkat ki to main direct facebook par status daal dunga aur us din ground par jo hua uski pics bhi...jisme maine Varun aur uske dosto ki pelayi ki aur tu bhi waha mauzood thi..."
"main call rakh rahi hoon..."
"to rakh de, main kaun sa interested hoon teri jaisi laundiya se baat karne me....teri jaisi ko to main chusata bhi nahi..."aur uske baad adatan anusar mere muh se Vibha ke liye BC nikal gaya 
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Mere aise jawab se Vibha samajh gayi thi ki uske kapde mere hath me hai,jise main jab chahu utar sakta hoon....lekin filhal main ye sab karne ke mood me nahi tha,kyunki aksar maine news paper aur logo ke muh se suna tha ki,ladkiyo ki ijjat karni chahiye....aur waise bhi main Vibha ke sath kuchh dusara hee kaam karne ka mood bana raha tha aur yadi main aisi harkat karta to mera wo kaam shuru hone se pahle hee khatm ho jata... deepika mam ke mere life se chale jane ke baad mujhe uske barabar hee hot ladki chahiye thi aur mere fantasy ye bhi thi ki wo ek teacher ho..aisa nahi tha ki Vibha,deepika baad eklauti sexy madam thi...college me aur bhi hot teachers thi,lekin unko patane me time lagta jo ki apne paas nahi tha...isliye maine Vibha ko chuna...,Vibha ke case me mere do fayde bhi the ,pahla ye ki uski chut ,deepika se thodi tight hogi ,aisa maine andaza lagaya aur dusara ye ki wo mere control me rahegi....lekin aisa sochate waqt mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki meri ye soch,meri ye harkat...ek nayi ladayi ki buniyaad rakh rahi hai aur is buniyaad ka nateeja ab tak ke nateejo me sabse bura aur bhayankar hoga....yaha tak ki jaanlewa bhi ,lekin main nahi ruka...kyunki mujhe jald se jald Vibha ko chodna tha...mujhe ye kaam first year me hee kar dena chahiye tha lekin first year me deepika mam jaisi hot item ke samne Vibha ko maine ignore mara par ab Vibha mujhe maal lagne lagi thi...jise main jald se jald chodna chahta tha...
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Vibha ko jaal me fasane ke liye sabse pahla kaam ye karna tha ki mere is Arman ki bhanak kisi ko na lage...matlab ki jaise maine deepika mam ko raat-o-raat choda aur subah hote hee baat aayaram-gayaram ho gayi...waisi hee situation main Vibha ke case me bhi apply karna chahta tha....isliye maine apne is arman ki bhanak Arun aur Saurabh tak ko nahi lagne di...dusara kaam mujhe jo karna tha wo ye ki Vibha par kabu pana...taki wo meri baat taal na sake aur teesara kaam use thokna....taki mujhe har din sperm bathroom ko donate na karna pade....pahla kaam to under processing tha aur iski bhanak mere dosto ko to door ,khud Vibha ko ye nahi maloom tha ki usko lekar mere Arman kya hai...dusara kaam tha use control karna, jo main kal se shuru karne wala tha aur Vibha ko control karne ka mera rambad ye tha ki jitna ho sake Vibha ko ignore kiya jaye...taki wo mujhse baat karne ke liye taras jaye...
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"abey oye ruk"Varun ne ek jordar punch mere hath me marte hue bola"kyun be sale...is beech me Esha kaha kho gayi...use patane ke liye to tune koyi plan nahi banaya aur Vibha ki chut ke liye bahut bade-bade karname kiye tune...."
"aur to aur sale ne deepika ko bhi akele khaya aur Vibha ko bhi...hum sab to lund pakad kar rah gaye..."dusare hath me dusara punch jadte hue Arun bola....
"achchha hua,Saurabh aur Sulabh nahi hai...warna ek-ek punch wo bhi marte..."apne dono hath ko apne opposite hath ki hatheli se sahlate hue main bola"abey salo dard hota hai..."
"mujhe to shaq hai ki tu Esha se pyar bhi karta tha ya nahi..."ek aur baar jordar mukka marte hue Varun bola...
"dekh munda kharab mat kar...tum logo ko kya laga ki maine kabhi Esha ke liye plan nahi banaya...abey gadho Esha ka mamla alag tha, uska ek boyfriend tha jiska baap ek gunda tha...to socho ki yadi main sabke samne uspar line marta to kya main aaj tak zinda bachta..."
"lekin phhir bhi apun ko tere love me fault nazar aa raha hai..."
"Esha ke liye maine jo plan banaya tha uspar main khud sure nahi tha ki mera wo plan kamyab hoga ya nahi...kyunki na to main dhang se Esha ko janta tha aur na hee uski pasand...main ye tak nahi janta tha ki uska ghar kaha hai, wo college se jane ke baad kya karti hai,kinse milti hai....bole to main ek aisi ladki se pyar karta tha jo mere liye bilkul nayi thi...."
"phhir tune uske liye jaal kaise buna,jo tere liye kisi alien ke mafik thi"
"dil se kiya pagle...maine use dil se samjha...dil se hee uske baare me socha aur dil se hee plan banaya..."
"ghanta banaya,chodu mat bana mujhe..."ek aur mukka mujhe jadte hue Arun bola"le bata to apne dil ka plan..."
"abey tum dono ne mujhe dholak samajh liya hai kya,jo bajate hee chale ja rahe ho..."taav me aakar main utha aur Arun ko teen-char non-stop punch jadkar bola"ek baat bata, tum me se kis-kis ne Esha ko facebook par request bheji thi..."
"sabne...matlab ki maine,tune,Sulabh,Saurabh,bhu,Naveen...lagbhag sabhi ne use Friend request bheji thi..."
"aur accept kitno ki hui "
"sirf teri..."Dimag ko uthal puthal karte hue Arun ne kaha...
"to beta yahi to tha mera plan  jo slow poison ki tarah Esha ke dil me utar raha tha...chal bol papa "
"to beta yahi to tha mera planjo slow poison ki tarah Esha ke dil me utar raha tha...chal bol papa "
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Next day first period Vibha ka hee tha aur wo apni adatan saj-sawar kar class me aayi aur ek-ek students ko khada karke unke second semester ka result puchhane lagi....
"7.7 ,AC"khade hokar maine jawab diya...
mere muh se AC word sunkar sab hasne lage,sale ye soch rahe the ki main fake raha hoon....
"keep silence..."Vibha ne sabko shant karate hue kaha"Arman ,kya sach me tum pass ho gaye..."
"nahi ,sab me back hai  "
"okay...okay,don't get angry..."
"teri *** ki chut..."Vibha ko gali dete hue Arun utha"ek me back hai mam..."
"last sem me bhi tumhara back tha na..."
"wo nikal gaya..."
"good..."
uske baad bari aayi Saurabh ki...
"same here mam..."
"matlab.."
"matlab ki Arun ki tarah main bhi ek me latak gaya hoon..."
"ok,sit down..."
"8.2,...clinic all clear..."Sulabh ek jhatke me khada hua aur dusare jhatke me baith gaya...bole to very fast process....
sabka result puchhane ke baad Vibha ne apna pakau lecture chalu kiya, Arun ki aaj tabiyat kuchh dheele-dheele si thi, subah usne college aate waqt bataya bhi tha ki use bukhar type se lag raha hai...second semester me back lagne se wo bahut jyada hee upset tha,jabki Saurabh pahle ki tarah mast tha....
"duniya ne chod ke rakh diya hai yar, "peechhe wali bench par apne dono hath tikate hue Arun bola...
"abey back to lagti rahti hai...isme udas hone ki kya jaroorat hai..."
"lekin har baar main hee kyun,why me...is sale Arman ki to back nahi lagti...zindagi jhand ho chuki hai meri,lagta hai ki chhat se kudkar suicide kar loon...lekin darta hoon ki yadi chhat se kud kar bhi nahi mara to phhir mere pappa ji hee mujhe maar denge...."
"abey chodu,tune wo kahawat to suni hee hogi ki...
Smooth roads never make good drivers!


Smooth sea never makes good sailors!


Clear Skies never make good pilots!


Problem free life never makes a strong & good person!


Be strong enough to accept the challengers of life.


Don’t ask Life


“Why me?”


Instead say


“Try Me!”....."
"ek line me iska matlab samjha na "
"matlab ki bina back lage aap ek solid engineer nahi ban sakte  bole to back lagni chahiye..."maine kaha...
"to phhir tu har baar AC kyun ho jata hai..."Sulabh ne tana mara...
"mera to har baar kharab paper jata hai...lekin ye university wale pass kar dete hai to isme meri kya galti..."
"Sulabh,Saurabh..Arun-Arman,kya baat-chit chal rahi hai tum logo ke beech...."Vibha ne chalk ka ek chhota sa tukda humari taraf phhek kar hume khade hone ke liye kaha"Arman kya baate chal rahi hai udhar..."
Vibha ke puchhane ke sath hee maine apna chehra dusari taraf ghuma liya...main to ye apne plan ke liye kar raha tha,lekin mere teeno khas dost bhi meri copy karenge ,ye mujhe nahi maloom tha...Saurabh aur Arun beech me baithe the aur chehra ghumate waqt(--> <--)dono ka sar ek dusare se takraya bhi tha....
"maine tum charo se kuchh puchha hai,uska jawab do..."Kuchh der tak Vibha is intezaar me rahi ki hum me se koyi kuchh bolega ,lekin jab hum charo chup rahe to usne samne wale bench par baithe ek ladke se ek page manga aur uspar hum charo ka name likhkar boli"jao is par Principal se sign kara kar lao..."
"maine suna nahi thik se..aapne kya bola.."Vibha ko aankho se blackmail karte hue main muskuraya jiske baad Vibha hadbada gayi aur punishment ke taur par ek-ek assignment ka hathoda humare sar par de mara.....
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"mam yaha paas zero kaise aaya..."humare class ke topper ne khade hokar Vibha par apna sawal daga aur sawal sunte hee Vibha dher ho gayi..
Wo 10 minutes tak pahle book par jhakti rahi aur phhir apne notes par...lekin situation pahle ke mafik guru-ghantal hee rahi....Us question ke answer ke liye Vibha ne apni chut aur gand ek kar dali ,lekin chut aur gand ko ek karne ke baad bhi use jab Answer nahi maloom chala to usne class ke brilliant students ki taraf ye sawal phhek diya...aur class ke un brilliant students me se sirf ek ka hath upar utha,jo sahi mayne me brilliant tha.....
"Yes Sulabh...yaha aakar samjhao..."Vibha ne request ki...
Vibha ki us gand-chut ko ek kar dene wali request par humare Sulabh babu ka behaviour kuchh rukha-rukha sa tha...wo bole"mam ,mujhe iska answer to pata hai ,lekin mujhe interest nahi hai..."
"kya matlab interest nahi hai..."
"matlab ki iska koyi matlab nahi hai...bas main answer dene me interested nahi hoon..."
"are mujhe bhi iska answer maloom karna hai, inko nahi batana chahte to mat batao...par mujhe to batao..."aur uske baad Vibha ne bada sa PLEASE ! kaha....
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Sulabh bhi kya karta, Aakhirkar wo bhi to ek aam ladka tha,jiska lund khada hota tha, aur Vibha mam ki is sexy request ko reject kaise karta,isliye Sulabh apni bench se utha aur chalk uthakar us question se related ek lamba-chauda formula likha ,us formule me cos@ bhi tha, uske baad humare Sulabh mahashaya sulabh pradarshan karte hue @ ke place par 90 degree rakha aur bole" sabhi jante hai ki cos90 ki value zero hoti hai...Problem solved "
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"very good ,Sulabh...tumhara assignment cancel aur tum teeno ka bhi"
"thank you mam "hum charo ek sath cheekhe.....
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Recess me class ke bahar khade hokar hum sab bakchodi kar rahe the ki hostel me rahne wale first year ke launde udhar se guzare...
"abey sun..."ek ko pakadkar Arun bola"ja canteen me dekh kar aa ki Divya hai ya nahi..."
"lekin main to hostel ja raha hoon aur canteen uske wrong direction me hai..."
"jake canteen me dekhkar aa, warna chodunga...samjha,ab ja..."
Us ladke ko canteen ki taraf bhejkar Arun phhir se humare sath bakchodi karne laga...
"Divya canteen me hai..."hafte hue first year ke ladke ne kaha...
"dhanyavaad ,chal Arman..."
"ghanta jayega mera...."
"abey chal na,teri bhabhi baithi hai canteen me..."
"bola na ek baar na..."
"waise Divya ke sath Esha bhi hai Arman bhaiya...."muskurate hue first year ke us ladke ne kaha....
"sach  aur kaun-kaun hai waha..."
"dono akeli baithi hai...Jab main waha gaya to Divya kisi ladke se bahas kar rahi thi...pata nahi kya lafda hai..."
"aisa kya, achchha ye bata Gautam bhi hai kya udhar..."
"noyi..."
"Arun chal,aaj teri maal par hath saaf karke aate hai..."
"kya bola be "
"bole to uspar hath saaf karke aate hai,jo teri maal se ulajh raha hai..."
Hum dono canteen ki taraf badhe hee the ki Saurabh aur Sulabh ne hume pakad kar peechhe kheecha aur bola"do se bhale char..."
Hum dono canteen ki taraf badhe hee the ki Saurabh aur Sulabh ne hume pakad kar peechhe kheecha aur bola"do se bhale char..."
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"char se bhale do..."un dono ko rok kar Arun bola"waha maal hum dono ki fasi hai aur bachane tum dono jaoge aur waise bhi jhund me kutte aate hai aur hum Sher hai ,chalo abhich fut lo idhar se ,dikhna mat idhar ab..."
Saurabh aur Sulabh ko wapas bhejne ke baad hum dono canteen ki taraf tezi se bhage,
na jaane main kya-kya soch kar aaya tha...maine socha tha ki mere ullu dost Arun ki tarah kisi dusare ullu ka dil Divya par aa gaya hoga aur wahi lafda chal raha hoga ya phhir kisi ne ganda comment un dono ko dekhkar maar diya hoga,ya phhir kisi ne unka sabke samne mazak udaya hoga...ya phhir aisa hee kuchh dusara kand hua hoga,lekin jab hum waha pahuche to dusara hee nazara dekhne ko mila....Esha aaram se apni jagah par baithkar cold drink ki chuskiya le rahi thi aur Divya usase door counter par khadi hokar canteen me kaam karne wale ladke se ladayi kar rahi thi....
"ye chips bahar 15  me milta hai to phhir yaha 20  me kyun..."Divya jordar aawaz me boli..
"wo sab mere ko nahi maloom,Apne ko to 20  me dene ko kaha gaya hai,isliye apun to 20  hee lega..."
"aise kaise 20 lega..."Us ladke ko ghoorte hue Divya cheekhi...
"wo to apun lekar hee rahega..."Wo ladka bhi Divya ko ghoorte hue cheekha...
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"Arun,ja 5  tu apni taraf se de de aur mamla khatm kar "
"lekin mere paas khulle nahi hai yar..."
"abey to 10 ka note de dena bakchod..."
"thik hai..."bolkar Arun Divya ki taraf badha aur main apni gori billi ki taraf ja pahucha....
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"hi..."jaha Esha baithi thi ,wahi uske paas baithkar maine kaha..
"hi.."kuchh der ke liye usne apne muh se straw nikala aur mujhe HI bolkar wapas cold drink peene lagi...
"sun to.."uski taraf thoda jhuk kar main bola...
"kya hai..."wo bhi meri taraf jhuki...
"tum dono ke rahis baap 20  bhi nahi dete kya,jo teri wo chuhiya friend 5  ke liye us canteen wale se lad rahi hai...aur tu use samjhane ki vajah botal me straw daalkar daru ke shot mare ja rahi hai...isliye main tujhe billi bolta hu..."
"aankh phhut gayi hai kya,ye daru nahi pepsi hai...aur tumhe kya matlab ki hume ghar se kitne  milte hai..."
"kanjoos honge tum dono ke pappa..kyun "uske shoulder par apne shoulder se halka sa dhakka dekar maine kaha,jisase wo khasne lagi aur dil kiya ki uski peeth sahlakar mast filmi scene banau...lekin mere sixth sense aur waha mauzood bahut se students ke karan maine aisa bilkul bhi nahi kiya...
"tumne mujhe dhakka kyun diya..."wo boli aur phhir khasne lagi...
"kitni nazjook hai tu dar hai ki kahi koyi tujhe phhol se na maar de...
kitni pyari hai teri aankhe,dar hai ki inhe koyi pyar se na maar de..."
"matlab..."
"kuchh nahi main to bas mathematics ka formula yaad kar raha tha...."bolte hue maine Arun ki taraf nazar ghumayi ,
Divya ab bhi us canteen wale ladke se bhidi hui thi aur Arun,Divya ko baar-baar shant karane ka asafal prayas kar raha tha....
"tu ja ke us chuhiya ko samjhati kyun nahi,faltu me locha kar reli hai..."
"abhi to ye shuruat hai,tum dekhna abhi wo is chhoti si baat ko consumer forum tak le jane ki baat karegi..."ek pyari si muskan ke sath Esha boli...
Aur hua bhi waisa hee...Divya ne us ladke ko dhamki di"yadi tune is chips packet ke 5  adhik liye to main consumer forum me case kar dungi..."
"gazab,meri tarah tera bhi sixth sense kaam karta hai..."ek baar phhir se uske shoulder par dhakka dekar maine kaha...
"ye tum mujhe baar-baar dhakka kyun de rahe ho..."khisiyate hue usne apni puri taqat ke sath mere shoulder par prahar kiya aur jawab me main muskura diya...
"ye kaun sa police station hai..."us ladke ne Divya se puchha...
"upbhokta manch..."Arun ne us ladke ko consumer forum ka hindi me matlab bataya...
"thik hai ,15  hee do...tum bhi kya yaad rakhogi.."Divya se pareshan hokar wo ladka bola....
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Divya ne chips ka bill pay kiya aur phhir aakar Esha ke samne wali table par baith gayi....wo ab bhi gusse me thi..
"bloody corruption, you Know Esha...aise hee corrupted logo ke karan humara desh barbad hai..."
"hundred percent correct..."main beech me hee bol pada...
"oh ! Arman...hi..."mujhe dekhkar Divya boli"tumhara wo dost hai na Arun ,wo bhi corruption me involve hai...wo to mujhe bol raha tha ki main us canteen wale ko 20 de du..."
"aur use ye idea in mahashay ne hee diya tha..."Esha boli...jiske baad Divya ka chehra ek baar phhir se laal hua aur maine waha se chup-chap khisakne me hee apni bhalayi samjhi....sach me ladkiyo ke paas dimag nahi hota...sali hardam mast tarike se bore karti rahti hai...
Main aur Arun canteen me mamla suljhane gaye the lekin Divya ke sachche deshbhakt hone ke chalte hum dono hee sulajh gaye aur khali hath canteen se wapas aaye.....
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"meri wali ekdum sarif hai be,.."
"aur bewkoof bhi  ab tu hee dekh 5  ke chalte usne kitna bada tamasha khada kar diya..."
"baklol hai kya...Divya sach to bol rahi thi ki wo 5 adhik kyun de aur wo apne mazboot irade par kayam rahi,jiska nateeja tune bhi dekha."apna seena chauda karte hue Arun bola..."isme tujhe wo bewkoof kaha se dikh gayi..."
"tune abhi ka nateeja dekha,lekin maine uske is karname se aane wale kal ka nateeja dekha...ab janta hai jab wo kal canteen me apna pet bharne jayegi to kya hoga..."
"kya hoga..."
"hoga ye mere lallu lal ki canteen wala use ek glass pani tak nahi dega aur phhir wo yaha se kayi kilometer door sirf ek cold drink peene jayegi..."
"satya ke raste me chalne par aisi mushkilo ka samna karna padta hai be..isme wo tujhe bewkoof kaha se dikh gayi"
"use bewkoof maine isliye kaha kyunki wo us ladke se ladayi kar rahi thi,jiski aukat canteen me sirf table saaf karne ki hai,yadi use sach me corruption mitana hai to direct canteen ke malik se baat karna tha,jo ki usne nahi kiya,chal ye sab chhod aur ye bata ki aaj lab kis subject ki hai..."
"mere khayal se C Programing ki..."
"mujhe bhi kuchh aisa hee lag raha hai..."
Waha se thodi door aage jane ke baad hum dono ek dusare par chillaye"lawde,humari class to peechhe chhut gayi..."
Waha se thodi door aage jane ke baad hum dono ek dusare par chillaye"lawde,humari class to peechhe chhut gayi..."
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C programing ki lab me ek 5 ft ki patli-dubali lady teacher computer ko command pe command diye ja rahi thi aur idhar main confuse pe confuse hue ja raha tha ki ye lodi kar kya rahi hai...class ke kuchh hoshiyar students ,jo ki yaha ke local the aur ghar me din bhar computer se chipke rahte the ,unhe hee sab samajh aa raha tha, main to is subject me virgin tha isliye filhal to main chup hokar un sabko dekh raha tha.....
"Arman Lund, tujhe kuchh samajh aaya kya.."Arun bechain hote hue mujhse puchha...
"pura samajh gaya, bata tujhe kya batau  "
"teri bhi halat meri tarah hai..."
Arun ne is baar Saurabh ko pakda aur usase puchhane laga ki computer ke andar ye kaisa jadu chal raha hai....
"main virgin hoon is mamle me..."Saurabh bola..
"aur tu Sulabh,kya tu bata sakta hai ki ye jadu jo computer ke andar chal raha hai ,uska raaz kya hai..."
"me too virgin in this mind fucking ,lawda taking and gand me bawasir hoying ,Subject..."
"sale sab dehati ho,kisi ko kuchh nahi aata..."
"tension kaiku le raha hai bawa, dusare ke copy se copy karne ka..."Samne computer ke andar ho raye jadu ko dekhkar Saurabh ne kaha...
"tab tak kya lund hilau, 2 hours ke lab me kuchh to karne mangta,jisase apna time makkhan ke mafik kat jaye..."
"ab to sala humare sath jungle ka raja bhu bhi nahi hai,jo lab ke khali time me pure college ki news sunaye..."mam ne jab ek aur jadu kiya to use dekhte hue main khisiya gaya aur bhu ko yaad karne laga...
"ek idea hai..."mobile nikal kar Saurabh bola"wifi se net chalakar kuchh download karte hai..."
"solid idea hai...2 ghante me to gand faad bf download kar lenge..."
"mere khayal se hume c programing ka video download karke ,dekhna chahiye...kya pata is jadu ki koyi trick samajh me aa jaye.."Sulabh ne kaha aur hum teeno shant hokar use dekhne lage...
Sulabh sach kah raha tha, yadi hum us waqt c programing ka video download karte to kuchh na kuchh to bheje me ghusta hee...lekin humne aisa nahi kiya,hum charo ne aisa nahi kiya....
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"ab kya lawda din bhar padhayi hee karenge,thoda time to hume khud ke liye nikalna chahiye..."Sulabh ko ek mukka jadkar Arun bola..
"bose dk ,bol to aise raha hai...jaise sham ko 5 baje hostel jane ke baad se lekar subah ke 9 baje tak book kholkar baitha rahta hai..."Sulabh bola aur apna hath sahlane laga...
"jo-jo c programing ka video download karna chahta hai ,wo apna lund khada kare...matlab ki hath"maine kaha aur Sulabh ke siwa kisi aur ne apna hath khada nahi kiya...
"ab wo log apna lund khada kare jo dusari gyan dene wali chize download karna chahte hai..."
aur is baar hum charo me se maine,Saurabh aur Arun ne apna-apna hath khada kiya aur tay ye hua ki hum c programing ka bwasir vedio download na karke kuchh gyan dene wali other files download karenge....
"main sari upcoming movie ke trailor download karta hoon..."Saurabh ne kaha aur kaam me lag gaya..
"main kuchh movies download karta hoon..."kisi hare hue shaks ki tarah Sulabh bola aur wo bhi kaam me lag gaya...
"main HD me porn video download karta hoon aur phhir bathroom ko sperm donate karenge..."bolte hue main bhi kaam me lag gaya...
"main kya karu..."
"tu.....hmmm..."Kuchh sochkar Sulabh bola"tu c programing ka video download kar le..."
Sulabh ke muh se ek baar aur c programing word sunkar hum teeno ne use kha jane wali nazar se dekha aur ishara kiya ki yadi usne ek baar phhir yadi is jaduyi word ka name liya to use bahut pelenge.....
"abey main kya karu..."Arun ne ek baar phhir puchha...
"tu....facebook se ladkiyo ki photo download kar..."
"ghanta..."phhir jaise hee Arun ko kuchh yaad aaya wo bola"main Haweli download karta hoon..."
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Hum log idhar dabi me college ki wifi ka full use karke apna kaam nikal rahe the aur udhar wo 5 ft ki dubali-patli mam ab bhi command par command diye ja rahi thi aur laundo ke dimag me bawasir faila rahi thi......
jab lab khatm hua to hum charo hostel pahuche,jaha se apne mobile ka sara material Amar sir ke laptop me dala aur phhir apne-apne mobile me liya....
"Arman ek mast news hai..."apna bag taang kar Sulabh bola
"chal suna.."
"ek shart par...pahle bol ki kal canteen me mera sara kharcha kal tu uthayega..."
"rahne de phhir..."
"Esha ke baare me hai...soch le"
"chal thik hai...news bata"
"Gautam basketball tournament me ja raha hai,isliye 3-4 din tak Esha tujhe college me Divya ke sath hee dikhegi..."
"parso main tere canteen ka bill dunga..."Arun bolte hue bistar se neeche gir gaya...
"chal pahle mere auto ka kiraya de,taki main apne room tak pahuch jaun..."
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Sulabh ke jane ke baad sara din college ke wifi se download kiye gaye video ko dekhne me beeta aur raat ke 12 baje Arun ke dimag me na jaane first year ke hostel jane ka vichar kaha se aa gaya...hum dono first year ke hostel gaye aur waha Arun ne apne dosto ko HD quality me download ki gayi video di, waha se hume ek bahut hee rochak information mili aur wo information ye thi ki deepika mam aaj kal first year ke ek ladke par kuchh jyada meharbaan hai...wo aksar recess ke waqt us ladke ko computer lab me bulati hai...ye sab jaankar mujhe samajhne me koyi pareshani nahi hui ki recess me deepika mam aur us ladke ke beech me kya hota hai....hostel ke jis ladke par deepika mam aajkal meharbaan thi mujhe usase thodi jalan bhi hui ki wo ladka ab meri jagah le raha hai...khair koyi baat nahi ,kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki deepika mam mere karname ko kabhi nahi bhoolegi aur na nee mujhe...kyunki wo ladka bhale hee mujhse jyada handsome aur well mature ho,wo bhale hee sex art me mujhse mahir ho,lekin wo aisa ladka nahi tha,jaisa ki main....matlab ki wo mujhse jyada popular nahi tha aur na hee usne apne first year ke dauran 7 saal se engineering kar rahe apne super senior ko mara tha aur jaha tak mera andaza hai us ladke me itni himmat nahi thi ki wo ek don ke bete se baar-baar panga le aur uski girlfriend ko apne left side me basa le..isliye meri jalan dusare pal hee cooling reaction ke karan bujh gayi...jiski(cooling reaction) ek vajah ye bhi thi ki mujhe first year se hee maloom tha ki deepika mam aur mera sath mahaj kuchh dino ka hai....
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Main apne ateet ke panne kholne me tula hua tha ki humare flat par kisi ne dastak di...jise dekhkar Varun turant gate ki taraf bhaga....
"are Sonam ,tum yaha...aise achanak..."Varun hadbada kar bola...Varun ki halat dekhkar koyi bhi kah sakta hai ki jo ladki is waqt humare room ke darwaje par khadi hai,use yaha dekhne ki kalpana Varun ne kabhi nahi ki hogi....
"Varun, how are you..."
"fine...lekin tum yaha kaise..."
"pahle darwaje se to door hato..."Varun ko dhakka dekar red skirt aur blue jeans me chamchamati hui ek ladki ne andar kadam rakha,jise dekhkar Arun ka muh 2 inch fat gaya aur main room me idhar-udhar padi daru ki botal ko chhipane me lag gaya....
"are batao to ki tumne achanak apne darshan kaise de diye..."
"pahle ye batao ki ye do namune kaun hai.."aur phhir Arun ki taraf ishara karte hue Sonam boli"ise bolo ki mujhe line marna band kare..."
"isne hum dono ko namuna bola..."gusse me maine Arun se kaha...lekin meri aawaz itni dheemi thi ki sirf Arun hee sun paye...
"randi hai sali,chudne aayi hogi..."Arun bhi dheere se cheekha...
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"Sonam,balcony me chalte hai..."hum dono ke samne Varun ne us red skirt wali ladki ka hath pakda lekin us red skirt wali ladki ne turant Varun ka hath jhadkar door kar di....
"Varun , tum nahi jante ki is colony me meri ek friend bhi rahti hai aur meri usi friend ne mujhe aaj subah call kiya aur boli ki main ek ladke se milkar apni us friend ka messege uske premi ko de du..."
"to isme main kya kar sakta hoon..."
"asal me hum dono ki baat puri nahi ho payi aur jab meri wo dost mujhe us ladke ka address de rahi thi to call disconnect ho gayi..."
"kya name hai un dono premi jode ka..."
"meri friend ka name hai ,Nisha...aur us ladke ka name..."
"Arman..."maine beech me bola...
"yaa,right...lekin tumhe kaise pata, kahi tum koyi tantrik to nahi..."
"wo ladka main hee hoon...jise tum dhoondh rahi hai..."
"oh ! That's great,to tum hee ho Nisha ke wo champu boyfriend..."
"haan ,main hee hoon Nisha ka wo champu boyfriend..to chal bata chhachhundar ki Nisha ne kya messege diya hai... "
Sonam ke dwara mujhe champu kahne par main bhadak utha ,jiska andaza Sonam ko bhi tab ho gaya,jab maine use chhachhundar kaha...sali khud ko badi hoshiyar samajh reli thi, lekin use maloom nahi tha ki main kaun hoon....bole to use iska jara sa bhi andaza nahi tha ki Arman kya chiz hai 
Chapter-31:A Unconscious Break
"Nisha ne phone par kaha ki main tumhe uski email id de du aur tum usase email par baat karo..."Mere dwara chhanchhundar bole jane par wo jal-bhun kar boli...
"ye tum ladkiyo ke paas dimag nahi hota kya...ab email-email khelne ka kaun sa junoon Nisha ko sawar ho gaya hai..."
"ladkiyo ke paas tum ladko se jyada dimag hota hai aur Nisha ne aisa isliye kaha kyunki uske dad ne uspar pabandi laga rakhi hai, wo ab na to kisi se baat kar sakti hai aur na hee kisi se mil sakti hai...mera andaza sahi tha ,you are a champu "
"us dayan ki email id kya mujhe sapne me aayegi..."
"i have her email id..."apna chhati chauda karte hue Sonam aise boli jaise olympic me gold medal jeet liya ho aur na chahte hue bhi meri nazar uske seene par ja padi...
"Varun,tumhara dusara dost bhi mujhe line maar raha hai...."
"kya Arman,ek to ye teri madad karne aayi hai aur uspar tu ise uncomfortable kar raha hai..."Sonam aur mere beech khade hokar Varun ne mujhe ghura...
"main ise uncomfortable kar raha hoon ya ye mujhe uncomfortable kar rahi hai..."
"hey Mr. main koyi aisi waisi ladki nahi hoon ,samjhe..."Varun ko samne se dhakka dekar Sonam ne meri aankho me aankhe dalte hue fire kiya....
"waise mera sawal ye tha ki Nisha ki email id main kaha se laun..."maine turant topic change kiya aur mudde par aaya...
"maine kaha na ki uski email id mujhe maloom hai..."Sonam bhi mudde par aate hue boli"actually...uski email id maine hee banayi thi..."
Nisha ki email id Sonam ne banayi hai ye jaankar main thodi der tak intezaar karta raha ki ab wo mujhe Nisha ki email id degi...lekin wo chup chap khadi mujhe dekhti rahi aur jab kuchh der tak aur wo ek lafz tak nahi boli to main kheej utha...
"Nisha ki email id batane ka kya logi"
"oh , sorry..main bhool hee gayi thi.."
"apun ka style hee kuchh aisa hai ki ladkiya mujhe dekhkar sab kuchh bhool jati hai..."
"aisa kuchh bhi nahi hai..."ek kagaj par Nisha ki email id likhkar Sonam boli"ab main chalti hoon..."
"Sonam...ruko,kuchh baat karni hai tumse...akele me"
"kaisi baat karni hai tujhe"waha mauzood teene human ne mujhse puchha...Sonam bhauchakki thi,Arun ,Sonam ko dekhkar laar tapka raha tha aur Varun aankho me angare liye bas Sonam ke jaane ka intezaar kar raha tha,taki wo meri thukayi kar sake....
"Varun,waisa kuchh bhi nahi hai mere bhai,jaisa tu soch raha hai "Varun ko ek konte me lejakar maine samjhaya ki main Sonam se Nisha ke baare me kuchh puchhana chahta hoon,jisase jo uljhan is samay mere dimag me hai ,wo sulajh jaye....
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"Kab se Nisha ko janti ho..."balcony me aane ke baad maine Sonam se pahla sawal kiya...
"lagbhag tab se jabse hum dono ne school jana shuru kiya,we are childhood friends..."
"tab to ,tum mujhe Nisha ke bare me bahut kuchh ya phhir ye kahe ki sab kuchh bata sakti ho..."
"aur tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki main aisa karungi..."mere thik bagal me khade hokar wo boli"main Nisha ke bare me sabkuchh janti hoon,lekin iska matlab ye nahi ki main tumhe uske baare me kuchh batane wali hoon....tumhara ye ghatiya plan flop hai..."
"yaha baat flop ,hit,superhit,blockbuster,all time blockbuster ki nahi hai...yaha baat Nisha ki hai..tumhe andaza bhi nahi hai ki is waqt Nisha kis halat me hai,isliye mujhe uske baare me sabkuchh janana jaroori hai..."
Sonam kuchh der tak waha chup chap khadi sochati rahi aur phhir deewar ki taraf jakar nakhoon se deewar ko kharochane lagi....
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"puchho...kya puchhana chahte ho..."meri taraf platkar usne kaha..
"sabse pahle ye batao ki kya tum ab bhi Nisha ke ghar jakar usase mil sakti ho..."
"No...yadi maine aisa kiya bhi to uske maa-baap meri khatiya khadi kar denge..."
"maine thik aisa hee socha tha,ab ye batao ki kya tum Sonam ke sath college me padhti thi..."
"haan,hum dono ek dusare ke best friend the..."
"to phhir Mujhe ye batao ki Vishwakarma aur Nisha ka kya relation tha..."
"tum Vishwakarma ko jante ho..."
"kal hee use jana hai..."
"Nisha hamesha se hee akeli rahi thi,uske maa-baap sirf name ke maa-baap the...wo aksar mujhse kahti ki use koyi pyar nahi karta...jabki usne kisi ke sath kabhi jara sa bhi galat nahi kiya aur phhir uski Zindagi me Vishwakarma name ka ek toofan aaya ,jisne pahle shanti se Nisha ko apne jaal me phhasaya aur phhir Nisha ko badnaam karne laga...usne pure class ke samne Nisha ko randi kaha tha, Vishwakarma ke dhokhe se Nisha lagbhag puri tarah mar chuki thi...lekin college ke aakhiri dino me kuchh chamatkar sa hua, Nisha ko dekhkar aisa lagne laga...jaise ki use jeene ki koyi vajah mil gayi hai,jaise ki usne apne liye ek sahara dhoondh liya ho,wo sahara tum the Arman...yadi tum Nisha se na mile hote to shayad wo ab tak zinda nahi bachti...yadi tum uski zindagi me nahi aaye hote to shayad abtak wo ghut-ghut kar mar gayi hoti ya phhir suicide kar leti..."
"phhir usne mujhse jhooth kyun kaha ki uski zindagi me main pahla ladka hoon..."Nisha ke ateet ne jab mere dil ko cheer dala tab maine apna agla sawal kiya...
"Arman,koyi shaks nahi chahega ki uski ek galti ki vajah se uske aaj aur aane wala kal par bura prabhav pade aur shayad isiliye Nisha ne tumse aisa kaha...Vishwakarma,Nisha ke zindagi ki sabse badi galti thi jiski saza wo bhugat chuki hai...aur ab wo nahi chahegi ki uski zindagi ka sabse bura daur uske aaj ke achchhe daur ko khatm kar de..."
"thanks,ab tum ja sakti ho..."balcony ke bahar aasman ki taraf dekhte hue maine Sonam ko jaane ke liye kaha...
"Arman..."waha se jate hue Sonam boli"yadi tumne zindagi me kabhi koyi galti ki hogi to tumhe iska ahsaas jaroor hoga...aage tumhari marzi..."
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Sonam ke jane ke baad main bahut der tak aasman ko niharta raha...aaj bahut din baad suraj ne apne darshan diye the,badalo ko bhedati Suraj ki kiran mere andar ek naya josh ,ek naya utsah bhar rahi thi...maine table par rakhe us kagaj ko uthaya jispar Nisha ka email address tha aur turant Nisha ko mail kar diya ki, main Sonam se mil chuka hoon.....
Ab mujhe wo sab beete pal yaad aa rahe the,jab Nisha har waqt mere peechhe paglo ki tarah padi rahti thi...main samajh chuka tha ki uska wo rubab sirf ek dikhawa,sirf ek chhalawa tha...taki main ye na jaan paun ki wo mujhe dil-o-jaan se pyar karti hai...shayad use dar tha ki kahi main uski mazboori ka Vishwakarma ki tarah fayda na uthau...lekin main aisa nahi tha..beshak mujhme kayi burayi hai lekin main dusaro ke armano ki kadra karna janta hoon..isiliye shayad mera name Arman pada ya phhir yun kahe ki mere name Arman hone ki vajah se main is shabd ki paribhasha,is Arman shabd ka matlab samajh paya...aur mujhe maloom hee nahi balki iska ahsas bhi hai ki adhure Armano ka gam kya hota hai.... Pahle jaha main Nisha ki call ko ignore karta tha wahi ab main chahta tha ki ab wo mujhe ek call kare to main uski aawaz sun loon...pahle jaha main kisi na kisi bahane Nisha ke messege ko taal deta tha ab main wahi computer screen ke samne pichhale ek ghante se apni email id kholkar uske messege ka intezaar kar raha tha...main dekhna chahta tha ki wo apni khushi ko shabdo me kaise bayan karti hai...mere liye apne left side me dhadak rahe dil ki dhadkano ko wo kis tarah shabdo me utarti hai...aur yadi in short kahe to "now,i am madly love her "
aur yadi in short kahe to"now,i am madly love her "
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Nisha ke reply ke intezaar me ek aur ghanta beeta lekin mera inbox ab tak khali tha, maine table par ek side rakha hua wo kagaj ka tukda uthaya ,jis par Nisha ki email id likhi hui thi,aur use padhne laga....
"Nisha_love_Arman@live.com" padhte hue mere hontho par ek muskan chha gayi aur maine ek aur email Nisha ko tapka diya.....
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"abey oye,4 ghante ho gaye computer screen ke samne baithe hue...bol to tujhe hee mail kar du..."Ek chair kheechkar Varun mere bagal me baitha aur khane ki plate mere samne rakh di"le bhar le.."
"main to khana khane ke baare me bhool hee gaya tha..."khane ki plate ko lapak kar maine kaha"Arun kaha hai..."
"pata nahi,wo bola ki kuchh jaroori kaam aa gaya hai..."
"cigarette-daru lene gaya hoga sala..."
"Arun ko gali bakna band kar aur samne dekh ,shayad usne reply kar diya hai..."
Maine turant plate neeche rakh kar computer screen par nazar gadaya..Nisha ne reply kar diya tha....
"Jail me kaisa lag raha hai,janeman..."
"bahut achchha,main to itni jyada khush hoon ki bata nahi sakti...tum sunao "
"apun to bas maze me hai...waise tumhara name kya hai..."
"meri email id me mera name hai..."
"are main to original name puchh raha hoon...Dayan"
"facebook par id hai tumhari..."
"nahi..main to anpadh gawar hoon,meri id facebook me kaise hogi..."
"link mail karo..."
"kuchh lafda hai,log in karte waqt kuchh error aata hai..."
"no problem, Arman mujhe tumse kuchh baat karni hai..."
"haan bolo..."
"mera mobile chheen liya gaya hai..."
"to mail kar de...ladkiyo ka dimag hamesha ghutano me kyun rahta hai "
"nahi..mujhe baat karni hai..."
"tera wo hitler baap gala daba dega mera yadi main use tere aas-paas dikh bhi gaya to..."
"koyi nahi...raat ko 12 baje jab sab so jayenge tab main call karungi ,mere paas ek extra mobile hai abhi ke liye bye..."
"DAYAN RUK JA KIDHAR KAT RELI HAI"maine jaldi se use messege bhejkar uske reply ka intezaar karne laga...lekin uske baad Nisha ka koyi messege nahi aaya...aur wo raat ko call karegi is ummid me maine computer shut down kiya aur bistar par let gaya....main chata tha ki jald se jald raat ke 12 baje aur Nisha ka call aaye...abhi raat ke 8 hee baje the ki mujhse thodi door rakha mera mobile bajne laga aur main lapak kar mobile ke paas ja pahucha aur call recieve ki...
"haan murgiyo ke ando ka sirf ek truck pahucha hai ,dusara abhi tak nahi aaya,bhai dekho maal kaha fasa pada hai..."
"wrong number..."maine kaha aur call disconnect kar di...lekin uske agle hee pal ek baar phhir usi number se call aaya....
"are yar dekho maal kaha fasa hai, yadi dono truck nahi aaye to main teri biwi ko aakar chodunga..."
"*** chuda apni tu,BC yadi dobara call kiya to phone ke andar ghuskar gand marunga,sale harami ,bakchod..."galiya bakte hue maine mobile bistar par patak diya...
"beta abhi to char ghante baki hai...mujhe to dar hai ki 12 baje tak kahi tu pagal na ho jaye..."ek pair bistar se neeche hilate hue Arun bola
"time pass kaise karu..."
"apun ke paas ek sujhav hai..."beech me Varun bola...
"na..nahi....never..."Varun ka ishara saajhkar maine kaha..
"haan...abhi...isi waqt..."
"abey har time tujhe main kahani sunate rahu kya...sale main bhi insan hoon...bolte-bolte mera bhi muh thak jata hai"
"yahi to pyar hai pagle..."
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man thoda bhari tha aur bechain bhi...isliye ek small peg maarkar main bistar par baitha aur mere agal-bagal Arun-Varun takiye par tek dekar pasar gaye...
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Gautam ke tournament me jaane ke baad ek bahut bada kand hua...aisa kand jisne mujhe ek pal ke liye dotarfa baant diya tha,matlab ki mere sharir ke do hisse...main kuchh palo ke liye confuse ho gaya tha ki kiska sath du aur kiska sath chhodu......
Gautam ab bhi tournament ke chalte bahar tha aur main ,Arun ke sath canteen me baitha hua tha....Arun apni wali ko line de raha tha aur main apni wali ko...farak sirf itna sa tha ki Arun wali Arun ko mast responce de rahi thi aur meri wali mujhe dekh tak nahi rahi thi.....
"wo dekh paas wali table khali ho gayi,chal udhar chalte hai..."Arun ka hath pakadkar maine kaha aur use uthane laga...
"abey marwayega kya..."apna chhudakar Arun bola...
"dar mat aaja.."
"abey chal ja..."
"aana na kutte.."
"nahi aaunga kamine.."
"lawda muh me de dunga,aaja nahi to..."
"main gand mar lunga teri...chup chap baith ja nahi to..."
"bhool mat ki main Arman hoon..."
"aur tu bhi mat bhool ki main Arun hoon"
"teri to....kaiku kha rela hai ,chal na...tera bill main bhar dunga..."
"kya sach me "
"maa kasam "
"ab rulayega kya pagle,chal aaja..."
aur phhir hum dono uthe aur canteen par idhar-udar nazar maarkar Esha ke paas wali table par baith gaye....
"waiter do plate samosa, do pepsi aur do pani pouch lana jaldi se..."taav dekar Arun cheekha...
Arun ke cheekhne ke baad main kuchh aisa sochane laga jisase Esha meri taraf dekhe aur mujhse ladayi kare...
"yar Arun,tune meri billi dekhi hai kya..."
"ab ye billi kaun hai..."
"abey wahi,jiska rang gora hai...baat-baat par gussa ho jati hai..."maine haste hue kaha aur aankhe tirachhi karke Esha par nazar dali...uske chehre ka rang is samay gusse se laal hua ja raha tha...
"tumne kaha tha ki yadi main tumhari friendship request accept kar lungi to tum mujhe pareshan karna band kar doge...aur mujhe billi bhi nahi kahoge..."
"main aajkal gajini ban gaya hoon,sab kuchh bahut jald bhool jata hoon..."uske samne baithte hue maine kaha....
"tu Esha ko billi bolta hai "jor jor se haste hue Arun bhi waha se utha aur jakar Divya ke side me baith gaya....
Arun ko hasta dekh ,Divya bhi has padi aur finally Esha ki halat dekhkar main bhi muskura utha...jab tak Arun hans raha tha,jab tak Divya hans rahi thi...tab tak to Esha shant thi...lekin jaise hee main hansa to uske andar mano jwalamukhi phhoot gaya aur wo gusse me boli...
"main billi to tum billa..."
"chal aaja phhir konte me "
Aage Esha kuchh kahti ya phhir main kuchh kahta ,uske pahle hee hostel ke 3rd year ka ek ladka apne kuchh dosto ke sath waha aaya aur ek jhatke me table par rakhe pani ke glass ko uthakar Divya ke muh par pura pani daal diya....ek pal ke liye to main jaise sakte me aa gaya ki ye kya hua......
"teri maa ki....."Divya ki ye halat dekhkar Arun us ladke ki taraf palta,jisne ye harkat ki thi...."Naushad Sir,aap...."hostel me rahne wale senior ko dekhkar Arun bola....uska gussa Naushad ko dekhkar ek pal me thanda ho gaya tha,...
"tu chal abhi ja yaha se,mujhe apna private matter suljhana hai..."Arun ko khada karke Nausnad uski jagah baith gaya aur hostel ke dusare seniors ne mujhe bhi waha se jane ke liye kaha....
"bheege honth tere...pyasa dil mera..."gungunate hue Naushad ne apna hath Divya ki taraf badhaya...
"Sir...wo meri dost hai,.."Naushad ka hath pakad kar Arun bola...
is waqt Divya aur Esha ka bhi chehra feeka pad chuka tha, dono ki aankho me dar ki ek lahar daud rahi thi...jiska andaza maine laga liya....
"teri dost hai to kya apun ko thappad maregi...aaj to main isko nahi chhodunga...sale dono bhai-bahan apne baap ke dam par bahut uchakte hai..."Naushad ne apna hath chhudakar Arun ko aankhe dikhayi
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canteen me mamla bigadte dekh ,waha kaam karne wale beech-bachav ke liye aage aaye,lekin un sabko Naushad ke dosto ne wapas bhaga diya aur canteen me maujood sabhi students ko waha se jane ke liye kaha....
"aaj to rape hokar rahega...wo bhi ek ka nahi do-do ka..."kahte hue Naushad ne Divya ka hath pakad kar use apni taraf kheech liya.
"aaj to rape hokar rahega...wo bhi ek ka nahi do-do ka..."kahte hue Naushad ne Divya ka hath pakad kar use apni taraf kheech liya.
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Yadi is waqt waha Naushad ki jagah koyi dusara ladka hota to main turant usase bhid jata,lekin yaha situation alag thi...Naushad hostel me rahta tha aur sath me mera senior bhi tha aur barso se chale aa rahe rule ke anusar mujhe Naushad ka sath dena chahiye tha...bhale hee galti kiski bhi ho....
Naushad ke changul se Divya khud ko chhudane ki koshish karti rahi,lekin wo kamyab nahi ho payi...
"itna fudak mat,abhi teri sari garmi utarta hoon..."
"ye galat hai..."himmat karke maine Naushad ko Divya se door kiya...
"teri maa ki...tu hota kaun nai be mujhe sahi-galat samjhane wala...shayad tu bhool raha hai ki main tera senior hoon...chal ja yaha se warna main bhool jaunga ki tu Arman hai aur mere hostel me rahta hai..."kahte hue Naushad ne mera collar pakad liya...
"Naushad bhai...aakhir baat kya hai..."shant lahje me maine Naushad se puchha...
"maine aaj subah iska hath kya pakad liya,sali ne sabke samne ek jordar tamacha mere gaal par de mara...lawdi bahut uchak rahi thi.." dhakka dekar Naushad ne mujhe waha se jane ke liye....
"chalo beta..Arun-Arman ,dono bahar jao...ye humara matter hai..."hostel ke dusare seniors jo waha Naushad ke sath aaye the,unhone hume jabarjasti pakad kar canteen se bahar kar diya...
jab mujhe aur Arun ko hostel ke seniors canteen se dhakka dekar bahar kar rahe the,tab ek waqt ke liye meri nazare Esha se mili...wo is waqt andar tak dari hui thi,lekin kuchh bolne,kuchh kah pane ki himmat usme nahi thi...jab mujhe dhakkar dekar canteen se bahar nikala ja raha tha to Esha ki aankhe mujhse madad ki guhar laga rahi thi...uski safed surat laal rang ki murat me tabdil hone lagi thi...maine kabhi kalpana tak nahi ki thi ki main Esha ko is halat me dekhunga...aur maine jab kuchh nahi kiya to uske aankh se aansu ki kuchh boonde uske gaal ko bhigoti hui uske hontho se hote hue zameen par gir padi....lekin main phhir bhi kuchh nahi kar paya,kyunki isase hostel ke ladke hee mere khilaf ho jate aur ye Naushad wahi ladka tha jisne Varun ko marne me meri madad ki thi...mere dil ke is waqt do tukde ho chuke the,ek hissa mujhse kah raha tha ki main Naushad ki baat maankar chup-chap yaha se chala jaun..to dil ka dusara hissa mujhe dhikkar raha tha,mere dil ke dusare kone se aawaz aa rahi thi ki Canteen me jo kuchh ho raha hai,jo kuchh hone wala hai,usase do zindagiya barbaad ho jayegi aur us barbaadi ka jimmedar main rahunga...isliye main un dono ki madad karu.....
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Main ek rule ke liye ye sab kuchh nahi hone de sakta tha aur ye condition aisi thi ki mera 1400 gm ka brain bhi thapp pada hua tha...mujhe koyi tarqeeb sochane ke liye kuchh waqt lagta par kambakht waqt hee to nahi tha mere paas....uspar se meri kahi hui chand lines jo maine khud Esha se kahi thi wo mujhe yaad aa gayi....
"tere ishq me yadi koyi mere seene me khanjar khop de....
ya phhir dil nikal kar use angaro ke beech rakh de,
mujhe iski parvah nahi,lekin yadi teri aankho se...
aansu ka ek boond bhi nikla to wo mere liye kayamat hai...."
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"Arman,kuchh kar na,warna aaj jo hone wala hai uska anjaam bahut bura hoga..."
"well...pahle ek baat bata, tu maar khane se darta to nahi..."
"koshish karunga..."
"to chal aaja,ek plan hai mere paas..."
"kaisa plan..."
"plan ye hai ki Esha aur Divya ko kaise bhi karke canteen se nikalna hai aur seniors par hath bhi nahi uthana hai aur to aur hume iska bhi khayal rakhna hai ki Un dono items me se koyi bhi bahar jakar Naushad aur uske dosto ki shikayat na kare.."
"kya ye mumkin hai..."
"ofcource ,yaad hai maine kya kaha tha ki kabhi ye mat bhoolna ki main Arman hoon"
"bhaiya ji,apni badayi baad me karna,pahle ye batao ki plan kya hai..."
Maine Arun ko pakda aur Canteen ke gate par jo ki aadha khula hua tha uspar puri taqat se Arun ko dhakel diya...gate se takrane ke karan ek jordar aawaz hui...
"BC,tujhe yaha se jane ke liye kaha tha na...."Arun ko Canteen ke andar dekh Naushad ne apne dosto ko galiya bhi baki ki unhone canteen ka gate kyun band nahi kiya...
"main bhi hoon idhar..."Canteen ke andar kisi hero ki tarah entry marte hue maine kaha..."sala jab bhi Action wala scene hota hai, mera goggles mere sath nahi rahta...:angry :"
"waise tera plan kya hai,mujhe ab tak nahi pata..."kapde jhadte hue Arun khada hua...
"Plan ye hai ki tu jake Naushad ke upar kood pad,main bakiyo ko dekhta hoon..."
"sale,maine kabhi sapne me bhi nahi socha tha ki tu itna ghatiya plan bhi banata hai...Naushad to aaj mera kachumar bana dega..."lambi saans bharte hue Arun ne kaha aur seedhe jakar Naushad ke upar kood pada...
Arun ke dwara kiye gaye achanak is hamle se Naushad ne apna control kho diya aur ek taraf gir pada...Naushad ke girne ke sath hee Divya bhi ek taraf gir padi aur maine turant jakar Divya ko sahar dekar uthaya aur Esha ke sath use waha se bhag jane ke liye kaha.....lekin is waqt mere samne hostel ke teen seniors khade the....
"do ko to main rok lunga,ek ko tum dono sambhal lena...."
"lekin kaise..."hafte hue Divya boli...
"tum dono ke upar ka mala khali hai kya, itne saare glass ,plate table par rakhe hai...sab fod dena uske upar..."
"thik hai..."
Aur maine aisa hee kiya...do ko maine badi mushkil se sambhala aur teesare ke sar par Divya aur Esha ne kanch ki glass fod dali aur waha se bhag gayi....dono ko bhagte dekh main bhi waha se utha aur bahar jakar un dono se kaha ki...wo dono ye baat kisi ko na bataye aur jakar parking me khadi apni car par aaram kare main ,thodi der me unse milta hoon....
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Waise un dono par yakin karna ki wo dono waisa hee karengi jaisa ki maine unhe kaha hai...is par yakin karna thoda mushkil tha...khair iske aalawa koyi dusara rasta bhi to nahi tha...khud ko majboot karke main wapas canteen me ghusa...jaha Naushad aur hostel ke teeno senior Arun ki thukayi karne ke liye taiyar khade the...
"listen...gentlemen and gentlemen..."pahle maine apne hatho ki ungaliya chatkayi aur phhir gardan...uske baad maine apne shirt ka collar khada kiya ,jisase un sabko aisa lagne laga ki main unse bhidne ke liye taiyar hoon...lekin mera plan kuchh dusara tha..maine ek baar aur apni ungaliyo ko dusare angle se foda aur phhir kaha"Naushad bhaiya,hum dono maar khane ke liye taiyar hai  "
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Mujhe andaja tha ki ab Naushad aur uske dost hum dono bahut jamkar kutayi karenge...unke gusse ko dekhkar bhi yahi lag raha tha...lekin unhone aisa nahi kiya,unhone hume jyada nahi sirf do-teen thappad aur char-paanch ghuse hee mare aur dhamki di ki wo log aaj raat me hum dono ko jaan se maar denge....
"chal uth,abhi plan ka ek aur hissa baki hai..."Arun ko zameen se uthate hue maine kaha...
"gand maraye tu ,aur tera plan...bose dk,hath mat laga mujhe..."karahte hue Arun uthkar baith gaya"sale ye canteen wale bhi maha MC hai,jo lafda shuru hote hee yaha se khisak liye..."
"ladki chahiye to maar khana hee padta hai..."
"are land mera...sale tujhe collar upar karte dekh maine socha tha ki tu ab in sabko marega lekin tu to ek number ka phhattu nikla...haye ram! Us BC Naushad ne seedhe ek laat pet par de mari hai...lagta hai mere liver phhat chuke hai...tu aaj ke baad mujhse baat mat karna..."
"abey itna bhi nahi mara un logo ne,jo tu aise laundiyo ki tarah ro raha hai...sale tu desh ki sewa kaise karega phhir,desh ke liye tu jaan kya dega jo itni si maar na sah saka..."
"are bhad me jaye desh...lawde jab tu Divya aur Esha ko lekar yaha se bhaga tha,tabhi un charo ne milkar mujhe jamkar thoka,...."
"le pani pee ,sham ko daru pilaunga...aur tu kahe to abhi ,isi waqt Divya se bhi baat karata hoon..."
"daru-pani chhod,pahle Divya se baat karwa...jiske liye maine itni maar khayi hai..."mere kandhe ke sahare khada hote hue Arun karahte hue bola"waise ye bata ki ab Divya mujhse impress to ho jayegi na..."
"beta Divya impress tab hui hoti ,jab tu pit kar nahi peet kar aaya hota...."
"tu sale dost ke name par kalank hai..."
"aur ye kalank zindagi bhar nahi chhutega..."
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Waha se hum dono parking ki taraf badhe aur main raste bhar yahi dua karta raha ki Esha ,Divya ke sath wahi maujood ho...kyunki ye mere 1400 gm ke dimag me upaje plan ka hissa tha aur yadi aisa nahi hua to phhir ek bahut bhayanak toofan aane wala tha,jise main chahkar bhi nahi rok pata...par meri kismat ne yaha par mera sath diya ,jaisa ki aksar deti thi....kabhi-kabhi to mujhe shaq hone lagta ki main kismat ka gulaam hoon ya kismat meri gulaam hai....
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"billi darwaja khol..."Car ke sheeshe par knock karte hue maine kaha aur Arun ko wahi khada kar diya lekin uske agle pal hee Arun zameen me bikhar gaya,usase apne pairo par khada bhi nahi hua ja raha tha....
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"sharir ka jo ek-do hissa sahi-salamat hai,tu uska bhi bharta bana daal..."zameen par pade-pade wo mujhpar cheekha...
"sorry yar,maine dhyan nahi diya..."
maine Arun ko sahara dekar wapas uthaya aur car ke andar use baithane ke baad main khud bhi car ke peechhe wali seat par baith gaya...
"chalo..."car ke andar baithkar maine Divya se car chalane ke liye kaha...
"kaha chale..."peechhe palat kar Esha boli...
"America chal,japan chal,chine chal,pakistan chal...jaha marzi ho waha chal...lekin is waqt yaha se chal...billi kahi ki,dimag to hai hee nahi  "
Divya ne car start ki aur car ko college ke main gate ki taraf teji se daudane lagi...
"abey tune in dono ko to bacha liya,lekin ab sawal ye hai ki Naushad aur pure hostel se hume kaun bachayega....ab to na ghar ke rahe na ghat ke...matlab ki na city walo ke rahe aur na hostel walo ke...jaha jayenge thuk kar aayenge...Arman tune to mujhe jeete jee maar diya.."
"kya yar tu bhi aise toofani situation me aisa sada sa dialogue maar raha hai...aur hostel walo ki fikar chhod de ,kyunki abhich mere bheje me ek new plan aayela hai..."
"kya yar tu bhi aise toofani situation me aisa sada sa dialogue maar raha hai...aur hostel walo ki fikar chhod de,kyunki abhich mere bheje me ek new plan aayela hai..."
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Mera mobile ek baar phhir baj utha aur maine ghadi me time dekha...ghadi ka sabse chhota kaanta ab bhi sirf 9 par atka hua tha,lekin phhir bhi mujhe aisa laga ki shayad ye call Nisha ne ki hogi....main turant bistar se utha aur koodkar table par se apna mobile uthakar screen par nazar dali...number unknown tha lekin kuchh jana-pahchana sa lag raha tha....
"hello..."
"kya yar Balram bhai...maal abhi tak nahi pahucha, bhai murgiyo ke ando wala ek truck aakhir hai kidhar....kab tak intezaar karu..."
Ye sunte hee maine number par nazar dali aur samajh gaya ki kyun mujhe ye number jana-pahchana sa lag raha tha...
"kya bola,maal abhi tak nahi pahucha..."
"are nahi pahucha...warna kya main jhooth bolta ,tere chakkar me main ek se gali bhi kha chuka hoon..."
"ek kaam karo, apne dono ande nikal kar bhijwa do..."
"oye balram kya bak raha hai..."
"beta agar agli baar se is number par call kiya to tere ande nikalkar tujhe hee khila dunga...bakchod sale,anpadh...phone rakh lawde"
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"kaun tha..."Arun ne mera laal hota hua chehra dekhkar puchha...
"pata nahi sala koyi ande wala hai...galti se baar-baar mujhe hee call laga deta hai...chodu sala"
"are hata us ande fande wale ko aur tu aage bata ,phhir kya hua..."Varun ne mujhe pakda aur pakad kar seedhe bed par kheech liya...
"Arun ki sangat me tu bhi gay type harkat karne laga hai..."
"koyi baat nahi...tu aage bata.."
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"tum dono aaj canteen me jo hua,uska jikra kisi se bhi mat karna...apne aap se bhi nahi..."jab Car college ke bahar pahuchi to maine Esha aur Divya se kaha...
"aisa kyun...hum to iski shikayat Principal se karenge..."Esha se turant peechhe palat kar jawab diya...
"aur main iski shikayat apne dad se karungi..."Divya ne bhi peechhe palat kar jawab diya...
"pahli baat to ye ki Divya tu aage dekh kar drive kar aur dusari baat ye ki "Esha ki taraf dekhkar maine kaha"sun billi,yadi aisa hua to un dono ka career kharab ho jayega lekin mujhe unke career ki bilkul bhi parvah nahi hai darasal baat ye hai ki yadi ye mamla college me uchhala to iska result ye hoga ki Naushad aur uske dost college se nikale jane ke sath-sath jail bhi jayenge..."
"to isme problem kya hai..."Divya ek baar phhir peechhe mudkar boli...
"tu aage dekh ke car chala na warna kisi ko thok-thak diya to satyanash ho jayega..."
"Divya ne sahi kaha,isme problem kya hai...unke sath aisa hee hona chahiye..."Divya ka Samarthan karte hue Esha ne kaha"don't worry ,hum tum dono ko involve nahi karenge..."
"sun re felino...is case me hum dono kabke involve ho chuke hai...aur main aisa isliye kah raha hoon kyunki Canteen me humari thukayi karne ke baad unhone hume jaan se marne ki dhamki di hai..."
"aawwww...."main apni baat complete nahi kar paya tha usase pahle hee dono ne aawww karke mujhe rok diya....
"kya aawwwww , "
"phhir to tumhe bhi police me complain karna chahiye..."Divya teesari baar peechhe mudkar boli...
"tu aage dekh ke car chala na...main bahra nahi hoon, bina meri taraf dekhe tu kuchh bolegi tab bhi main sun lunga..."main ek baar phhir Divya par chillaya aur jab Divya aage mud gayi to bola"dekho tum dono samajh nahi rahe ho...yadi un dono par case hua to hostel wale humare khilaf ho jayenge aur phhir mere sath-sath Arun bhi shahid ho jayega..."
"to isase hume kya lena-dena..."
"wah ! Yadi yahi baat hum dono ne us waqt sochi hoti,jab Canteen me tu Naushad ke shikanje me thi...to shayad ye situation aati hee nahi...yadi dimag nahi hai to mat chala ,jitna bol raha hoon utna kar...kam se kam mere bhai jaise mere is dost ki halat par to raham khao papiyo...dekh nahi rahi iski halat..."
"hii Divya..."Divya ne jab car ke mirror me Arun ko dekha to Arun chahkta hua bola..
"hii Arun..."mirror me dekhkar Divya ne jawab diya...
"abey tum dono apna hi,bye...band rakhoge..kuchh der ke liye"
"okay,hum tum dono ki baat manne ko taiyar hai..."aage mudte hue Esha ne kaha...
"thanks my felino..."
"pahle billi ab felino..iska matlab kya hua...lekin ye name achchha lagta hai,Felino"
"jyada khush mat ho billi,Felino ko Spanish me billi hee kahte hai..."
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Uske baad hum dono car se utar gaye aur un dono ko jane ke liye kaha....
"abey tune kaha tha tere paas ek idea hai ,Naushad ke kahar se bachne ka..."
"haan, hai na..."
"mujhe bhi bata wo idea kya hai.."
"Sidar..."maine muskurate hue kaha .
uske baad maine Sidar ko call kiya aur use sari ghatna batayi...shuru-shuru me MTL bhai mujh par bhadak uthe aur bole ki duniyabhar ke sare lafde me main hee kyun fasta hoon...lekin baad me meri request par wo hostel aane ke liye taiyar ho gaye,unhone mujhse ye bhi kaha ki jab tak wo mujhe call karke hostel aane ke liye na kahe main hostel ke aas-paas bhi na dikhu....MTL bhai ki call ke baad main aur Arun lagbhag char ghante tak bahar hee rahe aur phhir raat ke 7 baje Sidar ka call aaya....
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"chal,hostel chalte hai...Sidar pahuch gaya hai..."
"mujhe ab aisa kyun lag raha hai ki humne canteen me jo kiya,wo hume nahi karna chahiye tha..."
"tujhe aisa isliye lag raha hai,kyunki teri puri tarah se phhat chuki hai...ab chup-chap hostel chal warna mere hatho shahid ho jayega..."
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Jab hum dono hostel ke andar dakhil hue to hostel me rahne wala har ek ladka hume ghoor kar dekh raha tha,unke chehre se aisa lag raha tha ki jaise wo mujhse kahna chahte ho ki unhe ,mujhse aisi ummid nahi thi...
Arun ke sath main seedhe Amar sir ke room me ghusa jaha Sidar,Amar ,Naushad aur uske canteen wale dost baithe hue the...
"aa gaya sala, BC harami..."mujhe dekhte hee Naushad ne galiya baki...
Naushad ka is tarah se sabke samne gali bakna mujhe pasand nahi aaya aur maine bhi us gandu ko apne tever dikhate hue bola"MC ,chup rah...tu Senior hai ,sochkar main canteen me maar kha gaya...lekin yadi ek lafz bhi aur bola to yahi patak-patak kar chodunga aur tu mere lund ka ek baal bhi nahi ukhad payega..."
"maar MC ko, dayi chod de sale ki.."Arun bhi gusse se bhadak utha...
"bas bahut ho gaya..Naushad tu chup rah aur tum dono bhi apna muh sil lo...warna teeno ko marunga..."Sidar ne tez aawaz me kaha,jiske baad hum sab shant ho gaye....
"Arman pahle tu bol ki,tu hostel walo ke khilaf kyun gaya...ye jante hue bhi ki Naushad ne Varun ko marne me tera sath diya tha..."
"ek minute MTL bhai...pahle main aapko ek example deta hoon..."Sidar ke paas jate hue main bola"yadi aaj canteen me undono ladkiyo ki jagah par Vibha aur meri jagah par aap hote....to kya aap kya karte..."
"tu baat ko ghuma raha hai Arman...sach ye hai ki na to main waha tha aur na hee Vibha..."
"sawal ye nahi hai ki mai kya kah raha hoon,sawal ye hai ki main kahna kya chahta hoon...instrument wahi hai,obstacle bhi wahi hai...bas observer dusara hai to kya hum us instrument ki theory badal dete hai, nahi na...bas main yahi samjhana chahta hoon,that's all"
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"ektarfa beedu..."Varun mujhe beech me hee rok kar bola"aaj tune sabit kar diya ki tu mera dost hai..."
"thanks  "bolte hue maine ghadi me time dekha...ghadi ka sabse chhota kaanta ab 10 me aane ko bekarar tha,..
"ek baat kahu ,tune Sidar ki source ka bahut solid tarike se istemaal kiya hai..."
"that's true..jab tak wo humare sath raha , maine uska istemaal bahut achchhe se kiya tha..."bolte hue main bistar se cigarette ka packet lene ke liye uth khada hua...
"tune ye kyun kaha ki tune uska istemaal tab tak kiya,jab tak wo tere sath raha..."
Varun ke is sawal ka jawab dena mere mushkil kamo me se ek tha,lekin use sach to maloom hee padta,aaj nahi to kal main khud use ye sach batane hee wala tha...maine ek cigarette sulgayi aur lamba kash lene ke baad bola..
"maine aisa isliye kaha kyunki Sidar ab zinda nahi hai..."
"maine aisa isliye kaha kyunki Sidar ab zinda nahi hai..."
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Arun ye sach pahle se janta tha lekin Varun ko ye sach ek jhatke me maloom chala tha ,isliye Varun is waqt jhatka khakar shant baitha tha,Sidar ab zinda nahi hai...ye sunkar Varun ki aankhe badi ho gayi,muh khula ka khula rah gaya aur dimag shunya ho gaya tha....wo kafi der tak mujhe cigarette ke kash lete hue chup-chap dekhta raha, wo shayad is waqt soch raha tha ki main Sidar ke death par itna normal behaviour kaise kar sakta hoon....par sach ye nahi tha, sach ye tha ki main khud bhi bahut bechain hua tha,jab mujhe Sidar ke maut ki khabar mili thi...us pal,us samay,us waqt jab mujhe ye badjaat aur manhoos khabar mili to mujhe yakin hee nahi ho raha tha ki Sidar ab nahi raha ,jab tak ki maine apni aankho se khud Sidar ke body ko nahi dekha tha....main ye soch kar chal raha tha ki ye sab jhooth hai,Sidar aise ,kaise mar sakta hai...lekin mere yakin karne ya na karne se sach nahi badal jata aur na hee mujhme aur kisi aur me itni kabiliyat aur taqat hai ki wo sach ko badal kar rakh de.....
Varun ab bhi ekdum khamosh tha aur main cigarette ke kash par kash liye ja raha tha...jab cigarette khatm hui to maine cigarette ko apni ungaliyo ke nakhoon me fasaya aur door rakhe dustbin par nishana lagakar uchhal diya....
"goal..."
"yar,main kabhi Sidar se nahi mila lekin phhir bhi uske baare me sunkar sadma sa laga hai...kuchh karne ki ichchha jaise khatm si ho gayi hai..."badi Mushkil se Varun sirf itna hee bol paya...
"kisi se judne ke liye usase jaan-pahchan jaruri nahi...judav dil se hota hai,surat se nahi..."
"ye sab ekdum achanak se kaise hua...Sidar ki maut kaise hui ?"
"mere khayal se mujhe dheere-dheere karke sab batana chahiye...lekin yadi tu chahta hai ki main direct Sidar ke death point par aaun,to mujhe koyi problem nahi..."
"nahi...dheere-dheere karke bata.."
Maine ghadi me time dekha ,is waqt 10:30 baj rahe the,lekin Nisha ki call ka abhi tak koyi aata-pata nahi tha,isliye maine kahani aage badhayi.....
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"Sidar bhai,ye aapko baato me fasa raha hai....yaha question ye hai ki Arman aur Arun humare khilaf kyun gaye...jabki maine in dono ko pyar se samjhaya bhi tha ki waha se chale jaye..."Naushad ne apna jaal feka...
ab tak Amar sir ke room ke bahar hostel ke lagbhag sabhi ladke mauzood ho chuke the, jo deewaro,darwajo aur khidkiyo par apne kaan lagakar band darwaje ke peechhe kya ho raha hai...ye sun rahe the...Naushad ke is sawal se main ek baar phhir shikange me fasne laga tha aur mujhe jald se jald kuchh na kuchh karna tha...is waqt Amar sir ka ye room kisi adalat ki tarah tha,jaha judge ke taur par MTL bhai the, Naushad yaha kisi pidit ke taur par tha,jisne mujh par case thoka tha....yaha aur asaliyat ki adalat me farak sirf itna tha ki dono party apni vakalat khud kar rahi thi...matlab ki Naushad mujh par aarop par aarop dekar mujhe mujrim sabit karne par tula hua tha aur main un aarop se bachne ki koshish me khud ki pairavi kar raha tha.....
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Naushad aur uske dosto ka kahna tha ki maine hostel ki barso se chale aa rahe niyam ko toda hai,jiski saza mujhe milni chahiye aur mera kahna tha ki maine niyam isliye toda kyunki ye us waqt jaroori tha..kyunki koyi bhi niyam ,kanoon kisi ki zindagi se bade nahi hote....
"Sidar bhai,main to bolta hoon ki ,aap yaha se jao aur in dono ko humare hawale kar do...salo ko sab sikha denge..."Naushad ne kaha ,jiske baad uske dosto aur room ke bahar khade hostel ke ladko ne uska samarthan kiya....
"ek minute ,MTL bhai...maine aaj canteen me jo kiya wo sab Naushad aur uske dosto ki bhalayi ke liye kiya....ab aap socho ki ye dono jo karne ja rahe the,uske baad inka kya haal hota...."
"kya hota,koyi kuchh nahi ukhad pata mera "Naushad beech me bola..
"sun be Naushad...jitani der tak ijjat de raha hoon...le le warna abhi NSUI ke laundo ko bulwakar marwa dunga..."uske baad maine Sidar ki taraf dekhkar kaha"MTL bhai, yadi aaj canteen me ye sab apna kaam kar diye hote to bahut lamba case banta, college se nikale jate...saat saal jail me sadte aur to aur ye bhi ho sakta tha ki ye charo kal ka suraj nahi dekh pate kyunki Esha aur Divya ,humare college ki koyi mamuli ladki nahi hai...jinke maa-baap apni duhayi lekar police station me bhagte phhirenge...ek ka baap is shahar ka bahut bada businessman hai to dusare ka baap is shahar ka don...wo dono milkar Naushad aur iske chutiye dosto ko kutte ki maut marte, inka lund kaat dete aur jab kal subah hota to inki lash kisi anath ki tarah sadko par padi rahti....aur phhir nateeja ye hota ki inke gharwalo ko police ke chakkar katne padte..."maine Amar sir ke room ka darwaja khola aur jo-jo log darwaje par kaan lagaye hue the,meri is harkat ke karan wahi gir gaye aur un sabko dekhkar maine kaha"ab tum sab hee batao ki sahi kya hai aur galat...aur rahi hostel ke seniors ki respect ki baat to in charo se puchho ki canteen me maine kya inpar ek bhi baar hath uthaya ? Ye mujhe aur Arun par apni frustation nikalte rahe,hume marte rahe...lekin humne kuchh nahi kaha,yaha tak ki inse maar khane ke baad maine aur Arun ne un dono ladkiyo ke pair pakad kar in charo mahapursho ki harkat par maafi bhi mangi aur unse request bhi ki..ki wo ye baat kisi ko na bataye aur unhone humari baat maan bhi li hai...that's all aur mere khayal se ab kahne aur sunne ko kuchh nahi bacha hai...Am i right MTL bhai..."
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Phhir kya tha...jaha kuchh der pahle hostel ke ladke mujh par naraj the wo ab mujhse khush the,hostel ke sabhi ladke..included my kamine friends Arun aur Saurabh(jo meri tareef kabhi nahi karte  ) bhi meri tareef kar rahe the...hostel ke sabhi lafango ne Naushad aur uske dosto ko chodu,gandu kaha...kuchh ne unke pichhwade par ek do laat bhi mari....
Adalat ka faisala mere paksha me hua aur jab MTL bhai ,raat ko apne ghar ja rahe the to unhone mujhe bulaya...
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"kafi achchha plan banaya tune..."
"koyi plan nahi banaya Sidar bhai...jo sach tha ,wahi bola..."
"Arman ,apne shabdo ke jaal me kisi aur ko fasana...mujhe pura yakin hai ki tune ye sare equation sirf isliye jode,taki tu un dono ladkiyo ko bacha sake aur phhir baad me khud ko...sabse pahle tu canteen se bahar aaya aur mere khayal se tu confusion me tha ki hostel wale ka sath do ya phhir un dono ladkiyo ka,..uske baad tune Esha ka sath dene ka socha aur undono ko canteen se bahar bhaga diya...tune Naushad aur uske dosto par hath bhi nahi uthaya taki tu mere aur sare hostel walo ke samne apna paksha mazboot kar sake...tune mujhe apne plan me tabhi shamil kar liya tha,jab tu Esha aur Divya ko bachane ke liye canteen me ghusa aur mere khayal se tune un dono ko ye bhi kaha ki wo dono canteen wali baat kisi ko na bataye,jisase ye mamla rafa-dafa ho jaye...aur phhir tune mujhe call kiya kyunki tu janta tha ki hostel wale meri baat manenge aur tu ye bhi janta tha ki main teri hee side lunga...Am i right ,Arman Sir"
"sach to yahi hai  lekin mujhe laga nahi tha ki aap sach jaan jaoge..."
"ek baat yaad rakhna Arman ki is hostel me tere ab char dushman ho gaye hai...ye char ,chalis me tabdil na ho jaye...iska khayal rakhna..good night, ab main chalta hoon..."
"main kabhi ye nahi sochta ki mere dushman kitne hai...main hamesha ye sochta hoon ki mere dost kitne hai....yadi ye char,chalis me badal jaye...to main koshish karunga ki mere do dost, 200 me badal jaye...wo kya hai na MTL bhai ki zindagi me jab tak maar-dhad jaisa action,adventure na ho to zindagi jeene me maja nahi aata... good night and take care..."

Chapter-32:A Mortal Step

Update-110
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Meri nazar ab bhi tik-tik karte deewar par lagi ghadi par atki hui thi...ghadi ka sabse chhota kaanta bas 1 par pahuchane hee wala tha,lekin Nisha ki call ka ab tak koyi nam-o-nishan nahi tha...pahle mujhse baat karne ki bechaini Nisha ko thi lekin ab main bechain hua ja raha tha....main is ummid me abhi tak jaag raha tha ki shayad wo mujhe ab call kare, kyunki ho sakta hai ki use 12 baje tak time na mila ho...ya phhir uske mom-dad uske aas-paas ho....jab meri ye halat hai to na jaane us dayan ka kya haal ho raha hoga...mujhe to aisa lagta hai ki yadi is waqt main uske samne aa jaun to khushi ke mare wo kisi dayan ki tarah mujhe noch dale....
"ab to had ho gayi,2 bajne wala hai aur main ullu ki tarah uske call ka intezaar kar raha hoon...kuchh der me to surya bhagwan bhi apne darshan de denge...."maine ek cigarette jalayi aur balcony par aa gaya....
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na jaane main kis ummid me Nisha ke ghar ki taraf dekh raha tha,main is waqt pagalo ki tarah sochane bhi laga tha...main is samay ye soch raha tha ki shayad Nisha raat ko mere flat ki taraf aaye....mera dil aur dimag is waqt apni jagah se thoda khisak gaya tha jo main aisi bebuniyaad khayalat apne jehan me la raha tha...maine bahut der tak Nisha ke ghar ki taraf apni nazare gadayi rakhi is soch ke sath ki wo kahi yaha aakar laut na jaye.....
mera dil ab mere dimag par hawi hote ja raha tha...Nisha ke us ek call ki intezaar ne mere sari kshamtao par question mark laga diya tha...mujhe is samay na to raat ke teesara pahar dikh raha tha aur na hee ullu ki tarah jag raha main...mujhe to dikh rahi thi to Sirf Nisha...kabhi-kabhi mujhe Nisha ke ghar ki taraf jane wali gali me kuchh aahat sunayi deti ,mujhe aisa lagta jaise ki Nisha abhi charo taraf faile is andhere se bahar nikal kar prakat ho jayegi....
mere 1400 gm weight wale brain ka ek nuksan yahi tha ki mera dimag had se jyada creative tha...wo aksar chhoti si chhoti aahat ko kisi ka aakar dene par jut jata hai...har kahani ki ek dusari kahani hee banane lag jata hai....jaise ki is waqt ho raha tha aur yadi short me kahe to mera dimag forward ki jagah backward direction me kaam kar raha tha....
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"ek baar Nisha ke ghar ka round maar kar aata hoon,kya pata wo apne ghar ki chhat me khade hokar mera intezaar kar rahi ho..."isi ke sath ek aur bewkoofi bhari soch mere andar aayi...
"abey pagal hai kya, itni raat ko Nisha apne ghar ki chhat par kya day & night match khel rahi hogi...tu shanti se so ja..."maine khud ka virodh kiya....
"Arman...ek baar dekh kar aane me kya jata hai...waise bhi to tu balcony me khada hokar cigarette hee jala raha hai...jyada soch mat aur chal Nisha ke ghar ke paas chalte hai..."
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maine peechhe palat kar room ke andar dekha ,Arun aur Varun is samay gahari neend me the...maine jaldi-jaldi cigarette ke char-panch kash liye aur balcony se direct neeche kood gaya aur andhere me hee Nisha ke ghar ki taraf chal pada...Nisha ke ghar se kuchh doori par aakar main ruk gaya aur Nisha ke ghar par ek nazar dali..waise kahne ko to Nisha ka ghar is colony ka sabse bada aur alishan ghar tha...lekin is waqt raat ke andhere me Nisha ka ghar sabse bhayanak lag raha tha,..pure ghar ki lights off thi ,waha roshani ke naam par Nisha ke ghar ka chaukidar jis room me rahta tha,sirf usi room ki light jali hui thi....sabse khubsurat chiz sabse badsurat bhi ho sakti hai ,ye main abhi dekh raha tha isliye maine khud ko yaha aane ke liye kosa aur chup-chap waha se khisak liya...main ab apne flat ki taraf aa raha tha ye sochate hue ki Nisha ke dimag me is waqt aakhir chal kya raha hai aur usase bhi jyada ye ki mere dimag me is waqt kya chal raha hai...kya sochkar main itni raat ko Nisha ke ghar ki taraf gaya ki wo raat ke 3 baje chhat par khade hokar patang uda rahi hogi...uske baad main thik usi raste se flat ke andar ghusa ,jis raste se main bahar aaya tha...andar pahuchne me thoda time laga, mushkile bhi aayi par darwaje ke bahar khade hokar ghanto darwaja peetna aur Varun ko aawaz dene se ye achchha hee tha....maine PC on karke apni email bhi check ki ,lekin Nisha ka koyi mail abhi tak nahi aaya tha....
"kahi uske baap ko maloom to nahi chal gaya ki ,Nisha aur Mera chakkar chal raha hai...yadi aisa hua to phhir mera to uparwala hee malik hai..."
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Aadhe se adhik raat to maine cigarette peene me beeta di thi aur bacha hua samay bistar par pade-pade karwate badalne me gujar gaya aur subah 6 baje jakar neend lagi lekin 2 ghante baad hee mujhe Arun ne jaga diya....
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"uth be, 12 baj gaye..."
"kya ? 12 baj gaye...dhat teri ki..."main ekdum se uthkar baithte hue bola aur ghadi par nazar dali"abhi to 8 baje hai be "
"chal aage bata kya hua..."chay ka ek bada sa cup mere samne rakhte hue Varun bola...
"abhi neend aaying..."bolte hue main wapas bistar par ludhak gaya...
"abey 10 baje mujhe office jana hai...isliye soch raha hoon ki teri bakwas sunta chalu...le pee.."
maine cup uthaya aur juban se lagaya "abey ye to daru hai..."shakal bigadte hue main bola
"usase kya farak padta hai..waise yadi tera man nahi to rahne de..main pee lunga..."
"na munna na...you know that i love daru more than tea....."
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Esha aur Divya par mujhe bharosa nahi tha ki wo dono meri baat manegi aur apna muh band karke rakhegi...isliye mujhe har din thoda sa dar jaroor rahta ki kahi wo canteen wali baat kisi ko bata na de...canteen wale kand ke baad kayi dino tak Divya aur Esha college me nahi dikhi aur apne paas ab itna time bhi nahi hota tha ki unke class ke bahar khade hokar unka intezaar karta rahu....idhar workshop wala fauji hum par goli pe goli fire kiye ja raha tha...uska kahna tha ki har ek shop ki ek alag practical copy banani padegi aur 2 figure frame karwane honge...idhar fauji to udhar third semester ke exam bhi kuchh hafte baad dastak dene wale the....isliye samay ka mano akal sa pad gaya tha...badi mushkil se hum bathroom ko sperm donate kar pate...kyunki practical aur assignment ke panno ne hume sab kuchh lagbhag bhula sa diya tha...kabhi-kabhar aate-jate..Esha se meri mulaqat ho jati thi aur ab wo mujhe dekhkar ignore na karke ek pyari si smile deti thi ,wo bhi Gautam se chhipkar.......
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Jaisa ki maine pahle bataya ki meri yaddasht bahut tez hai ,main chizo ko utani jaldi nahi bhoolta aur na hee unhe ignore karta hoon aur police station wala case to jab mere class ke launde nahi bhoole to bhala main kaise bhool sakta hoon...main first year ke un dono ladko ko dikhana chahta tha ki main kya hoon aur meri status kya hai....mere khayal se aise situation me duniya me sirf do category ke log hote hai....
pahla wo jo badi se badi baat ko hans kar taal dete hai aur aise behave karte hai..jaise ki kuchh hua hee nahi...jabki kisi ne achchhe se kholkar unki mari hoti hai aur dusare category ke log wo hote hai jo ek boond jaisi chhoti se chhoti baat ko Samundar bana dete hai....
Mere andar ye dono hee khoobiya thi,jinhe main according to situation ,apne sixth sense ki madad se apni is khoobi ka achchhe tarike se istemaal karta tha...maine un dono ko unki us F.I.R. Wali kartoot ke liye ek plan banaya tha aur jaisa ki aksar hota hai...is plan ki khabar sirf mujhe aur mere dimag ko thi...jab mamla ladayi-jhagda ka ho aur mere plan me Sidar shamil na rahe,ye namumkin hee tha...isliye maine apna mobile nikala aur Sidar ka number milaya....

jab mamla ladayi-jhagde ka ho aur mere plan me Sidar shamil na rahe,ye namumkin hee tha...isliye maine apna mobile nikala aur Sidar ka number milaya....
"good afternoon MTL bhai..."dusari taraf Sidar ke dwara call recieve karte hee main bola...
"mere khayal se tune mujhe good afternoon bolne ke liye to call nahi kiya hai...chal jaldi se kaam bol..."
"un do ladko ko to jante hee hoge,jinhone mujhpar aur Arun par F.I.R. kiya tha..."main seedhe point par aa gaya,kyunki ab lunch khatam hee hone wala tha aur main nahi chahta tha ki workshop wala fauji mujhpar missile dage....
"haan name se janta hoon,..."
"wo dono bahut udd rahe hai,dono ko zameen par lane ka hai "
"abhi mushkil se tu canteen wale case se bacha hai aur ab naya lafda...abey tu shanti se engineering kyun nahi karta..."
"wo kya hai MTL bhai...ki jab do ahankari log takrate hai to aisa dhamaka hote hee rahta hai...undono ko thoda sa hum hostel walo ki power dikhani hai..."
"to isme main kya karu...ladke to teri baat maan hee lenge, sabko sath lejakar un dono ko fod daal...isme problem kya hai..."
"problem ye hai ki mere hostel warden se meri jamti nahi hai aur jitna mujhe maloom hai uske hisab se humara hostel warden aapke dost ki tarah hai..."
"abey seedhe-seedhe bol ki karna kya hai....."
Maine MTL bhai ko kya karna hai,ye bataya aur uske baad apni practical copy aur drawing sheet lekar workshop ki taraf chal pada....
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"roll number 11...."
"present sir..."bahar se main chillaya"may i come in sir..."
"andar aao aur apne hathiyar nikal kar jung ke liye taiyar ho jao..."
"main taiyar hoon sir..."
"good luck...."uske baad us fauji ne apne hath me rakhi list par nazar dali aur pura dam lagakar cheekha"roll number 12...."
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"teri halat aisi kyun hai be,tera roll number to mere baad hee aayega..."
"udhar dekh...sala wo fauji aaj goli nahi missile fire kar raha hai...ek ki usne drawing red pen se laal kar di matlab 5 number gaye,...us ladke ka drawing to mujhse thik-thak hee tha,jab uski ye halat hai to mera kya hoga...yahi sochkar main pareshan ho raha hoon...."
"main to bach jaunga "
"kaise...apni drawing sheet dikha to..."
"abey ,tune abhi tak ek chiz notice ki ya nahi..."jab Arun ne meri drawing sheet ki taraf apne hath badhaya to maine uske hath ko rok usase puchha...
"are idhar phhati padi hai aur tu gol-mol sawal kar raha hai..."
"apna fauji har ek bande ko exact 15 minutes tak remand par leta hai,na ek second kam aur na hee ek second adhik...."
"tujhe kaise pata..."
"abki baar jab roll number 10 wala ladka jaye to time dekh lena...uski table par rakhi stop watch tab chalu hoti hai jab koyi student apni file kholkar rakhta hai aur wo 15 minutes tak us student par bomb fodta hai aur phhir bejjati karke bhej deta hai aur phhir baad wale student ko 10 seconds ke andar hee waha pahuchna hai,jiske baad us fauji ki stop watch phhir chalu ho jati hai....."
"ye sab kya us chhote kad wale fauji ne tere apne me aakar kaha "
"roll number 9 tak to wo yahi karta aa raha hai "
"aur yadi uske paas pahuchne me 10 seconds se jyada waqt lag gaya to..."
"to phhir wo us ladke/ladki ki practical copy aur drawing sheet ko chod dega...isliye mardo ki tarah lambe-lambe kadam badhana...warna waha pahuchne se pahle hee chud jayega...samjha...."
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Thodi der tak Arun shant raha lekin phhir mere paas aakar bola"yar Arman, usne abhi-abhi ek ki writing kharab hone ki vajah se C+ grade diya hai....meri writing to usase bhi kharab hai main kya karu... ,kuchh jugad jama na"
"ek jugad hai..."
"kya..."
"wo jugad kya main tujhe chilla-chilla kar bataunga... kaan idhar la..."
Arun ko jugad batane ke baad main ekdum seedha khada ho gaya ,kyunki agla roll numner mera hee tha.....chutiye the shuru ke 10 students jo drawing sheet ko upar rakh kar le ja rahe the, maine drawing sheet ko sabse neeche rakha aur ab mujhe kaise bhi karke 15 minutes tak bina drawing sheet dikhaye us fauji ke war ko sahna tha...kyunki meri drawing sheet to ekdum safed thi...matlab ki usme koyi drawing hee nahi thi aur yadi wo fauji bhool se bhi mera wo karnama dekh leta to mujh par atomic attack kar deta aur yahi vajah thi ki jab Arun ne meri drwaing sheet dekhne ke liye apna hath aage badhaya to maine uska hath rok diya tha,kyunki main nahi chahta tha ki wo gala phhadkar mujhpar chillaye ki"Arman to ekdum kora kagaj hai..."
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"roll no. 11...."apni ghadi par 10 seconds ka samay dekhte hue usne mera name pukara...
Aur main 6 second me hee uske paas pahuch gaya....jab fauji meri practical copy dekh raha tha tabhi maine army wala matter chhed diya...jiske baad usne meri practical copy aur drawing sheet ek taraf rakhwa di aur mujhse usi matter par baat karne laga...wo is discussion me itna kho gaya tha ki mujhe ,usko yaad dilana pada ki "lieutenant Sir,15 minutes ho gaye hai  "
"roll no. 12...."fauji ne phhir se apni stop watch shuru kar di aur usi waqt Arun ke paas jakar maine dheere se kaha ki ..."Navy ke baare me isase baat kar...lekin pahle practical copy dikha dena,taki use shaq na ho"
Arun ke paas jakar maine dheere se kaha ki..."Navy ke baare me isase baat kar...lekin pahle practical copy dikha dena,taki use shaq na ho"
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"apun ko to bas thoda hint chahiye tha ,baki dimag to mere paas bhi hai....ab tu dekh is fauji ko kaise chakma deta hoon..."
Arun ne chalte-chalte apni sari practical copy ek hath me aur drawing sheet ko dusare hath se pakad liya aur table par baithe us fauji ke paas jakar bola...
"bharatmata ki jai..."
"jai ho bharatmat ki..."eka ek fauji jaise khushi se jhoom utha aur Arun ki taraf dekhkar bola"mujhe tumhare jaise joshile ladko ki jaroorat hai...khair apni practical copy dikhao"
Arun ne apni practical copy ek ke baad ek dikhani shuru kar di...shuru me jaha fauji Arun se ekdum khush hua tha ,wahi ab Arun ki writing dekhkar uske chehare ka rang badalne laga tha....
"tum jaise joshile jawan ki itni kharab perfomance  "afsoos jahir karte hue us fauji ne apna chashma utar kar table par rakh diya....
"hath me goli lag gayi thi sir,warna meri writing ka pure class me kya pure college me koyi shani nahi hai..."
"hath me goli lag gayi thi,matlab..."wapas apna chashma lagate hue fauji ne puchha...
"matlab ki main hostel me gir gaya tha...aur kal raat bhar dard sahte hue jaise-taise kaam complete kiya hai..."
"Excellent, my boy....Excellent...mujhe tumhare jaise joshile ladko ko dekhkar apne din yaad aa jate hai...."
"to ab main chalu..."
"bilkul jao aur number ki parvah mat karna...."
"thank you sir..."
Apna collar upar karte hue Arun mere paas aaya 
"beta Arman, shart laga le...workshop me to tujhse jyada number paunga...."
"tune raat bhar mehnat ki ,sara din practical copy ko neeli syahi se bharne me bitaya,...phhir 4 se 5 ghante me tune drawing banaya ,isliye yadi tu 1-2 number adhik pa jata hai to isme kaun si badi baat hai..."
"dekh apni haar maan le..."
"kabhi nahi....bilkul bhi nahi..."
"sale ghamandi..."
"chal...chalkar Saurabh aur Sulabh ko is jung ko jeetane ka upay bata dete hai ,warna wo dono kham kha shahid ho jayenge...."
Jab humara kaam khatam hua to hum dono Saurabh aur Sulabh ki taraf badh gaye, dono ka roll number last me aata tha,isliye is waqt dono aapas me baat-chit karne me magan the
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"Sulabh ,main tujhe us fauji se bachne ka trick batata hoon...."Sulabh ke samne jakar maine shaan se kaha...
"rahne do Arman Sir, mujhe us fauji se bachne ke liye kisi trick ki jaroorat nahi hai..."
"jab wo pakad kar chodega tab tujhe samajh me aayega,..."
"lund mere paas bhi hai...matlab ki drawing ekdum correct hai,writing meri solid hai, file bhi complete hai aur mujhe sab yaad hai...."
"chal thik hai,tu nikal...Saurabh uncle aapko trick batau ya aapki bhi file complete hai,drawing sahi hai,writing solid hai aur sab kuchh yaad hai..."
"padhne ,likhne se kiska bhala hua hai yar , tu to mujhe trick bata...."
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"Arun tujhe first year ke wo do ladke yaad hai ,jinhone f.i.r. Kiya tha..."workshop se bahar aane ke baad maine Arun se puchha...
"*** ki chut un dono ki, badi mushkil se bacha tha last time...atma sharir se nikalne hee wali thi ki Sidar ne aakar sab sambhal liya...yaad mat dila wo kand..."
"main un dono ko thokne ka soch raha hoon...."
"kya...."Arun jaha tha wahi rook gaya aur sath me Saurabh aur Sulabh ke bhi pair wahi jam gaye...wo teeno mujhe aise dekh rahe the, jaise ki abhi-abhi maine unhe koyi bahut buri khabar sunayi ho...jispar unhe yakin nahi ho raha tha....
"kya kaha tune..."aage badhte hue Arun ne mujhe ghoora...
"tune kaha ki tu un dono ladko ko thokne wala hai..."abki baar Saurabh ne mujhe ghoora aur aakhir me mere aakhiri dost,Sulabh ne bhi mujhe gusse se ghoora....
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"har baar Sidar tujhe bacha nahi payega...."Saurabh ne ek mukka marte hue kaha...
"aur main tere is kand me tere sath nahi hoon..."dusara mukka jadte hue Arun bola aur phhir Sulabh se teesara mukka jadte hue kaha"chhodna mat un dono ko...."
"are gazab...jiyo mere laal..."dil kiya ki Sulabh ko pakad kar kiss kar loon,lekin sala wo ladka tha..isliye main wahich par rook gaya 
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Saurabh aur Arun ko manane me bahut dimag khafana pada aur ye main pahle se janta tha ki wo dono mujhe aisa hargiz nahi karne denge aur wo dono kaise manenge...ye mujhe achchhi tarah maloom tha...maine Saurabh se kaha ki main use Vibha mam ki chut dilaunga aur Arun se kaha ki use main Divya ki chut....sorry chut  nahi chummi dilaunga...aur wo dono ek second me maan gaye....
"to kya unhe unke hee class me ghuskar marne ka plan hai..."Sulabh apne shirt ki baahe upar uthate hue bola...
"no...aur tu ja..."Saurabh bola"main nahi chahta ki tere jaisa brilliant launda ,humari vajah se mushkilo me pade..."
"tere chahne aur na chahne se kya hota hai..."
"main bhi aisa chahta hoon..."
"aur main bhi yahi chahta hoon ki tu yahi se wapas laut jaye..."
Arun aur mere dwara Saurabh ki baat ka samarthan karne par Sulabh chidh gaya aur hum teeno ko gali dete hue waha se chala gaya....
"lagta hai sala bura maan gaya..."Sulabh ko jate dekh Saurabh ne muskurate hue kaha"lekin mujhe maloom hai ki wo aaj raat phone jaroor karega,ye janne ke liye ki kya hua..."
"bura wo manta hai,jiska bur hota hai...aur hum ladko ke paas bur nahi lund hota hai..."Arun ne ekdum shanti se ye dialogue mara...jiske baad hum haste-haste hostel ki taraf chale gaye....
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according to our plan...first year ke un do ladko ko unke hee class ke kuchh ladke...thik usi ground par lane wale the,jaha par Varun aur uski dosto ko humne jam kar thoka tha ya phhir ye kahe ki jaha meri ragging li gayi thi...aur ye wahi jagah thi ,jaha se in sabki shuruat hui thi....jo do ladke ,un do chutiyo ko us ground par late...wo city me hee kiraye ke room lekar rahte the aur is kand ke baad unhe kuchh na ho ,isliye humara sath dene wale city ke un ladko ko hostel me shift kiya ja raha tha....jaha wo safe the....
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"Arman Sir, wo dono ground par pahuch chuke hai...."Police station me jhoothi gawahi dene wale Rajshri Pandey ne mere room me aakar kaha....jo ki ab apne dost ke sath Sidar ka room chhodkar ,hostel me shift ho gaya tha....
"tum dono chalo...i am coming..."maine Arun aur Saurabh se kaha...
"tu kaha ja raha hai..."
"goggles to le loon...taki ladayi me main hero dikhu,villain nahi 
"goggles to le loon...taki ladayi me main hero dikhu,villain nahi"
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Hum par F.I.R. Karne wale ladke jaal me fans chuke the aur wo ground par hostel ke ladko ke beech ghire hue the...hostel se nikalte waqt maine socha tha ki un dono ladko ki chaddi is samay dar ke karan geeli ho rahi hogi aur wo sabse hath jodkar vinti kar rahe honge ki unhe waha se jane diya jaye...lekin jab main ground par pahucha to waha bilkul bhi waisa nahi tha...jaisa ki maine socha tha....first year ke wo dono ladke is waqt apne dosto se,jo ki unhe jhooth bolkar yaha laye the,unse bahas kar rahe the...wo dono waha khade hostel ke 20 ladko ko dhamki de rahe the aur sath me apne dosto ko bhi...Rajshri Pandey ko maine mamle ki jaanch karne ke liye bheja jiske baad Rajshri Pandey,Rajshri chabate hue mere paas aaya aur bola..
"are kuchh nahi,sale akad rahe hai BC, wo to hum sab aapke intezaar me ruke hue the...warna kab ka sale ko khoon se nahla dete...."
"kya bol rahe hai dono..."
"bol rahe hai ki unpe jisne bhi hath uthaya use wo chun-chun kar marenge..."
"to tum logo ne kya socha hai..."maine waha khade sabhi ladko ki taraf dekhkar puchha...
"kuchh bhi ho jaye Arman bhaiya...hum to aaj pelenge..."
"that's the spirit,..."goggles pahne hue main Arun aur Saurabh ke sath undono ke paas gaya aur waha khade sabhi ladko ko door hatne ka ishara kiya...
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Unke taraf jate hue Maine socha ki ab wo dono ladke atleast mujhe dekhkar to dar hee jayenge aur mujhse maafi bhi magenge...lekin un salo ne is baar bhi mere sixth sense ke imagination ki hatya kar di
"Arman, hum tujhse nahi darte...tu ye yaad se apne dimag me bitha le ki ek din tu bhi yahi apne in lalluo ke sath khada hoga aur main tujhe kutte ki tarah marunga...."gusse se bhari apni laal aankhe dikhate hue un dono me se ek ne kaha...jiske baad hostel ke sabhi ladke aage badhe lekin maine sabko wapas peechhe hatne ke liye kaha....
"main to tujhse dar gaya...mujhe maaf kar de..."uski aankho me aankhe dalkar main bola"waise tune kutta mujhe kaha ya khud ko..."
"tujhe kutta kaha bhadwe sale ,MC"
Ye sunkar Hostel ke ladke aur mere dono dost ,jo us samay mere paas hee the,wo use marne ke liye aage badhe hee the ki maine ek baar phhir se sabko rukne ka ishara kiya...
"chal purani baat chhod aur ye bata,mera goggles kaisa lag raha hai...ekdum smart dikh raha hoon na main..."
"tere chutiye goggles ki tarah tu bhi chutiya dikh raha hai.."
Ye sunkar ek baar phhir sab aage badhe ,jinhe rok kar maine kaha"abey tumhi log mar lo,main yaha kya lawda hilane aaya hoon...peechhe jao sab..."
"are Arman bhaiya...chod do sale ko..."Rajshri Pandey ne Rajshri ka ek aur pouch muh me dalte hue chillaya...
Jiske baad maine us ladke ke sar ke baal ko jor se pakadkar kheencha aur use gol-gol ghumane laga...
"mere goggles ke baare me kuchh nahi bolne ka...sale khud ki shakal to gadhe ki gand jaisi hai aur mujhe bolta hai ki main handsome nahi hoon..."
jab main uske sar ke baal ko pakad kar gol-gol ghuma raha tha to Arun ne ek hockey stick li aur uske peeth par hockey stick se jordar prahar kiya...jiske baad wo ladka cheekh utha...lekin Arun nahi mana aur hockey stick se use pelta raha.....hum dono ko action me dekhkar bhala Saurabh kaise shant rah sakta hai,Saurabh ne dusare ladke ke kaan par ek mukka jada aur zameen par dhakka dekar use laato se marne laga....wo dono ladke is samay hum teeno ki pitayi se sirf cheekh rahe the ,ro nahi rahe the...jabki main chahta tha ki wo dono rote hue humare pair pakad kar humse maafi ki guhar mare...
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Saurabh dusare ladke ke kabhi muh par to kabhi pet par laat marta aur jab wo ladka peechhe palat jata to Saurabh uske peeth par dhada dhad laat marta,...idhar maine Ek ka bal mazbooti se pakad rakha tha aur Arun apne hath me hockey stick thame uske hath-pair,peeth-pet...tode ja rahe tha....wo dono ladke adhmare se ho gaye the,lekin undono ne sorry abhi tak nahi bola tha....
"BC, teri *** ka lund...mera goggles tod diya tune..."abhi tak maine jiska bal pakad rakha tha uske naak me ek mukka jadte hue kaha aur use zameen par phhek diya....
"tu abhi apne chashme ko chhod aur inki dhunayi kar..."us ladke ke pair par jor se hockey stick marte hue Arun ne kaha....
"lawde,ghar se do books ka paisa magaya tha, uske baad maine books na kharidkar 1351  ka ye goggles kharida aur tu bol raha hai ki..... gand tod de is MC ki,taki sala jab kabhi bhi hagne baithe to ise apni galti ka ahsaas ho..."
"jo hukum mere aaka..."bolte hue Arun ne us ladko ko paltaya aur uske pichhwade par hockey stick se marne laga....
mere goggles ki maut ne mere andar dafan gusse ke jwalamukhi ko bhadka diya tha,maine Arun ko rok kar us ladke ko wapas seedha kiya aur hawa me hath uthakar kaskar ek tamacha uske gaal par mara...jisase mere paancho ungaliyo ka projection uske gaal par ban gaya...uske baad main dusari side gaya aur ek baar phhir se hawa me hath uthakar uske dusare gaal par bhi paancho ungaliyo ke nishan chhap diye...
"hath hata MC..."us ladke ne jab apne dono gaal par hath rakhe to ek laat marte hue maine kaha aur lagatar uske gaal par kaskar thappad marne laga.....
"sorry bol,..."uske muh par ek laat marte hue maine kaha....
"sorry..."dhul aur khoon se sane muh ko kholte hue us ladke ne itna hee kaha.....
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"Arman,ek ne to sorry bol diya...lekin ye sala nahi maan raha...pata nahi is BC ke andar abhi kitna dam baki hai..."dusare ladke par Saurabh ab bhi laat barsaye pada tha....
"tu hat aur dekh ye ek minute me sorry bolega..."
Saurabh ko maine door hataya aur zameen par lot rahe us ladke ke upar dono pair se ek sath kuda..jiske baad uske muh se khoon aur sorry shabd ek sath nikla.... 
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Un dono ko to main thok chuka tha,lekin mujhe ab gam mere goggles ke tootane ka tha  ,kyunki iske liye maine do books ki kurbani di thi...undono ko marne ke baad main waha khada hokar apne chashme ke maut ka dukh mana raha tha ki suddenly mujhe ek idea aaya aur main turant peechhe mudkar un dono ladko ka wallet nikal liya...ek ke wallet me 100-100 ki 4 pattiya thi to ek ki wallet me 1000 aur 500 ki pattiya thi.. un dono ke wallet se kul milakar lagbhag 5000  mile,jinme se maine hazar ka ek-ek note apne dono khas dosto ko diya aur hazar ka ek note waha khade hostel ke laundo ki taraf badhakar do hazar apne jeb me rakh liye.....
"chalo...ab sab khisak lo...idhar se.."Arun ne sabko waha se jane ke liye kaha...
Jab hum sab waha se kuchh doori par aa gaye the tabhi mujhe achanak na jaane phhir se gussa aaya aur main zameen par dard se karah rahe un dono ladko ke paas pahuchkar dono ke muh me ek-ek laat jadkar bola"Arman....ye name apne jehan me bitha le aur ek baat mere andar dil aur daya nahi hai...tum dono jab bhi thik hoge,main tum dono ko phhir se marunga aur isi halat me la patkunga....yaad rakhna aaj se tum dono ke do baap hai ,ek baap ko to tum dono jante ho aur dusara baap main hoon"
"aur main teesara baap..."Arun door se hee chillaya....
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"to ab plan kya hai..."hostel me pahuchkar Arun ne mujhse puchha...
"main soch raha hoon ki 2001 price wala goggles aaj hee mall se le aaun,jo maine last week mall me dekha tha 
"to ab plan kya hai..."hostel me pahuchkar Arun ne mujhse
puchha...


"main soch raha hoon ki 2001 price wala goggles aaj hee mall se le aaun,jo maine last week mall me dekha tha"
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"bhad me jaye tera wo goggles aur ab ye bata ki karna kya hai...mujhe ab na jaane kyun aisa lag raha hai ki maine tera sath dekar galat kiya,kahi hum lambe lafde me na fans jaye "apne chehre ko towel se pochhate hue Saurabh ne mere new goggles lene ke plan ko beech me hee rok diya
"ab kaisa lafda be, ab to jo hona tha ho chuka hai...jinhe marna tha unhone maar diya aur jinhe maar khana tha ,unhone bhi maar kha liya...bas topic end "
"beta,topic end nahi hua hai..abhi humne jo action kiya hai uska according to newton's third law humare action ke badle uske barabar ek reaction to aayega hee aur wo bhi opposite direction me...bole to talwar ab humare gardan ke upar latakne wali hai..."jis towel se Saurabh apna chehra saaf kar raha tha use mere face par fekte hue kaha
"mujhe samajh nahi aata ki log hamesha Newton ke third law ka hee example kyun dete hai, jabki third law se pahle first and second law aata hai...aur waise bhi maine unke reaction ko shuru hone se pahle hee khatam kar diya hai isliye chinta ki koyi baat nahi"
"kya kiya tune aur jab se canteen me meri pelayi hui hai tab se mera tujhpar se vishwas uth sa gaya hai...sale khud to marta hai sath me mujhe bhi marwata hai..."Arun beech me hee tapak pada"mujhe bhi ab aisalag raha hai ki tera sath dekar maine bahut badi galti kar di,kahi un dono ne phhir se police me report kar diya to  "
"wo to karenge hee"Arun ki fadte hue maine kaha"aur police college me bhi aayegi aue hostel me bhi aayegi aur to aur hume apne sath le jaane ki koshish bhi karegi..."
"bose dk, is baar to gaye kaam se, tu humara dost nahi hai..."Arun aur Saurabh ek sath mujhpar chillaye...
"abey gala fadna band karo...pahle mujhe baat to puri karne do..."apni t-shirt utarkar Arun ke face par phhekte hue main bola"apna kallu warden kis din kaam aayega..."
"kya ghanta kaam aayega wo kallu...balki wo to ulta humari aur shikayat kar dega...ek to pahle se hee tu use pasand nahi hai ,upar se ab ye naya locha.."meri t-shirt ko wapas meri taraf fekte hue Arun ne Saurabh se kaha"Saurabh mere bhai, mera bhi sixth sense kuchh-kuchh kaam karne laga hai...aur jaisa ki maine andaza lagaya hai uske hisab se hum dono ke pair police walo ne rassi se baandh diye hai aur dande se gand fatat le pel rahe hai....  abki baar to achchhe se chud gaye..."
"chup kar be chodu ,khud to dara hua hai upar se Saurabh ke pichhwade me bhi pin thok raha hai...Saurabh tu yakin maan apna warden apni side lega..."
"sunkar dil ko sukoon mila lekin mujhe aisa lag raha hai ki aisa kuchh bhi nahi hone wala...matlab ki hostel warden bhala humara sath kyun dega "
"our kallu warden will do this for me ,for you,for Arun,for hostel,for hostelers and for Sidar  "
"dekh Arman ,abhi jyada dialogue bazi mat chod...warna do ko to pel ke aaya hee hoon,teesara number tera laga dunga...isliye short me bata lekin achchhe se bata..."
"Sidar ne warden ko humari taraf se gawahi dene ke liye mana liya hai,that's it...ab tum dono ke gobar bhare dimag me kuchh ghusa ya phhir german language me samjhaun ya phhir french me ya phhir spanish me..."
"sab samajh gaya apun" mujhe gale lagate hue Saurabh ne thanks kaha...
"apun bhi sara matter samajh gaya hai , thanks to Sidar ki wo har samay humari madad karne ke liye taiyar rahta hai...beta Arman ,yadi Sidar na hota to teri koyi bhi dal nahi galti...."
"yeah...i know "cigarette ke packet se ek cigarette nikalte hue maine kaha aur dil hee dil me MTL bhai ka humara sath dene ke liye shukriya ada kiya...
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"waise Saurabh,Arman ne kuchh aur bhi promise kiya tha...yaad hai ki bhool gaya..."
Arun ke aisa bolte hee main samajh gaya ki wo mere kis promise ki baat kar raha hai aur main us waqt thoda pareshan sa ho gaya...kyunki dono ko ladayi me shamil karte waqt to maine badi aasani se kah diya tha ki main unke liye Divya aur Vibha ka jugad karunga...lekin mujhe maloom tha ki ye kaam bahut mushkil hai . Vibha ko to main khud bhi abhi tak nahi pata paya tha,isliye Saurabh ka mamla kaise jodu aur Arun ke mamle me to bhayankar khatra tha..kyunki yadi Divya ke baap ko jara si bhi bhanak lag gayi ki uski beti ko college ke kisi ladke ne kiss kiya hai to phhir wo ladka to gaya jaan se.....
"idhar-udhar kya dekh rahe ho Arman babu...apna promise yaad to hai na ya hum dono yaad dilaye..."mere gardan ko peechhe se pakad kar Saurabh ne kaha...
"main abhi aaya..."
un dono se peechha chhudane ke liye main waha se utha hee tha ki Arun kood kar darwaje ke paas pahucha aur darwaja andar se band kar diya...wahi Saurabh ne mere dono hath ko peechhe se pakad kar marodane laga....
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"jaldi se hum dono ke arman pure kar..warna tera khoon kar dunga..."Saurabh ne dhamki di
"main to direct rape karunga..."darwaje ke paas khade hokar Arun ne bhi dhamki di...
ab mujhe andaza ho gaya tha ki yadi is waqt maine un dono ko na kaha to ,wo dono mujhe bahut marenge isliye maine is samay un dono ko haan kahne me hee apni bhalayi samjhi aur bola...
"Arun tera kaam kuchh dino me ho jayega aur Saurabh tujhe kuchh din ke liye intezaar karna padega,...kyunki Vibha ko thokne ke liye manana thoda mushkil hai,lekin main ise karunga jaroor...ab to mera hath chhod...."
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Dopahar sham me dhali aur sham raat me tabdil hui aur phhir sawera hua...sawera hote-hote kal ke ground wale kand ki khabar lagbhag har ek ke kano tak pahuch chuki thi...koyi kahta ki first year ke un dono ladko ko Arman ne aur uske dosto ne mara,to koyi kahta ki city wale senior ke sath unka kuchh locha tha , kuchh to ye bhi kahne wale the ki shayad un dono ko Divya ke baap ne mara tha.....undono ki halat is waqt kharab thi aur dono city ke best hospital me admit the...kisi ko shaq na ho isliye main dusare din normal sa behave karte hue normal tarike se college gaya aur sath me beemar hone ka dhansu acting bhi kiya... mera aur mere khas dosto ka andaz wahi tha,jiske liye hum jane jate the...aur class me hum aaj bhi last bench par ladkiyo ke peechhe baithe...bole to hum pahle ki tarah aaj bhi back benchers the...class ke kuchh ladko ne mujhse puchha ki kya maine first year ke ladko ko mara hai...aisa sawal karne walo ki list me mere class ke sath-sath mera dost Naveen aur kayi teachers bhi shamil the...wo sab jitni bhi baar mujhse ye sawal puchhte mera jawab har baar ek hota aur wo jawab tha ki"main to kal lunch ke baad tabiyat kharab hone ke karan hostel jakar seedhe so gaya tha....mujhe to aaj college aane par is jhagde ke bare me maloom chala..."
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Mos ki chalti class ke beech me humare hod sir class me ghuse aur mujhe principal ke office me chalne ke liye kaha ,jaha principal sir aur three star ki khakhi vardi pahne hue ek police wala mera intezaar kar raha tha.....
"may i come in sir..."rukhe aawaz me maine principal sir se andar aane ki ijaajat mangi....
kisi ko mujhpar shaq na ho isliye maine aaj na to sar me tel lagaya tha aur na hee kanghi kiya tha...jisase mere sar ke baal bikhare hue the aur mere beemar hone ki gawahi de rahe the...principal ke office me aate waqt maine apni do ungaliyo ko aankho me daal liya tha,jisase meri aankhe is waqt ekdum laal thi aur jalan paida kar rahi thi....jisase main three star ki vardi dharan kiye policewale ko yakin dila saku main sachmuch me beemar hoon aur bada kast jhelkar college aaya hoon,fala khud ko galat hote hue bhi sahi sabit karne ke dhun me maine brush tak nahi kiya tha  jisase is waqt mere muh se ek shandar khushbu bhi nikal rahi thi  jiska asar waha par baithe principal sir aur us policewale par ho raha tha....  mujhe sardi bilkul bhi nahi thi lekin main waha principal ke office me khada hokar apne naak ko surkarta aur beech-beech me khasta...aisi acting karte hue ek samay jab maine khasne ka jhootha abhinay kiya to us waqt mujhe sach me joro ki khansi aa gayi aur meri aankh laal ho gayi ,ye khansi itni jabarjast thi ki mere aankho se aansu bhi nikal aaye aur muh se laar bhi tapak gaya  
"are bhai,pani pilao isko..."three star ki vardi pahne hue us shaks ne kaha aur mujhe apne paas,bagal wali chair me bithaya... 

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Chapter-33: Desire of Kiss

Waise Mujhe beemar bankar principal ke office me aane ki koyi jaroorat nahi thi ,kyunki humara hostel warden already humare paksha me gawahi dene ke liye taiyar tha...jiske baad koyi kuchh nahi kar sakta tha, lekin maine sar me tel aur balo me kanghi isliye nahi kiya kyunki main dekhna chahta tha ki yadi Sidar ka hath mere sar par nahi hota to kya main tab bhi khud ko bachane me kamyab hota, main ye experiment karna chahta tha ki yadi Sidar ka power mere sath nahi hota to kya main tab bhi khud ko powerful sabit kar pata ya nahi, ye experiment thoda hatkar tha aur sath me humare college ki laboratory me hone wale boring experiment se jyada interested bhi tha, so i did....lekin mera ye experiment tab fail ho gaya jab mere side wali chair me three star ki vardi pahne hue us policewale ne meri taraf jhuk kar kaha...
"mere kandhe par three star yun hee nahi lagi hai mister....mujhe haqiqat ki khansi aur dikhawe me farak karna bahut acchhi tarah aata hai,tune kya mujhe apne college ka teacher samajh rakha jise tu jab chahe tab bewkoof bana de...huh"
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Us policewale ke aisa kahte hee meri saans mano ek pal ke liye rook gayi thi,main uski taraf ektak dekhe ja raha tha...
"Paseena saaf kar lo..."us three star wale ne ab principal ki taraf dekhte hue kaha"is par un dono ladko ke dosto ne report ki hai aur report ke mutabik isne first year ke dono ladko ko hostel ke paas wale ground par le jakar buri tarah se mara,peeta...jiski vajah ye ho sakti hai ki unhone kuchh dino pahle hee ispar F.I.R. Kiya tha,jiska badla isne unhe buri tarah se markar liya...ise humare sath police station chalna hoga....tu to gaya beta lambe se"
"main to pareshan ho gaya hoon is ladke se...main ek kaam karta hoon,iske gharwalo ko khabar karke kah deta hoon ki iski T.C. College se le jaye aur ise Police station se le jaye..."Principal sir ne meri taraf dekhkar gusse se kaha aur bahar khade peon ko andar bulaya
Jab peon Principal ke cabin me aaya to Principal sir ne use mere admission form se mere ghar ka contact number lane ko kaha...
Meri khansi ye sab dekhkar ek dum thik ho chuki thi,ab aankh bhi laal se safed ho gayi thi aur mera pura sharir paseene se bheeg chuka tha aur yahi wo waqt tha jab Sidar ke power ka use karke khud ko bachaya ja sakta tha...
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"Plan no. 2 activated...."maine khud se kaha aur phhir apne chehre par aaye paseene ko saaf karke bola"Sir,aap bevajah mere gharwalo ko pareshan kar rahe hai...maine kuchh kiya hee nahi hai ,main to kal recess ke baad se hee hostel me kambal oodhkar soya hua tha..."
"sach me "mujhpar tirachhi nazar marte hue three star wale ne puchha....
"yadi aapko yakin na ho to humare hostel warden se puchh lijiye...unhi ke room se main fever ki tablet aur zandu balm lekar gaya tha...jiske baad main apne room me jakar so gaya aur raat ke 9 baje meri neend warden ke uthane se khuli...jo us samay hostel ka round laga rahe the..."
Ye sunte hee Principal sir ne samne rakhe phone se hostel ke phone par ghanti mari,jiske baad humare warden ne unhe wahi sab bataya jo maine abhi-abhi bataya tha....
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"sorry ,par Arman sach kah raha hai aur meri authority mujhe ijjajat nahi deti ki main kisi student ko bevajah pareshan karu...."Principal sir ne apna chashma table par rakhte hue Policewale se kaha aur phhir wapas apne chashme ko aankho me fit karte hue ek A-4 size ke paper me kuchh likh kar,college ke seal ka thappa lagaya aur us kagaj ko policewale ke hath me saunp diya......
uske baad Policewale ne kuchh der mujhe dekha aur wo kagaj lekar waha se chalta bana....
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Principal ke office se bahar nikal kar maine ek mast lambi saans li aur thanda pani peekar class ki taraf khushi se kudate-fandate gaya...is samay dammo rani ki class chal rahi thi ,pahle to usne mujhe andar aane ki permission nahi di lekin jab maine use bataya ki mujhe principal sir ne ek urgent kaam se bulaya tha to wo maan gayi aur mujhe andar aane ke liye....
"BC, meri jagah par ise kyun baithaya...ab kya main zameen par baithu..."ladkiyo ke peechhe wali bench par 7 ladko ko baithe dekhkar main dheere se chillaya aur ek side apna pichhwada tika kar baith gaya.....
"Arman, aaya samajh me ki answer kaise aaya..."chalti class ke beech me damyanti ne mujhe khada karke puchha....
"sab samajh me aa gaya mam..."(lawda samajh me aaya, mujhe to ye tak nahi maloom ki question kya tha,sali chudi chudai aurat...)
"to phhir samne aakar explain karo..."
"aaj thoda...aannhhhh "jor se khaste hue maine kaha aur phhir rumal nikal kar naak saaf kiya"aaj tabiyat kharab hai mam, kabhi aur explain karunga..."
"ok,sit down..."
"thanks "
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Dammo gayi to dammo ke baad MS ka teacher aa tapka aur bhaka bhak likhwana shuru kar diya, sala ek to dhang se baitha nahi tha upar se wo aise speed me bole ja raha tha jaise ki uske gand me kisi ne lund daal diya ho, bakchod kahi ka.....
"MC, baad me kaun aaya hai...wo uthkar apni jagah jaye..."frustation me main bhadak utha....
"koyi kahi nahi jayega...jisko problem ho wo dusare bench me jakar baithe..."
"sun be ,yadi aisa hai to bhool ja phhir ki Divya se main teri setting karwaunga..."
"sorry yar,tu to bura maan gaya..."
"bura wo manta hai jiske paas bur hota hai aur mere paas bur nahi lund hai "
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Meri ye dhamki asar kar gayi aur Arun ne turant waha se 3 ladko ko aage bhaga diya ,ab waha sabse peechhe wali bench par sirf main,Arun,Saurabh aur Sulabh baithe the...MS wala teacher ab bhi bhaka bhak speed se likhaye pada tha bina is baat ki parvaah kiye ki aadhe se adhik laundo-laundiyo ne likhna band kar diya hai...lekin hum charo ab bhi likh rahe the aur sath-sath me bakchodi bhi kar rahe thi....
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"beta mujhe kuchh do,warna main sabko bata dunga ki un dono ko tum logo ne hee thoka hai..."humari bhaka bhak likhayi ke beech me Sulabh bola...
"bol kya chahiye tujhe...car,bunglow,damyanti ki chut...tu bol kya chahiye tujhe...tu kahe to tere liye chand-sitare tod kar le aaun "
"rahne de ,tu bas teen din ke canteen ka bill de dena Arun...aur tu Saurabh,tu baki ke teen din ka bill de dena...."
"hum dono apne lund par hath rakh kar tujhe vachan dete hai..."Arun aur Saurabh ne ek sath kaha aur apna ek-ek hath apne lund par rakh liya...
"aur tu Arman..."Sulabh ki nazare ab mujhpar jam gayi...
"main tujhe humari agli fight me shamil karunga...."
"ye hui baat,tu hee hai mera sachcha mitra...i love you "
"i love you too...chal ek pappi de "mazak karte hue main Sulabh ki taraf badha hee tha ki MS wale sir ki nazar hum par pad gayi aur wo jor se cheekha"kya yar,ye tum log kya kar rahe ho...besharmi ki bhi had hoti hai..."
"kuchh nahi sir,wo Sulabh ke aankh me kuchh ghus gaya tha,bas use nikal raha tha..." bina deri kiye main jhatpat bol utha...
"mujhe mat sikha tu...aur yadi agli baar se aisi harkat ki to maar-maar ke bharta bana dunga...samjha..."
"sab samajh gaya sir..."
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"abey usne hum dono ko gay to nahi samajh liya..."kuchh der baad Sulabh ne puchha...
"yahi to pyar hai pagle aur waise bhi wo humara kya ukhad lega..."
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Uske baad jab tak college chala Arun meri jaan khata raha wo mujhse kayi baar puchh chuka tha ki main uski,Divya se setting kab karwa raha hoon...jawab me maine use kuchh der rukne ke liye kaha aur jab college off hua to bahar nikalte waqt maine Arun ka mobile manga....
"ab kya karega mere mobile ka..."
"Sidar ka number off aa raha hai ,ek messege kar deta hoon ki sab kuchh control me hai..."
"to tera mobile kaha gaya..."
"messege pack nahi hai unkil..."
Arun se maine kuchh der ke liye mobile liya aur phhir use wapas kar diya....jab hum dono college se hostel ki taraf aa rahe the tabhi Arun achanak apne mobile ko dekhte hue khushi se road par hee gir pada....
"mirgi maar gayi kya be "
"abey Arman...ye dekh..."Arun ne road par lete-lete apna mobile meri taraf badhaya ,maine uske hath se mobile liya aur mobile ki screen par nazar dali....
"i love you too....Sender:-Divya..."padhte hue maine Arun ko hath dekar uthaya...
Ab Arun ki chaal hee badal gayi thi...jaha har din college ke baad humari halat kharab ho jati thi,wahi aaj Divya ke ek messege ne Arun ke andar energy la di thi...wo is samay us chhote bachche ki tarah khush ho raha tha,jise uska man pasand khilauna lakar de diya gaya ho....wo bar-bar Divya ke messege ko padhta aur beech-beech me mobile ki screen ko chumne lagta...to kabhi apne mobile ko seene se lagakar Divya ka name lene lagta....pure raste bhar Arun ne aisi harkate karke mujhe pakaya aur jab hum hostel ke samne aa gaye to wo rook gaya....
"ab kya hua be..."
"dekha be,apun ki smartness ke aage Divya flat ho gayi...usne mujhe khud propose kiya...ab manta hai na ki main tujhse aur Saurabh se jyada handsome hoon...lekin mujhe ek baat samajh nahi ki isne i love you TOO ,kyun likhkar bheja..."
"wo isliye mere lallu dost kyunki tune use I Love You ka messege likh kar bheja tha isliye usne i love you too ,likhkar reply kiya "
Ye sunkar Arun phhir se zameen me girne hee wala tha ki maine use pakad liya, 
"maine kab kiya be use messege..."
"tune nahi,maine kiya tha messege...tere mobile se uske number par...kuchh yaad aaya ya flashback me le jaun..."
"bose dk ,tune mujhse kaha tha ki tu Sidar ko messege karega "
"chal bol papa 
"tune nahi,maine kiya tha messege...tere mobile se uske number par...kuchh yaad aaya ya flashback me le jaun..."


"bose dk ,tune mujhse kaha tha ki tu Sidar ko messege karega"


"chal bol papa" 
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Main aaj tak yahi sochta tha ki meri theory hamesha ladkiyo ke mamle me fail hoti hai lekin us din mujhe ye bhi maloom chal gaya ki Arun bhi un chand great humans me shamil hai...jinpar mera sixth sense kabhi-kabhi fail ho sakta hai....mujhe ye ummid thi ki jab Arun ko mere dwara Divya ke mobile par i love you ,wale messege ka pata hoga to wo mujhe gale lagayega aur bolega ki"Arman kal tere canteen ka bill main bharunga" ya phhir aaj raat ke daru ka pura paisa wo dega....lekin sala yaha to meri sari soch ka hee kriyakaram ho gaya....main chup chap hostel ke andar apne room ki taraf ja raha tha aur Arun mujhe galiya bake ja raha tha...
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"abey lawde,tera dimag ghas charne gaya hai kya,..yadi Divya i love you,wala messege apne bhai ya apne baap ko dikha deti to mera kya haal hota...yadi usne bhoole se bhi wo messege humare principal ko dikha deti to aaj hee main college-nikala ghosit ho jata...."
"tu itna bhadak kyun raha hai,aisa kuchh bhi to nahi hua na..."
Itna achchha kaam karne ke baad Arun ki galiya sunne se gussa mujhe bhi aa raha tha, Arun ki body ki tarah mere bhi body ka temperature badh raha tha...lekin kaise bhi karke maine apne body temperature ko 25°C par maintain karke rakha hua tha kyunki wo apun ka solid dosit tha....
"aisa kuchh bhi nahi hua ka kya matlab be...tu hamesha chutiya rahega..baklund kahi ka...ullu sale,kutte,kameene..."mujhe dhakka dete hue Arun ne kaha...
Arun ka ye dhakka seedhe mere left side me asar kiya aur maine apne bistar ke neeche rakha hua hockey stick uthaya aur bola...
"sun be jhandu ,yadi aage ek shabd bhi bola to ye danda tere gand me ghusakar muh se nikalunga...yadi gand me itna hee dam tha to phhir mujhe kyun bola ki main tujhe Divya ki chummi dilaun, ja ke khud kyun nahi maang li...ek to sala ehsaan karu upar se gali bhi khaun...sahi hai beta,bilkul sahi hai..isich ko kahte hai hawan karte hue hath jalna....chal fut idhar se abhi aur yadi apne sale Gautam aur apne Sasur ka tujhe itna hee dar tha to phhir dimag se paidal us Divya se ishq hee kyun ladaya...beta ye pyar-mohabbat wo meethi kheer nahi,jise ghar me teri mummy samne wali table par rakhkar kahti hai ki kha le beta,kheer bahut meethi bani hai jiske baad tu apna muh faadkar sara ka sara nigal jata hai aur dakar bhi nahi marta...ye pyar-mohabbat wo meethi kheer hai jise khane ke baad bande ki jeebh se lekar kaleja aur aakhir me gand tak jal jati hai...isliye yadi guts hai tabhi maal ke peechhe pado,warna unhe peechhe chhod do...aur tune kya bola mujhe...."
"maaf kar dijiye jahapanah aur meri fadna band kariye...aap kahe to main Ganga nadi ke beech me jakar dono kaan pakad kar uthak-baithak laga lunga...."
"ab aaya na line par..."
"ab aage kya karu..."
"facebook chala aur usko apni adat dalwa de...taki jab tu usase ek pal ke liye bhi door rahe to wo tadap jaye,tujhse baat karne ko..wo bechain ho uthe tujh jaise badsurat ko dekhne ke liye....phhir dekhna wo chummi bhi degi aur chusegi bhi..."
"kya chusegi be.."
"honth...honth chusegi,waise tune kya socha tha "
"maine bhi honth hee socha tha "
"bas mere bataye raste par chalte rah...kuchh hee dino me wo maze se legi bhi aur maze se degi bhi..."
"ye kya bak raha hai be kutte..."
"mera matlab to gift se tha,ab bhai jab tum dono couple ho hee gaye ho to ek-dusare ko gift to doge hee na  aur beta jara sambhal kar use daru mat de dena gift me..."
"oh! Samajh gaya..."
"bas tu mere nakshe kadam par chal,Divya apne aage se bhi legi aur peechhe se bhi legi..."
"mujhe maloom hai tere kahne ka matlab gift hai..."
"galat...mera kahne ka matlab Lund tha,matlab ki wo aage bhi lund legi aur pichhwade me bhi lund legi.."ye bolte hee main turant waha se kalti ho gaya aur Arun hockey stick lekar mujhe daudane laga......
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"Arman,yahi par rok de yar...abki baar teesara call aaya hai office se,main chalta hoon..."Varun apne vibrate hote mobile ko hath me pakad kar bola...Varun taiyar to pahle se tha isliye usne ek minute me shoe pahne aur flat se nikal gaya.....
Varun ke jane ke baad mere hontho par ek muskan thi...ye muskan us waqt ki thi ,jab Arun mujhe dhamkiya dete hue pure hostel me dauda raha tha...sala wo bhi kya pal the,..kahne ko to humara hostel kisi five star hotel ki tarah alishan to nahi tha...lekin humare liye humara hostel kisi five star hotel se kam bhi nahi tha...hostel ki bejaan si deewaro,darwajo jin par hum aksar pen se drawing aur college ke teachers ke cartoon banaya karte the ,un bhaddi si deewaro se hume ek lagav sa ho gaya tha...aur aaj phhir dil kar raha tha ki un bejaan si bhaddi deewaro ke beech rahu, aaj phhir dil kar raha tha ki apne teachers ke cartoon un bejaan si deewaro par banau aur hostel ke bathroom me jakar sperm donate karu...par ye mumkin nahi tha aur shayad samay ka chakra hee ek aisi ghatna thi,jiske samne maine haar mani thi....
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"abey oye muh band kar le..." mujhe jor se hilate hue Arun bola"isi duniya me hai na ya phhir kisi alien ke sath dusare planet ki sair kar raha hai..."
"main to apne swarg ki sair kar raha tha aur tune mujhe waha se kheench liya...sale tu hamesha mere khas pal ke beech me hee kyun aakar tapak padta hai..."
"wo isliye kyunki maine teri email id check ki aur Nisha ke sare messege padh dale..."
"ye tune kya kiya..."
"abey react to aise raha hai,jaise maine teri gand maar li ho..."
"lekin phhir bhi tujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye tha...ye galat hai.."
"kuchh galat nahi hai beedu aur jakar inbox check kar 40 minutes pahle Nisha darling ne messege bheja hai..."
"sach...!"waha se turant uthkar main computer ke paas pahucha aur apna inbox check kiya...Nisha ne aaj ek messege bheja tha lekin wo unread messege ke option me nahi tha jiska saaf-saaf shudh matlab tha ki mere vishudh dost ne Nisha ka ye messege bhi padh liya hai....
"dusaro ke messege padhne ki teri aadat abhi tak gayi nahi..."bolte hue maine Nisha ka messege open kiya...
Nisha ne apne messege me likha tha ki uski condition ab aur bhi kharab ho chuki hai...ab yadi uski koyi friend bhi milne aati hai to use ,Nisha se milne nahi diya jata...uske baap ne ghar ke bahar do guards aur lagwa diye hai jisase uska nikalna ab to namumkin hee hai...Nisha ne apne messege me likha tha ki use raat ko jabarjasti jaldi sula diya jata hai...yadi wo neend na aane ka bahana karti hai to uske maa-baap use neend ki goliya khane ki salah dete hai aur uske baad sabse buri khabar Nisha ne apne messege me ye di thi ki uske ghar ke bahar chaukidari karne wale gurad ne uske baap ko bata diya hai ki Nisha ka ek ladke ke sath chakkar hai...lekin wo guard mera name nahi janta isliye filhal mujhe chinta karne ki koyi jaroorat nahi hai...Nisha ne mujhe salah bhi di thi ki main uke ghar ke aas-paas bhi nazar na aaun,warna wo guard mujhe pahchan lega.....at the end, Nisha ne aakhir is messege ke jariye ek khushkhabari de hee di,wo khushkhabari ye thi ki abhi se thik ek ghante baad Nisha online rahegi....
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"abhi tak kya kam musibat thi ,jo teri us laila ke guard ne beech me entry maar di..."mere peechhe se Arun bola...
Main peechhe muda to dekha ki Arun apne ghutno me hath rakhe jhuk kar computer screen me nazar gadaye hue tha...
"abey tu mera messege kyun padh raha hai ...chal bhag yaha se..."
"ek shart par..."
"bol.."
"tu ghar wapas chalega..."
"rahne de,koyi jaroorat nahi...tu mera messege dekh sakta hai..."badbadate hue maine kaha...
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"hi...how are you"thik ek ghante baad Nisha ka messege aaya...jise dekhkar mera seena khushi ke mare 5 inch jyada phhool gaya...
"accident ho gaya hai mera aur main jald hee aids ki beemari se marne wala hoon...."
"aisa kyun bol rahe ho..."
"mujhe ye hi...bye..how are you...jaise sentences se nafrat hai.."
"kkk...mera last messege mila ,jo maine aaj subah kiya tha..."
"haan mil gaya..."
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"ab kaha mar gayi..."jab kuchh der tak Nisha ka reply nahi aaya to maine messege send kiya...
"yahi hoon,..."
"to phhir itna shant kyun hai..."
"maine socha ki tum kuchh bologe..."
"jyada mat soch...aur waise mujhe sach me kuchh kahna tha..."
"kya..."
"chummi degi kya...."
Maine jaise hee ye likhkar SEND button ko click kiya Arun "Yesss" bolte hue jor se hawa me kuda...
"tu kyun khush ho raha hai be "
"kuchh nahi yar,bhai hai tu mera..."
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"humare milne ka koyi chance nahi Arman  "
Nisha ke is reply par Maine bistar se Varun ka goggles uthaya,jo shayad wo apne sath le jana bhool gaya tha aur use pahankar type kiya"well,i have a plan 
Nisha ke is reply par Maine bistar se Varun ka goggles uthaya,jo shayad wo apne sath le jana bhool gaya tha aur goggles pahankar type kiya"well,i have a plan tere ghar me neend ki kayi goliya hongi...right"
"wrong...kal hee khatam ho gayi.."
"dayan kahi ki...koyi expired medicine hai..."
"haan...lekin ye tum kyun puchh rahe ho.."
"kyunki main tumse ab Nagpur ke best hospital me milne wala hoon..."
"main koyi expiry tablets ya medicine nahi lene wali...samjhe..dimag kharab hai kya tumhara"
"tere dimag ka fuze ud gaya hai kya...expiry medicine tujhe nahi tere baap ko...sorry uncle ji ko khilani hai...taki unki tabiyat kharab ho aur jab wo hospital me admit honge tab apun dono ka taka bhidega...kya bolti ,solid idea hai na..."
"ekdum bakwas idea hai...tum aisa soch bhi kaise sakte ho...."
" dimag se "jamhayi lete hue maine aage type kiya"are tension mat le..aisi goli,dawayi se kuchh nahi hota...maine khud par bahut baar experiment kiya hai...."
"aaawwwww...."
"kya aaawwww  "
"tumne abhi kaha ki tumne khud par experiment kiya hai..."
"haan, jab bhi exam me mere kam marks aate ya phhir mujhse koyi galti ho jati to gharwalo ki daant se bachne ke liye main yahi karta tha..kyunki main tab kuchh ghanto ke liye beemar ho jata tha..jiske baad koyi kuchh nahi bolta tha...yakin maan uncle ji ka jyada se jyada sar dard karega ya phhir behosh ho jayenge..."
"sach..."
"ab khoon se likh kar du kya.."
"thik hai...lekin mere dad ko medicine dega kaun..."
"main dunga...main tere ghar aaunga aur tere baap se...sorry uncle ji se kahunga ki sasur ji main aapka damad hoon...uske baad main apne sasur ji ke sath khana khaunga aur chupke se medicine unke khane me mila dunga...simple.."
"kya tum sach me aisa karoge, mujhe to ye dangerous lag raha hai...lekin koyi baat nahi ,main tumhare aane ka intejaar karungi..."
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Nisha ka ye messege padhte hee maine goggles nikal kar bistar par feka aur jor se chillaya"hey bhagwan,tune ladkiyo ko dimag kyun nahi diya...yadi tune inko dimag diya hota to ye hum masoom ladko ka dimag nahi khati...."
Maine gusse me apne sar ke baal bhi noche aur phhir wapas jakar computer ke samne baith gaya...
"dekh Nisha...main ab jo bol raha hoon thik waisa hee karna aur please...please...please apna dimag mere is plan me mat lagana  sabse pahle to koyi expiry medicine dhoondh aur apne baap...sorry yar, matlab uncle ji ke khane peene me dabi se mila dena aur haan jyada mat daal dena..."
Nisha ke offline hone se pahle maine use apna number bhi de diya aur kaha ki jab uske dad ki tabiyat kharab ho jaye to wo ambulance walo ko call kare then mauka milte hee mere number par call kar de aur usi call ke dauran aage kya karna hai,main use bataunga....
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"ek baat bata..."jab main computer shut down kiya to Arun bola"tune beech me goggles kyun pahna...video chat to tum dono kar nahi rahe the phhir baba aadam ke jamane ki text chatting me tune goggles kyun pahna..."
"main to tujhe line maar raha tha..wo kya hai ki main tujhe pata kar thokna chahta hoon ...jo kaam main char saal me nahi kar paya ,wo main ab karne wala hoon... Chal chalti kya 11 se 12 ke show me..."ghadi ki taraf dekhte hue main bola"actually apun jab bhi goggles pahnata hai to ek damdar feelings aati hai...mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise ki main kuchh bhi kar sakta..."
"apni gand bhi maar sakta hai ,kyun "
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Arun ne khana banaya aur maine khana khaya...ek ghante pahle maine Nisha ko jo plan bataya tha usme risk tha,kyunki yadi kahi medicine ne Nisha ke baap par reaction kar diya to bahut badi dikkat ho sakti thi aur in sabka doshi main hota...mujhe ab bhi yakin nahi ho raha tha ki maine Nisha ke baap ki jaan sirf ek kiss ke liye daanv par laga di thi...khair ye sach tha aur ye karnama karne ka idea mera hee tha isliye main is samay ab apne plan ke back up ke baare me soch raha tha....lekin dimag tha ki future me hone wale hospital ke us scene ki imagination kar raha tha ,jab main aur Nisha  
"sala mere ko ab bhi yakin nahi ho rela hai ki maine sirf ek kiss ke liye itna sab kuchh kiya..."
"ab kya kar diya be tune...aaja daru piyega..."
"waise to i love daru more than girls...lekin is samay ye formula change karna hai..isliye no daru, do chakhna.."
Arun ko dekhkar aur Nisha ke baap ke baare me sochkar mujhe college ke dino ka mera ek experiment yaad aaya jab maine Arun ke naye shirt aur jeans pahanne ke liye use expiry tablets khila di thi  sala subah se sham tak sar pakad kar rota raha tha.... 
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"Arman maine dad ko medicine de di hai...wo is samay behosh hai aur mom bahut pareshan hai..."
"good...reps added  "
"mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai Arman..mujhe ab na jaane kyun aisa lag raha hai ki hume ye nahi karna chahiye tha..."
"mujhe bhi ab yahi lag raha hai "
"kyaaaa...par tumne to kaha tha ki..."
"chal bye..sasur ji ko lekar hospital pahuch ,main bhi udharich milta hoon..."
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Call disconnect karne ke baad maine Varun ki bike uthayi aur hospital ke liye nikal pada...waise maine Nisha se hospital ka name nahi puchha tha lekin mujhe 101 % maloom tha ki Nisha ka rahis baap Nagpur ke sabse best hospital me admit hoga aur meri ye soch ekdum sahi nikli...
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Jis room me Nisha ke dad admit the waha ka nazara bilkul jana pahchana tha..jaisa ki aksar hota hai,Nisha ka baap bed par behosh pada tha ,uske hath me glucose ki ek botal sui chhedkar chadhayi gayi thi...aur Nisha apne maa ke sath bed ke aas-paas udas baithi hui thi....
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"kya haal hai uncle ka..."Nisha ko call karke maine kaha...
Call recieve karne ke baad Nisha mujhe baat karne me thoda hichkicha rahi thi jiski vajah uske paas baithi uski maa thi...
"mom, aapne neeche jakar form bhar diya kya..."call hold me rakh kar Nisha ne apni maa se puchha...
"nahi..."
"aap jayiye main yaha baithi hoon..."
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"Arman tumne bilkul galat kiya...tumhe zara sa bhi andaja hai ki dad ki halat kya hai..wo pichhale do ghante se behosh pade hai..."
"don't worry, main bhagwan hoon ,meri izazat ke bina is duniya ka ek patta bhi nahi hil sakta..."
"ye mazak ka waqt nahi hai...waise tum ho kaha"
"bahar khada hoon..."
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Jab Nisha ki maa lift se neeche chali gayi to main us room ke andar aaya jaha Nisha ke pappa ji bistar par expire ho chuki goli khakar apni neend puri kar rahe the....andar ghuste hee maine darwaja lock kiya aur parde ko khiska diya taki yadi bahar se koyi tapori andar nazar mare to use kuchh na dikhe....
"dad ,jaag jayenge to problem ho jayegi..."jab maine Nisha ko kaskar pakda to wo boli...
"iska bhi jugad hai..."bolte hue maine Nisha ka ek hath pakda aur uske lambe-lambe nakhoon se uske dad ke talwe par kharonch mari...
"sasur ji so rahe hai..."Nisha ke dad ke sharir par koyi hal chal na dekh kar maine kaha aur Nisha ke hontho ko apne hontho se jakad liya...
"sasur ji so rahe hai..."Nisha ke dad ke sharir par koyi hal chal na dekh kar maine kaha aur Nisha ke hontho ko apne hontho se jakad liya...
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Nisha ko kiss karne ke baad maine formality nibhate hue uska haal chal puchha aur wo bhi formality nibhate hue ladkiyo ke ghise pite andaz me boli "i am fine..what about you  " jabki main janta tha ki wo in dino kuchh pareshan si hai...Nisha ne ye formality nibhayi ye jante hue bhi ki main sab kuchh janta hoon...us thode se waqt me jab main uske sath tha wo har pal muskurane ka jhootha natak karti rahi...wo mujhe ye show kar rahi thi ki wo bahut khush hai...jabki main uski aankho ko dekh kar hee samajh gaya tha ki wo aisa bartaav sirf mera dil rakhne ke liye kar rahi hai....jab main waha se ja raha tha tab wo bahut khush nazar aa rahi thi, usne mujhpar"bye...take care yourself  "jaisa ghisa pita dialogue bhi phhek ke mara...lekin main janta tha ki usne juban se to jane ke liye kah diya...lekin dil se wo nahi chahti thi ki main jaun....wo is waqt andar se kuchh aur...aur bahar se kuchh aur thi...wo ye soch rahi thi ki main uski jhoothi hansi aur uski jhoothi muskan par yakin karke ye maan jaunga ki wo sach me bahut khush hai...jabki wo khud mujhe har din meri email id par apne pareshaniyo ko text form me convert karke  mujhe send karti thi....jab baat ekdum najuk situation ki ho to ghisa pita dialogue har kisi ke muh se nikal jata hai...mere bhi muh se nikla...
" thik hai to phhir main chalta hoon...apna khayal rakhna aur uncle ka bhi..."Nisha ko maine ek mobile dete hue kaha..."ye mera mobile hai,ise sambhal kar rakh aur ye bata tu mobile rakhti kaha hai jo sasur ji har baar pakad lete hai...mujhse seekh hostel school time me main 3 saal hostel me raha aur teeno saal mobile apne paas rakha lekin mujhe kabhi koyi pakad nahi paya...mere school ke jane mane kayi teachers jo khud ko Sherlock holmes ki aulad samajhte the wo kabhi mere mobile ka deedar nahi kar paye...."
Nisha ko samjha-bujha kar jab main bahar aa hee raha tha ki tabhi meri sasu maa darwaja khol kar andar tapak padi aur mujhe dekh kar wo Nisha ki taraf sawaliya nazaro se dekhne lagi....Sasu maa ki harkato ko dekh kar main samajh gaya ki wo kis uljhan me hai...
"main yaha jhadu marne aaya tha, lekin room pahle se chaka chak hai..ab main chalta hoon..."ye bolkar maine turant waha se kalti mari aur wapas apne flat ki taraf jane laga....
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Hospital se apne room aate waqt main har pal bas Nisha ke baare me sochta raha ki kitna natak kar rahi thi khush hone ka...phhir mera dhyan Nisha ke baap par gaya jo bed par behosh lete hue the...unki halat dekh kar mujhe thoda kharab laga.
"ye maine kya kiya...sirf ek kiss ke liye Nisha ke baap ki ye halat kar di...mujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye tha...it's too bad  "
maine khud ko gali di ,bahut bura bhala kaha ye sochkar ki ab ye khayalat mere dimag se chale jayenge..lekin jaise-jaise waqt beet raha tha main sirf aur sirf Nisha ke dad ke baare me hee soch raha tha aur ye hona hee tha kyunki mere 1400 gm ke vajan wale dimag ka ye ek side effect tha ki main had se jyada kisi topic par sochta hoon aur had se jyada kisi kaam ko karne ke liye utawala rahta hoon...main kabhi ye sochta hee nahi ki falana kaam mujhse nahi hoga ya falana pareshani main door nahi kar paunga...is samay apne room ki taraf jate hue bhi main Nisha ke baap ke baare me had se jyada soch raha tha...main soch raha tha ki yadi Nisha ka baap thik na hua to .....? Yadi Nisha ke baap ki halat aur nazuk ho gayi to ......?yadi Nisha ka baap expiry meidicine ke reaction ke karan mar gaya to.....?
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Ye mere sath pahli baar nahi ho raha tha jab main itna aage ki soch raha tha, aisa kayi baar mere sath pahle bhi ho chuka tha...mere ek dost ne jab suicide (A Dead Dream ) kiya tha tab main kayi raat tak bas isiliye nahi so paya tha kyunki mera dimag har waqt bas usi incident ki rat lagaye rahta tha...mere dimag me mera wo mara hua dost bahut dino tak zinda raha aur aksar raat ko wo mujhe mere room ke darwaje ke paas hath me farsa liye khada dikhta tha...
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Mera brain bhi kitna ghan chakkar tha jisne baat kaha se kaha pahucha di thi...main is topic par aur bhi jyada khoya rahta yadi samne se guzar rahe ek shaks ne mujhe dekhkar chalane ki naseehat na di hoti to..
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"kaha tha be aur tera mobile kaha hai...kitni der se call kar raha hoon lekin tu koyi responce hee nahi deta..."room ke andar ghuste hee Varun ne puchha...
"Nisha ko dekar aa raha hoon apna mobile..."bina uski taraf dekhe main samne wali table ke paas gaya aur draw kholkar cigarette ki packet nikali...
"sala aaj bahut bhayankar accident ho jata,.."teen-char kash lagatar maar kar maine kaha aur Varun ki taraf dekha....Varun ki taraf dekhte hee cigarette ka jo dhua mere seene me tha wo andar hee rah gaya aur main jor se khasne laga....kyunki is waqt waha Varun ke sath-sath Sonam bhi maujood thi...maine jis hath me cigarette pakad rakhi thi use peechhe karke deewar se ghiskar bujha diya aur cigarette wahi phhek di...
"Arun kaha hai..."Varun ki taraf dekh kar maine puchha...
"balcony ki taraf dekho...tumhara dost pichhale ek ghante se balcony me khada hokar mujhe line de raha hai..."

"tum dono apna karyakram jari rakho...main aata hoon..."bolkar main balcony ki taraf badha ,jaha se Arun taktaki lagaye Sonam ko dekh raha tha...
"palake bhi jhapka lo unkil...warna aankh nikal kar bahar aa jayengi.."
"are Arman tu..."
"nahi...main Arman nahi balki koyi bhoot hoon.."
"comedy mat mar aur Varun ki item ko dekh...sali kya lapapap khana khaye ja rahi hai"
"tu ek baat bata ki tu khane ke liye laar tapka raha hai ya Sonam ke liye laar tapka raha hai..."
"dono ke liye  "
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"Nisha ke dad ki halat kaisi hai ab Arman..."andar se Sonam ne aawaz lagayi...
"ekdum badhiya...kuchh hee der me pahle ki tarah khelne-kudne lagenge..."
"Nisha ne mujhe call karke bataya tha ki uske dad ki tabiyat kharab ho gayi hai..."Sonam ek baar phhir andar se chillayi...
"mujhe bhi Nisha ne hee call karke bataya tha..."
"tum hospital se hee aa rahe ho na..."Sonam mera kaan phhadte hue ek baar phhir cheekhi...
"haaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn......"jhunjhlate hue maine apna pura dam lagaya aur jor se cheekha...jiske baad Sonam ne aur kuchh nahi puchha
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Sonam kuchh der tak aur waha rahi aur phhir waha se jate waqt Varun ko bye...take care kaha uske baad un dono ke beech pappi-jhappi ka aadan-pradan bhi hua...
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Sonam ke jane ke baad hum teeno phhir baithe hath me ek-ek glass liye...Varun jaha 8th Semester ki dastan sunne ke liye baitha tha wahi main 8th Semester ki dastan sunane ke liye baitha tha aur Arun...Arun hum dono ka peg bana raha tha...
"mere me is baar kam pani dalna be ,lodu...jhat type se peg banata hai ,sala asar hee nahi karta..."
"tu aage bol...phhir kya hua..."
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phhir....phhir bahut bada kand hua...ek din college se aate waqt Arun ne kaha ki use hod sir ke paas kuchh kaam hai ,isliye main Saurabh ke sath hostel chala jaun,wo kuchh der me aayega....main aur Saurabh hostel aa gaye...humare hostel aane ke lagbhag aadhe ghante baad hee Arun hanfta hua aaya aur room ke andar ghuskar darwaja andar se band kar diya....
"kya hua be...kisi ne thok diya kya..."
"bahut bada lafda ho gaya bhai..."Arun seedhe aakar mere paas baitha aur bola"Divya se kiss karte waqt Gautam ne dekh liya...Gautam aur uske dost mujhe marne ke liye dauda rahe the ,badi mushkil se jaan bacha kar aaya hoon...mera bag bhi peechhe kahi gir gaya hai..."
Ye sunkar kuchh der ke liye main ghabra utha kyunki Gautam iska badla Arun se jaroor lega aur yadi usne is baat ki halki si bhi khabar apne baap ko di to phhir ek bahut pada bakheda khada hone wala tha...jisme Gautam aur uski bahan Divya ko to kuchh nahi hota...lekin mera khas dost Arun pis jata....
"hod ke paas jane ka bolkar tu ishq ladane gaya tha bakchod,jhatu..."
"baad me chahe jitna maar lena lekin abhi kuchh kar...Kyunki Gautam apne sabhi laundo ke sath hostel aa raha hai,mujhe marne ke liye...."

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Chapter-36:Retaliation(Eye for Eye)
Sidar shayad ye bhool gaya tha ki college ke andar ki leadership aur bahar ki leadership me bahut difference hota hai...college ke andar aap kuchh bhi kar sakte hai lekin college ke bahar aapko koyi kuchh bhi kar sakta hai...Sidar se yahi chuk ho gayi,wo NTPC ki strike ko college ke andar hone wali strike samajh baitha tha,lekin wo strike karte waqt ye bhool chuka tha mamla Govt. Se tha jinke hath me police ki bagdor hoti hai...na jaane kyun mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki Sidar ki maut koyi coincidence na hokar full planning murder tha...main sirf aisa soch sakta tha kuchh kar nahi sakta tha aur is samay main Sidar ki death body ke samne khada usko nihar raha tha....ye sach hai ki maut ,marne walo ko is duniya se azaad kar deta hai lekin ek sach ye bhi hai ki wahi maut us marne wale se kayiyo ko jod bhi deti hai....pata nahi ,par mujhe Sidar ki body dekhkar na jaane aisa kyun lag raha tha ki jaise meri zindagi ki bahut badi khushi Sidar ke sath chali gayi hai.....
kisi mahan hasti ne kaha hai ki“Death ends a life, not a relationship.” aur ye sach bhi hai ,kyunki dhayi aksharo ka shabd "Maut" mujhse ,Sidar ko lakh koshisho ke bawjood bhi alag nahi kar sakta tha...main Sidar ke sath us samay bhi nahi tha jab wo college chhod raha tha aur main uske sath tab bhi nahi tha jab wo ye duniya chhod raha tha....Sidar ki maut ke teen din baad anath bachcho ko palne wali us association se ek aadmi hospital me aaya aur usne Sidar ke sharir ko unhi panch tatvo me vileen kar diya jin panch tatvo se milkar uska sharir bana hua tha aur ye meri badkismati thi ki us aakhiri waqt me main waha maujood nahi tha...kyunki hospital ke doctors ne Vipin bhaiya se saaf kah diya tha mujhe waha nahi jana chahiye.....aur us ghatna ke ek mahine se adhik beet jane par main puri tarah se thik hua , mere dono hath,dono pair ab bilkul sahi-*****at the aur pahle ki tarah mazboot bhi...mere kamar aur shoulder bhi ab pahle ki tarah strong ho chuke the...lekin hospital ke un aakhiri dino me maine doctors ko ye jataya ki abhi puri tarah se thik hone me mujhe kuchh din ka samay aur lagega...doctors ne meri x-ray report dekhi aur mujhe ,meri hatheliyo ko open-close karne ke liye kaha to maine jaan buchkar waisa nahi kiya aur kaha ki mujhe aisa karne par dard hota hai....meri x-ray report dekhkar doctors ko jab yakin ho gaya ki main ab puri tarah se thik hoon to unhone mujhe bina kisi sahare ke chalne ke liye kaha aur main jaanbuchkar thodi door chalne ke baad zameen par gira...taki unhe wo yakin ho jaye jo main unhe yakin dilana chahta tha....
"x-ray report ke mutabiq to sab kuchh sahi hai...phhir tujhe problem kaha ho rahi hai..."Vipin bhaiya ,jo ki is samay mere paas baithe the unhone x-ray report uthakar kaha...
"shayad haddiyo ko purani jagah par fit hone me kuchh time lage..."
"matlab ki mujhe kuchh din aur yaha rukna padega...."report ko ek kinare rakhte hue bhaiya ne kaha...
"are nahi...aap kyun rukoge, ab to main normal hoon,ab aap ghar jao...thode din baad main bhi hostel chala jaunga...."
"sure..."
"haan...aap jao"
"thik hai to main aaj hee raat ki train se nikalta hoon..."apni ghadi par time dekhte hue unhone kaha"Arun ko main call kar dunga ,wo kal aa jayega...."
"wo to kya ,uska baap bhi aayega..."
"kya..."
"kuchh nahi...aap jane ki taiyari karo "
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Vipin bhaiya ko ghar wapas bhejane ke liye main itna utawala isliye tha kyunki unke yaha rahte tak main wo nahi kar pata jo main main ab karne ja raha tha...jo main ab karne wala tha uske liye bade bhaiya ka is shahar se jana bahut jaroori tha aur isiliye maine bahut jor dekar unhe jane ke liye kaha...
dusare din Arun muhse milne aaya aur aate hee usne mere bed ke bagal me rakhi table ke upar dekha ki kuchh khane-peene ka saman rakha hai ya nahi aur jab use kuchh nahi mila to mere sar ke chhote-chhote bal ko kheench kar bola...
"pura kha gaya takle,kuchh to mere liye chhoda hota...."
"abhi lunch aaya nahi ,aata hoga thodi der me...."
"chal sahi hai...waise bhi mujhe is waqt solid bhookh lag rahi hai..."
"bike par aaya hai kya..."
"aur nahi to kya hostel se 20 kilometer paidal aaunga...takle tera dimag aajkal kaam nahi kar raha hai kya..."
"good, main bahut dino se is mauke ki taalash me tha..."ek pal me koodkar khada hote hue maine kaha...
"BC...ye kya tha be...kal tak to tu dhang se chal bhi nahi pa raha tha aur aaj ekdum se kud kar khada ho gaya...."
"wo sab tu abhi nahi samjhega.."hospital dwara mujhe di gayi marijo ki dress utarte hue maine wo kapde pahne jo mera bhaimujhe dekar gaya tha....
"sala kal to ek chammach pakadte waqt tu dard se karah raha tha aur aaj to tujhe dekhkar lagta hai ki abhich apne hatho se muth mar lega... "
"wo main nahi kar sakta..."
"kyun..."
"kyunki kal raat hee maine muth mara hai...la bike ki chabhi de..."
"chutiya hai kya...agar koyi tujhe dekhne aa gaya to..."
"abey ye ICU nahi hai jaha har 15 minutes me mujhe dekhne koyi na koyi aata rahega...itne din bed par jhoothi acting karte hue maine jo notice kiya hai uske anusar abhi ek baar lunch serve karne ke liye hospital wale aayenge aur phhir lunch dene ke ek ghante baad ye dekhne aayenge ki main goli,dawai sahi time par le li ya nahi....to jab wo khana dene aayenge to unse kahna ki main bathroom gaya hoon aur jab wo ek ghante baad dobara aayenge to ye bolna ki main phhir se bathroom gaya hua hoon....samjha"
"kuchh nahi samjha, seedhe se let ja ...aur waise tu kaha jane ki planning kar raha hai..."mere hath se chabhi chhente hue Arun ne puchha....
"yadi maine tujhe ye bata diya to tu mujhe jane nahi dega aur yadi tune bina sawal-jawab kiye mujhe jane diya to tujhe main wapas lautane par bahut badi khushkhabari dunga....soch le"bed par wapas baithkar maine kaha...
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Arun kuchh der tak kisi soch me dooba raha aur phhir mujhe bike ki chabhi pakdate hue bola"jaha jayega,waha se khana khakar aana...kyunki tera lunch to main safa chatt karne wala hoon..."
"ok...apna mobile, wallet bhi de.."
"wo kyun..."teesari baar chauk kar Arun ne puchha...
"tere liye ladki jugad karne ja raha hoon...ab jaldi se wallet aur mobile nikal...."
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Hospital se bahar aakar main jab parking ki taraf badha tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki maine Arun se bike ka number to puchha hee nahi aur mobile apne sath le aaya hoon to ab use call bhi nahi kar sakta....
"shayad usne parking ki slip apne purse me dali ho... "kya karu ,kya na karu ke us ajeeb si uljhan me fanse mere 1400 gm ke dimag ki batti jaise eka ek jali aur turant Arun ka wallet nikal kar check kiya ...jisme mujhe Arun ke bike ki slip mil gayi aur main bike lekar seedhe hospital se bahar nikla
Mera pahla target tha Naushad,kyunki Naushad ko sabak sikhane ke liye aaj se achchha mauka mujhe kabhi nahi milta aur is waqt sari situation ,sari condition same waisi hee the jaisa ki maine socha tha...yaha tak ki atmospheric tempreture bhi 
hostel ki taraf jate waqt main usi medical store ke paas ruka,jaha se maine deepika ke liye condom kharida tha
"ek pad dena...."medical store wale ladke se maine kaha 
"kaun sa doon, whisper ya phhir stayfree...."
whisper aur stayfree ka name jab us medical store wale ladke ne liya to mujhe apni galti ka ahsaas hua lekin main apni galti sudharta usase pahle hee wo medical store wala ladka bol pada...
"i know..girlfriend ke liye chahiye na...bhai ek suggestion hai ,phone karke puchh le usase ki uski pasand kya hai matlab ki kis brand ka pad wo use karti hai...."
Uske aisa bolne par maine apni aankhe chhoti ki aur use kuchh seconds tak ghoorta raha.dil kiya ki sale ka sar pakad kar sare baal noch dalu aur apni tarah takla bana doon...dil kiya ki seedhe uska sar pakdu aur bahar kheenchkar uspar laato ki barish kar doon....lekin maine aisa nahi kiya kyunki mujhe apni energy Naushad ke liye bacha kar rakhni thi...
"gauze pad dena bole to patti aur ruyi bhi dena...."
Jab maine usase ladkiyo wale pad ki jagah dusara pad manga to abki baar usne apni aakhe chhoti kar li aur kuchh seconds tak mujhe ghoorta raha....
"tu saman dega ya main dusare dukan se jakar le loon..."
"deta hoon...deta hoon..."
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Us medical store se nikal kar main phhir se hostel ki taraf badhne laga aur jaise hee hostel ke karib pahucha to maine bike ek side rok di aur Arun ka mobile nikal kar ,Amar sir ko call kiya...
"main aa gaya hoon..."maine kaha
"kaha hai..."
"yahi S.P. Ke Bunglow se thodi door khada hoon..."
"thik hai ,wahi rook main aata hoon..."bolkar Amar sir ne phone kat diya...
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waise to main jo bhi plan sochata hoon ,kisi ko lekar main jo bhi strategy banata hoon,uski khabar shuruat me sirf mujhe aur mere dimag ko hoti hai...lekin is baar mere strategy ,mere plan ki khabar Amar sir ko bhi thi...kyunki wo is plan me bahut important role play kar rahe the....bade bhaiya ke mobile se aksar raat ko 12 baje ke baad main Amar sir ko call karke unse Naushad ki khabar leta rahta tha aur do din pahle hee unhone mujhe bataya tha ki in dino mid term chal rahe hai aur Naushad mid term dene na jakar pure din hostel me rahta hai...yahi sabse sahi mauka tha kyunki according to my plan, maine Naushad ko hostel me thoka...ye baat jitne kam logo ko maloom chale ye utna hee mere liye sahi tha.jab mujhe sadak ke kinare bike khade kiye hue kuchh der beet gaya to maine samne ki taraf nazar dali aur Amar sir mujhe door, aate hue dikh gaye...
"kya haal hai ,Arman sir...bahut din laga diye hostel aane me..."
"hospital ki nurses ko mujhse pyar ho gaya hai,sali discharge hee nahi karti...."muskurate hue maine kaha...
"ye le khoon ki dibbi..."ek chhoti se dibbi mere hath me pakdate hue Amar sir ne kaha"ab ja aur chhodna mat sale ko...*** chod dena us BC ,MKL ki....best of luck..."
"luck to mere hee hath me hai isliye yadi bolna hai to all the best bolo..."
"thik hai bhai,jaisi teri marzi...all the best...aur sun"
"tello..."
"sirf aadha ghanta hai tere paas kyunki uske baad ladke college se hostel aana shuru kar denge..."
"don't worry..."bike start karke maine scarf se apna face bandha aur bola"mere paas jugad hai..."
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college me seniors ke mid term chal rahe the ,isliye hostel lagbhag khali hee tha...lekin kuchh launde aise hote hai jinhe college ke mid term se koyi fark nahi padta aur wo pure din hostel me rahkar khatiya todte rahte hai.Naushad unme se ek tha. aur bhi kayi ladke the jo college na jakar hostel me mauzood the...jisme se mera dost Saurabh bhi ek tha aur use iski bhi jaankari thi ki main aaj yaha aane wala hoon....
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aaj mahino baad hostel ko dekhkar Sidar ki yaad khud ba khud aa gayi lekin maine Sidar ki yaadon ko apne jehan se nikal kar bahar feka kyunki ye waqt kisi ki yaad me dukhi hone ka nahi tha aur jab main isme kamyab hua yani ki khud se Sidar ki yaadon ko door karne ke baad maine apne face ko scarf se baandhe hue apne room ki taraf badha,jaha mera khas dost Saurabh, mere dusare khas dost Sulabh ke sath baitha tab se mera intezaar kar raha tha,jab se maine unhe call karke bataya tha ki main hostel aa raha hoon.....jab main apne room ki taraf ja raha tha to mujhe hostel me rahne wale kuchh ladko ne dekha lekin wo itne jaldi me the ki mujhe pahchan tak nahi paye..mujhe na pahchan pane ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi ho sakti hai ki maine us waqt apne chehre aur sar ko scarf se bandha hua tha....
apne room ki taraf jate hue maine ye socha tha ki jakar un dono kamino se main gale milunga jiske baad dono shuru me mera haal puchhenge aur phhir mere sar par hath phhirakar mujhe taklu-taklu kahenge....lekin andar jakar na to main unse gale mila aur na hee unka haal puchha....
"sale ,tu mere bistar par letkar muth mar maar raha hai uth bosedk waha se..."
Mere achanak room ke andar aane se aur meri tez aawaz ke karan Saurabh baukhala gaya aur jaldi se apne paint ko,jo ki ghutno tak khisak gaya tha,use kamar ke upar late hue meri taraf badha...
"kaisa hai Arman..."apna ek hath meri taraf badhate hue Saurabh ne mera haal puchha....
"peechhe hat aur lawde mujhe chhuna mat...sala jis hath se muth marta hai usi hath se hath milata hai..."apne bistar ki bedsheet ko kinare se pakad kar maine kheencha aur uski gathari banakar Saurabh ke muh par de mara"beta ise dho dena aur Sulabh kaha hai..."
"wo bathroom me kar raha hai "
"very good, lawda main yaha itne bade mission me nikla hoon aur tum dono yaha ye sab kar rahe ho...."
Saurabh ko maine bahut sunaya aur jab Sulabh bathroom ko sperm donate karke room me aaya to maine use bhi bahut gali baki aur phhir kaam ki baat karne lage...
"Naushad kaha hai is waqt..."uska name lete hee mera khoon khaulane laga ,kyunki ab mujhe wo sab kuch yaad aane laga tha...jiski vajah se main 3 mahine se adhik hospital me pada raha tha...us din mujhe jitne bhi zakhm mile the wo ab ek-ek karke hare hote ja rahe the....jab mere sare zakhm ek-ek karke hare ho rahe the to usi waqt Saurabh ne mujhe circular shape ka lohe ka ek tukda diya 
"ye kaha se laya ,maine to dues ball manga tha..."
"college ke workshop se chori kar liya aur waise bhi ye dues ball se jyada hard aur bhari hai...jisko bhi padega uska sar phhat jayega..."
"thik hai"Saurabh ke hath se maine ball li...ball sach me had se jyada bhari thi...ball ko apne hatho me lekar maine Saurabh se rod ke bare me puchha...
"rod ka jugad nahi ho paya ,lekin hockey stick darwaje ke peechhe chhupa di hai...."
"chal koyi baat nahi..."room ke bahar aate hue main bola"aur apni aankhe khuli rakhna aur jaise hee Naushad bathroom me ghuse ,kaam me lag jana..."
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Saurabh aur Sulabh ko hidayat dene ke baad main us floor ke bathroom ki taraf badha...Naushad ka room bathroom ke bagal me tha isliye waha se guzarte waqt maine Naushad ke room me nazar dali to dekha ki wo log din dahade daru pee rahe the....yani ki mera kaam ab aur bhi aasan hone wala tha...
main bathroom ke andar gaya aur darwaje ki olat me khada hokar apne jeb se khoon ki dibbi nikali aur use ruyi par daalkar maine rui ko achchhi tarah se khoon me bhigoya aur apne dahine hath me khoon se sani rui ko rakhkar uspar patti bandh diya....ab mujhe intezaar tha ki kab Naushad bathroom me aaye aur main uske sar par lohe ki ye ball seedhe phhek kar maru...lekin usi waqt mere dimg me khayalat kaundha ki...kahi itne bhari vajan ke ball se Naushad ki maut na ho jaye.....
Maine us lohe ki ball ko apne dono hatho se uchhala tabhi achanak mujhe basketball ki yaad aa gayi aur maine samne wali deewar par khoon se ek gola banaya aur khoon se bane us gole ke andar ball ko fekne laga...mera nishana ab bhi pahle ki tarah achuk tha ye jaankar mujhe thoda proud feel hua...Naushad ka intezaar karte hue jab main ball ko khoon se bane us gole par nishana sadh raha tha to mujhe wo din yaad aa raha tha ,jab mujhe deepika mam ne buri tarah un gundo ke beech fansa diya tha...mujhe wo pal yaad aa raha tha jab Naushad ko maine call kiya tha aur usne mujhe "chutiya" kahkar phone rakh diya tha.....us nishan ke andar ball ko baar-baar dalte hue main Amar sir ke bare me bhi soch raha tha, jo ek samay Naushad ke khas dosto me se the lekin jab se maine unhe ye bataya tha ki us din meri jo halat hui uska jimmedar Naushad hai to unka chehra tamtama utha tha aur unhone mujhse kaha ki "wo abhich hostel jakar us sale ,MC Naushad ko zinda dafna denge...."
unke us din ke angry young man roop ko dekhkar main dar gaya tha ,kyunki Amar sir without any plan ,Naushad par attack kar dete aur baad me phhas jate...jo main nahi chahta tha....unhe us din rokane ki ek aur vajah ye bhi thi main Naushad ko apne hatho se laal karna chahta tha....
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jab bhi koyi dost,dosti...friend ,friendship ke baare me baat karta hai to meri soch Arun,Saurabh,Sulabh se shuru hokar inhi teeno par khatam ho jati hai aur jab bhi koyi apne dost ki baat mere samne karta hai to main unke us dost ko apne dosto se compare karta hoon, mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise ki uske dost bhi Arun,Sulabh aur Saurabh ki tarah honge...isiliye jab mujhe Naushad aur Amar sir ki dosti ke baare me pata chala to main kuchh der ke liye thoda mushkil me pad gaya tha ki kahi Amar ,Naushad ka sath na de...lekin haqiqat meri shanka ke viparit thi....us din hospital me jab mere ek hath se plaster utara gaya tha aur Amar sir mujhse milne aaye the to unhone kaha tha ki "Arman...Naushad bahut selfish hai mauka padne par wo mujhe bhi istemaal karke condom ki tarah fek sakta hai...isliye main tere sath hoon...."
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"ye sale Saurabh aur Sulabh ne Naushad ko idhar nahi bheja...kutto kar kya rahe ho...bhool to nahi gaye..."khud se baate karte hue maine apne chehre se scarf utara aur Naushad ka intezaar karne laga aur aakhirkar wo waqt bhi aa gaya ,jab Naushad cigarette ke challe udate hue bathroom me ghusa....wo ek gana gungunate hue cigarette pee raha tha....bathroom ke andar aakar Naushad ek taraf apne paint ki zib khol kar khada ho gaya
"how are you, Naushad sir..."patti ka aakhiri sira bandhte hue main bola....
Naushad ne peechhe mudkar mujhe dekha aur mujhe dekhte hee sale ki peshab ruk gayi ,apna muh fadkar wo mujhe dekhne laga....Wo kabhi mujhe dekhta ,to kabhi mere dahine hath me khoon se sani patti ko aur baad me usne bathroom ki gate ki taraf dekha...jo Naushad ke andar ghusane ke turant baad hee bahar se band ho chuka tha...bathroom ke darwaje ke sath-sath hee us floor me jitne room the unke gate ko bhi Saurabh aur Sulabh ne bahar se lock kar diya tha...taki jab bathroom me dhoom-dhadaka ho to koyi bhi apne room se nikal kar mujhe disturb na kare....
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" darwaja bahar se band hai MC...ab udhar kya dekh raha hai..."ball ko zameen par patak kar maine peechhe deewar ke sahare tikaye hue hockey stick par apna hath jamaya lekin apna hath peechhe hee rakha taki Naushad ko maloom na chale ki mere paas hockey stick hai...
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"tu Arman hai na..."apni aankhe malte hue Naushad ne mujhse puchha...
"kyun, gand fat gayi na name sun kar..."
"BC...Arman hee hai tu, tu yaha kya kar raha hai..."
"teri ***** chodne aaya hoon...ja bula kar la..."
Naushad ka aadha hosh daru ne uda rakha tha aur uska aadha hosh meri is gali ne uda diya....wo ye bhool gaya ki jab main yaha aaya hoon to kuchh to sochkar hee aaya hounga..
Naushad meri gali se ekdum tamtama gaya aur meri taraf dauda aur tabhich maine apne hatho me rakhe hockey stick ko pakda aur apni taraf aate hue Naushad ke thobade par dhauns diya...jiske baad wo ladkhada kar ek kinare gir pada...lekin us BC me dam tha,wo mujhe marne ke liye turant usi waqt uth khada hua aur main abki baar use hockey stick se thokta uske pahle hee usne apna sar jhukaya aur dono hatho se mere kamar ko pakad kar mujhe deewar ki taraf dhakka de diya jiski vajah se mera sar deewar se takra gaya....

"rook lawde abhi tujhe batata hoon..."Naushad ko gali bakte hue main deewar se hata hee tha ki Naushad ne phhir se apna sar jhukaya aur dono hatho se mujhe deewar par ek aur baar jor se dhakela ,jiske karan mera sar aur peeth ek baar phhir deewar se buri tarah takraya....
"BC...ye to WWE khel raha hai "
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maine jaldi hee khud ko sambhal liya aur ekdum seedhe khada hua...Naushad ne is baar bhi wahi paitara ajmana chaha lekin abki baar maine sale ke sar ke baal ko jor se pakad liya aur apni puri taqat se ukhadne laga...maine socha tha ki abki baar Naushad kamyab nahi hoga lekin us sale ke andar sharab peene ke baad bhi bahut dam tha usne pahle mere dahine hath me khoon se sani patti ko ye sochkar jor se dabaya ki ,waha sach me koyi ghav hai aur uske jor se dabane ke karan main dard se karahate hue uske sar ke baal chhod dunga...lekin haqiqat to ye thi ki na to mere dahine hath me koyi ghav tha aur na hee maine uska baal chhoda...balki aur bhi tezi se uske sar ke baal kheenchane laga...Naushad jor se chillaya aur aakhir me jab uske sar ke ek tihayi bal mere hath me aa gaye to usne ek baar phhir WWE ka paitara jamakara mujhe deewar par jor se dhakela...
"sala tune mujhe samajh kya rakha hai..."uske sar ko pakad kar maine uska sar deewar se de mara aur neeche padi hockey stick uthakar puri taqat se uske peeth par marna shuru kar diya....ab Naushad dheela padne laga tha, uska sharir past hone laga aur wo wahi let gaya....
"bola tha MC ki apni gand sambhal kar rakh warna aisi gand marunga ki muh se sab kuchh karna padega..."
Naushad kuchh nahi bola aur apni aankhe band kar li ,jiske baad maine uske body ke har us ang ko toda jo mera tuta tha....hockey stick se marte-marte jab main thak gaya to behosh ho chuke Naushad ko maine deewar ke sahare tikaya aur lohe ki us ball ko uthakar kar usase thodi door jakar khada ho gaya....
"apne sar ko basketball court me laga ring samajh aur ye lohe ki bhari bharkam ball jo mere hath me hai ,use basketball samajh..."behosh ho chuke Naushad ko dekhkar maine kaha...aur uske sar ko nishana banakar lohe ki ball uchhal di...ball seedhe uske sar se takrayi aur khatt ki aawaz hui...jiske baad uske sar se khoon bahne laga....
mujhe use ab chhod dena chahiye tha ,lekin mujhe ab maza aane laga tha...maine kayi baar aise hee uske sar ko lohe ki ball se foda aur aakhiri me uske face par de mari...ball seedhe jakar uske naak ke neeche lagi.ek baar phhir wahi jani pahchani aawaz hui aur wahi jana pahchana laal rang uske muh aur nak se nikla....
"BC ...ab jakar hospital me teen mahine tu bhi usi tarah sadega..jaise main sada tha...tu bhi ab is semester ka exam nahi de payega,jaisa ki main nahi de paya tha...."Naushad ko buri tarah peetane ke baad bhi jab meri hasrat puri nahi hui to maine uske sar ke baki bache bal ko pakad kar wahi gahistana shuru kar diya aur bathroom ki khidki kholkar Naushad ko waha se neeche phhek diya....
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Naushad ko marne ke baad main seedhe hospital pahucha,jaha Arun mamla sambhale hue tha....
"aa gaya lawde,kaha mar raha tha..."mujhe dekhte hee Arun ne puchha...
"marne nahi maar kar aa raha hoon,Naushad ko aur side chal...aaram karne de..."hospital ki dress pahankar maine teen-char glass pani piya aur bistar par gir pada.....
bistar par lete-lete main soch raha tha ki us randi ka kya haal hoga jab uske kaan me Naushad ki thukayi ki khabar padegi....sali jaha hogi wahi mera name sunkar moot degi, BC kutiya,...chhinar.
Main bistar par leta hua tha aur main ,Naushad ko thok kar aa raha hoon,ye sunkar Arun ka dimag bhi bas letane wala tha...wo is samay had se jyada shocked tha...
"maine socha tha ki,tera cigarette,daru peene ka man ho raha hoga aur tu ye sab hospital ke andar pee nahi sakta isliye mujhe yaha ki rakhwali saunp kar bahar chala gaya hai...lekin mujhe ye nahi maloom tha ki tu mujhe chodu banakar ladne gaya tha...."gussa hote hue Arun bola
" maine yadi tujhe bataya hota ki main kaha ja raha hoon to tu yakinan mujhe nahi jane deta...isliye tujhe chodu banana pada..."wapas bistar par baithate hue maine kaha"sale tu khush nahi hai kya..."
"khushi....my lund..."
uske baad Arun waha ek pal bhi nahi ruka aur mujhe bura-bhala bolkar waha se chala gaya....
mera wo kaam ho chuka tha,jo main hospital me rahkar karna chahta tha aur main ab jald se jald yaha se nikalne ke firaq me tha, isliye jab sham ko sote waqt ek nurse round par aayi to maine turant light jala di....
"tum soye nahi abhi tak..."
"tu bhi to nahi soyi hai abhi tak janeman...aaja pyar karte hai..."aisa main bolna chahta tha...lekin bol nahi paya 
"light band karo aur so jao..."andar aate hue nurse ne kaha aur mere bistar ke sirhane ke paas jo desk rakhi hui thi,uske upar ye dekhne lagi ki maine dawayi le li hai ya nahi....
"main yaha se hostel kab jaunga..."
"jab dhang se chalne lagoge tab..."
"chal to main kab se raha hoon, ab bolo to daud kar dikhau..."nurse ko baithane ka ishara karte hue main bola...
"abhi kuchh karne ki jaroorat nahi hai, abhi filhal so jao...kal subah doctor ko dikhana...."khade-khade hee us nurse ne mujhse kaha...
wo shayad samajh gayi thi ki mujhe neend nahi aa rahi hai aur main usase time pass karne ke mood me hoon...
"ok aunty "
Ye sunkar room se bahar jate uske kadam jaha the wahi rook gaye aur mujhe ghoorate hue usne kaha"kya bola... "
"kuchh nahi..."maine fatak se bulb ka switch off kiya aur chadar taankar let gaya....
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Yadi meri yaddasht sahi hai ,jo ki hamesha hee sahi rahti hai,to jis din maine Naushad ko mara tha uske char din baad hospital se mujhe discharge kar diya gaya aur main khushi-khushi hostel pahucha...hostel me mera swagat bade joro-shoro se hua . Jis din main hospital se discharge hokar hostel pahucha tha...us din ,raat ko hostel me bahut bada cake kata gaya tha...hostel ke launde mujhe dekhkar aise khush ho rahe the ,jaise ki koyi yoddha ,jung jeet kar aaya ho aur jab party khatam hui to mere karibi mujhe ek-ek karke ye batane lage ki pichhale 3 mahino me hostel me kya-kya hua hai...kuchh mujhe ye bata rahe the ki hostel ke har kamre me naye pankhe lage hai aur khidkiya sudharwa di gayi hai to kuchh mujhe ye bata rahe the ki kaise falana launde ne apne birthdaye ke din unhe bharpet daru pilayi thi...
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"Yadi mera anuman sahi hai to ye room Naushad ka hee hai na..."apne room ki taraf jate hue jab main Naushad ke roon ke paas panucha to waha ruk kar hostel ke ladko se puchha"iske room me tala kyun laga hai..."
"are Arman bhaiya....BC ko pata nahi kisne maarkar hostel ke peechhe jungle me phhek diya tha...kismat thi sale ki jo bach gaya "Rajshri Pandey jo mere peechhe khada tha wo aage aate hue bola"uske baad se Naushad ke room partners ki phhat gayi aur unhone hostel chhod diya...un sabka kahna hai ki hostel ke ladko ne milkar Naushad ko mara tha...."
"sab sale gay hai,"bolte hue main apne room ki taraf badh gaya,jaha Amar sir,pahle se mauzood the....mujhe itne sare laundo ke sath dekhkar unhone mujhe ishara kiya ki wo mujhse akele me baat karna chahte hai...
"thik hai bhai log...ab aap sabhi yaha se khisakiye aur jis ladki ko bhi chodne ka dil karta hai, use apne khwabo me chodo aur muth maro....good night,sweet dream...love you all..."unke jane ke baad main Amar bhai ki taraf ghooma"haan bolo..."
"ek buri khabar hai...ya phhir kahe to do buri khabar hai..."
"ab kya hua..."
"pahli buri khabar ye ki Naushad ko hosh aa chuka hai aur dusari buri khabar ye ki usne police ko tere khilaf bayan diya hai...."
"aap tension mat lo, main sambhal lunga...."
"yah !main janta hoon ki tu sab sambhal lega...chal bye, good night..."
"good night..."
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Amar ke jane ke baad maine room andar se band kar liya,kyunki main nahi chahta tha ki ab ,jab main khud ko police se bachane ke baare me soch raha hoon to koyi namuna aakar mujhe disturab kar de....
Amar ke jane ke baad maine bahut socha...aadhe ghante tak lagbhag main yahi sochta raha ki ab aage kya karna hai aur aadhe ghante baad mujhe maloom chala ki is case me kuchh sochane ki jaroorat hee nahi hai...jo hua sari duniya ke samne hua...matlab ki sabko pata hai ki jab Naushad ki hostel me thukayi hui to main hospital me admit tha...
Jab main Naushad wali jhanjhat se alag hua to mera dhyan mere room me rahne wale mere dono khas dosto par gaya,jo aaj yaha nahi the....Saurabh aur Arun ,bhu se milne uske college gaye the aur un dono ka plan kuchh dino tak wahi rukne ka tha yani ki ab main do-teen din akele is room me rahne wala tha....achanak mujhe yaad aaya ki kal mujhe college bhi jana hai aur college ke mere sare astra-shastra ka koyi ata-pata nahi tha....
"mera bag....almirah me hoga..."sochte hue maine almirah kholi to mujhe mera bag mila...
aaj college me aaye hue mujhe lagbhag 2 saal hone wale the aur aaj ye pahla mauka tha jab main college jane ke ek din pahle apna bag bhar raha tha...lekin bag bharte waqt mujhe dhyan aaya ki mere paas to 4th sem. Ka koyi material hee nahi hai ,ab kal college me jakar lawda hilaunga kya bathroom jakar maine towel pani se bheegoya aur wapas aakar pani me bhige towel se apne college ko mast chamka kar,ek pen aur ek copy daal di.....
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"BC, is sem. Me 12 paper dene hai...matlab ki padhna padega..."maine khud se kaha aur khidki kholkar ek cigarette jalayi....
chahe halat kitne bhi bure rahe ho, bhale hee uske dil me mere liye kitna bhi kadwapan kyun na bhara ho...lekin uske liye dil kal bhi dhadakta tha aur aaj bhi dhadak raha hai....mujhe ab bhi yaad hai ki jab main coma se wapas hosh me aaya tha to Esha ke baare me sochana laga tha....
main us samay ye soch raha tha ki shayad meri ye halat dekhkar Esha mujhse milne aayegi, jab mujhe hosh aaya to mujhse milne ke liye,mera haal chal janne ke liye taqriban mere sabhi jaan-pahchan wale aaye...siway do ko chhodkar. Ek Sidar tha to dusari Esha...Sidar to bahut door ja chuka tha ,isliye usase milne ki mujhe koyi ummid nahi thi..lekin Esha ka intezaar main har din karta tha is ummid ke sath ki shayad aaj wo din hai,jab wo bhoori aankho walo ladki ,apna gaal phhulaye mujhse milne aayegi,do char baate karegi...lekin wo din kabhi nahi aaya. Esha mujhse milne hospital me nahi aayi. Dil thoda udas to hua lekin phhir maine khud ko ye kahkar razi kar liya ki,shayad use khabar hee nahi hogi ki mujhe hosh aa gaya hai....lekin main ye janta tha ki sach ye nahi hai kyunki jaha mere hosh me aane ki khabar pure college ko thi,waha ye khabar Esha ke kano tak na pahuche ye ho hee nahi sakta tha....
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"Arman bhaiya...darwaja kholo.."
is aawaz ne mera dhyan toda .koyi mere room ke darwaje ko jor se peet raha tha....
"teri maa ka alpha,beta ,gamma...kaun hai be..."
"Arman bhaiya main hoon , Rajshri Pandey..."
"Rajshri Pandey..."maine time dekha,raat ke 2 baj rahe the"ise to hostel me hona chahiye tha,ye yaha kya kar raha hai...."
"warden se ladayi ho gayi Arman bhaiya..."ladkhadate hue Rajshri Pandey andar aaya aur peechhe mudkar kisi aur ko bhi andar aane ke liye kaha.,jiske baad 5-6 ladke ek sath mere room ke andar aa gaye....
"niklo sab,ye apun ke sone ka time hai..."jabarjasti gussa hote hue maine kaha...
"kya bhaiya, itni jaldi sokar kya karoge,abhi to raat ke 2 hee baje hai..."bolte hue wo mere bistar par pahle baitha aur phhir let gaya...
"pahli baat to ye ki..."use pakad kar zameen me phhekte hue main bola"pahle pura lafda batao aur dusari baat ye ki mere bistar ko kisi ne touch bhi kiya to chod dunga...sala aaj hee nayi chadar dali hai..."
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"BC, power dikha raha tha wo warden.."Rajshri Pandey bola"sala hoshiyari chod raha tha apun ke samne, bol raha tha ki yadi hostel me rahna hai to raat ko sahi time pe aao ,warna mat aao.."
"phhir...? "
"phhir kya, mera munda satak gaya aur sale ko bahut mara aur bhag kar seedhe idhar aayela hoon ,aapke paas..."
"idhar kya ab mujhse ladne aaya hai,chal bhag yaha se..."ghoorte hue maine kaha
"kya Arman bhai...maine socha tha ki aaj raat aapke hostel me rukunga aur subah nikal lunga...."
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Pahle maine socha ki un sabko laat maar ke bhaga du,lekin phhir khayal aaya ki ,apne hee launde hai..ladayi jhagde me sath dete rahte hai,isliye inki madad karna to mera farz banta hai
"ek shart par main tum sabko yaha rukne ke liye kahunga...actually ek nahi do shart par...matlab ke teen shart par..."
"are aap huqum karo..aapke liye to jaan bhi hazir hai ,yaha tak ki mere jeb me padi rajshri ke 10 packet aapko de du...bas maang mat lena "
"na to mujhe teri rajshri chahiye aur na hee teri jaan....meri pahli shart ye hai tum me se koyi bhi bistar par nahi soyega..."
"Qabool hai..."wo sab ek sath chillaye
"meri cigarette koyi nahi piyega..."
"Qabool hai..."wo sab ek baar phhir ek sath chillaye...
"aur koyi mutth nahi marega ,warna lund kat ke muh me de dunga..."
"are Aap tension nakko karo, mujhe aapki sab shart manzoor hai..."zameen se khada hokar Rajshri Pandey mere paas aaya aur mere kandhe par hath rakhkar apna seena thokte hue bola"dekho Arman bhai..main ek kisan ka beta hoon, isliye jameen me sone me mujhe koyi dikkat nahi hogi aur mere paas already cigarette ki do-do packet hai...ek aap bhi rakh lo..."bolte hue usne cigarette ki ek packet nikali aur mere jeb me daal di...
"thanks aur teesari shart yaad hai na..."
"bilkul yaad hai, aap fikra mat karo Arman bhai...hum logo ne itni daru chadha rakhi hai ki mutth marna to door ki baat hai,yadi is waqt deepika mam apna doodh mere hath me thama de to main use na daba paun..."uske baad Rajshri Pandey ne mere gaal ko chuma aur good night bolkar wahi zameen par apne dosto ke sath palat ho gaya....
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"sala gay..."mere gaal par jis jagah Rajshri Pandey ne kiss kiya tha use saaf karte hue maine kaha"ye launda bhi deepika pe fida hai....aur tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me kuchh aaya...kuchh aisa jisase ,main deepika ka sara guroor todkar uski chut me daal sakta tha..."

dimag me turant ek sunami ki lahar uthi aur phhir shant ho gayi. Abhi-abhi mere andar aaye sunami ne mujhe aane wale dino me kya karna hai,kaise karna hai...iske sare facts samjha diye the. Lekin main is samay ek baar phhir khud se joojh raha tha aur mere samne ek baar phhir wahi sawal tha ki...kya mujhe ye karna chahiye ? 
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Ek ladki ki khubsurati use tabhi tak bacha sakti hai jab tak uski wo khubsurati kisi ke aankh me khatak na jaye kyunki yadi galti se bhi us ladki ki khubsurati nafrat me badal gayi to phhir uska khubsurat jism bhi badsurat sharir lagne lagta hai aur aisa hee is waqt mere sath ho raha tha....chahe pura jamana deepika mam ke liye pagal ho lekin ab wo mere liye sirf aur sirf ek badsurat si ghamandi ladki thi...jisase mujhe badla lena tha....mujhe ab uski na hee wo chhatiya aakarsit lagti aur na hee uska model figure. Deepika mam ab meri aankho me khatak rahi thi aur uska name jehan me aate hee main gusse se tadap uthata tha...dil karta tha ki abhi us MC ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet-ghaseet kar uski jaan le lu....
jab mere dil aur dimag ne deepika mam se badla lene wali mere idea par apni muhar laga di to mujhe ek aur ladki ka khayal aaya...aur ye ladki jo abhi mere khayalo me aayi thi wo koyi aur nahi balki wahi ladki thi jo aksar mere khwabo me bhi mujhe darshan deti thi...bas fark sirf itna tha ki mere khwab me wo mere liye aati thi lekin haqiqat me wo kisi aur ke liye aati thi...fark sirf itna tha ki khwab me main jis justaju ke sath uske karib hota tha ,haqiqat me main iske bilkul ulat usi justaju ke sath usase bahut door ho raha tha....
Aisa nahi hai ki maine use kabhi bhoolne ki koshish nahi ki lekin jab bhi aisa karne ki sochi tabhi dil se aawaz aayi ki ek baar koshish karne me kya jata hai...?
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kabhi-kabhi jab wo sapne me aati aur mere karib baithi rahti to dil karta ki meri kabhi aankh hee na khule .kayi baar jab main sapna dekh raha hota tha to mujhe na jaane kaha se maloom chal jata tha ki ye haqiqat nahi balki haqiqat ke duniya ki ek jhoothi parchhayi hai,jiska haqiqat ki bahari duniya me koyi wazood nahi hai.....lekin phhir bhi main dil ko samjhane me nakam hee raha.
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us din main puri raat nahi soya, khidki ke paas bistar khiskakar cigarette ke dhuye se sari raat apne seene ko jalata raha..kyunki us waqt mere andar hazaro sawalo ne ek sath dastak de di thi ,jiska jawab main dhoondh raha tha....maine ek aur cigarette jalayi aur phhir sochane laga MTL bhai ke baare me....
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Aisa nahi hai ki itne din beet jane ke baad main Sidar ko bhool chuka hoon...uski maut ki khabar ab bhi mere kano me gunjati hai aur jab bhi ye khabar mere kano me gunjati hai to sari duniya ko ek taraf karke,sare scientists ke theories ,principles ki maa-bahan ek karke main khud ko usi jagah pata hoon jaha mujhe hospital me ye khabar pata chali thi....Sidar bhai kayi sare sawal apne peechhe chhod gaye the jiska jawab shayad mujhe kabhi nahi milne wala tha...lekin ek chiz jo maine karne ki thani thi wo ye ki Sidar ke us hostel ka rutba main kayam rakhunga ,jisme usne apni zindagi ke sabse aham chaar saal bitaye the...aisa sochana bhale hee kisi ko pagalpan lage lekin mujhe isase koyi fark nahi padta....is waqt dil kar raha tha ki Sidar bhai kahi se...kahi se bhi bas ek baar laut kar aa jaye taki main unse gale mil saku....dil kar raha tha ki ek baar phhir main koyi galti karu aur Sidar mujhe daante aur phhir kandhe me hath rakhkar samjhaye ki"Arman, aisa mat kar..." 
lekin ab ye ho nahi sakta tha...kyunki ab na to MTL bhai kabhi wapas aane wale the aur na hee unko lekar mere Arman kabhi pure hone wale the....
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raat se subah hui ,lekin main pichhale kayi ghanto ki tarah ab bhi usi khidki ke paas baitha apne ateet ke kuchh panne palat raha tha aur apne zindagi ke un palo ko yaad kar raha tha,jo ab kabhi aane wale nahi the.....Sidar ko is waqt yaad karne ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki mujhe khidki se hostel ke bahar rakhi wo chair dikh rahi thi...jispar baithkar main Sidar se aksar baat kiya karta tha....
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"kya soch rele ho Arman bhai..."
"huuuunn..."main jaise jhatke se hosh me aaya...
"itna chauk kyun gaye...main to kal raat hee idhar aaya tha..."aankhe malte hue Rajshri Pandey bola...
"kuchh nahi,Sidar ke baare me soch raha tha...."
Abki baar Rajshri Pandey kuchh nahi bola aur apne dosto ko uthakar room se bahar karne laga....
"Pandey....sun"jab wo waha se jane laga to maine use aawaz di"us ladke ko jiska chakkar deepika mam ke sath chal raha hai ,use bolna ki sham ko college khatam hone ke baad mujhse mile..."
"bilkul...main khud use idhar leke aaunga...."
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Rajshri Pandey aur uske dosto ke waha se jane ke baad main kuchh der yun hee khud se ulajhta raha aur jab college jane ka time hua to badhiya taiyar hokar hostel se bahar nikla....hostel se college jate samay mujhe aisa laga ki aaj suraj ki roshani kuchh jyada hee hai.aaj college ki building mujhe mere kisi bichhade hue ashiyane ki tarah lag raha tha,jaha main jald se jald pahuchana chahta tha aur jaise hee maine college ke boundray me entry mari,sabki nazare mujh par aa tiki...sabhi students apne sathi students se mere baare me khusur-phhusur karne lage...kuchh mere body ko bhi dekh rahe the ,kuchh mere sharir par zakhm ke nishan dhoondh rahe the....un sabko ko ignore marte hue main seedhe ,chup-chap college me ghusa aur waha ki halat bhi bahar ki tarah hee thi...matlab ki sab mujhe dekhte aur phhir aapas me baat karte...jab main corridor me chalte hue aage badh raha tha to mere aage jo students the wo mujhe dekhte hee side ho ja rahe the...mujhe pahle se hee andaza tha ki mere college aane par kuchh-kuchh aisa hee mahol hoga...
aaj na jane kitne dino baad main right time par college pahucha tha.maine class me bag rakha to mujhe chahne walo ne mera haal-chal puchha aur kuchh ladke apna rola jamane ke liye mujhe apne sath class se bahar aane ke liye kaha.
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"Arman...wo dekh Esha ,Gautam aur uski wo bahan...jiske chakkar me itna bada lafda hua tha..."ek launde ne mujhe ishara karte hue dheere se kaha...

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dimag me turant ek sunami ki lahar uthi aur phhir shant ho gayi. Abhi-abhi mere andar aaye sunami ne mujhe aane wale dino me kya karna hai,kaise karna hai...iske sare facts samjha diye the. Lekin main is samay ek baar phhir khud se joojh raha tha aur mere samne ek baar phhir wahi sawal tha ki...kya mujhe ye karna chahiye ? 
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Ek ladki ki khubsurati use tabhi tak bacha sakti hai jab tak uski wo khubsurati kisi ke aankh me khatak na jaye kyunki yadi galti se bhi us ladki ki khubsurati nafrat me badal gayi to phhir uska khubsurat jism bhi badsurat sharir lagne lagta hai aur aisa hee is waqt mere sath ho raha tha....chahe pura jamana deepika mam ke liye pagal ho lekin ab wo mere liye sirf aur sirf ek badsurat si ghamandi ladki thi...jisase mujhe badla lena tha....mujhe ab uski na hee wo chhatiya aakarsit lagti aur na hee uska model figure. Deepika mam ab meri aankho me khatak rahi thi aur uska name jehan me aate hee main gusse se tadap uthata tha...dil karta tha ki abhi us MC ka baal pakadu aur ghaseet-ghaseet kar uski jaan le lu....
jab mere dil aur dimag ne deepika mam se badla lene wali mere idea par apni muhar laga di to mujhe ek aur ladki ka khayal aaya...aur ye ladki jo abhi mere khayalo me aayi thi wo koyi aur nahi balki wahi ladki thi jo aksar mere khwabo me bhi mujhe darshan deti thi...bas fark sirf itna tha ki mere khwab me wo mere liye aati thi lekin haqiqat me wo kisi aur ke liye aati thi...fark sirf itna tha ki khwab me main jis justaju ke sath uske karib hota tha ,haqiqat me main iske bilkul ulat usi justaju ke sath usase bahut door ho raha tha....
Aisa nahi hai ki maine use kabhi bhoolne ki koshish nahi ki lekin jab bhi aisa karne ki sochi tabhi dil se aawaz aayi ki ek baar koshish karne me kya jata hai...?
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kabhi-kabhi jab wo sapne me aati aur mere karib baithi rahti to dil karta ki meri kabhi aankh hee na khule .kayi baar jab main sapna dekh raha hota tha to mujhe na jaane kaha se maloom chal jata tha ki ye haqiqat nahi balki haqiqat ke duniya ki ek jhoothi parchhayi hai,jiska haqiqat ki bahari duniya me koyi wazood nahi hai.....lekin phhir bhi main dil ko samjhane me nakam hee raha.
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us din main puri raat nahi soya, khidki ke paas bistar khiskakar cigarette ke dhuye se sari raat apne seene ko jalata raha..kyunki us waqt mere andar hazaro sawalo ne ek sath dastak de di thi ,jiska jawab main dhoondh raha tha....maine ek aur cigarette jalayi aur phhir sochane laga MTL bhai ke baare me....
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Aisa nahi hai ki itne din beet jane ke baad main Sidar ko bhool chuka hoon...uski maut ki khabar ab bhi mere kano me gunjati hai aur jab bhi ye khabar mere kano me gunjati hai to sari duniya ko ek taraf karke,sare scientists ke theories ,principles ki maa-bahan ek karke main khud ko usi jagah pata hoon jaha mujhe hospital me ye khabar pata chali thi....Sidar bhai kayi sare sawal apne peechhe chhod gaye the jiska jawab shayad mujhe kabhi nahi milne wala tha...lekin ek chiz jo maine karne ki thani thi wo ye ki Sidar ke us hostel ka rutba main kayam rakhunga ,jisme usne apni zindagi ke sabse aham chaar saal bitaye the...aisa sochana bhale hee kisi ko pagalpan lage lekin mujhe isase koyi fark nahi padta....is waqt dil kar raha tha ki Sidar bhai kahi se...kahi se bhi bas ek baar laut kar aa jaye taki main unse gale mil saku....dil kar raha tha ki ek baar phhir main koyi galti karu aur Sidar mujhe daante aur phhir kandhe me hath rakhkar samjhaye ki"Arman, aisa mat kar..." 
lekin ab ye ho nahi sakta tha...kyunki ab na to MTL bhai kabhi wapas aane wale the aur na hee unko lekar mere Arman kabhi pure hone wale the....
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raat se subah hui ,lekin main pichhale kayi ghanto ki tarah ab bhi usi khidki ke paas baitha apne ateet ke kuchh panne palat raha tha aur apne zindagi ke un palo ko yaad kar raha tha,jo ab kabhi aane wale nahi the.....Sidar ko is waqt yaad karne ki ek vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki mujhe khidki se hostel ke bahar rakhi wo chair dikh rahi thi...jispar baithkar main Sidar se aksar baat kiya karta tha....
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"kya soch rele ho Arman bhai..."
"huuuunn..."main jaise jhatke se hosh me aaya...
"itna chauk kyun gaye...main to kal raat hee idhar aaya tha..."aankhe malte hue Rajshri Pandey bola...
"kuchh nahi,Sidar ke baare me soch raha tha...."
Abki baar Rajshri Pandey kuchh nahi bola aur apne dosto ko uthakar room se bahar karne laga....
"Pandey....sun"jab wo waha se jane laga to maine use aawaz di"us ladke ko jiska chakkar deepika mam ke sath chal raha hai ,use bolna ki sham ko college khatam hone ke baad mujhse mile..."
"bilkul...main khud use idhar leke aaunga...."
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Rajshri Pandey aur uske dosto ke waha se jane ke baad main kuchh der yun hee khud se ulajhta raha aur jab college jane ka time hua to badhiya taiyar hokar hostel se bahar nikla....hostel se college jate samay mujhe aisa laga ki aaj suraj ki roshani kuchh jyada hee hai.aaj college ki building mujhe mere kisi bichhade hue ashiyane ki tarah lag raha tha,jaha main jald se jald pahuchana chahta tha aur jaise hee maine college ke boundray me entry mari,sabki nazare mujh par aa tiki...sabhi students apne sathi students se mere baare me khusur-phhusur karne lage...kuchh mere body ko bhi dekh rahe the ,kuchh mere sharir par zakhm ke nishan dhoondh rahe the....un sabko ko ignore marte hue main seedhe ,chup-chap college me ghusa aur waha ki halat bhi bahar ki tarah hee thi...matlab ki sab mujhe dekhte aur phhir aapas me baat karte...jab main corridor me chalte hue aage badh raha tha to mere aage jo students the wo mujhe dekhte hee side ho ja rahe the...mujhe pahle se hee andaza tha ki mere college aane par kuchh-kuchh aisa hee mahol hoga...
aaj na jane kitne dino baad main right time par college pahucha tha.maine class me bag rakha to mujhe chahne walo ne mera haal-chal puchha aur kuchh ladke apna rola jamane ke liye mujhe apne sath class se bahar aane ke liye kaha.
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"Arman...wo dekh Esha ,Gautam aur uski wo bahan...jiske chakkar me itna bada lafda hua tha..."ek launde ne mujhe ishara karte hue dheere se kaha...
ye sunkar main shuru me ghabra gaya aur socha ki turant waha se class ke andar chala jaun...mere dil ne,jo ki Esha se bahut pyar karta tha..usne kaha ki mujhe abhi hee Gautam se us din ke liye mafi maang leni chahiye taki Esha mujhse phhir se baat karne lage, maine aisa karne ke liye socha bhi lekin tabhi mere ahankar ne mujhe aisa karne se saaf mana kar diya...
"sahi hai...yadi maine Gautam se mafi mangi to thook kar chatne wali baat ho jayegi aur jab maine deepika mam ki gulabi chut nahi chati to phhir ye kyun karo...black hole me jaye Esha aur mere hath se maar khane wala uska boyfriend..."unko apni taraf aata hua dekh maine goggles nikala aur pahan kar waha ki deewar se ek hath tikaya....
Gautam ki halat dekhkar aisa lag raha tha jaise wo aaj hee college me aaya hai ya phhir pichhale do-teen din se hee college aa raha hoga....wo ek pair se langda raha tha aur Esha ke sahare chal raha tha...
"ab ye BC Gautam mujhe yaha dekhkar phhir se lafda karega...kya mujhe abhi class ke andar chale jana chahiye...."maine khud se puchha lekin jawab ek baar phhir mere ahankar ne diya"yadi tu Gautam ko dekhkar class ke andar gaya to ye sare launde yahi samjhenge ki teri Gautam ko dekhkar phhat gayi hai aur phhir ijjat down ho jayegi soch le..."
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Aakhirkar maine wahi deewar par ek hath tika kar khade rahne ka faisala kiya aur chingam muh me na hote hue bhi bade taav se aise muh chala raha tha jaise 5-6 chingam mere muh me ek sath ho...
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"sun be..."jab wo teeno mere samne aaye to maine dusari taraf khade apne class ke ek ladke se tez aawaz me kaha"us ladke ko hosh aa gaya kya ,jise maine kal raat sar par rod se mara tha ya abhi bhi coma me hai...."
Pata nahi mujhe achanak kya hua,jo main ye sab Gautam ke muh par bol gaya,kyunki andar se to meri bhi buri tarah se phhati hui thi...meri baat sunkar Gautam ek pal ke liye jaha tha wahi rook gaya lekin agle hee pal wo waha se aage badhne laga....maine jis ladke ko bali ka bakra banakar aawaz diya tha wo apna muh fade mujhe dekh raha tha ki ye maine usase kya kah diya....jab Gautam ,Esha aur Divya ke sath aage badh gaya to ek baar phhir maine jale par namak chhidka aur bali ka bakra ek baar phhir se usi ladke ko banaya
"oye uski us item ka kya hua, jiska baap bedam rahis hai aur jo car se ek aur item ke sath aati hai...."

"kya bol raha hai bhai,marwayega kya..."us bali ke bakre ne roni si surat banayi lekin main kaha manne wala tha,abki baar maine Gautam ke zakhm par seedhe namak ki ek bori dalte hue bola
"yadi wo ladka,jiske sar par maine rod mari thi,wo tujhe dikhe to usase bolna ki mere samne aukat me rahe warna ek baar phhir se thokunga..."
Gautam is baar bhi chup raha lekin use sahara dene wali Esha peechhe palat kar apne man me mujhe galiya dene lagi aur main aankho me kala chashma lagaye usko dekhkar muskurata raha jisase wo aur jal-bhun gayi...jis ladke ko maine teen baar bali ka bakra banaya tha wo is samay waha se bhag chuka tha.
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Mujhe aaj thoda Gautam ke bartaav par tajjub hua kyunki wo aaj mere muh se itani sari baate sunkar bhi chup chap raha tha....lekin kab tak ? Kyunki itna to main janta tha ki na to wo mere samne jhukega aur mere jhukne ka to sawal hee paida nahi hota....isliye maine usi waqt aankho me kala chashma lagaye ye andaza laga liya tha ki hum dono yadi kabhi bhoole se bhi ek-dusare ke aamne samne aaye to anjaam bahut hee bura hoga,kyunki abki baar Gautam ka gunda baap seedhe meri jaan lega lekin main itna chodu nahi jo pichhali baar ki tarah Gautam ke baap ke changul me fans jaunga....kul-milakar jo bhi hone wala tha bahut bura hone wala tha.
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"Arman tum..."
"haan main, "Vibha ko dekhkar maine kaha...
"how are you,..."
"ekdum jhakkas aur tu..."
"fine...aur jara dhang se pesh aao ,ye college hai isliye goggles utaro aur chingam thook kar class ke andar aao..."
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Aaj bahut din baad college aaya tha isliye class me aaj thoda shant tha...meri shant rahne ki ek aur vajah shayad ye bhi thi ki aaj mere khas dosto me se koyi bhi college me nahi tha...isliye yadi main bakchodi karta bhi to kisase karta...maine apne aas-paas baithe ladko se kayi baar baat karne ki koshish bhi ki lekin main jisase bhi baat karta wo meri baat ko sunkar ansuna kar deta aur bolta ki use class se bahar nikal diya jayega......
"sale kitne boring ho BC tum log..."jab recess hua to angdayi marte hue main bola"isase achchha to main last bench par akele hee baithu...."
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Recess ke baad phhir class chalu hui aur ab main last bench par akela baitha hua tha...maine bahut prayas kiya ki mujhe neend na aaye lekin teachers ke lectures mujhe kisi lori ki tarah lag rahe the aur recess ke baad dusare period me hee meri aankhe bhari hone lagi....maine samne desk par apna bag rakha aur phhir bag par sar rakhkar so gaya....
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"utho,class me tala lagana hai..."kisi ne mujhe jor se hilate hue kaha...
"class ke baki log kaha gaye..."aankhe malte hue maine peon se puchha...
is samay puri class me mere aur us peon ke siwa koyi aur nahi tha,isliye mujhe thoda ashcharya hua 
"chutti ho gayi hai,sab apne ghar ko nikal gaye ab tum bhi idhar se niklo ,mujhe tala lagana hai..."
"ye kaise ho gaya..."turant khade hokar maine apna bag tanga aur badbadate hue class se bahar aaya...
"BC, salo ne mujhe jagaya tak nahi aur teachers kaise jhandu the jo unhone mujhe kuchh kaha tak nahi...jaroor salo ki phhat gayi hogi ki kahi mujhe jagane par main unhe na pel du. "
time dekhne ke liye maine apne jeb se mobile nikalna chaha to mobile mere jeb se gayab tha , tab mujhe yaad aaya ki mobile to mere desk par hee chhut gaya hai....
"suno bhaiya, class dobara kholna to ,mera mobile andar chhut gaya hai..."
us peon ko aawaz dekar maine kaha lekin wo peon apni peeth meri taraf kiye bahar corridor me jhadu laga raha tha....uske baal achanak se bahut lambe ho gaye aur wo peon meri taraf jhadu lekar ghooma to mera dil jaise ek pal ke liye rook hee gaya...kyunki us peon ki shakal Atindra ki shakal me badal chuki thi....
"BC, main phhir se sapna dekh raha hoon..."maine kahna chaha lekin pata nahi kyun aawaz gale se bahar hee nahi nikli...
Maine turant waha se bhagne ka socha lekin Atindra ko waha dekhkar Pair zameen me aise chipak gaye ki waha se bhagna to door ek kadam aage-peechhe bhi nahi ho rahe the aur idhar Atindra apne lambe balo ki lato ko peechhe karte hue ek darawani muskan ke sath mere taraf badh raha tha.
Main janta tha ki Atindra ka bhoot sirf mere dimag me hai aur haqiqat se iska koyi vasta nahi hai...lekin ek sach ye bhi tha ki Atindra ko sapne me dekhkar meri sitti-pitti gum ho jati thi...sala kabhi kuchh samajh hee nahi aata tha ki main kya karu ? Kaise mere dimag me baithe Atindra se peechha chhudau...is waqt sapna bhale hee mera tha lekin raaz Atindra kar raha tha.....
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aaj kal humare desh me bahut sare dharam guru hai...kuchh farzi hai to kuchh dharm ki aad me apna kala dhandha chalate hai....isliye inke paas jakar apni problem batana matlab ek dusari problem me fasna hai...main jab akele rahta hoon to apne dimag me baithe Atindra ko door karne ke liye bahut sochta hoon aur kuchh naye plan banata hoon...lekin pata nahi kyun Atindra ko dekhte hee jaise mujhe kuchh yaad hee nahi aata. Us waqt mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise is puri duniya me mere siwa sirf aur sirf wo hee hai...mere sapne ke aas-paas ka drishya aaj bhi thik waisa hee tha jaise ki hardam hota tha, yani ki aas-paas hum dono ke aalawa koyi teesara nahi tha ,jise main madad ke liye pukar saku....
maine kayi baar socha ki kisi baba,pandit ke paas jakar apni problem unhe batau ki mujhe mera mara hua dost sapne me mujhe bahut pareshan karta hai lekin phhir maine apna vichar badal diya aur in farzi babao se madad lene ki bajay Google maharaj ke darbaar me sharan li....maine google ki site par jakar search kiya ki ek bure sapne se kaise bacha ja sakta hai. Mere search karne ke baad apni adat anusar Google Maharaj ne hazaro tarike mujhe bataye aur mera 3-4 ghante ka samay khaya...lekin sirf ek kaam ki baat mujhe us 3-4 ghante me samajh aayi aur wo kaam ki baat ye thi ki "us bure sapne se nikalne ki jald se jald koshish karo..."
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Google Maharaj ne mujhe ye bhi bataya ki main jo sapne me karunga uska thoda- bahut effect mere vastavik jeewan par bhi padega.....
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"Arman...Arman..."Atindra seedhe kudkar mere upar chadh gaya aur apni darawani hansi se mere kaan me dard paida karne laga....
Maine aas-paas kuchh jugad dekha, jisase ki main sapne se bahar aa jaun aur tabhich mere 1400 gm ke dimag ne pahli baar Atindra ke samne apni batti jalayi aur maine apna sar paas ki deewar me jor se de mara.....
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idhar maine apna sar deewar par mara aur udhar dusari taraf meri neend desk me mere sar takrane se khuli...
"aahh..."apne sar ko sahlate hue maine class ki taraf dekha .
"kya hua Arman...."Vibha apni hansi dabate hue boli"apna sar desk par kyun patak rahe ho..."
"abhi-abhi maine sapne me bhoot dekha aur sapne se bahar aane ke liye apna sar jor se deewar par de mara..." 
"achchha...bhoot ne aur kya-kya kiya..."
"bas itna hee kiya, aage maine kuchh karne hee nahi diya use..."
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Vibha ne aur bhi tarah-tarah ke sawal puchhe aur uske har sawal par maine ekdum sahi jawab diya ,lekin wo aur puri class hans rahi thi...sabko lag raha tha ki main comedy kar raha hai...
"kamal hai yar, sala sach bolu...tab bhi kisi ko yakin nahi hota "
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"ruk...ruk...ruk...ek important call hai..."Varun bola aur apna mobile lekar waha se uth gaya...
Varun ke jane ke baad Arun apni aankhe badi kiye hue aur muh fade hue mujhe dekh raha tha....
"tujhe kya hua..."
"sach me wo launda tere sapne me aata hai ya tu mirch masale lagakar kahani ko intresting banane ki koshish kar raha hai..."
"kahani ko interesting banane ke liye mere paas aur bhi kayi formule hai chodu...kya tujhe yakin nahi ho raha "Arun ka collar pakadte hue main bola...
"mujhe yaad aa gaya aur ye yakin bhi ho gaya ki tu sach boling...kyunki jab main aur Saurabh, bhu se milne ke baad apne college pahuche the to kisi ne mujhse kaha tha ki tu ek din chalti class ke beech me apna sar fod raha tha...."
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"ok..ok main kar dunga...kaam ho jayega..."phone par kisi se baat karte hue Varun wapas mere samne baitha"wo sab to sahi hai lekin ek baat samajh me nahi aayi ki ,Gautam ko to tune sar par rod mari thi,phhir wo langda kar kaise chal raha tha..."
"apna chehra jara karib lana..."
"kyun..."
"chumma lunga abey chodu ,us waqt ,jab hostel me meri Gautam se ladayi hui thi to, waha humlog ludo aur saanp-seedhi ka game nahi khel rahe the...ladayi kar rahe the aur kaun kab kiski baja ke nikal jaye ,iski hawa tak nahi lagti...kisi ne pel diya hoga Gautam ke pair me..."
"hmm....ye ho sakta hai.."
"ye ho sakta hai...nahi ye hua hai "
" phhir tune deepika ko kaise choda , i mean usase apna badla kaise liya...aur wo ladka kaun tha jisne patthar ke upar se kudkar teri thukayi start ki thi..."
"deepika ko maine bahut achchhe se choda aur wo ladka wahi tha,jisne first year me meri ragging li thi..."
"kya "chaukte hue Varun ne apne sar par apna hath phhiraya"maine guess kiya tha ki wo ladka Varun hoga...."
"us raat andhere me us launde ko dekhkar mujhe uski shakal kuchh jani-pahchani si lagi thi...aur maine bhi yahi maan liya tha ki wo ladka yakinan Varun hee hai...lekin mera ye confusion Amar Sir ne door kar diya...jab wo hospital me mujhse milne aaye the to unhone mujhe bataya tha ki un gundo me wo ladka bhi shamil tha jisne first year me meri ragging li thi. tab mujhe turant samajh me aa gaya tha ki mujhpar sabse pahle attack karne wala Varun nahi tha "
"phhir ek sawal yaha ye bhi paida hota hai ki Amar ko ye information kisne di..."bolte-bolte Varun achanak chup ho gaya aur thodi der baad usne darte hue kaha"dil pe mat lena ,lekin mujhe aisa kyun lag raha hai ki teri pitayi me Amar ka bhi hath tha..."
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Varun ke aisa kahne par main muskuraye bina nahi rah saka...
"Actually yaha matter thoda aur confuse karne wala hai...Amar sir ne mujhe hospital me ye bhi bataya tha ki Sidar ko sab maloom chal gaya tha...jaise ki Naushad ne mera call disconnect kar diya ,deepika ne mujhe fasaya aur meri ragging lene wala senior gundo ke us group me shamil tha..."
"ek minute...sar thoda ghoom raha aur meri fat bhi rahi hai..."Arun ki taraf ishara karte hue Varun ne thodi door rakhi table par se pani ki botal lane ke liye kaha....
"ab main jo bhi bolne wala hoon, us dil pe na lekar seedhe muh me lena..."
"bak.."
"Sidar kaise mara,ek baar phhir se batayega kya ? Pleaseee "
Varun ke is sawal ne mujhe kuchh der ke liye sochane par majboor kar diya...mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kaha se shuruat karu aur phhir maine kaha..
"tujhe kya lagta hai ki maine Sidar ke baare me khoj-been nahi ki...Varun ,wo 22 saal ka ladka jo us din mara tha, wo mere liye koyi aam nahi tha,jiske baare me duniya kuchh bhi bole aur main bina kisi saboot ke sab kuchh manta chala jaun..maine bahut khoj been ki ,bahut hath-pair chalaye...NTPC me kaam karne wale uske dosto se puchha yaha tak ki maine police station ke bhi kaye chakkar lagaye,lekin result pahle jaisa hee tha...sari kadiya isi baat ki taraf ishara kar rahi thi ki Varun ki maut ek hadsa tha na ki murder....."
"ok...jab tune sab kuchh pata kiya tha tab main kuchh nahi bol sakta,lekin phhir bhi mujhe na jaane kyun aisa lag raha hai ki Sidar ke sath kuchh aisa hua hoga jo kisi ko nahi maloom..."
"shuru-shuru me mujhe bhi yahi lagta tha..main ghanto akela hostel ki bahar wali kursiya par baithkar is baare me sochta tha ,lekin isase kuchh bhi hasil nahi hua...kyunki sari kadiya har baar ghoom karke isi point par apni muhar laga deti thi ki Sidar ke sath hadsa hua tha na ki murder....."
"thik hai ,chal chhod...filhal to tu ye bata ki deepika se tune apna badla kaise liya...mere khayal se tune use lita-lita kar,ragad-ragad kar...aage-peechhe ,upar-neeche ...har jagah choda hoga....main bahut excited hoon us hot moment ko sunne ke liye "
"uske liye phhir se ateet ke samundar me dubki marni padegi..."
"haan to maar na dubki..3 ghante hai mere paas.."ghadi me time dekhte hue Varun bola...
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Saurabh aur Arun ko wapas aane me teen se char din ka samay lag gaya aur ye teen se char din mere liye bahut boring sabit hue...sala bilkul maza hee nahi aa raha tha in dono ke bina...college me to phhir bhi Sulabh ke rahne ke karan thoda bahut man lag jata tha lekin hostel me aane ke baad sala pura time mujhe katne ko daudata....
jab ye dono bhu se milkar wapas aaye to jaan me jaan aayi .Saurabh aur Arun ke wapas aane ke baad phhir se apni wahi purani zindagi shuru ho gayi. humlog din bhar college me teachers ko pareshan karte aur college se aane ke baad kisi junior ko pakad kar usase cigarette mangwate aur free me peete , humare is kaam me humara junior Rajshri Pandey humari bahut help karta tha, wo khud hume aakar un ladko ke name bata jata jinke paas bahut paise the aur wo thode fattu type ke the...badle me Rajshri Pandey ko humlog kuchh cigarette packet se nikal kar de dete the....
din aise hee beet rahe the ki ek din college jate waqt college ke bahar mujhe deepika mam dikhi jo apni car se utar rahi thi...meri jaankari me ye baat aa chuki thi ki Deepika mam ne ek nayi car kharidi hai, jiske baad mujhe ye samajhne me bilkul bhi der nahi lagi ki deepika ke paas ye car Gautam ke baap ki meharbani se aayi hai matlab ki ye car deepika mam ke us kaam ka mehtana tha jiske badaulat main 3 mahine tak hospital me admit tha...
waise to deepika mam ko dekhte hee mera sharir ka aadha khoon jal utha lekin phhir maine jabarjasti apne hontho par ek muskan bikherate hue uski taraf badha....
"uske paas kyun ja raha hai, abhi ye sahi waqt nahi hai..."mujhe deepika ki taraf jate dekh Arun ne mujhe rok kar kaha...
"ab kya main subh muhurat nikalwaunga us randi se baat karne ke liye...aaja time paas karke aate hai..."
"tu phhir lafda karega yar "
"teen mahine pahle jo hua ,usase to chhota hee lafda hoga aur waise bhi us kutiya ko iska ahsaas hona chahiye ki main form me aa chuka hoon aur uski *** chodne ke liye bilkul taiyar hoon..."
"tu ja main tujhe direct class me milta hoon..."bolte hue Arun college ke gate ki taraf badhne laga to maine peechhe se uska collar pakda aur bola..
"tu kidhar khisak raha hai be..."
"jane de yaar..."
"abey samjha kar,jab kisi ke samne uska mazak udaunga to uski aur bhi jyada jalegi..chal ab..."
Arun ko jabarjasti kheechte hue main parking ki taraf badha,jaha deepika mam apna car lock kar rahi thi...
"aur sun baklol...waha us MC ke samne chup-chap mat rahna,matlab ki jab bhi main uski chhilayi karo to jor se hasna...samjha"
Jawab me Arun ne apni gardan haan me hilayi aur shanti se mere sath Parking ki taraf badha.deepika mam car ko lock kar chuki thi aur parking se nikal hee rahi thi ki maine Arun ke sath waha peechhe se entry mari...
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"oye deepika sun..."deepika mam ke theek peechhe pahuchkar maine use jor se aawaz di ,jiske karan wo shuru me thoda dar gayi aur peechhe palti...parking me is waqt hum teeno ke siwa aur bhi kuchh log the,lekin wo humse door the isliye unhe meri aawaz sunayi nahi di....pahle-pahal to deepika mam mujhe dekhte hee kahi kho gayi lekin baad me apne hontho par smile late hue meri taraf badhi....
"tu,mujhe direct name se bula raha hai...do you thing ki main iski shikayat Hod aur Principal sir se nahi karungi...huh "
"pahli baat to ye ki tu iski shikayat chahe Hod se kar ya phhir Principal se...tu chahe to iski shikayat apne baap se bhi kar de,mujhe koyi fark nahi padta aur dusari baat ye huh,puh ,muh mere samne mat kar...warna yahi ek mukka tere doodh me de marunga...sali randi.."
Maine kaha aur jaisa ki plan tha Arun ne jordar thahaka lagaya...meri is harkat par deepika ek baar phhir kuchh der ke liye kahi kho gayi , wo shayad us waqt ye soch rahi thi ki mujhe kya jawab de,jisase ki main chup ho jaun...jisase ki meri bejjati ho jaye...lekin har koyi Arman nahi hota jo ek seconds me dialogue soch kar samne wale ke upar jor se fek kar mar de 
"rahne de, tujhse nahi hoga...tu bas different variety ke lund apne muh me le sakti hai...chal ye bata ki is car ke badle tune Gautam ke baap ka lawda bhi liya hai ya phhir tune mere sath jo doglayi ki usi se tera kaam ho gaya..."
"SHUT UP ! Get lost from here..."apne daant chabate hue deepika mam ne badi dheemi aawaz me kaha...taki waha aas-paas walo ko ye maloom na chale ki main uska external tarike se rape kar raha hoon....waise to ye kaam mera tha ki jab main uska external tarike se rape karu to kisi ko iski bhanak na lage ,lekin ab jab wo mera kaam khud kar rahi thi to mujhe ab kisi bhi baat ki parvaah nahi thi...
"pahli baat to ye ki tere muh se sperm ki badboo aa rahi hai ,pakka tune kisi ka lawda muh me subah-subah liya hai aur brush nahi kiya....aur dusari baat ye ki ye parking tere baap ki nahi hai jo main tere bolne se chala jaun...."
maine kaha jiske baad humare plan ke mutabiq Arun ne phhir se apne daant dikha diye....
"dobara maar khayega tab sudharega tu...ruk ja sham tak..."bolkar deepika palti aur waha se jane lagi...
"ek minute ruk ja janeman..."daudkar main deepika ke samne gaya aur bola"pahli baat to ye ki Gautam ke baap ko kaise handle karna hai mujhe maloom hai...kal hee S.P. Se baat hui hai meri aur aaj college ke baad main unhi ke ghar me shift hone wala hai...jaha Gautam ka baap mere lund ka ek baal bhi nahi ukhad sakta aur dusari baat ye ki tu mujhe sham tak me apna jalwa dikhayegi na...to tu dikha,tujhe jo karna hai tu kar..chahe to nangi hokar naach le ya phhir apne gand me bamboo ghusa le kyunki tujhse apna badla lene ke liye main aaj sham tak ka intezaar nahi karunga,balki abhi hee kuchh periods ke baad main tujhe is kadar college me nanga karunga ki log tujhpar mutenge bhi nahi....aaj tera is college me aakhiri din hai...Arun,plan yaad hai na ki hume kya karna hai..."
"are sala bilkul yaad hai, meri un logo se baat ho chuki hai..."Arun ne bhi mere haan me haan milaya ,jiske baad deepika ki aur bhi phhat gayi .
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"Arman ,waise plan kya hai...mujhe to kuchh bhi nahi bataya tune..."parking me deepika ki gand fadne ke baad jab hum dono college ke andar dakhil hue to Arun ne puchha...
"actually,koyi plan hee nahi hai,wo to maine deepika randi ko aise hee darane ke liye kah diya tha... "
"bose dk, lawda main to parking me teri badi-badi baate sunkar bhari khush tha...par tu to sala mujhe chodu bana gaya.."
"tujhe chodu kya banana ,wo to tu already hai "Arun ki shakal dekhkar maine haste hue kaha"dekh, ye mujhe maloom hai ki main aaj uska kuchh nahi karne wala ,ye tujhe maloom hai ki mere paas abhi filhal koyi plan nahi hai...lekin ye baat us randi ko nahi maloom..."
"isase kya hoga..."
"isase ye hoga mere gay partner ki"Arun ke kandhe par hath rakhte hue maine kaha"uski aaj pure din fategi ki ab kuchh hone wala hai...uske dil aur dimag me ek dar baitha rahega ,jiske baad wo apni gand sahlati hui bechain rahegi..."
"oh...ab samjha.."
"chal bol papa,isi baat pe.
"tu ruk kyun gaya, aage bata na.."
"bhookh lagi hai, jao tum dono Varun aur Arun mere liye khana banakar lao..."pet pakad kar letate hue maine kaha aur Varun ko pukara..
"haan bol.."
"yar Varun ! Apun soch rela hai ki jab Nisha mere sath rahegi tab wo kya mast dhansu khana banayegi...teri tarah nahi ki kabhi khana jal gaya, kabhi chawal geela ho gaya..."
"tu uski badayi kar raha hai ya meri burayi..."
"dono... "bolte hue maine ek baar phhir apna pet sahlaya ,jo bhookh se tadap raha tha .
Arun aur Varun khana banane me busy the aur main Arun ka mobile uthakar Nisha ka number try kar raha tha...main abhi tak teen baar Nisha ko call kar chuka tha ,lekin Nisha ne ek baar bhi phone nahi uthaya....
"lagta hai sasur ji uske aas-paas hai..."mobil ko bistar par door phhek kar main bola ki tabhi mobile baj utha....screen par number dekha to mera name likha hua tha, yani ki call Nisha ki thi.
"bahut jaldi reply kar diya..."
"wo..wo game khel rahi thi mobile pe aur jab tumne call kiya to socha ki ye wala stage pahle khatm kar lu..phhir tumse baat karti hoon"
"to kar liya stage khatm..."
"no...game over ho gaya "
"Lol..."haste hue maine kaha"ek baat bata, tu khana bana leti hai na..."
"ummm...na"
"kya tujhe khana banana nahi aata..."jabarjast tarike se main chauka aur ekdum se khada ho gaya..
"kisi ne kabhi sikhaya hee nahi..."
"to sikh le, warna bahut marunga "
"tum mazak kar rahe ho ,right"
"wrong, main ekdum se serious hoon...."
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"le be thus le..."ek plate mere hath me pakdate hue Varun bola"jab tak mere sath hai khana kha le,baad me to tujhe khud se hee bana kar khana padega..."
"Nisha, main baad me call karta hoon...tab tak tu game khel "
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Nisha se baat karne ke baad maine apna pet bhara aur jab pet bhar gaya to main bola...
"sale kitna bekar khana banate ho be,sharam karo lawdo ,"
"dekh beta, aisa hai ki jyada bolega to raat ka khana tujhe hee banana padega...."
"main to mazak kar raha tha... "jab raat ke khana banane ki talwar mujh par atki to maine turant jawab diya .
Arun aur Varun ,jab khana kha chuke to maine apni yaddasht ko wahi se play kiya jaha par kuchh der pahle pause kiya tha 
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us din Parking me deepika mam ko maine jo dhamki di thi ,uska uspar bahut gahra asar hua. Meri dhamki itni asardar thi ki usi din sham ko jab hum log hostel me baithkar carrom khel rahe the to Vibha ne mujhe call kiya. Vibha ki call dekhkar sabse pahle mere sharir ke main point ne react kiya aur phhir baad me mere hath ne....
"lawda gaddari koyi nahi karega main abhi aaya..."
Maine carrom ka game chhoda aur room se bahar aakar Vibha ki call recieve kiya....
"Arman, main Vibha..."
"Vibha, main Arman..."
"Arman, tum mera mazak uda rahe ho..."
"kaam kya hai ye bol, abhi apun bhari busy hai..."
"wo mujhe kahna tha ki tum...main tumse kahna chahti hoon ki...actually mujhe bahut important baat karni hai,i hope ki tum bura nahi manoge..."
"i hope ki main bura na manu..."
"wo mujhe deepika ne call karne ko kaha tha, wo apne kiye par bahut sharminda hai aur usne kaha hai ki yadi tum sab kuchh bhool jao to tum dono ke beech pahle wala relation ho jayega "itna bolkar Vibha chup ho gayi aur main uske kuchh aur kahne ka intezaar karne laga "and as a teacher , main tumhe salah deti hoon ki tumhe deepika mam ki baat maan leni chahiye...kyunki faltu me ladne ka koyi fayda nahi hai..."
Main kuchh der ke liye chup raha aur phhir bola"Okay..."
"kya.."
"thik hai ,mujhe manjoor hai...lekin.."
"thanks..."Vibha beech me boli
"lekin meri ek shart hai aur wo shart ye hai ki tujhe mere sath sex karna padega aur Electrical branch me jo nayi mam aayi hai ,use bhi mere sath sex karne ke liye use razi karna padega..."
"what...tumhara dimag kharab ho gaya hai ,kya..."
"dimag to bahut pahle se kharab hai aur us deepika randi ko bol dena ki wo apni chut ka lalach dekar mujhse bach nahi sakti..usase ye bhi kahna ki main jab chahu uski jaisi maal pata sakta hoon lekin wo mere jaisa launda nahi pata sakti,even uska present time me jo boyfriend hai ,wo aakar mujhe sir...sir kahte rahta hai...."
"mind your language..."
"mind your business...chal phone rakh,warna teri bhi bejjati kar dunga..."
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Uske baad Vibha ne mujhe kabhi call nahi kiya.exam najdeek hone karan college me preparation leave lag gaya...jiske karan ab humara sara din hostel me beet raha tha...aise hee ek din ,subah-subah jab main gahri neend me tha to kisi ne room ka darwaja bahut jor se peeta...
"kaun hai be BC..."Saurabh ne gusse me kaha aur takiye se apna kaan dhak liya
"bhag ja warna ,jaha chhed dikhega wahi chodunga..."Arun ne bhi gusse me kaha aur takiye se apne kaan ko dhak liya...
"bhag ja warna ek baar lund phhek kar marunga to sara khandan chud jayega..."maine bhi takiye se kaan ko dhakte hue kaha...
"are main hoon, Rajshri Pandey..."
"are ye to bhai hai ,apna.." Saurabh bola..
"are ye to yar hai apna..."Arun bhi sur me sur milate hue bola
"are ye to pyar hai apna,.."darwaja kholte hue maine kaha"kyun be lodu, pahle name bata deta to kya hota...aur tu sale itni subah kar kya raha hai...."
"aapko wo top most breaking news pata chali ya nahi..."
"kaun si breaking news..."aankh malte hue aur ubayi lete hue maine puchha...
"deepika mam ko Principal ne life time ke liye college se nikal diya aur sath hee use college me misbeahaving ka certificate bhi thama diya..."
"ho gaya ,ab chal nikal yaha se..."
"kya Arman bhai..maine socha tha ki aap bahut khush honge..."
"dil pe mat le, ab chal ja yaha se..."
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Rajshri Pandey ko bhagane ke baad maine darwaje ko upar se,neeche se aur beech se band karke peechhe muda to dekha ki Arun aur Saurabh apne pure sharir ko chadar se lapete hue mujhe dekh rahe the aur sath me mujhe ghoor bhi rahe the....
"sorry yar ! Maine tum logo ko mere is plan ke baare me nahi bataya tha...lekin plan successful ho gaya,isliye aaj party."
barso pahle ek mahan vyakti ne ye kaha tha ki yadi sari duniya badle ki aag me aankh ke badle aankh lene lage to ek din aisa aayega jab puri duniya andhi ho jayegi...mujhe us mahan vyakti ka name to nahi maloom(yaha tak ki ye bhi nahi maloom ki wo male the ya female ) ,lekin unke dwara kahi gayi wo chand panktiya mujhe hamesha ke liye yaad ho gayi thi.phhir bhi maine deepika se apna badla liya yani ki aankh ke badle aankh aur yadi apne bollywood style me kahe to KHOON KE BADLE KHOON : 
Main us mahan vyakti ka virodh nahi kar raha lekin kabhi - kabhi humare samne aisi situation aa jati hai ,jab hume Bhagat Singh banna padta hai. 
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"ye tune kiya hai kya, mujhe maa kasam yakin nahi ho raha..."
"mujhe bhi yakin nahi ho raha..."
Arun aur Saurabh abhi tak apne sharir me chadar lapete hue bistar par baithe the .
"main dheere-dheere karke explain karta hoon..."unki taraf badhte hue main bola...
"wo to tujhe karna hee padega, lekin pahle ye fan band kar...sala thand ke mare gand fati ja rahi hai...."
Maine fan band kiya aur wapas un dono ki taraf jate hue puchha"to kaha se shuru karu..."
"kaha se shuru karu ka kya matlab be...sari baate wahi se shuru kar jaha se tune iski shuruat ki thi...."
"ek minute..."apne dimag ko present se past me le jate hue maine wapas present me laya aur paas me rakhi chair ko kheench kar uspar baithte hue bolna shuru kiya"deepika mam ko principal ne college se isliye nikala kyunki aaj subah-subah hee usne deepika ka sex video college ke ek ladke ke sath dekha hai...iski shuruat tab hui thi jab tu aur Saurabh, bhu se milne uske college gaye the.us din, raat ko nashe me hone ke karan Rajshri Pandey aur uske dosto ki unke warden se ladayi ho gayi thi ,jiske baad wo sab bhag kar mere room me raat bitane aaye the..unse baato hee baato me mujhe ye maloom chala ki unme se ek wo ladka bhi hai jo deepika mam ka current time me boyfriend hai.bas tabhi mere 1400 gm ke dimag me ek sunami aayi ,aisi sunami jo deepika mam ko baha kar le jane wali thi...maine usi pal ye socha ki yadi in dono ki chudai ka scene kisi tarah Principal ke aankho tak pahucha diya jaye,to deepika mam ki jabarjast bejjati bhi hogi aur sath hee sath use zindagi bhar ke liye college nikala ghosit kar diya jayega....jab pura plan taiyar hua to maine ispar turant kaam chalu kar diya aur agle hee din us ladke se mila jise deepika ne fansa rakha tha. Shuru me to usne meri baat manne se inkar kar diya aur tab mujhe use dhamkana pada...jaise ki main uska wahi haal karunga..jo maine Varun aur Gautam ka kiya tha...maine us ladke se kaha ki yadi wo meri baat nahi manega to main uske baap ko call karke uske aur deepika mam ke relation ke baare me sab-kuchh bata dunga..meri dhamkiya sunkar wo sala ek pal me ro pada, pata nahi deepika ne kaise fattu ko apna boyfriend banaya tha us din maine usase ye bhi kaha ki yadi wo mera sath deta hai to aaj ke baad wo mera khas dost kahlayega aur main chudai ke video me uska face nahi dikhaunga....maine use aur bhi kayi dhamkiya aur lalach diye ,aakhirkar jab wo maan gaya to maine usase information li ki deepika mam uske sath kab aur kaha sex karti hai, jawab me mujhe pata chala ki har saturday ko jab college ki jaldi chhutti hoti hai to wo aur deepika computer lab me apna programme shuru karte hai. 
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Ye information mere liye bahut faydemand sabit hone wali thi ,kyunki deepika apne room me chahe Barak Obama se sex kare, wo uska personal matter tha,lekin college ke andar college ke hee student se chudai machana ,ye ek tarah se illegal bhi tha aur college ki reputation ko girana bhi isme shamil tha . Maine bahut jagah hath-pair markar...kahi se ek chhota sa camera jugad kiya aur computer lab me usi ladke ke hatho us jagah set karwaya ,jaha se un dono ka khel us camera me aasani se record ho jaye....aur phhir ek din mauka dekhkar deepika ne first year ke sath milkar udhar computer lab me chudayi machayi aur idhar mera kaam pura ho gaya..."
"kab se tha wo video tere paas..."Saurabh ne puchha
"yahi pichhale kuchh 10-12 din pahle wo video mere hath aa gaya tha..."
"to kya abhi tak subh muhurat ka intezaar kar raha tha..."
"abey chutiyo, first year ke us ladke ke face ki editing karwani thi ,isliye time lag gaya..."
"bole to ekdum solid plan tha bhau, la jaldi se fb me upload karke us randi ki *** chodte hai "Excited hote hue Arun ne kaha...
"nahi yar, pata nahi kyun lekin aisa karne ke liye mere left side mujhe rok diya...warna mujhe yadi fb me ye video upload karna hota to main kab ka kar chuka hota ,even hazaro porn sites me upload karke use badnam kar sakta tha...lekin mera maqsad ye nahi tha. "
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"wo sab to thik hai kakke,lekin tu ye bata ki tujhe hum dono par bharosha nahi hai kya...jo kabhi bhi koyi baat hume nahi batata, sale hum tere dost hai lekin tere karname ki khabar hume sabse aakhiri me maloom chalti hai aur wo bhi dusaro ke muh se..."bistar se neeche aate hue Arun ne Saurabh se kaha"Saurabh, wo hockey stick nikal to,abhi sale ko teen mahine ke liye phhir se coma me bhejta hoon..."
"mujhe maloom hai Arun, tu mazak kar raha hai.tu mujhe maar nahi sakta..."
"mujhe to aisa nahi lagta "kahte hue Arun ne ek jordar mukka mere pet me mara....
"abey,itni jor se marega kya..."
"yadi itna hee dard ho raha hai to ye bata ki tu hume sari baat pahle kyun nahi batata...lawde "isi ke sath dusara mukka meri peeth par pada...
"wo kya hai ki... kisi mahan purush ne kaha hai ki ,jab aap khud koyi Raaz ki baat apne andar nahi rakh paye ,to phhir aap dusaro se kaise expect kar sakte ho ki wo ye baat kisi aur ko na bataye..."
"koyi fayda nahi hone wala beta,aaj to tu coma me jakar rahega..."
"ek aur baat aisi hai jo tum log ko main sabse pahle batane ja raha hoon...ab to chhod"
"achchha ,chal bata.."
"wo first year me jis senior ne meri ragging li thi na, uska bhi khel aaj khatm hone wala hai..."
"wo kaise..."Arun aur Saurabh ek sath bol pade"jaldi se bata..."
"aaj dopahar me wo kuchh kaam se city jayega,jaha uski kisi se bahas hogi aur phhir wo bahas ladayi me tabdil ho jayegi...jiske baad us senior ki jordar pelayi hogi . Mere khayal se ab ye batane ki koyi jaroorat nahi ki jo log us MC ko marenge wo mere aadmi honge

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Chapter-37:New Curve of Life
"Arman sir, i have a question..."beech me break lagate hue Varun ne kaha"tune video principal ko kaise dikhaya.kyunki Principal tera koyi dost to hai nahi jo tu uske kandhe par hath rakhkar deepika mam ki chudai ka video play kar dega... "
"yaad hai maine ek baar kaha tha ki Govt. College ke teachers ko sir bhale na kaho...lekin Peon ko sir kahna hee padta hai..."
"iska matlab tune peon ki madad se wo video..."
"yes..."beech me hee Varun ko rok kar maine kaha"aur tu ye baar-baar disturab mat kiya kar be,flow bigad jata hai..."
"okayyy...ab kuchh nahi bolunga."
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Fourth semester ke end tak wo sari aag bujh chuki thi jiski shuruat third semester se hui thi. Maine apne sare dushmano se apna badla le liya tha,chahe wo Gautam ho ya phhir Naushad...chahe wo deepika ho ya phhir first year me meri ragging lene wala wo senior jo aaj hospital me pada hua tha. Mujhe ye jaankar us din bahut sukoon mila jab mujhe ye information mili ki Naushad aur wo senior 4th sem. Ka exam nahi de payenge aur finally humare college ko deepika mam se chhutkana mil hee gaya. Mere khayal se deepika mam ko college se nikalwane ke karan jaha ek taraf mera badla pura hua wahi dusari taraf maine kayi sare ladko ko bigadne se bacha liya tha.(mujhe to noble prize milna chahiye  ).Deepika mam college se bhale chali gayi thi lekin itna to sure tha ki unka name is college me amar ho chuka tha kyunki college ke ladke ab uske name par different variety ke joke banane wale the aur jab ladke engineer ho to joke aur bhi jyada gahra aur khatarnak ho jata hai 
Gautam ke baap ke gundo ne mujhe bahut dhoya ,main isase inkar nahi karta....lekin maine Gautam ko buri tarah dhoya ,isko bhi koyi inkar nahi kar sakta. Isliye man hee man me maine ye maan liya ki isme bhi jeet meri hee hui hai.Mujhse buri tarah maar khane ke baad Gautam me achanak se bahut bada badlav aa gaya tha. Aksar college me jab hum na chahte hue bhi ek-dusare ke samne aa jate to wo chup-chap waha se nikal leta tha, ab uska role college me sirf basketball ki vajah tha.Gautam ek handsome launda tha ise main manta hoon lekin college ki bahut si ladkiya uske peechhe sirf uska basketball ka game dekhkar padi thi aur ladkiyo me uska craze aaj bhi wahi tha jo pahle ke dino me hua karta tha lekin ek sawal yaha bhi paida hota hai ki aakhir kab tak...kyunki jis bhi din main basketball court me dobara kadam rakhunga us din mere khayal se uska wo role bhi khatam ho jayega aur phhir college ki aadhi ladkiya mere peechhe pagal hogi. Lekin mera aisa kuchh bhi karne ka koyi mood nahi tha ,jiski do vajah thi...pahli vajah ye ki main khud ab basketball nahi khelna chahta tha aur dusari vajah ye ki ab main is ladayi-jhagde se tang aa chuka tha...main nahi chahta tha ki basketball ke game se Gautam ki dhak khatam karke main ek naye vivad ko janam du,jisase ek baar phhir wahi sab kuchh ho...jo pichhale kuchh mahine me hua tha.
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waise ek hisab se dekha jaye to college ka ye saal mere liye bahut achchha bhi raha kyunki maine college ke un bade se bade laundo ko pela,jo sher bane phhirte the aur un sabko marne ke baad college me ab sirf ek sher hee bacha tha aur wo main tha  .meri college me entry hote hee ladke aise behave karte jaise main koyi super hero hoon aur abhi-abhi duniya ko bacha kar aa raha hoon...ab mere aas-paas aksar bahut se ladko ka jhund rahne laga tha. Sare ladke aksar mujhse puchhate rahte ki maine kaise sabko pela aur main mirch masale lagakar un sabko apne bahaduri ke kisse aise sunata ki wo log mere fan ban jate the. College me meri popularity ka grapgh ekdum maximum level par ja pahucha tha,jiska andaza maine facebook se lagaya. Jab maine pahle ki tarah wapas fb par active hua aur apni id log in ki to GET WELL SOON ke na jane kitne messeges, kitne comment meri profile par the. Aur college ke kayi sare ladko ki friend request bhi pending me thi. Main jab bhi koyi status ya photo facebook me chipkata to unpar 100-150 like to aam si baat ho gayi thi aur comments ki to puchho hee mat  
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Mujhe ek nuksan bhi meri in harkato ki vajah se uthana pada aur wo nuksan ye tha ki college ki lagbhag sabhi ladkiyo ne mujhe unfriend kar diya tha.... Ye nuksan uthane wala main akela nahi tha . Saurabh aur Arun ko bhi college ki lagbhag sari items ne unfriend kar diya tha ,jiska reason sirf itna sa tha ki main un dono ka khas dost tha....
mujhpar college ki ladkiyo ki is harkat ka koyi khas asar to nahi pada lekin Saurabh aur Arun ke to jaise zindagi bhar ki facebook me kamayi hui ladkiya lut gayi thi.bechare inhi ladkiyo ki vajah se wo dono na jaane kitne din fb me block rahe the 
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Yadi is saal kisi chiz ne mera dil dukhaya to wo tha mera exam na de pana...kyunki semester me 6 paper hee bade mushkil se clear hote the aur ab fourth semester me mujhpar direct 12 paper ka load aa gaya tha, jo ki bahut hee jyada mera dil dukha raha tha. dusari chiz jisne mera dil dukhaya tha ,wo thi Esha ka mujhse baat na karna....na jaane us bhoori aankh wali ladki me aisa kya tha ki itne sare jhamele hone ke bawjood,itne sare tension hone ke bawjood...uski tasveer aaj bhi dil aur dimag me ekdum clear thi. Jab bhi main akele hota ,jaise ki raat ko sote samay, thodi-bahut padhayi karte samay aur bathroom me nahate samay uski yaad aa hee jati thi. Lekin abhi kuchh dino pahle jab maine fb par log in kiya to paya ki usne mujhe block karke rakha hua hai...yani ki baat karne ka aakhiri rasta bhi CLOSED !
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teesari chiz jo mera dil dukhati hai ,wo hai Sidar ki maut....ye ek aisi ghatna thi,jiska asar sabse jyada hua tha.mujhe abhi bhi kabhi-kabhi lagta ki Sidar ki maut ek jhooth hai, dhokha hai...zindagi ka chhalawa hai...aksar uski kahi hui baate mere kano me gunjane lagti aur tab mujhe lagta ki jaise maine apne is char saal ke safar ke ek bahut hee aham ,ek bahut hee khas humsafar ko kho diya tha.....
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Exam khatm hue aur mere sare paper unexpected gaye, kyunki jaha maine ek taraf ummid laga rakhi thi ki mere hazaro back lagenge wahi dusari taraf main dus paper me sure tha ki ye to clear hee honge...baki ke do paper me 50-50 ka chance tha...lekin phhir bhi ek ummid thi ki main is baar full AC ke sath niklunga aur sabki faad dunga...exam ke baad mere man me ek vichar aaya ki yadi main abhi bhi padhna shuru kar du to main class me top maar sakta hoon...
third year shuru hone se pahle maine bahut sare plan banaye...jaise ki roj subah 6 baje uthna ,phhir padhayi karna ,phhir naha dhokar college jana,sham ko 5 baje college se aane ke baad do ghante aaram karna ,phhir 3-4 ghante padhayi karna aur aakhir me bakayada muth maarkar sona....maine socha ki ab no fight,no panga...maine tay kiya ki ab main bhi ek normal student ki life jiunga matlab ki khoob dil lagakar padhunga aur exam me achchhe marks lakar gharwalo ko khush karunga...
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ye sab karne ke liye sabse pahla kaam jo mujhe karna tha wo tha apne teachers ki respect karna aur class me ek bhi bakchodi na karke ekdum sincere rahna..kyunki mera aisa manna hai koyi bhi student apne teacher se tabhi kuchh seekh sakta hai,jab wo us teacher ki respect kare...isliye mera kaam ye tha ki kisi bhi teacher ko koyi bhi gali nahi bakunga...phhir chahe wo Vibha darling hee kyun na ho...
dusara kaam jo mujhe karna tha wo ye ki main padhne wale ladko ke sath rahu isliye main bhi wo karu jo 3 idiots me Raju Rastogi ne kiya tha...yani ki apna room badal kar kisi chatur jaise ladke ke room me shift ho jaye...lekin mere hostel me na to koyi chatur jaisa tha aur na hee main Raju Rastogi tha ,isliye is plan ko maine turant apne mind se delete maar diya...
teesara kaam jo mujhe karna tha wo ye ki har normal student ki tarah fadu tarike se discipline me rahna..bole to dress ekdum saaf ho aur chappu kisam ki ho....lekin dusare plan ki tarah isme bhi dikkate thi...pahli dikkat ye ki main koyi chappu dress nahi pahanne wala tha aur dusari dikkat ye ki ab sala kaun roj-roj apni college dress dhoye,isliye maine is plan ko bhi mind se delete kiya aur socha ki baad me sochenge,jab college shuru ho jayega  filhal abhi jo chhutti mili hai usko enjoy karte hai aur ghar ka badhiya khana khate hai 
Lambi chhutti aur training ke baad aakhirkar college shuru ho hee gaya aur hostel me aakar jo sabse pahla khayal mere dimag me aana chahiye tha ,wo padhayi ke baare me hona chahiye tha. Lekin mere dimag me jo khayal aaya wo padhayi ke baare me na hokar meri seniority ke baare me tha. Main ab third year me aa chuka tha yani ki Pre-Final year aur normally college ke new students third year aur final year ke ladko se bahut darte hai.isliye college ke hostel me andar gguste hee maine apna seena chauda kiya aur apne room me gaya....
jab mujhe koyi first year aur second year me nahi rok paya to third year me koyi kya rokega...ye sochate hue main dusare din college jane ke liye taiyar ho raha tha.
"yar ,Arman...ab to hum log third year me aa gaye hai,bole to ab ekdum fadu masti karenge kyunki ab hume rokne se teachers ki bhi gand fategi..."mujhe aaine ke samne se hatate hue Arun bola
"yo...beta Arun ,aaj college ka pahla din hai..isliye mere pair chhukar mera aashirwad le le..pura saal achchha jayega..."
"tu ab subah-subah mat kha aur la kanghi de..."
"kanghi......ummm..."yaad karte hue main bola"sala koyi aaya tha room me kanghi mangane,phhir maine use diya..."
abhi main yaad hee kar raha tha ki kanghi kiske paas hai,tabhi Arun ne tez aawaz me mujhe toka...
"to ja lekar aa...mana kiya tha na kisi ko kanghi dene se..."
"dekh..wo kya hai ki main danveer karna ki tarah hoon,isliye subah-subah mujhse yadi koyi meri jaan bhi mang le to main mana nahi kar sakta.usne to phhir bhi ek kanghi mangi thi..."
"beta yadi ,danveer banne ka itna hee shauk hai to apni chize dan kiya kar,warna muh me lawda pel dunga aur kya kaha tune...ki subah-subah tujhse koyi bhi aakar kuchh bhi mange to tu use mana nahi karta..."
"yo baby yo..."
"to phhir danveer ji, aap mujhe apna lund katkar dijiye..."
"balak ab teri murad puri nahi ho sakti,kyunki maine subah hee kisi ko kanghi dan me de di hai...tum kal aana bachcha.."
"Saurabh...bamboo dena to jara... is danveer ko pranam karne ka man kar raha hai..."
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Arun ke hath me hockey stick aate hee ek hath se apna bag uthakar main waha se bhaga aur mere peechhe Arun bhi bhaga...pahle main seedhiyo se neeche utarkar khada ho gaya aur ye socha ki shayad Arun wapas room ki taraf chala gaya hai...lekin hath me gada liye Arun seedhiyo se neeche utra aur yamraj ki style me apne daant dikhate hue bola
"ha...ha..ha..ab kaha jayega danveer.."
"duniya bahut badi hai baby..."bolte hue main hostel ke dusare chhor ki taraf bhaga,jaha se upar jane ke liye seedhiya bani hui thi....main kayi baar seedhiyo se upar chadha aur neeche utara lekin meri pareshani jara si bhi kam nahi hui kyunki Arun ab bhi apne hath me wo bamboo liye mujhe dauda raha...
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"ye sala,ek kanghi ke liye ro raha hai, dhat teri ki..."bhagte hue main chillaya"abey kutte, kyun mar riya hai aaj sham ko 10 kanghi lakar tere muh par fekunga...aur waise bhi teri wo peeli kanghi ekdum bakwas thi."
"tu to aaj bachega nahi,Arman...aaj ya to tu shahid hoga ya main..."
"ye lawda aise nahi manega..ise iski wo peeli color wali kanghi lakar deni hee padegi..."Seedhiyo se neeche utarte hue maine sochna shuru kiya"sabse pahle jo launda kanghi le gaya tha ,wo mere room se do room chhodkar rahta hai...lekin usne to kanghi lakar wapas kar di thi...uske baad neeche floor wala launda aaya aur kanghi lekar gaya aur...aur sale ne abhi tak kanghi wapas nahi lautaya,uski maa ki..."
Seedhiyo se upar chadhte hue main us ladke ke room ki taraf bhaga, jiske room me Arun ki wo peeli kanghi thi..daudte hue main seedhe us ladke ke room me ghusa aur mere peechhe Arun bhi room ke andar aaya.
"bose dk..jab saman late ho to wapas bhi kar diya karo..."hafte hue maine us ladke ko dekhkar kaha,jo mere room se kanghi lekar aaya tha.
mujhe dekhkar us ladke ke chehre ke rang achanak badal gaye aur usne apni geeli towel mujhe dekhte hue bistar par fek di...uski is harqat se main samajh gaya ki sale ka kanghi lautane ka koyi vichar nahi hai aur kanghi ko chhipane ke liye usne abhi-abhi bistar par apni towel feki hai. 
"sale kanghi chor..kallu, tu sale jitna bahar se kala koyla hai utna hee andar se bhi hai...la kanghi de."
"maine to teri kanghi wapas kar di thi,Arman...yaad kar"wo kallu jhooth bolte hue us towel ke upar baith gaya ,jiske neeche Arun ki kanghi thi.
"Arun,tere jute ka size kya hai.."maine puchha.
"kyun..."
"abey dialogue marna hai.."
"tu pahle mujhe meri kanghi lakar de...warna dialogue to main tujh par marunga.."
"bhad me ja..usne apne gand ke neeche kanghi chhipa rakhi hai.tu us sale kallu ki gand markar apni kanghi le le...main chala college."waha se bahar nikalte hue main badbadaya"BC ab tak to ye log pen,copy ,tel aur sabun churate the ,ab salo ne kanghi chori karna bhi shuru kar diya  "
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Bathroom me jakar maine apna chehra dhoya aur Arun ko galiya bakte hue Saurabh ke sath college ke liye nikal pada...
duniya me yadi aap bure kaam karoge to us bure kaam me sath dene ke liye sab turant razi ho jayenge lekin yadi aap us bure kaam ki jagah ek achchha kaam karne nikloge to koyi sath nahi dega upar se dus log aakar tokenge...aisa hee kuchh mere sath in dino ho raha tha.do din pahle hee main holiday manakar hostel aaya tha aur aate hee maine Saurabh,Arun se kaha ki is saal no masti,no panga only padhayi....maine itna kya kaha,wo dono sale mujhe aise dekhne lage..jaise maine unka khana chheenkar kha liya ho.usi din se ya phhir kahe ki usi pal se wo dono mujhe chidhane lage aur apni harsambhav koshish karne me jut gaye jisase mere sar se padhayi karne ka bhoot utar jaye...lekin maine un dono ki ek na suni aur aaj pahli baar har subject ke liye ek rough copy na lejakar har subject ke liye alag-alag copy le ja raha tha ,wo bhi bakayada cover chadha kar. 
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Is saal bhi kayi teachers ne humara sath chhoda,jisme dammo rani, aap physics ke khilaf nahi ja sakte ke janmdata-Shri Kurre sir bhi shamil the aur sach batau to in dono ke jane se main behad khush tha.  lekin ek bomb ab bhi mauzood tha aur wo bomb thi humari FM ki teacher Vibha...
maine aaj sari class me man lagakar padhayi ki,.jo-jo teachers ne board me likhaya use bakayada achchhe tarike se copy me utara.yaha tak ki maine lab ke liye bhi practical file aur pages kharid liye the,bole to apun padhne ke full mood me tha.
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"Arman...roll No. 11"
"Present mam..."hath khada karke maine apni upastithi Vibha mam ke khate me darj karayi....
jab sabne apni upastithi darj karwa di to Vibha apni jagah se uthi aur 5-5 ka group banane ko bolkar aage chali gayi....
"ab ek-ek karke har group aayega aur Turbines ke model dekhega..."Vibha mam ne kaha,jiske baad ek-ek group bari-bari se jata aur Turbines ke model dekhkar aata.jab sabne turbine dekh liya to Vibha ne sabko jo bhi aaj samjha hai use likhne ke liye kaha. Maine man lagakar samjha tha isliye bhaka-bhak likhna shuru kar diya aur non-stop 5 minute tak likhta raha. 
"stop writing..."bolte hue Vibha ne sabke pen ko viram diya aur phhir ek-ek ko bulakar personally batti dene lagi...mera roll no. thoda peechhe tha isliye main Arun ke paas gaya.
"kuchh likha be lawde ya abhi tak hila raha hai..."
"maa kasam yar,kuchh samajh hee nahi aaya.sali solid tarike se ijjat ko turbine me ghuma-ghuma kar chodegi..."ghabrate hue Arun bola"kuchh soch na be  "
"ek kaam kar, ye le mera copy tu dikha dena aur samne wale page par jo mera name likha hai,use fad dena..."kuchh sochte hue maine apni copy Arun ke hath me thama di.
"aur tu..."
"pyar karti hai Vibha mam mujhse,mujhe kuchh nahi kahegi.tu meri chinta chhod..."
"thanks yar, i love you."
" aisa kya,phhir muh me lena ek baar"
Main apne wallet me hamesha ek-do band-aid rakhta hee tha ,kyunki kya pata kab jaroorat pad jaye. Abhi Vibha mam roll no. 8 wale ko batti de rahi thi ki maine do band-aid wallet me se nikal kar left hand me chipkaya aur jab meri bari aayi to main khali hath Vibha mam ki taraf badha....
"khali hath kyun aaye, tumhari copy kaha hai..."
"mam main likh nahi sakta,hath me bahut gahra zakhm hai..."left hand Vibha mam ko dikhate hue maine kaha"yadi jara si bhi harkat karu to bahut dard hota hai..."
Vibha mam meri is chalaki par pahle muskurayi aur phhir chair me peechhe ki taraf hokar boli"tumhe bahana banana bahut aata hai ,mujhe pakka maloom hai ki tumhare hath me kuchh nahi hua hai...right "
"nahi..nahi, sach me mere left hand me dard ho raha hai aur yadi yakin na ho to band-aid kholkar dikhau..."
"rahne do...iski koyi jaroorat nahi."
"to phhir main jaun..."
"ek shart par..."chair par seedhe hote hue Vibha boli"tumhe deepika ka video kaha se mila..."
"deepika mam ke baare me sunkar mujhe bahut dukh hua, wo mere behad karib thi aur aap kis video ki baat kar rahi hai..."
"dekho Arman...main janti hoon ki wo video tumhi ne Principal ke hatho tak pahuchaya tha aur main kya,sara college ye janta hai..."
"mujhe nahi pata ki ye afwah kisne failayi hai aur aap to mera nature janti hee ho ki na to main kabhi jhooth bolta hoon  aur na hee koyi baat kisi se chhupata hoon...actually main ek khuli kitab ki tarah hai jise koyi bhi panne palat-palat kar padh sakta hai ."
"hmm..."
"main ye kahna chahta hoon ki yadi maine waisa kuchh kiya hota to main seena thok kar bolta ki maine kiya hai...."
"thik hai tum jao, "mujhe jane ke liye kahkar Vibha ne agle roll number wale ko bulaya,jo ki Arun hee tha..
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"kya boli wo item tere se..."jab Arun Vibha mam ke paas se aaya to maine uske aate hee puchha.
"kuchh khas nahi,bas meri badayi kar rahi thi thoda..."
"yani ki meri badayi...ab bol ki kya hua udhar"
"abey kaha na kuchh khas nahi,usne bas itna kaha ki Arun, tumhari writing superb hai...dhyan se padhayi karoge to achchhe marks score kar sakte ho..."apna bag taangkar Arun bola"chal ,hostel chalte hai...Vibha se maine permission le li hai..."
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Hostel ki taraf jate waqt mujhe Vibha ke dwara kahi gayi wo baat yaad aa rahi thi ,jo usne Arun se kaha tha aur tabhi mujhe mera plan no. #1 yaad aaya "Respect your teachers." 
ab Vibha pahle jaise bhi rahe ho lekin teacher banne ke baad wo puri tarah se sudhar chuki thi.meri vajah se Varun ke sath jo uska break up hua, wo tab se aaj tak single hee hai...kyunki yadi uska koyi naya majnu hota to kahi na kahi se mujhe khabar mil hee jati aur waise bhi mujhe kisi ke personal life se kya lena dena tha.Vibha chahe bahar jisase bhi chudwaye, chahe to wo bikni pahankar ghoome...wo uski life thi.isliye filhal to maine man hee man me ye tay kiya ki main ab usko be-matlab ki galiya nahi bakunga.....
Ye sochate hue main Arun ke sath hostel ki taraf badh raha tha.Saurabh dusare group me tha,isliye college se ek sath aana kabhi-kabhar hee ho pata tha. 
"Arman ,tujhe Varun ke baare me maloom chala ya nahi..."college se bahar nikalte hee Arun achanak ruk gaya
"kyun mar gaya kya wo..."maine puchha..
"nahi be, wo uska 7 saal ho gaya tha na to use college se nikal diya gaya hai...ab wo college nahi aa sakta aur is saal uska last chance hai yadi wo is saal bhi paper clear nahi kar paya to uspar NFT lag jayega bole to Not For Technical..."
"aisa bhi hota hai kya..."
"bilkul hota hai, ab college wale zindagi bhar to usko yaha rakhenge nahi..jara soch uski kya dhansu bejjati hone wali hai..."
"hone de,apne ko kya..."
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Thodi der baad hum dono hostel ke bahar pahuch gaye aur main is saal ke liye naye-naye plans aur strategy banane me busy tha ki Arun ki aawaz mere kano me padi...
"kyun be sale ,kallu...kanghi chor bose dk...idhar aa"Arun ne hostel se bahar nikalte hue us kanghi chor kallu ko apne paas aane ke liye kaha aur jab wo Humare paas aa gaya to Arun phhir se shuru ho gaya"ek to sale jhat ke jaisi shakal hai teri aur uspar tu kanghi chori karta hai lawde..wo bhi apne in mude-mude balo ke liye,jo mere jhat se bhi jyada mude hue hai...."
"tere se to handsome hee dikhta hoon..."jhujhlate hue kallu ne kaha...
"lawda dikhta hai mera tu. Beta yadi mere lund aur teri shakal ko ek sath dekha jaye to mera lund hee khubsurat dikhega....chal nikal yaha se,kanghi chor..."
Us kallu ko shayad ye dar tha ki kahi hum dono use pel na de kyunki last year humne jo karnama kiya...use dekhte hue ye to humare baye hath khel tha.isliye kallu chup-chap jis kaam ke liye nikla tha usi kaam ko karne ke liye waha se aage badh gaya....
"sun be..."abki baar maine use aawaz di"aate samay cigarette ka ek dibba lete aana warna chod-chod kar gora kar dunga..."
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Hum dono ka raub dekhte hue kallu ne haan me apna sar hilaya aur waha se humare paas se aage badh gaya...lekin tabhi mujhe mera plan no. 2 yaad aa gaya. maine kallu ko wapas bulaya aur use sorry kahkar cigarette lane ke mana kar diya.meri is harkat par jaha us kallu ki khushi ka thikana nahi tha wahi dusari taraf mera khas dost mujhe bedhadak sunaye ja raha tha aur baar-baar mujhse yahi puchh raha tha ki "jab free me cigarette mil rahi thi to maine mana kyun kar diya...."
"samjha kar,kabhi kabhar nek kaam bhi kar lena chahiye...."
"tu beta,ab mujhse tab tak baat mat karna,jab tak tu mere liye cigarette ka packet nahi le aata..."apne pair patakte hue Arun waha se akele hostel ke andar ghus gaya....
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Maine kallu ko cigarette lane ke liye mana isliye kiya tha kyunki mujhe achanak mera plan no. #2 yaad aa gaya tha ,jiske anusar"Quit Smoking as early as possible..."
Ab cigarette aur daru ki lat to ekdum se to chhut nahi sakti isliye maine decide kiya ki...dheere-dheere karke smoking bhi chhod dunga aur daru bhi....
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Waha se main bina hostel gaye ,dukan ki taraf badha aur cigarette ki ek packet lekar hee hostel me aaya...room me pahucha to dekha ki waha to puri mandali jama hui hai aur sab bhai log kisi topic pe vad-vivad kar rahe the...
"le be tham..."Arun ke muh par cigarette ka packet fekte hue maine puchha"aur ye mahabharat kyun chhed rakha hai..."
"Arman bhai ,aap pahle ye batao ki Vibha aapko kaisi lagti hai..."us mandali me apna Rajshri bhi shamil tha aur jab usne mujhse ye puchha ki Vibha mujhe kaisi lagti hai to main fauran samajh gaya ki inke vad-vivad ka topic Vibha hee hai...
"maal lagti hai ,kyun "
"are maal to wo sabko lagti hai Arman bhai...mere puchhane ka matlab tha ki uska nature kis tarah ka hai..."
"hmm...thik-thak to hai,bas students par work load jyada de deti hai kabhi-kabhi..."
"are Arman bhai ,aap abhi bhi nahi samjhe..."
"abey to tu hee bata de ki sahi answer kya hai aur lawde tujhe koyi kaam dham nahi rahta kya jo jab dekho mere hee room me ghuse rahta hai..."
"mujhe to Vibha mam randi lagti hai...Arman bhai..."Rajshri ne apne daant dikhaye ,jo Rajshri khane ke karan laal ho gaye the.
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Plan No #1 -Respect your teachers....
mere kaan me jaise ye aawaz gunji aur maine turant na me sar hilakar un sabko fauran waha se jane ke liye kaha....
"apun abhich chala jayega...lekin pahle Saurabh bhai ye batayenge ki kaun jeeta...."bolte hue Rajshri Pandey ne apna rukh Saurabh ki taraf kiya....
"tamam sabuton aur gawaho ko maddenazar rakhte hue ye adalat is nateeje par pahuchi hai ki Rajshri ke sath jyada ladko ka samarthan hone karan Vibha ko randi aur Rajshri aur Arun ko ye adalat vijeta ghosit karti hai...jo launde is debate me haar gaye hai unhe ye adalat abhi turant yaha se khisakne ka huqum deti hai."
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"Vibha randi nahi hai be,tum log na kisi ke baare me bhi kuchh bhi bolte rahte ho..."sabke jane ke baad maine Arun se kaha..
"tu jab se ghar hokar aaya hai,tab se main observe kar raha hoon ki tera rang badalta ja raha hai.."
"abey Arun ,ab yadi tu apni girlfriend ko patakar thokega to kya tujhe sab randwa kahenge...to phhir tum log Vibha ko randi kyun bol rahe ho,usne to sirf Varun ka hee liya hai...isme wo randi kaha se ho gayi..."
Mere muh se ye sab sunkar Saurabh aur Arun buri tarah chauk gaye ,unhe yakin hee nahi ho raha tha ki mere jaisa launda Vibha ko respect de raha hai....
"wo sab to thik hai...lekin kya tu mujhe ye batayega ki tu aaj uski side kyun le raha hai..."
Arun ke is sawal ne mujhe sochane ke liye mazboor kar diya ,main Vibha ki side kyun le raha hoon...kyunki mere plan no. #1 ke mutabiq mujhe sirf class me teachers ko respect dena tha...phhir Vibha ka mamla aate hee main itna uttejit kaise ho gaya ?
"tum dono chup rahoge be, main abhi padhayi kar raha hoon..."
Raat ko 7 baje jab padhne likhne ka mood hua to main book kholkar baith gaya aur abhi 7 se 8 baj chuke the...lekin abhi tak ek ghante me main sirf ek paragraph padh paya tha,jiska karan ye tha ki Arun aur Saurabh college ki apni behudi baate kar rahe the...Shuru me Arun use batane laga ki aaj lab me kya hua aur jab wo chup hua to Saurabh shuru ho gaya....un dono ki jab lab ki baate khatm hui to aaj khane me kya milega ispar dono bahas karne lage.....
"lawdo, bhago yaha se.."gusse se kitab band karte hue main uth khada hua...
"abey Arman, tu bhi kya abhi se kitab kholkar padhne baith gaya ,asli engineers to raat ko 12 baje ke baad padhayi karte hai aur waise bhi padhne likhne se kiska bhala hua hai...." thande lahje me Saurabh ne kaha ,jiska Arun ne bhi samarthan dete hue kaha"tu beta, kisi tantrik ke paas jakar jhad-phhook kara...tujhe pakka kisi kitabi keede ki nazar lag gayi hai...isiliye tu aajkal sarifo wali harkate karne laga hai..."
"soch le Arun...kyunki yadi aaj maine nahi padha to kal ki lab me tujhe kaun answer batayega aur kuchh ladke to ye bhi bol rahe the ki kal shayad HOD sir bhi mauzood honge waha lab me..."
"sach... "
"tujhe to pata hee hai ki main kabhi jhooth nahi bolta "
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Arun apna sar khujate hue kuchh der tak kisi soch me dooba raha aur phhir wo bhi file pakad kar likhne baith gaya bole to ab main aur Arun ekdum shant the. 
"maro salo...abhi to masti ke din hai...jab ye din nikal jayenge tab rote rahoge ki kash...kash wo ek din phhir se aa jaye,jab dobara se wahi third class ki life jeene ka maza liya ja sake..."tej tarrar tever me hum dono ko bolte hue Saurabh waha se bahar nikal gaya aur main aur Arun ek dusare ka muh takne lage....
"bhad me jaye..."bolte hue maine wapas se FM ki book kholi aur dusare paragraph se reading shuru ki....
"gand maraye ..."bolte hue Arun bhi file complete karne me busy ho gaya....
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main janta tha ki yadi Saurabh aur Arun me se kisi ek ko apni taraf karna ho to sabse pahle Arun par jaal fekna chahiye kyunki Arun thoda bhola kisam ka tha aur yadi use kisi chiz ke liye dara diya jaye to wo thoda-thoda darne bhi lagta tha...jaisa ki maine abhi kuchh der pahle hod ka dar uske dil me bitha diya,jiski vajah se wo is samay file complete kar raha tha. Actually mujhe pahle se hee maloom tha ki Saurabh aur Arun ,meri study me kaante ki tarah chubhenge isliye maine pahle se hee tay kar rakha tha ki Arun ko kisi tarah se manakar apne side me karna hai aur isiliye maine aaj FM ki lab me Arun ko apni copy thama diya tha...jisase wo baad me mera sath de. FM ki lab ke baad Arun ko thoda-thoda yakin ho chala tha ki class me ya phhir lab me ,usase jab bhi koyi sawal puchha jayega to main use us sawal ka jawab dekar uski insult hone se bacha lunga...lekin un sawalo ke jawab dene ke liye mujhe pelam-pel padhayi karni thi...jo ki main is waqt man lagakar kar raha tha.....
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"abey ye lawdi padha rahi hai ya rape kar rahi hai...sala 12 ghante full neend lekar aaya hoon,lekin isko dekhkar aisa feel ho raha hai ki yahi par so jaun...fala itni neend to mujhe tab bhi nahi aayi hogi jab bachpan me meri maa mujhe loriya sunakar sulati thi...."Vibha mam ki class me kahar dhate hue Arun ne kaha aur apna kahar jari rakhte hue wo bola"Arman ,ek kaam karte hai...main na iski aawaz ko record kar leta hoon aur raat ko jab neend nahi aayegi to headphone fansakar iska lecture sunenge...main gurantee deta hoon iski aawaz sunne ke baad solid neend aayegi..."
"chup kar gandu,wo tujhe hee dekh rahi hai..."
"isko mera lund chahiye isiliye sara period bhar mujhe line deti rahti hai ,kutiya,sali..."
"aisa mat bol be,thoda sa to respect de...teacher hai wo apun ki..."
"are lund mera...isase achchha to main padha lunga aur BC ye recess kyun nahi ho raha aaj"
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Arun ki khunnas dekhkar main samajh gaya ki use is samay samjhana bekar hai isliye main Arun se thoda khisak kar baith gaya,taki Vibha mam jab humari taraf nazar mare to use ye na lage ki Arun ke sath main bhi baat kar raha hoon....
"Arman tune Varun ke baare me suna kya..."jamhayi marte hue Arun meri taraf khiska"uspar NFT lag gaya hai ,NFT bole to..."
"Not for technical...i know, tune hee kal bataya tha...ab jaha se khiska hai wapas wahi pahuch ja..."Arun se thodi doori aur banate hue maine kaha....
Class khatm hone me ya phhir kahe ki recess hone me jab thoda samay baki tha to Vibha mam ne Arun ko khada kiya aur last question ka answer puchha....
"56.68 KN..."dheere se maine kaha aur phhir Arun ne yahi answer jor se kaha....jiske baad sare students ka muh fata ka fata rah gaya...khud Vibha mam kuchh der ke liye shocked ho gayi thi.....
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Aakhirkar wo waqt aa hee gaya,jab recess ki ghanti baji aur mere khas dost Arun ke jaan me jaan aayi...
"achchha hua,jo class chhut gayi,meri to bhookh ke mare gand hee fat gayi hai...chal kuchh charkar aate hai hostel se."
"bhookh to apun ko bhi lagi hai..chal"
Abhi hum dono hostel jane ke liye class se nikle hee the ki students ki bhari bheed dekhkar hum dono ruk gaye...us bheed me bahut se students ne kisi ko gher rakha tha aur apna name, apni branch ke sath chilla-chilla kar bata rahe the....
"tu ruk,main dekh kar aata hoon..."bolte hue Arun kuchh der ke liye us bheed me shamil ho gaya...
Arun jab wapas lauta to uska chehra ekdum khushi ke mare aise khila hua tha jaise ki college ki kisi ladki ne use apni chudai karne ka offer de diya ho  
"kya hua be,itna kahe khush hai..."
"Launde log picnic plan bana rahe hai..."
"sale gays kahi ke..."
"abey laundiya bhi jayengi us picnic me...soch sala kitna maza aayega. Tu dekhna Arman 10-12 maal to main yun chutki bajakar pata lunga...."
"kya kaha tune ,ladkiya bhi jayengi  "
"yes  tu bole to abhich apna,tera,Saurabh aur Sulabh ka name entry karwa du kya..."
"haan...ja jaldi jake entry karwa..."Arun ko dhakka dete hue maine kaha...lekin phhir achanak mujhe mere third plan ki yaad aayi .
"Plan No. #3-Stay Away from Girls...."
jiska saaf matlab tha ki mujhe picnic me nahi jana chahiye 
Jinke ghar toofan me tabah ho jate hai aur jab wo dobara apna ghar basate hai to mere khayal se unke dil aur dimag me us toofan ka dar baitha rahta hai ki kahi ek baar phhir se koyi toofan aakar unke ghar ko barbaad na kar de...ye dar unke jehan me zindagi bhar ke liye baith jata hai ki kahi phhir se koyi andhi aur toofan na aa jaye...
aur aisa hee kuchh-kuchh is samay mujhe lag raha tha. Main Nisha ke sath ek park me baitha hua tha aur yahi soch raha tha ki 8th Semester ki kahani kismat dobara na dohra de. Dobara apna ghar basane wale ki tarah mere dil me us toofan ka dar tha,jo 8th semester me aaya tha.
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"Arman...tumne abhi tak bataya nahi ki main kaisi lag rahi hoon..."apne ungaliyo se mere hath ko sahlate hue Nisha puchhi
"ekdum dhansu..."bolkar main chup ho gaya...
Mujhe chup dekhkar Nisha ek baar phhir mujhe ajeeb nazaro se dekhne lagi.
"kya hua ? Tum mujhse baat kyun nahi kar rahe aur ye ek-ek line bolkar kho kaha jate ho..."Nisha boli. wo ab bhi mere hath ko sahla rahi thi.
"uncle ji ki tabiyat kaisi hai ab...."Nisha ne jab mera hath sahlate hue apna nakhoon gadaya to main apne khayalat se bahar aaya.
"ye tum lagatar teesari baar puchh rahe ho ki ,dad ki tabiyat kaisi hai...so boring  "
"achchha..."Nisha ki taraf apna chehra karte hue maine kaha"yadi aisa hai to phhir kuchh interesting kare..."
"no...no...no"
"yes...yes...yes "
"are wo sab karne ke liye ye sahi jagah nahi hai..."mujhe door dhakelte hue Nisha boli"ek baat puchhu..."
"kya..."
"pahle promise karo ki bura nahi manoge...."
"oye...ye pakau ladkiyo wali harkat mat kar  matlab ki jo puchhna hai puchh aur waise bhi bura wo manta hai jiske paas ......."bolte hue main beech me hee ruk gaya
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"wo tumhare mobile me ek video hai,jisme tum ek ladki se ajeeb se language me kuchh kah rahe ho aur phhir wo ladki ,jo tumne kaha hai,use repeat karti hai lekin wo baar-baar galat bolti hai jiske baad tum apna sar pakad lete ho aur phhir ek kagaj me use kya bolna hai ,wo likhkar dete ho...."
"wo...wo kuchh nahi hai,wo to bas aise hee college ki ek friend thi...jise main teen alag-alag language me sorry bol raha tha...."badi asani se bina ek pal hichkichaye maine,Nisha se turant jhooth bol diya...kyunki sach batane par wo aur bhi bahut kuchh puchhati ya phhie kahe ki sab kuchh puchhti....
"Arman...."
"yes..."Nisha ke kandhe par apna hath rakhkar use apne paas late hue maine kaha...
"Arman , mujhe maloom hai ki tum us ladki ko sorry nahi balki i love you bol rahe the...."
itna bolkar Nisha chup ho gayi aur meri taraf masoom si nazaro se dekhne lagi aur main uski masoom si aankho me dekhte hue ek naya bahana dhoondh raha tha aur phhir muskurate hue maine kaha....
"aisa kuchh bhi nahi hai,Actually us din maine apne ek dost se shart lagayi thi ki mujhe us video wali ladki ko i love you bolna hai aur wo ladki mere i love bolne par bilkul bhi naraj na ho....isliye maine teen alag-alag language me use i love bola jiski bhanak us ladki ko nahi lagi aur main shart jeet gaya.."
"oh ! too funny...good trick to say i love you to someone...mujhe bhi tum wo teen lines bolo aur phhir main unhi teen lines ko repeat karungi..."
"kya baat hai bade hee romantic mood me lag rahi hai "
"are tum bolo na..."
Main kuchh der chup rahkar un teen lines ko yaad karne laga aur jab mere dhyan me wo teeno lines aa gayi to maine kaha jiske baad Nisha ne unhi teen lines ko repeat kiya...aakhiri line bolte hue Nisha itni jyada khush ho gaye ki usne mujhe gale laga liya aur main....mera kya ,main to hamesha hee in sab kamo ke liye taiyar rahta hoon  
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Nisha ko kaskar pakde hue mera dimag ek baar phhir ghuma aur main phhir se kuchh sochane laga bina iski parvah kiye ki Nisha mujhse kuchh kah rahi hai...aur pahle ki tarah is baar bhi main hosh me tab aaya jab Nisha ne apna nakhoon mere peeth par gadaya....
"tum us video wali ladki se pyar karte the na..."mujhse door hote hue Nisha ne meri aankho me dekha....
pahle ki tarah wo ab bhi ekdum masoom si lag rahi thi aur pahle ki tarah main phhir se uski aankho me aankhe gadaye koyi bahana dhoondh raha tha....
"it's okay, mujhe koyi problem nahi...waise us ladki ka name kya tha..."
"Esha..."bina ek pal gawaye maine kaha..
"wo tumhare layak nahi lagti ,bilkul bhi nahi....uski shakal dekh kar koyi bhi bata sakta hai ki wo ek jiddi aur ghamandi ladki hai,achchha hee hua jo wo ab tumhare sath nahi hai..."
Nisha ka Esha ke bare me aisa kahne par main samajh gaya ki wo Esha se jal rahi hai aur isiliye usne kuchh der pahle teen alag-alag language me mujhse thik usi tarah 'i love you' kahalwaya...jaisa ki ek jamane me maine Esha se kaha tha...Nisha ki is jalne wali harkat par main dil hee dil me muskuraya aur bola...
"Nisha ek baat bata, tujhe maloom kaise chala ki maine Esha ko sorry nahi balki 'i love you' kaha tha..."
"google me search kiya aur result samne aa gaya...bahut intelligent hoon na main..."
"hmm..."kahte hue maine Nisha ko pakda aur park me jaise dusare couple kar rahe the ,waisa hee maine bhi kiya aur Nisha ke hontho ko apne hontho me le liya....
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kabhi-kabhi zindagi me kisi ek ke liye ahmiyat itni jyada ho jati hai ki duniya bhar ke sare niyam,kayde-kanoon ek taraf aur wo ek taraf....wo insan wahi karta hai jo uska dil kahta hai...is samay main Nisha ko kiss kar raha tha ,lekin mera dimag ek baar phhir se ateet me ja pahucha.jaha maine shuru-shuru me apne plan ke according chalte hue picnic par jane se mana kar diya tha,lekin jaise hee mujhe pata chala ki Esha us picnic me ja rahi hai to mere hee dwara banaye gaye mere hee sare kayde-kanoon mujhe galat lagne lage aur maine picnic me jane ke liye hami bhar di.....
lekin jaise hee mujhe pata chala ki Esha us picnic me ja rahi hai to mere hee dwara banaye gaye mere hee sare kayde-kanoon mujhe galat lagne lage aur maine picnic me jane ke liye hami bhar di.....
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Pata nahi main picnic par jane ke liye kaise maan gaya,jabki mujhe maloom tha ki mere aisa karne par mere teeno plan ,jinka palan karna mere liye us waqt behad jaroori tha,wo bekar ho jayenge...lekin phhir bhi main gaya aur apne hontho me muskan aur dil me naye-naye Arman lekar gaya....
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"aaj tum thoda ajeeb bartaav kar rahe ho..."mere kaan ke paas Nisha ne dheere se kaha"koyi problem hai kya..."
Nisha ki aawaz sunkar main jaise apni beeti duniya se wapas aaya 
"nahi...koyi problem nahi hai,everything is okay..."
"tumhe dekhkar to aisa nahi lagta..."
"dimag ka ilaaj karwa,aaj tu kuchh jyada hee soch rahi hai aur ab chal raat hone wali hai...kahi aisa na ho ki uncle ji hum dono ko raas leela karte hue dekh le aur meri khatiya khadi kar de..."
"dad hume nahi dekh payenge..."ekdum se bahut jyada khush hote hue wo boli"unki tabiyat ab bhi thodi down hai..."
"kamal hai yar, tu apne hee dad ki tabiyat kharab hone par khush ho rahi hai..."
ye baat maine Nisha ko kuchh aise kaha jaise ki main use dhikkar raha hoon, jaise ki usne bahut hee bada gunah kar diya ho...aur mere aise action par uska reaction kuchh yun tha....
sabse pahle uski aankhe tight hui,gaal gusse ke karan laal ho gaye aur mathe par salwate pad gayi...
"mere kahne ka matlab wo nahi tha...jo matlab tumne nikala..tum aisa kaise kah sakte ho.."
"dekh ab jo bol diya ,so bol diya...tu accept kar le ki tu sasurji ki tabiyat kharab hone se bahut jyada khush hai..."Nisha ko aur jalane ke liye maine kaha aur khada hua...
"Arman,main bol rahi hoon na ki mera waisa matlab nahi tha...main to sirf tumhe ye batana chah rahi thi ki dad hum dono ko nahi dekh sakte..."bolte hue Nisha bhi taav me khadi ho gayi
"are maan le na apni galti,main thode hee tere baap ko batane jaunga..."
"kya...tumne mere dad ko baap kaha..tum aisa kaise kah sakte ho, he is my father..."
"maine aisa kab kaha...tere kaan baj rahe hai...doctor ke paas jakar apne dimag ke sath-sath apne kaan ka bhi check up karwa lena...."
"i hate you..."dusari taraf ghoom kar wo boli...
"kha maa kasam ki you hate me... "
"main aaj ke baad tumse kabhi baat nahi karungi..."
"aisa kya...phhir ,wapas kar mera mobile...khamkha mera dus hazar ke mobile ko bore karegi..."Nisha ki taraf hath badhate hue maine kaha...
"lo...i hate you..."mere hath me mera mobile dekar Nisha waha se jane lagi....
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shuru me laga ki apna mobile seedhe jeb me daalkar yaha se chalta banu,lekin phhir jaise dil hee nahi mana ki Nisha bina mobile ke rahe...
ghamand aur aham to mujhme koot-koot kar bhara tha,lekin us ek pal me na jaane mujhe kya hua ki main Park se bahar jate hue Nisha ki taraf lapka aur uske thik samne ja khada hua...ladkiyo ki baat-baat par rooth jane ki yahi ada to sali dil cheer deti hai 
"kidhar ja reli hai ,item...chalti kya kone me ..."
"hato mere samne se..."dusari taraf dekhte hue Nisha ne kaha...uska gussa ab bhi uski naak par full josh ke sath sawar tha...
"mazak kar raha tha yar,tu bhi na har chhoti se chhoti baat ko dil pe le leti hai..."uski hath me mobile rakhte hue maine sorry kaha...
"it's okay..."halke gusse ke sath wo boli....
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Jis park me main aur Nisha kuchh der pahle baithkar baate kar rahe the,wo park humari colony ke andar hee bana hua tha. Varun ke kisi kaam par jane ke baad maine Nisha ko call kiya to pata chala ki wo ekdum free hai matlab ki uske dad ki tabiyat kharab hone ki vajah se wo bistar par pade hai,isliye wo apni maa se koyi na koyi bahana maarkar mujhse milne aa sakti hai...jiske baad hum dono aadhe ghante ke andar hee park me pahuch gaye the.
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"Varun abhi tak nahi aaya..."room ke andar aate hee Maine Arun se puchha, jo ki Varun ke laptop me koyi movie dekh raha tha....
"pata nahi..."
"tu jakar khana bana..."kahte hue maine uski aankho ke samne se laptop ko hataya aur bola"sale,kuchh kaam-dham nahi hai kya...jo itne din beet jane ke bawjood yahi pada hai..."
"do-teen din aur ruk ja lawde,phhir main khud yaha se chala jaunga..."
"jaldi se ja be,faltu me humara kharcha badha raha hai.."
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Kharcha shabd sunte hee Arun ek jhatke me utha aur seedhe mere upar kood pada,lekin tabhi humare reporter sahab ne entry mari....
"Arman...ek ladka tera address puchh raha tha..."
"mera address..."Arun ko door fekte hue maine Varun ki taraf apna rukh kiya"kaun tha wo ? "
"pata nahi...colony ke bahar ek ne meri car rukwayi aur puchha ki Arman kaha rahta hai..."
"aur phhir..."
"phhir kya,maine use ulta seedha address bata diya kyunki mujhe laga ki isase teri privacy ko khatra hai..."
"abey ullu...is puri colony me main kya akela hee Arman hoon...ye bhi to ho sakta hai ki wo kisi dusare Arman ke bare me puchh raha ho..."
"pata nahi...baki tu samajh...mujhe jo karna tha,wo maine kar diya"sofe par girte hue Varun ne mujhse kaha"Arman phhir Picnic me kya hua ,mera matlab ki waha koyi dhamal kiya ya aise hee lund pakad kar wapas aa gaye...."
"picnic..."muskurate hue maine kaha"Picnic ka name to bas college staff ke logo aur students ke parents ko dikhane ke liye diya gaya tha..asliyat to kuchh aur thi"
"kya college ke teachers bhi sath the..."
"abey school samajh rakha hai kya,jo teachers sath rahenge..."

Chapter-38:Pride in the way of Affection
Jo din picnic ke liye tay hua tha, wo din aate-aate tak college ke laundo ka plan picnic se badal kar 2-3 din ke camp ki shakal le chuka tha jisase bahut se student ne apna name wapas le liya. Kyunki Jo students hostel me rahte the unhe to koyi problem nahi thi,lekin jo students local the ,unme se adhiktar ke maa-baap or caretaker ne unhe 2-3 din ghar se bahar rahne ki anumati nahi di aur is par humare college ke Principal ne final year ke students par ban lagakar char-chand laga diye...jiska nateeja ye hua ki jaha pahle 4 bus book karne ka plan tha waha camp ke liye ravana hone wale din tak aate-aate bus ki sankhya char se kam hokar sirf do rah gayi....itna sab kuchh hone ke bawjood mujhe koyi fark nahi pada,kyunki mere sath mere sare dost ja rahe the. Jis din hume camp ke liye ravana hona tha, uske ek din pahle humare Principal ne ek aur dhamaka kiya,jiski khabar mere khas dosto me shumar Sulabh ne di....Sulabh pichhale do din se apne room na jakar humare hostel me hee pada tha,jiski vajah se kayi baar meri aur Arun ki warden se bahas bhi ho chuki thi.Sulabh ne ek raat pahle bataya ki Principal ne humare sath Girls aur boys hostel ke wardens ko jane ke liye kaha hai....
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"is BC ,principal ne sare intention par moot diya...ab ye chodu warden humare sath camp par jakar kya karenge....."cigarette ke packet se aakhiri cigarette nikal kar Arun ne packet jor se room ke bahar fekte hue kaha.
"karenge kya sale....bas din bhar hume instruction dete rahenge ki ,ye mat karo,wo mat karo...."apne bag me apna saman bharte hue Saurabh bola"mera vash chale to salo ka wahi murder kar du.."
"mujhe to iski fikra ho rahi hai ki ye wardens ,hume daru nahi peene denge  "udas sa chehra banate hue maine bhi apna bag almirah ke upar se nikala aur packing karne laga....
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"ek aur buri khabar hai ya phhir kahe to sabse buri khabar hai..."Sulabh ne phhir kaha,jiske baad hum teeno wo dusari buri khabar sunne ke liye uska muh takne lage.
"bose dk,dusari buri khabar batayega ya phhir court ka notice bheju tab bakega..."jab kuchh der tak Sulabh bina kuchh bole hum teeno ko hee dekhte raha to main chillaya...
"Principal ne instruction diya hai ki ladke aur ladkiya alag-alag bus me baithenge...."
"dayi chod dunga us takle ki...."Arun gusse se tantanate hue bhadak utha...
dil to mera bhi kiya ki apne college ke principal ko dil kholkar galiya du ,lekin jab main ye subh kaam karne ke liye muh khol hee raha tha ki mera dimag mujhpar chillaya"Respect your teachers..."
"abey nahi Arun ,aisa nahi bolte...Principal hai apna wo taklu..aur bhool mat ki Gautam wale case ko dabane me usne hum logo ki kitni help ki thi....."na chahte hue bhi maine apne Principal ko ijjat dete hue kaha....
meri baat me dam tha jiska ahsaas mujhe tab hua ,jab mere teeno dost meri baat sunkar chup ho gaye aur apne saman ki packing karne me lag gaye....
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"Arman ,tera bag khali hai kya..."
main aawaz ki taraf palta to dekha ki Arun apne hath me ek jeans ko modkar khada tha.
"kyun kya hua..."
"le mera ye jeans apne bag me dal le..."
Mujhe apna jeans dene ke baad ,Arun ,Saurabh ke paas gaya aur usase bhi wahi sawal puchha,jo kuchh der pahle usne mujhse puchha tha....jab sawal same tha to answer bhi same hee hoga aur aisa hee hua .
"beta mere bag me jagah to itni khali hai ki ,tujhe bhi bhar dunga...kaam bol"
"le mera ek jeans aur do shirt rakh le...wo kya hai ki mera bag thoda sa fata hua hai aur main nahi chahta ki meri bejjati ho jaye..."apni bakwas jari rakhte hue Arun bola"tu khud soch be, tujhe us samay achchha lagega kya...jab college ki ladkiya mujhe dekh kar ye kahengi ki....awwww, college ke sabse dashing,smart ladke ka bag fata hua hai.awww...awwww...."
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"sab saman bhar liya ab chalo 2-3 worldcup lekar aate hai...."packing karne ke baad angdayi lete hue maine ek lambi jamhayi mari...
"itni jaldi kya hai be...aaram se chalenge..worldcup lene"
" sab kaam bhale hee chhut jaye,lekin ye kaam nahi chhutna chahiye...chal jaldi "
"worldcup  "apna dimag par jor dalte hue Sulabh ne pahle meri taraf dekha aur phhir jab use samajh aa gaya ki main kis world cup ki baat kar raha hoon to wo bola"abey ,daru piyoge to pela jaoge...Principal suspend kar dega..."
"i love daru more than my engineering ab apna muh band kar"
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Dusare din jab hum log hostel se apna-apna bag latkaye bahar nikle to Rajshri Pandey hume hostel ke bahar hee mil gaya...Rajshri ko hostel ke bahar dekhte hee main samajh gaya ki wo yaha is waqt kyun aaya hai....
"Arman bhai,Saurabh bhai,Arun bhai ,Sulabh bhai...apun ko aap logo ke sath rahna hai..."usne kaha aur cigarette ka ek packet rishwat ke taur par mere taraf badha di...
Cigarette ki ek full packet dekhte hee mera dil kiya ki abhi apna bag neeche feku aur sare ke sare cigarette pee loon ,kyunki pichhale ek do dino se maine cigarette ko chhua tak nahi tha...cigarette ka packet lene ke liye maine apna hath aage badhaya hee tha ki mera 1400 gm ka brain mujhpar chillaya"Quit Smoking as early as possible..." aur phhir maine Rajshri Pandey ke hath se cigarette ka packet lekar Arun ko saunp diya.....
"ye kya Arman bhai,aap mujhse naraz ho kya..."meri is harkat par chaukte hue Rajshri Pandey ne puchha...
jawab me main aage badha aur uske kandhe par ek hath rakhkar apna bag use pakdaya aur bola"nahi re pagle...tujhse kaisi narajagi ,tu to bhai hai apna...wo to aajkal mere hee din kharab chal rahe hai...."
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college ke thik samne do bus khadi thi, usme se ek bus ke andar main aur meri chhoti si mandali ghusi...humne pahle se hee decide kar rakha tha ki hum log kis seat number par baithenge.lekin jab bus ke andar pahuche to humari seat par wo kallu kanghi chor ek hath me chana liye baitha hua tha...
"oye chal sarak idhar se..."usko dekhkar Maine kaha aur wo kallu apna muh chalate hue khidki ki taraf khisak gaya...
"sale kanghi chor, tujhe maine khidki ki taraf sarakne ke liye nahi kaha...maine tujhe kaha ki seat puri khali kar..."
"to phhir main kaha baithu..."chane ke ek aur fake muh me dalkar chabate hue wo bola...
"sale mujhe dekhkar,tujhe dar nahi lagta kya...bola na uth yaha se..."
"tu koyi bhoot hai kya, jo tujhse daru..."
"teri maa ki..."bolte hue maine kallu ko pakda aur khichkar seedhe bahar feka"kanghi chor,sala...mujhe juban ladata hai..."
Us kallu kanghi chor ko bahar fekne ke baad main khidki ki taraf baitha aur kaan me headphone fansa kar apni aankhe band kar li...
main bahut koshish kar raha tha ki mujhe cigarette ka khayal na aaye ,lekin jab se maine apni aankhe band ki thi...tab se mujhe sirf aur sirf cigarette ka wo packet nazar aata...jo aaj mujhe Rajshri Pandey ne diya tha aur maine Arun ko....
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"Arman bhaiya,thoda side hatna to..."mujhe side karke Rajshri Pandey ne apna sar khidki se bahar nikala aur Gutkhe ki peek bahar thook kar ek do laundo ko galiya baki aur wapas apni jagah par dhang se baith gaya.....
"lawde yadi ek aur baar tune mujhe side hone ke liye kaha to bahut pelunga...."
"sorry ,Arman bhai..."bolte hue Rajshri Pandey ne abki baar Rajshri andar hee nigal liya....
Aankhe band karke phhir se maine koshish ki...ki Cigarette ka khayal mujhe na aaye lekin cigarette peene ki talab betate samay ke sath lagatar badhti hee ja rahi thi aur jab mujhse control nahi hua to maine bahar jakar chup-chap cigarette peene ki sochi....
"kidhar ja raha hai be..."
Arun ke is sawal par maine apni fifth finger(pinky) utha di aur bus se bahar aakar seedhe hostel ki taraf bha