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Woh IshQ Jo Humse Rooth Gaya!

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Drift_King21

 

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Update 1

Uske pair tabley ki taal ke sath lay main hil rahe the aur uske pairon ke sath sath vahan pe bethe sare mard sharab ke sath uske naachte huve jism ke nashe main bhi doobe huve the.

 

"Wah! meri jaan kya nachti ho, dil karta hai tumhain hamesha ke lye apne sath lay jayon"... Wahan pe bethe aik mard ne jhoomte huve use daad di

 

"Meera Bai, kab moqa dogi humain ke es haseen jism ki pooja kar sakan hum, aik baar han to karo mouh mange paise milan ge"... Aik aur mard ne vahan bethi aik aurat ki taraf daikhte huwe kaha.

 

 

 

Thodi dair baad us naachti huwi ladki ne apna naach khatam kya aur sir jhuka ke un hawas ke mari huwi nazron ko aik dafa dekha aur phir us bade se kamre se bahar aa gayi.

Kamre se nikal kar woh seedhi ke zariye neechay apne kamre main aa gayi aur foran apne uper se woh sara zever utarne lagi, har dafa es tarhan lalchayi huwe nazron ke samne naach kar use apna aap aur bhi zyada sasta aur ganda mehsoos hota tha. Laiken abhi bhi use ye bhagwan ki kirpaa hi lagti thi ke woh nazrain sirf uske jism ko daikh sakti hain halanki wahan pe bethe mardon ka bas nahi chal raha hota tha ke woh uske jism ke sath lipte har kapde ko phaad kar use nanga kar dain laiken unke hath abhi bandhe huwe the

 

laiken kab tak, ye woh sawal tha jis ka jawab uske paas nahi tha per woh etna zaroor janti thi ke ab uske pas zyada samay nahi hai, buhut jald Meera Bai use un bhooke bhaidiyon ke samne daal degi woh to bas es baat ka intazar kar rahi thi ke koi uska sahi daam lagaye aisa daam jo such main uski nath utarne ka haq ada karta ho.

 

Es nark jaisi zindagi main umeed ka sirf aik he diya tha uske paas laiken shayad abhi woh diya khud bhi nahi janta tha ke koi uski halki se roshni ke sahare kitne bade bade khaab daikh raha hai. Ab shayad woh samay aa gaya tha ke ab khul ke use apne dil ki baat kar daini chahye es se pahle ke buhut dair ho jaye.

 

 

 

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Abhinav ne college se bahar aa kar aik lambi saans li jaise woh apni azadi ko mehsoos karna chahta ho. 21 saal us ne es din ka intazar kya tha, us ne apne hath main pakre certificate ko dekha, ye kaghaz ka tukda uske lye aik aisi zindagi ki umeed tha jis main kam az kam use chup kar ya sharminda ho kar nahi jeena pade ga. College se nikalne ke baad woh sab se pahle nazar aanay wali ATM booth main ghus gaya, use apna account check karna tha ke us main kitne paise hain. Apna account daikhne ke baad uski khushi dukh main badal gayi, etne salon ki mehnat ke baad bhi woh sirf 20,000 jama kar paya tha aur etne se paison

 

man woh zindagi jeena to khaab he tha jo woh chahta tha. Us ne sath se guzarti aik taxi ko hath de kar roka aur etne salon ke bad bhi apne ghar ka pata batate huwe uski nazrain apne aap he sharam se jhuk gaye then. Taxi wale ne muskurate huwe apna meter neechay kar ke uske bataye huwe pate pe gari bhagana shuru kar di.

 

Woh taxi main bethe huwe bhi abhi tak unhi sochon main gum tha ke abhi use kuch saal us nark main rahna pade ga jise woh etne salon se bardasht kar raha tha, abhi woh soch he raha tha ke use aur kya karna hoga apni azadi ke lye ke achanak taxi jhatka kha ke ruk gayi

 

"Lo sahab, apki manzil aa gayi"... Taxi wale ne jaise use hosh ki duniya main wapas lay aaya

 

"Kya sahab, lagta hai buhut hi shoqeen mizaj ke ho, yahan pe to log apni ratain rangeen karne aate hain, aap to din main he yahan aa gaye"... Taxi wale ne uske hath se paise laite huwe aik baar phir muskura ke kaha.

 

Abhinav ne uski baat ka koi jawab na dya aur use paise de kar apni manzil ke taraf chal pada. Ye pahli baar nahi tha ke use kisi taxi wale ne ye baat ki thi laiken woh kya jawab daita ke woh jaga jahan pe log apni raaton ko rangeen ban'ne aate the, jahan pe jism paise de kar istamal kye jate the, jahan pe aik raat main

 

lakhon rupay kisi tawaif ke naachne pe luta dye jate the. Woh wahan pe paise lutane ya apni jism ki bhook mitane nahi aata tha balke woh to usi gandagi ki padaish tha, kisi ameer-zade ki chand ghanton ki pyaas ka natija. Isi badnaam ilaqe main he uska ghar tha jisko ghar kahna bhi woh paap samajhta tha laiken kismat ne uske sath khail he aisa khaila tha ke woh na chahte huwe bhi 21 saal hath pair marne ke bawajood thak haar kar wahin wapas anay pe majboor tha.

 

 

 

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A.C ki thandak ki waja se pura kamra baraf khana bana huwa tha. Yadav

 

ne kamre main ghusne ke baad sab se pahle A.C band kya aur phir khidki ke agay se parde hata dye. Bed pe soye 6 foot lambe mard ne apne chahre pe padni wali roshni pe zara sa hila aur phir mouh dusri taraf kar lya jaise use apne chahre pe padni wali roshni pasand na aayi ho.

 

"Thakur Sahab, 11 baj chuke hain, aap ne 10 baje uthane ko kaha tha"... Yadav ne ab ki baar bed ke qareeb ja ke oonchi awaz main kaha

 

"Yadav, kyun subha subha tang kar rahe ho"... Bed pe soye use mard ne ankhain band kye he sawal kya

 

"Thakur Sahab, aapko aaj farm house jana tha na, aap ne raat mujse

 

kaha tha ke subha 10 baje aapko utha don aur ab 11 baj chuke hain"... Yadav ne aik baar phir apne anay ki waja batayi aur ab ki baar shayad uski baat bed pe laite us mard ko samajh aa gayi thi

 

"Tum ne muje 10 baje kyun nahi uthaya? Tum jante ho aaj mera jana kitna zaroori tha"... Woh ab uth ke baith gaya tha

 

"Main pahle bhi aaya tha laiken aap uth nahi rahe the"... Yadav uske samne hath bandhe dair ho jane ki waja bata raha tha jaise uske 1 ghanta dair se uthne main sara qasoor uska he ho

 

"Ab jaldi se mera nashta tyaar karayo main abhi tyaar ho ke aata hon"

 

Thakur Virendar Singh apne maan baap ki akloti aulaad tha. Waise to uske pita ne kafi sari shadiyan ke then laiken bhagwan ne sirf aik he aulaad unki kismat main likhi thi.

Thakur Virendar ne apni maan ko sirf tasveeron main he dekha tha, kyun ke uski maan uske pita ko buhut jald he chod kar chali gayi thi aur kahne wale kahte the ke uske pita ye gham bardasht na kar sake the aur uski maan ke jane ke baad woh aise bikhre ke akhir kaar aik din soye to phir dobara na uthe. Uske pita ne mohabbatain to buhut sari ke thein laiken uski maan se unhain kuch khaas mohabbat thi laiken uski maan

 

se jab unhon ne shadi ki to woh apni jawani ki joban pe thi jab ke uske pita tab 40 ka hindsa paar kar chuke the. Uski maan ne daulat ki chamak daikh kar un se shadi to kar li laiken jald hi use apne galti ka ehsaas ho gaya aur phir woh zyada dair ruk na saki aur khud ko azaad kara lya.

 

Thakur Virender ko bepanah paisa aur buhut bada business virasat main mila tha. Log kahte the ke Thakur Virender aur uske baap main zyada fark na tha woh apne baap ki tarhan he aik shandar personality rakhta tha, 6 foot lamba kad, mazboot kasrati jism, khadi naak jiske neechay ghani moochain aur nashe se bhari ankhain jaise woh har waqt sharab ke nashe main rahta ho. Un dono main bas koi farq tha to sirf

 

ye ke uske baap ne apni zindagi main buhut sari aurton se mohabbat ke thi laiken Thakur Virender ke lye apni maan ki kahaniyan sun'ne ke baad aurat se mohabbat karna sambhav na tha, woh sirf un se khailta tha aur aurat ko kisi khilone se zyada nahi samajhta tha. Yahi waja thi ke 30 saal ke bad bhi woh ab tak kunwara he tha, aur us ne tay kar rakha tha ke woh kabhi shadi nahi kare ga.

 

 

 

 

Thakur Virender tyaar ho kar neechay aaya to nashta tyaar tha aur Yadav table ke sath hath bandhe khada tha. Yadav uska khaas mulazim tha, unke ghar main

 

mulazim bhi naslon se chale aa rahe the. Yadav ke baap ne sari zindagi Thakur Virender ke pita ki seva ki thi aur Yadav jo us se 5 saal bada tha us ne bhi apni sari zindagi Thakur Virender ki seva main he guzar de thi.

 

"Yadav, Harshit ka phone to nahi aaya tha?"

 

"Thakur Sahab, 3 baar aa chuka hai aur apka pooch chuke hain"

 

"Theek hai, main farm house jate huwe use khud phone kar loon ga"

 

Thakur Virender ne nashta khatam karte huwe kaha aur bahar aa kar

 

apni gadi main beth kar driver ko apne farm house chalne ko kaha. Aanay wale 2 hafte buhut khaas the uske sab se purane dost Harshit Sexana ki shadi hone wali thi aur us ne faisla kya tha uski shadi uske farm house main hogi aur ab usi ki tyari ke lye woh apne farm house ja raha tha, es baat se anjaan ke agle anay wale 2 hafte uski zindagi main aik buhut bada toofan le ke aane wale the.

Update 2

Duniya main agar koi aisi jaga hai jahan pe beta paida hone pe gham manaya jata hai to woh kisi tawaif ke kothe ke ilawa aur koi jaga nahi.

Abhinav

 

ne logon ke ye kahte suna tha laiken haqeeqat main to woh khud es taklif se guzra tha. Kothe pe paida hone wale larkay ko bhoj se zyada kuch nahi samjha jata, shayad hijde ke paida hone pe bhi kothe pe aisa gham nahi manaya jata jo ladke ke paida hone pe hota hai. Ladka paida karne wali tawaif apne aap ko buhut bad-qismat manti hai, kyun ke woh maan se pahle aik tawaif ban ke soch rahi hoti hai. Ladki ko paida kar ke kisi bhi tawaif ka budhapa sanwar jata hai laiken beta paida kar ke use aisi koi khushi nahi milti. Kyun ke kothe pe paida hone wale larkay ya

 

to wahan se bhaag jate hain ya zyada se zyada dalal ban sakte hain aur dalali ke lye bhi unhe ladki chahye hoti hai.

 

Abhinav ne aksar dramon aur filmon main ye dialogue suna tha ke "Koi bhi aurat apni marzi se tawaif nahi banti", laiken haqeeqat main aj tak us ne apne ird gird aisi tawaif nahi daikhi thi jo es karobar se bahar nikalna chahti ho. Agar aisa hota to beton ke paida hone pe ghum kyun manaya jata? Betay ko sahara samajh ke koi tawaif es gandagi se bahar nikalne ki koshish kyun nahi karti?. Laiken filmon aur asal zindagi main shayad fark hota hai, haqeeqat hamesha se aisi hi kadwi hoti hai.

Laiken ye bhi sach tha ke un se apne

ird gird kisi bhi ladkay ko apni maan

 

ka sahara bante nahi dekha tha, un main se zyada tar nashe ke aadi ho kar wahin kahin na kahin pade rahte aur roti khane kothe pe chale jate ya phir wahin kothe pe he dalal ban jate. Isi waja se shayad tawaifon ko betay paida karna kisi jurm se kam nahi lagta kyun ki woh janti then ke woh unka sahara nahi balke ulta un pe bhoj ban ke es duniya main aye hain.

 

Woh aksar sochta tha ke woh bhi un sab ki tarhan kyun nahi hai? Woh bhi es sare mahool ka hissa kyun nahi ban paya, etne saal guzarne ke baad bhi aaj bhi use es jaga se waisi hi nafrat hai jaise hosh sanbhalne ke baad huwe thi. Meera Bai kahne ko to uski maan thi laiken aj tak woh us se ankh mila kar baat karne ki bhi

 

himmat nahi kar paya tha. Aur na he Meera Bai ne kabhi us se koi beton wali mohabbat ki thi. Aaj kayi salon ki mehnat ke baad woh B.COM karne main kamyab ho gaya tha aur uski es kamyabi ke peechay 2 karran the, aik to Chanda aur dusri Meera Bai ki daulat. Chote se aik kothe ki bajaye us elaqe ke bilkul ant pe Meera Bai ka apna ghar tha, jis ke uper wale hissay ko kothe ke tor pe istamal kya jata tha aur neechay wale hissay main sab ghar wale rahte the.

 

Meera Bai ke pas paisa hone ki sab se badi waja ye thi ke uski 4 bahnain aur bhi then aur unho ne bajaye alag alag apna dhanda karne ke aik sath he dhanda kya tha. Meera Bai sab se badi thi aur uski aik he aulaad Abhinav tha jab ke uske baki ki 4

 

bahnon ne sirf betiyan he paida ke then. Abhinav ko aaj tak pata nahi chal saka tha ke uske ghar main kul kitne log rahte hain kyun ke har mahine woh apne ghar koi na koi nayi ladki zaroor daikhta tha. Aik aur waja ye bhi thi ke uska kamra neechay gate ke bilkul sath he konay main tha jisko pahle to store ke tor pe istamal kya jata tha laiken phir Chanda ne uski safayi kara ke Abhivan ko ye kamra de dya tha. Aur uski duniya bas us chote se kamre se apne college tak thi, woh ghar ke uper ke hissay main hosh sanbhalne ke baad kabhi nahi gaya tha. Es lye bhi use ghar ke ander rahne wale logon ka zyada pata nahi lagta tha.

Uske aur ghar ke ander rahne walon

logon ke beech koi kadi thi to woh bas Chanda thi. Na to Abhinav ko ghar ke ander rahne walon main koi

 

dilchaspi thi aur na ghar main rahne wale logon ko koi dilchaspi thi ke unhi ke ghar ke aik kone main aik chote se kamre main koi ladka raha tha. Un sab ki apni apni duniya thi jis main woh magan the.

 

 

 

Chanda waise to hijda thi laiken koi bhi use daikh kar ye nahi kah sakta tha ke woh aurat nahi hai. Ab to khair uski umer kafi ho gayi thi es lye kuch na kuch pata lag jata tha warna jawani main to koi bhi use ladki samajh ke dhoka kha jata tha. Chanda ko Meera Bai ne ghar ki daikh baal ke lye buhut pahle kharida tha aur tab se woh Meera Bai ki sab se khaas aur sab se qareebi logon main se aik thi, apni behnon ke baad Meera Bai ko kisi pe

 

bharosa tha to woh Chanda thi. Chanda ko shuru se he Abhinav se khaas lagav tha, Meera Bai ne to uska naam rakhna bhi gawara nahi kya tha, aur Chanda ke ane se pahle tak uska koi naam tha bhi nahi, use Abhinav naam bhi Chanda ka dya huwa tha. Jab tak woh apni padhai ka kharcha uthane ke qabil nahi huwa tha tab tak Chanda ne he uski madad ki thi. Halanki woh janti thi ke uska laksh aik din us ghar se jana he tha laiken phir bhi woh uski madad se khud ko na rok payi thi.

Shayad dil he dil main woh bhi chahti

thi ke woh yahan se chala jaye, woh har roz use yun ghut ghut kar marta nahi dekhna chahti thi. Abhinav ko bhi agar apni zindagi main kisi se mohabbat thi to woh Chanda ka he wajood tha. Use Chanda se tab se lagav tha jab woh ye bhi nahi janta

 

tha ke woh asal main hijda hai, aur fark bhi kya padta hai, woh insan ka bacha tha jo aise mahol main sans lay raha tha jahan pe maan ya baap jaisi kisi cheez ka wajood na tha aise main use pyaar se 2 bol bolne wala chahe koi hijda he kyun na ho use to bas us mohabbat se gharz thi jo use sirf Chanda se mili thi.

 

 

 

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"Kyun re dulari, aaj bar bar Abhinav ke ane ka kyun pooch rahi hai?"...

Chanda ne Meena ki taraf shararti nazron se daikhte huwe kaha

 

"Kuch nahi, main to waise he pooch rahi thi"... Meena uske yun kahne pa gadbada se gayi thi

 

"Salon se janti hon tuje, ye jo teri ankhain hain na sab bata daiti hain muje"... Chanda ne uske jawab ko huwa main uda dya

 

"Kya?...Kya matlab?...Kya janti ho?"... Meena abhi bhi gadbadayi huwe thi es achanak hamle pe

 

"Yahi ke pichle 3 saal se tu Abhinav ko kisi aur he nazron se daikh rahi hai"... Chanda na maze laite huwe kaha, ab ki baar Meena se koi jawab na ban paya to woh chup chaap sir jhukaye bethi rahi

 

 

 

"Meera Bai ko pata laga na khaal khainch lay gi teri. Tujhe pe buhut kharcha kar chuki hai woh ab to vasooli karne ke din aye hain aur tuje mohabbat ke sapne aa rahe hain"... Ab ki baar Chanda ne sanjeeda lahze main kaha

 

"Daikh dulari, tawaifon ki kismat main mohabbat nahi hoti. Woh to parinda hai jo galti se es qaid main aa phunsa hai, kisi bhi lamhe yahan se ud jaye ga, tu uski umeed pe khaab daikhna chod de, woh to khud ko es qaid se azad karne ke lye hath pair maar raha hai, tuje kya bachae ga"

 

"Agar main bhi uske sath azad hawa main udna chahon to?"... Ab ki baar Meena ne Chanda ki ankhon main ankhain dal ke sawal kya

 

"To Meera Bai udne se pahle he tum dono ke parr kaat de gi haan. Aise khaab na daikh jin ki qeemat tu baad main na chuka sake"

 

"Khaab daikhne main kya burayi hai? Ho sakta hai woh apne sath muje bhi udna sikha de"... Meena abhi bhi apne sapnon ki duniya main khoyi huwe thi

 

 

 

"Tu kisi mahal main nahi aik kothe main rahti hai, ye shahzadiyon wale

 

khaab daikhna chod de. Umeed us se lagate hain jo khud kisi mazboot zameen pe khada ho, arey woh to khud kacchi zameen pe khada hai aur fisal kar girne se bachne ke lye hath pair mar raha hai, agar uska hath thame gi to dono he neechay aa giro ge"

 

"Waise bhi use to pata he nahi ke tu kya khaab daikh rahi hai, ye tu tune khud se he soch lya hai ke woh teri madad kare ga. Woh to shayad janta bhi nahi ke es ghar ke ander Meena naam ki bhi koi ladki rahti hai"...

Chanda ne aik baar phir aik kadwi sachayi uske samne rakhi

 

"Use batane ka samay aa gaya hai Chanda aur mera dil kahta hai woh meri madad zaroor kare ga. Jo es dard se guzre hai woh mera bhi dard samjhe ga. Aik he nasal ke to janwar bhi aik dusre ki madad karne aa phunchte hain museebat main, hum to phir bhi insan hain, woh mera hath zaroor thame ga"

 

"Dulari, mohabbat tawaif ko deemak ki tarhan chaat jati hai. Aur tu to andhi mohabbat kar rahe hai balke mohabbat he nahi shayad tera swarth hai ke tuje es andhaire main bas umeed ki wohi aik kiran nazar aa raha hai jise tu mohabbat ka naam de rahi hai"

 

 

 

"Nahi Chanda tu meri mohabbat ko samjhi nahi, main to bas chahti hon ke woh muje apna bana lay fir chahe woh muje yahan se azad karaye ya fir yahin rakhe, main to bas uski hona chahti hon. Tuje kya pata jab raat ko bhooki lalchayi nazron se mard mere shareer ko daikhte hain to ghin aati hai muje khud se. Main to chahti hon ke mere shareer ko agar koi pahla mard chuwe to woh bas Abhinav he ho. Main janti hon tawaif ko mohabbat raas nahi aati, maine buhut bade khaab nahi daikhe. Ye azadi ki khahish to tere mouh se uski soch jaan kar mujhe main paida huwi warna pahle to bas main uske kareeb hona chahti thi use apni bahon main bharna chahti thi, ye azad hone ka ehsaas to

 

Abhinav ki soch jaan kar mujh main paida huwa hai"... Ab ki bar Meena bolne pe aayi to bolti he chali gayi aur Chanda uski baatain sun kar harain apni jaga pe khadi ki khadi rah gayi. Woh ye to janti thi ke Meena ko Abhinav se mohabbat hai laiken woh mohabbat etni jadd pakad chuki hai es baat ka use andaza na tha.

 

"Main to fir bhi yahi kahon gi, ye khaab daikhna chod de, agar mouh ke bal zameen pe giri to sab se zyada takleef muje he hogi. Tum dono se he muje buhut lagav hai, dono main se kisi ko bhi chot lagi to dard muje he hoga"... Chanda ye kah kar uske kamre se bahar aa gayi aur Meena wahin bed pe raat hone ke intazar karne lagi, aaj kismat se uska

 

koi naach nahi tha aur aj raat woh apne mehboob ke samne apna dil khol ke rakh dain chahti thi, es se pahle ke buhut dair ho jati, woh khud he Abhinav ko apne dil ki baat bata daina chahti thi.

Update 3

"Virender, yaar etne bade farm house ki sajawat pe to buhut kharcha ho jaye ga"... Harshit jo es samay Thakur Virender ke sath uske farm house pe khada tha wahan pe hoti sajawat ko daikh ke bola

 

"To hone dena, tere baap ka kya ja raha hai? Main kharcha kar raha hon,

 

meri khushi hai tu paise ki fiker karna chod de, ye shadi aisi hogi ke log kayi salon tak yaad rakhan ge"... Virender ne josh bhare lahze main kaha.

 

"Yaar ye kuch zyada nahi ho jaye ga?"

"Tum main aur mujhe main kya fark hai? Mera koi bhai nahi hai aur tumhain maine hamesha apne bhai ke tarhan mana hai aur samjha hai. Aur agar tumhain lag raha hai ke ye buhut zyada hai to tum meri shadi main hisaab barabar kar daina"

 

"Tum ne to shadi karni he nahi aur na he muje aisa moqa milna hai, ye to tumhain pata hai"... Harshit ne ab ki baar hanste huwe kaha

 

 

 

"Tum ne woh muhawara nahi suna, ke jab bazar se doodh mil jata hai to bhains palne ke kya zaroorat?. Main bazar ke doodh se he apni pyaas bhuja laita hon"... Virender ne ab ki baar use ankh marte huwe kaha to Harshit apni hansi na rok saka

"Acha sun, teri shadi se 2 din pahle khaas programme bhi hoga, dhiyan karna kahin Riya ke samne mouh na khol daina. Aur us raat apni hone wali patni se ijazat bhi lay laina.

Saale abhi to shadi bhi nahi huwe aur saans bhi us se pooch ke laita hai shadi ke baad pata nahi kya hoga tera"... Virender ne hanste huwe kaha

 

"Ab aisi bhi baat nahi, mohabbat ki shadi hai, jab tak ho nahi jati naaz nakhre tu uthane padan ge na"...

Harshit ne bhi hanste huwe jawab dya

 

"Sikendar kah raha tha ke Meera Bai ke kothe pe kisi ladki ne 1 saal se badi dhoom macha rakhi hai, kamal ka naachti hai. Abhi tak kisi private party main nahi gayi, bilkul taazi kalli hai. 5 lakh main book kya hai use 1 raat ke lye"... Virender ne ab use plan batate huwe kaha

 

"Kya sirf nachne ke lye 5 lakh aik raat ka?"... Harshit ne hairangi se poocha

 

"Haan to aur kya? Meera Bai ke kothe pe koi aam ladkiyan nahi nachten, shaher ki sab se haseen aur jawan ladkiyan hoti hain wahan.

Pahle bhi 2,3 baar uske kothe se bula chuke hain aur Sikender to takreeban roz he jata hai uske kothe pe. Bata raha tha ke nath bhi nahi utri abhi ladki ki, bilkul taaza maal hai. Agar muje pasand aa gayi to kuch din rakh loon ga apne paas"...

Virender ne aik baar fir use ankh marte huwe kaha

 

"Saale buhut bada kamina hai tu"

"Es main kya shak hai, arey apna to kaam hi kalli ko phool ban'na hai"... Virender ki baat pe aik baar fir dono zor se hans pade.

 

 

 

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"Thak, Thak, Thak, Thak"... Koi lagatar jaise uska darwaza baja raha tha. Abhinav kafi gahri neend soya huwa tha pahle to use laga jaise woh koi khaab daikh raha hai laiken jab darwaza musalsal bajta raha to woh uth kar baith gaya us ne samne ghadi pe waqt daikh to 1 bajne wala tha. Es samay kon ho sakta hai, shayad Chanda ho.

Us ne uth kar darwaza khola to darwaze pe khade wajood ko daikh kar woh hairan rah gaya, wahan pe Chanda nahi koi ladki khadi thi, jo uska darwaza kholti he foran uske kamre ke ander aa gayi.

 

 

 

"Ye.... kya.... kya matlab? Kon ho tum?"... Us ne hairangi se us ladki ko ander ate huwe daikh kar kaha

 

"Batati hon, aap darwaza band kar dijiye"... Woh boli to use laga jaise koi saaz baja ho halka sa, etni meethi awaz us ne apni zindagi main pahle nahi suni thi aur waise bhi ladkiyon ke sath baat karne ka to use zyada tazarba bhi nahi tha.

Kothe pe paida hone ka aik nuqsan ye bhi tha ke woh hamesha ladkiyon se door bhaga tha, kisi bhi ladki ko tawaif ki nazar se na daikhna uske lye hamesha mushkil raha tha. Kyun ke us ne to aurat ka hamesha se sirf aik he roop daikha tha.

 

"Kon ho tum aur raat ko mere kamre main kya karne aayi ho?"... Darwaze band kar ke akhir kaar woh kuch sanbhal ke bola

 

"Mera naam Meena hai aur main yahin apke ghar main rahti hon"... Ab ki baar ladki ne apna naam bataya laiken abhi tak us ne apne uper se woh badi se chadar nahi hatayi thi jis main woh lipat kar aaye thi

 

"To main kya karon?"... Uska tauraf sun kar he Abhinav ka mouh kadwa ho chuka tha

"Muje aap se buhut zaroori baat karni hai"

 

"Mujse? Mujse kya baat karni hai? Tum shayad nayi aaye ho yahan pe mere bare main janti nahi. Muje na to es ghar main rahne walon se koi gharz hai aur na he ander jo hota hai us se mera koi lena dena hai.

Tumhain jo bhi kaam hai kisi aur se ja ke kaho"... Abhinav ko laga ke shayad woh uske ghar nayi aayi hai aur kisi kaam ko karne ke lye uski madad chahti hai. Uski ghar main rahne wali ladkiyon ko kya kaam ho sakta hai ye bhi use achi tarhan pata tha es lye us ne pahle he use khabardar kar dya

 

"Main apke bare main sab janti hoon aur main es ghar main kayi saalon se rah rahi hoon"... Ab ki baar Meena ne baat karne ke sath he apne uper ki huwe chadar hata di. Abhinav ne

 

etne kareeb se kabhi kisi ladki ko nahi daikha tha, ya to woh such main buhut he khoobsurat thi ya fir uski ladkiyon ke bare main natajarba-kari thi jiske karran pahli dafa kisi ladki ko etne ghor se daikhne ki waja se woh use khoobsurat lag rahi thi.

 

Woh ladki jis ne apna naam Meena bataya tha, kale rang ke salwar kameez main thi, aur us main uska badan aise chamak raha tha jaise abhi abhi woh makhan se naha ke aayi ho. Kameez to uske badan se aisi chipki thi jaise uske badan pe rakh kar darzi ne use siya ho, aur kameez main uske seenay ke ubhaar bilkul saaf tanne huwe nazar aa rahe the, kameez ka gala bhi kafi bada tha jis ki waja se woh uske ubharon ke uper halka sa cleavage bhi daikh

 

sakta tha. Abhinav ko pahli baar kisi ladki ko daikh kar apni pent main kuch hulchul mehsoos huwe to us ne foran he apni nazrain uske chahre ki taraf kar di, woh abhi tak sir jhukaye khadi thi, jis ki waja se woh uske sirf gulabi hont he daikh paya.

 

"Jab sab janti ho mere bare main to fir yahan kya karne aaye ho?"...

Abhinav ne akhir kaar kamre main chayi khamoshi ko toda

 

"Muje apke bare main sari jankari Chanda ke zariye hasil huwi. Main janti hon ke aap Meera Bai ke betay hain aur aap ko yahan rahna bilkul pasand nahi aur aap kafi saalon se yahan se jane ki koshish kar rahe

 

hain"... Abhinav ne etne saaf jawab ke bare main nahi socha tha

"Tum ye sab muje kyun bata rahe ho? Main abhi tak tumhare anay ka matlab nahi samajh paya"... Abhinav ne ab ki baar ulajh kar kaha

 

"Aik larki, aik larkay ke paas khud chal kar kyun aati hai?"... Pahli baar Meena na uski ankhon main ankhain daal kar kaha

 

"Dekho agar tum etne saalon se es ghar main rah rahi ho to tumhain achi tarhan pata hoga ke Meera Bai se mera samband bas naam ka he hai, to us mamle main to koi madad nahi kar sakta main tumhari, paisa to mere pas hai nahi agar hota to main khud ab tak yahan se ja chuka

 

hota. Agar tumhain mere sath raat guzarni hai to uski bhi waja muje samajh nahi aati. Jitni tum khoobsurat ho to yahan tumhare sath raat guzarne wale to buhut hon ge jo ulta tumhain lakhon rupay bhi dain ge unke saath raat guzarne ke lye"... Abhinav ne bhi ab khul kar baat karne ka soch lya

 

"Agar main kahon muje aap se mohabbat hai to?"... Meena ne aik baar fir sir jhuka kar kaha jaise woh apne kisi jurm ka aitraaf kar rahe ho. Kuch lamhay ke lye to Abhinav ko samajh he nahi aaya ke us ne kya kaha hai fir jab use samajh aaya to use apna dimagh ghoomta huwa mehsoos huwa. Usi ke ghar main rahne wali aik ladki, aik tawaif us se mohabbat ka izhaar kar rahi hai.

"Kya kaha tum ne? Tumhara dimagh to kharab nahi ho gaya kya?"...

Abhinav ne takreeban cheekh kar kaha, magar Meena to jaise apne dil ka bhoj halka kar ke shaant ho gayi thi, woh aram se uske bister per baith gayi jaise aaj raat woh wahin guzarne ke lye aayi ho

 

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اردو فن کلب کے گولڈ  ممبرز اور ماسٹر ممبرز کے لیئے ایک لاجواب تصاویری کہانی ۔۔۔۔۔ایک ہینڈسم اور خوبصورت لڑکے کی کہانی۔۔۔۔۔جو کالج کی ہر حسین لڑکی سے اپنی  ہوس  کے لیئے دوستی کرنے میں ماہر تھا  ۔۔۔۔۔کالج گرلز  چاہ کر بھی اس سےنہیں بچ پاتی تھیں۔۔۔۔۔اپنی ہوس کے بعد وہ ان لڑکیوں کی سیکس سٹوری لکھتا اور کالج میں ٖفخریہ پھیلا دیتا ۔۔۔۔کیوں ؟  ۔۔۔۔۔اسی عادت کی وجہ سے سب اس سے دور بھاگتی تھیں۔۔۔۔۔دو سو سے زائد صفحات پر مشتمل ڈاکٹر فیصل خان کی اب تک لکھی گئی تمام تصاویری کہانیوں میں سب سے طویل کہانی ۔۔۔۔۔کامران اور ہیڈ مسٹریس۔۔۔اردو فن کلب کے  گولڈ اور ماسٹر سیکشن میں  پوسٹ کی جا رہی ہے۔

Update 4

"Sikender aaj sharab peenay ka maza nahi aa raha"... Virender ne whisky ka ghoont bharte huwe kaha

 

"Main to kab se kah raha hon ke Meera Bai ke kothe pe chalo wahan to bin pye hi nasha chadh jata hai"

"Tumhain pata hai muje kothon pe jana pasand nahi"... Virender ne apna glass bharte huwa jawab dya

 

"Arey yaar wahan se aurtan to mangwate ho apni ayashi ke lye to wahan jane main kya burayi hai fir?"

 

"Thakur Virender Sing apni pyaas bhujane ke lye kunwain ke paas nahi jata, kunwa Thakur Vireder Sing ke paas ata hai uski pyaas bhujane ke lye"... Virender ke lahze main garoor saaf jhalak raha tha

 

"Wah!... Ye to kisi film ke dialogue se kam nahi"... Sikender ne Virender ke jawab pe jhoom kar kaha

"Filmon main to notanki wale kaam karte hain, meri ragon main Thakur khandan ka khoon hai. Badhshah hon main apni es saltanat ka"...

Virender ne apne hath ko ghuma kar apne alishaan banglay ki taraf ishara kya

 

"Aisa Badshah jis ki maan kisi aur ke sath bhaag gayi"... Sikender ne dil he dil main sochte huwe kaha. Use pata tha ye baat Virender ke samne kahna matlab apni maut ko awaz daina tha esi lye us ne dil he dil main es baat ka maza lya

 

"Chalo yaar buhut dair ho gayi, main to ab chalta hon"... Sikender ne apna glass khatam kar ke uth'te huwe kaha

 

"Woh sara mamla tay kar lya hai na Meera Bai se? Dance program main koi rukawat nahi honi chahye, main sab ko zuban de chuka hon ke buhut shandar program hoga"

 

"Tum be-fiker raho, meri Meera Bai se baat ho gayi hai, advance payment bhi kar di hai. Meena ko daikh kar tumhare hosh bhi udne wale hain, bus tyaar raho"...

Sikender ne hanste huwe kaha

 

 

"Hum to intizar main hain, deedar to karayo us husn ki devi ka, pasand aa

 

gayi to malamaal kar don ga use bhi aur Meera Bai ko bhi"... Sikender uska jawab sun kar hanste huwe chala gaya jab ke Virender anay wale dinon ka soch kar apne lye aik aur peg ban'ne laga

 

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"Meera Bai ne buhut saal pahle muje aik aurat se kharida tha, main khud bhi nahi janti ke mere maan baap kon hain, mane to hamesha se us aurat ko he apni maan samjha laiken us ne apne swarth ke lye muje Meera Bai ke hath baich dya. Tab se main yahan pe aik aise qaidi parinde ki zindagi guzar rahi hon jis ke parr kaat ke use qaid khane main phaink dya gaya ho"... Meena use apni

 

zindagi ke bare main bata rahi thi aur halanki Abhinav ko uski baaton se koi saro-kaar nahi tha laiken us ne use saaf saaf bata dya tha ke jab tak woh apni baat nahi kar laiti woh wahan se nahi jaye gi es lye woh ab chup chaap uski batain sun raha tha

 

"3 saal pahle aap Chanda ko bulane ghar ke ander aaye the tab pahli baar maine apko daikha tha, tab pahli baar mere ander aik ajeeb sa naye ehsaas ne janam lya. Tab main khud bhi nahi janti thi us ehsaas ko kya naam don laiken uske baad muje jab bhi moqa milta tha main chup chup kar apko daikha karta thi. Muje samajhne main kafi samay laga ke jo mere ander naye jazbe ne janam lya hai woh apki mohabbat ka hai. Phir maine Chanda se aap ke bare main

 

sab kuch maloom kya aur apki soch ke bare main jaan kar mere dil main apke lye mohabbat ke sath sath izzat bhi aa gayi. Aisi jaga pe rah kar bhi khud ko es mahool se door rakhna aur apne lye aik izzat-daar zindagi ka khaab daikhna har kisi ke bas ki baat nahi hai. Aap ki soch buhut oonchi aur achi hai. Aur ye aap ki he soch hai jis ne mere lye yahan pe rahna ab aur bhi dushwaar kar dya hai, mere lye yahan pe guzara har aik pal ab kisi azaab se kam nahi hai"...

Meena ye kah kar thodi dair ke lye

chup ho gayi

 

 

"To ab tum mujse kya chahti ho?"... Abhinav ne uktaye huwe lahze main kaha

 

"Main kucch chahti nahi, main to bas etna chahti hoon ke aap muje apna bana lain. Aap nahi jante yahan pe mard numa bhaidiye aate hain aur lalchayi huwe nazron se muje daikhe hain. Aap us takleef ka andaza nahi kar sakte jo muje unke samne nachne se hoti hai"... Meena ki baat sun ke pahli baar Abhinav chonka, etne saalon main aaj pahli baar kisi tawaif ke mouh se woh baat nikli thi jo woh hamesha socha karta tha

 

"Main janti hoon ye sab etna asaan nahi hai, aap to shayad ab tak jante bhi nahi the ke main aap se mohabbat karti hoon, aik dam se ye sab such maan laina shayad aap ke lye asaan nahi hai. Main aap ke sath zabardasti nahi kar rahi, main to bas ye chahti hoon ke aap es bare main

 

soch kar muje jawab dain, aapka jo bhi jawab hoga muje manzoor hoga. Meri kismat ka faisla aab apke hath main hai"... Abhinav chup chaap uski batain sun raha tha

 

"Ab main chalti hoon, main bas aap ko yahi sab batana chahti thi"... Ye kahte huwe Meena na dobara woh chadar pehan li, jis main lipat kar woh wahan aaye thi

"Muje aap ke jawab ka intizar rahe ga"

 

Ye kah kar Meena to wahan se chali gayi aur Abhinav apne bister per dobara lait gaya. Us ne kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ke uski zindagi main aaisa bhi koi mod aaye ga. Ab tak to woh sirf apne bare main sochta aaya

 

tha ke kaise use es nark se nikalna hai laiken aaj Meena uske lye soch ka aik naya darwaza khol gayi thi. Ye sach tha ke us ne Meena jaisi khoobsurat ladki aaj tak nahi daikhi thi, woh such main koi shahzadi si lagti thi, aur waise bhi aaj tak ladkiyon ke mamle main woh bilkul kora he tha, us ne kisi ladki ko etne ghor se dekha bhi nahi tha. Laiken aaj Meena ke izhar-e-mohabbat ne use buhut kuch sochne pe majboor kar dya tha. Magar sab se bada sawal jo uske samne tha ke ye sab hoga kaise? Woh to ab tak etne paisay bhi jama nahi kar paya tha ke khud ko azaad kara sake. Chanda uski madad to karti rahi thi laiken woh sab kuch Meera Bai se chup kar karti thi aise main woh koi zyada paisa use nahi de sakti thi, bas thoda buhut paisa de dya karti thi

 

aur baki kharcha woh tutions padha ke pura kar leta tha laiken us se bas uski padhayi ka he kharcha mushkil se nikal pata tha. Aise main Meena ko bhi apne sath lay kar bhagna aur Meera Bai se dushmani laina buhut bada khatra tha. Laiken Meena ka es tarhan wahan aana use aik aur raah bhi dikha raha tha, laiken use jo bhi karna tha buhut soch samajh kar karna tha kyun ke use moqa aik he baar milna tha bar bar nahi. Neend kahin buhut door ja chuki thi, ab to woh sirf aik he baat soch raha tha ke use agay anay wale dinon main ab kya karna hai.

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Update 5

 

"Sikender, Meena pe maine buhut kharcha kya hai, abhi to mera adha paisa bhi vasool nahi huwa, ab to kamane ke din aaye hain"... Sikender Meera Bai ke kothe pe betha us se anay wale program ke bare main baat kar raha tha

 

"Fiker kyun karti ho Meera Bai, tum ne etna socha bhi nahi hoga jitni kamayi hone wali hai tumhari ab"... Sikender ne shaitani muskurahat ke sath kaha

 

 

 

"Arey chal hatt, maine bade bade Thakuron ko nichod ke phaink dya hai, tera ye Thakur Virender kya cheez hai? Aise Thakuron ko main buhut achi tarhan janti hon, enko

 

bas ayashi chahye, paise ke mamle main aik dam baniye hote hain ye"... Meera Bai ne paan chabate huwe kaha

 

"Arey Meera Bai, tum janti nahi ho Thakur Virender ko. Paisa uske paas etna hai ke kuch na bhi kare to sari zindagi aram se baith ke khaa sakta hai aur tab bhi khatam nahi hoga. Dil ka buhut bada hai per aik dam ghamandi hai, buhut naaz hai use apne Thakur hone pe"

 

 

 

 

"Laiken tu to kahta tha ke uski maan bhaag gayi thi. Etna he paisa tha uske baap ke paas to uski maan kyun chod kar bhag gayi use?"

 

 

 

"Arey uske buddhe baap ko to chaska lag gaya tha jawan ladkiyon ka. Har saal kisi na kisi jawan ladki se shadi kar laita tha. Virender ki maan tab 19 ki hogi jab uske baap ne us se shadi ki. Buddhe ko kab tak bardasht karti? Esi lye acha khaasa maal jama kar ke bhag gayi kisi aur ke sath use chod kar"

 

"To fir tune kya soch rakha hai? Main Meena ki shadi nahi karne wali uske sath, haan"

 

"Arey shadi karne ka kis ne kaha hai? Virender ko to shadi ke naam se he chidd hai"

"To phir?"... Meera Bai ke lazhe main hairangi saaf thi

 

 

 

"Apni Meena ko to daikh kar ache achon ki raal tapakne lagti hai Meera Bai. Virender aurat se bhale he jitni nafrat karta ho laiken uski sab se badi kamzori bhi aurat he hai. Saala jab bhi koi khoobsurat ladki daikhta hai kuttay ki tarhan raal tapakne lagti hai uski. Hum ne to bas aik baar deedar karana hai Meena ka, phir dekho kaise dum hilata uske peechay peechay aata hai"...

Sikender ne apna plan batate huwe

kaha

 

 

"Kya sach main, phuns jaye ga woh tere jaal main?"

 

"Kaise nahi phunse ga? Saalon se janta hon use, kab se soch raha hon ke koi moqa mile aur lamba hath maron magar ab tak aisa moqa nahi mila tha muje. Pahli baar jab Meena ko dekha tha tab he maine soch lya tha ke yahi moqa hai us se paise nikalwane ka"

 

"Agle hafte Meena ka dance program hai uske farm house pe, muje pura yaqeen hai jaise hi woh Meena ko daikhe ga pagal ho jaye ga use panay ke lye. Tum bas Meena ko achi tarhan samjha daina, muje pata hai ke Meena se uska dil etni jaldi nahi bhare ga aur yahi moqa hoga, jab hum us se buhut sara paisa nikalwa sakte hain. Etna paisa ke tum ne socha bhi nahi hoga"... Sikender ke

 

chahre pe aik shaitani muskurahat thi

 

"Meena ki fiker tum na karo, use to main achi tarhan samjha ke he bhaijon gi. Tera kya andaza hai, Meena ka nath utarne ke kitne paise de ga?"

 

"Agar use pasand aa gayi to jo tum bolo gi woh dega. Mera khayal hai 40,50 lakh tak to mil he jayen ge aur uske elawa, jitna samay Meena uske sath guzare gi, tab Meena us se jitna ho sake zever bhi kharid sakti hai.

Meera Bai andazan 1 crore tak kama sakte hain hum aik he jhatke main"... Sikender ki baat sun kar to Meera Bai ka mouh khula ka khula rah gaya

 

"Agar aisa ho gaya to tuje guru maan lon gi main apna"

 

"Haha... Bas mera 30% yaad rakhna, aur ye to maine andaza bataya hai, ho sakta hai es se bhi zyada kamane ka moqa mil jaye humain"... Sikender ne sochte huwe lahze main kaha aur Meera Bai anay wale dinon ka soch kar khush hone lagi. Us ne to socha bhi nahi tha ke Meena ke koi itna zyada daam bhi laga sakta hai

 

 

 

 

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Pura hafta Abhinav ne sochte huwe guzara tha, jis raat se Meena us se mil kar gayi thi woh musalsal sochon main uljha huwa tha. Kabhi use lagta tha ke jo plan us ne banaya hai woh aik dam sahi hai, magar fir dusre he pal use lagta tha ke jo woh soch raha hai woh karna takreeban na-mumkin hai, jitna khatarnak plan us ne banaya tha agar woh pakda gaya to uska hashar buhut bura hone wala tha. Kayi din woh isi soch main uljha raha ke use apne plan pa amal karna chahye ya nahi, akhir kaar buhut din sochne ke baad bhi use koi dusra raasta nazar na aaya, jaisi zindagi woh chahta tha uske lye woh sab kuch karna zaroori tha jo us ne socha tha.

 

"Chanda, aaj raat koi nachne ka program hai kya ander?"... Roz ki tarhan Chanda uska haal poochne aayi aur jab jane lagi to akhir us ne woh baat kar hi di jo kab se karna chahta tha

 

"Shahzade, ye to kotha hai, ghar jaisa huwa to kya huwa, naach bina kya kisi ka pait bhar sakta hai yahan?"

 

"Laiken tu aaj achanak kyun pooch raha hai ye sab?"

 

"Nahi, waise he pooch raha tha"... Abhinav se koi baat nahi ban paa rahi thi

 

"Shahzade, jo baat dil main hai woh bol de"... Chanda jo darwaze main khadi thi uske paas aa ke beth gayi

 

 

 

 

"Meena naachne wali hai kya aaj?"... Thodi dair chup rahne ke baad akhir kaar Abhinav ne pooch he lya

 

"Ohhhh... to lagta hai apna Shahzada bhi Meena pe fida ho gaya"... Chanda ne hanste huwe kaha

 

"Kya.... Kya matlab?"

 

 

"Arey bas, mujse kuch chupa nahi hai, us raat Meena tere paas aaye thi

 

na. Tuje kya lagta hai muje pata nahi hai kya? Meena muje bata kar he tere paas aaye thi"... Chanda ki baat sun kar Abhinav ko jaise jhatka laga

 

"To tum sab janti ho kya?"

"Haan sab janti hon, laiken maine Meena ko mana kya tha, tu to khud bandha huwa hai, uski kya madad kare ga, magar lagta hai tuje bhi uske husn ne deewana bana dya hai"

 

"Aisi baat nahi hai Chanda, maine es baare main buhut socha hai aur muje lagta hai ke shayad hum aik dusre ki madad kar sakte hain. Muje uske baare main jaan kar succh main dukh huwa hai"

 

"Shahzade, tu aur woh tum dono se muje buhut lagav hai. Meena ki madad karne se pahle ye soch laina ke aisa karne se tu seedha Meera Bai se takkar lega aur Meera Bai kahne ko teri maan hai per pahle aik tawaif hai aur Meena uska sab se khaas heera hai. Agar tu woh heera churane ki koshish kare ga to woh es baat ka khayal nahi kare gi ke tu uska beta hai ya nahi"

 

"Saanp ko jab bhook lagti hai to woh apne he bachhe khaa jata hai, ye baat zehen main rakhna. Kuch bhi karne se pahle achi tarhan soch lena tu"... Chanda ne use samjhate huwe kaha

 

"Ab to jo bhi ho, ye juwa to muje khailna he pade ga. Bas Meena ko ye kah daina ke mujse aa ke mil lay"...

Abhinav ne sochti huwe awaz main kaha

 

"Meri aasha hai jo bhi tum ne socha hai woh such ho. Agar tum dono he es qaid se azaad ho jate ho to mujse zyada khushi aur kisi ko nahi hogi Shahzade"

 

Chanda ye kah kar wahan se chali gayi aur Abhinav ko aab raat ka intizar tha. Jo us ne socha tha woh Meena ki madad ke beghair hona sambhav nahi tha aur use etna yaqeen tha ke Meena apni azadi ke lye kuch bhi karne ko tyaar ho jaye gi. Bas kuch din aur agar uska plan

 

kamyab ho gaya to es nark se use hamesha ke lye azadi mil sakti thi. Abhinav be-sabri se raat ka intizar karne laga.

 

Update 6

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Raat ke takreeban 1 baje Abhinav ko apne kamre ke darwaze pe dastak ki awaaz sunayi di, woh janta tha ke Meena ke siwa aur koi nahi ho sakta. Us ne foran darwaza khol dya.

Meena darwaze pe khadi thi aur uske darwaza kholte hi foran ander aa

 

gayi. Aaj bhi woh waise hi chadar main lipat kar ander aaye thi. Laiken aaj us ne ander aate hi apni chadar utar di thi aur uske bed per baith gayi. Abhinav ne aik nazar use dekha, waqayi woh etni hi khoobsurat thi ke koi bhi use dekh kar uska deewana ho sakta tha.

Chanda ne sacch he kaha tha. Aaj bhi kaale rang ki salwar kameez pehan kar aaye thi, lagta tha kaala rang uska pasandida tha

"Aap ne bulaya tha muje"... Meena ne khamoshi ko toda

 

"Haan"... Abhinav bas etna he kah saka

 

"Main buhut din se tumhari us din wali baat ke bare main soch raha tha

 

aur faisla karne ki koshish kar raha tha ke muje kya karna chahye"...

Thodi dair chup rahne ke baad Abhinav ne khamoshi ko toda

 

"To fir kya faisla kya aap ne?"... Meena ne buhut ahista awaz main poocha, jaise us ne apna saans rok lya ho

 

 

 

"Maine faisla kya hai ke hum dono yahan se bhaag jayen ge"

 

"Succh?"... Abhinav ka etna he kahna tha ke Meena ka chahra jaise khil utha, jaise kisi phaansi lagne wale mujrim ko achanak azadi ki khabar suna de gayi ho

 

 

 

"Etna khush hone ki zaroorat nahi. Mere ya tumhare faisla kar laine se kucch nahi hota, agar ye etna he asaan hota to main kab ka yahan se jaa chuka hota"... Abhinav ne use etna khush hote daikh kar foran kaha

 

"Mere lye to ye bhi buhut badi khushi ki baat hai ke aap ne meri baat maani hai"

"Haan laiken uske lye humain buhut kucch plan karna hoga, yahan se bhaag jana etna asan nahi. Meera Bai ko jab pata lage ga to woh humain asani se nahi chode gi.

Chanda ne muje bataya hai ke tum uski sab se khaas ladki ho jis se us ne buhut sara paisa kamane ka soch

 

rakha hai, tumhain bhaga ke lay jane ka matlab hai Meera Bai humara peecha etni asani se nahi chode gi.

Yahan se bhagne ke baad humain kucch din kahin chup kar rahna hoga"... Abhinav ab uske sath bed pe aa ke baith gaya

 

"Meena, mere paas sirf 10 hazar hain, jo maine kafi salon ki mehnat ke baad jama kye hain aur 10 hazar se aaj kal kucch nahi hota"

 

 

 

"Aap sath hon ge to hum kuch na kuch kar lain ge. 10 hazar se hum yahan se kahin door kisi choti moti jaga per apne lye rahne ka intizaam to kar he sakte hain"... Meena ne uski baat kat'te huwe kaha

 

 

 

"Dekho ye asal zindagi hai koi film nahi jis main hum bina paise ke sab kucch kar lain ge. Zinda rahne ke lye mohabbat ke ilawa bhi aur buhut kucch chahye hota hai. Tmhan yahan se bhagane ka matlab hai ke Meera Bai zaroor humare peechay apne aadmi bhaije gi ya police ko lagayi gi aise main kucch arse ke lye kisi aik jaga pe rahna na-mumkin hai, humain musalsal bhagna hoga tab tak jab tak mamla kucch thanda nahi ho jata. 10 hazar ke sath hum kitna bhaag sakan ge? Etna bada khatra laine ka kya faida hoga phir agar hum pakde jayen?"... Abhinav ne use samjhte huwe kaha

 

"To phir humain kya karna chahye?"

 

 

 

"Mane abhi tak sirf B.COM kya hai aur uski bina pe koi achi nokri milna sambhav nahi hai. Muje kam az kam M.COM karna hoga aur sath main he koi choti moti nokri bhi kar loon ga apni padhayi puri karne ke lye laiken humara khaana peena rahna aur bhi kaye tarhan ke kharche hote hain uske lye humain kafi sari paise chahyen. Etne ke kam se kam 2,3 saal tak to humain koi masla na ho, aik dafa mera M.COM ho jaye fir muje koi achi nokri bhi mil jaye gi aur fir hum araam se apni zindagi guzaar sakte hain"

 

"Laiken etne paise aaye ge kahan se?"... Meena ne pareshan lahze main kaha

 

 

 

"Maine bhi buhut socha hai es bare main aur kafi sochne ke baad muje aik he tarika nazar aa raha hai.

Humain chori karni pade gi"... Abhinav ne ruk ruk kar kaha

 

"Kyaaaa? Chori?"... Abhinav ki baat sun kar hairangi ke mare Meena ka mouh he khul gaya

 

"Haan chori, take humare paas etne paise hon ke agar hum yahan se bhaag bhi jayen to humain koi mushkil na ho"

 

 

 

"Laiken kahan pe? Aur hum kon sa maahir hain chori karne main? Agar

 

pakde gaye to?"... Meena ko abhi tak samajh nahi aaye thi ke woh chori kaise kar sakte hain

 

"Bus thodi se himmat chahye, hum kahin bahar nahi yahin isi ghar main chori karan ge"... Abhinav ne jaise aik pahad phoda tha uske sir pe

 

"Kyaaaa? Isi ghar main?"... Ab ki baar to Meena ki halki si cheekh nikal gayi

 

"Tum suno to sahi, muje yaad hai ke Meera Bai ke kamre main aik tijori thi, jis main woh apna sara zever rakhti hai, humain bas kisi tarhan us tijori se zever nikalna hai"... Abhinav ne use apna plan bataya

 

 

 

"Laiken ye na-mumkin hai, ghar ke ander etne logon ke hote huwe us tijori tak phunchna na-mumkin hai aur waise bhi us tijori ki chabi Meera Bai apne blouse main rakhti hai har waqt. Abhinav us tijori se zever nikalna kisi bhi tarhan sambhav nahi hai"... Meena ne udaas lahze main kaha

 

"Dekho agar hum soch samajh kar sara kaam karan to ye kaam ho sakta hai. Meera Bai nahane to jati hogi na, tumhain bas ye dhiyan rakhna hai ke woh kis samay nahane jati hai, jab woh nahane jati hogi tab to chabi bahar nikalti hogi na"

 

"Maine 1,2 baar dekha hai, jab bhi woh nahane jati hai, apne kamre main Chanda ko chod kar jati hai aur mera khayal hai ke chabi bhi woh wahin usi ke paas rakh ke jati hai nahane"... Meena ne kuch sochte huwe kaha

 

"Zabardast, fir to humara kaam aur bhi asaan ho gaya"... Abhinav ne khush hote huwe kaha

 

"Magar kaise? Uske nahate huwe to hum tijori se zever nahi nikal sakte. Agar tumhara khayal hai ke Chanda es mamle main humara saath degi to buhut mushkil hai. Use hum se jitni bhi hamdardi ho woh kabhi Meera Bai ke khilaaf kucch nahi kare gi"...

 

Meena ne aik baar fir na samajhe lahze main kaha

 

"Humain tab chori nahi karni chori ka intizaam karna hai. Jaise hi Meera Bai nahane jaye, tum Chanda ke paas jana aur use kahne ke maine bulaya hai, etne main tumhain bas ye karna hai ke sabun ke uper us chaabi ko achi tarhan chipka ke chaabi wahin pe rakh daini hai. Es se ye hoga ke chaabi ka pura nishaan sabun pe aa jaye ga aur hum waisi hi aik chaabi bazaar se banwa lain ge"... Abhinav ne ab apna plan use batate huwe kaha

 

"Ye kaam to shayad Chanda ko wahan se bhaije beghair bhi main kar loon, laiken fir hum chori kab

 

karan ge?"... Ab ki baar Meena ne uska plan samajhte huwe kaha

 

 

 

"Kisi aisi raat jab ya to koi bada program ho aur Meera Bai ke sath sath zyada tar log uper kothe pe hon ya fir ghar se bahar gaye huwe hon"... Abhinav ne sochte huwe lahze main kaha

 

"Magar es main to buhut khatra hai"

 

 

"Khatra to hai, laiken ab eske siwa aur koi raasta nahi, humain apni azaadi ke lye etna khatra to laina he pade ga"

 

"Abhinav tumhare saath ke lye to main kucch bhi karne ko tyaar hon, tum soch bhi nahi sakte main tumse kitni mohabbat karti hon, muje to ye sab khaab jaisa lag raha hai ke main tumhare sath hoon gi, agar ye sacch ho gaya to muje bhagwaan se aur kucch nahi chahye"... Meena ab ki baar uske seenay se aa lagi

 

"Meena agar humara plan kamyab ho gaya to hum dono ka khaab succh ho sakta hai"... Abhinav ne apna bazu uske kandhe pe rakh ke zor se use apne sath laga lya.

 

Abhinav ne jaise he Meena ko apne saath lagaya to uski kameez ka bada sa gala thoda aur bhi khul gaya, aur khud ba khud uski nazar uske

 

cleavage pe tik gayi. Us raat to us ne door se halka sa nazara dekha tha magar aaj to etne kareeb se ye nazara dekh kar to jaise uske ander halchal si much gaye thi. Us ne aur zor se Meena ko apne sath jakad lya aur woh to jaise ghul rahe thi uske saath lage. Abhinav ka dil chah raha tha ke woh uske galay main hath daal ke uske ubharoon ki narmi mehsoos kare. Us ne ahista se uska chahra uper utha kar apne hont uske honton pe rakh dye. Dono he anadi the kuch dair to bas hont he choomte rahe aik dusre ke fir achanak Abhinav ne apna mouh khol kar Meena ki zubaan ko ander ka raasta dikha dya. Aur jaise he dono ki zubaan takrayi aik current sa dono ke badan se guzar gaya.

 

Jaise he Meena ki zubaan Abhinav ki zubaan se takrayi, uske to jaise pure jism main halchal mach gaye thi, us ne Meena ki zubaan ko choosna shuru kar dya. Uska aik hath Meena ki kamar pe taizi se ghoom raha tha jab ke dusre hath se us ne Meena ke ubharoon ko masalna shuru kar dya. Meena to ankhain band kye kisi aur he duniya main phunchi huwe thi pahli baar kisi mard ke hath uske jism ko sahla rahe the aur use lag raha tha jaise uska jism bilkul halka hota ja raha hai. Abhinav ne bhi pahli baar kisi ladki ko chuwa tha, use ne to kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ke ladki ke ubhaar etne naram bhi ho sakte hain. Use lag raha tha jaise Meena ke ubhaar makhan se bane hon, jitna woh unko masalta utna he woh uske hath se fisalte ja rahe the.

Thodi dair baad us ne uske galay ke

 

ander he hath daal dya. Meena ne kameez ke neechay bra pehan rakhi thi, us ne koshish ki ke bra ke ander haath dal sake laiken bra kafi tight thi uska hath ander nahi ja paa raha tha. Meena uski mushkil samajh gayi us ne apna aik hath peechay se apni kameez ke ander daal ke bra ka huk khol dya. Bra neechay uski jholi main ja giri. Abhinav ke hath ab uske nipples ke sath khail rahe the aur jaise hi uske aik nipple ko chutki main pakad ke halka sa khaincha aik siskari si Meena ke mouh se nikal gayi.

 

Abhinav ab paglon ki tarhan use choom raha tha aur uske hath kameez ke ander he uske pait aur ubhaaron ko sahla rahe the. Jaise Jaise woh uske badan sahlata jaa

 

raha tha Meena lazzat ki nayi bulandi pe phunchti jaa rahi thi. Abhi ye khail jari he tha ke achanak Abhinav ko ehsaas huwa ke woh zyada agay badhte jaa rahe hain.

Meena ka es samay uske kamre main hona, koi bhi peechay uske kamre main jaa sakta tha aur Meena ko wahan na paa kar use dhundane nikal padta. Agar koi Meena ko yahan daikh laita to kafi masla ban sakta tha, unka plan jo abhi shuru he nahi huwa tha woh shuru hone se pahle he khatre main pad sakta ha.

Us ne foran apna hath uski kameez

se nikal lya aur apne honton ko bhi uske honton se juda kar dya. Meena jo ankhain band kye bethi thi, uski achanak es harkat pe us ne ankhain khol den. Meena ko bhi pahli baar ehsaas huwa ke woh kya kar rahe the. Kya huwa ke woh aik tawaif thi,

 

magar es samay woh aik mehbooba thi, jise pahli baar uske mehboob ne chuwa tha, sharam se uska chahra laal ho raha tha.

 

"Mera khayal hai ab tumhain jana chahye, kisi ko bhi tumhare andher na hone ka shaq pad sakta hai"...

Abhinav ne apne aap ko sanbhalte huwe kaha

 

"Haan"... Meena ke galay se mushkil se awaz nikli

 

 

 

Jaise hi woh jane ke lye khadi huwi uska bra jo us ne khol dya tha aur uski jholi main tha, neechy zameen pe aa gira. Sharam se uska sir apne

 

aap he jhuk gaya, woh use uthane ke lye jhuki he thi ke Abhinav ne us se pahle he use zameen se utha lya

 

"Agar ese main apne paas rakh loon to koi aitraaz to nahi?"... Abhinav ne shararti lahze main poocha

 

"Tum kya karo ge eska?"... Meena na muskurate huwe poocha

 

"Kuch to mere pas bhi hona chahye, jab tum nahi hoti to ese he daikh kar guzara kar loon ga"... Abhinav ka lahza abhi bhi shararti tha

"Agar tumhain pasand hai to rakh lo"... Meena bas etna he kah saki

 

"Pasand kyun nahi hoga, es main se tumhare khusboo jo aati hai"...

Abhinav ne ye kahte huwe uske bra ko apne naak ke kareeb lay ja ke aik lambi saans li

 

"Tmhare irade kuch theek nahi lag rahe, muje ab jana chahye yahan se"... Meena ne ye kahte huwe apni chadir lapaiti aur takreeban bhag ke uske kamre se nikal aayi. Abhinav ke qahqe ne uska peecha kya tha

 

Meena apne kamray ki taraf taiz taiz chalti huwe jaa rahi thi, uske chahre pe aik pur-sakoon se muskurahat thi. Use laga tha ke shayad Abhinav ko man'na buhut mushkil hoga. Laiken woh to buhut asani se maan gaya tha, etne saalon se jis insaan se woh

 

mohabbat karti aaye thi, aaj uski baahon main kuch lamhe guzarna, us ne jaise pyaar se uske jism ko chuwa tha. Ye sab to aik khaab ki tarhan he tha, woh jo chahte thi woh sab ho raha tha. Kya kismat ko us pe reham aa gaya tha, kya waqayi uska mehboob bhi uske pyaar main deewana ho gaya tha. Woh janti thi aaj ki raat use neend nahi aani thi apne mehboob ki baahon main guzare woh pal use sone nahi dain ge, laiken use sona tha aur apni anay wali zindagi ke haseen sapne daikhne the jo Abhinav ke sath woh guzarne wale thi, laiken woh es baat se anjaan thi ke sapnon ki keemat bhi chukani padti hai aur kabhi kabhi woh keemat sapnon se bhi zyada mehngi hoti hai.

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Update 7

 

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Anay wale 3,4 din Abhinav aur Meena ke lye buhut mushkil the, Abhinav es baat ke intizar main tha ke kab Meena chabi ka nishan laga huwa sabun use deti hai aur Meena es mushkil main thi ke jaisa unho ne socha tha waisa kuch nahi ho raha tha. Meera Bai jab Chanda ko apne kamre main chod kar jati thi to tab bhi chabi woh apne sath he ander bathroom main lay jati thi es lye Meena ko koi moqa nahi mil raha tha apne plan ko kamyab karne ka. Dusri taraf Abhinav roz us se poochta tha ke woh kamyab huwi ya nahi.

Abhinav ko bhi es baat ka ehsas ho

gaya tha ke jitna asaan unho ne es sare kaam ko samjha tha utna asaan ye bilkul nahi tha laiken unke paas

 

ab intizar karne ke elawa aur koi raasta nahi tha.

Meena aaj bhi kisi aise hi moqe ki talash main thi aur Chanda ko dhoond rahi thi jab use kisi ne bataya ke Chanda Meera Bai ke kamre main uski maalish kar rahi hai. Meena ke dimagh main jo sab se pahla khayal aaya woh chabi ka he tha, es se acha moqa shayad use agay milne wala nahi tha. Agar Meera Bai Chanda se maalish kara rahi thi to eska matlab tha ke zaroor us ne aaj kamre main he kapde utare hon ge apne, kapdon ke sath to woh maalish karane se rahi. Woh jaldi jaldi Meera Bai ke kamre ke taraf chal padi, aaj use har keemat pe woh kaam karna tha jis ka woh etne din se intizaar kar rahi thi. Jaise hi woh kamre main dakhil huwi uska shaq

 

sahi sabit huwa, Meera Bai apne bed pe ulti laiti huwe thi aur uska jism aik chadar main lipta huwa tha.

Laiken Meena ki nazar to sab se pahle uski bed ke sath padi table pe rakhe uske kapde unke sath rakhi chabi pe padi thi. Use pata tha ke ho na ho ye tijori ki hi chabi thi.

 

"Kya baat hai Meena? Koi kaam tha kya?"... Chanda ne use ander aate daikh kar poocha

 

"Aaayo Meena, acha huwa tum khud hi aa gayen, main tumhain bulane hi wali thi"... Es se pahle ke Meena Chanda ke sawal ka jawab daiti, Meera Bai ne bol kar uski uljhan door kar di. Ab use wahan baithne ke lye koi bahana nahi chahye tha. Woh

 

chalti huwi Meera Bai ke bed ke sath aa kar khadi ho gayi

 

 

 

"Koi kaam tha mujse aap ko?"... Meena ki nazrain table pe rakhi chabi ko chori chori daikh rahi then, aur apne dupattay main chupaye sabun ke uper uska hath aur sakhti se jam gaya tha

 

"Haan. 4 din baad tumhain Thakur Virender ke farm house pe aik dance program ke lye jana hai. Laiken jo baat main tumse karne lagi hon woh us dance program se buhut zyada zaroori hai"... Meera Bai ne waise hi laite laite kaha

 

"Thakur Virender aik buhut he ameer insaan hai aur ladkiyon ka deewana hai. Tumhain us dance program main sirf naachne ke lye nahi bhaija ja raha, tumhain wahan woh jalwa dikhana hoga jise daikh kar Thakur Virender tumhain paane ke lye betaab ho jaye. Tum es baat ke lye khud ko tyaar kar lo ke jab tum wahan se wapas aayo gi to peechay Thakur Virender ke dil main aisi pyaas jaga kar aayo jise bhujane ke lye woh dum hilata huwa humare kothe pe aa gire"... Meera Bai bolti jaa rahi laiken Meena ka dhiyan to bas us chabi main he atka huwa tha laiken sab se bada masla to Chanda ko wahan se hatane ka tha Meera Bai to ulti laiti bas bol rahe thi

 

"Aap ke khayal main wahan jane se pahle muje us se kya baat nahi kar laini chahye?"... Achanak Meena ke zehen main aik khayal aaya

 

"Hmmm... kya matlab tumhara? Main samjhi nahi kuch?"

"Agar uske paas etna he paisa hai to kyun na humain tyaar ho kar us pe hamla karna chahye. Aik he raat main jab wahan pe buhut sare log hon ge shayad main use waisa apni taraf na khainch sakon jaisa aap chahti hain. To wahan jane se pahle hi uski pyaas agar thodi badha di jaye to ho sakta hai woh aur zyada be-qarar ho jaye"... Meena nahi janti thi ke woh kya bol rahi hai, uski baat se Meera Bai pe koi asar padta hai ya nahi uska dimagh to bas aik he

 

jaga pe atka huwa tha ke kisi tarhan Chanda ko wahan se hataya jaye

 

"Tumhari baat main dam to hai laiken main chahti hoon ke tumhain woh pahli baar usi raat daikhe.

Tumhain khaas tor pe us raat tyaar kar ke bhaija jaye ga aise roop main ke woh pagal ho jaye tumhain daikhte hi"

"Main uske samne jane ki baat nahi kar rahi, agar muje uska number mil jata to main mobile pe us se baat kar ke ye kaam zyada ache tarike se kar sakti hon. Mujse baat karne ke baad muje daikhne ki iccha aur zyada uske dil main jaag uthe gi"... Woh nahi janti thi woh kya bol rahi hai bas dil he dil main prathna kar rahi thi ke Meera Bai uski baat maan jaye

 

 

 

"Wah!... Ye to badi zabarast baat sochi hai tum ne. Muje khushi hai ke tumhare bare main jo bhi maine soch rakha hai tum shayad us se zyada he aqalmand ho"

 

"Chanda mera mobile zara lay ke aana mere kamre se"... Chanda uski achanak farmaish ko samajh na saki, agar use Thakur Virender ka number chahye bhi tha to woh use mobile lane ko kyun kah rahe thi laiken ab us ne kah dya tha to use utha ke jana he pada

 

Meena foran Meera Bai ke sath he bed pe baith gayi aur Meera Bai jo Chanda ke jane ke baad mudne lagi thi, Meena ne foran he uske kaandhe

 

masalna shuru kar dye aur Meera Bai waisi hi ulti laiti rahi. Meera Bai ab use Thakur Virender ke bare main sab kuch bata rahi aur use wahan ja ke kya karna tha laiken Meena ke hath kisi machine ki tarhan chal rahe the. Aik hath se woh Meera Bai ke kaandhe daba rahi thi jab ke dusre haath se us ne sabun jholi main rakh ke chabi uske uper rakh ke zor lagana shuru kar dya aur tab tak zor lagati rahi jab tak chabi puri tarhan sabun pe chap na gayi. Apna kaam pura karne ke baad us ne foran chabi ko apne dupattay se saaf kar ke wapas usi jaga pe rakh dya jahan se us ne uthayi thi. Ab uske lye wahan rukna mushkil tha laiken ab use wahan ruk kar Thakur Virender ka number laina tha kyun ke jo bahana us ne banaya tha use ab poora bhi karna tha.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"Chabi to maine banwa li ha ab bas jis raat koi bada function hoga hum yahan se hath saaf kar ke nikal chalain ge"... Abhinav Meena ko ane wale dino ka plan samjha raha tha

 

"Humare pas zyada waqt nahi hai. 2 din baad muje kisi Thakur Virendar ke farm house jana hai aur Meera Bai ki baaton se lag raha hai woh muje asani se wapas nahi ane degi wahan se, jo bhi karna hai us se pahle karna hoga"

 

"Laiken Meena sab ke hote huwe chori karna asan kaam nahi. Muje ye bhi pata nahi ke ghar ke ander kitne log hain aur kon kis waqt kahan hota hai"

 

"Uski fiker tum na karo, ye sab main sanbhaal loon gi, bas kisi bhi tarhan humain kal yahan se jana hoga warna main yahan se kabhi nahi nikal paon gi"

 

"Meena tum jazbati ho rahi ho. Dekho agar es Thakur Virendar ka function etna hi zaroori hai to tum wahan ho aayo. Jab wahan se wapas aa jayo gi hum tab chori kar lain ge aur bhaag jain ge"... Abhinav ne use samjhna ki koshish ki

 

"Tum samajhte kyun nahi ho? Agar main wahan gayi to woh muje nahi chode ga, kisi bhooke janwar ki tarhan noch dale ga mere jism ko aur meri rooh ko"... Meena ne es baar cheekh kar kaha, uski ankhon se ansoo tawatar ke sath bah rahe the

 

"Acha theek hai. Tum pareshan mat ho, hum kal hi chori karan ge. Magar uske lye ab tumhain sari planning karni hogi aur woh dil se nahi dimaagh se hogi. Iss lye tum aram se soch kar muje batayo ke chori kaise hogi"... Abhinav ne use samjhate huwe kaha

 

"Kal ghar main buhut bada to nahi laiken aik chota sa function zaroor hai. Buhut si ladkiyan wahan

 

masroof hon gi, jo neechay hon gi un main se zyada nayi ladkian hon gi jo Meera Bai ke kamre ki taraf jane ka soch bhi nahi sakten. Function shuru hone se pahle sari ladkian aik baar uper zaroor jain ge, aur ussi time tumhain Meera Bai ke kamre ke ander jana hai. Main tumhain mobile pe jaise message karon tum apne kamre se nikal aana, aik baar tum kamre ke ander phunch jayo to kamra ander se band kar lena. Main foran neechay aa jayon gi aur kamre ke bahar hi hon gi bas tum jaldi se jo hath lage utha lena aur jab main kahon foran bahar nikal aana"

 

"Ye sab sun'ne main to buhut asan lag raha hai per karne main etna asan nahi hoga. Agar mere kamre ke

 

ander jate huwe ya bahar nikalte huwe kisi ne daikh lya to?"

 

"Tum bhool rahe ho ke tum Meera Bai ke betay ho aur ye baat sab jante hain. Aur koi ye nahi janta ke tumhare pas uski tijori ke naqli chabi hai aur tum ander chori karne ja rahe ho. Iss lye tumhain ander jate huwe agar kisi ne daikh lye to ka dena ke Meera Bai se milna hai tumhain aur bahar nikalte huwe koi nahi daikhe ga kyun ke us waqt main khud wahan pe hon gi, main tab hi tumhain bahar ane ko kahon gi jab koi khatra nahi hoga aur agar phir bhi kisi ne daikh lye to phir bhagne ke siwa koi rasta nahi hoga humare paas"

 

"Theek hai phir kal raat ko milain ge"...Abhinav ne aik lambi saans laite huwe kaha

 

"Abhinav, tum nahi jaante pichle 3 saal main maine tumse kitni mohabbat ki hai. Tumhari aik jhalak jis din nazar aa jati thi mera pura hafta acha guzarta tha. Maine kabhi nahi socha tha ke tum meri mohabbat qabool kar loge aur sirf etna hi nahi muje yahan se nikalne pe bhi tyaar ho jayo gi. Main aaj tak sirf tum se mohabbat karti ayi hon per aaj ke bad tumhari izzat mere dil main mohabbat se bhi zyada ho gayi hai. Tum waqayi main buhut ache insaan ho"... Meena uske gale lage apne dil ki baatain use bata rahi thi

 

 

 

"Acha ab aisi batain kar ke muje jazbaati na karo, main ye sirf tumhare lye nahi kar raha apne lye bhi kar raha hon. Hum dono aik hi jail main band hain aur wahan se nikalne ke lye aik dusre ki madad kar rahe hain"... Abhinav ne uska maatha choomte huwe kaha

 

"Ab tum jayo warna kisi ko shak ho jaye ga. Bas aaj ki raat es qaid khane main humari akhri raat hai. Kal hum aik nayi zindagi shuru karain ge, woh zindagi jis ke jeenay ka hum kab se khaab daikh rahe hain"

 

 

 

Update 8

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Abhinav ke lye aik aik pal guzarna mushkil ho raha tha. Meena ne use jo time bataya tha function shuru hone ka woh ho chuka tha magar abhi tak use Meena ka sms nahi aya tha. Woh bar bar mobile utha kar daikh raha tha magar koi sms hota to nazar aata. Akhir kaar aik takleef- de intizaar ke bad Meena ka sms aa hi gaya. Abhinav ne foran mobile ko silent kar ke jaib main dala aur kamre se nikalne se pahle aik baar phir se jaib main hath daal ke chech kya ke chabi uske jaib main hai.

Kamre se nikalne ke baad us ne sab

se pahle idher dekha magar jaise

 

Meena ne use bataya tha waqayi wahan pe koi nahi tha. Woh jaldi se ghar ke ander wale hisse ki taraf badhne laga, bachpan ke baad woh koi 2,3 baar hi ander gaya tha magar woh ghar etna bhi bada nahi tha ke woh uske raste bhool jata iss lye woh aram se Meera Bai ke kamre ki taraf phunch gaya. Wahan phunch kar us ne aik baar phir se idher udher dekha ke koi use daikh to nahi raha magar wahan koi nahi tha, woh jaldi se kamre ke ander phunch gaya.

 

Kamre ke ander phunch ke us ne sab se pahle kamra ander se lock kar dya, uske baad us ne Meena ko apne kamre ke ander phunch jane ka sms kya. Iss kaam se farigh hone ke baad us ne jaib main se chabi nikali aur Meera Bai ki tijori kholna shuru kya,

 

chabi lagane ke bad use thodi mehnat karni padi laiken akhir kaar woh tijori kholne main kamyaab ho gaya. Tijori kholne ke baad jis cheez pe uski sab se pahle nazar padi woh ye thi ke tijori ke ander aik aur chota sa khana tha jise lock laga huwa tha. Ye baat us ne aur Meena ne sochi hi nahi thi ke tijori ke ander bhi koi lock ho sakta. Us ne baki ki tijori pe nazar daali to use wahan cash ke ilawa aur kuch nazar na aya. Us ne socha tha ke shayad ander buhut sara zaivar hoga laiken woh shayad us chote khane main rakha huwa tha. Ab to jo bhi uske samne tha usi pe guzara karna tha, us ne sara cash apne sath laye aik thaile main dalna shuru kar dya. Cash agar buhut zyada nahi tha etna kam bhi nahi tha, uske andaze ke mutabiq 10 lakh se kam nahi tha.

Thaile main paise dalne ke bad us ne

 

phir se apna mobile ko daikha abhi tak use Meena ka sms nahi aya tha jis ka matlab tha ke abhi use bahar nahi nikalna tha. Us ne wahin khade khade sochna shuru kar dya ke kisi tariqe se woh chota sa lock khola ja sakta hai ya nahi

 

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Meena ko jaise hi Abhinav ka sms mila tha woh jald se jald neechay jana chahti thi magar jab tak sari ladkiyan ane wale mehmano ke samne jaa kar salam nahi kar laiti then tab tak wahan se hilna mushkil tha. Akhir kaar sari ladkian farigh huwen to jin ladkion ne naachna nahi tha woh sari neechay jani lagen.

Meena bhi jaldi se seedhian utarne

 

lagi, baki ki ladkiyan neechay utar kar apne kamron ki taraf jane lagen jab ke Meena bajaye unke sath jane ke Meera Bai ke kamre ki taraf jane lagi

 

"Meena tum kahan ja rahi ho?"... Aik ladki ne use dusri taraf jata dekha to pooch lya

"Muje kuch kaam hai us taraf, Chanda Bai ne apne kamre se kuch mangwaya hai"... Meena na jaldi se use jawab dya

 

Meena us ladki ko jawab daine ke baad takreeban bhagti huwe Meera Bai ke kamre tak phunchi. Us ne wahan phunch kar foran Abhinav ko sms kya

 

"Bahar koi nahi hai jaldi se bahar ayo"

 

Sms karne ke baad woh Abhinav ke bahar ane ka intizaar karne lagi

 

 

 

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Kamre ke ander Abhinav wahin pade aik taar se tijori ke ander wala lock kholne ki koshish kar raha tha. Abhi woh use kholne main masroof tha jab uska mobila vibrate huwa. Use andaza ho gaya ke Meena ne use msg kya hoga, laiken woh aik akhri koshish karna chahta tha es lye us ne aur taizi se us lock ko kholne ki koshish shuru kar di. Thodi dair bad uska mobila phir se vibrate huwa, us ne jaib se mobile nikal ke daikha to

 

Meena ka dusra sms bhi aya huwa tha

 

"Tum kya kar rahe ho? Jaldi se bahar ayo iss se pahle ke koi aa jaye"

 

Us ne wahin khade ho ke kuch seconds ke lye socha, taqreeban 10 lakh uske paas the jo agar buhut zyada nahi to kuch kam paise bhi nahi the. Us ne socha ke ander rahna khatre se khali nahi tha, jo kuch uske hath lag gaya tha utna kafi tha ab uska wahan se nikal jana bahter tha. Us ne tijori dobara band ki aur Meena ko sms kya ke woh bahar aa raha hai. Us ne ahista se kamre ka darwaza khola to bahar use Meena khadi nazar aayi uski shakal se uske

 

ander ki gabrahat saaf nazar aa rahi thi

 

"Jaldi karo bahar aayo, tum kya soo gaye the ander?"... Meena ne use daikhte hi kaha

 

"Nahi, hum se ghalti ho gayi, tijori ke ander aik aur lock laga huwa tha.

Main use kholne ki koshish kar raha tha"... Abhinav ne kamre se bahar nikalte huwe kaha

 

"To kya tijori ke ander kuch nahi tha?"

 

"Nahi kuch paise mile hain, guzara ho jaye ga"... Woh dono batain karte

 

ab Abhinav ke kamre ki taraf ja rahe the

 

"Ab kya karna hai?"... Meena ne us se poocha

 

"Tum ander jayo aur apne kuch kapde aur baki jo hath lage bag main daal kar mere kamre main aa ke baith jayo, main bahar jata hon aur taxi le kar ata hon"... Abhinav ne jaldi jaldi use agay ka plan bataya

 

"Laiken gate per jo chowkidar khada hai woh muje kaise bahar jane dega?"

"Tum uski fiker na karo main wapas aa kar use kahon ga ke ja ke Chanda ko bulaye muje us se kaam hai jaise

 

hi woh ander jaye ga hum nikal jain ge"... Abhinav ne use samjhate huwe kaha

 

Meena uski baat sun ke jaldi se apne kamre ki taraf badh gayi. Us ne pahle se hi aik bag tyaar kya huwa tha jis main us ne baki apna bacha huwa thoda buhut samaan dalna shuru kar dya. Uske dil main aik ajeeb sa dar aur khushi thi, us ne kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ke azaadi ka ehsaas kaisa hota hai. Bas thodi dair aur phir woh hamesha ke lye azaad hogi, aik khushiyon bhari zindagi bahar uska intizaar kar rahi thi. Jahan pe koi gandi nazar se daikhne wala nahi hoga, jahan use sote huwe es baat ka dar nahi hoga ke ane wali kisi raat bhi koi mard numa janwar uske jism se khaile ga.

 

Aisi zindagi jis main aik buhut pyaar karne wala insaan uska sathi hoga, jo uski jhooli ko khushiyon se bhar dega. Us ne apna saman bag main daal ke aik nazar apne kamre ko daikha, apni zindagi ke kayi saal us kamre main guzare the us ne, pal pal darte huwe, apni aane wali zindagi ka soch kar uska dil chahta tha woh usi kamre ke kisi kone main hamesha ke lye chup jaye. Aur aaj woh us kamre ko aik khushi ke ehsaas ke sath chode ja rahi thi.

 

Woh apne kamre se nikal kar jaldi se Abhinav ke kamre ki taraf jane lagi, apni azaadi ke etne karib aa kar ab use ajeeb se dar lag raha tha jaise kuch ho na jaye. Abhinav ke kamre main aa kar us ne kamra ander se band kar lya, uska bag abhi tak uske

 

kandhe pe latka tha. Woh apne hath main pakde mobile pe nazrain jamaye baithi thi, use lag raha tha uska dil bhi uske hath main dhadak raha hai jis main us ne mobile pakad rakha tha. Use ab sirf Abhinav ke sms ya call ka intizaar tha. Zindagi main buhut kam cheezain thi jis ka us ne intizaar kya tha, aik Abhinav se izhaar-e-mohabbat tha aur ab uske intizaar main guzarne wale ye pal. Har aik second use aik saddi ke barabar lag raha tha, uski nazrain mobile pe dikhne wali ghadi pe jami thi. 5 minute, 10 minute, 15 minute, 20 minute. Woh apni jaga se uth ke khadi ho gayi, uska dil kah raha tha kuch ghalat ho gaya hai.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Update 9

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Ghar ke ander aik hangama macha huwa tha, subha ke 4 baj rahe the laiken har koi aise khada tha jaise suraj nikal aya ho. Function khatam hone ke bad jab Meera Bai ne paise aur zaivar rakhne ke lye tijori kholi to uske ander se paise ghayab the. Uske bad se jaise aik toofan aa gaya ho ghar ke ander, ghar ke ander rahne wali har ladki ko dhoond dhoond kar, neend se utha kar Meera Bai ke samne laya ja raha tha. Har ladki khof ke mare thar thar kaanp rahi thi. Ghar main kaam karne wale jitne log the aur

 

chowkidar sab Meera Bai ki adalat main hath bandhe khade the. Kisi ke paas koi jawab nahi tha laiken sab jante the ke agar mujrim ka pata na chala to Meera Bai unki khaal khainch legi.

 

En sab baaton se laparwah Chanda ko Meena aur Abhinavn ki chinta lagi huwe thi. Uska dimagh ye man'ne ko tyaar nahi tha ke woh dono ghar main chori kar ke bhaag sakte hain.

Ye to shuker tha ke ab tak Meera Bai ne sari ladkiyon se sawal jawab nahi kar lye the warna use pata lag jata ke un sab main Meena nahi tha laiken thodi dair ki hi baat thi, kisi na kisi ko Meena ka khayal ana hi tha. Chanda bas yahi soch rahi thi ke kya woh Abhinav ke sath bhag ne main kamyaab ho gayi ya phir ye sab

 

kisi aur ka kaam tha. Achanak use Abhinav ke kamre main jane ka khayal aya to woh jaldi se wahan se khisak gayi

 

 

 

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4 ghante hone wale the abhi tak Abhinav wapas nahi aya tha. Meena kamre main jaise aa ke bethi thi waisi ki waisi usi jaga per ab tak mobile ko hath main lye daikhe ja rahe thi. Uska dimagh ye baat maan chuka tha ke Abhinav use akela hi chod kar chala gaya laiken uska dil nahi maan raha tha.

 

"Abhi to us ne muj se kaha tha ke apna samaan le ayo, hum ne yahan se jaana hai phir woh kaise muje chod ke jaa sakta hai. Yaqeenan koi masla ho gaya hoga, muje uska intizaar karna chahye"... Woh apne dil ko musalsal tasali dye ja rahi thi. Laiken bahar uthne wala shor use bata raha tha ke chori ke bare main bhi sab ko pata chal chuka hai. Ab agar Abhinav chahe bhi to wapas nahi aa sakta, woh kisi mujasme ki tarhan apni jaga pe akdi bethi thi jab achanak use kamre ka darwaza zor zor se bajta sunayi dya

 

"Abhinav, Abhinav. Kya tu ander hai? Darwaza kholo jaldi"... Chanda ki awaz use saaf sunayi de rahi thi.

Woh jaise taise apne wajood ko

 

khainch kar darwaze tak le aayi aur darwaza khol dya

 

"Meena... Tu yahan kya kar rahi hai? Abhinav kahan hai?"... Chanda ne use hairangi se daikhte huwe kaha

 

"Ud gaya"... Meena ne khaab ki si halat main jawab dya

 

"Kya bakwaas kar rahi hai? Ghar main chori ho gayi hai, aik toofan macha huwa hai"... Chanda ne use zor se jhinjhod dala

 

"Chanda, woh chala gaya, muje chod kar chala gaya. Us ne muje kaha tha ke muje le jaye ga magar woh chala gaya, woh chala gaya. Chanda woh

 

chala gaya"... Pahli baar Meena ke mouh se aik cheekh ki si surat awaz nikli

 

"Chup kar jaa, kisi ne sun lya to qayamat aa jaye gi, pahle hi aik qayamat ayi huwe hai"... Chanda ko kuch kuch samajh aa rahi thi laiken ye waqt us se kuch poochne ka nahi tha

 

"Kaise chup kar jayon? Ab kya bacha hai jis se dar ke chup ho jayon main?. Use akela jana tha to chala jata, magar muje umeed kyun dilayi, mere dil main umeed ka diya jala kar use etni bedardi se bhuja dya. Kya mohabbat karne ki etni badi saza di jati hai kisi ko?"... Meena apne hosh

 

main nahi thi bas jo uske dil main aa raha tha bole ja rahi thi

 

"Meena apne aap ko sambhal, hum baad main baat karan ge. Tu filhaal ander chal, agar kisi ko pata lag gaya ke tu yahan hai to tera jo hashar kare gi Meera Bai tu soch bhi nahi sakti"... Chanda use sambhalne ki koshish karte huwe wahan se le jana chah rahi thi magar woh uske bazuyon main hi jhool gayi

 

Chanda ne aik nazar uske chahre ko daikha, chot waqayi buhut gahri thi. Abhi to uske dil ne mohabbat ko theek se mehsoos bhi nahi kya aur etni be-rahmi se uska dil noch lya gaya tha. Chanda ne jaise taise use kamre se nikala aur ander le jane

 

lagi, har koi Meera Bai ke kamre main hazri dye huwe tha es lye kisi ka wahan aana mumkin na tha.

Chanda ba-mushkil use khainchte huwe uske kamre main le aayi aur uske bed pe lita dya. Aik chot to use phunch chuki thi kam az kam us ne use dusri chot phunchane se bacha lya, ab agar use koi dhundata bhi to woh apne kamre main thi, kisi ko us pe shak nahi ho sakta tha ke es sab main uska bhi hath tha.

 

 

 

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Khabar nahi thi, Jo khaab main hai, Woh khaab main bhi na mil sake ga

 

Khabar nahi thi, Kisi bhi rutt main, Ye phool dil ka naa khil sake ga

 

Woh an-kahi thi, Ke na-rasayi, Jo qurbaton ka na aya Mausam

 

Woh an-kahi thi, Ke na-narasyi, Jo qurbaton ka na aya Mausam

 

Ye maine socha kabhi nahi tha, Ke sochne ki saza mile gi

 

Mohabbaton ki parayi barish main, Bheegne ki saza mile gi

 

Badal gaya hai kareeb aa ke, Khahishon main nahaya Mausam

 

Woh an-kahi thi, Ke na-rasayi, Jo qurbaton ka na aya Mausam

 

"Band karo isse, band kar do isse, mera dimagh phut jaye ga"... Use pata nahi tha ke bahar kon ye gaana sun raha tha magar uska aik aik lafz us ki kahani suna raha tha. Woh us gaane ko band kar dena chahti thi, magar awaz uske mouh se nahi nikal rahi thi

"Meera Bai ko agar Abhinav mil gaya to shayad woh uske tukde tukde kar ke cheel kavon ko khila degi"...

Chanda bolte huwe uske kamre ke ander aayi magar us ne koi jawab na dya

 

"Ab kitna ghum manaye gi? Jab main tuje samjhati thi tab tune meri baat

 

na maani. Ye to shuker ker main sahi waqt pe tere pas phunch gayi Meera Bai jitne ghuse main hai agar use zara sa bhi shak ho jata ke tu bhi uske sath mili huwe thi to teri khaal khainch laiti woh"... Chanda uske paas baith kar use samjhane lagi

 

"To kya ho jata? Mar jaati main, acha hota. Ye jo dard mere dil main thahar se gaya hai kam az kam ye to na hota"... Pichle 2 dinon main ye pahli baat thi jo us ne ki thi. Chanda ne Meera Bai aur baki sab ko yaqeen dil dya ke uski tabiyat sakht kharab hai. Kamre main ane ke baad to kayi ghante woh hosh main aati aur phir behosh ho jaati. Kabhi roti kabhi chup ho jaati, bas Chanda hi thi jo use sambhalne ki koshish karti rahi thi

 

 

 

"Maut apni marzi se aati to adhi se zyada duniya ab tak mar chuki hoti. Marna to buhut asaan hai, asal bahaduri to jeenay main hai Dulari"

 

"Kya karon gi jee kar? Pahle to kisi aas ke sahare zindagi ko khainch rahi thi main. Aur us aas ko yaqeen main badalne ka khaab dikha kar muje haqeeqat ke andhe kunwain main phaink dya hai us ne dobara.

Jab tak koi sahara na ho tab tak andhe kunwain main insaan apni maut ka intizaar karta rahta hai magar aik baar umeed ki dor uske samne aa jaye aur dobara khainch li jaye to insaan ki halat bin paani ke machli jaisi ho jati hai. Zindagi aur maut ke beech kahin phuns jata hai

 

woh"... Meena door kahin apni soch ke jungal main bhatak rahi thi

 

"Maine issi din se darti thi, issi lye tuje kahti thi ke khaab na daikh unki qeemat nahi chuka sake gi tu. Usko to aik na aik din yahan se jana hi tha, tera sahara nazar aaya to tuje seedhi bana ke woh iss jail se chalang maar ke nikal gaya"

 

"Magar muje jhoote khaab dikhane ki kya zaroorat thi? Main us se itni mohabbat karti thi ke agar woh mujse madad mangta to main uski madad zaroor karti. Kam az kam mere ander ye ehsaas to paida na hota ke muje etni be-dardi se istemal kya us ne, muje mohabbat ka ehsaas to na dilata. Main kya batayon, kya

 

bolon, mere sath dhoka huwa, faraib huwa, main to kisi ko kuch bata bhi nahi sakti"... Ansoo aik baar phir se Meena ke ankhon se girne lage

 

"Insaan ko samajhna asaan kaam nahi, jab use apni jaan ki padi ho to woh kisi aur ki parwah nahi karta, na kisi rishte ka lihaaz rakhta hai. Woh sirf apne bare main, apne faide ka sochta hai"

 

"To phir dusre ko umeed kyun dilata hai ke woh use apni sansaain udhar de sakta hai? Kisi aur ki zindagi ke sath mazaq karne ki ijazat kis ne di hai use?"... Meena ko ehsaas nahi huwa kab woh Chanda ke seenay se lagi phoot phoot ke rone lagi

 

"Main to tuje yahan Thakur Virendar ke aaj raat ke function main jane ke lye tyaar hone ka kahne aye thi.

Magar teri halat aisi nahi ke tu wahan ja sake. Meera Bai buhut ghuse main hai magar main koshish karti hon ke kisi tarhan use mana lon"... Jab Meena kafi dair roo chuki to Chanda ne us se kaha

 

"Nahi main jayon gi"... Meena ke jawab ne use hairan kar dya

 

"Meena teri tabiyat theek nahi, tune 2 din se kuch nahi khaya. Agar tu wahan gayi aur kuch ulta seedha ho gaya to Meera Bai buhut bura hashar kare gi, iss se acha hai ke tu na jaa kar hi gaaliyan sun le"... Chanda ne use samjhane ki koshish ki

 

 

 

"Kya fark padta hai? Jab kal bhi marna hai to aaj kyun nahi? Mere main etni himmat nahi ke main apni jaan le sakon, aur agar yahi zindagi meri qismat main hai to qismat se nahi lada ja sakta. Muje agar kisi Thakur ke bistar ko kal garam karna hai to ye kaam aaj se hi kyun na karon?. Tum meri fiker na karo, jo chott muje lagi hai woh etni gahri hai ke ab kisi aur dard ka ehsaas nahi hoga. Meera Bai se kaho main zaroor jayon gi aaj raat"

 

 

 

 

Chanda hairangi se uski baatain sun rahi thi, such kaha hai kisi ne agar chott dil pe lage to woh insaan ko ya

 

to maar deti hai ya pathar ka kar deti hai. Kyun ke dono hi soorton main dil dhadakna band ho jata hai. Meena ko jo chott lagi thi us ne uske dil ko pathar kar dya tha, Chanda janti thi ke uska dil ab dobara kabhi nahi dhadke ga

 

Update 10

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Pichle 1 ghante se rang-o-saroor ki mehfil jaari thi, wahan pe betha har mard sharab ke nashe main madhosh tha aur apne samne nachti ladkiyon ke husn main khoya huwa tha.

Virendar bhi wahan pe betha huwa tha magar uska dil chah raha tha ke sab kuch jald se jald khatam ho jaye, aaj ki raat ka us ne badi be-sabri se

 

intizaar kya tha. Aaj to woh badi tyaari ke sath aya tha ke us heeray ko daikh sake ga jis ki tareef Sikendar kab se kar raha tha aur aaj ki raat woh us phool ki khushboo songhte huwe guzare ga. Magar aisa kuch bhi na huwa tha, na to use sharab nasha de rahi thi, na apne samne hone wala naach gaana use apni taraf khainch raha tha. Uski nazrain bas Meena pe jami then, jab se woh stage pe nachne aye thi, aik ajeeb si bechaini thi jo Virendar ko apne ghaire main lye huwe thi. Woh nahi samajh paa raha tha ke apni bechaini ko kya naam de. Kya use uska nachna bura lag raha tha? Ya phir woh etne sare logon ke samne naach rahi thi es lye use bura lag raha tha? Ya phir woh naach hi kyun rahi thi?. Uska dil chah raha tha sab kuch jaldi se khatam ho jaye aur woh

 

us jaga se uth ke bhaag jaye. Woh wahan pe aise baitha tha jaise wahan pe baithna uske lye saza se kam na ho

 

"Kyun meri jaan aaj raat chalo gi mere sath?"... Virendar ke aik dost ne achanak sharab ke nashe main uth kar Meena ka hath pakad lya

 

"Tol don ga paison main tumhain, kasam se kya nachti ho. Dil khush kar dya tum ne, mere sath chalo aik raat main hi rani bana don ga"

 

Woh abhi aur bhi bolta laiken Virendar ki bardasht jawab de gayi thi, woh apni jaga se uth khada huwa

 

"Yadav...Yadavvvv"... Woh jitne zor se chilla sakta tha utni zor se chillaya

 

"Hukum Thakur Sahab"... Yadav kisi kone se namoodar ho gaya

 

"Foran ye jaga khali karayo aur en sab ko wapas bhaij do. Yahan pe jitne bhi mehmaan baithe hain un sab ko unke ghar izzat se bhaij do"... Virendar ne takreeban chillate huwe kaha

 

"Kya huwa Virendar? Apas ki baat hai yaar, mera dil aa gaya hai es ladki pe, muje esko le jane do, baki sab ko khair hai bhaij do"... Us ne ab Meena ka hath pakad lya

 

 

 

"Keshav usko chodo, tumhare sath sath ye bhi mere mehmaan hain aur main unki bezzati bardasht nahi kar sakta"... Virendar ne khud pe qaboo rakhne ki puri koshish karte huwe kaha

 

"Arey yaar aisi bhi kya narazgi, tu bhi to kayi baar humari mehfil se khoobsurat phool tod ke le jata hai. Hum ne kabhi inkaar kya? Ab zid na kar, main khud Meera Bai se baat kar lon ga"... Keshav abhi tak Meena pe atka huwa tha

 

"Yadav tum ne suna nahi maine kya kaha, 5 minute main ye jaga khali ho jani chahye"

 

"Tuje es ladki ki etni fiker kyun hai? Kuch lagti hai kya teri? Agar tera dil aa gaya hai to khair hai pahle tere paas se ho aye, muje koi aitraaz nahi"... Keshav ne ankh dabate huwe kaha

 

"Keshavvvv..."... Virendar ki bardasht khatam ho gayi thi us ne agay badh kar aik zor-dar ghoonsa use de mara. Keshav jo pahle hi sharab ke nashe main dhutt tha uska aik hi ghoonsa khaa kar wahin gir pada

 

"Meena ya jo bhi naam hai tumhara, jayo yahan se. Yadav chod aye ga tum logon ko"... Virendar ne us se nazrain milaye beghair kaha

 

"Kon hain aap? Mere bodyguard? Ye naach gaana to aap ke hi kahne pe ho raha tha na? To phir etna ghusa kyun? Meri boli Meera Bai lagati hai aap nahi laga sakte. Muje kis ke sath jaana hai aur kis ke saath nahi eska faisla Meera Bai karti hai. Agar muje apne sath sulane main aap ki shaan main kami aati hai to main us aadmi ke sath chali jayon gi"... Meena jo etni dair se ye tamasha daikh rahi thi akhir kaar uske sabr bhi jawab de gaya, use nahi pata tha woh kya bol rahi hai bas aik ghuse ki lehar thi jo uske ander dor rahi thi

 

"Shut up"... Virendar ka hath aik baar phir se utha aur Meena ke gaal pe nishaan chod gaya

 

Etni dair se wahan baithe sharab main dhutt logon ko pichle 5 minute main hone wale drame ne hosh dil dya tha. Sab se pahle Sikendar aage badha

 

 

 

"Yaar Virendar chod na, ghusa kyun kar raha hai? Main en sab ko Meera Bai ke pas wapas bhijwa deta hon.

Tum ghusa thook do"... Sikendar ne use samjhte huwe kaha

 

Virendar ki ankhon se khoon chalak raha tha, us ne aik ghazab-naak nazar Meena pe daali aur taizi se ander apne farm house main chala gaya

 

 

 

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"Main to pahle se janti thi, ye ladki meri sari mehnat barbaad kar degi. Kitna samjhaya tha isse ke Thakur Virendar ka dil jeetna hai ulta use suna kar aa gayi"... Kal raat hone wale sare waqiye ka jab Meera Bai ko jab pata chala to woh tab se ghuse main khol rahi thi

 

"Meera Bai bachhi hai, ahista ahista seekh jaye gi"... Chanda ne use samjhate huwe kaha

 

"Kab seekhe gi? Aik woh haram ka janna ghar main hi chori kar ke bhaag gaya, abhi woh ghum main

 

nahi bhooli thi ke ye kamini wahan pe tamasha kar ke aa gayi"

 

"Chanda samjha de isse, agar dobara kabhi iss ne koi tamasha kya to main iski khaal kheench loon gi"

 

 

 

Meena kafi dair se woh sab kuch sun rahi thi. Woh khud nahi janti thi ke us ne raat ko aisa kyun kya, shayad uske ander 3 din se palne wale ghuse ko kahin na kahin nikalna tha aur woh nikal gaya. Magar use koi afsoos nahi tha, pahle use har mard se dar lagta, use lagta tha har koi bas uske sath sone ke aik moqe ki talash main hai magar jo kuch Abhinav ne uske sath kya tha. Ab to use lagta tha mard sirf bhooka

 

bhaidiya hi nahi balke aik loomdi ki tarhan chalak bhi hai, sirf apni khahishat ka ghulaam, jo apne siwa kisi ke bare main nahi soch sakta

 

 

 

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"Agar muje apne sath sulane main aap ki shaan main kami aati hai to main us aadmi ke sath chali jayon gi"

 

Ye aik jumla pichli 2 raaton se uske kaano main baj raha tha. Na jaane kitni sharab aur cigarette ke kitne hi packet woh khali kar chuka tha.

Magar es aik jumle se uski jaan nahi choot rahi thi

 

"To kya woh har raat kisi naye gahak ka bistar garam karti hai?"

 

"Laiken Sikendar ne to kaha tha abhi tak kisi ne use chuwa bhi nahi hai"

 

"To phir woh aisa kyun kah rahi thi? Kyun woh Keshav ke sath jane ko tyaar ho gayi thi"

 

"Akhir hai to dhanda karne wali hi, uska to kaam hi mard ki aag ko thanda karna hai"

 

"Magar uski aankhain, woh to kuch aur kah rahi then. Jism baichne wali aurton ki aankhain etni masoom nahi hoten, kuch tha uski aankhon main.

 

Koi dukh, koi shikwa. Ajeeb bolti huwe nazrain then uski"

 

Sochon ka aik na-khatam hone wala silsala tha jo pichle 2 raaton se uska peecha kar raha tha. Woh jitni koshish karta ke woh us ladki ke bare main na soche, utna woh use soche ja raha tha. Use samajh nahi aa rahi thi ke woh us ladki ke bare main kyun etna soch raha hai. Akhir thak haar kar us ne samne pada mobila uthaya aur Sikendar ko phone milane laga. Ab iss masle ka hal sirf Sikendar ke paas tha

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Update 11

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"Kya tu sach kah raha hai?"... Meera Bai ko to jaise apne kaano pe yaqeen nahi aa raha tha

 

"Han Meera Bai, kal raat hi muje Virendar ka phone aya tha, woh to muje usi waqt tumhare pas bhaijna chah raha tha maine badi mushkil se use samjhaya ke subha tak intizaar karo. Subha hote hi tere paas bhaga bhaga aya hon"

"Kuch bataya hai kitne dinon ke lye apne paas rakhe ga Meena ko?"

 

"Hamesha ke lye"

 

 

"Kya bakwaas kar raha hai? Subha subha nasha kar ke aya hai kya?"...

 

Meera Bai ko to jaise kisi biccho ne dang maar dya ho

 

"Baat to sun, woh Meena se shaadi karna chahta hai"

 

"Arey dimagh kharab ho gaya hai uska, main kya yahan pe ladkiyan vidaa karne ke lye paal rahi hon ke ja aye apni pasand ki ladki se shaadi kar ke chalta bane. Apne Thakur ko samjha ke ye kotha hai kotha, kothon main susraal nahi sakoon dhunda jata hai"

 

"Woh bhi susraal nahi dhund raha, us ne muj se kaha hai ke tum se baat kar lon. Woh muje aik blank cheque dega jis pe tu apni marzi ka paisa bhar sakti hai Meena ke badle"...

 

Sikendanr ne dant nikalte huwe use bataya

 

"Main etni pagal nahi huwe abhi tak ke apne sab se anmol heeray ko baich don. Ye heera sirf daikhne ke lye aur paise de kar choone ke lye hai kharidne ke lye nahi hai"...

Meera Bai ne aik baar phir se uski baat hawa main uda di

 

 

 

"Tu samajhti kyun nahi hai? Achar dale gi iss heeray ka 10 saal ke bad? Tujh se zyada koi nahi janta ke tawaif ke paas zyada se zyada 10 saal hote hain. Jaise hi woh 30 se uper ki hoti hai mardon ke dil se utarna shuru ho jati hai. Tere paas to ye moqa aya hai, jitna tu 10 saal

 

main bhi nahi kama sake gi Meena se jitna aik jhatke main kama legi"

 

"Magar Sikendar tu meri baat samajh, agar aaj maine isse baich dya to kal ko ho sakta hai koi aur iss se bhi zyada boli lagane wala mil jaye muje Meena ki. Aise hi aik hi baar main paisa le kar isse baich don to kya faida?"

 

 

 

 

"Main to tuje bada hoshiyar samajhta tha magar afsoos. Arey gaye hai ye ladki gaye, koi tarika nahi iss main tawaifon wala, bas naachna aata hai, mard ko apni taraf khainchna nahi jaanti. Aaj jo iss ka daam lag raha hai woh sirf iski

 

masoomiat ki waja se hai aur abhi tak iska nath nahi utra, aik baar ye kisi mard ke sath soo gayi uske bad kisi kaam ki nahi rahe gi ye. Tere kothe ko ye nahi chala sakti, Salma ko daikh 2 saal choti hai iss se magar jab bhi bahar aati hai kutte ki tarhan raal tapakne lagti hai mardon ki. Abhi to us ne naachna bhi nahi shuru kya aur pagal kar rahi hai sab ko, aik baar woh nachne lagi to tere kothe per se gaahak uthne ka naam nahi lain ge. Salma main woh sab gunn hain jo tere kothe ko agle 10,15 saal aram se chala sakte hain. Meena ko baich kar tuje etna paisa mile ga ke tu aik se aik heera ladki kharid sakti hai, isko baichne main sirf faida hi faida hai"... Sikendar ne use samjahte huwe kaha

 

"Haan kahta to tu theek hai, iski nath na utarne ki aik waja iska nakhra bhi hai. Jab bhi isse kisi mard ke sath sone ke lye samjhane ki koshish karti ho tu rone dhona shuru kar daiti hai mere samne. Mera to khayal tha waqt ke sath sath samajh jaye gi, magar manhoos us din bhi Virendar ke ghar tamasha kar ke aa gayi"... Meera Bai ab uski baat samajhne lagi then

 

"Issi lye kahta hon baich daal isse, iss se bada hath nahi maar sake gi Meena ke lye. Vireandar abhi josh main hai tuje mouh maangi qeemat daine ko tyaar hai agar uska josh thanda pad gaya to ye moqa dobara nahi mile ga"

"Theek hai phir, main Chanda ko kahti hon use tyaar kar de. Tu

 

Virendar ko kah ke aaj raat aa ke le jaye use"... Meera Bai ne akhir kaar uski baat maan li

 

 

 

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"Mubarak ho dulari, Abhinav na sahi per tuje azaadi to mil gayi akhir kaar"... Chanda khushi khushi uska saman samaitne main uski madad kar rahi thi

 

"Isse azaadi nahi kahte, aik pinjre ko chod kar dusre pinjre main jaa rahi hon main. Paise de kar kharida hai us ne muje meri mohabbat main pagal ho kar nahi le ja raha. Jab tak dil kare ga khaile ga mere sath, jab

 

dil bhar jaye ga to utha ke phaink dega bahar ya kisi aur ko baich dega"... Meena ne tanziya lahze main jawab dya

 

"Aisa kyun sochti hai? Tere pe dil aa gaya hai uska issi lye to tuje yahan se le ja raha hai warna to 1,2 raaton ke lye bulwata tuje"

 

"Tum hi kahti then na ke tawaifon ki qismat main mohabbat nahi hoti. Ab to main bhi ye tajarba kar ke daikh chuki hon, ab muje kisi khush fahmi main rah ke zindagi nahi guzarni.

Dekha tha maine us raat usse, kisi janwar se kam nahi hai, uski ankhon main ajeeb si nafrat thi mere lye.

Main jaanti hon woh mujse badla laine ke lye muje kharid raha hai"

 

"Paglon wali batain na kar, badla laine ke lye koi etna paisa nahi lagata. Janti bhi hai ktine paise dye hain us ne?"

 

"Bata do, kitni main boli lagi hai meri"... Meena ne aik tanziya muskurahat ke sath poocha

 

"Ye to muje bhi nahi pata bas etna janti hon ke koi kaghaz dya tha us ne Meera Bai ko ke apni marzi ke paise likh de us pe. Aur Meera Bai ka lalach main janti hon lakhon main karoron main vasool kya hoga us ne"

 

"Chalo saste main nahi bikki main, jate jate Meera Bai ka kuch faida hi kar ke jaa rahi hon"

 

 

 

"Pahle tu khaab daikhti thi ke kab yahan se jaye gi aur ab jaa rahi hai to aisi zeher main ghuli batain kar rahi hai"

 

"Maine khaab daikhna chod dya hai Chanda, ab bas haqeeqat main zinda rahna chahti hon main"... Meena ne apna bag utha lya, Virendar ke ane ka time ho gaya tha

 

"Dulari tu muje buhut pyaari hai, meri duwa hai tu jahan rahe khush rahe"... Chanda ne use gale lagate huwe kaha

 

"Mujse kabhi kabhi milne aa jana Chanda, jail main qaidi ko apnon se

 

milne ki ijazat to hoti hi hai. Iss dunia main aik tum hi to meri apni ho"... Meena ne apne ansoo ponchte huwe kaha

"Meera Bai ne agar ane dya to zaroor milne ayon gi. Main to kahti hon yahan ki har yaad ko bhula de bas ab khushi khushi nayi zindagi shuru kar apni"

 

"Zindagi to kab ki khatam ho chuki hai, bas saansain chal rahi hain, jab tak chalti rahain gi zindagi ko kisi na kisi tarhan khainchti rahon gi"...

Meena ne aik akhri baar Chanda aur apne kamre ko daikha aur phir bag kandhe pe latkaye bahar aa gayi jahan pe Vireandar ki gaadi uska intizaar kar rahi thi

 

 

 

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Virendar use khud laine nahi aya tha balke us din wala woh shakhs jise woh Yadav kah kar bula raha tha woh aya tha. Woh use insaan kam aur koi robot zyada lag raha tha. Aik baar bhi us ne nazar utha kar Meena ko nahi daikha tha jaise woh gaadi main bethi thi us ne gaadi chala di thi. Use apne ird-gird ki parwah nahi thi, woh shakhs use kahan le ja raha hai ya kidher le ja raha hai. Thodi dair baad gaadi aik buhut bade bunglow ke samne ruk gayi

 

"Begum sahiba, yahan se kuch saman lena hai. Thakur Sahab ne kaha tha ke apki zaroorat ki kuch

 

cheezain hain jo yahan se leni hain uske baad agay lamba safar hai.

Agar aap kuch dair ander aram karna chahti hain to main kamra khulwa deta hon"... Yadav ne bina uski taraf daikhe kisi tote ki tarhan sabak padhna shuru kar dya

 

"Nahi tum ne jo lana hai le ke aa jayo"... Meena ko uski baaton ya us saman se koi lagav nahi tha, woh bas jald se jald us jaga phunchna chahti thi jahan unhain phunchna tha

 

"Jo hukum Begam Sahiba"... Yadav ye kah kar gaadi se utar kar ander chala gaya aur thodi dair bad apne sath 2 nokron ke madad se kuch saman gaadi main rakhne laga.

 

Saman rakhne ke baad aik baar phir se woh driving seat pe aa baitha aur unka safar dobara shuru ho gaya.

Meena ko pata nahi chala kab woh khidki se bahar daikhte daikhte soo gayi. Jab uski ankh khuli to subha ki roshni badlon ke darmiyan se apna rasta bana rahi thi. Us ne khidki se bahar daikha laiken woh jaga uske lye bilkul anjaan thi

 

"Hum kahan ja rahe hain?"... Meena ne pahli baar us se sawal kya

 

"Begum Sahiba, hum Thakur Sahab ke farm house ja rahe hain"

 

"Wahin jahan us din.."... Woh kahte kahte ruk gayi, us raat ki sari kahani uske ankhon ke samne ghoomne lagi

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Ji nahi, ye Thakur Sahab ka sab se khaas farm house hai jahan hum ja rahe hain. Iss ke bare main siwaye mere aur Thakur Sahab ke aur koi nahi janta"

 

To dunia se chupane ke lye muje aik anjaan qaid khane main dala ja raha hai, taake kisi ko pata na chal sake ke Thakur Virendar aik tawaif ko kharid ke laya hai. Agar etna hi khayal tha apni izzat ka to muje kharidne ke kya zaroorat thi, khair meri bala se bhaad main jaye woh aur uski izzat. Muje kharida hai us ne jahan rakhe jaise rakhe uski marzi hai. Woh apni sochon main gum thi

 

jab achanak uski nazar samne aik buhut shandaar farm house pe padi. Jis farm house pe woh us raat gayi thi woh bhi buhut shandaar tha magar ye jo uske saamne tha ye to kisi shahkaar se kam nahi tha. Unki gaadi jaise hi farm house ke ander dakhil huwe aik noker bhagta huwa gaadi ke kareeb aa gaya

 

"Begum Sahiba hum phunch gaye"... Yadav ne use aise bataya jaise woh daikhne se mahroom ho

 

Woh gaadi se neechay utar to ayi magar ab use samajh nahi aa rahi thi ke kis taraf jaye. Yadav gaadi se uska saman utarwa raha tha

 

"Aaiye Begum Sahiba, main aap ko aap ke kamre tak chod aata hon"... Yadav ko ya to uski uljhan samajh gaya tha ya phir use pahle se hi samjha ke bhaija gaya tha. Woh uske peechay chalti ander aa gayi, aik buhut shandaar se drawing room se hote huwe woh seedhiyan chadh kar uper phunch gaye. Wahan pe 3 kamron main se aik ke agay Yadav jaa ke ruk gaya

 

"Begum Sahiba aap ka kamra, aap aram kijiye. Bahar noker mojood hain kisi cheez ki zaroorat ho to aap intercom pe bata sakti hain. Kal se 2 aurtain bhi yahan hon gi jo ander ke kaam karain gi"... Yadav ne phir se sabak padhna shuru kar dya

 

"Mere lye koi aur hukum hai? Muje wapas Thakur Sahab ke pas phunchna hai"

 

"Kya matlab? Tumhare Thakur Sahab yahan pe nahi hain?"... Woh uski baat sun kar hairan huwe beghair na rah saki

"Ji woh to shaher main hain, agle hafte ayain ge"

 

"Theek hai tum ja sakte ho"... Uska jawab sun kar uske paas ab poochne ke le aur kuch na tha

 

Kamre ke ander thandi hawa ke jhonke ne uska suwagat kya, lag raha tha jaise kafi dair pahle A.C on kar dya gaya tha

 

 

 

"To Thakur Sahab ne apni ayashi ke lye ye Jannat bana rakhi hai"... Apni baat per use khud hi hansi aa gayi

 

 

 

 

"Jannat nahi balke qaid khana, jahan pe use laa ke band kar dya gaya hai. Ab Thakur Sahab agle hafte aa kar apni aag ko thanda kar ke phir se chalte banain ge. Aur Chanda samajh rahi thi ke use main pasand aa gayi hon, etni bhi himmat nahi thi us main ke muje shaher main apne ghar main rakh sakta. Yahan door logon se chupa kar rakha hai, zaher hai aik tawaif rangeeni ka saman to ho sakti hai izzat ka to nahi"... Us ne aik thandi saans bhar ke samne pade

 

bed pe khud ko gira lya. Aik nayi zindagi balke aik nayi qaid ki shuruwat aaj se ho gayi thi

 

 

 

 

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Update 12

Use ye pata nahi tha ke aik hafta guzaarna etna mushkil kaam bhi ho sakta hai, us ne ab tak jo zindagi guzari thi us main to waqt parr laga ke udta tha. Magar pichle aik hafte main use ehsaas huwa tha ke waqt guzarna etna mushkil kaam bhi ho sakta hai. Subha hoti thi to shaam

 

karna mushkil ho jata aur jab shaam ho jati to subha ka intizaar karte karte woh thak jati thi. Ghar ka koi aisa kaam nahi tha jo use karna padta, aur bahar jane ki waise to us pe koi pabandi nahi thi. Gaadi aur driver har waqt mojood hote the magar use ye bhi pata nahi tha ke woh hai kis jaga pe aur wahan se ghoomne ke lye kahan jaye. Waise bhi akela ghoomne ki koi tuk bhi nahi banti thi, Yadav jo bags main saman le ke aya tha us main etne kapde aur baki istamaal ki cheezain then ke use lagta shayad agle aik saal tak use shopping nahi karni pade gi. Us aik hafte main siwaye aik bade waqiye ke ilawa kuch khaas nahi huwa tha. Uske wahan ane ke 2 din baad Yadav uske paas kuch court marriage ke kaghzaat le ke aya tha uske sign karane ke lye. Us ne kabhi

 

bahar ki dunia ke bare main na zyada jan'ne ki koshish ki thi na use pata tha, use pata nahi tha ke court mariage aise bhi ho sakti hai jab pati patni dono aik doosre se meelon door hon, magar etna andaza use ho gaya tha ke Thakur Virendar ke paas be-inteha paisa hai aur dunia main paisa aik wahid cheez hai jis ke zor pe har kaam ho sakta hai. Use bhi to paise ke zor per kharida gaya tha.

Bas aik hafte main woh sirf Meena se

Meena Virendar ban chuki thi

 

 

Use yaad bhi nahi tha ke use wahan rahte huwe kitne din ho gaye hain, woh bhi baqi dinon ki tarhan ka aik din tha. Woh nashta karne ke baad kuch dair ke lye bahar lawn main ja bethi thi jab wahan kaam karne wali aik aurat ne use aa kar bataya ke aaj

 

Thakur Virendar wahan aane wala hai. Woh uski baat sun'ne ke baad ander apne kamre main aa gayi

 

"To akhir woh din aa hi gaya jab hum aik dusre ke aamne samne hon ge.

Magar main uska saamna kaise karon gi, koi kis tarhan us insaan ke sath rah sakta hai jis ne use kharida ho?. Us main aur us ghar main padi baki cheezon main fark sirf itna tha ke woh saans leti thi aur baki sari cheezain be-jaan then. Magar chahe naam ka sahi woh ab uska shohar tha, woh kuch bhi kar le ye aisi haqeeqat thi jo woh badal nahi sakti thi"... Us ne aik thandi saans bhari aur apne lye koi acha sa suit daikhne lagi

 

"Kya muje tyaar hona chahye? Main to ye bhi nahi jaanti ke woh mujse kya chahta hai? Sirf mere jism se khailna chahta hai? Magar uske lye use shaadi karne ki kya zaroorat thi? Laiken phir yahan aik hafte ke lye aise qaid main chod dena? Magar us ne muje qaid to nahi kya main kahin bhi aa ja sakti thi. Haan magar aise parinde ke lye jis ke parr kaat dye jain uske lye pinjre ka darwaza band ho ya khula kya fark padta hai?"...

Use ehsaas hi nahi huwa ke woh kya

kya soche ja rahi hai, bas sochon ka aik silsila tha jo pichle aik hafte se jaari tha. Akhir us ne aik kaale rang ka suit apne lye pasand kya aur nahane chali gayi. Meena jab bahar aa ke sheeshay ke samne bethi to us ne khud ko ghor se sheehay main dekha

 

 

 

"Kya main waqayi etni khoobsurat hon ya phir ye iss suit ka kamal hai?"... Us ne khud ko sheeshay main daikhte huwe socha

 

"Kaala rang mujh pe hamesha acha lagta hai. Pahli baar jab Abhinav se milne gayi thi tab bhi maine kaala rang hi pahna huwa tha"... Abhinav ka khayal aate hi uski soch apne aap tham gayi

 

"Bhagvaan ke lye meri sochon ka peecha karna chod do, nafrat hai muje tum se, tumhare naam se. Jaan chod do meri"... Woh dil hi dil main soche ja rahi thi aur use pata hi nahi laga ke uske ankhon se ansoo uske gaalon pe bah rahe the. Woh abhi

 

tyaar hone ka soch hi rahi thi ke darwaze pe dastak huwe. Us ne jaldi se apne ansoo saaf kye, abhi woh apni jaga se khadi hi huwe thi ke kamre ke ander aate Virendar ko daikh kar apni jaga pe jam kar rah gayi

 

"Hello!... Kaisi ho tum?"... Virender ne ander aate hi us se aise baat ki jaise kayi saalon se unki yahi routine ho

 

"Theek"... Kafi dair baad mushkil se uske gale se bas yahi nikal saka

 

"Mera khayal hai baith jain"... Virendar ne kuch dair uske hilne julne ka intizaar kya magar jab woh apni jaga se na hilli to use kahna hi

 

pada. Meena chup chaap samne sofe pe jaa ke baith gayi. Virender bed pe betha tha

 

"I am Sorry, tumhain aik hafta aise akela rahna pada. Kuch buhut zaroori kaam the jin ko karna zaroori tha. Main chahta tha ke main jab yahan aayon to peechay koi aisa kaam na ho jis ki waja se muje wapas jaana pade"... Virender apni aik hafta ghair hazri ki waja bata raha tha magar uski nazrain Meena pe tiki then jo apne samne pade table pe aise nazrain jama ke baithi jaise wah koi buhut eham cheez ho

 

"Muje nahi pata tum mere bare main kya soch rakhti ho, pata nahi rakhti bhi ho ya nahi. Tum ne us raat sirf

 

mera ghussa dekha hai, muje ghussa kam hi aata hai magar jab aata hai to buhut shadeed aata hai aur us raat tum ne aisi baat kar di thi ke mujse ghussa control karna mushkil ho gaya tha. Main ye batain es lye kar raha hon kyun ke main nahi chahta humare darmian purani batain phir kabhi discuss hon"...

Virendar bolta jaa raha tha magar

Meena bilkul kisi mujasme ki tarhan uske saamne bethi thi

 

"Muje iss tarhan ki baatain karna nahi aata, na maine es se pahle kabhi kisi se aisi batain ki hain. Muje safayan dena pasand nahi hai aur na kabhi meri zindagi main aisa koi raha hai jo mujse koi sawal kare. Na maine kabhi parwah ki hai koi mere bare main kya sochta hai, magar

 

main chahta hon ke tumhain pata hona chahye mere bare main"...

Meena ko samajh nahi aa rahi thi woh kya batain kar raha hai aur kyun kar raha hai, us ne bas sir hila dya uski baaton pe

 

"Kabhi Kabhi insaan buhut majboor ho jata hai, apne aap se, apni mohabbat se. Maine jab pahli baar tumhain dekha tha main samajh nahi paya tha ke mere ander jo jazbe ubhar rahe hain unhain kya naam daina chahye. 2 raatain lagi muje ye samajhne main ke muje tum se mohabbat ho gayi hai etni shadeed ke tumhare beghair mere lye aik pal guzarna bhi mushkil ho gaya tha.

Jahan pe tum then wahan se main

tumhain aur tarike se bhi nikaal sakta tha magar main koi masla nahi

 

chahta tha iss lye maine sab se asaan tarika istamal kya. Muje pata tha ke Meera Bai paise ke lye khud ko bhi baich dale gi. Tumhare lye mere jo jazbaat hain unki koi qeemat nahi hai aur na hi koi unki qeemat laga sakta hai"

 

 

 

"To phir muje es tarhan chupa ke rakhne ki kya zaroorat thi?"... Meena ko khud bhi pata nahi laga ke uske mouh se ye sawal kaise nikal gaya.

Us ne sir utha kar use dekha nahi magar woh mehsoos kar sakti thi ke woh hairan ho gaya hai uske sawal pe

 

"Jitna main tumhare sawal pe hairan huwa hon utna khush bhi huwa hon.

 

Mera khayal tha tum ne na bolne ki qasam khaa rakhi hai. Tumhara sawal apni jaga theek hai, magar main tumhain kisi se chupa nahi raha. Yahan tumhain laane ka maqsad sirf etna hai ke main nahi chahta tha ke jab tak main tumhain jee bhar ke daikh na lon koi aur tumhain daikhe. Agar tum ye samajhti ho ke muje tum se rishta jodne pe koi sharmindagi hai to es baat ko dimagh se nikaal do. Maine issi lye court marriage ke paperz tumhain bhijwaye the, agar muje tumhain dunia se chupa ke rakhna hota to main tum se kabhi shadi na karta. Maine kabhi nahi socha tha ke main kabhi shadi karon ga aur karon ga bhi to woh bhi iss tarhan, magar jab maine shadi ka faisla kya to mera bilkul dil nahi chaha ke logon ka aik hajoom ikhata karon aur unhain

 

batayon ke tum meri patni ho. Iss shadi se sab se zyada khushi muje khud hai to us khushi pe sab se zyada haq bhi mera hi hai, maine tumhain apni zindagi main apne lye shamil kya hai na ke logon ke lye"... Virendar thodi dair ke lye ruka

 

"Aurat mere lye hamesha sab se zyada na-qable bharosa rahi hai aur maine sab se zyada nafrat bhi aurat ke wajood se ki hai. Magar muje pata nahi tha ke akhir kaar main aik aurat ke samne hi haar jayon ga. Muje apni haar pe koi afsoos nahi hai, tum se haar main bhi meri jeet hai, aur mera dil kahta hai tum waisi aurat nahi ho jin se aaj tak mera taulaq raha hai.

Tumhain daikh ke mere dil main

ajeeb tarhan ke jazbaat ubharte hain jo maine kabhi mehsoos nahi kye,

 

magar main tumhain apni zindagi main iss lye nahi laya ke aik mujasme ko apni zindagi main shamil karon jis ko main jo kahon woh waisa kare. Muje rishton ke bare main zyada pata nahi, magar iss thode se waqt main itna jaan gaya hon ke mohabbat aik aisa ehsaas hai jo khud bolta hai, apna aap manwata hai. Na to muje koi jaldi hai aur na hi main zabardasti tumhare ander koi aisa jazba paida karna chahta hon, muje pata hai tumhain waqt chahye aur tum jitna waqt lena chahti ho le sakti ho. Muje tumhare ander wohi khalis jazba chahye jo tumhari ankhon main nazar aata hai"...

Virender ki baat pe pahli baar us ne

nazrain utha ke use daikha, woh use hi daikh raha tha, woh zyada dair uski ankhon main na daikh saki

 

 

 

"Hum dono ki pichli zindagi shayad koi buhut qabil-e-fakhar nahi rahi, maine aurat ko hamesha khilona samjha hai aur tum jahan se aayi ho wahan bhi aurat khilone se zyada kuch nahi, magar muje yaqeen hai waqt ke sath sath hum dono hi apni pichli zindage ke saaye se bahar nikal aayain ge. Meri dunia to tum ne yahan aane se pahle hi badal di thi, aur tumhari dunia yahan aane ke bad badal jaye gi. Muje apne jazbaat pe pura bharosa hai aur main janta hon tum aik din mujse toot kar mohabbat karo gi aur muje ussi din ka intizaar hai jab tumhare dil-o- dimagh main Virendar ke siwa aur kuch nahi hoga"... Virendar ye kah kar uth khada huwa aur kamre se

 

jane laga magar darwaze pe jaa ke ruk gaya

 

"Meri tum se bas aik vinti hai, maine apne aap se lad kar tum pe bharosa kya hai, mere bharose ko kabhi mat todna. Virendar Singh ne khud ko tumhare lye badla hai, koshish karna ke kabhi muje apne faisle pe afsoos na karna pade. Main janta hon tum aisa nahi karo gi magar phir bhi main chahta tha ke aaj hi humare darmiyan sari batain clear ho jain.

Hum iss bare main kabhi dobara baat

nahi karain ge, ab tum araam karo main bahar kuch logon se milne jaa raha hon, lunch hum log saath main karain ge"... Ye kah kar Virendar kamre se chala gaya

 

 

 

Meena ne aik gahri saans li, jaise ab tak uski saans atki huwe thi. Kya tha woh shakhs? Pichle 15 minute main us ne jitni bhi baatain ki then, har aik baat ka woh aitraaf bhi kar raha tha aur us se inkaar bhi. Woh us se mohabbat ka daava bhi kar raha tha magar use apna bharosa na todne ka bhi kah raha tha. Aurat se nafraat ka izhaar bhi kar raha tha magar aik tawaif se gahri mohabbat ka izhaar bhi kar raha tha. Use apni marzi karne ki ijazat bhi de raha tha magar sath hi us se ye bhi aas laga raha tha ke woh us se mohabbat kare gi.

Khud to use sab kuch bata kar chala

gaya tha magar uske lye sochon ka na-khatam hone wala silsala chod gaya tha. Phir se mohabbat? Abhi to woh pichli chott ko bhi theek tarhan

 

se nahi bhool payi thi ke aik aur mard us se mohabbat ka izhaar kar raha tha aur woh bhi aisa insaan jo apna bharosa tootne ka bhi khatra rakhta ho. Abhinav kya khail khaila hai tum ne mere sath? Kya main ab kabhi kisi ki mohabbat pe yaqeen kar sakon gi? Aur kya main dobara mohabbat bhi kar sakon gi ya nahi? Buhut bura kya tum ne mere sath Abhinav, buhut bura

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Update 13

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Aane wala 3 mahine Meena ki zindagi ka sab se ajeeb din the, aik ke baad aik ajeeb aur hairan karne wale waqiyat the jo uski zindagi main ho rahe the. Iss sare samay

 

main use etna pata lag gaya tha ke Virendar ko samajhna buhut mushkil kaam hai, woh shayad un chand logon main se tha jin ko samajhne ke lye waqt chahye hota hai. Magar uske har andaaz se Meena ko etna pata chal gaya tha ke woh uske lye buhut khaas hai, woh jab use nazrain utha kar daikhta tha to uski ankhon ke assar se uske lye nikalna na- mumkin sa ho jata tha. Virendar mohabbat main lipti baatain nahi karta tha magar uski ankhain bolti then. Virendar ke rawaiye se etna zaroor ho gaya tha ke ab woh aram se us se baat kar laiti thi, aur Virendar ko sab se badi shikayat hi us se yahi thi ke woh kam bolti hai, woh use sun'na chahta tha, magar woh use kya batati ke uske paas bolne ke lye kuch nahi hai

 

 

 

"Meena aik baat batayo"... Virendar ko shaam ki chai lawn main hi peena pasand karta tha, es waqt bhi woh dono lawn main baithe the

 

"Ji poochain"

 

 

"Tum ne kabhi mohabbat ki hai?"... Sawal tha ya koi jhatka jo us ne use dya tha. Chai banate Meena ke hath aik baar ko kaanp gaye

 

"Chanda kahti hai ke tawaifon ki qismat main mohabbat nahi hoti"... Us ne kuch seconds lye apne aap ko normal karne ke lye aur phir soch kar jawab dya

 

"Maine tumhain mana kya tha na apne lye ye lafz istamal mat kya karo"... Virendar uske tawaif kahne pe bigad gaya

 

"Sorry, ainda nahi kahon gi"

"Khair... Qismat main hona ya na hona alag baat hai aur mohabbat karna ya na karna alag. Maine ye nahi poocha tumhain tumhari mohabbat mili ya nahi, maine to ye poocha hai ke tum ne mohabbat ki ya nahi?"... Virendar ne ab ki baar tafseel se apni baat samjhayi

 

"Nahi, kis se karti? Apne lye kisi ki ankhon main mohabbat kabhi nahi dekhi maine"... Woh use kaise batati. Virendar jaise insaan ko apni baat samjhana usse intahi mushkil kaam

 

lagta tha, aisa insaan jo apne har jazbe main marne aur maar daine wali shiddat rakhta ho. Us jaise mushkil insaan ko aik aam si baat samjhana bhi Meena ke lye buhut mushkil tha. Agar uske dil main aik dafa shakk paida ho gaya to sari zindagi lag jaye gi aur woh uska shakk nahi khatam kar paye gi

"Meri ankhon main bhi nahi?"

 

 

"Main aap ki baat nahi kar rahi, apni purani zindagi ki baat kar rahi hon"

 

"To iss ka matlab hai ab tumhain KISI ki ankhon main mohabbat nazar aati hai?"... Virendar ne kisi pe khasa zor de kar kaha, lag raha tha jaise use maza aa raha ho es sawal jawab ke khail main

 

 

 

"Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ke main apne lye kisi ki ankhon main mohabbat daikhon gi. Magar ab jab daikhti hon to yaqeen nahi aata ke koi mujse etni mohabbat bhi kar sakta hai"... Woh dono har baat bina naam lye, bina aik dusre ki taraf ishara kye kar rahe the. Dono hi mohabbat se dare huwe the magar mohabbat pe yaqeen bhi karna chahte the

 

"Muje lagta hai tum mohabbat se buhut naraz ho"... Virendar ne muskurate huwe kaha

 

"Mohabbat insaan ko buhut be- aitbaar bana daiti hai, har pal aik darr, aik khof sa laga rahta hai use

 

khone ka. Shayad mohabbat insaan ko kamzor bana deti hai laiken phir bhi insaan mohabbat ke beghair rah nahi sakta. Main mohabbat se naraz nahi khof-zada hon"... Meena ne use apni baat samjhane ki koshish ki

 

"Tumhain lagta hai main tumhain chod don ga?"

 

"Baat chodne ya sath daine ki nahi hai. Kabhi kabhi log apke paas hote huwe bhi apke sath nahi hote, kabhi woh aap se meelon dor hone ke bawajood har pal apne paas mehsoos hote hain. Mohabbat ka taulaq sath hone ya na hone se nahi hai balke dil se hai, agar ye dil main ghar kar jaye to phir faasle isse khatam nahi kar sakte"

 

 

 

"Muje nahi pata tha tum etni gahri baatain bhi kar sakti ho"... Virendar uski baatain sun ke waqayi hairan rah gaya tha

 

"Baatain insaan khud kab karta hai? Ye to insaan ki soch hai jo humare mouh se alfaaz ban ke nikalti hai"... Meena ne muskurate huwe jawab dya

"Chaliye ander chalte hain, thand ho rahi hai"... Virendar ne aik gahri nazar us pe daali aur phir dono ahista ahista chalte ander chale gaye

 

 

 

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Virender ne kabhi use bataya nahi tha ke woh aurton se etni nafrat kyun karta tha, uski himmat nahi padi kabhi poochne ki. Use to yahi buhut lagta tha ke jo kuch woh apni marzi se bata de wohi kafi hai. Us ne Virendar ko ghussa hote nahi dekha tha magar woh aik baar uska ghussa daikh chuki thi aur woh nahi chahti thi ke dobara woh use uss halat main daikhe. Ghar ke noker to es hadd tak wafadar the ke un se kisi baat ka pata lagna na-mumkin tha, magar jab Meena ne wahan aas paas ke logon se milna julna shuru kya to use kuch thoda buhut pata chal gaya ke Virendar ki maan bachpan main hi usse chod kar chali gayi thi. Iss se zyada koi uski maan ke bare main nahi janta tha, ye sab pata lagne ke baad use Virendar ke sath dil se hamdardi hone lagi, uski kayi

 

baatain use theek lagni lagen, agar aik saggi maan apni alulaad ke sath aisa kare to waqayi uski be-aitbaari apni jaga theek thi

 

"Meena packing ko aik baar phir se daikh lena kal hum ne shaher wapas jana hai"

 

"Ji main daikh loon gi subha"

 

 

 

"Kya huwa tum khush nahi lag rahen muje wapas jane ki baat sun ke"

 

"Iss main khush hone ki kya baat hai? Yahan pe kitna sakoon hai, shaher main phir se wohi bhaag dor aur logon ka hajoom"

 

 

 

"Kamal hai, pahle tum apne yahan hone pe naraz ho rahi then aur aaj wapas jane ki baat pe udaas ho rahi ho"

 

"Pahle ki baat aur thi tab to pata nahi main kya kya soch rahi thi muje khud nahi pata. Sach to yahi hai ke muje zyada log pasand nahi, yahan pe jo sakoon hai woh wahan to nahi hoga na"

 

"Aisi koi baat nahi wahan bhi tum aur main hi hon ge. Mera social circle buhut chota sa hai, haan jis kisam ki harkatain main pahle karta tha unka circle buhut bada tha. Laiken un logon se na to main khud milta hon

 

ab aur na tumhain milne ki zaroorat hai"

 

"Aap ne kya meri waja se un logon se milna choda hai?"... Meena ne darte darte sawal kya

 

"Haan tumhari waja se magar tumhari purani zindagi ke hawale ki waja se nahi. Jis tarhan ki zindagi maine guzari hai us main ayashi ka samaan sab se zyada tha, maine apni zindagi main kapdon se zyada ladkiyan tabdeel ki hain. Magar ab muje uski zaroorat nahi, main jis sakoon ko sari zindagi dhundata raha hon woh muje tumhare paas hone se mila hai aur koi pagal hi hoga ke sakoon ko chod kar dobara us gandagi ke daldal main ja gire"...

 

Virendar ne uska hath pakadte huwe kaha. Buhut kam dafa aisa huwa tha ke us ne chuwa ho usse, woh zyada tar bas uska hath hi pakadta tha, jo vaada us ne us se pahle din kya tha us pe ab tak qaim tha. Woh use apne paas aane ka waqt de raha tha

 

"Waise kal Chanda ka phone aya tha woh bhi tumhain yaad kar rahi hai"... Jab kafi dair Meena ne koi jawab nahi dya to Virendar ne use bataya

 

"Acha?? Kab? Aap ne bataya nahi muje"

 

"Tum us waqt bahar gayi huwe then, maine use bataya tha ke wapas shaher aane ke bad tum se mil le"

 

 

 

"Aap ko koi aitraaz to nahi hoga?"... Meena janti thi woh uski pichli zindagi ke baare main buhut sensitive tha

 

"Muje tumhare purane rishte pasand nahi hain magar tumhari baaton se muje andaza huwa hai ke Chanda tumhari zindagi main kafi ehmiat rakhti hai. Tum chaho to us se mil sakti ho, ghar bulwa lena use"

 

"Ji theek hai"... Waqayi mohabbat insaan ko kitna badal deti hai, Virendar chahe jitna bhi uski guzri huwe zindagi se nafrat karta ho magar ussi zinadgi se judde us insaan se milne se use rok nahi raha tha jo uske lye khaas tha

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"Begum Sahiba aap ka phone hai"... Woh kamre main bethi apni packing daikh rahi thi jab nokrani ne usse aa kar bataya, Virendar bahar kuch logon se milne gaya huwa tha

 

"Hello"... Woh hairaan hote huwe neechay aayi ke usse kon phone kar sakta hai bhala

 

"Hello Meena"... Iss awaz ko to woh lakhon main bhi pehchaan sakti thi magar usse yahan ka number kaise mila

 

 

 

"Tum??... Kyun phone kya tum ne muje?"... Uski awaz main aik dam se nafrat jhalak aayi thi

 

"Meena aik baar meri baat sun lo, tum jaisa samajh rahi hai waisa kuch nahi hai. Maine tumhain dhoka nahi dya"... Abhinav ke lahze main faryaad thi aik

 

"Muje tumhari koi baat nahi sun'ni aur ainda kabhi muje phone mat karna"

 

"Meena uss raat main tumhain akela chod kar nahi bhaga tha. Main pichle 2 mahine se Chanda ko apni be- gunahi ke saboot de raha hon badi

 

mushkil se aaj us ne tumhara number dya hai muje. Tum aik baar meri baat to sun lo"

 

"Abhinav muje nafrat hai tumhare naam se, main tumhari koi succhi jhooti gawahi nahi sun'na chahti.

Badi mushkil se maine khud ko samjhaya hai aur apni zindagi dobara se shuru ki hai. Tum ne mera, meri mohabbat ka jo mazaq banaya hai woh main kabhi nahi bhool sakti, mere to dil ne abhi theek se mohabbat mehsoos bhi nahi ki thi ke tum ne mere dil se us ehsaas ko noch dala. Ab dobara se tum meri zindagi jahanum ban'na chahte ho, yaad rakho ab main woh pahle wali kamzoor Meena nahi hon. Ainda agar tum ne muje phone kya ya tang karne ki koshish ki to main tumhain

 

zinda nahi chodon gi"... Us ne ye kahte huwe receiver phone pe de mara. Woh es tarhan lambi lambi saansain le rahi thi jaise buhut door se bhagti huwe aayi ho. Achanak use mehsoos huwa jaise koi uske peechay khada ho, us ne mud kar dekha to uski saans uske seenay main attak gayi. Virendar bilkul uske peechay khada tha aur uske chahre ke bhaav saaf bata rahe the ke woh sab kuch sun chuka hai

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Update 14

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Virendar uss se kuch kahe beghair taizi se seedhian phalangta huwa uper chala gaya. Kuch dair tak to woh apni jaga pe baithi rah gayi.

 

Woh kya kahe gi usse, kaise yaqeen dilaye gi ke jaisa woh soch raha hai waisa kuch nahi hai. Kya aik baar phir se mohabbat use apne hone ka halka sa ehsaas de kar usse chod degi. Abhi to woh theek tarhan se Virendar ki mohabbat ko mehsoos bhi nahi kar payi thi ke sab kuch phir se raiza raiza ho gaya, kya woh etni bad-qismat thi ke har baar mohabbat uske paas se ho kar us se door chali jati thi. Kafi dair woh wahan baithi sochti rahi ke usse Virendar se kaise baat karni hai magar usse kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ke woh usse kya bataye. Akhir kaar woh apni jaga se uth khadi huwe, jo bhi tha usse Virendar ka saamna to karna hi tha, uske sawalon ka jawab dena tha.

Woh ahista ahista seedhian chadhti

uper aa gayi, us ne pahle bedroom main dekha magar woh wahan nahi

 

tha. Usse andaza ho gaya ke woh kahan ho sakta hai, woh uske study room ki taraf badh gayi. Us ne darwaze ki knob ko halka sa ghumaya to darwaza khul gaya.

 

Kamra andhaire main dooba huwa tha magar wahan pe cigarette ka dhuwan use bata raha tha ke kuch hi dair main woh kitne cigarette phoonk chuka tha. Us ne deewar pe hath phair kar button dhund kar light on kar di, pura kamra roshni main naha gaya

 

"Light band kar do"... Virendar aik kone main apni rocking chair pe ankhain band kye laita huwa tha

 

"Band kar doon gi, pahle aap meri baat sun lain"... Usse aaj se pahle hamesha uss se baat karte aik darr sa mehsoos hota tha magar aaj aisa kuch mehsoos nahi ho raha tha.

Shayad uske dil main jo baat thi jo usse darati thi aaj woh saamne aane ke bad uska darr bhi khatam ho gaya tha

 

"Muje kuch nahi sun'na, tum jayo yahan se"... Virendar ne ankhain khole beghair usse jawab dya magar uski awaz main sakhti woh saaf mehsoos kar rahi thi

 

"Magar muje batana hai, jaisa aap soch rahe hain waisa kuch nahi hai"

 

"Agar aisa kuch nahi tha to tum ne aaj tak bataya kyun nahi muje?

Maine tum se poocha bhi tha"

 

 

"Maine aap ko iss lye nahi bataya kyun ke koi itni khaas baat nahi thi"

 

"Jhoot bol rahi ho tum, tumhare dil main chor tha tum ne iss lye muje nahi bataya"... Virendar ne pahli baar ankhain kholi

 

"Theek kah rahe hain aap, mere dil main chor tha magar iss lye nahi ke maine kuch ghalat kya tha balke muje sirf ye darr tha ke aap meri baat samajh nahi sakain ge aur uska ghalat matlab le lain ge. Shayad kuch waqt aur guzarta to main khud aap ko bata deti sab kuch magar uss

 

se pahle hi ye baat iss tarhan khul gayi"

 

"Acha huwa na khul gayi, tumhara assal chahra mere samne aa gaya"

"Kis assal chahre ki baat kar rahe hain aap? Kya aap nahi jante ke main aik tawaif thi? Tawaifon ke to buhut sare chahne wale hote hain"

 

"Bakwaas band karo"... Woh abhi bol rahi thi ke Virendar ne uski baat kaat di

 

"Nahi chup karon gi main, aap ka sab se bada masla hi yahi hai aap bharosa nahi kar sakte. Aap mujh se mohabbat ka daava to karte hain magar mujh pe shakk bhi karte hain

 

ke main aap ke sath be-wafai karon gi. Meri pichli zindagi aap se chupi huwi to nahi to phir aap kis dhoke ki baat kar rahe hain?"

 

"Uss dhoke ki jo tum ne muje dya hai, tumhare pichli zindagi ke bare main sab kuch janta tha main uske bawajood maine tum se mohabbat ki tumhain apni zindagi main le ke aaya. Magar tum kisi aur se mohabbat karti then aur aaj bhi karti ho, issi lye tumhain mera paas aana pasand nahi tha"... Virendar ab uski ankhon main ankhain daale kah raha tha

 

"Han karti thi mohabbat main magar us waqt aap meri zindagi main nahi the. Maine jis gandagi ke daldal main

 

etne saal guzare us waqt wahan muje sirf aik sahara nazar aata tha Abhinav ki mohabbat ka, main uss se mohabbat na karti to aur kya karti?

Magar woh bhi to aik mard hi hai na, apne faide ke lye mera istamal kya uss ne aur phir muje wahin chod kar bhaag gaya"... Meena ko pata nahi chala kab uski ankhon se ansoo bahna shuru ho gaye

 

"Agar us ne tumhain waqayi dhoka dya hota to tum meri mohabbat ab tak qabool kar chuki hoten magar such to ye hai ke aaj bhi tumhare dil main wohi ha"

 

"Woh mere dil main nahi hai balke ye apke dimagh main betha huwa woh khof hai jis se aap sari zindagi

 

peecha nahi chuda sake. Apko lagta hai ke agar aap ki maan apko chod kar chali gayi to dunia ki har aurat na-qable bharosa ho gayi"... Meena nahi janti thi kaise uske mouh se ye alfaaz nikal gaye

 

"Just Shut up"... Virendar ne dhadte huwe aik zordar chanta use de mara

 

 

 

"Mariye aur mariye muje, aur kar bhi kya sakte hain aap? Aap aik buzdil aur kamzor insaan hain, jo apni mohabbat se bhi darta hai aur bharosa karne ki bhi himmat nahi rakhta. Nahi chahye muje aisi mohabbat jo dar ke saaye main parwaan chadhe. Woh jaisa bhi tha chahe us ne mohabbat ka naam le

 

kar dhoka dya ho muje magar kam se kam aap se to bahter tha. Aap to mohabbat ka yaqeen dilate hain magar aik pal ke lye bhi bharosa karne ko tyaar nahi, kya karon main aisi mohabbat ka jis ke har pal, har lamhe, chin jane ka khof ho"...

Virendar ke chaante ne use puri tarhan hila dya tha magar us ne bolna band na kya

 

"Haan tumhain meri mohabbat ki kya zaroorat? Ho to akhir tawaif na, kisi aik mard ki mohabbat se tumhara dil kahan bharne wala hai? Tumhain to apne jism se khailne ke lye har raat naya mard chahye, woh bhi khailta hoga na tumhare jism ke sath issi lye dil se nahi nikal raha tumhare"...

Virendar ke lafz nahi the zeher main

 

doobe teer the jo Meena ke wajood ko chalni karte jaa rahe the

 

"Han hoon main tawaif, aur khailta tha mere jism se woh. Yahan chuwa us ne muje, yahan chuwa, yahan chuwa, kya kar lain ge aap?"...

Meena jaise pagal ho gayi thi, us ne apna dupatta utaar ke door phaink dya aur apne jism pe hath laga laga ke use batane lagi

 

"You bitch, etna bada dhoka kya tum ne mere sath"... Virendar to jaise uski baat sun ke pagal ho gaya

Virendar ko kuch hosh nahi tha ke woh kya kar raha hai bas use maarta ja raha tha, ghoonson se laaton se.

Meena ne apne aap ko bachane ki bilkul koshish na ki, kafi dair baad

 

jab Virendar apne hosh main aya to use ehsaas huwa ke Meena kab ki behosh ho chuki hai, uske kapde jaga jaga se phutt chuke the uski maar se. Woh use aik thokar maarta huwa kamre se bahar nikal gaya

 

"Yadav"... Virendar ne bahar nikal kar dhadhte huwe usse bulaya

 

"Ji Hukum"... Yadav botal ke jin ki tarhan kisi kone se namoodar ho gaya

 

 

 

"Kissi nokrani ko ander le jayo uske kapde tabdeel karwa ke agar zaroroat ho to hospital le jayo warna

 

wahin chod ayo jahan se le kar aaye the"

 

Virendar usse hukam daita huwa apne bedroom main chala gaya, us ne neend ki 2 goliyan khayen aur apne bed pe gir gaya. Wohi huwa jis ka usse dar tha, mohabbat usse faraib daine main kamyaab ho gayi thi

 

 

 

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Jab uski aankh khuli to har taraf andhaira ho raha tha, shayad raat ho gayi thi. To kya woh koi khaab daikh

 

raha tha? Us ne sath pade table lamp ko roshan kar dya, bed ki dusri taraf ka khaali hissa use bata raha tha ke woh koi khaab nahi daikh raha tha balke jo kuch bhi huwa tha woh sab succh tha

 

"Yadav"... Us ne wahin bed pe pade pade usse awaz di

 

"Ji Hukum"... Yadav uski awaz sunte hi kamre ke ander aa gaya

 

"Meene ko chod aye ho?"... Us ne ba- mushkil woh sawal kya jis ko karne se uska dil use bar bar rok raha tha

"Woh Hukum"... Yadav ki zaban jawab daite huwe uska sath nahi de rahi thi

 

 

 

"Kya huwa?"

 

 

"Hukum... Begum Sahiba ki tabiyat buhut kharab thi, badi mushkil se hosh main ayein to maine un se kaha tha ke aap ne jane ke lye kaha hai magar..."

 

"Magar kya?"... Virendar uth ke baith gaya

 

"Unho ne kaha ke woh yahan se nahi jain gi"... Yadav shayad uske hukum ki tameel na karne per darra huwa tha

 

"Meena kahan hai?"

 

 

 

"Ji woh wahin study main hain"... Yadav ka jawab sun kar woh jaldi se utha khada huwa, ghadi pe time dekha to raat ke 2 baj rahe the

 

Jaise hi woh study main dakhil huwa to ander bethin dono nokranian aik dam apni jaga se uth khadi huwen, us ne nazrain ghuma kar Meena ko dhundane ki koshish ki to woh usse aik kone main laiti nazar aayi, shayad uske laitne ki jaga un nokranion ne bana di thi. Woh uske paas aa kar baith gaya, woh shayad gahri neend main thi ya phir tabiyat kharab hone ki waja se behosh thi, uska chahra, hath, sab jaga zakhmon ke nishaan the, ye to woh zakham the jo usse nazar aa rahe the pata

 

nahi jism pe aur kahan kahan zakhm lage huwe the usse

 

"Doctor ko bulaya tha?"... Us ne peechay mudd kar un dono se poocho

 

"Ji... Ji nahi"... Badi mushkil se un main se aik ne jawab dya

 

"To kya yahan beth ke koi jadoo kar rahi thi jis se Begum Sahiba ki tabiyat theek ho jati?"... Us ne aik ghusse bhari nazar un pe daali

 

"Ab jayo aur Yadav ko kaho ke foran kisi doctor ko le kar aaye"

 

 

 

"Magar Thakur Sahab etni raat ko"... Un main se aik ne darte darte kaha

 

"Agar nahi milta to kisi ko ghar se utha kar le aaye, ab dafa ho jayo aur usse kaho ke jald se jald kisi doctor ko le aaye warna tum sab ki khaal khainch loon ga main"... Us ne etne ghusse se kaha ke dono apni jaga kaanp ke rah gayen

 

Virendar ne jhuk kar Meena ko utha lya, study se nikaal kar usse apne bedroom main le aaya. Us ne Meena ko bade araam se bed pe litaya magar phir bhi uske mouh se siski ki awaz usse sunayi di. Behoshi ki halat main bhi usse dard ka ehsaas ho

 

raha tha jis se andaza hota tha ke usse kitni shadeed chotain aayi hain

"Maine tumhare saath janwaron jaisa salook kya aur tum phir bhi muje chod kar nahi gayen"... Us ne Meena ka hath pakadte huwe usse kaha

 

"Bas aik baar theek ho jayo, uske baad main tumhara sara dard, ghum sab apne ander samait loon ga"...

Usse pata nahi laga kab uski ankh ke kinare numm ho gaye. Woh be-sabri se doctor ke aane ka intizaar kar raha tha

 

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"Thakur Sahab, chotain to kafi ayi hain, maine cream likh di hai ap woh mangwa ke lagain. Waise woh kuch zahni dabav ka bhi shikaar lagti hain, bahter hai ke aap unhain kisi kisam ka dabav na laine dain"

 

Doctor kafi dair pahle Meena ka check-up kar ke jaa chuka tha magar woh ab tak Doctor ki kahi baton pe soch raha tha. Shayad uske marne se zyada uska ghussa tha jis ne uske dimagh pe assar kya tha. Usse Yadav ka intizaar tha jo Doctor ki batayi medicines laine gaya huwa tha.

Thodi dair baad darwaza baja ke Yadav kamre main aa gaya

 

"Hukum ye medicines"

 

 

"Hmm.. Theek hai, tum jaa sakte ho"

 

 

"Hukum, aap kahain to kisi nokrani ko bhaij don aap ki madad ke lye?"

 

"Nahi, sirf tum khud aana uper nashta le kar. Aur mere manager ko subha phone kar ke bata dena ke main filhaal wapas nahi aa raha. Aur un dono aurton se kah dena ke agar maine Begum Sahiba ke hawale se koi baat unke mouh se sunni to zinda zameen main dafan kar don ga unhain. Iss baat ka ziker dobara main nahi sun'na chahta"

 

"Ji Hukum"

 

 

 

"Ab tum jayo raat buhut ho chuki hai"... Yadav ye sunte hi kamre se bahar chala gaya

 

Doctor Meena ko injection laga ke gaya tha jis ki waja se woh ab sakoon se soo rahi thi magar uske jism pe cream lagana buhut zaroori tha. Virender cream hath main lye kuch dair uske paas betha sochta raha, uske jism pe lage zakhm usse tab tak nazar nahi aa sakte the jab tak woh uske kapde na utaarta magar ab tak unke beech aisa koi jismani bandhan bandha nahi tha jis ki waja se usse kapde utarte jhijak si ho rahi thi. Akhir thodi dair sochne ke baad uss ne buhut aram se Meena ka kurta utarna shuru kar dya.

Injection ki waja se Meena hosh main

 

to nahi thi magar usse pata nahi tha uske jism pe kahan kahan chotain ayi hain iss lye woh kurta utarne main buhut ehtiyaat se kaam le raha tha. Thodi si koshish ke baad akhir kar woh uska kurta utarne main kamyab ho gaya, Meena ne kurte ke neeche kaale rang ka bra pehan rakha tha

 

Thodi dair tak to Virendar ko us ke jism se nazar hatana mushkil ho gaya, uss ne apni zindagi main buhut sari ladkiyon ko bina kapdon ke dekha tha aur zyada tar to aisi then jo uske paas aate hi khud ko kapdon se azaad karne lagti then magar shayad jis tarhan se Meena apna jism chupaye rakhti thi iss lye usse iss tarhan kapdon ke bina dekhna uske ander chupe huwe jazbaat ko

 

zyada ubhaar raha tha. Kuch dair tak woh uske jism ki khoobsurti ki apni ankhon se daad deta raha, phir us ne ghor se uske jism pe lagi chotton ko dekhna shuru kar dya. Meena ke pait, bazu aur galle ke neeche bhi neel ke nishaan the. Woh aaraam aaraam se uske zakhmon pe cream lagane laga, behoshi main hone ke bawajood bhi jab bhi woh uske jism pe lage kisi zakhm pe cream lagata to Meena ke jism main usse thodi halchal si mehsoos hoti, jo usse bata rahi thi ke behoshi ke bewajood usse dard ka ehsaas ho raha hai. Jab woh sab jaga cream laga chuka to uss ne Meena ke jism ko thoda sa bayain taraf mod dya take woh uski kamar pe bhi cream laga sake, uski kamar pe bhi kafi jaga neel ke nishaan the.

Us ne sab se pahle uske bra ke hook

khole aur usse bra ki qaid se azaad

 

kar dya, phir woh uski kamar pe bhi nazar aane wale neel ke nishano pe cream lagane laga

 

 

 

 

Kamar pe cream lagane ke baad uss ne thodi dair cream ko sookhne dya aur phir dobara usse seedha lita dya. Meena ke seene ke ubhaar ab bra ki qaid se azaad uske samne tanne huwe nazar aa rahe the. Apni zindagi main uss ne kam khoobsurat ladkiyan nahi dekhi then magar shayad uss ke samne laiti ladki uski mohabbat bhi thi iss lye usse woh buhut khoobsurat lag rahi thi, ya phir shayad woh pahli baar usse bina kapdon ke daikh raha tha iss lye uss per se nazar hatana buhut mushkil

 

ho raha tha. Thodi dair woh usse aise hi daikhta raha, phir usse khayal aaya ke usse chotain sirf jism ke uper wale hisse pe to nahi ayein hon gi, uske jism ka neeche wala hisse pe to abhi tak uss ne dekha hi nahi tha ke usse pata lagta ke wahan usse kahan kahan chotain ayi hain.

Ab us ne ahista ahista uski salwar utarna shuru ki, aur thodi si koshish ke baad woh uski salwar utarne main kamyab ho gaya. Ab woh uske saamne har kapde ki qaid se azaad behosh leti huwe thi. Uske jism ke nichle hisse pe koi aik baal bhi dhundane se nahi milta tha, aisa lag raha tha jisse usse abhi abhi koi doodh se nahla kar uske saamne lita gaya ho. Kuch dair ko to woh uski khoobsurti main khoo sa gaya, phir usse cream lagane ka khayal aaya to us ne uski taangon pe jahan jahan

 

neel ke nishaan the wahan cream lagana shuru kar di

 

Uss kaam se farigh hone ke baad ab agla marhala usse dobara kapde pehna'ne ka tha. Uss ne wardrobe main se buhut hi naram sa dheela dhaala salwaar kurta utaar kar usse pehna'na shuru kar dya. Uska dil bilkul nahi chah raha tha ke woh uss khoobsurat jism ko kapdon main dobara qaid kare magar uss ke jism pe lagni wali chotain usse aisa karne pe majboor kar rahi then. Woh nahi chahta tha ke jab woh uthe to sab se pahle apne jism pe lagne wali chotton ko daikhe, magar iss baat ka usse ehsaas nahi tha ke uski rooh pe na jane kitne gahri chottain woh laga chuka hai. Kurta pehnate huwe woh khud ko rok nahi saka aur buhut

 

ahista se uss ki naabi ke neeche aik chote se till ko choomne beghair nahi raha saka. Ab uske paas karne ko aur kuch nahi tha woh Meena ke sath lait gaya aur sochne laga ke jab woh hosh main aye gi to usse kaise yaqeen dilana hai ke jo kuch unke beech kal huwa woh dobara nahi hoga

 

 

 

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Meena ki jab ankh khuli to thodi dair tak usse samajh hi nahi ayi woh kahan pe hai, usse itna yaad tha ke akhri baar jab woh hosh main thi to tab woh study main thi laiken iss waqt woh bed pe laiti huwe thi aur usse foran samajh aa gayi ke woh apne kamre main hai. Uss ne uth kar

 

baithne ki koshish ki laiken uske jism main se aisa shadeed dard nikla ke woh apni jaga se na hil saki. Us ne idher udher daikha magar kamre main aur koi nahi tha, us ne hath badha kar intercom ki madad se kisi ko bulane hi wali thi jab Virendar usse bathroom se bahar aata nazar aaya

 

"Uth gayen tum? Main nashta mangwata hon tumhare lye, uske baad tumhain tablets deni hain aur cream bhi lagani hai"... Virender uss se bilkul aise baat kar raha tha jaise kuch huwa hi na ho

 

"Nokrani ko bulain, muje bathroom jana hai"

 

"Kissi ko bulane ki zaroorat nahi main khud le jayon ga tumhain"... Virender ye kah kar aage badha magar Meena apni jaga pe tikk ke bethi rahi aur badi ajeeb se nazron se Virender ko daikha

 

"Aap ki yadasht kamzor to nahi? Ab aap aik tawaif ki khidmat karain ge?"

 

"Hum iss mamle pe baad main baat karain ge, iss lye bahter hai ke pahle tum fresh ho ke nashta kar lo"...

Virender ne iss bar usse takreeban zabardast apni jaga se utha dya aur bathroom ke darwaze tak sahara de kar chod aya

 

Meena jab bahar ayi to woh nashta samne rakhe uska intizaar kar raha

 

tha. Woh chup chaap uske sath aa kar baith gayi, dono ne buhut hi khamoshi se nashta kya. Uske baad Virender ne usse uski tablets khilain

 

"Tum bed pe lait jayo, cream lagani hai"... Virender ne usse kaha to woh chup chaap uth ke bed pe lait gayi

 

"Main khud tumhain cream lagayon ga"... Virender ko laga shayad woh uss ki baat samajhi nahi

"Main bewaqoof hoon magar itni nahi hon, muje nazar aa raha hai ke raat ko jo maine kapde pahne huwe the woh ab badal chuke hain to zaher hai raat ko bhi aap ne hi cream lagayi hogi"... Meena ne usse daikhe beghair jawab dya

 

"Ho sakta hai nokrani ne lagayi ho"... Virendar ne muskurate huwe kaha

 

"Mere kapdon ke neeche jo kuch tha woh bhi mere jism pe ab nahi hai, zaher hai nokrani main to itni himmat nahi ho sakti ke woh sab bhi utaar de"... Meena ne pahli baar uski ankhon main daikha

 

"To tumhain ghussa aa raha hai?"

"Nahi, tawaifan to aadi hoti hain iss sab ki, mere kapde pahli baar to kisi mard ne nahi utaare"... Virendar samajh raha tha ke woh bar bar uss pe tanz kar rahi hai

 

"Meena, kal jo kuch huwa mere paas uski koi safayi nahi hai. Tum nahi

 

janti mere lye aurat pe aitbaar karna kitna mushkil kaam hai aur shayad tum uss ki waja bhi nahi jaanti"...

Virendar uske paas bed pe aa ke baith gaya

 

"To aap bata dijiye, main sun rahi hon"

 

"Batayon ga magar aaj nahi, phir kabhi. Iss waqt main un baaton ko yaad nahi karna chahta jin ki waja se muje takleef ho. Tum meri mohabbat pe shakk mat karo, maine kabhi kisi se itni mohabbat nahi ki jitni tum se karta hoon. Magar mere ander aik jung hai jo pichle 32 saalon se chal rahi hai, muje uss jung ko jeetna hai aur uske lye muje tumhari madad chahye"

 

 

 

"Aur jab tak aap woh jung nahi jeet jaate tab tak main aap ke lye na- qable bharosa rahon gi?"

 

"Virender main kal yahan se iss lye nahi gayi ke mere pas aur koi thikana nahi, main uss aik vaade ki waja se nahi gayi jo maine aap se kya tha ke main aap ko kabhi chod ke nahi jayon gi. Agar aap ko koi tazarba nahi ke rishte kaise banaye jaate hain to muje bhi nahi hai magar aap ne mujh se jo rishta banaya hai main uski izzat karti hoon. Haan main tawaif hoon, apni sari zindagi kothe pe guzari hai maine magar main hamesha aik ghar ka khaab daikhti ayi hoon jahan pe azaadi ke sath zindagi guzaar sakon aise insaan ke sath jo mujh se agar

 

mohabbat na bhi karta ho to kam se kam mujh pe bharosa to karta ho"

 

"Main Thakur Virendar Singh aaj tum se vaada karta hai ke aainda agar kabhi tumhare dil main ye ehsaas paida huwa ke main tum pe bharosa nahi karta to main khud ko tum se itna door le jayon ga ke tum meri shakal dobara kabhi nahi daikh sako gi"... Virendar ke lahze main koi aisi baat thi ke Meena usse daikhti rah gayi. Har baar ye shakhs usse pahle se zyada hairaan kar deta tha

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"Kab tak aur intizaar karon Chanda? 1 saal ho gaya hai ab to, tum har baar muje agli dafa ka kah kar taal deti ho"... Abhinav aaj phir Chanda se wohi baat kar raha tha jo pichle 6 mahino se karta aa raha tha

 

"Abhinav uski shaadi ho gayi hai aur ab to muje aisa lagne laga hai ke woh khush bhi hai. Tu kyun uski zindagi kharab karna chahta hai? Tu na to iss shaher main rahta hai ab na hi wapas aa sakta hai. To woh tere bare main jo bhi sochti hai uss se kya fark padta hai"... Chanda ne usse samjhane ki koshish ki

 

"Tum nahi samjho gi Chanda. Woh hamesha yahi samajhti rahe gi ke maine uske sath dhoka kya hai.

 

Dunia buhut choti hai Chanda agar kisi din woh mere samne aa gayi to main uss se nazrain milane ke qabil bhi nahi hoon ga. Main uski zindagi kharab nahi karna chahta main usse sirf succh batana chahta hoon ke uss raat kya huwa tha"

 

"Kya hoga batane se? Kya woh apne pati ko chod kar tere paas aa jaye gi?"

 

"Nahi aur na hi main aisa chahta hon. Chanda meri zindagi main aane wali woh pahli ladki thi, muje to khud bhi pata nahi tha ke muje uss se kab mohabbat ho gayi. Maine buhut koshish ki main apni zindagi main gum ho jayon, na yaad karon usse, magar muje sakoon nahi milta.

 

Main usse bas aik baar sab kuch batana chahta hoon. Main tum se vaada karta hon uss ke baad main kabhi usse tang nahi karon ga na usse koi phone karon ga. Bas aik baar usse kaho ke mujse baat kar le"

 

"Theek hai, ab ki baar meri jab Meena se baat hogi to main uss se kahon gi woh tujh se aik baar baat kar le. Magar apne vaade ko yaad rakhna, uske baad kabhi usse tang nahi karo ge. Buhut mushkil se uski zindagi main thodaa sakoon aaya hai, main nahi chahti ke woh kharaab ho"

 

"Main vaada karta hon, bas tum aik baar meri baat kara do uss se"

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"Tum cell phone kyun nahi kharid leti ho? Ajeeb zid hai ke nahi lena"...

Virendar usse apni packing karte huwe daikh raha tha

 

"Jab muje zaroorat nahi to kya karon gi le kar? Maine kahan jana hota hai? Zyada se zyada shopping karne jaati hoon tab bhi Yadav hota hai mere sath, ghar pe phone hai to sahi aap se baat karni ho to wahin se ho jaati hai"... Meena ne muskurate huwe har dafa wala jawab dya

 

"Phir bhi yaar, kabhi bhi zaroorat pad sakta hai"

 

"Jab zaroorat pade gi to le loon gi. Aap muje ye batain ke aur kapde rakhne hain aap ke ya nahi?"

 

"Nahi, kon sa mahinon ke lye jaa raha hon. Aik hafta hai aur woh bhi pata nahi kaise guzaron ga main tumhare beghair"

 

"Pata hai muje, wahan jaa ke gori gori ladkian daikh ke aap ko yaad bhi nahi aaye gi meri"... Meena ki baat pe Virendar hanse beghair nahi rah saka

 

"Jaan-e-Virendar main to aik pal ke lye bhi aap ki yaad ki qaid se azaad nahi hota kissi aur ko daikhne ka khayaal kaise aye ga?"... Virendar uske paas aa ke baith gaya

 

"Haan ye pata nahi ke tum muje yaad karo gi ya nahi"... Virendar ne uska haath pakadte huwe kaha

 

"Meena kabhi kabhi main samajh nahi paata, kabhi muje lagta hai tum mujse mohabbat karne lagi ho magar kabhi lagta hai ke ye sirf mera weham hai"

 

"Kyun lagta hai aap ko aisa?"... Meena ne uske sawal ka jawab daine ki bajaye ulta sawal kar dya

 

"Pata nahi, pahle main tumhare lye apni mohabbat ko samajh nahi paata tha. Ab main tumhain aur tumhari mohabbat ko samajhne ki koshish karta rahta hoon"

 

"Zaroori to nahi ke mohabbat ko izhaar ki zaroorat ho"... Meena ne uski baat ka koi seedha jawab na dya

 

"Shayad kabhi kabhi zaroorat pad jaati hai"

 

"Acha filhaal mohabbat ke topic ko chod dain, aap late ho rahe hain, ye discussion hum aap ki waapsi pe bhi kar sakte hain. Aap tyaar ho jain main khana lagwati hoon"

 

Woh uske haath se apna haath chudwa kar kamre se bahar chali gayi. Virendar apni jaga baitha rah gaya, har baar yahi hota tha woh uss se mohabbat ka sawal karta tha to woh baat ko idher udher kar jaati thi ya phir usse achanak koi kaam yaad

 

aa jata tha. Usse samajh nahi aa rahi thi ke woh aisa kyun kar rahi hai aakhir, agar woh uske sath khush nahi thi to khush rahne ki buhut achi acting kar rahi thi. Laiken khush rahne ke lye sirf mohabbat hi to zaroori nahi. Uss raat ke baad Virendar ne dobara kabhi Meena ko ye ehsaas nahi hone dya ke woh uss pe bharosa nahi karta, kuch waqt zaroor laga tha magar ab usse lagta tha jaise Meena ko uss pe bharosa hone laga hai magar shayad mohabbat ab bhi nahi. Ya to woh apni pahli mohabbat ko nahi bhooli thi ya phir abhi tak Meena ko uss per itna bharosa nahi huwa tha ke woh uss se mohabbat ka izhaar karti. Jo bhi tha magar ab uska dil chahta tha ke woh Meena ke mouh se mohabbat bhare woh alfaaz sunne jis se uske dil ko sakoon aye. Pata nahi usse aur

 

kitna intizaar karna tha, waqayi mohabbat uss jaise insaan ke bass ki baat nahi thi, woh jo logon ko keede makode ke siva kuch nahi samajhta tha aik ladki ke aage kis qadar majboor ho gaya tha

 

 

 

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"Aaj 9 din ho gaye hain aur muje kah kar gaye the ke aik hafte main wapas aa jayon ga"... Meena apne bed pe bethi Virendar ke baare main hi soche jaa rahi thi

 

Guzre 1 saal main buhut kuch badal gaya tha aur woh uss se poochta tha ke woh mohabbat ka izhaar kyun

 

nahi karti. Usse to khud bhi samajh nahi aayi thi ke kab usse Virendar se mohabbat ho gayi, kab woh uss ke lye itna zaroori ho gaya ke ab jab woh door jata tha to usse waqt kaatna mushkil ho jaata tha. Kamre main woh nahi hota tha magar usse lagta tha jaise woh uske aas paas chal phir raha ho, uss se baat kar raha ho. Uss ki khushboo kamre main har jaga uske hone ka ehsaas dilati thi

 

Sab kuch buhut asaan nahi tha, buhut waqt laga tha usse Virendar ko samajhne main. Uss ke har jazbe main aik shiddat thi jiss se Meena ko aksar dar lagta tha, ghussa, nafrat, mohabbat, har jazbe ka ehsaas aur izhaar woh aisi shiddat se karta tha ke kabhi kabhi Meena ko dar lagne

 

lagta tha. Shuru shuru main usse Virendar ki aadat hoti gayi, us ne succh hi kaha tha uska social circle buhut hi chota tha aur office ke ilawa Meena hi uski tawaju ka markaz thi.

Woh aadat phir zaroorat bani aur phir mohabbat, usse to khud bhi pata nahi laga kab uske dil ka mausam badla tha magar ab woh intizaar kar rahi thi, woh jaanti thi ke jab woh Virendar ko ye raaz bataye gi ke usse bhi uss se mohabbat ho gayi hai to woh kitna khush hoga iss lye woh uss din ko buhut khaas ban'na chahti thi. Unki shaadi to buhut khamoshi se huwe thi magar woh pahli wedding anniversery buhut khaas tariqe se man'na chahti thi aur ussi din woh Virendar ke saamne apni mohabbat ka aitraaf karna chahti thi

 

 

 

Virendar ko gaye 9 din ho gaye aur ab uss se aur intizaar nahi ho raha tha. Kal bhi jab uss ka phone aaya tha to woh usse yaad dilana nahi bhooli thi ke usse gaye huwe kitne din ho gaye hain. Woh apne khayalon main khoyi huwe thi ke achanak phone ki ghanti baji

 

"Hello"... Uss ne jaldi se receiver uthaya usse laga jaise Virendar ka phone ho

 

"Ji, Mrs. Virendar Singh baat kar rahi hoon. Aap kon?"

 

"Kya??"... Receiver uske haath se niche jaa gira

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"Shuker hai Begum Sahiba, aap ko hosh aa gaya"... Meena ki jab aankh khuli to uss ne khud ko hospital ke bed pe paaya, Yadav uske saamne khada tha

 

"Virendar kahan hain?"... Meena ne pahla sawal uss se yahi kya

 

"Yadav... Main kya pooch rahi hon? Virendar kahan hain?"... Yadav ne

 

jab uski baat ka jawab nahi dya to ab ki baar uss ne cheekh kar kaha

 

"Hukum ki haalat theek nahi Begum Sahiba, unka operation ho raha hai"... Yadav ko mouh se alfaaz nikalte buhut mehnat karni pad rahi thi

"Muje foran le chalo unke paas"... Meena ne bed se uth'te huwe kaha

 

"Begum Sahiba aap laiti rahiye, aap nahi jaanti 4 ghante tak behosh rahi hain aap. Waise bhi Hukum ka operation ho raha hai aap ko intizaar karna pade ga"

 

"Ye sab kaise huwa Yadav?"... Meena uski baat sun kar bed pe hi baith

 

gayi, uske lahze main sadiyon ki thakan thi

 

"Woh ji airport se wapas aate huwe. Car ki break fail ho gayi aur aik truck se takkar ho gayi"

 

 

 

"Main doctor ko bula ke laata hoon, uss ne kaha tha aap ko hosh aa jaye to usse foran bataya jaye"... Yadav usse khamosh daikh kar usse bata kar chala gaya

 

Nahi Virendar, aise kaise ho sakta hai? Abhi abhi to maine jeena seekha tha aur aap muje chod ke jaana chahte hain, aap ko kuch nahi hoga.

Bhagvaan mere sath aisa zulm nahi

 

kar sakta, woh aap ko mujh se door nahi kar sakta

 

"Hello, Mrs. Singh"... Woh apni sochon main gum thi jab aik lady doctor kamre main aa gayi, Yadav uske sath nahi tha

 

"Mrs. Singh, aap ko apna buhut khayal rakhna hoga. Waise ghabrane ki koi baat nahi ye to normal hai bas apke pati ke accident ki khabar ne aap ko itna dara dya ke aap itni dair behosh rahen warna sab normal hai. Aap bas apna khayal rakhain aur apni khoraak ka bhi"

 

"Main samjhi nahi doctor, kya huwa hai muje?"... Meena ko uss ki baat samajh nahi aayi

 

 

 

"Lagta hai aap ko pata nahi tha. Good news hai aap ke lye, aap maan ban'ne wali hain"... Meena ko laga jaise doctor ne usse dunia ki sab se badi khush-khabri de di ho

 

 

 

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Virendar ka operation to kamyaab ho gaya tha magar abhi bhi usse ICU main rakha gaya tha. Doctor ka kahna tha ke agle 48 ghante buhut eham the. Virendar ki reedh ki haddi ko kafi nuqsan phuncha tha, aur doctor ko khatra tha ke agar uski behoshi lambi ho gayi to woh comma main bhi jaa sakta tha ya phir hamesha ke lye chalne phirne se bhi

 

mehroom ho sakta tha. Yadav ke buhut majboor karne per bhi woh wapas ghar nahi gaye thi, uss ka dil hi nahi chah raha tha ke woh kahin jaye. Bas Virendar ke paas bethi rahe

 

"Meena muje lagta hai tum buhut achi maan bano gi"... Meena ko uski kahi baatain yaad ane lagen

 

"Acha? Aap ko kaise pata?"

 

 

"Bas mera dil kahta hai, tum buhut mohabbat karne wali maan hogi.

Shayad dunia ki sab se achi maan hogi"

 

"Haha... Kamal karte hain aap, bas har baat main meri tareef kya kijiye. Kissi din maghroor ho gayi to phir pata lage ga aap ko"

 

"Nahi main such kah raha hoon. Jab maine pahli baar tumhain daikha tha na to aik ajeeb sa jazba ubhra tha mere ander, muje khud bhi samajh nahi aayi thi ke main usse kya naam doon. Tumhari ankhon main aik ajeeb si masoomiat hai, kahte hain ke ankhain dil ka aaina hoti hain, aur tumhari ankhain batati hain ke tumhara dil kitna ujla aur masoom hai"

 

"Ufff... itni tareef ke baad to main phool jayon gi. Muje lagta hai kuch hi

 

dinon main aap ki tareefon ki waja se mera wazan badh jaye ga"

 

"Ankhain kholiye na Virendar. Aap ki Meena ko aadat ho gayi hai aap ki ankhon main apna aks daikhne ki, aise naraz to na hoon mujh se main mar jayon gi. Mere izhaar-e- mohabbat na karne ki itni sakht saza de rahe hain muje, main aap se buhut mohabbat karti hoon, nahi rah sakti aap ke beghair"... Meena uska hath pakad ke sisak padi

 

 

 

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"Mrs. Singh, main aap ko koi jhooti tassali nahi doon ga. Aap ke husband

 

ki jo haalat hai woh koi itni umeed dilane wali nahi. Magar aisi bhi nahi hai ke woh theek na ho sakain.

Unhain hosh to aa gaya hai magar abhi ta woh apne jism ke neeche wale hisse ko hila nahi paa rahe.

Unki reedh ki haddi ki chot ne kaafi nuqsaan phunchaya hai"... Meena doctor ke paas bethi uski halat ke bare main pooch rahi thi, Yadav bhi uske saath tha

 

"To kya doctor woh hamesha hi aise..."... Meena ki himmat nahi huwe ke woh apna jumla poora kar sakti

 

"Abhi koi bhi baat yaqeen se nahi kahi jaa sakti. Filhaal unki condition aisi nahi ke hum dobara operation

 

kar sakain magar kuch mahinon ke baad hum dusra operation karain ge uske baad hi iss baat ka faisla ho sake ga ke woh dobara chal sakain ge ya nahi. Magar zyada umeed yahi hai ke woh dobara chalne ke qabil ho jain ge magar thoda waqt chahye humain bas. Iss beech unka buhut khayal rakhna hoga aisi halat main aksar log depression ka shikaar ho jate hain. Aik therapist rozana aaya kare ga unhain exercise karane. Hum kuch din main unhain discharge kar dain ge"

 

"Doctor sahab main unhain iss tarhan nahi daikh sakti. Aap nahi jaante unhon ne kaisi zindagi guzaari hai, dunia unke pairon ke neeche apne hath bichati thi. Aaise insaan ko bed pe laaite daikhna"... Meena

 

ke aansoo usse baat puri karne ki ijazat nahi de rahe the

 

"Mrs. Singh, main aap ki mushkil samajhta hoon magar patni se zyada koi kareeb nahi hota. Aap ne unka hosla ban'na hai agar aap ne himmat haar di to buhut mushkil ho jaye gi.

Aap se hi unhain umeed aur sahara mile ga. Ye sirf kuch mahinon ki baat hai Mrs. Singh, bhagvaan na kare aisi koi baat nahi ke woh hamesha ke lye bed pe aa gaye hain. Bas thodi tawaju aur khayal rakhna hai unka in kuch mahinon main"... Doctor ne usse samjhane ki koshish ki

 

"Doctor, Mr. Virendar Singh ijection nahi le rahe aur buhut ghussa kar rahe hain, unhon ne hum sab ko

 

kamre se nikaal dya"... Abhi unki baatain jaari then ke nurse wahan aa gayi

 

"Aap rukiye main dekhti hoon"... Meena ne doctor ko khada hote daikh kar kaha aur Virendar ke kamre main aa gayi

 

"Dafa ho jayo tum sab, koi muje batata kyun nahi ke muje kya huwa hai. Kyun nahi hil paa raha main"... Uss ne jaise kamre ka darwaza khola to Virendar ki dhadti huwe awaaz usse sunayi di

 

"Virendar... Virendar please baat sunain meri. Ye main hoon Meena"... Meena jaldi se uss ke kareeb ayi

 

 

 

"Meena, main kyun pada hon iss bister pe. Muje koi kuch batata nahi ke muje kya huwa hai, main hil nahi paa raha, muje lag raha hai meri tangain kaat di hain kissi ne. Kya huwa hai muje, Thakur Virendar abhi itna kamzor nahi huwa ke koi buri khabar na sun sake, bolo batayo, kya main ab sari zindagi aise hi bister pe pada rahon ga?. Bolo batayo, jo bhi such hai bata do muje"... Meena ko lag raha tha jaise woh apne hosh main nahi hai

 

"Kuch nahi huwa hai aap ko, accident ke baad aap ki kamar pe kuch chott ayi thi, aap ka aik operation kamyaab ho chuka hai. 1,2 mahine baad aap ka dusra operation hoga aur uss ke baad pahle ki tarhan

 

chalne phirne lagain ge"... Meena ko laga agar uss ne such such sab bata dya to usse sambhalna na-mumkin ho jaye ga

"To kya main itne mahine bister pe pada rahon ga? Meena muje such batayo kya main ab sari zindagi dobara chal nahi payon ga?"...

Meena ko laga jaise woh aik chota sa buccha ho jo buhut dara huwa ho

 

"Main kya jhoot bolon gi aap se? Abhi doctor se meri yahi baat ho rahi thi aur woh muje bata raha tha ke kuch mahinon ki baat hai uske baad aap bilkul theek ho jain ge"... Meena ne zabardasti apne chahre pe muskurahat laate huwe kaha

 

"Meena muje yahan se le chalo, mera dam ghut jaye ga iss hospital main, nahi rah sakta main yahan pe"...

Virendar uski baat sun ke thodi dair chup rahne ke baad dobara bola

"Bas kuch dino ki baat hai phir hum ghar chalain ge. Main hoon na yahan aap ke paas, aap kyun pareshan hote hain"... Meena ne uska pakadte huwe kaha

 

"Nahi muje aik din bhi aur nahi rahna yahan pe, tum bas muje ghar le chalo"... Virendar ke lahze main kuch aisi baat thi ke woh usse dobara wahan rukne ka na kah saki

 

"Acha, main doctor se baat karti hoon, hum aaj hi ghar chalain ge. Aap bas pareshan na hoon"

 

 

 

"Begum Sahiba aap se koi milne aaya hai"... Abhi woh dono batain kar rahe the ke Yadav ne kamre main aa ke usse bataya

"Mujh se milne? Kon hai? Naam nahi bataya uss ne apna?"... Meena uski baat sun kar hairan ho kar uth khadi huwe

 

"Ji nahi, bas yahi kaha ke usse aap se milna hai"

 

"Jayo mil lo, pata nahi kon hai"... Virendar ne uska hath chodte huwe kaha

 

"Virendar main nurse ko bhaijti hoon aap injection lagwa lijiye. Main

 

doctor se bhi mil ke aati hoon, hum aaj hi chalain ge, aap pareshan na hoon"... Meena ne usse kisi bacche ki tarhan bahlate huwe kaha

 

 

 

"Theek hai"... Virendar ne pahli baar halka sa muskurate huwe kaha

 

Meena dil hi dil main hairaan hoti kamre se bahar aayi ke uss se bhala kon milne aa sakta hai. Jaise hi woh bahar aayi to apne samne khade shakhs ko daikh kar aik usse aik zordar jhatka laga

 

"Tum??"

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"Tum yahan kya kar rahe ho? Aur tumhain pata kaise chala ke main yahan pe hoon?"... Abhinav ko apne saamne daikh kar usse zordar jhatka laga tha

 

"Main tumhare ghar gaya tha, wahan se pata laga ke tum yahan ho aur Virendar Singh ka accident huwa hai"

 

"Maine tumhain kitni dafa kaha hai ke muje tum main ya tumhari baaton main koi dilchaspi nahi. Tum kyun baar baar meri zindagi main aa kar

 

muje tang karte ho?"... Meena ne usse ghusse bhari nazron se daikha

 

"Meena maine buhut mushkil se..."

"Mrs. Virendar Singh, mera tum se aisa koi taulaq nahi ke tum muje mere naam se bulayo"... Uss ne Abhinav ki baat ko kat'te huwe kaha

 

"Humare beech aik taulaq tha, tum shayad bhool rahi ho"... Abhinav ne usse yaad dilane ki koshish ki

 

"Ohhh, to tum muje blackmail karna chahte ho ab? Issi lye itne arse se mere peeche pade ho"

 

"Tumhari jankari ke lye main tumhain batana chahti hoon ke

 

Virendar ko tumhare bare main sab pata hai, aur tumhari kissi succhi jhooti kahani ka un pe koi assar nahi hoga"... Meena ne tanziya lahze main kaha

"Agar muje tumhain blackmail karna hota to main itne arse se tum se baat karne ki bheek na maang raha hota balke seedha Virendar Singh ke paas phunch jata. Tum agar muje baat karne ka moqa do to main tumhain batayon na ke main tum se kya kahna chahta hoon"

 

"Dekho ye hospital hai aur main yahan pe koi tamasha nahi chahti. Mere pati ka buhut bada accident huwa hai, Bhagvaan ka shuker hai ke ab woh theek hain. Muje tumhari baaton main na to koi dilchaspi hai

 

aur na mere paas waqt hai jo main tum pe zaya karon"

 

"Please, aik baar meri baat sun lo main vaada karta hoon uss ke baad agar tum meri shakal dobara nahi daikhna chaho gi to main kabhi tumhain apni shakal nahi dikhayon ga"... Abhinav ke lahze ki bechargi Meena ko sochne per majboor kar gayi

 

"Theek hai, magar yahan nahi. Filhaal mere paas tumhari baatain sun'ne ka waqt nahi, jab muje moqa mile ga main khud tumhain phone karon gi. Ab tum jayo yahan se"...

Meena ne thodi dair sochne ke baad kaha

 

"Muje intizaar rahe ga tumhare phone ka"

 

"Main tumhain phone iss lye nahi karon gi ke muje tumhari baaton main koi dilchaspi hai balke iss lye karon gi ke taake uske baad muje dobara kabhi na tumhari shakal daikhni pade aur na tumhari awaz sun'ni pade"... Meena ye kah kar aage badh gayi aur Abhinav usse jaate huwe daikhta rah gaya. Waqayi ye woh Meena nahi thi jise woh jaanta tha, ye to such main Thakur Virendar Singh ki patni thi jo abhi abhi us se baat kar ke gayi thi

 

 

 

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Virendar ko ghar aaye 1 mahina hone wala tha, rozana aik therapist aa ke usse exercise karwata tha. Ab woh kuch na kuch khud ko hilaane main kamyaab ho jata tha. Shuru shuru main to wapas aane ke baad uski halat aisi thi ke har kisi ki jaan sooli pe atki rahti ke na jaane kab aur kis baat pe usse ghusa aa jaye.

Uska bass nahi chalta tha ke sab

kuch tehas nehas kar de, magar ahista ahista jaise raakh pe katra katra paani gir kar usse thanda kar deta hai waise hi Virendar bhi shaant hota gaya. Meena ko es beech aik baat ka ehsaas zaroor huwa ke agar Yadav uske sath na hota to shayad woh Virendar ko kabhi na sanbhaal paati. Yadav ne har qadam per na sirf uski madad ki thi balki kayi baar to Virendar ke pagal-pan ko akaile bardasht kya tha. Itne din guzarne

 

ke bawajood ab bhi jab therapist usse exercise karwane ke baad jaata tha to woh khud kamre se baahar aa jati, Yadav jab Virendar ko apna sahara de kar usse bed pe lita'ta, to Meena se ye daikhna na-qable bardasht ho jaata tha. Usse dar tha agar woh kamre main ruki rahi to kissi din woh Virendar ke saamne kamzor pad kar rone lage gi aur yahi woh nahi chahti thi. Aaj bhi therapist ke jaane ke kaafi dair baad woh kamre main aayi to Virendar aankhain band kye gaana sun raha tha, kuch dair ko to Meena bhi gaane ke bolon main khoo si gayi

 

Khoyi Khoyi Si, Dheemi Dheemi Si

 

 

Thodi An-kahi, Thodi Si Muskurati

 

 

 

Do Dilon ki hai Ijazat

 

 

Mera Naam Hai Mohabbat

 

 

Do Dilon ki hai Ijazat

 

 

Mera Naam Hai Mohabbat

 

 

Bheege Sapne, Kachhi Aankhain

 

 

Choti Choti Dil ki Baatain

 

 

Kahti hai ye Zindagi, Kaisi hai Deewangi

 

Koi rahta hai, Aahaton ke Sahare

 

 

 

Choo lon to Sansanahat

 

 

Mera Naam Hai Mohabbat

 

 

Kuch Tehreerain likhte rehna

 

 

Apne Ghar main chalte rehna

 

 

Anjani baaton main bhi

 

 

Hoti hai Dil ki lagi

 

 

Sookhe lamhon main, Baarishon ke Kinare

 

Honton pe hai Shararat

 

 

 

Mera Naam Hai Mohabbat

 

 

"Uffff... Etna kyun mohabbat ko yaad kya jaa raha hai?"... Meena ne akhir kaar Virendar ko gaane ke sehar se baahar nikala

 

"Woh iss lye ke aap muje chod kar chali gayi then"... Virendar ne muskurate huwe kaha

 

"Main aur aap ko chod ke jayon gi? Aisi gustakhi bhala ye kaneez kar sakti hai?"

 

"Hahaha... Buhut badi actor ho tum, kahan se seekhi ye comedy acting tum ne?"

 

"Arey maine to aik sanjeeda baat ki thi, aap ne hi mazak bana dya uska. Dekhain aap iss takht numa bed pe baithe hain aur main yahan aap ke samne khadi hon to matlab aap Badshah huwe aur main aap ki kaneez"... Meena ne uske saamne sir jhukate huwe kaha

 

"Aur Badshah salamat ka dil chah raha hai ke unki kaneez ab unke saath, unke pehloo main aa ke baithe"... Virendar ke ye kahte hi Meena bed pe aa ke uske sath baith gayi aur apna sir uske seene pe tika dya

 

 

 

"Muje pata hai tum kyun rozana iss waqt ghayab ho jati ho"

 

"Kyun?"

 

 

 

"Jab Yadav muje wheelchair se utha ke bed pe lita'ta hai to tum se daikha nahi jaata"... Virendar ki baat sun ke kuch pal ke lye to Meena kuch na bol saki, woh nahi jaanti thi ke woh usse iss had tak samajhne laga hai

 

"Agar sari zindagi aaise hi muje Yadav ke sahare ki zaroorat padi to? Tumhain khud ko mazboot karna hoga Meena, shayad main dobara kabhi chal na sakon"

 

 

 

"Aisi baatain kyun karte hain aap? Aap jaante hain na ab sirf main nahi hoon, koi aur bhi iss dunia main aane wala hai jise aap ki zaroorat hogi.

Mera dil kahta hai ke aap bilkul theek ho jain ge, mat kya kijiye na- umeedi ki baatain"

 

"Tum dono ka hi khayal hai Meena warna Virendar Singh aisi zindagi jeene ki bajaye maut ko gale lagana zyada pasand karta"... Uske lahze ki sakhti Meena ko ye samjhane ke lye kaafi tha ke jo kuch woh kah raha tha woh yaqeenan kar guzarta

 

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Virendar ke accident aur uske baad hone wale waqiyat ne Meena ko moqa hi nahi dya ke woh wedding anniversery ko man'ne ke bare main sochti. Magar ab usse lagta tha ke pahle se bhi kayi zyada zaroori ho gaya tha ke woh Virendar ko apni mohabbat ka na sirf yaqeen dilati balke usse batati bhi. Apne hone wale bache ki khabar ne Virendar ko buhut had tak zindagi ki taraf dobara khaincha tha aur shayad uske izhar- e-mohabbat ke baad to rahi sahi na- umeedi bhi khatam ho jaati uske ander se. Us ne socha kyun na aaj ghar per hi khaas kisam ke dinner ka ehtamam kya jaye aur phir woh Virendar se apna haal-e-dil bhi kah

 

de. Woh uper kamre main Virendar ko apne program ke baare main batane aayi thi magar ander se aati awazain sun kar bahar hi ruk gayi

 

"Begum Sahiba ne khud ko aur aap ko jis tarhan sambhala hai Hukum woh lafzon main bayan nahi kya jaa sakta. Buhut mohabbat karti hain woh aap se"... Pata nahi Virendar ne uss se kya poocha tha ke Yadav woh sab kuch kah raha tha usse

 

"Tum muje behlana chah rahe ho Yadav?"

 

"Bhagvaan na kare Hukum, ye ankhain to jo daikhti hain aap ko bata daiti hain. Us main kuch zyada ya kam kabhi nahi kya maine"

 

 

 

"Tum ghalat samjhe ho Yadav. Meena ka dil hi aisa hai, mohabbat se bana huwa, woh shayad kisi se nafrat nahi kar sakti. Magar kissi ke sath ache hone ka matlab sirf mohabbat hi nahi hota. Jab usse mujse tab mohabbat nahi huwe jab main jeeta jaagta insaan tha to iss laash jaise wajood se kaise mohabbat kar sakti hai woh?"...

Meena ka dil uski baat sun kar itni

zor se dhadka ke uske kaano ne bhi awaz suni. Woh uss se es had tak bad-gumaan ho chuka tha woh nahi jaanti thi

 

"Hukum, muje lagta hai aap se sanajhne main ghalti ho rahi hai"... Woh nahi jaanti thi Virendar ne usse

 

kya jawab dya tha woh chup chaap wahan se wapas mud aayi thi

 

Virendar uski mohabbat ko shayad uski hamdardi samajh raha tha. Usse to andaza hi nahi tha ke apne jazbaat ko chupane ka ye anjaam bhi ho sakta tha. Ab agar woh usse sab bata bhi de to kya woh yaqeen kar lega? Usse to shayad yahi lage ke uski mazoori ki waja se woh usse sab kah rahi hai. Virendar jaisa insaan jo apne har jazbe main itni shiddat rakhta tha usse aise moqe pe apni mohabbat ka yaqeen dilana buhut mushkil kaam tha. Kuch pata nahi tha ke uske izhar-e-mohabbat ka ulta hi matlab nikal leta. Woh jitna sochti jaa rahi thi utna ulajhti jaa rahi thi ke kya karna chahye. Kabhi dil karta ke anjaam ki parwah kye beghair

 

usse sab bata de aur kabhi lagta ke aisa karne ke baad agar usse yaqeen na aaya to theek hone ke baad bhi woh uski baaton pe kabhi yaqeen na kar sake ga

 

Mohabbat jitni shadeed ho utni hi utni hi na-qable aitbaar bhi ho jaati hai. Woh uss se pahle din se hi waisi hi shiddat ki aas lagaye baitha tha jaisi woh apni mohabbat main mehsoos karta tha. Aur ab jab ke uske dil main ye baat ghar kar chuki thi ke Meena ab tak uss se waise mohabbat nahi kar paayi thi to ab usse apni mohabbat ka yaqeen dilana jab woh khud har roz apne aap se ladta tha, iska natija bajaye kuch acha nikalne ke kuch ulta hi nikal sakta tha. Mohabbat aik baar phir se usse azmaa rahi thi, woh

 

khail jo Abhinav ke jaane ke baad shuru huwa tha aur Virendar ko paane ke baad jo usse lag raha tha ke khatam ho gaya hai. Magar aisa nahi tha, aik baar phir se usse apne aap ko iss naye imtihaan ke lye tyaar karna tha

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Update 19

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"Main kal tumse milna chahti hoon"... Abhinav jo kafi din se uss ke phone ka intizaar kar raha tha, aaj jab uska phone aaya aur woh milne ka kah rahi thi to usse yaqeen nahi aa raha tha

"Kal to kucch mushkil hai, maine kafi din tumhare phone ka intizaar kya magar jab tumhara phone nahi aaya

 

to muje wapas apne shaher aana pada. Main kal wahan phunch jayon ga agar person mil lain to?"

 

"Theek hai"

 

 

"Meena, main bata nahi sakta muje kitni khushi ho rahi hai"... Woh abhi kuch aur kahna chahta tha magar Meena ne uski baat kaat di

 

"Dekho main pahle hi tumhain bata chuki hoon ke muje tumhari baaton main dilchaspi nahi hai, main tum se iss lye mil rahi hoon kyun ke main nahi chahti ke tum dobara kabhi mere saamne aayo ya muje phone karo"

 

"Muje apna vaada yaad hai, mera maqsad tumhain tang karna nahi hai"

 

"Kal aa kar muje mere number pe phone kar ke bata dena"... Meena ne jaise baat lapait di thi

 

 

 

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Aaj kafi din ke baad Virendar ka mood buhut acha tha. Subha se hi woh hans bhi raha tha aur uss se mazak bhi kar raha tha. Subha se hi Meena ko uss ne apne paas bithaya huwa tha aur uss se tarhan tarhan ki farmaishan kar raha tha. Abhi bhi

 

woh usse baithi uski pasandida kitaab padh ke suna rahi thi

"Virendar aap jaante hain hospital main mujse milne kon aaya tha?"... Kitaab padhte padhte achanak us se sawal kya

 

"Hmmm... Jaanta hon"... Virendar ne ankhain band kye hi jawab dya usse

 

"Kya??? To aap ne mujse poocha kyun nahi?"... Uske jawab ne waqayi usse aik jhatka dya tha

 

"Maine tum se buhut pahle aik vaada kya tha. Tum shayad bhool gayi ho usse magar main nahi bhoola"...

Virendar ne ab muskurate huwe usse daikha

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Haan magar uska ye matlab to nahi ke aap mujse koi sawal jawab nahi kar sakte. Patni ko aise dheel dena acha nahi hota"... Virendar uski baat pe qahqa lagaye beghair na rah saka

 

"To iss ka matlab hai ke muje tumse khatra rakhna chahye aur tumhain bilkul dheel nahi daini chahye"

 

"Ji nahi, maine ye nahi kaha ke bilkul hi dheel nahi deni chahye. Mera matlab tha ke sawal jawab karna chahye, apko pata hona chahye na ke main kya karti hoon kis se milti hoon"... Meena ki baat per Virendar aik baar phir hans pada

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"To tumhain ye khush fahmi kyun hai ke muje iss bare main kuch nahi pata?"

 

"Ohhh... khufiya nigraani ho rahi hai meri. Iss ka matlab hai ke aap aik zimedaar pati ban chuke hain jise apni patni ki fiker rahti hai"... Meena ne bhi muskurate huwe kaha

 

"Waise aaj itne din baad tumhain khayal kyun aaya uss baat ka?"... Virendar ne thodi dair baad uss se poocha

 

"Abhinav ne kayi baar mujse vinti ki ke woh mujse aik baar baat karna

 

chahta hai. Aap ko maine bataya tha na uss raat jo kuch bhi huwa tha, shayad apni taraf se woh koi safayi dena chahta hai"

"To phir tum ne kya kaha uss se?"

 

 

"Maine kaha theek hai, aik baar mil ke jo bolna hai bol do, uss ke baad muje dobara tang nahi karna. Mere paas itna waqt nahi ke baar baar uski bakwaas sunon"... Meena apni taraf se bade laparwah andaaz main baat kar rahi thi magar uski sari tawajo Virendar ke chahre ki taraf thi

 

"Ghar pe bulaya hai kya usse?"... Virendar ki nazrain saamne deewar pe tiki thein

 

"Nahi, bahar hi kahin resturant main mil loon gi"... Meena ka sara dhiyaan Virendar ke chahre pe tha aur Abhinav se milne ki baat pe bas aik pal ke lye usse laga jaise Virendar ke chahre ke bhaav tabdeel huwe hain magar us ne foran khud ko sambhaal lya tha

 

"Main jaanti hoon ke aap ko meri pichli zindagi se juddi koi baat pasand nahi. Magar aap to sab jaante hain aur main khud se zyada aap pe bharosa karti hoon, ussi bharose ne muje ye himmat di hai ke maine aap se pooche bina usse milne ka kah dya. Main chahti hon ke hamesha hamesha ke lye apne maazi se har kisam ka taulaq khatam kar loon. Maine usse bata dya hai ke pahli aur akhri baar main uski baat

 

sun'ne aayon gi uske baad woh dobara kabhi muje apni shakal na dikhaye"

 

"Hmmm... Chali jana, ho sakta hai ke uske paas kahne ke lye kuch aisa ho jo tumahra sun'na zaroori ho"...

Meena uski baat ka matlab nahi samajh saki magar iss waqt Virendar ko chaidna usse theek nahi lag raha tha. Woh jaanti thi ke iss baat ka uss pe assar huwa hai magar uss ne zahir nahi kya magar woh uss se kuch bhi chupa ke nahi rakhna chahti thi aur na woh kuch aisa karne jaa rahi thi jis main aage jaa kar usse Virendar ke saamne koi sharmindagi uthani pade

 

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Woh kaafi dil laga kar tyaar huwe thi, iss saari tyaari ka maqsad sirf aur sirf Abhinav ko ye samjhana tha ke woh apni zindagi main Virendar ke saath buhut khush hai. Abhinav se milne ka maqsad sirf ye nahi tha ke woh uski baat sun le balke kahin na kahin woh usse dikhana chahti thi ke uske jaane se kuch fark nahi pada balke woh pahle se zyada khush hai. Abhinav se woh shayad kabhi milne ka faisla na karti magar uss ne jab usse hospital main daikha tha to itna to woh samajh sakti thi ke Virendar ki mazoori ke bare main woh sab kuch jaan chuka tha. Ho sakta tha ke woh sirf usse apni baat hi batana chahta ho magar woh usse aisi koi khush fahmi main ghirne nahi dena

 

chahti thi ke uske khayal main bhi kabhi ye baat aaye ke woh dobara Meena ki zindagi main koi jaga bana sakta hai. Tyaari karte huwe woh thodi thodi dair ke baad Virendar ko bhi daikh laiti ke uska mood kaisa hai, magar Virendar bilkul araam se bed pe baitha usse tyaar hota daikh raha tha. Uske chahre ke bhaav se kuch pata nahi lag raha tha ke woh kya soch raha hai

 

"Buhut achi lag rahi ho"... Woh jab jaane ke lye tyaar ho gayi to Virendar ne usse muskurate huwe daikha

 

"Apki pasandida saadhi pahni hai maine aaj"... Meena ne muskurate huwe kaha

 

 

 

"Saadhi hamesha tum pe buhut achi lagti ho, muje to lagta hai aurat jaise saadhi main bilkul mukamal lagti hai waisi kisi aur libaas main nahi lagti"

 

"Kon si aurat bhaye? Zara hum bhi to sunain"... Meena ne usse tang karte huwe kaha

"Wohi jo iss waqt mere samne khadi hai"

 

"Aaj to lagta hai khaas tyaari ki hai tum ne"... Pata nahi Virendar ne ye baat waise hi kah di thi ya jaan bhooj kar kahi thi, woh tyaar bhi to khaas tor per huwe thi

 

"Woh iss lye ke aaj main sara din issi tarhan ghar main rahne wali hoon.

Muje laga aap muje saada si haalat main daikh daikh kar bore ho gaye hon ge"... Meena ne usse bilkul halke phulke lahze main jawab dya

 

"Matlab aik mazoor ka dil bahlane ko ye sab tyaari ki gayi hai"

 

"Kyun karte hain aap aisi baatain? Aap ko pata hai muje kitni takleef hoti hai"

 

"Naraz na huwa karo yaar. Muje to khud bhi nahi pata ke main kya sochta aur bolta hoon aaj kal. Sirf soch hi to sakta hoon ab aur to kuch nahi kar sakta, meri baaton ki parwah mat kya karo"... Virendar

 

jaise apni kahi baat ki sakhti samajh gaya tha

 

"Acha main nokrani se kah kar jaon gi ke aap ko waqt se khana day de. Usse bhaga mat dijiye ga aur dawai bhi waqt pe le lijiye ga. Main zyada se zyada 1 ghante main wapas aa jaon gi magar utne tak aap ki dawai ka waqt nikal jaye ga"... Meena jaate jaate use yaad karana nahi bhooli

 

"Jo hukum aap ka"... Virendar ne muskurate huwe kaha to Meena bhi muskura kar usse bye kahti kamre se nikal gayi

 

Virendar kucch dair tak band darwaze ko daikhta raha, uske baad us ne apne saath pade takiye per

 

etne zor se mukka maara ke uski shiddat se pura bed hil gaya

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Update 20

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"Tum ab iss shaher main nahi rahte?"... Meena jab resturant phunchi to Abhinav wahan pahle se uska intizaar kar raha tha, thodi dair tak dono main kissi ko samajh na aayi ke kya baat karni hai. Akhir Meena ne baat shuru ki

"Nahi per buhut jaldi aa jayon ga wapas. Tumhain shayad Chanda ne nahi bataya, woh log jaa rahe hain iss shaher se, shayad ab tak to jaa bhi chuke hon"

 

"Muje waqt hi nahi mila, kafi din ho gaye Chanda se baat kye. Virendar ke siwa ab kuch yaad hi nahi rahta"... Meena ne muskurate huwe kaha

 

"Lagta hai buhut mohabbat karti ho tum Virendar Singh se"

 

"Virendar se bhala koi kaise mohabbat nahi kar sakta. Ye to meri khush qismati hai ke woh mujh se mohabbat karte hain"... Meena ki baat ke baad kuch dair ke lye khamoshi chaa gayi. Abhinav jaise kuch soch raha ho

 

"Ye kuch kaghzaat hai tum daikh lo inhain"... Thodi dair baad Abhinav ne aik lifafa dya usse

 

 

 

"Kuch medical reports hain uss raat ki jab hum Meera Bai ke kothe se bhaagne wale the"

 

"Kis ki reports hain aur ye tum muje kyun de rahe ho?"... Meena uski baat na samajh saki

 

"Meena tum aaj tak yahi samajhti ho shayad ke main uss raat tumhain dhoka de kar akela bhaag gaya tha.

Main jab taxi laine bahar nikla tha to jis taxi ko maine roka to uske achanak break lagane ki waja se uske peeche aane wali gaadi us main aa lagi. Wahan ladai shuru ho gayi, mere paas itna waqt nahi tha muje pata tha tum intizaar kar rahi ho, main jaldi se koi aur taxi ko rokne ke

 

lye road pe aage badha magar aik gaadi ne peeche se aa kar muje takkar maar di"... Abhinav kuch dair ke lye ruka, Meena chup chaap uski baat sun rahi thi

 

"Muje jis ne takkar maari, khush qismati se koi buhut acha insaan tha. Woh muje utha ke hospital le gaya, mere jis bag main paise the woh bhi uss ne apne paas rakh lya. Mera mobile mere hath main tha pata nahi takkar lagne ki waja se woh kahan ja ke gira toot gaya ya kisi ko mila. Mera khayal hai toot hi gaya hoga warna police muje uski madad se dhoond sakti thi. Muje to uski takkar lagne ke baad jab hosh aaya to main hospital ke bed pe pada tha aur muje ye bhi yaad nahi tha ke main kon hon. Muje waise to

 

koi serious chott nahi aaye thi magar mere sir jo us shakhs ki car ke bonut pe ja laga tha us takkar ki waja se muje "Traumatic amnesia" ho gaya.

Kyun ke main kisi ko pehchaan nahi raha tha to wohi aadmi muje apne saath apne shaher le gaya jahan woh rahta tha"... Abhinav phir kuch dair ke lye ruka

 

"Meena main pura 1 mahina bister pe pada raha aur meri halat aisi thi ke main apne aas paas kisi ko bhi nahi pehchanta tha. Meena muje janam bhale aik tawaif ne dya ho, mera khoon ganda ho sakta hai magar meri soch maine khud banayi thi woh itni kabhi nahi gir sakti thi ke main aik aisi ladki jo mujh se mohabbat karti ho aur jis ne meri madad ki ho usse mushkil main chod

 

kar akela bhaag jayon. Ahista ahista jab main theek huwa aur meri yadasht wapas aane lagi to sab se pahla khayal hi muje tumhara aaya. Maine sab se pahle Chanda ko phone kya tha aur sab kuch bata dya tha.

Woh bhi pahle meri baat sun'ne ko tyaar nahi thi, buhut mushkilon se usse meri baaton pe yaqeen aya aur uss ne muje tumhara number dya"... Abhinav ye kah kar chup ho gaya, Meena abhi tak chup chaap baithi thi

 

"Tum ye reports nikaal ke daikh sakti ho, agar chaaho to main tumhain us aadmi se bhi milwa sakta hon main abhi bhi ussi ki factory main kaam karta hon. Hospital bhi le jaa sakta hon jahan uss raat mera ilaaj huwa"... Abhinav uski khamoshi ka matlab nahi samajh paa raha tha

 

 

 

"Abhinav maine pichle 1 saal main shayad aur kuch seekha na seekha ho magar insaano ko samajhna zaroor seekh lya hai. Muje ye reports daikhne ki zaroorat nahi, muje pata hai tum succh bol rahe ho. Jhoot bolne wale ankhon main ankhain daal ke baat nahi karte, balke nazrain churate hain"... Meena ne akhir kaar zabaan kholi

 

"Meena main tumhain bata nahi sakta main kitna sharminda hoon, mera yaqeen karo koi aik pal aisa nahi tha jab maine tumhare baare main na socha ho. Main such kahon ga, jab pahli baar tum mere paas aayi then tab mere dimagh main yahi baat thi ke hum dono aik dusre ki madad kar sakte hain. Muje tum se

 

koi aisi heer raanjhe wali mohabbat nahi ho gayi thi. Tumhain wahan se nikalne main mera apna swarth bhi tha, magar iss 1 saal main muje andaza huwa ke maine kya khoya hai aur kisse kho dya hai"... Abhinav ka aik aik lafz uske ander chupe dard ka bata raha tha

 

"Muje bhi shuru shuru main tum pe buhut ghussa tha. Muje lagta tha tum ne mera istamaal kya hai aur meri mohabbat ko mazaak banaya hai. Magar insaan kabhi kabhi woh samajh nahi paata jo qismat usse samjhana chahti hai. Agar tumhare sath uss raat woh sab na hota to shayad main Virendar se kabhi nahi milti"... Meena kuch pal ke lye ruki

 

"Abhi tum ne kaha ke meri madad karne main tumhara swarth tha, muje bhi yahi lagta hai ke mera bhi tumhare paas aana mera swarth tha. Muje tumhare ilawa aur koi sahara nazar nahi aata tha aur muje us nark se bahar nikalna tha. Main ye nahi kahti ke muje tumse mohabbat nahi thi magar shayad uss mohabbat ne zaroorat ki gaud se janam lya tha.

Jab tum meri zindagi se gaye to muje

laga ke tum ne muje aik bahte darya main chod dya hai aur lahron se takrate takrate meri zindagi akhir kisi na kisi din khatam ho jaye gi.

Magar main nahi jaanti thi ke uss darya ko aage jaa ke mohabbat ke samandar se milna tha. Virendar ki mohabbat samandar ki tarhan hi hai, jis ne muje apni aaghosh main le kar muje shaant kar dya. Succh to ye hai ke main tum se iss lye nahi milna

 

chahti thi ke muje ab zaroorat nahi rahi thi ke main tum se poochon uss raat kya huwa, kyun huwa, tum kyun nahi aaye. Succh poocho to muje Virendar ki mohabbat aur kuch sochne ka moqa hi nahi daiti. Unki mohabbat bhi unki tarhan kisi gahre samandar jaisi hai jitna main us main doobti hoon utna hi tah(base) se door ho jati hoon. Aur main chahti bhi nahi ke koi muje uss samandar se nikaale main bas wahin doob ke mar jaana chahti hon ab"... Abhinav uski baatain sun kar kucch dair tak usse daikhta hi rah gaya. Itni shiddat, itni gahrayi, woh to soch bhi nahi sakta tha ke Meena ki rooh iss had tak Virendar ke wajood se lipat chuki hai

 

"Main ye to nahi kahon ga ke muje dukh huwa tumhari baatain sun kar. Dil se main bhi yahi chahta tha ke tum jahan raho khush raho. Haan magar main jhoot bhi nahi bolon ga tum se, main apne dil se tumhari mohabbat ko nikal to nahi sakta aur na muje andaza tha ke tum iss had tak Virendar se mohabbat karti ho.

Na hi main tum se iss lye milna

chahta tha ke muje tumhari zindagi kharab karni thi. Dunia main chahe koi bhi aap ko jitna ghalat samajhe insaan ko parwah nahi hoti magar jis se aap mohabbat karte hon agar woh aap ko ghalat samajhna shuru kar de to iss se badi saza koi nahi hoti.

Main bhi kuch aisi hi saza kaat raha tha tha 1 saal se, tumhain sab kuch bata kar aaj buhut halka mehsoos kar raha hon khud ko"... Akhir kaafi

 

dair baad Abhinav ne muskurate huwe kaha

 

"Kuch khaane ke lye order karain? Mere sath khana to khayo gi na?"... Abhinav ne aik aas se uski taraf daikha

 

 

 

"Abhinav, yahan aane se pahle shayad mere dil main buhut sari baatain then, shayad kahin na kahin muje ye bhi lag raha tha ke Virendar ki mazoori ka sun ke tum meri kisi kamzori se faida na uthana chahte ho. Magar tumhari baatain sun kar mera dil bhi bilkul halka ho gaya hai. Shayad humari qismat main milna nahi tha magar hum aik nahi ho sake to kya huwa. Ache doston ki tarhan

 

zindagi main kabhi kabhar mil to sakte hain. Buhut kam log hote hain jo apne un gunahon ki safayi daite hain jo unhon ne nahi kye hote. Muje bas iss baat ki khushi hai ke maine kisi ghalat insaan ko nahi chuna tha apne lye, maine jaisa tumhain samjha tha tum waqayi waise hi ho.

Main hamesha duwa karon gi ke tumhain bhi zindagi main mujh se bhi zyada acha aur pyaar karne wala saathi mile"... Meena pahli baar dil se muskurayi thi

"Aur haan khana zaroor khayon gi main"

 

"Agar tumhain bura na lage to main jaane se pahle aik baar Virendar Singh se milna chahta hoon. Tum unhain sab bata to chuki ho, kya sochte hon ge kaisa insaan hai ke

 

unki patni ke peeche pada hai aur itni himmat nahi ke un se mil sake. Unki tabiyat ka bhi pooch loon ga"

 

"Han zaroor, mera bhi khayal hai tumhain aik baar Virendar se zaroor milna chahye"... Meena ne kuch sochte huwe kaha. Abhinav se milne ke baad uske dil main jo khof the woh sab khatam ho gaye the. Aur Virendar se milne ke baad shayad hamesha ke lye Virendar ka dil bhi saaf ho jaye uss ki taraf se. Agar woh kuch soch bhi raha tha to usse yaqeen tha Abhinav se milne ke baad uski sari sochain apni maut aap mar jain gi

 

 

 

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Usse ghar phunchte phunchte 2 ghante ho gaye the. Woh Virendar ko 1 ghante ka kah kar aaye thi, magar woh to kuch aur hi soch kar Abhinav se milne gayi thi, usse kya pata tha ke Abhinav ka jo roop uske saamne hoga woh aisa hoga ke woh chahte huwe bhi sakhti nahi kar sake gi uske sath

 

 

 

"Shamim, Thakur Sahab ko khana de dya tha"... Us ne aate hi sab se pahle nokrani se poocha

 

"Nahi Ji. Main aik baar gayi thi un se poochne magar buhut ghusa kar

 

rahe the muje daant ke kamre se nikaal dya"... Usse pata tha yahi jawab mile ga usse

 

"Acha theek hai tum foran khana garam kar ke uper kamre main le aayo"

 

Woh kamre main phunchi to Virendar andhaira kye, bed pe laita huwa tha.

Us ne light on kar di

 

 

"Aap soo rahe hain kya?"

 

 

"Nahi waise hi laita huwa tha"... Woh Virendar ke lahze se kuch andaza nahi laga saki ke uska mood kaisa hai

 

"Tab se soo rahe hain kya? Aap ne khana bhi nahi khaya"

 

"Nahi. Kuch dair pahle hi laita tha, Chanda aaye huwe thi kuch dair pahle hi gayi hai"

 

"Chanda aaye thi?"... Uske lye ye khabar hairaan karne wali thi

 

"Haan tum se milne aaye thi. Woh log iss shaher se jaa rahe hain to jaane se pahle tum se milna chahti thi"

"To aap muje phone kar ke bulwa laite"

 

"Kahan phone karta? Kitni baar kaha hai tum se phir bhi mobile nahi laiti

 

tum, ab kya driver ko kahta ke Begum Sahiba ko le kar aayo?"

 

"Acha khair hai koi baat nahi. Main kharid loon gi mobile, aap naraz na hon"

 

"Yadav ko bulao main washroom jana chahta hoon"

 

"Aur haan, ye kuch cheezain hain tumhari jo Chanda de gayi thi. Bata rahi thi ke tumhare kamre ki safayi karte usse mili then, jaane se pahle tumhain dena chahti thi"... Virendar ne side table ki daraz kholte huwe kaha

 

"Meri kon si cheezain wahan rah gayen"... Meena uski baat sun kar hairan ho gayi

 

"Main jaanta hon ke kisi ki personal diary padhna buhut ghalat harkat hai. I am Sorry main khud ko rok nahi saka"... Virendar ne usse uski diaries daite huwe kaha

 

Meena apni jaga pe khadi ki khadi rah gayi. Uske saamne woh diaries then jo us ne un 3 saalon main likhi then jab uske dil ne Abhinav ke naam pe dhadakna shuru kya tha.

Pata nahi kya kya likha tha uss ne uss main aur woh kah raha tha ke uss ne sab kuch padh lya hai. Meena ko kuch pal ke lye samajh nahi aayi ke woh kya kare, usse kuch kahe,

 

kuch bataye ya nahi. Akhir woh diaries le kar chup chaap kamre se bahar nikal aayi

 

 

 

P.S. "Traumatic Amnesia" sir pe chot lagne ki waja se hota hai jis ke natije

main patient kuch hafte ya mahine ke lye apni yadasht kho deta hai.

Jaise Jaise uske sir ke ander chot theek hone lagti hai uski yadasht wapas aane lag jati hai.

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